non-lucid

Wednesday, 3/21/12
DR 3:35
It's an post apocalyptic world. People live underground in old buildings, industrial like, big elevators. We finally find them. They clothes are torn and worn out. We joke, that everybody will want to be our friend now. I feel like we just came back from a successful mision. And really, they are offering us their coats - it's cold. But we don't take them. Someone gives us pieces of foam and strips of cloth and shows us a box with more. We are suppose to make shoes out of it.
DR
Outside of RD10. We look at the moon obscured by some kind of wapors, chem trails and we compare it with pictures. They match, but they are both wrong. I can tell, that what we see as face of the moon is something completely different. We remember, the moon used to look differently.
WBTB 3:35 - 4:20
Just reg. dreams, no recall

First dream in a fresh journal. Woot!

As I am restarting dream journaling, I am not recalling complete dreams, so this is just a fragment but I thought it was funny.

A friend of mine was getting drunk with my roommate. I was off doing something else and I came home to her throwing up on the carpet. She had a toy poodle sitting next to her and told me that was drunk and she was trying to teach her poodle through imitation, 'cause it was drinking too.

I forgot about the bizarre logic and backwards-rationalization used in dreams.

This one put me in a good mood for the day.

Normal Dream
False Awakening

Night 16

I. It is night and I am outside with my brother and this person I do not recognize. We were doing something, it is one of my earlier dreams so it is pretty unclear, but it had something to do with money. I remember this person was trying to scam us, or something along those lines, when we were not going to give him our money. We ended up going into our garage and locking the door behind us, but the locks were faulty and kept coming undone when the person was hitting the door. We go out and confront him and he is mad, and all I remember doing is pushing him and he tripped to the ground, after that the dream fades.

II. This is another one that I am having a hard time remembering all of the details. I am in the small city part of where I live, and I am at the main intersection at night, but it was like it was part of a movie or something. Looking around everything seemed to be destroyed, like a war has been taking place, and there was a big group of people that I joined which looked like soldiers. All of a sudden I look up at the sky and it was like the sky from Halo, how you can see the entire ring up in the sky. At this point it was really vivid and I almost became lucid because I kept asking myself, "How could this be real?", but before I actually realized it was a dream a huge explosion took place. Everyone started panicking and running everywhere, this caused me to stop the questioning and start running. I found myself entering this bomb shelter like latch, but it actually took me to a sewer, and suddenly two of my friends I knew from school were with me. We go through a gate where there is a zombie that we kill, so now it is actually a zombie pandemic lol, and then we ran into this room we found. It was like a bed room, at first we were looking for supplies, but there were beds there and we just started to chill there, this is when the dream ends.

III. I am walking with my two brothers and my father down one of my back dirt roads heading back to our house. The road goes through a forest and small river and when we go over the bridge I notice that there is actually a panther in the woods walking towards us, he came right up to us and we didn't want to do anything to make him attack us so we are trying to stay calm for the hope that he leaves. He was first attracted to my brothers snack he was eating, so my brother threw it into the woods and the panther went to eat it. We jogged up the road a little ways away from him, but as soon as he we done eating he ran back to us, he wasn't aggressive in any way so we just stayed calm and were hoping he would just leave. I remember he started licking my hands, he was really nice and friendly but again we were still timid around him, and then we stared walking back to our neighborhood. A school bus actually comes up to us and opens the door, I think the driver was trying to help us, but we were not paying much attention and he drove away lol. We get to our neighborhood when some kids came up to us, we were telling them to leave in case he started attacking us, but they were not leaving. I then remember telling my brother to go get his car so we can lure him away while we are in a car, so we can drive away once he got back into the woods. While we were discussing it, animal control came and then they used some spray that knocked the panther out so they can take it away from here, I asked them not to kill it as I love animals and they said they would not. This is the time that I woke up.

IV. I had a false awakening where I got up and got on my computer, I did a reality check and realized it was indeed a FA, but the dream faded right after.

