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[COLOR="silver"]Today I noted my dreams as usual, and I ended up with four remembered dreams.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"] [B]How To Fly:[/B]
In the first one I dreamt that I knew how to fly in real life and I was teaching my friend how to do it. And I told him to imagine that the air was like water, and to fly all he had to do was to jump into the air and start imagining that he was swmming. I felt that I wasn't in complete control of the flying, so I told him that this is just to start levitating, to control the flying he had to do something that he associated with control, like put one arm out like superman.
He did and now we both controlled the flying. I might have become lucid somewhere here, because I got very aware.
But it was just a second of lucidity so I wouldn't count it as a lucid dream.

[B]RPG Game:[/B]
Then i had a dream about me being in the world of Rift and I can't quite remember now what it was about, but it was a rpg environment.

[B]Suck at soccer - Finding the bus:[/B]
I was playing soccer with some people and from the middle of the court I was supposed to get the ball into the goal with a goalkeeper guarding it. All the other guys did a pretty good job, but when I tried it I almost made the ball stuck in a tree. And I was embarrassed. When were gonig to get back home again, I couldn't find the bus. A guy told me that he could drive me to the bus station, because I couldnät find it. But we never found it and we stopped next to a gas station.
They went into a store and I followed, In there I talked to a woman, but I can't remember what we talked about. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. The next night I am going to use the timer method to have a lucid dream, every time I have tried it and everything have worked out perfectly with the settings and so on, I have allways got atleast a moment of lucidity. So I will use this timer to get experience of the lucid dream world.

[B]I am also going to test out the theory of waking sleep paralysis, without sleep atonia is almost impossible.
So if I see vivid images or hear weird sounds I am going to get out of my bed imeddaitelly, because in theory this is only a dream bed. Although I have to be prepared to that this can still lead to a normal awakening, but I have learned to feel the different sensations of the non-physical and the physical world so hopefully I will notice it.[/B][/COLOR]

It shows that one day, this might be possible!

http://www.npr.org/2011/09/22/140710...tw&ft=1&f=1001

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[COLOR="silver"]This night I remembered about 4 dreams, but when I woke up I only remembered a fragment of one scary dream. I think I am going to start to note the dreams again so I at least remember something.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about a man trying to kill me and my friends. He tried to stab us with a kitchen knife and we ran, I pushed something into his mouth and he started vomit in the bathroom. It looked like he was unconscious, so we slowly walked to him and looked to see if he was ok. But then he opened his eyes in a scary way and said "Tricked you!" and a girl hitted him with a fryingpan as a reflex. The police came and took him to custody.
The dream changed and I was now a businessman and I went to my work and I saw a weird man looking at me with scary eyes. I then head him say "Tricked you twice.." I realised that he looked exactly as the man who tried to kill me in the previous dream. I then called out the gurards to take this man down. But when the guard pointed their guns to the man he said "I would not shot if I were you, you see right beneth you there are explosive gas, and yeah you get the picture." The guards started to cough, and the man screamed "realise my brother!". Then I saw his twin brother smiling. Everyone started to panic and tried to get out.

I was standing in a shopping mall and treated this scary dream as a horror movie. I looked at my iphone and saw that they were going to do a follow up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up.[/COLOR]

I haven't been sleeping very much, due to IRC and TinyChat in particular!
Determined to get a good nights sleep tonight.
Will WBTB if I get my alarm working.
NN.

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[COLOR="silver"]Ok I fell asleep unconsciously on my WILD attempt. Score!
But I woke up frequentely during this night, and every awakening was after a dream, so I have started to notice my micro awakenings. I told myself to not write down any dream, and I ended up only remember two, but these were the most vivid and cool dreams anway.I will also starrt to give each dream a sepcial Headline, so I know what every dream was.[/COLOR]

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[B]Surviving The Train:[/B]

Me and my friend David was walking in an brittish neighborhood. Then a wind blow me up on a window, it was very high up in a building and I looked in through the window. Two men looked at me, they had a scary appeal and they pushed me of the window. I fell and under me was a trainrail and I was going to land on it. I heard a train approaching and I knew I was going to die. I fell on a fence and accidently pushed a fat man on the rail, his weight stopped slowed the train down and I miraculasly grabbed landed on the fence and saw the train pass by.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and I had some more dreams, but I don't remember them anymore. But after one of the awakenings I had this dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"][B]The Dragons Egg Quest:[/B]

