non-lucid

Oh yeah. Two nights. Two DILDs. Not DEILD like I would appreciate it, but two LDs nonetheless Not only that, in this one stuff HAPPENED! Not much, but STUFF! I dont remember much about my non-lucids, but who cares?

The DILD: It is unclear how I ended up in this dream. The time was 2:50, but I dunno if I checked my real or dream watch. Im unsure about wether I got up from a false awakening or woke up, fell asleep and THEN got up. Anyway, I get up, go in the living room. Gabriel is waiting for me there, on the couch. Apparently he stopped at our house on his bike. At 2:50. Ok. Then I suddenly realise that dreaming is pretty much over now. U can forget DEILD for today. I dont like that, and tell my mom that its 2:50. It is day outside though. We chat for awhile until he leaves to Gab's house with...an 8 year old version of me. Im kind of half aware that its me, but I still wonder about how I never met what appears to be my lil bro. I ask if I can go with them, and mom says yes. As I am walking in the hallway I go: Oh lemme guess this is a dream. Yup. I do various reality checks, like turning a light on and off. Then I try to fly thru my window, fail, and walk outside. Instantly its dark outside again. Damn it, I kinda wanted daylight. The cats stalking the door, but it doesnt matter.
Here is the place for lots of firsts. I encounter my first beautiful dreamscape. As I am walking outside, it starts to snow. Glowing, coloured snow. Its awesome. The trees are also covered and glitter in the night. If I could paint, I would paint it. Thats not my skill, though I am wearing a snow suit that seems to disappear and pop back up at times. I levitate for the first time. In the middle of the road, I do a backflip on my back and land floating two inches from the floor. Nice, but far from satisfying. Then as im floating I cant quite control it and get back on my feet a couple of times. So i give up and try the finger thru palm RC for the first time. I didnt know how it felt. So I remove my three pairs of gloves and push my finger. After a while, it pops right thru. Cool, but time's up. Already. I remember thinking: Awww, its over!

Other crap: FA where I push down a bunch of round candy thinking il pick them up in the morning.

A couple super short fragments last night.

First, I seem to remember a still (?) image of standing on the corner of Broadway and...whatever avenue it was outside King House/Metro Drug, looking south down Broadway.

Second, there was a short sequence where I was working in kind of a medium sized room by myself on a computer against the far wall of the room. I was at what was evidently the Meritcare/Sanford downtown hospital. I was working on some sort of project. I heard some sort of commotion outside, so I went to take a look and people were hurrying about busily as though they were getting ready to evacuate. I stopped someone to ask what was going on and they told me the company was closing this area to save money. I shrugged and went down to the ground floor to leave. After I exited, I paused to turn around and look at the building's south face. I thought, "Time Magazine is going out of business because it's unable to appeal to any demographics."

I couldn't tell you why I thought the hospital had anything to do with Time Magazine, but it's likely that the thought was inspired by this: TIME Announces New Version Of Magazine Aimed At Adults | The Onion - America's Finest News Source | Onion News Network

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have been having the possibility to sleep longer, which compensates the constant awakenings during the night to write down my dreams. Still, I feel a bit tired as sometimes I wake every hour or so. My wish to recall dreams is programming my mind to wake up frequently to record them.


23:00 GMT - Sleep

Work meeting
I’m at a meeting. Tables form a hollow square and I just sit in the first available place as I’m late and it already started. It’s an NGO meeting arranged by one of my former bosses. There’s some important reason why I was invited, but I can’t recall. He sees me arriving and feels a bit disturbed. Then a gap.

Feeling sick
All of a sudden I am sitting in a small table with food. There was someone else sitting with me but not anymore. I am on a hurry and I eat fast. Then I feel extremely sick and feel like puking. I run to the toilet, it is disgustingly filthy, but I want to puke, so who cares. When about to do it, I get better and don’t arrive to do it. Two ladies that were on the toilet ask me if I’m pregnant. I say I don’t think so and that I’m just sick. Then it looks like everything is balancing back and forth and I wonder if I’m on a boat. Then a girl appears (maybe she was with me before?) supposedly to help me but just says some mockery about me being sick.

3:06 GMT

Thoughts about having a baby
Maybe following the previous dream in which someone asked me if I was pregnant, I remember some dream in which I was thinking/considering or imagining myself having a baby. It was more a thought than a dream.

