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fragment 1:

I was in an elementary school-like classroom but it was filled with university students like me and we had all just finished the course. I had gotten the highest grade and then the teacher asked us to do an extra project where we had to 'dispatch a tree onto paper'. Whatever that meant. Everybody started looking for dictionaries to look up the word dispatch so that they got the true meaning of the project. Everybody started drawing a tree on paper and some strange guy, I'm not sure why thinking back on it. It's not like the guy was part of the instructions but everybody drew him anyways. I was really worried it would hurt my grade because I didn't quite understand the instructions then everybody got up and left. The teacher told me that she just made all that up about dispatching a tree, she just wanted me to draw whatever came to my imagination.

fragment 2:

I was hanging out with a bunch of people at a party and one girl got murdered in front of everybody. They all decided to cover up the murder and I didn't like that very much, I thought about killing the murderer. We made a plan and had to run from the police. Later on we were gathered around a fire outside and the murderer tried to kill me too, but she acted like she was just playing around by trying to stab me in the face with a knife. Then she murdered again.

fragment 3:

I was feeling pretty bad still about that girl that got killed in the previous dream and so I was being all depressed. There were people in another room that were part of the group that saw the murder, so they knew about it too but they were acting fine and having fun. I isolated myself and tried to sleep, wouldn't work. A lot of the dream is missing here. Then we were all in some room hanging out together and I still felt really sad about that girl that got killed. I decided to try to WILD and so I laid down and went through the steps. Suddenly I opened my eyes and the outline of the previous dream was all that remained from it, and the DC's disembodied voices. I could see ancient Egypt outside so I tried to get outside but the other DC's voices pulled me back to the previous dream. The dreams blended into one. Outside one side of this van we were now in was ancient Egypt with these beautiful, naked, dark-skinned goddesses walking around and the other side was some parking lot to a supermarket. I used telekinesis to see if this was a dream, something moved but I thought it might have been the wind. So I tried making some sunglasses fly through the air in circles, it worked. I left the van towards the parking lot and expected to meet a dream guide. There was a woman in front of me holding a clipboard. She was Chinese, young, and very pretty. I asked her what she had to show me and she said she was the manifestation of my depression and guilt. She ran into the supermarket and started eating all kinds of poisons, saying that it would kill a part of me. I didn't like that so I told her to stop and she asked me if I was sure then disappeared. Another dream guide dressed like an up-beat 80's business guy appeared and started talking to me about steps that I now needed to take. There was a whole team of dream guides there now. I remember that I stabilized once and he repeated my mantra before I could, then said, "But it's all bullshit isn't it, you're irritated, you're uncomfortable, and you think you think you're going to wake up". I knew he was right, and so I tried to change it. He let me know that it was okay and that we would talk more later. I woke up, and still heard the main dream guide's disembodied voice asking me why did I think that my stabilization didn't work. I realized that I was only saying the mantra and going through the steps of stabilization without actually feeling it and making it my reality. I think I DEILD'd here. Back in the supermarket again and the dream guides were now a bunch of weird, shoplifting DC's. I looked at some of the food the store had and there were these waffles in plastic wrapping, like they were candy. I ate one of them, it was delicious. Then I helped one of the DC's steal some stuff. There was a cop outside chasing the DC I had just helped so I turned him (the cop) into this one actor and it made him have the biggest, most peaceful smile on his face. He looked up at the sky and said, "Aw shucks, ".

I followed the shoplifting DC into a zen garden and then woke up.

12-27-2013 -- The first thing I can remember of this one, I am driving down a highway, possibly with Ron and Mary. We're in separate cars, but driving right next to each other, and though it feels like we're driving down the middle of the state, we're also approaching the whole Palm Beach / Fort Lauderdale area, which may mean we were driving down the turnpike, though we may have eventually changed to I-95. I think I am delivering a package down to Lauderdale.

As we continue driving along (what is now looking like a fairly busy surface street), we are suddenly facing a car heading straight at us on the wrong side of the street. We swerve around it, just to find ourselves viewing a couple more cars crashing into each other. Then another car on the wrong side of the road, followed by two or three more cars in a wreck, then two or three more going the wrong way. There are police everywhere, and we can't figure out exactly what is happening, though it very well may be cars exiting a freeway the wrong way to avoid a big pile-up or something. All I know is they are creating an even bigger mess out here.