I were in a van with 5 other guys. We were some sort of team and had just robbed a bank. Every member had a really cool appearance and I felt like just a regular guy among the cool guys. The police started to chase us, but then one guy in the driver of our van who seemed to be the leader said "Ah to hell with this, and he stopped the car and went out" He yelled to the policeman "Let's solve this man to man" And then he approached the policeman and did the coolest kick I have ever seen.
In this dream I somehow rewinded this kick and saw it all happen again in slowmotion. The policeman was knocked out.
It looked something like this but in a jump: [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy6rG-jTVRs&feature=related[/url]
Then another police stepped out from the policecar, it was a midget police, but a musucular one.
He ran and dived into our car window and start hit us, the our leader grabbed the midget in the neck and throw him away haha. Then we walked into an old town and I picked up some rocks from the ground and saw that they had a layer of gold.
Some guy said "It's nothing compared to where we are headed. Infront of us were now the most epic castle or building I have ever seen. It was built of something red material, but I couldn't figure out what it was.
"Inside there are dragons who are gurading eggs, and these eggs are made of gold!" I hear someone saying.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Cool dream, but here I woke up...[/COLOR]

Fragment 1
Bruce Lee did his patented side kick to a guy in a wrestling ring. It went in slow-motion.

Fragment 2
I was making Vimto and I was pouring water into it. It was full to the brim but then it all turned to ice.

Dream 1
I was playing a Transformers Video Game and I was Armada Optimus Prime facing off against Cybertron Sideways on a bridge with lots of people climbing up the side of the bridge. I was flying to the left and shooting him, then to the right. In the end I got bored and Transformed into a truck and drove away.

False Awakening/Side Notes
I woke up and started writing one of the dreams I forgot on DV but I didn't really it was an FA.

I went to sleep at 9pm since I promised my body I would.

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[COLOR="silver"]This time I tried the "numb" my legs method again, and this time I fell asleep unconsciously.
I will keep trying this weird technique every night, because even if can't stay aware, it felt like I was more aware of my dreams when sleeping on my back.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had some dreams, but I am not going to note my dreams anymore, because I am gonig to try to develop complete natural dream recall, my dreams are gonig to become my memories too! If I don't remember one dream well, then I was not aware of it enough, so I am forcing myself to remember more and to become more aware.

I had one long neverending dream, but it was a really cool dream. I were in my school talking to some friends, and then we went to a lesson called "Lucid dreaming class". In the dream this was completely normal for me and I went in there to meet my teacher. I noticed that I was very tired during the class and I fell asleep, within the dream. I started to dream and I become lucid.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I were standing in my friend's house and I thought "If I want to stabilise this dream I have to do it aggressively and I started to look at every object in the room, but I never stabilised my "Mind" or my other senses.
So this was just a brief moment of lucidity, because I forgot that I was dreaming, although the dream was still very vivid.[/COLOR]
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I was still dreaming that I was lucid though...
I met my friend and we were going to watch tv and when we opened the door we saw a couple having sex!
We immediatelly closed the door and looked chocked at each other. We then peaked through the keyhole and saw a really beautiful woman with an ugly little man. My friend told me that he wanted to have sex with her so badly and asked me if I could make that happend. And I said "Sure I can make that man go away and you can take his place". So I ran into the room and heard her moaning, and I jumped into the bed and grabbed the man's leg and throw him out of the room haha.
Then my friend went in there and I got out.

Then I woke up inside the classroom again, and thought I was awake. The teacher was giving a lot of wrong information about lucid dreaming and I got angry and protested. The other looked weird at me, but I just ignored them. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up for real. I am going to keep doing this normal WILD -> DILD style on weekdays. But on weekend I think I am going to do the bullet proof timer method, just to make sure that I can pracctise dream stabilisation every week. The timer method is great although, when you get lucid, you only have some mniutes before you lose it, but when I think about it what differs that from the other lucidity moment I have ^^ ?
But I also want to be a "natural" so the timer method will work as a break from that pracctise.[/COLOR]

