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I was at home planning on going away because I needed to just have some fun. My dad and his girlfriend said that they wanted to go aswell so we all hopped in the car and drove to some fancy vacation resort.

Me and my dad went out to the bar for a few drinks while his GF decided to take a little powernap after her shower. Meanwhile at the bar, somehow I am sitting by a wooden table just chilling and suddenly across me by the other table I see my ex girl. knowing that I am not allowed to talk to her somehow she keeps trying to move closer and chat me up (this was my first love btw). By this point im freaking out cuz I would be pissed if my current gf (Dating 5 years now) was being picked up by her first lover. SO i decided that she needed to be apart of this so I called her up and she appeared next to me asking me who the other girl was. So I introduced them as the following. "Liefie, this is jaqui, my ex a few years ago (But she knows who she is, she has just never met her), and jaqui this is my girlfriend, liesie, and we have been dating for 5 years now and are in love". at this point my girl was kind of happy because I said to my ex that I love my current GF, but there was still this bad feeling and she stood up and ran her hand through my hair as if to make my ex jealous and then my head started to hurt, she was pulling my hair but just enough so nobody would notice and whispered in my ear "you're dead", She smiled and walked away. (WEIRD SHIT) so I decided to go back to the vacation house to get myself cleaned and just relax and think of how I am going to get my current girl to just forget everything happened and know that she is my all and my only. As I got to the house I saw that the only tap with warm water was outside and there was a bucket on the floor, so basically I have to get warm water in the bucket and carry it to pour it into the bath. At this point I figured one bucket was not enough so I turned around and there were many. when I saw this I started to ask myself if this was just a dream, realizing that it was I started to wake up, but I had a FA, so woke up in a dream in my old house which was kinda scary and then from there, all i remember is small useless fragments.

Sux that I couldnt reach LD, but all in all, my dream recall is getting much better and this is great because it feels like I havent been able to remember a dream in YEARS. Im on the right track

and I was kinda glad for the dream ending because usually a fight breaks out, and those feelings suck. although I am not sure if my girlfriend telling me "you're dead" is any better. but all in all, I love her and when I woke up next to her this morning I was able to smile and know that I love her and i'd fight for her even in my dreams when she wants to kill me. TRUE LOVE.

I was in my room. I flew a bit, landed, and went through a wall into the other room. Then I went outdoors and was looking for a hole in the earth. I wanted to go under the ground, find Devil and drank a bottle of cola with him. I jumped into the portal and found myself in the banquet house like in the cinema, just before the old smiling man, looking like a famous actor. His smile was charming. I thought that he was the Devil. I turned around and found some bottles of cola in the ice. I took two and gave one to him. I drank it all and it was tasty, but a bit mix with water. I said – show me something interesting. He asked a waiter for a water, took it into the empty bottle from the cola, pour it on his hand and the water turned into money. I was impressed and I think I’ll try to make it in nearest LD. Then he became to count money and I awoke.

08-25-13 I think this was a WILD. The scene starts suddenly, so I do not know if I lost awareness first or not. I was standing in a room from a memory. the room was a party I had attended in the nineties. All the people who I would expect to be at this party seemed to be there. I was fully lucid already, thus it was likely WILD.
I saw a girl in the crowd I had had a crush on all those years ago. I know sex is a big distraction from lucidity, but once in awhile, I let myself go. I wanted to have fantasy sex with this old crush. I 'knew' she would leave the party with me, so I asked her to take a walk. The DC got up and left the house with me. I also knew we would find some private place and right out side was a van. The side door was open and a suede covered bed was in the back.
We got in the van and got naked (suddenly, no transition) I explored my fantasy and really spent time. I developed each scene slowly and made her body as real and life like as I could. This went on for some time.
I do not know what I was trying for, as far as keeping the scene rolling, maybe an actual wet dream/ release. It was not ever getting that far, just close. After awhile things seemed awkward and she commented on being uncomfortable. I tried to ignore this as just mental noise. I shifted the scene and started again in a new position. She still was fussing and uncomfortable, and I was getting more awkward. She finally said, "we have to stop, I am married."
Oh come on subconscious!? Fine... I stopped and figured I should focus on some task instead of just grinding and grinding and so on,,,
I tried to stabilize as things became blurry. I focused first on just one of her nipples, playing with it as a way to stabilize. Suddenly her nipple was gone and the scene had shifted. I was looking into my fish tanks. I heard someone call out to a friend of mine "hey Bob!" My sister was in the room talking. There goes the hey Bob sound again. She asks me what I am doing. I tell her that I am dreaming, and am wondering why I keep hearing those words. I look out the window and someone is outside.
Suddenly IRL I had to go pee so bad it was painful. I thought I could stabilize, but had to pee too darn bad. Oh!!! That is why the sex scene had broken down, my sub conscious was trying to get me to get up and pee ("I am uncomfortable,,)
I just let myself wake up at that point. Dur~10-15 minutes.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some platformer game together with SilentEternity, there was some difficult segment where we had to dodge some soldiers and mines and our characters were really slow, also game was switching 2D/3D at times.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing Doom with SilentEternity, with some mod, there was some new melee weapon that switched view to random camera around, but was dealing alot of damage, and it was kinda main feature and there was not much other ammo on maps. We had to solve some elevator puzzles in red maze, then fight 6 arachnotrons and 2 masterminds coming from small passage in big red open room, though both of us had BFG9000 at that point, with fairly limited ammo, like 120-160 cells. Then another wall opened and there were some more enemies including 2 cyberdemons.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was watching some scoreplay video of a shmup, it was horizontal and player was dealing with everything by point-blanking, except for boss, where he was spamming bombs for score, which summoned some huge battleship.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was watching some fraxy replays and they were pretty glitched.