Suddenly there is a greenish station wagon like the one I used to drive flying through the air, turning end over end as it crashes to the ground, followed by a line of 10 or 12 cars going the wrong way at high speed, sending everybody insane. As we swerve every which way to avoid them all, Ron and I look across at each other, and can see we agree. We swerve into a parking lot, and park our cars next to each other, both pulling forward to the second space in the row we're in. We climb out of our cars, and are now walking forward, trying to find out what is going on. I find I was driving a compact red sedan.

As we walk back toward the street, the cars continue in their crazy patterns, and we spot one guy running away from the cars on the wrong side of the road, but unfortunately he runs right in front of a diesel truck and it is horribly messy. The shoulder we are walking on sort of drifts away from the road for a few yards, and suddenly we find ourselves in almost a sort of concrete tunnel, looking up at a short ladder (four to five feet tall) that lets us climb up to a gate that we can open to step back on to the street. Ron and Mary decide they have had enough, and just turn around to walk back to the car, while I decide to continue on. Because of my size and shape, I am having a difficult time climbing the ladder, and first have to put down the painting that I seem to be carrying.

I hand it to somebody standing there, manage to climb up, and then ask him to hand it back to me. He refuses, instead asking me why I think I should go out there. I try to explain it is OK, I have a professional drivers license, and he demands to know exactly what kind of license, where was it issued, and more. I say after I get off the ladder, I will show him the license. He asks more and more questions, getting ruder all the time, and I decide I am not showing him anything. He has no right to know, anyway. I demand he hands the painting to me, and he complies with poor grace. I then point to a large bottle of multi-vitamins that also belongs to me, and is sitting on the ground, and ask him to hand me that, as well, and he refuses. He is being a real ass, and I am severely ticked off, and I finally pronounce a nasty curse against him in the name of Jesus, and stalk off, though a few seconds later I am feeling more and more bad about it.

I find myself thinking, and realize that God is not bound by space and time, and start to realize that, though unlikely, it is possible that all these accidents and car wrecks could possibly have been caused by my curse against the guy. I am thinking of trying to get to the Cheeburger Cheeburger location in Boca or Lauderdale, since they closed the one in Orlando, but as I continue walking along, I realize I am not going to get very far walking barefoot through all this wreckage, and decide I better turn around and get back to my car. I am going to need it to get very far.

As I am walking back, I find a very long Doctor Who-style scarf that I know is mine, though it is closer to the colors of the one Tom Baker wore than either of the ones I made. As I make it back to the strange little concrete tunnel and the ladder, I find everybody has left, and as I climb back down I find my bottle of vitamins, but the nasty guy opened it and pooped in it, so that bottle is now wasted. Ick! I continue back to the spot where Ron and I had parked, just to find both cars are missing. I expected Ron and Mary would have driven off, but I am wondering where my car is, and am annoyed to fear that my car has been stolen yet again. But I notice a nearby police station in the parking lot, and wonder if it may have just been improperly towed away. I walk inside, gingerly stepping over all the broken glass from the accident in my bare feet. Inside the police station, I find a long line, including a lot of very tough looking guys, including a big black guy who threatens to kill me if I don't wait my turn in the line. While I am griping, he tells me to shut up as he doubts I have any problems worth complaining about, and I suddenly tear into him about how often (in my dreams) my car gets stolen, and how sick I am of it!

there were platforms that represented different elements of my life. one was meditation, another was school, another was family, each one was connected. they all projected different out comes in my life.

there was another part to my dream i can't remember now

The whole evening I am thinking of R.

That night I dreamt that I was at R.'s place and we made up. The feeling were so real and intense. Especially this feeling of release when he hugged me and told me he was sorry for ignoring and hurting me. It felt so good. All I remember is that we were standing between his bed and couch, hugging each other.

I wish dreams would come true.

Strangly that night Mum dreamt as well that she was at his place. But we were sitting at a table in her dream and she was talking to him, telling him, everything is ok and nobody is mad at him and that he should contact me.

On this day R. deleted me on Sykpe. It seems like there is no way back for us right now.

That night I dreamt that I was at my parents' place. While looking out of the dining room window the sky turns grey and looks like in the "Talespin" - Intro. There's a terrible thunderstorm and I can see the yellow airplane. It climbs pretty steep and I think to myself, why is it out there flying in these conditions. Suddenly it falls out of the sky and crashes into our front yard. I run outside and it is such a small airplane. "Piper Cub" I think to myself. I help the pilot get out. Grandma is there. Grandpa is there (even though he is dead in reality). They don't talk. The pilot doesn't want my help. I tell him about the latest crash I had and he agrees to accept my help. Suddenly R. is at the crash scene as well. I just look at him.