I dreamt that that I fell asleep in my bed straight into a lucid dream where I grew wings and flew through the ceiling. It was exhilarating and I flew higher and through more and more ceilings, one after another. Then I noticed the ceiling fans were below me and I was actually flying downwards (paradoxically it would seem).
Then I landed lying in front of St. Peter's gate. A large stone gate standing on top of a circular stone foundation, seemingly floating in space. The gate was unattached, merely a gate with the carving "St. Peter's" on it. I started getting scared and really wanted to ascend, away from here. I was lying in my bed again, "half-asleep" (still within a dream). I even kept having to adjust my sleeping mask on my eyes.
After wishing hard enough to ascend, everything became bathed in golden light, and I knew I had golden wings. I flew up once more only to start falling straight down, quickly. Staring straight up, I fell straight past the gate and the platform it was on so I could see how it was standing atop a giant tower or spire. I kept falling, fast, with occasional vibrations that I could feel in the "real" world (within a dream).
Finally I landed on my my back on my bed, but under my eye mask I could see the shadows of flames flickering in the corners of my room and my bed started getting hot. (I could never really see any flames) My legs and back grew warm. I could see the shadow of a figure walking bath and forth on one wall. And heard a voice talking less TO me, but more AT me. It was around this point I realized I was in Hell and shocked myself awake.


I actually only woke up with a very vague after sense of warmth on my back. And surprisingly the fear and surprise wasn't there, like how emotions follow me from other intense dreams. I think that everything took place in a dream within a dream really helped. That and the fact that I don't believe in a Heaven or Hell and am incredibly secure in that belief that it didn't bother me as much as it should in my logical waking world. Of course I'm shaken that I would have such a dream in the first place, but I still think it was neat. Also even though the dream FELT lucid it couldn't have been, I was merely dreaming of having a lucid dream where these things happened.

Lucidity: 8/10
Vividness: 9/10
Length: ~10 Min.

I was lying in my bed when my whole body went numb and I started to fall, I held on and I barley opened my eyes and I saw my window. Something that looked like a tree branch turned into a dinosaur, then I tried to turn it into a bird, it did. It was kinda cool, but very scary. I lied there until I couldn't feel any numbness anymore and looked around. I went down stairs to talk to my dad and he got up after I poked him a couple of times. He checked his sides and next to him were a bunch of pictures and one was with a kid that had a knife in his hand pointing at his neck, then he went back to sleep. I turned around and my dad's friend Steven was caught on something, I didn't help him and I jumped out of the window. I got caught on a part of the window, so I just untangled myself. My dream body looked like Ichigo from Bleach. I ran through the darkness of the night when I found a place where they caught somebody. I turned into someone else and listened in on their conversation. It wasn't that interesting so I left and went to a store. I started to feel hungry, so I didn't think about it. I threatened somebody, I saw a camera with a bunch of lazers and stuff in front of it. Then I saw this girl, while I was walking up to her. She started to bark like a dog, as an experiment I barked really loud at her to see what her reaction would be, as I expected. She barked really really loudly back. I thought that this dream was out of control and I thought it would never end, so I tried to wake myself up and I did.

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This attempt was the coolest, but also the most weird attmempt I have done.
I set a six hour WBTB Alarm and then I tried to go to sleep. I sometimes have problems with falling asleep, so I said "hah whatever I do a meditation attempt in a too comfortable position so I can fall asleep". The clock was nos 22.30 and I started to relax I didn't think much in fact I can write exactly what I thought:

"Ok I am going to go through my day, I woke up and my said that she was ill and was going to stay home from work, ah I will never be able to stay awake while doing this hehe"

Then I felt my right leg "yawn" you know the feeling you get when you yawn, it felt exactly like that, but in my right leg.
I told myself "Oh sleep paralysis" in sarcasm. I then felt the same yawning sensation on my left leg.
I thought for a second that my legs really got numb and I muscle twitched just for fun and I felt that the numbness increased!
I then imagined that I really was unmoveable, so I started to twitch my arms and so on. Then when I tried to move my right leg slightly I felt a magnetic feeling, everytime I moved my right toe I could feel it in my left toe!
I have no idea to explain this, but every bodypart felt connected in someway. I tried to slightly move my left arm and I felt the magnetic feeling in my left arm! I though about lucidology and he said that when the legs a partially paralysed, the way to increase it is to move the closes eyes up and down. But as soon as I did that every numb sensations vanished...
I did a reality check and then I looked at my watch, it was now 22.55. Then I fell asleep.
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[COLOR="blue"]Me and my two friends were going somewhere, I dreamed that I got lucid and my dreamy me wanted to meet a girl. So I summoned a hot girl but she ran away and hide in a bus. It was a game. I went into the bus and my two frends looked desparately after me. I started to talk to the girl and she said "Your friends are not welcome here" and I asked "Why?" "Only people with high IQ can be here" she said. Then she asked me a question I had no idea to answer and I told her that I had no idea what she was talking about, and she laughed and waved her hand and..
I was teleported to a forrest.