Soñe que estaba sentado en un mesabanco en un salon que parecia ser el del cbtis pero sin el escalon del profesor, estaba copiando alguna informacion de otros compañeros para estar mejor preparado para el examen, supuestamente yo seria escrito pero entra y todo mundo se acerca por lo que me acerco yo despues y la profesora me llama y dice que es mi turno, todo mundo se aleja y entonces no me hace preguntas sino que me cambia el tema me imagino yo que para beneficiarme por lo que le sigo el rollo, no recuerdo lo que decia pero recuerdo ver que muchos se salian del salon de clases.

#1 - Challenge Accepted [Non-Lucid]

I go to reconnect with T, a friend I haven't seen for a while now, and I wait inside his house for him to get home. In retrospect, probably not the best idea, because as soon as I see they door start opening I say "Hey!" and it slams shut before I even see him at all, obviously I scared the shit out of him. I go outside expecting to see him holding a shotgun or something, but I catch him before he grabs any weapons and apologize and we start talking. He asks what I've been up to and I say I got back into the drugs pretty bad (which is thankfully not true), and I've been doing almost daily doses of ketamine, 4-MeO-PCP, and LSD. Our conversation gets interrupted by some Mexican laborers doing construction on his house who convince him to jump in the pool with them, and my scene shifts to a small backyard party with four boxes of Pizza Hut cinnamon sticks next to me, three of them medium-sized and one large, and I don't move at all, I literally saw the whole scene melt and transform from where it was to this. A guy comes outside in the middle of a conversation we were having and asks me "Are you happy?", to which I say "Hell yeah!" He mistakes the boxes as being someone else's but I correct him by pointing out that they're mine. I told him that I already ate the three medium ones by myself () and I was saving the large one for later. A guy sitting to the right of me then reaches out and grabs the large box. He opens it up and eats one of the cinnamon sticks and just stares at me in that "Whatcha gonna do about it?" challenging way. A lot of people around us go "ooooo", and I definitely heard someone whisper something like "That's not how we were raised in my house." I raise an eyebrow at him and reach out to grab the box myself. I grab a large cinnamon stick and take a HUGE scoop of icing, like almost the whole thing, and then throw the box into the middle of the room for everyone to eat. (When I focused on doing this, the scene changed from us sitting in a backyard to us sitting in someone's room.) Everyone acted really surprised, and then I woke up.

#2 - Tarzan [Non-Lucid]

I was hanging out with M, at her apartment I think but I didn't get to see much of it, watching some random anime. For most of it the anime took over my entire vision so I was watching it in third person, and it occurs to me now that, at least while I was actually experiencing it and not just seeing it on the TV, none of this "anime" was actually animated, it was just a realistic scene like any other. I don't remember too much of the plot other than that the villain was trying to become a "Tarzan", which to the characters meant some kind of all-powerful being, and he was already able to fly. He was also super buff and wearing nothing but a leopard print speedo, and I spent much of the viewing experience watching him closely. They were at a public pool, and the heroes apparently defeated him by tricking him with word play (that I can't quite remember now) to make it sound like he had slept with the main character's dad, who was now an old man, and that that made him the main character's mother. And that's it, that totally defeated him. Yes.... My perspective zooms back out into first person and I'm talking to M about the show while listening to some random anime music, I think some speed trance, and she picks up this empty milk gallon jug from the floor and start floating into the air a little bit. Once she's off the ground a good distance, she starts spinning her legs forward as if she was riding some invisible bicycle, and that makes her go up even higher. She bobs around a little bit but stays at a consistent height, and she starts blowing in the milk jug to make music, and in between breaths she laughs hysterically. The only thing I find even remotely concerning about this is that at what point she's floating over me and I don't want her to fall on me. I think to myself that I could just move, but then I figure she probably knows what she's doing. Shortly after that she floats back down the ground, and that's the end of that.

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

So, I've just recently gotten back into lucid dreaming, I've been overwhelmed with school and sports the past months.
And it seems like I have to start all over again, my recalls gone down the drain. Sadly.
I'm starting with my dream journal again, hopefully my recall gets good enough to lucid dream with soon!