Priest and a talent show
Very sketchy dream that I feel it was going on for some time but I only recall that a lady was being invited by a priest to come to Rome for a show. First I felt that this lady was my mother, but the content of the dream doesn’t match her in anything. He was looking for someone with a special talent to star on some fairground show and this lady was very colourful and musically talented. Then he reinforced the invitation saying he wanted her to be there not for just one show, but indefinitely. Weird that a priest would also be a talent hunter...

4:08 GMT

Politician
Just recall that I was trying to reach some politician and someone helps me getting inside the parliament or congress and I’m on the corridors looking for the right office.

Mom ironing
My mother is ironing some clothes and the cat wants to play with her.

Award ceremony
Some award ceremony scene, like the Oscars.

Visit to aunt and my mom’s cat
I park my car under a bridge close to my aunt’s I. home (where I don’t go since a teenager). It’s night and it’s a creepy place, so I keep my eyes very open to eventual robbers behind the pillars. A lady seems distressed about some cat she thinks is in trouble, not able to descend from a roof. I go to the place to check but after a while the cat jumps down, so all’s fine. Then I keep going and see my mother close to my aunt’s garage door, our meeting point. She also brought her cat with her, which I don’t think it’s such a good idea. It’s a crazy unpredictable cat that gets scared at anything. But she says she’s taken him for a walk before and I trust her. The problem is that the cat decides to hit the middle of the road and I see cars coming. I freak out and run to shoo him away from the road. He does and hides under something on the other side. After the cars pass I go get him and he is so scared that he is totally peaceful and sweet – usually he is like a Tasmanian devil ) It was nice to cuddle him, even if it is only possible in dreams, LOL.

6:00 GMT

City of museums
I’m going down a street with my mother in some foreign country and unknown city. This particular street is amazing, with dozens of museums of art, antiques, archaeology. Impressive buildings. We decide we can’t visit them all but at least the last one on the street catches our attention. It’s modern art and inside I remember see this big mosaic pictures representing the elements of the periodic table. I remember clearly the Pb one (a clear derivation from a conversation I had the day before, about an ass as heavy as lead, LOL). At the museum shop there were for sale cute wind up toys and I try one out, breaking the coil spring inside. I try to fix it but it only gets a little better. I behave badly and try to get away with it, but a friend of mine comes out of nowhere and picks the same toy to try it out. I fear she is going to figure out I broke it, but she doesn’t say anything. I still feel guilty and when leaving a security guy blocks me and my mom’s exit. But of course it wasn’t because of the toy – he had seen her taking pictures with flash and also we were carrying backpacks, which is not allowed in the museum (somehow at the entrance they had failed to check that). But that’s all and we leave.

7:19 GMT

Freaky countryside pension with a secret
I’m staying at a countryside pension, a very old looking and typical construction but I don’t know of which country. Small wooden doors and windows and very low roof which I realise it’s because the house goes below ground level, so we need to descend some stairs to get inside. When we enter we go directly to the kitchen which is also like common/living room, large and spacious. To go to the rooms section we need to climb 2 or 3 steps at the right side close to the back of the room.
I feel I am here as part of a group of tourists/excursionists and everybody left already. The owners are also leaving and closing everything behind them. But for some reason (I don’t remember what had happened before) I am suspicious of something going on and I want to go inside the house when they’re not there.
So they leave and I go back and get to enter the place. But all of a sudden the lady owner appears, with very menacing look on her face. She wants to know what I am doing there. I say my backpack is too heavy and that I came back to leave a few things behind or I won’t be able to hike around all day as expected. She weighs my backpack just to check if I’m not lying with all my teeth, but luckily the thing is really heavy and I take a few things out and leave them on the kitchen table. I leave.
Some other day I was in the room with my boyfriend and we start kissing passionately. I throw him on the floor and want to make love to him, but behind the door there are lots of voices and I know someone might enter the place at any moment, so I refrain myself.
On even some other day I am finally alone in the place, waiting for some fellow guests to arrive and I open the door for them. I guess I finally found what I was looking for because I am drawing a scheme of this symbol that I guess I found somewhere and means something important. It’s like a 3-leafed clover and the top leaf has a heart inside it and there are things written inside every leaf. That’s all I can remember, because it was too detailed.