I saw a lake with frogs in it, I was annoyed by them and I even fell into the lake once. Then when I was about to leave I saw ducks approaching me, but these weren't ordinary ducks, they were working. They all had a stick and I stood in their way and they quacked angrily at me. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and saw that the clock was now 2.00 so I had dreamt in one of the early rem stages.

Then I did a WILD attempt, I sang songs in my head that I could remember completely (Green Day - Time of your life and Muse - Time is running out) Somewhere I llost consciousnes and had a normal dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that my friend wanted to see a hot girl from my new class, and I showed him a picture of a girl (but she doesn't even exist in real life). But in this dream I thought she did.

Then I had a test about traffic and cars.[/COLOR]

before my dream gets weird, im at the park with my friends and we see a group of kids we hadnt met before so we ask if they want to play airsoft with us. we all start playing and it becomes an intense game. as it ends some of the people get angry and almost start a fight, but i walked up to them and calmed them down.

continuing from that point the dream gets weird and memorable. I was at the park playing with my friends when an older man walked up and just watched me for a while. I was friendly to the man and he started to talk to me. he said he knew my grandfather. and that my grandfather was important. a tv(ontop of a stand) came out of no where and started playing a video that showed different pictures that were very old. it showed me pictures of people that looked very similar to my father(who i take after remarkably similar to), but from much older times(very old black and white pictures). I was VERY interested to learn more. he told me about when my grandfather owned a large house in kentucky(or 'tucky as he called it)


the dream ended and I woke up for a short period of time but went back to sleep. I awoke to find myself in a similar dream but there was a woman talking to me about my grandfather and when he lived in kentucky. she started to ramble on about how if I divided the map of the kentucky(or the county) and divided it over and over there would be some significant pattern or something. I didnt understand. I was inside a bedroom with my friends from before and they were still as playful as before, laughing and making jokes(i cant remember what they said though). I walked to the corner of the bed to find my bookbag with my red notebook ontop of it and was hoping to write some of this stuff down to remember(unaware i was dreaming).

main points in this dream:
all i remember are the 2 people who talked to me. they mentioned my grandfather and the place he used to live in kentucky. I have no idea whether my grandfather had even been to kentucky. i remember a picture of the house. it was more of a mansion.
I think what kept me so interested in this dream is that my father told me once that him or his dad( my grandfather) had been asked to join the free masons a long time ago, but had declined the offer. I wish i had the chance to join the free masons and understand what they do.

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[COLOR="silver"]I went to bed 10.30 pm.
This night I meditated for 1 hour and 30 minutes. In other words I didn't moved a muscle for 1 hour and 30 minutes!
I slept consciously for that long, although I never hit rem during that time. If someone else want to try this out the trick was to find a position that's hard to fall asleep in, but you still feel comfortable in it. I had 3 pillows behind my back and were in a sitting position like this figure will illustrate :) i__ [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I gave up eventually because I hadn't slept unconsciously so it was really exhausting although I felt rested. But it was tough to just entertain yourself with your thoughts. So I went up and looked at my clock and it was now 00.05! The first rem is supposed to come after 1 hour and 30 minutes, so I immediatelly switched to a more common sleeping posture and prepared myself to see the dream form infront of me. I thought about weird things, things I wouldn't even think about consciously, although this time it felt like I did. Here is what I thought:[/COLOR]

[COLOR="lightblue"]I didn't physically saw it, but I sort of visualised it.

There is a witch telling me to mark locations on a map where she want's to send flowers. On one of the locations there was a rock, I lifted that rock and there was a gold coin under it. There were also some branches and I started to associate those with the game Rift so I collected them. Then I "woke" up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I was perfectly aware of this happening, because it was me thinking it! This thought or hypnagogic wasn't vivid at all, but I still wrote it down as a dream to my notes.