I had this dream last night, it was pretty funny, so here it is!

So we're in LA, and I forget why, but we are given guns, lots and lots of guns. Not regular ones, but kind've alien futuristic ones.

I'm playing with them. I am on the rooftop of a building. The building is on a LA street, it looks like the streets filled with hotels and resorts. It's a beautiful day to test these bad boys out.

I remember having a bow, a sniper, and some kind of machine gun. I remember using the sniper the most. I was pretty much shooting anyone that was unlucky enough to be walking on the street.

And then, my ex shows up, and we start shooting. I think I'm with one other person. Unfortunately I wasn't able to get a clean shot on her and she realizes where we are. She starts in our direction, looking for me.

There is now a background change in the dream, we're in some sort of fort now, it looks like a map you'd find in a video game like call of duty or something. I have two teammates, and somehow some guy joins her side, I believe it is my cousin, very random. She's still looking for me, I think she was saying she just wanted to talk. I was getting pissed. I do not like this person.

I don't run in shooting though, I try using stealth along with my sniper instead. She is on the ground floor, and me and my other teammate are hiding on the rooftops, she can't find us. I realize we can't hide here forever, and I take out my machine gun, and head down.

We have a series of me shooting, and her trying to escape. She runs into some building and closes the door, it's a trap, but there's no other way.

We're just outside the door and I'm with my other teammate now, I don't remember if it was a boy or girl, but I remember them being very short, about half my height. He/she gives me a new machine gun, the machine gun has a special upgrade that gave it a chance to shoot out some kind of little creature, which would result in a quick assassination, this was our best chance.

Me and my teammate begin approaching the door. And just as we thought she tries ambushing us. I start firing my machine gun at her, I'm trying my best not to miss. About 10 bullets hit the target, but she's still alive, we all need the guns assassination perk to happen, ASAP. And eventually, it does! A small alien like creature shoots itself at my ex, and well, it did its job!

We all burst out in celebration! We all feel very very happy
Then, all of a sudden I'm teleported right in front of a huuuuuuge alien, very menacing.

This alien is where we got the guns from, and they were expensive, I think the number was in the millions. The alien let's out a long groan, "Wherrreees myyy moneyyy??" I wake up laughing

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Last day of the competition and I get lucid twice! The first dream sucked, but I managed to enter the same scene by the DEILD technique. It worked like a charm and the LD lasted around ten minutes or so.

00.00: Sleep

06.00: Shorty DILD
I'm standing on a balcony overlooking the city. It's an amazing view and the houses are mixed with trees. I look closely at the horizon and my vision suddenly improves tenfold. It's like I'm looking through binoculars. "Oh cool I'm dreaming" I say and enjoy the scene for a while longer. I get up on the railing and jump off and start to fly. As always I fly for a few seconds before the dream collapses.

I can feel my body sleeping in bed. I lie perfectly still and intend to go back to the dream and do it right. SP quickly sets in and my neck and arms begin twitching. I start visualizing holding onto the back rest of a chair and moving my feet on the floor. I imagine the floor being tiles with sharp edges between them just like I have in my bathroom.

06.00: Nito?! DEILD
The scene I'm imagining starts to appear infront of my eyes and I keep on rubbing my feet on the floor and shifting my hands on the chair. "Matte, what are you doing?" my friend Felix's friend asks me. "Hold on" I tell her and make sure I've stabilized the dream enough. "Cool" I say and she looks confused. Felix is in the room aswell and he's eating cake. "Oh! Can I have some cake?" I ask. "Yeah sure it's behind you" he says. I grab a big piece. "There's vanilla custard inside of it right?" I ask. "Yes" they both reply. I take a big bite and it's delicious. I walk out onto the balcony I was in the dream before. It looks exactly the same.