This is all I can actually remember from last night's dream. I will try to go in order. The dream was very lucid, but I had no control over it, save in one instance:

Scene 1:

Is a party scene. My girlfriend and I are staying at a resort sort of thing. And it's night time, and all the guests have gathered for a party. There's food, alcohol, music, the works. The entire room is light up in yellow/gold. Apart from certain furniture, the chairs, dinner table, dishes, cutlery, etc, are all gold. There's a fire going. Everyone's boisterous. At some time, I get tired, and decide I want to leave. But my girlfriend refuses to leave, as it's pitch black outside. There's no lights on the pathways to our room, and she's terrified. She's never been like this, and I try to calm her down as best as I can, while trying to find out why she's terrified of the dark. She gets near to hysterical and tells me that if I continue to inquire further, it's over between us. Well, we go back inside, and she gets more comfortable. Then I try again, but to no avail, and she says it's over.

Scene 2:

I'm holding a thick, black snake as big as my body. It's segmented, and has red glowy eyes. It's supposed to be extremely venomous. Since I'm the one who caught it, I'm tasked with removing it from wherever we are right now. I don't really remember. I'm taking it outside, and i'm conscious of the knowledge that I've had previous snake dreams before, and am torn by 2 choices: I could either let the snake go, or I could let it bite me and see what happens. I'm staring at the snake, taking a good look at it while I'm thinking it out. Eventually, I let it go into the night by throwing it away, and the dream ends right there.

I awake in a dream, tied down to a stone altar by snakelike parasites which burrow in and out of my feline flesh. There are two other cat-men which are dancing around, both lions like me, one black and one a dark gold. We are on a hilltop somewhere in what feels like ancient Ireland. What the fuck? :eek: Am I in Stonehenge? There are four black pillars curved inward toward the altar. Altar. Alter. Alter and Mylynes.
"[B]These are MY LINES, MUHAHAHAHA!"[/B] says some asshole from Nowhere. Nowhere. I have to get back to Nowhere. Fuck this dream! I become lucid!
I turn 15 different colors, then settle on flaming spots and iridescent tiger stripes with a great lion man. I rip off the imaginary snakes and leap 500 feet into the air with a great, [B]"FUCK YOU TWO!"[/B]
"Draw!" says a voice from Nowhere. Instantly, Mylynes, Alter and I are back in a Training Room in the Battle Pyramid, which has been altered as a Hyperbolic Time Chamber to accelerate my training. There are shoji doors around us. We are wearing gi (the basic Asian martial arts uniform.) We bow to each other. I summon a Japanese dining table with zabutan (sitting pillows) and mountain tea (Chinese tea poured over a statue of a castle). We sit in silence as I pour the tea with my big lion fist. The tea smells like rivers and mountain air. As the tea flows down the three good luck tiers of the tower, I hear a small waterfall, and the laughter of children in the flowing liquid. We catch the tea in our cups as it falls off the corners roof of the Japanese tea castle. In the corner that is odd, the tea flows into the moat. A tiny green tea dragon swims in the moat, and turns to me, smiling.
I sit down, and align my chakras. I breathe deeply of the tea. I feel the steam on my face, creating condensation on my fur. I smell everything the leaves smelled from when they first budded on the branch. I look in the tea cup. I see bits of leaves sitting at the bottom of a clear liquid that changes colors from brown to green, back and forth. I look at Mylynes. He is a white weretiger with blue eyes, wearing a dark grey hooded cloak. He somehow grins at me mischievously and maliciously simultaneously.
I look at Alter. He is a blue-black werejaguar with one brown eye and one pale blue eye, almost white. He is wearing a dark brown hooded cloak. He seems to have a serious demeanor.
I go out-of-body, and look at myself. I am a black werelion in a dark red and black cloak.
"Hail the Dark Lords of Xhaos."
"All Hail!"
"Hail Eris, Goddess of Khaos!"
"All Hail!"
"Hail the Nameless Gods of Outer Darkness!"
"All Hail!"
We drink the tea. It's liquid DMT. Who made this? Me? What the Hell? Suddenly, I am tripping balls. Colors are melting into each other, speaking to me of other dimensions, dimensions where red and blue have sex so we can have purple, and all secondary colors are lovable mixed love childs, baby! Lines are ripping at my mind, simple, 1 dimensional short lines, shredding my brain to bits with their simplicity. Alter roars, and a string of one's and zero's come flying at me. I feel naseous. No, I don't. "FUCK YOU TWO!" I shout, regaining lucididity. I make a box around me, a white box, casting out astral parasites with violet flame, I spin in place and summon my kundalini energy to rise within me. I become golden, and make the landscape becomes the land of Nod, a primal, savage garden, a tropical rainforest growing over mountain and valley with waterfalls and uknown undiscovered creatures burrowing, flitting, fighting, living and dying on the Green Moon.

