side notes

My dreams have been the most vivid lately. I don't think I've been doing anything different except choline caps every now and then. I only take a couple every few days, but my dreams have been so strange.

I've been having a few alien dreams lately, not UFO's, but aliens. I've had at least 5 in the last month and it's always me encountering an alien of some sort. Some are hostile and others are subtle in their intentions. I've noticed that I become more hostile when I encounter them and also I become more animal like. For instance, I start hissing like a cat giving a warning. I feel different when this happens, like I'm semi-lucid.

My dream from this morning: I was in a house I used to live in before I graduated and my ex was there. I was hanging out with him and confessed to my fiance that I'd been talking to him a lot. He didn't mind because he admitted that he was talking to his ex, too. (god knows.) - This made me wake up really missing my ex, whom I run into often between classes at the college. I didn't see him today, which is probably best. I miss him but I don't know where that feeling is coming from.

Anyway, I was hanging out with my ex and he and I were talking about school and then I got this feeling that something was happening. I peeked outside my (former) bedroom door and even though there was nothing visible, I could almost see a spiritual prescence. I got paranoid and later I found myself in a mall. I can't remember what I was being attacked by (mall ppl, thx Bill) but I got caught up in a mob of either zombies or alien beings who were trying to kill me.

Now, I'm not religious really. I come from a southern baptist background and my dad is practically a preacher, but I don't consider myself to be of any religion.

However, in my dream, in the middle of this mob I stopped and started praying. I was saying to myself, "God is on my side." and I don't remember really thinking of a particular god, but I assume... anyway. As soon as I prayed, I lifted off the ground and began soaring to the (very high) ceiling. I think I became lucid midway and felt really happy and in control. I woke up and was late to class.

I always tell people like I've read, the best interpretations of your dreams come from you. I always keep this in mind, but I've noticed a theme in these dreams and it definitely has to do with what I think about during the day. My dad read me a scripture from the bible (whenever I talk to him about lucid dreaming, which surprisingly he finds interesting but who wouldn't?), the scripture goes: " And it shall come to pass in the last days, saith God, I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh: and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams." What this really means, only God knows, but it stuck with me and the aliens and all of this I find somehow connect.

I'm not saying I think I'm having visions, but if anyone has any thoughts on what I've said about ANYTHING. That'd be wonderful. Sorry for the bad grammar. Sometimes my thoughts get ahead of my fingers.

I had a irritation of the skin that made it difficult to sleep. I awoke from dreams a few times but didn't bother to write anything and no recall in the morning. Better tomorrow.

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[COLOR="silver"]I did one more attempt of the Ganzfeld Experiment, but nothing happend and I went to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I met my old classmate Thomas and he asked me if I had worked out, then I met Astrit and we just talked, I don't remember about what.

I was driving a car and it felt like the game GTA, because I saw a star fill in in the righr corner of my eye, you know that star you see when you are wanted by the police, in the game. I was collecting coins like in another game. But I saw swat, fbi and you name it, trying to grab me. I saw my friend Christoffer and he told me to follow him, I did and he led me to two motorcycles that we drove as fast as we could away from the police. But we hit a dead end, but I found a pile of weapons (Snipers, Mp5:s, Kalatchnikovs and other guns). I grabbed a sniper and a weird looking mp5.
Then we ran into a house and up through the stairs. I saw my friend taking a leak and I found that weird.
I looked out from a door that led to a rooftop. [/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]I became aware of that I was dreaming, but I sort of doubted it at first and I thought "Hmm I am dreaming now, what do I want to do?" "But wait is it, yeah it's a dream". I thought to myself that I wanted to meet Morpheus, but first I wanted to jump over this gap that led to another roof. "I just have to believe like Neo hehe".
Even though this lucid dream wasn't as vivid as reality(because I didn't paid enough attention to the dream), it was still a very scary to do this. But then I just ran and landed on the roof and did a roll. I have to realise the truth while I am in there.. "There is no roof or me for that matter. And there is no jump, so just JUMP!".
The excitement from this jump made me lose my lucidity, but I still acted like it was a lucid dream, but I wasn't aware anymore. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Then I saw another gap and on the other side I saw old ladys wave, it was weird. I heard a car and I got an impression of them being agents, but they were muscular and black. They grabbed me and my friend and put us in the car. They told us that they were going to make sure that we weren't a problem anymore. That sounded way too scary so when we drove past a factory of some sort, I escaped the car by going through the car door and under the ground!
I saw a stair that I associated with the Tron fortress, which I have never heard or seen in real life, but in the dream it seemed right. I walked down and saw a chair with cables moving like tentacles and I thought "This is my chance to enter the Matrix!" So I tried to plug myself in to the chair, but I didn't have any cable holes, because I am natural born and haven't been grown like the others, I thought. So the machine worked against me and throw me away...