8:00 GMT – Wake up

Honestly, I'm not sure if this is public or not, but I'm leaving this forum open bedside while I sleep. If I have a dream, the plan is to wake up and post it. Here goes nothing...

...going to sleep









1st remembered dream at 5:33AM. Not very clear, not lucid.

I awoke at my parent's house in PA (a long way from where I live, I will be there this weekend). My dad was outside working on a few things, I was looking for something to eat. Tried to pee but I couldn't. My parent's house was set up very differently than it actually is. There were two food pantries, one outside and one inside. I eventually settled on some granola and a protein shake. My mother woke up, and I said hello and goodbye to her, and walked outside.

The neighbor's houses were very similar to the way I had seen them in other dreams, although nothing like they actually are. My dad had just got done trimming a pine tree, which had some very unusual branch formations. It was almost as if some major branches had grown in rings, and my father had trimmed them so they looked like tree swings. I talked to him for a bit and asked if he knew who trimmed the flagpole at church (an event that actually happened about 15 years ago). He admitted to doing it, although I believe in reality it is still a mystery. Him and I were getting ready to drive to NJ.

I was driving my car, and dad was driving a silver jeep for some reason. We were going to NJ to meet with someone, and trade body panels from his Jeep for some that would fit my car. Suddenly the scenery changed, and there was a road where the neighbors houses used to be. I stood and waited while dad pulled the Jeep around, then woke up.

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2nd dream, woke at 6:56. Medium clarity, lucid near end.

I parked in front of one store and walked to another in a shopping town. Upon returning to my car, I found 3 children (aged 4-6) in it, jumping up and down and tearing things apart. I yelled at them and they left, and I found significant damage. A woman started walking toward me (who I thought was their mother) but it turned out it was not. She was skinny with red hair, round glasses, and a very unattractive face. At this point I looked back down and realized that the vehicle I was upset about was indeed not mine at all. It was a metallic green Intrepid with some scratches in the paint and the rear deck ripped out. It had two horizontal rear windows, the lower of which was smashed. I started talking to the redhead for a bit and found her strangely attractive although she was not. A man and woman walked by whom she knew, and she ran to catch up with them.

At that point I looked at the concrete ground and put my head down to get an even closer look, and realized that I was dreaming. I decided to fly.

From an arial view, it turns out the shopping town was actually a floating island in space. I kept trying to fly to certain points, but kept overshooting my target and flying past the floating island entirely. After a bit of this, I got frustrated and decided to find my princess in a castle.

Flying toward the castle at the top of the floating island, it starting looking more like an early-90s videogame as opposed to reality. I had to fight hard to turn it back into a castle that looked real. Upon arrival the dream went from 1st person view to 3rd person view. I knocked on the door. A woman answered, whom I promptly kissed. I then woke up.

August 25: Apparently I was at a birthday first notable figure was Brett his DC couldn't sing for sh!t so my friend Blake who was next to him mocked him. Then I was on the other side and the class reverted to the opposite way. I was still in the back but now by a black case. Two people( man with a mustache that was grey and woman(note: they looked spanish though) who wore purple that were Russian did a song for me(which I jigged to at first). Then Brett told me to smoke what was in the case for the Russians. vijay to my left agreed. So I opened it up and sort of freaked out because the case was filled with equipment. The things I was supposed to smoke looked like firecrackers(that tweaked me out) and there was a grill style fire at the bottom of the case along with equipment above it on some sort of rack. First I screwed up the wick on mistake then I was about light up even though I didn't want to, but then luckily vijays dc knocked the equip in the fire and we had to get it out so the Russians wouldn't kill us... the dream eventually faded after vijay grabbed a few pieces of equipment.

note: at first there were a bunch of the things i was supposed to smoke in the case, but then after I looked they were no longer there. I guess pressure in the dream made me not realize something was up.

August 26: N/a recalled

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This night, many of the dreams were actually continuation of the same long dream, because they always went back to the same referencial labyrinthic building. Still, I defined each change of scene as a different dream. Sometimes it is difficult to make a clear separation between them.


23:00 GMT - Sleep

Undefined
I woke up remembering a long dream, but as soon as I reached for the notebook I forgot what it was. Something about capacities and expectations and achievements. I think I fell asleep thinking of recalling dreams and then made it into a dream, the rationalization around it.