9:29 A.M.

I’m looking for something on the porch (at an old residence), it turns out to be a green cord hanging down from the roof - I can just see the end of it and I need it. Mom tells me not to try and get it but I imply that I have before. She climbs up on the wood railing. I stabilize her waist and end up lifting her as she grabs the cord. She’s impressed as I help her down. (She’s nearly double my weight IWL.)

I’m moving with a group around an empty house. We stop here and there to fight monsters. It’s like a haunted house only in the daytime. A few times one of the team, a girl, offers blood by cutting her palm and dripping it onto the wooden floor to make the monsters come. I keep talking about what some of the places are/their story, because apparently I used to live in this house. I think there was a guy or two involved in the story. There’s a hushed feeling and sense of expectation.

The last scene is on a small porch in the back. I remember seeing grass outside of it grown a few inches, and there was another porch to the left. It looks too small to be what I remember it as.

The girl asks me what I’m doing, and I say I want more monsters. More bloodletting here?

Inspirations: The last porch comes from the previous dream, I think I remember that it was supposed to be used as a room (possibly the fancy wooded one). Climbing the first porch railing probably comes from me climbing the kitchen counter to get something out of the cabinet. The green cord must come from the Christmas lights mom showed me yesterday. Monsters come from gaming. Wonder if I should add ‘old residences’ back to my dream signs list.

Notes:

Woke up happy that I remembered more than the day before, and felt like I had gotten better sleep. (Of course, now I feel like crud. XP)

Emotions: Hushed and expectant atmosphere.

7:50 A.M.

‘I’ am a younger girl, between 15-17 perhaps.

-I’m out on a porch, where there’s writing in big letters all around on the rails (I try to read it, can’t remember if I was able to). I hear something, and look over to the right out at a forest. I see a person or two and whistle with my fingers, but it’s not coming out right. I hurry inside when they start running for me. I think there was an animal? Because I think I mention one when I go inside and say that I don’t feel well to my ‘parents’, who are concerned. But I’m fibbing, because it’s just a way to get out of interacting with this man, who is there too:

-An older man who looks like my uncle IWL is trying to court me. He’s suspicious when I fib a few times. At one point we formally say parting words (except it seems to be Korean-style game characters instead, in a vision?).

-Whilst on a porch at some point, I talk with the man. He asks me some embarrassing questions (maybe about my sexual history?) and I keep shaking my head and answering no. I’m a bit intrigued by the situation but I’m shy. At one of the questions, he says something like, “I finally got a blush out of you.” I don’t feel like I did, but maybe a little one is possible.

-I fall out of bed (but I don’t remember seeing one) when I get a call (though there was no phone). It’s someone I know (they have a title instead of a name, like three words but can’t remember now) who I’m going to meet somewhere in the house to go out somewhere with. I can see that ‘I’ am a small anime girl (maybe looking like Madoka) wearing fancy pajamas. The room I’m in is big and made of wood, I can tell I’m from a high-up family.

-Someone is waiting in my bedroom (woohoo two bedrooms, except this one is more normal from what I recall). It’s the man.

Possible inspiration: I saw some fanart with Madoka in it in the evening. Not sure about the rest.

Date: August 26, 2013
Method: WBTB & DILD
Total Hours Sleep: 8-9

I was in a neighborhood looking at houses for sale. All the houses had a strange component…for every house being sold, something terribly scary went wrong in that home. How did I know? I was shown immediately (by vision or ghost) upon arrival to the house. Once I walked up the driveway, I saw a human being hanging from the door (like the person committed suicide by hanging). I would go to take a look at the next house for sale and see (by vision) that an explosion had taken place at the house, but the current sellers were always trying to cover up what had taken place. We went to another home and saw another ghost like figure giving me the ‘eye’ as to say, “Do you know that I’m haunting this home your thinking about buying?” I should have become lucid from all of this, but I was so wrapped up in what I was seeing…I was afraid and I woke up.