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I remember that I was hiding from something, but I can only remember that I heard a machine voice talk to me and one of the aurors in Harry Potter. Then I saw two cats fighting haha. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. Weird dreams as usual :)[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="silver"]I went to bed later than usual, I don't know if it was because of that, but either way I only remembered a small fragment from one dream when I woke up in the morning. I did remember some other dreams but I didn't noted them so I forgot them too.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was in a place in Sweden called Småland, and I was laying in another bed I got a little nervous because this was so vivid that I almost thought I had been kidnapped or something, but then I recognised where I was.
Then I don't remember anything more.[/COLOR]

Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in my family's house [it doesn't look anything like any of our real houses]. P. has a terrible secret that she can't stand to tell our parents, so she's making me tell them for her. She actually cries when she tries to talk about it, because she feels so bad about it. Information about the secret is hidden on the computer in a file called “Sisters.nxt,” which is the type of file that contains programming instructions for the toy robots we use at my teaching job.

Our parents come in, and I gather my courage and tell Mom the terrible secret. Everyone is upset, including me.

When I woke up, I was quite stunned that it had just been a dream. It had been incredibly vivid and realistic. I actually made mental notes to call my sister and ask her if she was okay, and to to check my real computer later for a file named “Sisters.nxt.” [There was none, of course.]

I'm in my car [my new-to-me one], on my driveway. It rolls backward down the driveway, even though the parking brake is set. [Anxiety. I am afraid of this happening.] As I turn around to look behind me, I see JM backing a big truck up to our driveway. I smile and wave at him.

I'm back in the same house from earlier, with my parents. My mom's hair has suddenly turned gray, and is short and fluffy. It has two parts that come to a point on the top of her head, which she is feeling with her fingertips to find out how they go. My dad's hair is also turning gray. I realize that I'm back in the unfamiliar house that appeared in my previous dream, and therefore, that I'm dreaming.

I turn away from my parents and walk around the house, observing. The rooms are spacious and empty in the middle. Thoughts about how all this is a dream and not real just won't leave me alone, even though I try to ignore them, for fear that thinking about it too much will cause the dream to fade and me to wake up. I remember that I should try to stabilize and ground myself in the dream by engaging more of my senses, so I go looking for something to eat.

One of the rooms of the house is a kitchen. I open the refrigerator and get out one of those little plastic, single-serving cups of applesauce. I open it up and eat it directly out of the cup, by sticking my tongue into it. It tastes just like applesauce, but the flavor isn't as strong as it would be in reality. I also find that my lips are all tingly and semi-numb, as if I'd had a Novacaine shot that was wearing off. I think, That's happening because these sensations of eating aren't real.

[Dreamskip.] I'm outside, and I remember that I wanted to fly in this dream. I try to take off twice, and both times, I succeed only in jumping about six or eight feet and then falling back down to the ground. The first time, I end up on my butt. After the second time, I think, Wait, don't I usually do this just by thinking about flying? So I do, and it works. I fly around the beautiful scenery of a bunch of ocean harbors and inlets with towns on them. At one point, I fly through some power lines [?] intangibly. [I don't feel any sensation associated with it, though.] As I fly, I go, “Wheeee!”

I'm outside a big church building at night, still flying around.