0:50 GMT – 1st waking

Strange building
I am on some weird building, apparently with many other tourists. My father and my boyfriend are also present. The building is actually modern and not so special but they have this wooden stairs leading to the top of some tower, that are a huge challenge to climb and there’s a huge queue of people waiting to climb it. I realise I’m topless and I feel mildly embarrassed. It occurs to me that I am topless in there because I am sleeping topless in my bed – still, this awareness wasn’t enough for me to become lucid (Bollocks!).
I look in my bag for some clothes and find some t-shirts and even a bra, but the t-shirt is just fine and I wear it.
Because of this topless incident, I lost my place on the queue and because I and my boyfriend are bored, we decide to come back later. My dad had already climbed the stairs.

Girls with dog in parking lot
We go downstairs and find ourselves in the exit of the building’s parking lot. A car with some sort of towbox is stopped in the exit and two girsl are speaking with the security guy about something. Then I think they get all happy when their dog appears – I understood he was on the towbox and must have jumped off or something. They put him back on the open box and prepare to leave but we engage in conversation with them. Don’t remember exactly what it was about, but we connected deeply. I felt a sense of communion with them and they smiled and said “We may live far away from each other but we are part of the same small global village.” They left but they stayed with me, like a spiritual connection.

My cat and flirting with a singer from a band
I then see my cat roaming free in the parking lot and then up the stairs. He is a home cat, not used to be outside, so I was worried he would get lost (and what was he doing there?) so I caught him and hold him in my arms. I’m back to the wooden stairs but without my hands free I can’t climb them at all. So I take a lift that I just realise is there. Instead of leading to some interesting place it just takes me to a floor with offices. Boring. There’s this guy there receiving the visitors and I recognise him as a guy from a Portuguese band called Delfins. (Strangely, it is like the 2nd time this guy appears in my dreams and I’m not a fan or anything.) Maybe because I recognised him and was looking at him fixedly, he thought I was flirting with him and responded the same way. It was funny, but I wasn’t really into it, so I divert from the visitors group – anyway, the visit was dead boring – and left through a door to outside.
I recognised the hill where I ended up, as being the hill behind my old home and neighbourhood, but much more beautiful, with lots of trees with a golden colour of an immense beauty. I walk by it and start descending a stairway that exists (or existed) in the far end of this place, and the dream starts dissolving.

1:59 GMT – 2nd waking

Strange building again
When I go again to sleep I am again in what seems to be the same building. Instead of the stairs I was descending on the outside, I was now descending some stairs and ramps inside that building but once again it didn’t seem interesting. The stairs led once again to a floor with offices. OK, the disposition of the building was interesting, like a labyrinth – it was impossible to go from one defined point to another, the ramps, stairs and elevators always took me to random places that didn’t seem to have an exit at all. That was the case now. The stairs ended in an office and there was no other option. But then I found an elevator and decided to take it.
The elevator took me directly to the middle of a room where all the visitors from the beginning of this dream where all sit together listening to their guide. I decided to sit to. A friend of mine called Joan was there and I sat by his side. He jumped like he had felt an electric shock (that’s how he described it). He hadn’t seen me and was surprised when I sat by his side and he felt a shock. He was really amazed. Maybe he wasn’t a DC but actually sharing the dream with me (I will ask him).

Yacht to an island
The guide then took us all to boats (yachts) and took us to some island nearby. I loved the clear sky and the blue water and the sun shining and grabbed my camera from my bag but was disappointed that it didn’t look like my actual camera. I assumed I had exchanged it accidentally with someone else (another dream sign lost). I couldn't take pictures with this shitty camera and I feel frustrated. Just put it away and enjoy the amazing natural aquatic landscape.

In the middle of a war
But the beautiful fantasy island we were going to revealed to be at war. As soon as we arrived there we heard shots and I saw a group of armed people on the opposite side of a river from where we were. Instead of telling us to run away in the opposite direction, our guide told us to move forward, in the direction of the shots. I thought that was crazy but I didn’t offer much resistance to. I went, but at a certain point we had to get down behind this concrete blocks that could hardly cover us. A shot was fired that passed just in front of my nose and opened a hole in a window by my side. I thought I could have just died! I had a backpack that was then targeted and I felt lots and lots of shots destroying in and it was scary to feel it so close to my body. I really felt close to dying with the bullets, but miraculously I wasn’t shot. We kept going, crawling on the floor but all of a sudden when I thought I was out of danger, a girl appears out of nowhere and starts beating me. She is really decided to kill me. I don’t know her, but I have to defend myself so I fight back. Soon realise she is no match for me and I kick her ass badly. But I don’t want to kill her, so I take her injured to inside this place we’re taking hide out.