Fragment

Something to do with superman fighting a number of Tanks in a downtown/city area.

Lucid Dreams

I count these as two lucid dreams since in some respects they were separate dreams and I actually got lucid, lost it, then got lucid again.

I was at some apartment with S. Supposedly this was in the near future where we had graduated high school and started living on our own. (I'm graduating this spring.)
I can remember getting lucid through the old nose pinch reality check, stabilizing the dream a little, telling S that he was a dream character.
It was at that point that I picked up a ball that was lying around the room. I began to use dream control to do this trick where I would change the color of the ball by closing it in my hands, looking away, then opening my hands and the ball would be a different color.
The other dream characters didn't really seem to care, and for some reason I wanted to entertain them. I thought about a daydream that I'd had yesterday where I picked up a handful of dirt and closed my hand, when I opened it a bunch of butterflies flew out.
I wanted to try the same trick with this ball, it was the perfect sort of thing to try in a lucid dream. I closed my hands around the ball and thought about what would happen when I opened them. I thought I felt something crawling on my hand. It was ready I opened it.
No fantastic butterflies. All I managed to do was change the ball from plastic into putty. I wasn't disappointed however and began experimenting with the putty; how it felt and looked in the dream world. I could tell I was losing the dream and going to wake up.
False awakening, I'm in my own basement. It looks really realistic, but I decide to do a reality check because this looks like a false awakening.
I do the nose pinch again, but for some reason I did it for a really long time, like 10 or 15 seconds. Okay, I'm still dreaming. I decide I want to go outside and practice some more advanced dream control. (I don't get why I didn't just teleport by dream spinning, I seem to forget that I can do that...)
That said I begin making my way upstairs and paying attention to the fact that this dream, unlike the apartment dream beforehand seemed to be much more vivid. I was excited by how I could make out the patterns on the wood paneling we have in our basement.
I get upstairs, and decide to summon some dream characters, or maybe my dream guide for help. I think that the best way to summon someone would be to call them on the phone. I look at the phone list on the refrigerator and all of my waking life friends are there. I can't seem to find any unusual numbers that I would want to call, so I decide to go outside.
S is back and he has pulled up in his car. I decide to get in with him and a bunch of random DCs. We all pile into the back of his car and drive off. After a minute I realize that this was a stupid idea and now I'm stuck in this car, and can't really move, and I'm going to lose the dream. I wake up.

There is this hugely long waterfall I am hovering over. The water is bright blue. Next I am at its bottom. There are huge Thai or chinese stone carvings in huge rock cubes behind the waterfall. I am with some asain sage and we come across a cube with the sign of the dragon on it. I proudly state it is my sign, I was born in the chinese year of the dragon (true). Next I am back in the air looking down at the waterfall. There are people going down the waterfall for fun. I am just in awe of this, don't they know the could land on a cube and shatter their bones? I wake up.

NOTE: I only made this for recording, so it's not going to be fun to read X).

December 31, 2013 - DEILD #1

I"m sleeping in my bed, and my mother wake me up, she said "go to the other side of the bed". After I changed position, I tried going to sleep again, then....