I'm inside a shop full of shoes and other fashion items. It is owned by Yusuf, who is minding it. I fly through the shop and out the front entrance, into a street.

I'm now outside that same big church building during daylight. I say to myself, “It's daytime now because my real body says so.” I say this because I know it must be light outside by now, and I'm sure my body clock knows that. I decide to just walk across the grass to get to the entrance of the church, but then I use a small burst of my flight powers to get up all six steps in one leap.

There is some big event going on on an outdoor lawn, with tents or shade covers set up. [I don't really remember this part very well.]

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Side notes:

Last night was the one-year anniversary of the night I had my first substantial lucid dream. That fact made me really motivated to have another cool lucid dream, and I succeeded in having one. I was really pleased and proud of myself that I had. I wasn't quite as euphoric about it as I was that first night, but I was pretty happy. I'm really happy with what I've experienced in my dream life this year, but, of course, there's much more I want to do and learn. Here's to many more years of lucid dreams!

I first joined in 2008 and had a dream journal then. Took a long break from DV. Now I'm back and attempting this again (using this new format).

I miss lucid dreaming, so hopefully keeping a dream journal will help increase my LD frequency.


*awkward smile*

flying blue fish. home. Pao2x. family. people. Utah? Balot.

flashback. Latino-looking kid in the middle of a dirt road, pushing a cart. kids in front. he fought them. some kids behind took some of his (?) stuff. the kids in front eventually took the cart. don't know what happened to the kid.

a church? Mexican? The kid. grew up. A book was in the cart. Michael Frankl? He's looking for it. he grows tall or back to a kid's height at will. looks Caucasian now.

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Before I went to sleep I did the Ganzfeld sensory deprivation experiment: [url]http://www.dreamviews.com/f49/sensory-deprivation-wild-technique-119898/#post1753892[/url]
Although I used a sleeping mask instead of ping pong balls, so it wasn't correct, so nothing happend, I am going to buy the things I need some day.
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[COLOR="blue"]I were in a asian house and I played a game with my friends. I throwed coins into holes in a wall, and the one who got most "points" won all the coins. It was really hard to hit the holes, but I dreamed about this for a very long time.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and wrote down this dream, then I wanted to try a Traditional WILD.
I started to focus on my breathing. After each breath I thought "I am aware.[/COLOR][COLOR="lightblue"]I started to think random thoughts, and realised that this was a dream forming suddenly I was standing in a mall.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I lost my awareness and dreamt about my being J.D from Scrubs and I was threatned by Jordan who said that if I didn't do what she said she was going to show pictures of my and every person I have had sex with, as J.D. I saw a box fill with pictures of J.D and girls like Alex, Elliot, Jordan, Julie, Kaly, Danni and so on.
I reflected for a moment over what this meant "Hmm this isn't supposed to be something I want to hide, but this makes me look like a manw*ore." Suddenly I heard policesirens all over the place and I thought they were chasing me for some reason, I was now my normal self and a police caught me...
I managed to escape and I ran over cars and realisd that I jumped very high. They chased me with a car so it was just a matter of time before they caught me again, but I managed to run away from them. I looked for a place to hide and I found my way up to the roof. There was a doorhatch with a lock on, so I thought "dam* it I am stuck.." Then the door just opened. I climbed up and saw an apache helicopter, like the one Trinity fly in The Matrix. So I thought humorous to myself "Tank I need a apache program".[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]Here I realised that I was dreaming, no idea how, but I think the apache made me aware. I saw some other people standing there and they asked me if I were the pilot, and I said yeah sure.
I was very exciteed, because I was going to fly the apache and experience my first lucid dream adventure!
I climbed into the helicopter and saw two joysticks and I realised that I have no idea of how to fly this thing, I remembered that I sucked at flying it on Battlefield and allways crash, so how am I suppoed to do now?
I turned the joysticks in different directions and miraculously I managed to lift the helicopter.
I was now flying over a sea and I screamed "Wohoo!" I noticed that the helicopter was slowly sinking and I couldnät make it go higher, a person in the back asked if everything was ok, and I nicked nervously.