A party
Maybe we’re celebrating surviving the shooting (I have no clue), but now I’m inside a house and there’s a party going on. Not a huge party, more a like a funeral celebration actually, but there’s food and drinks. The injured girl is there, looking miserably embarrassed and angry. I go to the kitchen looking for some fruit juice, but can’t find a clean glass to drink or any juice.

??? GMT – 3rd waking

A secret dream
Confidential

Peacock temple and the 12 stages practice
I was somewhere in the middle-east (or so it seemed) and I find this beautiful amazing temple with the shape of a peacock. The façade looks like the feathers of the peacock. I “hear” that here there’s a strange rare cult with a background of deep philosophical roots. I “hear” they do something like the “12 stages of something” practice and that many people from different religions come to pray here and pay homage to their wisdom.

7:00 GMT – Wake up

August 25: I have remembered only slight bits like the first i was running at night with mike ivanov and i saw a guy ahead running with a ponytail that made me suspicious then the scene changed to hanging with zoeller once i ran to his house which was like a housing complex because houses were close together. eventually a car pulled up it was a silver honda or vanish car(im bad with cars) and out came this jock-like kid(douche) who mocked zoeller about his sister and her being hot; then somehow I went to a random garage and talked to mike choi and someone else and then it hit me.. I knew I was asleep so I shouted I am dreaming! Then I tried shooting a fireball but my dream went apeshit. And all this crazy input in my dream prevented my concentration. Like the talking of mike choi and a dc and when I did the fireball motion upwards a train (I saw it through a two foot wide and quite long space in the roof. was above and extremely loud and heavy(it shook my dream vision like crazy) I was literally trippin' around because of the powerful tremor caused by the train that rolled on above me. eventually I woke up. I think mantras may help me well.

In some sort of cityscape. Sometimes it was night, but when I was walking back to my residence, it was day. I passed by alot of nightclubs and bars going home, and I remember seeing people I know intermittently, and thinking that it was going to be a good night to drinka nd go to town. On my way home, it was snowing and the fields were very green in the background, it was an unnaturally grassy green. I remember thinking, "it's winter" so it must have been realy nice green from the rain. I passed by a lady on the outskirts of our residential college, she talked to me asking if I wanted a haircut. I asked her how much for student prices, and she told me 17 dollars. This was more than the place I normally go, but I remembered having had a hair cut with her b4, and it being good, so I said I would come back later. I changed my mind as I was leaving because she quickly stopped talking to me and pitched at a new customer. On my walk back I saw jerome and there were a bunch of international people (americans i think) walking around that we overheard. They were saying something stupid and we chuckled at thei idiocy. I folllowed them a bit as well because I heard them talking about australia, and I loled even harder at what they said. Earlier in the dream, I also remember sorting out some stuff with charlotte and being at a flat where I was talking to some people.

I can't really remember much but i remember being on top of a cliff, with a freeway going down and up, sort of like a line graph. The freeway was full of running water, but cars were still driving on it. I was on the "slip and slide" freeway and i laid down and pushed myself down the cliff, sliding on my stomach all the way down. I was between two cars so i had to keep using my arms to propel forward or else i'd get ran over. well once i got to the bottom of the "slip and slide" freeway that's when it went straight into a tunnel. The freeway started going parallel now so i stood up. Some lady's car was stopped on the side of the tunnel, so i went over to her. I don't really remember the conversation we had but i asked her if this was just a dream, and she said yes. after that somehow i got into a type of sports store with my friends. I was sitting down, and next to me where some cool lighters on some vibrating table. There was the manage walking around that knew me and my friends where up to something. The lady at the register knew i wanted the cool lighter so she distracted the manager so i can steal the lighter. I got the lighter and put it in that one big pocket in my hoodie sweater. i started to walk out the door and ALL of these random things started to fall out of my pocket from my hoodie. I put them back in my pocket and walked out into a BMW suv car with my friends. The lady at the register came out to, she was my friends girlfriend. AFTER i got inside the car, i suddenly appeared at a movie theatre. Me and my mom were there about to watch a movie. We were at the third floor of the movie theatre next to a stair case. I was taking care of a baby girl that was in a stroller. My mom had left to check if the movie has started, So i was there with the baby. After a while i notice that the baby was gone, and i looked all around for the baby. I told my mom that the baby was missing, then she spotted her. She said "shes right there!". the baby girl was trying to go down the stair case, i went up to her and she turned around to look at me. When she turned around, she lost her balance and fell. She fell down the first stair case and then fell off two more storys. I ran three storys down to the lobby floor. She had a big gash in her forhead. I called the ambulance. That is where my dream ended.