I sit down on the railing, dingling with my legs over the edge. 'Hmm, what should I do? Have sex? No... I know! Summon Nito!' I finish the cake and shout out his name. "Nito?!" 'Hmm, that sounded too Swedish...' "Nito?!" I yell again. "Yeah?" someone replies from the street below. I look out and can see a few kids playing down below aswell as a black haired guy. I throw myself off the balcony and fall twenty meters and smack down into the pavement. "Hey man!" I say man and grab Nito's head. He's taller than he should be. "You're too tall" I say and we laugh. "How are you then?" "I'm good mate, you?" he says and we start walking down the street. After a few yards I realise we have to train.

Two guys show up. "Fight them!" I tell Nito and we take on one each. I leg sweep one of them and slam him down into the ground with my fist while he's in the air. I look around and Nito's standing above his foe. 'Wow that was quick.' "Alright, we need to find some weapons" I tell him. We've been fighting outside of a big wooden villa and I figure there must be weapons in there. I enter the door and the hallway is pretty dark. "I'm not going in there until someone turns on the light, don't want to lose this dream" I say and Nito hits the switch. Satisified with the lighting I enter and head for the refrigerator. 'Should get something to eat to stabilize...' "Check for weapons in the freezer" I say and don't believe for a second there are any in there. After a little searching my friend Felix (who must have appeared out of nowhere) tells me he can't find any.

I grab a huge ice cream cone instead and nibble on it for a while, it tastes great. All of a sudden I spot an old man in a bathrobe running up the stairs. I run after him and rub my hands to make sure I stabilize the dream. I follow him through doors and narrow corridors until he stops in a closet. I grab his arm from behind the door and take the shotgun from his hands. I lose lucidity. "Go ahead and kill me then!" the old man tells me. My sister shows up. "Those shells are weak, the more expensive ones costs twenty crowns" he tells me. I blast the shotgun next to his ear. He hands me another shell and opens his mouth. "Do it!" he yells at me. I shoot him in the face and almost nothing happens. He gets a bit black here and there.

06.00: WBTB 10 minutes.

09.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Had a few more dreams, but got no time to write them down.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

03.25.2012

Library, Carrot?, Why Are You Touching Me Like That?, Lecture Shifting, White Noise Should Help... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My recall is kind of horrible since I slept late last night, but I find that listening to white noise really helps with falling asleep for me, will have to continue using it to see if I can get to sleep faster.

Dream 1: Library

I'm inside of a library, and I go to peek over to see what's near the left section, and I find I see "Glass" again. She was reading a storybook to children sitting around her.

I quickly tried to hide so she wouldn't see me, then I find myself sitting down near some librarians. One was saying that she needed more people because someone could take the new books away.

Dream 2: Carrot?

It's dark, and the only source of lighting are the street lights. I see a female that looks like Carrot, it takes me a while to notice, but she's walking somewhere.

I just happened to cross paths with her, and it seems I did an ignore test to see if she was a DC or the real one. So I walk past her, and opened a laptop that was in my hand and pretended I was busy with something.

Turns out that I can still feel her energy. I can't remember what I did next though.

Dream 3: Why Are You Touching Me Like That?

I believe I'm near the middle of a two stairs being intersected. Imagine going down one set of stairs, and there's one square floor you walk on before you turn to your right to down to the other set.

I was in the middle, and I find something was a little bothering about my body. I think my shirt was already off, and I was wearing the black jeans I usually wear for Lab days, so I'm presuming I was getting off from a lab just now in the dream.

I don't know why I have the sudden urge just take things off, especially if people might pass, but it didn't feel anyone would come up or down these sets of stairs.

I feel someone's presence, and they're right behind me. She starts observing my lower region, and keeps staring at my ass. I didn't really mind, she had such a soothing nature to her that didn't make me feel bothered that she's seeing me half-naked.

To be honest, because she was so curious, if I were lucid, I would've become curious with her too.

She looks around some more, and she even touches me slightly. I've notice my whole body was warm in this dream, and me covered up in a comforter sheets probably was sublimated into this dream of me feeling a little heated up.


She looks a lot like a girl I had for my Psychology class in High School, let's call her Samantha. Samantha was giggling, almost like she wanted to tease her prey or something, I just wanted her to touch me more already since her cold hands felt really nice against my warm body.