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Then I crashed into a big rock in the water. We climbed something that looked like a mountain.
When I reached solid ground I troed two reality checks, I didthe noseplug realitycheck, but I had dream water in my nose so it felt like I sneezed, then I looked at my hands and they looked perfectly normal, but I when I counted each finger one by one on my right hand I reached the number 9, then I tried the "bump" reality check (throwing myself on the ground to get aware) I felt an incredible pain in my upper jaw, but it slowly vanished.

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I saw another man on the other side of a river and I saw who it was. It was Jesus!
I took pace and ran and jumped into the air and did a swimming motion in the air to fly. Jesus showed with his arms how I was going to do it, so he guided me in a sense. I asked him why he was there and he answered "Because you are borned to!" and I was surprised that he didn't answer my question, then I followed him into a store, I said wait i have more questions. Is the world going to end and why? He said "Doctors, stressed out people you are killing yourself!"
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[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. I did one more attempt of sensory deprivation, but I still didn't do it correctly so nothing happend. This dream was cool, because I did something I probable never will do in reality (flying an apache and meeting Jesus)[/COLOR]

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So this is a dream I had from last night <3

I was at the church with the guy I like. I was sitting on the stairs near the stage area in the front of the sanctuary. I was sitting on the right side where the drums are. After a while I stood up and we walked around the sanctuary, it was just the two of us. For some reason, he randomly was outside and I could see him out the window. It was overcast, and there was a slight drizzle of rain. He came back in and we stood on the stage, this time over to the left in the back of the stage. He held me close to him and...(I'm not sure how to explain this) put his forehead on mine and touched the end of my nose with his. He looked into my eyes and I saw my own emotions reflecting back at me. He just stared into my eyes for a long time, until, slowly, the dream faded into darkness and I woke up, my heart beating quickly in my chest.


What I find weird, is that when I dream about him, everything feels real, like it should happen. When I wake up, I'm surprised that it was only a dream. I don't understand why I dream about him so much, and why we're always at church when I dream about him.

I wonder if he likes me just as I like him, because in this dream, I felt so close to him, and we realized just how strong the bond was between us. He acts like he likes me, but I can't be sure. It's just, I wish these dreams would come true, but I don't know... Maybe there's no chance of me and him ever being more than friends, but well... I won't go on and on...

Please comment, thank you.

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[COLOR="silver"]This night I went to bed very late, but I actually still remembered some dreams. The next night I will use the "Wake to Snooze" method :D[/COLOR]


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[COLOR="blue"]I sat on the floor in my school. I wondered why and people looked at me. Then I associated this with meditation, and my teacher actually had a lesson about Buddhism and told the whole class to meditate once. So now I thought about that and I closed my eyes and started to focus on my breathing, in that moment I felt as aware as every time I meditate, but when I opened my eyes I saw a girl I liked and my concentration disspear.
I wasn't lucid, but i got more aware.

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Then my friend Felix asked me if I wanted to play soccer. I said sure and we went out. We were going to cross the street and I ran with the ball and tried a trick, but I failed and the ball rolled out on the street. Felix tried to grab the ball, but there was car driving by. He screamed to me "Why the h*ll did you do that for?" I said "Sorry it was a misstake.." Then a car drove over the ball...[/COLOR]

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had an unexpected lucid dream(DILD).

I was in my hometown talking to my brother. as I walked across the street I saw a white car driving by. I started to run across the street to hurry and get out of the way. after crossing I noticed the white car was trying to chase me. I didnt know why but the two guys inside were mad at me. they were about to drive onto the sidewalk when they got out and chased me by foot. I turned the corner and noticed a good hiding spot. I hid behind a pillar and was inside the display stand for one of the stores. my brother followed me and stood infront of the display looking for me. the 2 people chasing me also stopped and couldn't find me. as I got anxious I realized i was just in a dream. but I wasn't as enthusiastic as usual when I realize im dreaming. I was more concerned with taking control. so i told myself the 2 people would leave(and they did). I stepped out of the display and walked back around the corner. as I turned the corner, i was teleported to a house(supposedly mine, but much different). my 2 brothers were there and I saaw my mom in the kitchen. I tried using my voice to command people. I said something to my brother and he left. I asked my mom to leave and buy me something, but she said she had a headache. I sighed and got impatient and looked her in the eyes and said "you feel better now". she was healed and left. I walked away into the house ready to think up something fun to do while lucid, but awoke.