24.08.2010

My house is in the middle of darkness and nothingness. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

Second:

I woke up from a dream and just lost it entirely. I realized I was still under my new business changes thoughts. They came to my mind right away. It was early so I told to my self the only way to improve the night, was to have a lucid, so I had to turn lucid, yes or yes, no options.

I had a False Awakening in my room. My wife was telling me it was time to wake up. I felt very tired and I needed a lot more of sleep. I got out of my bed with my eyes half closed. I really felt really tired, so tired that I could put my reality into questioning. So I did. I looked at my hands, however, I just saw my hands blurry, maybe too blurry due tiredness. I decided to jump. I jumped and kept in the air. I was floating in the middle of my room. I felt really satisfied and I though, "This is so nice, I do not have to wake up, I am just dreaming!" My wife, half asleep was going to the bathroom, I flew away to my living room and opened the door (I was levitating by then) I flew out of my house.

My house was in the middle of a very dark forest. I do not recall many trees, the sky was black and there was no wind. The quality of the dream was very low. I flew up high. I could see my dream house surrounded by a few trees. Darkness surrounded my house and there was like a wall about 50 feets away from my house. I flew towards the wall and I flew over it. I only saw nothingness. Eternal darkness... there was nothing outside. I remembered that scenario on a few lucids when I was a kid. I landed and I focused in seeing skycrappers once I flew back up.

I flew again and now, instead of darkness and nothingness I saw I was in an island, surrounded by water. I gained height and I realized it was dawn, almost night. I saw skyscrapers starting to lit up for the night, I also saw the shadow of the sun on the sea. It was beautiful.

I flew towards the city of lights I just saw. I reached it in no time. I started to walk in the street. For a few seconds I lost lucidity. I saw the dream in third person, like behind a screen. It was like a youtube video of myself. I was walking on the streets and the video was titled, "Walking by the Animus" I started to think if Animus was for guys and Anima for gals or it was the opposite. I wanted to see how much detail my dream was having, so I went back to first person. I was in front of one building. The lights inside were on. I saw an office and every single detail. A computer, a cup of coffee, pens, pencils, chairs... I did not see any DC. I was flying by the building, observing it.

Suddenly, I was in my bed and my wife was waking me up. It was time to go. I felt more rested this time but I still found odd the situation. I woke up once more for real.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Being so ridiculously tired.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check (partial failure... left me with doubts)
- Gravity check. (failed. turned lucid)

It seems lately that my dreams aren't hitting me right when I wake up. I quit doing the WBTB (I was waking up my girl) and I'm thinking that has something to do with it. Now rather than remembering a few deeper dreams at random spots in the night I'll wake up and remember a list of separate dreams. This morning, for example, I woke up and remembered three different and distinct dreams. Awesome.

I pull into a concrete parking lot and park right in front of a building. I get out and walk past a guard rail and right past a glass door. It dings and I look behind me to see Lawrence emerge from the building. He waves me over and we head inside. As we enter the building he explains to me that the guy behind the counter owns everything in here. He is impressed. When we get inside I realize it is some sort or hot dog joint. It reminds me of top dog or skeeters. The man behind the counter is probably in his mid forties and dark skinned. He has dark black hair and looks a little sweaty. The customer in front of us buys something and it costs him almost twenty bucks. I'm shocked by the mark up.

I am in an elevator and I want if to take me to the first floor. However once I get there the elevator turns back around and brings me flying back to the top of the building. My heart is racing. Once we hit the top floor the elevator turns upside down. I'm close to freaking out but somehow I keep my cool while it goes plummeting back to the first level. But we go through the first level and suddenly I am in a basement level. I smack some sort of emergency switch and the elevator creaks to a halt. The door in front of me flies open to reveal a load of wiring. I start pulling on wires and eventually manage to pry the door open enough to slip out.