I felt like I'm in a dream then I did a reality check, plugged my nose, and YES. I caught an FA. Then, suddenly, My body feels really weird, It feels like I'm in a blank place, void, I guess. And It feels like my body is being deformed. I tried to dream spin and boom, I'm inside a house, a really old house. I'm locked in a room. I look at my hands and I examine it. I said "Stabilize! Stabilize Now!". The dream became stable after that. I tried to force open the door, It feels like my dream control has gone down. It didn't even bulge. I have no other choice, there's a hole in the upper part of the wall. I jump in there. After that I met two of my old classmates. They're already outside, they're talking to me while they're on the window. There are so many holes in the upper part of the wall, I got in every single one of them until I finally get out. My old classmate said, "We already have an excuse letter, but why are we going through all of this?". Theire father came and they went home. My friend called me after that, but he said nothing. I'm going to try "teleporting". I found a good place to teleport, but how?. I tried adding some saliva to my finger, and draw a circle on the ground. My friend saw me doing that, I decided to ignore him. Then I jump into that circle, I said "Teleport me into a smooth bed!". TELEPORTATION SUCCESFUL. Yeah, I'm in a room with a smooth bed,I re-stabilize the dream because it looks a bit blurry.But, there's a problem, there are so many annoying DCs. I tried to make them vanish, I said , "I Command Thee! Disappear". I failed. After that, I tried going outside the room, good thing the door isn't locked. I tried to look for hot babes, but wait.... This is my grandmother's house. -_-. There's a chick going inside but I don't like her. My friend suddenly wears a thick make-up, They're so ugly, one of my friend said ,"I did it in my dream last night, so it'll be fun doing it in reality". I entered the room and when I'm looking at my hands, I woke up.

January 7, 2013 - DEILD # 2

I suddenly woke up after a long dream, I decided to sleep again and...

I suddenly felt that I am dreaming, but I'm in that "void" again. I'm having a hard time in moving my body, it feels like I'm going to wake up. So I tried doing the dream spin. I failed in my first attempt and succeeded in the second one. I found myself inside the room of my grandmother's house, the furniture are arranged in a way that is like when I was 7-10 yrs old. The dream seems to be fading, I did a reality check by looking at my hands and said "Stabilize Lucidity Now!" but it didn't work. Then, I woke up.

REMEMBER: I'll do a dream spin next time when I'm at a state where a dream is fading.

January 10, 2014 - DEILD #3 - DILD # 1

"2 Great Lucid Dreams in a Row"
Lucid Dream #1 (DEILD #3)
I woke up after a dream, maybe a nightmare. I decided to go to sleep. I suddenly felt that I'm moving in a dreaming state. I waited until the dream comes. I feared that I'll be back in my last dream. And then......

I'm in a room, with 4 of my friends. We're a bit sad. I don't know why. Suddenly, pretty girls at our age suddenly came in. All of us have chosen one girl. It's pretty fun. We had a great kiss and so on. But what's annoying is they drive me in a "semi-aware" state. I even asked my partner "do you know you're my first kiss?". Good thing she finally left. But the "semi-aware" me decided to follow her. There are so many people outside. They're wearing school uniforms. They're in a hut, it looks like there's an event here. I'm disappointed when I didn't find the girl. Suddenly my awareness heightens again. I'm getting the feeling of "sleeping in my bed" so I go run and touched an electric pole like a dancer. I decided to go back there, and saw an school.The weather seems it's going to be bad. There are so many people on the highest floor. The school is a bit far so i decided to fly. I failed in my first attempt. It's great that I remembered my cousin's tips. I should use things like "magic brooms" etc. or start flying little by little. I ran fast first and started to jump like hell. I also move my arms like I'm swimming in water. I finally flied, but, it's not that high. As I'm approaching in the school, I saw some of them having a pair of white wings. They flied as the rain approaches. I decided to join them. But I can't fly that high. I believed it 100% that I'll fly higher and higher. BOOM. I'm at their level, we flied around the school campus' square. I suddenly realized something. "Why the Fuck can't I feel the water splashing on my face?". Then suddenly a burst of gravitational force pulls me down to the ground. It didn't hurt but I felt dizzy. I think I'm losing the dream. I dream spin and I retained the dream. But I suddenly woke up.

Lucid Dream 2 - DILD #1
Half of my body is stuck in an unknown place, it's pitch black beyond that. My other half is in a building, it looks like an school or a ship. I suddenly knew that I am dreaming. But there's a problem, I'm being pulled by the unknown place. I dream spin to escape it. It's a success. I decided to return to the school where I flied so high. I took the stairways. There are so many stairs and it feels like I'm not going anywhere. I even jumped directly from stairs to stairs but it only makes me exhausted. I remembered playing gta:samp. I summoned a virtual keyboard and typed "/go Kirito". It didn't work, ouch. I looked at my sides and saw a set of stores. I decided to go there. I saw a store that sells Japanese foods. I decided to go in there. The goods that are being sold suddenly changed. I'm disappointed. I transferred to another store. When I'm on my way, I suddenly saw a vehicle inside this mall. They're buying foods from a store and they're saying something about a dream. I suddenly woke up after that.