notes:
very good control
short
not creative(not enough time)

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[COLOR="silver"]This morning I had on of those dreams that really feels like a real experience, but this time I also dreamt it for very long. Today I didn't used the timer method, only an alarm 6 hours after sleep and then a snooze 20 minutes later.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]Before this WBTB, well I wouldn't callt it that I would just call it WTS (Wake to Snooze), I dreamt about my computer crashing over and over. I had wrote to some guy in a pm the previous day about a computer, so I guess that was why I dreamt about it. Anyhow I started my computer and there was a black screen with thi s text: yourrfuchchked.exe . I managed to get to my desktop and I saw my friend Johan write "lul hej" on steam, and this basically means "lol (wth an u) hi". I tried to fix my computer, but failed.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]The second WTS alarm woke me up and I fellt back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were in a jail! I didn't become lucid although this dream was really vivid. I talked with one of the gyming guys about protein chips. I told him that it was better than protein shakes, and tastes better as well.
I gave him a bowl of chips and he liked it. And I told him that I had enough chips to last for 10 years.

Me and my buddies were very tired of this place, so we tried to find ways to escape from it. One of the guys climbed on a fence, but he soon realised that it was electric, so he fell down electrified and scared.

I found a garden and saw a path of wood making it's way to a small fence, that we could just jump over. We ran over there and on the other side there was a bus station (bus number 8). The busdriver said that the bus didn't work...
We started to hear dogs and guards approaching us, so we ran and hide in a forrest on the other side of the road. Some women who took care of the garden in the jail, followed us and wanted to help us. I didn't know why I were in jail, but appearatly it wasn't because of something bad.

I hade no idea how the next thing happend, but the women had a hangglider of some sort and we flew above the forrest and landed next to a small house in the forrest. We asked the women if they had any other clothes, because it would be very easy to recognize us. They said yeah, but it doesn't matter anymore.. As she said that she turned on a tv and we saw that we were all wanted. For you to be able to even be outside, you have to get a new identity.
"How are we supposed to do that?" we asked, the women looked at each other with a smile and said "You have to dress like girls!" "That will never work!" we said, and they said "You have no choice.."

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When we were finished we heard a police car coming closer, we saw that there was a car outside of the house so we took that and drive through the forrest. I took the wheel while one of the girls did the rest.
The police shot our tirer.. and we had to run.

A man chased us, but he didn't look like a police, I fell and the man told me "I don't want to hurt you"
Then I got a weird realisation, I got a wamr feeling and I thought this man was my dad, who I had never met until now. Like a "moment" in a tv serie. Anyway he had a place where we all could hide, so we went to his place.

I woke up next to a girl, who was my girlfriend in this dream, I hugged her and gave her a kiss, then I "remembered" where I was and for some weird reason, the whole group went to a mall to shower and we were dressed as girls...

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After this shower, I saw a weird man looking at me and I saw that he had an earpiece, he was an agent!
He yelled "I have found them!" and we were chased by men in suits. And we got caught and were sent back to the prison...

The dream changed and I was now in a forrest with my history teacher, she taught me to cook in the forrest.
I made icecream and the other got impressed. But then my teacher said, "Don't forget why you are here, you are still in prison and I am gonna help you escape." Then we heard a door a the men in suits rushed in and arrested her.
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[COLOR="silver"]This was a really long and weird dream, but I finally woke up.[/COLOR]

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Recently some of the abilities I can confidently use in lucid dreams have appeared in my non-lucid dreams.
I occasionally find myself using them without thinking or realizing that I am in fact dreaming.
The most common ones I use are "Fire" and "dragon eyes".
They're both abilities I associate with dragonic powers in my lucid dreams.
Creating and manipulating fire is rather straightforward, using the dragon eyes not so much.
If a DC looks into my eyes whilst I have the "dragon eyes" open, I can order the DC to perform any action and he will obey.
This works with most DC's, except those who seem unnaturally strong. (those who present themselves as other dreamers or other conscious entities)


I'm at university, attending some kind of lecture.
The dean enters the classroom and asks if I can come with him.
This doesn't really surprise me, I sometimes help the school with some stuff, I assume it's about something related to that.
I get up and follow him.
He opens his office. There's 3 men inside wearing suits... weird.
He closes the door without entering.