I am in a subterranean area. There are boxes and pallets everywhere and it seems sparsely lit. I'm nervously walking around looking for a way back up when I see a body lying on top of a half empty pallet.

I am at the counter of brew and grow and I'm ringing customers out when an elder man and his wife and kid come up. At the time I was jotting things down in my notebook, mainly adult websites for some reason as well as all my social networking info, and I'm worried that he'll see it or his kid. I check them out and for some reason tear off the paper with the info and hand it to his wife and I tell them to contact me if they run into issues.

I run into some band members there. We start small talking about each others tunes. We are both very complimentary and polite to eachother. Then I decide to leave. I hop in my car and start cranking the acoustic version of stillbirth. I drive away and end up pit stopping at a mcdonalds. I go inside, just passing through, when i see Leah walk in. I sit at a table to hide sort of and watch her walk by with a grin. I then get up and head outside and back to my car which is somehow a convertible with a selectable roof. It's starting to rain so I raise the shell of the roof and drive off.

Also I got to talking with the singer, and a good friend, of my band and we get onto the subject of dreaming and I, hesitantly, brought up lucid dreaming. It turns out he's done it quite a few times before. It's really inspiring and I think having someone like that to talk to is going to help me out in the long run.

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[SIZE="4"][COLOR="Red"][B]Back Off K, I'm Shy[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Blue"][B][SIZE="3"]Non-Lucid 1[/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="Gray"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="Purple"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="DarkBlue"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="Gray"][/COLOR][COLOR="Purple"]I was at the school bus stop waiting, which was odd because my bus is usually there before school ended. I looked over and it arrived, with people already in it, which was also odd. I just walked in and looked around for a seat but I couldn't find any empty double seat so I sat next to my kind-of friend K, I got the window seat for some reason. The bus left and I was just looking out the window bored as I always do but then I felt K brushing up against me, I just looked at her and she stopped for a bit. A bit later she just hugged me, brushing up against me more, I just said. "Could you stop...please" She did after a bit, the rest is kind of a blurr, but I remember getting off the bus.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

this is a dream from last night... i know it is late, but i am just getting the chance to record it.

I am with a group of guys my age. I know most of them and they are all pretty much my friends. We are at some sort of camp. We walk outside and its very sunny. There is a bridge crossing over a river. There are lots of people swimming, playing, or just relaxing in the river. We all stand on the bridge and then the guy who is in charge tells us all to take off all our clothes and show all the people below. He gives us some sort of device to wear around our waist. The purpose of this device is to warm our dicks and make us hard. As bizarre as it sounds, i really enjoyed stripping down and laying next to my friends. With the device on i got really hard and felt good about the size of my dick. All the people below watched but i don't remember what they said. We eventually get up and leave the bridge. I think about how fun it would be to set the device on high on one of my friends without him knowing it and watch him get hard. I make comparisons between the lovely device which i am now beginning to really enjoy and viagra. I don't remember how far we walk, where we walk, or how long we walk. I do remember where we eventually arrive. It is a little clearing in the woods beside a pond. We are all getting ready to go swim and play in the pond. The guide or camp leader tells us that he is going to teach us how to do back flips. This is the last thing i remember before waking up.

Damn fragments about eating lemon chicken and rice. Was very yummy though!

1. Mike Rowe (?) and I were on a crane in the middle of the ocean. It was 50 feet above the ocean (according to Mike). He was walking out on the long part of the crane for some reason, and he was saying that he hated water and heights. I took his place out on the crane, but shortly after, I fell off. I fell for a really long time, then I went on to another dream.

2. I realized that I was dreaming, remembering nothing prior to this realization. As soon as I realized this though, I "woke up" but I didn't actually wake up. It looked as if I did though, because I was in my house in my bed. This ended all lucidity.

3. After I "woke up" into this dream, I realized that it was 9:30 (according to the digital clock in my room). I was late for school. I just tried to go back to sleep because I figured it was too late to go to school anyway. Then my sister and one of her friends came into my room and explained why we were late for school. They said that they were trading folders, so they hadn't left for school yet.

First lucid dream (even if it wasn't anything) in a long time, so I'm happy for that.