January 20, 2014

"5 consecutive and pretty short LDs" (I'm sleep deprived at that time) TIME 5:00AM ~> ??

LUCID DEAM 1 - DEILD # 4
I'm in the sofa where I slept, and I just know I'm dreaming. Everything seems blurry and I woke up.

LUCID DREAM 2 - DEILD #5
I'm in the sofa again and I know I'm dreaming, I think there's something stucked in my eye inside, 80% of my vision is blocked by an annoying image of a diamond or crystal. I looked at my hands and tried stabilizing the dream. But then, I woke up.

LUCID DREAM 3- DEILD # 6
I'm in the house of my biological father before and I know I'm dreaming, I'm going to do a dream spin that time because everything seems to be blurry. After I did one, my body didn't stopped. It spinned like hell, until I woke up.

LUCID DREAM 4- DEILD # 7
I'm in the house of my grandmother and I know I'm dreaming. I'm looking at the furnitures and my awareness drifted. Suddenly I knew I'm dreaming again and I woke up.

LUCID DREAM 5- DEILD # 8
I'm in the house of my grandmother again, but there are two unknown people. One is a chick and I guess the other one is her mother. I went outside the room and see the chick :3 in her towel and just finished her bath. I said , "Why you didn't wait for me ?", "You're too slow, that's why" and I just kept silent. We went on the bed and sleep next to each other, suddenly her mother opened the door and then looked to us and smiled. She just closed the door and left. "I'm going to get laid HAHHA" It runs in my mind as I wake up.... </3

February 02, 2014

"Sleep Paralysis, I won again" - DEILD # 9
I'm lying in my bed, and paralysis strikes me again. I had a feeling of the dream going to end if I didn't break the paralysis. I tried chanting a word that will unfreeze me, "Unfreeze!". I'm released from the paralysis for a few seconds. Then, I focused my mind to break the paralysis. I succeded. I defeated paralysis again :3. I looked at my hands and it's missing. So I couldn't do the hand examinations stabilization technique. The dream is becoming blurry so I tried attaching myself to things. I rubbed my body on the table and anything. I went to the back of the house and saw that it is raining. I decided to go outside. I noticed that I am nude. I realized that I shouldn't be ashamed because it's only a dream. As I push the roller up, I saw three girls wearing school uniform. One of them is pretty hot and I brought her inside the house. I asked her to remove her lower-clothes and I almost had her </3 .

February 08, 2014

"ALMOST" - DILD # 2
I'm in front of the poultry shop in my place and I saw two familiar girls in there. I suddenly realized I'm lucid and asked one of the girls in there to come near me. We sat in a table and talk and almost... (you already know what happened). I'm teleported in my room and I'm paralyzed, I tried fighting it, too bad, I woke up.

February 18, 2014

"NEED TO CONTROL!"
I'm in my room and I just felt that I am dreaming. The dream is becoming blurry and I'm doing my best to stabilize it. After a few seconds of fighting with it, I succesfully stabilized the dream. Time to fuck huehuehue. I tried summoning my classmate in front of me but I failed. I remembered that I can use alternatives in summoning, so I imagine someone will be in the bed when I returned. So it's succesful. We did it and she disappeared. After that, I tried summoning again but I woke up. (I'm pretty sleep deprived at this time).

March 11, 2014

"Dafuq is wrong" DILD #3
I'm in the center of a road, and I just realized that I'm dreaming. It became blurry afterwards and it ended for a few seconds.

"DEmmm"
I'm back in the road again and I just know I'm dreaming, the dream ended like before -_- .

--SiMPLIFIED--
March xx, 2014 DILD #4

I just know I'm dreaming. I'm inside a half-split warehouse. I'm with someone I don't know. I don't know how to get out.

March xx, 2014 DEILD #10

I'm in my room, and I just know I'm dreaming. I can't see well. My vision looks like a hanging computer.

March 18, 2014 DILD # 5

I'm in my room, and I just know I'm dreaming. My body is paralyzed. I did my best to overcome it. I went out of the house and tried my powers. I couldn't summon directly, so I did a little trick. I summoned Pat, with the use of aCP. And then.... boom.

March xx, 2014 DILD # 6

I'm in my room, and I just know that I'm dreaming. Suddenly, I feel so fuckin scared, and some sort of birds (somehow, it looks like swain's) came out of my bed that caused me to wake up.