I asked her, "Why are you touching me like that?"

But I can't remember what she said after that, I don't think she talked a lot, she mostly giggled and was smiling a bit.

I believe after she's touching my ass for a while, I told her I have to go. My memory is still a bit fuzzy from this, but I think she wanted me to stay, and almost cried and said, "Noooo!"

I remember her screaming something, so I'll just assume it was her saying "Noo!"

The dream shifts to where I'm outside to go towards the Clock tower in College Station, and I'm waiting for traffic to clear up a little bit, but then I find I can't head near the train intersection because something was blocked.

It looked blocked to me.

I guess that would make sense seeing as there's construction going on around that area, but even so, we can still pass through it because they set up temporary old fashioned stop lights to allow some traffic.

Dream 4: Lecture Shifting

My recall for this is horrible, all I remember is me sitting outside on the floor near a lecture room. I see my professor who covered the first two exams for my Biology 112 course, and the room is pitch black, with the screen being the only source of light.

The dream is weird, I can't tell if I'm near the lecture room, or near the drive-thru of a fast food restaurant lol.


Dream 5: White Noise should help...

I'm inside a room, watching an adult film, but I'm also hearing the white noise on my laptop playing from a link that continuously plays it over and over.

I believe I see my mom headed out somewhere by me peeking through the door. I'm watching an adult scene I believe, but then again, I'm wondering if I'm having sex at the same time.

I thought the white noise should help canceling out the moans in the room, and that my mother wouldn't hear that.

When I'm looking down, I don't think it's an adult scene I'm looking at on my laptop, but rather, a really beautiful woman really close to my body sticking her ass out to me.

So much for lucidity, because she was practically begging with the position she was in.

I got a little sleep, but when i dream iw as in a place that was really firmilliar. it was all the places i lived smashed into one... i rememb3er looking at a map and seeing how close i was to an area that i used to know. i remember black shorts and suitcases. it was night time, a summer night cool and crisp air, stars shine for miles in the sky. grass is soft and conversation is of how if i dont come back soon they will go looking.

After a party, I grabbed Sam and we ran outside of the building. We found a very dark building, in which I assumed my little brother to be. He was an orphan. I don't know why, but he was. And I missed him.

We ran towards the dark building, and knocked on the door. No answer. We pushed the door and it was open. We walked through, just in time to see about 7 kids running through the hall. "Excuse me!" I yelled. "Hey!"
The kids turned around and looked at me. "Yea?" they answered.
"Have you seen Tom?"
They shook their heads.
"Oh, okay then," I said. "Would you happen to know if there is another foster home in this town?"
They nodded, and pointed me in the right direction.

"Okay, thanks." I said. We walked out through the doors, and crossed the street. There we found the other foster home.
As we walked in, I noticed this foster home looked much nicer. It kind of looked like a hospital inside.
I asked the lady at the front desk for Tom.
"She looked down the list. Can anyone please bring out Tom?" she yelled.
Tom walked down the stairs, guided by one of the women there.
He looked about 5 years younger, but the same height. We hugged him. "Come on." I said.

We walked out of the building into a small wooden shack. There were a ton of these around. Inside were two bunk beds, and nothing else. We put our stuff on the floor and decided to sleep.

We were "awakened" by a loud boom sound. I peeked out the door of the shack, and looking up, I saw a humongous baby. In fact, it was a robot.
It was super creepy, because the next thing that happened was it shouted, "Mommy!" In a demonized voice.

It was looking for its mommy.

I quickly woke up Tom and Sam, and I told them we had to move, quick. We grabbed our things and raced out of the shack, trying to avoid the stare of the gigantic robot baby. Too late. After it saw us running as fast as we could out of the town, It yelled "Mommy!" Again, only deeper and angrier. As it tried to walk, it fell, crying as it hit the ground with an ominous cracking sound that shook buildings around it. Looking back, I see the crushed shack we were in only a few moments ago.