Note: This was one of my most vivid dreams...I don’t ever have nightmares, so this is one of my new dreamsign.

5:55 A.M.

Cheating in World of Warcraft by jumping in someone’s server.

At first it was a fanart site, but I forgot what kind.

Then it was a manga site. A girl said something about manga for people who had read APH (Axis Powers Hetalia).

Then it was an Instance that turned out to have orc enemies and I had to run when I saw that they were Elite. For some reason instead of just logging off (maybe I was too panicked or it wouldn’t let me), I Ieft the Instance and the owner was waiting outside and caught me. She added me to her friendslist as I warped out of the game (so that she wouldn’t lose track of me).

…But it took me to town instead, and I’m in a Acolyte outfit in Ragnarok Online, female with the white hairstyle in twin ponytails over the shoulders and clasps at the ends. As I viewed my character omnisciently from a point a few feet away, I wondered if she/I was cute enough to get the server owner to forgive her/me.



Bam, the server owner is right next to me, she found me! I quickly type in “Sorry =/” and exit the game. (I never felt like she was going to hurt me, more like she just wanted to talk with me about it.)

Inspiration: Probably due to my increase in gaming lately, playing Dragon Nest and Inazuma Eleven. I played WoW and RO for a long time some years ago. The Acolyte actually looked like mine before she became a Priest! Oh hey, one of my old dream signs, immorality…

I was walking in the fields opposite to the road by the Jernhatten hill, with my sister, brother and father. The ground is covered in snow and the air is foggy as if it were clouds, or white barely-moving smoke. I scoured off to find a place to get a bit higher up, and found a little hill which let me see above the fog. It looked like the top of an overcast when you're looking out the window of an airplane, but with trees sticking up and swirls of fog soaring upwards and dissolving. Looked very heavenly. I went back down from the hill and as the swirls of fog engulfed me, it looked like a thousand faces screaming in agony. I didn't take much notice of that, and walked onwards with my little sister. We found a tree with two chinchillas in it. I reached my hand up, and one of them jumped onto my glove. I took it down and stroked it across the back. I could feel the rough fur as my gloved hand slid across it.

I am in a car in a parking lot with some people in school. We are driving around, having fun. At one point, while we are not driving I see two police officers in the rear-view mirror running towards the car. It seems I have now been driving under the influence of alcohol! One of the POs grabs the door handle but I speed of! By now, I am the only one in the car. It's dark and I am fleeing from the police. I am driving very fast.
It is the next day. I am in an old part of a town, trying to blend in with people. I feel very bad about what I have done.
I don't remember any more.

Slept all afternoon, but could only remember a dream and a fragment.

The fragment was the first one. I was an orphan boy carrying a bag of cookies. I was in a classroom, I think, and I was telling people that they could laugh at me all they wanted, but I was on my way to be a very successful voice actor (as in dubbing cartoons/animes). Then, my cookies fell on the floor and I started crying because my father (who was not my real father) had given those to me before he had died, and also because I had nothing left to eat.

The dream... I was at somebody's house and some people I studied with were there too. Everybody was getting ready for a big party, and a girl even invited another girl to poop together. I was a little weirded out about that, but whatever, right?

Then, a girl showed up and said she wanted to show me a picture. She took my phone and out this little card in it. For some reason, I hugged her from behind, almost like cuddling. It was weird, so I asked her if she wasn't cold, since the window was open and it was night. She said she wasn't, so I let her go.

The window was also a door and we could see the cars arriving and parking right in front of us. I freaked out because I thought my car was there. I got out and it was on the other side, but another car had crashed into mine. I took a rock and was going to destroy the car, but my friend said there were cameras there. I wasn't wearing my glasses, so I could see the cameras. but not well, it was all blurry.

We started walking to the party while I took my phone and called the police to report that. I couldn't get the police on the phone, though.

A classic black and white movie called Death in the Rain, with Ingrid Bergman, and a reference to Rappaccini's Daughter.

Labyrinth's Sarah falls into an oubliette, but it's a fairly large and well-lit spherical room built of pale brown stones, a few fallen leaves drifting around, and with a pale gold stylized metal sculpture in the form of a double helix rising in the center. She's just walked all the way around the circular room with one hand on the wall searching for openings, when Hoggle appears and she asks where he came from.

Playing the role of a man who lives in a major city. Two detectives have just left my home after questioning my family and everyone else on the estate, and stressed out, I go to the park for a run. The tree branches are all bare.