April xx, 2014 DILD # 7

I'm under a bridge, and there's some sort of ice sheet there. I tried skating with just bare feet and it works. I tried doing tricks and I just suddenly fly and I'm like "this can only happen in a dream", awareness rushed through me. But it vanish as time goes on. I end up doing workout while hanging in the bridge and a cop caught me. -.- wth?

#261 - DILD - 5:34AM

I can't remember the first part of this dream but I am in some version of my parents old house. Dad is in the kitchen and mom is in the laundry room. I remember the laundry room was really dirty just a minute ago and now it is spotless. I try to focus on visual awareness like I did all day yesterday. I realize this looks like a dream and become lucid.

I walk up to my mom and in a humorous Italian mobster type voice, I yell, "Yo Mommieeeee." She looks up from folding laundry and I can't remember any goals. I think and the first thing that comes to mind is the TOTM that I already did. Not really thinking about it I ask, "Don't you have a gift for me?"
She puts her hands on her upper chest and asks, "For meeee?"
I say, "No. For me."
The she gets a look like she just remembered something and pulls out a wrapped box from a shelf. The package is in plain white paper and is about the shape and size of a book. I reach for it but suddenly have an FA

I am totally fooled this time and I am picking myself up off the floor. I see my parents on the other side of the room and I sit down in some restaurant booth feeling very tired and disoriented. This strange woman from work walks past and says, "I love being with my family." I think she is talking crazy but try to ignore her. She pulls a dish out of a microwave that is near me and puts the side of the hot dish on my check. It doesn't burn but it annoys the hell out of me. I give her a go-to-hell-look and push the bowl away. I then wake up.

#260 - DILD - 4:27AM

I get a little insomnia and thing I'll never fall back to sleep.

Now in the dream, I am look up at the ceiling thinking I need some help to get sleepy again. I start to get up to go take some melatonin but my wife grabs me. She straddles me like we are about to have sex then makes an odd statement about New Year's Eve. But this entire interaction become even more odd because now I can hear her snoring.

I decide this has to be a dream and I tell her about how is snoring and actually asleep. She wordlessly lays back down and I do to thinking I need to DEILD now. After a second, I realize how dumb this is and I get up out of bed. This is a strange shifting of the bedroom from some strange house to something closer to my actual bedroom.

The living is well lit and on my way outside I see a strange pink device with blue blinking lights. It's about the shape and size of a cell phone but has no screen. It actually resembles something more like one of those buzzers you get while waiting for a seat at a restaurant. I pick it up. There is no buzzing by the flashing lights make me want to answer it like a phone. I put it to my ear and say, "Hello."
I hear my mom's voice say something about how my wife's sister's husband is "Quitting the team." I have no idea what she is talking about but I say, "Oh now way. Really?"
Then she says, "This is a recording." and begins to repeat herself.

I am now outside on the porch and I toss the phone way into the street. I get a sudden idea and run back to the phone. I can't remember where I was trying to go but I felt like If I called a cab it would take me there. I keep my eyes on the phone so that I won't lose it and the blinking blue lights make it easy. When I pick the phone up I look for buttons but only find several metallic buttons for charging points like on the bottom of an old cordless phone. (Does anyone have land lines anymore?) I put the "phone" to my ear and start asking for a cab. I get some strange random reply from and unknown woman. I try asking again but I am having to talk over her and shes not hearing me. I become highly aware of the feel of the road on my bare feet as I walk around yelling into this strange blinking device. I suddenly wake up.

#259 - DEILD - 3:18AM

The previous dream changes into something like a shooter game. I enter an underground compound and make my way through many rooms shooting enemy soldiers. I feels like the dream had a plot but I can't remember it.

I partially wake and DEILD

I get out of bed with no vibes and enter the living room and go outside. The living room is well lit but my vision is like a strobe-light. Every time the lights came on I would start to get vibes but with the darkness it the vibes subsided. The effect was like a strange tingling throbbing in my head. I ignored this as noise and continued outside. I stood in the street of my very normal looking neighborhood trying to remember what I wanted to do in this dream. Suddenly, a large red pickup comes at me. I decide to have some fun and stand there with my head lowered ready to pounce. The truck tries to avoid me but I drive for it. The strobe light effect has wore off but now time seems to have dilated and slowed way down. I think that I might not reach the truck but I manage to catch the tailgate. I try to latch on but the entire truck bed break off in my hands.