I looked at the clock and it was now 00.48. I decided to fall asleep normally, but it was hard, but I did it eventually. [/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I was standing in a house with a lot of people dancing and drinking. This was a big party.
Some nerdy looking guys said to me "here drink this" and I grabbed a glas and he gave me a milkpackage.
I pured up some white milk into the glass, but when I looked back at the glass, the milk disapeares and was replaced with some dark brown liquid. I asked the nerds "What the h*ll happend?!" and they answered "it's vitamin B12 from appeljuice and milk concentrat. And for some reason I was fine with that and pured some water into it to mix it up and then I drank it.
This was undoubtley a dream, because it was vivid, but I never realised it...
I looked around me at the party and thought "OMG There is some really hot chicks here!" and the nerd said "Yeah.. I guess so". And I said come man you have to hit on some of these girls, and they said "No I can't do that I am to afraid".
In this dream I acted like the most smooth player in the world and I said "Nah I will teach you".
Look over there isn't she hot? Watch and learn.. Later on I ended up with 10 girls chasing me, because they had found out that I had "played" them. I think this dream ended when I got kicked by one of the girls in the face xD. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Although I woke up and thought, This was a dream! But the only difference between this dream and my thoughts and hypnagogic, is that it was vivid. I looked at the clock and saw that it was now morning 07.00 and I had to get up. Although I realise that Thoughts, Dreams and hypnagogic is the exact same thing, except everything that happens in the body during each of them.

Even though I also realised that the vivid dreams occur later in the night and meditatation the whole night is exhausting and not necessary, I now have the disciplin to do a WILD attempt over one hour! So next night I will do a WBTB and do a Traditional WILD.[/COLOR]


Thought of the Day: =)
MUST SEE: [url]http://www.lyricinterpretations.com/Owl-City/Fireflies[/url]

haha really deep interpretation of the song fireflies and it's so true!

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I was dreaming that I was in a big complex, much like my old favorite boarding school (Talenta). It seems I was doing some sort of missions there, after one was finished I have been assigned to the next one together with a bunch of other people. I was apparently searching for something; I know that some sort of voice explained to me that in this mission, unlike before, everyone could stray through the complex at will to search. At the start of this mission it was day, I saw the complex from the outside a moment, it looked a lot more like my most recent school though.

Some info: My old boarding school consisted of 2 Buildings which each were constructed out of 2 long blocks, connected through a thinner strand of building. Each of the blocks has one quadratic staircase, where 3 of the 4 sides had a stairway, and the last side was connected to the hallway that led to the rooms.

I was in the second floor of this connection (unlike in reality, in the dream there were three floors in this connection). I walked around a bit and ended in the top of the stairway of one of the buildings. I went down the complete staircase without touching the stairs, only using the handrail and centrifugal force (I think somewhere at this point my awareness slowly started to rise). I went down a bit too far and nearly went into the basement, which was pretty dark; it also was night after that. I stopped, placed my feet on the floor again and normally walked up the few steps, turned left and went into the connection again. Somewhere at this point I looked out of a window, the scene I saw was a real place of my old boarding school (I think I kind of know what window I looked out of). At that part I also remembered that there should be new educators in this complex and that I should meet the new ones. In the night scene I saw an odd moving Zeppelin, that also looked pretty crazy, it had four arrays of strange constructions, and they were slightly glowing (I can’t describe that thing so I’m not going to try further). I finally came to the thought something was off and did the nose-pinch RC.
I could breathe through my nose so I became aware that I was in a dream. However upon realizing, the scene drastically changed and I was in a big room with a green, grass like floor. There were a bunch of tables and chairs, and also a bar; however it didn’t resemble a pub at all (as far as I can tell it also was day again). On the green floor was a bunch of different Pokémon (pretty odd because I played some of the games but couldn’t consider myself a fan; I remember I first saw an Eevee and Lugia/Ho-Oh later). I remembered the TotM but there was nothing in my surroundings that I could use. Somehow my vision turned black, I still primarily felt like watching a movie, even though I was pretty much completely aware, “and now someone turned off the screen”. I did a reality check again and tried to get the scene back as I remember it, and the “screen was on” again (it was after that that small forms of Lugia and Ho-Oh appeared to be chased or followed by the others). I got to see a little bit more of the odd scene but woke up very soon after.