At the end of the dream, I was looking out of the eyes of a baby. It was sitting on a bed, in a tall building, looking at the fallen robot below through a window. Shaking its rattle, this baby cried, "Mommy, no!" In an even deeper, more demonized voice than the robot's. It crawled up to the window, and smashed it with its rattle.

Only a small fragment again, but it was pretty vivid.

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23/3/12

In my uni flats, everyone is filing out on their way to the headmaster [as if back in school] for disciplinary action. Nothing to do with me, I pretend to be involved to fit in and head towards the exit with everyone else. However, I remember a baking tray that urgently needs to be returned to my room, and turn back.

In my room, I find three guys, one of which I know, smoking. In reaction to my confusion, they tell me it's my fault for leaving my door unlocked. I agree, and join them. I light something balloon shaped, which is almost as big as my head, before putting it back down on a huge pile of tobacco.

I had 2 dream, wich i dont think they are related.
the 1st ona:
There was a "race" of beings wich i can compare to the Behemoths of FF-XIII. there was a Alfa Male that was Blue coloured, and his wife/women was Red coloured. they had a son that was Grey.
Some kind of catastrophe happened and they had to abandon the place they were resided, and becouse of that they left. i have a hole here, and the next time i remember something is that Blue, Red and Grey (im going to reffer them as that, for i do not know their names) were in a glacier that was breaking. i do not remember if there was more of this "behemoths" with them. Grey was in the water, and his father and mother tell him to come back but he keeps swimming to the center of the glacier.
Darkness.
Grey is in a COMICBOOK-STORE(i assume the one from the simpsons, i never been in a real comicbook store), with 2 humans. someone arrive screaming that X person(i do not remember his name) transformed himself. Grey asks him what X has become, and this man showed him a picture in wich you can see a human/behemoth (2 stripes going down from his head and back, big hands, etc..) that was BLUE/RED coloured, like those colours shifted all over his body. Grey get's angry and starts running to find X.
There ended the first dream.
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The 2nd one starts like this:
There was a group of people in the top of a mountain. They went down from that mountain and went trough a path, in wich i started to remember (or i was showed) who they are and what they did.
The only one i remember clearly is the one from the "old man". i remember he entered a crypt, in wich he fought against skeletons and that sort of things with a sword. this goes on for a while until he reaches a grave, in wich he fights "death" and steals his Scythe.
next thing i remember, a little kid from the group starts to run and get's into a sort of abandoned factory, half of it in still hearch and the other half in the water, with beams holding it. the kid started to move through this beams.
i do not remember anything else.
Thank You For Reading

Lucid Dreaming has entered my mind but in an unexpected way.

I am in the desert, possibly Utah or somewhere around the Great Salt Lake basin. There is nothing that identifies where I am but I recognize the scenery from real life as a familiar place. Behind me is a domed rock, or structure, out in the middle of this flat basin and I am standing in front of it with an ax. I bring the ax down swiftly right into the number 20,000, which represents a Lucid Dream and possibly Hall Points as well. The number smashes and releases color sprites and a burst of light, a colorful shower that appears beautiful and tacky at the same time.

My perspective suddenly shifts and I can see the burst of color over my shoulder. I'm viewing myself from outside a vehicle, and I can see the scene through the windshield and out the back window of the car. I am in the car with two other people, neither of whom I recognize or focus on, though I think one of them wears glasses. The car is something heavy and powerful, like a Dodge Charger, and is a creme or white color. I start the car and drive away, and the dream ends.


*I really should have gone to bed before 4A.M.

This night i had problems with sleeping, and it was hard to recall my dream.

my classmates and me where at the beach, but we did not bath, because we got our cloth on.

I was sitting in and open back container--thing of a trailer. My feet was dangling over the edge and I was "focusing"* on counting my fingers on the right hand. *I'm a total cloudhead during my dreams.
I was counting them, as I said, and sometimes I counted two lesser, and sometimes two more, but I didn't seem to notice, because the counting didn't "count" when I was in wake state (IRL; Dream), and I was saving the REAL counting for when I was in a dream again... Why..?