"Mr. Zimmer?"
"Yes? Can I help you?"
"Indeed you can, we're from the FBI."
"Oh? What brings you to Germany?"
"You do, Mr. Zimmer... Or should I call you 'Hyu'?"

I'm confused and feel horribly uncomfortable, as if I had committed some sort of crime.
But I know I have not. Yet I am Hyu, but how do they know? It's the nickname I use on the internet, is this related to some of my online activities?
It's the Fbi, they have no jurisdiction here.
I try to remain calm.

"Mr. Zimmer is fine. Please explain yourself, what do you want from me?"
"We want you to come with us."
"I'm afraid I'll need an explanation before I'm going anywhere, you have no jurisdiction here."
"Indeed, we do not."

The agent pulls out a gun and points it at my chest.
I freak out as he pulls the trigger and I feel the pain of something penetrating my skin.
What the heck? This wasn't a bullet! He shot me with a tranq gun.
My body goes numb and I fall to the ground...


... I regain consciousness. It's cold...
The room I'm in is dark and moist.
I'm wearing nothing but underpants, and I am constrained on a metal chair.
The metal is really cold... and it reeks. I'm scared.
I try to move my arms, but I can barely move them a few millimeters.
They are chained to the chair at multiple locations.
I start panicking and try to pull myself loose.

But I quickly understand that there is no way that is going to happen.
My legs are chained in the same way my arms are, there are multiple belts as well, keeping my body constrained to the chair.
The system is so solid and complex that I can't even turn my head.
Fuck!

I try to calm down. I need to think.

Someone enters the room... he's wearing a doctors outfit... it's full of blood stains... fuck fuck fuck.
He studies a chart and then approaches me.
He turns on a spotlight attached to his headband, which blinds me.

"Who are you???"
"..."
"Where am I?!"
"..."

He doesn't give a shit and completely ignores me.
At first I think that he'll inject me with a huge syringe, but he actually proceeds to drain blood from my left arm.
He's fucking disgusting. He smells horribly, as if he hasn't showered for weeks, and he doesn't look any better than he smells.

Fuck this!

I try to channel energy in order to set him on fire... but it fails miserably.
Red lights on bracelets on my arms start flashing... and that's it... nothing happens. There is no fire.
I realize the bracelets have tubes that feed into my arms... what the fuck?

"Heh. Stupid shit. You're not going to use fire magic for a long time."
"Guard! We're taking him with us. I want him to see something..."

A guard enters the room and unlocks some of the chains.
He then forces me to stand up and follow the doctor.
The chains around my body are still massive. It's a complex setup of massive steel locks.
The whole apparatus is heavy, I have a hard time walking with all the weight I have to carry.
There's no way I'll be able to resist.

I am brought into a room similar to the one I was held in.
There's 2 prisoners inside.
A girl and a guy, both about my age.
I quickly realize that the girl is dead.
It looks like she died of blood loss, which she lost through her eyes.
How horrible!

The guy seems quite scared. He looks at me, and I can see the desperation in his eyes.
He knows he is going to die.

The doctor approaches him. He is going to inject him with the blood he's taken from me... why?

"They're going to kill me... just like they killed the girl."
"Your blood killed her."

The doctor intervenes: "Shut your mouth."
But knowing what's going to happen to him, he doesn't care.

"If there's anything you can do... do it."
"They will torture you until they find a way to extract your abilities... and after that they'll have no more use for you."

Fuck... if this is true... I have to act now... but how? I can't do shit with these bracelets.
The doctor gets ready to insert the needle into his arm.
I can feel the adrenaline pumping...