Notes
Dream


I did a wild tonight. I experienced SP vibrations for the first time and it actually happened. I believe i went straight into lucid dream in my parents house. When i woke up i tried to DEILD back in the dream. While also trying to remember key parts. But i decided to write it down. Waking up makes it hard to remember anything but i've got a good chunk/impression of what happened. Writing this down makes me feel more distanced from the dream itself but i'm very glad i did now.

There where loads of people in the house. All friends from dreamviews (i think, i can't recall this part). I had a little chat with everyone. Conversations where a little rough. Some where even annoyed by me. But that's okay, shit happens.

In the kitchen it was busy, people going about their business and Oneironaut was standing there. He didn't say anything until i started talking. And he was glad i finally acknowledged him and we kept talking. I was having trouble speaking to everyone in the room but not with O. Actually we had a great talk. It was very nice.

I was sitting at a large dinner table with Oneironaut next to me. Or not, There was a couch there from my grandma's house and peope where sitting there. There was this girl eating chips or something. An old friend of mine; Aziez. A very dark and very skinny guy came in from the backdoor. He was acting goofy. Stuffing his mouth full of french fries so that he can then try to eat it and most of it will fall on the floor. Making faces all the while. I laughed very loudly. Everytime i laughed he would look at me and be amused and he would do it again. I told this girl on the chouch that this guy is sooo funny. She smiled at me, she didn't laugh at him but she was amused that i thought it was so funny. Oneironaut was sitting next to me on the dinner table and even thou i wasn't looking at him, i felt his energy. He was a bit annoyed by me thinking it's so funny. He maybe even thought it was a little racist. Even tho it was not. Just plain funny.

I sitting at the dinner table with Oneironaut across me and we where talking face to face. I was talking bout my issues with Oneironaut. I said stuff like, well i am smart and i understand a whole lot of stuff. Very interesting stuff. But i can't share it with anyone because nobody will understand/believe me anyway. I don't know how to formulate things either so usually i end up looking stupid and dumb. But inside i'm not. I only talk with a few people. To the rest of the world i keep my mouth shut. O agreed i'm a pretty smart guy, and he gave me advice. We talked about a lot of things but this is all i remember

He didn't look like he does in the pics i've seen. In fact, he had a fatter face. And his face was old and wrinkled. He had grey spots all over his face. But i knew for sure it was him. When i acknowledged him and shook his hand he said : "Aaaah. He finally recognizes me." Even tho i knew all the time it was him.

At some point a glass vase dropped on the floor. The floor was covered with granules of glass. And i was lying in it. Glass was penetrating into my hands and all over my body. I was frightened. This amount of glass will hurt a lot and maybe even kill you. But i remembered reading someone's dream with something similar. All you have to do is remember it's a dream and that nothing can actually hurt you. I stood up awkwardly and still scared. But it was okay, i wasn't in pain anymore. I walked into the kitchen and this is a point of my dream where i can't remember the transition.

But i was going outside of the house, And i had to be somewhere. (Probably Chicken-Pittza) I knew where but as soon as i was outside and seeing all kinds of people i forgot where to go. But in my defense, the scene was completely out of this world bizzare strange and most of all. INTERESTING. What a giant mystery lol. Walking around in a lucid dream you see people all going about their business. But they are doing the most weird stuff. I was captivated.

Right in front of my parents house there is a broad busy street. There where 3 people. I think 2 guys and 1 girl. One of them was wearing an orange raincoat. They where riding bikes and staring at the same direction. They all pointed there and where amazed by what they saw. I did not care, i was trying to figure out their origin. Are they dreamers? Are they lucid? Why are they riding bikes when this is a dream? I tried telling them ; "Hey guys, this is a dream you don't have to ride bikes you can do whatever you want." "Look at me, i'm flying!"
No success. They where to absorbed in whatever was going on across the street to even notice me.

I was walking/flying/riding a bike and gradually losing lucidity. I watched as people did weird stuff. I passed a van and they where putting stuff in the van. It looked like they where burgling.
A few meters i passed the Phamacist. And there was a crowd of people there. In the middle of the crowd was a beautiful girl wearing a brightly coloured woolen sweater. All the people where trying to touch her and pulling on her clothes and stuff. She looked bored and annoyed but she didn't do anything to stop them.

I witnessed a lot of things and i noticed that, Everything that was happening around me followed some theme. Everything i saw was somehow relative to me, and the thought got confirmed by something that someone said around the corner. But i can't for the life of me remember what it was.