I am now standing in my neighbors yard across the street hold a truck bed. I drop it and just sort of stare at it for a moment. I hear my dad's voice from somewhere over my shoulder. He's asking something about the truck and I just say, "His bed fell off." as I wake up.

#258 - WILD - 3:00AM

I realize that I dozed off a little too much and fully wake up. I begin visualizing to enter a dream on a pirate ship by imagining that I am the captain at the wheel. I begin to hear in my mind bits a pieces of shanties from AC4 but nothing really materializes. I switch to feeling sand with my hands and get some physical sensation on my hands.

Suddenly, it seems that I am holding a tablet so begin to draw a ship with my finger. It's crude but quickly takes cartoony shape. Watter seems to rush in and the ship breaks to pieces. I try pinching it together but it falls apart. I see two stick figures swimming and I feel that it represents my wife and I. I get caught up in playing this game and try to form something by pinching on the screen. I only get strange effects with water and clouds until I finally fall completely non lucid.

ASOIAF-based. Jaime's face is covered in burn scars on one side, recently healed; Cersei's pale and has something wrong with her skin, grey spiderweb patterns in small patches on the sides of her face, wearing widow's black with a high collar. Jaime's sitting down next to his uncle - whose face is also scarred, on the opposite side from Jaime, from a cut from a weapon that left a permanent hole through his cheek - and he's saying "Look at us. Three grotesques." He's not including his uncle in that; he means the three siblings, specifically in their role as Tywin's heirs.

He folds his hands on his chest, and something strikes me as odd about this; I focus on his fingers and feel like there's too many of them. (For reasons that were obvious once I woke up.) He says, "We remember (name of some famous military tactician)" - and then says some quote relevant to their current situation; as a disembodied observer, I'm less interested in the quote and more interested in why Jaime's saying it. I'm thinking that this time period, immediately after all three Lannister siblings had become disfigured, ended up being when they really started to come into their own; that Jaime specifically became serious about various responsibilities that he'd had little interest in up until now, became more philosophical, and wound up distinguishing himself as a tactician.

Jaime's still talking - he's just mentioned a prophecy which includes a mention of monogamy, and he sneers at the reference, and says something along the lines of 'if only I could get me a good prybar' - he's stuck in an engagement he desperately wishes he could get out of, but which he's resigned to.

I'm leaning against a wooden fence, wearing a heavy fur coat and digging a bullet out of my side with my fingers, blood all over my hands. It can't kill me, but it's unpleasant. I'm saying to someone, "Wish you hadn't come." Didn't want them to see this.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

Fragments: A photo of a small island containing 6 towers arranged in a hexagon, with a wall around them so that they can't be seen from the water; the photo's accompanied by a note mentioning Florida and Puerto Rico. A girl with a shapeshifter for a brother. The word supranatural. Song lyrics: "Feed on the sickness." Dialogue: "You're familiar. I'm just glad to see familiar-"

Five teenagers heading to an abandoned playground; three of them are aliens in human form, and they need to go somewhere isolated to temporarily drop the disguise. The other two are humans, their girlfriends, in on the secret. One of them has seen this before, but for the other, Laurie, this is new; although she knew her guy was alien, actually seeing it is a shock. She sits down on a bench attached to a picnic table, and she's thinking about when she slept with him. The other girl, the one who's seen this before, is watching her and feeling sympathetic. The boyfriend comes back over to her and asks what's the matter, except English isn't really compatible with his mouth in this form - he's something vaguely like a very large spider - so "What's the matter, Laurie?" sounds more like "Wassama'ar? Lau-rie?" The other girl comes over and puts her hands on Laurie's shoulders.

Rumpelstiltskin/Gold has a daughter. She's building a snowman in a park with her mother, along with a large group of other parents and children doing the same thing; Gold's not there, but he's using magic to talk with her from a distance, now and then. She's named her snowman Lefty. It has 3 left arms, one of them with a hook. But while she's not paying attention, one of the other mothers breaks Lefty and uses it as materials for her own kid's snowman. This doesn't come as a surprise. Gold's daughter isn't treated well in this town, she's always ostracized. Gold, hearing about this, starts to encourage her to (do something I no longer remember.)

While he's encouraging her, Rumpelstiltskin has a flashback: in his castle, with Regina in full Evil Queen mode. He's ranting about some Council which he blames for manipulating him into becoming the 'evil creature' he is today, and which he's now turning against. The rant has a reap-what-you-sow kind of theme. Regina had been on that Council up until very recently and is encouraging him in this; she's the one who informed him how he's been played.