...

The bracelets... they prevent me from using fire...

"Hey doc!"
"Shut it!"
"You know, this is not going to work, you can't transmit the fire genes like that..."

I'm pulling this out of my ass... I just need him to look me in the eyes before he performs the injection.
Maybe they don't know what I can do if someone looks into my eyes, maybe they only know about the fire.

"... Those tricks are not going to work. Don't waste my time."
"Don't inject him and I'll tell you how to transfer my powers..."
"... I've actually got them from someone else, I wasn't born with them."

This is never going to work...
He turns around and looks at me.
Or maybe it will?

"Bullshit!"
"Look me in the eyes, do I look like I'm lying to you? My fucking life is on the line."

And he does.
Got you!

I open the dragon eyes and stare right into his soul.
I can see every bit of evil inside of him. What a disgusting and horrible person.
He tries to resist, so I push it.
His eyes turn bloody... he won't be able to take this for long.
I need to hurry up.
I order him with my mind.

"Undo the bracelets!"

He approaches me like a puppet and begins deactivating the bracelets.
The guard notices and freaks out, yelling at the doctor to stop.
But he doesn't... he can't even hear the guard, he can only hear the overwhelming voice of my mind.
The guard pulls out his gun, but it's too late.
The bracelets are off.

The concentrated fire bullet I just launched at him hits him in the head and splits his skull.
He drops to the ground dead.

"PLEASE! Help me! I can get us out!"
"I know the way, and I can open the doors."

I don't have a choice, I have no idea where I am.
He's wearing bracelets as well.
I concentrate some fire onto them and they stop working.
He closes his eyes and all the locks on his and my constraints unlock at once.

"I control electricity. I can control most electrical devices."
"That's useful..."

I spot a small red led at the top of the room... fuck... a camera.

"We need to get out. Now!"

He gets up and we start running.
The corridor outside the cell leads straight to a big steel security door.
He opens it with his ability. It starts lifting upwards.

But behind it, a whole armed task force is waiting for us.
In panic, I prepare to set them all on fire, but it seems my new buddy got this.
With a simple hand motion, he creates an electromagnetic field dragging all their equipment towards the ground.
The belts of their machine guns prevent them from getting back up and we just run past them.

This guy is amazing. He locks all doors around us, except for the ones we need to escape.
We encounter little resistance on our way out since everyone is locked in other rooms.
Finally we reach an elevator and get inside.

Apparently we're at level "-28" which is also the lowest level.
Where the fuck are we.
It goes all the way up to "0", which is where we are going.

The elevator doors open and we get out.
We're in a rather small room, with some sort of reception and a big steel door which presumably leads outside.
I can see a nuclear warning sign on it... I see. We are in an old nuclear bunker.
A girl working the reception freaks out once she spots us and grabs a phone.

"Do yourself a favor and don't bother..."

I feel more confident now that we're nearly out. I'm not really that scared anymore.
She drops the phone and puts her arms in the air.

"Good girl."

My new friends opens the door with a wave of his hand and the bright light from outside blinds me.
We step out, not seeing anything, but then my vision normalizes...

"Fuck..."
"Yes. I thought you knew how to get out?"
"We are out. But I had no idea where the fuck this facility actually was..."
"Well shit..."

We're in the middle of the desert.
You can see extremely far from where we are, but there's nothing to see but sand.
Never ending sand and the fucking door leading back into the nuclear bunker.

Armed forces stream out of the bunker pointing their machine guns at us.
There's a guy in a suit with them, presumably the leader of whatever is going on in the bunker.

... Hold on a second... I can teleport, can't I?
Or... wait... WHAT THE FUCK?

I'm angry... I'm properly mad.

"WHAT IS THIS SHIT?"

The guy I escaped with is confused.

"What?"
"THIS IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE!"

I'm so pissed. How did I not notice.
I need to unleash some of this anger...
I approach the guy in the suit.

Everyone starts shooting at me, emptying their magazines, but the bullets just bounce off me.
What do they expect? I'm lucid, they can't do shit.