At some point i decided to go flying and i wasn't paying attention to anything anymore. I was just enjoying the thrill of flying around the city when the thought occured that i will probably slip into non-lucidity like this and i might forget all about the dream. I'm not sure how i woke up but i remembered my physical body. At some point i became aware of lying in my bed with my eyes closed. The dream lost it's vividness because of it and i was desperately trying to get back in the dream. (DEILD) While also trying to hold on to the memory of the lucid dream i just had. I kept repeating the words ; Oneironaut, LD, people on the street.

Soon after i was going to have the most intense wake up of my life. I just moved to a new place but i was lying in my bed under the impression that i was in my old room. Actually the furniture was dispositioned and it looked like the room i am in now. But the door was white like my old room. I wasn't quite myself, and i don't remember this. But it seemed like there was some guy standing across my bed. I was still trying to remember the dream repeating those words in my head but for some reason i started screaming. So loud, so real (i have yet to confirm with my fellow house residents if this happened) i screamed : "SHUT THEEE FUCKK UPPP!!!!!!!!!!!"


Then i realized, i just woke up from a FA and i screamed for no reason at all. My dad was downstairs and he heared me scream. He was extremely pissed and i heared him running up the stairs. With loud noise he made his way over to my room. I was frightened.. Paralyzed, frightened. Scared shitless. What was he going to do to me? He might not listen and hear me out that it's a dream punch my face in and maybe even kill me. I was beyond frightened. I tried to scream; Don't hurt me. I was dreaming, i can't help it. But no words came out. I was too paralyzed. All i made was high-pithced noises of fear and helplesness. I was desperate, he was almost in my room.
I wanted to wish the whole scene away. Fuck this, the entire world is a dream i can wake myself from this one even tho it's real life. I tried changing the scene, and the whole scene was shaking. I saw the my old room's white door shaking and just before my dad opened the door all noise stopped.

A white ghost floated through the door. It had white cloth, like in the movies. And i'm not sure if it had a face but it had a cross in the middle of his face. Leaving an impression of an actual person. But definetly a ghost. It moved trough the door and through the bed. Not interacting with anything. At some point i thought it stared at me and it was going to murder me. But it did nothing. It completely ignored me and floated right though my body. I was still paralyzed and frightened. I wished this ghost away aswell. It was probably going to float through the wall and it would be gone. But because i wished it away i stopped seeing it just before it passed trough my face. I was both relieved and disappointed.

I looked around the room, and i noticed i was in my actual room where i really live. People where outside, laughing. I heared people coughing in bed . And maybe they heared me scream and i woke them up. This is the point where i went outside to smoke a cigarette and evaluate what just happened. It was fucking crazy.

Non-Lucid
(Side Notes)
Lucid

(I am just going to post some small fragments from a dream I had last night and the day before.)

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- I was brought to a semi-dumpy psychiatric hospital. I remember screaming and crying because I knew they were going to do experiments on me and use pills isolation to try to alter my mind and personality.

- I was in a medium sized dorm room, except my bed was in a rectangular nook area. I looked to my side and saw a black guy laying in the bed next to me and I remember asking: "They let boys and girls stay in the same rooms together?" then I said how I didn't mean that in some perverted way. He smiled and said yes, then went to sleep.

- I was in a large office. A head psychologist who I'd been fighting with off and on about treatments was talking with me when I guess I collapsed and was coughing up blood and blood was also oozing out of my head. I remember him saying that I had some sort of infection and that the only way to get rid of it was...for him to find a dried up hornets nest, pee on it then shove it in my mouth??? My P.O.V was like I was watching a movie, then switched back to first person view where I noticed the hornets nest in my mouth and yanked it out. I started screaming how he was crazy and I remember (as if I had another body) thinking that he felt horrible about what he was doing and was scared I was going to die.

I don't remember much else from that


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- I was on a plane full of people and someone had a gun. They were going around picking people to shoot off and I eventually got shot int he shoulder ( I think ).


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(From the 16th or 17th, I believe this was...)

- False awakening. I woke up in bed, looked around and came to the conclusion that I was dreaming. I did the "poke finger in hand" RC and it worked. I plugged my nose and I could breathe, so I decided to move onward. I walked through my house and out to the car where I drove into town (which changed to a complete different town) and ended up waking up for real a few moments after.