I grab the guy by his neck and lift him off the ground.

"If you meet my subconscious, kindly ask it: 'What the fuck?'"

I set him on fire. The flames are purple, and so strong that he immediately disintegrates, not even leaving behind any ashes.
In my anger I call out to Faye, associating her with my subconscious and thus as someone responsible for this nightmare.

"FAYE!"

She appears and immediately makes me a sign to let her say something first.

"I didn't do this Hyu. This is not my fault. It wasn't me."
"Then who did?"
"No one... nightmares don't work like that..."

I finally manage to calm down.
And then I realize something rather important.

"Sorry Faye... I didn't mean to be angry at you."
"And I get it now. This is actually a positive experience, not a negative one."
"Aha! How so?"
"If I had this same nightmare and I wasn't lucid dreaming, I wouldn't have been able to break free from it."
"The habits I've acquired in lucid dreams have helped me to escape from this nightmare, and from many others before."

She smiles in agreement.

I feel a lot better, somewhat refreshed actually.
Beating a nightmare feels good. I feel strong, like I have an ability that most people don't.
The dream fades away...

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
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[COLOR="silver"]I think I am going to stopusing the timer method on weekdays, it makes me really tired and it's really annoying alarm to wake up to every day. And it only seem to work when I have slept for more than 6 hours, so the weekend is perfect. Anyway this morning I had a weird dream about something that appearntly my subconscious if focusing on.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a party at my house, there was a girl there I used to like when I was younger. Her name was Lisa, she is really good looking, but I don't like her anymore because she has changed. Anyhow another girl called Madeleine was there too and she is also hot, and I do like her but I'm not in love with her. Partly because we are two different persons and partly because my bestfriend is in love with her. Although in the dream she was hitting on me, she looked at me with eyes that showed me that she was interested in me in a shy way. I had to make a decision, go with Madeleina or Lisa.
I started to like Lisa again for some reason, but I still choosed Madeleine... I can assure you that I am not in love with her in real life, but my subconscious feel guilty for some reason...
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[COLOR="silver"]On Weekdays I am going to try the technique that my phiosophy teacher uses to dream whatever she wants, and my mom used to get her first lucid dream.

The original snooze and sleep. Like a fast WBTB just to increase the chances of a DILD. Let's see how that goes.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I remembered four dreams when I woke up, but I didn't noted it so I forgot one of them :D ... I remembered it again![/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were in a bar with my friends, and I wanted a cupcake but also something to drink. So I wanted a cola, then I saw a Blue botte and the tag said "Coca Coola Beer" and I said "I must to have that!" but then I couldn't afford a cupcake I thought, but when I reached down my pocket I found enough money to be able to pay. The previous day my friends had talked about beer andI had been drinking coola, so I might have dreamt this because of that.

In my next dream I was in a hospital and I saw J.D from Scrubs (one of my favourite tv-shows). I walked around the hospital for a bit, but then I felt an extremely desire to go to the bathroom, but when I got there Turk was blocking the door. He said "No on is aloud to go in here" and I said "I'm about to shit my pants let me in!". "NO!", "Ok then I shit outhere" I said. Turk got really scared and said "Ok, ok get in". Inside there was a man who looked like Mick Jagger and I understood why Turk hadn't let me in. I think this dream was influenced by Pandabear's dream :)

In the third dream I was in a house and saw a kalabas. Inside it I found a breadlamp a loaf of bread and I asked my dad what kind of bread this was. And he said that this wasn't an ordinary loaf, "It's the loaf of language! I you take a bite of it and say a language and you will be able to speak it". I took a piece and said "French!" "aihjawlkjfawfhwfoi" nothing made sense.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up from the timer, but I didn't lay still so I didn't made a conscious DEILD attempt, although I saw a dream form infront of me, but I didn't stayed aware...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was out in the rain and I saw a girl with a red dress, she looked like my old classemate Louise. She told me to follow her, I did but she was very fast, but I eventually came to a house. I went inside and saw that it was an internet café. She stood in line to pay, it was weird and then I woke up.[/COLOR]