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All I can remember about my dream last night was that it involved a cat and a box. I was helping the car I remember, because it was being attacked by another animal (possibly a bigger cat)...

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Recall wasn't good, but I got 2 recorded down.

I was at a building, which looked like a fortress or something. The walls were white and the whole area was pretty much a country. There were vast fields and a couple of trees around the area. It seemed so empty, so I decided to go inside. I climbed up the right wall and found a well shaped hole. I feel down and landed in an elevator, next to a woman. She started to hit me so I jumped up and tried to push her off the side as the elevator started. It went up (which makes no sense, because I cam from the roof...) and I struggled to fight this woman. I suddenly knew about this scene from somewhere else, but I don't think I have seen this before. Maybe Déjà vu. I punched her in the jaw, then she fell back and got crushed by the rising elevator platform. Her flesh and skin was ripped off and a bloody skeleton was just rattling on the side. Very brutal. After a couple of seconds, the elevator reached the top and I exited out of a little hatch to the left. It was like an air vent or something. I crawled through some pipes and saw a room, with weird claws coming out of the walls. I went past it, the crawled through the entrance to this room. I found a Skyrim healing potion, which looked trapped. Instead of stepping on the floor, I stepped on some boxes just in case. I picked up the potion and crawled back to the pipe. I then headed outside, coming out from the well that I climbed down. I jumped off of the wall and landed on the floor safely. In the distance was a girl, who looked pretty evil. There were people fighting her, so I thought I would help. The girl had blonde hair, a pink dress and she was rather small. I ran over to her and she started to run away from everyone, really fast. I then had a flashback of Super Mario trying to catch Princess Peach. From this point on, the girl was named Peach. Soon, the girl disappeared and a guy in a small Lego car drove out. Everyone was chasing him and I managed to find a car, which I chased him in. I kept crashing but this guy managed to drop kick him out of the car and everyone ran up to him. I had another flashback, but of Bowser talking to someone in a dark room.

This dream was pretty vivid but hard to remember.

Tom, one of my friends who has recently been undergoing a lot of mental issues, keeps occurring in my dream realms. Two nights ago, he threw his cell phone out of the car (which he did in waking life as well). He continues to drive after consciously leaving our mutual friend, Thomas Beach, behind. I did not understand his motives, but I did nothing to stop him. Once we arrived at our destination, I weirdly put some fecal matter in an envelope and told Tom about it. I, personally, thought it was the funniest thing in the world and asked if he did as well. That's the only fragment I have from that night.

Last night, I dreamt of Tom being naked and sort of infiltrating my apartment. There was nothing sexual about the dream, but I did note the rather large size of his member. I was on a bunk bed and thought it appropriate to shout to my roommate, Thomas. I'm not sure if I was scared, but I was definitely concerned considering how late it was.

These dreams were rather unstable and blurry, and don't seem to have much meaning. I have come to find these sorts of dreams rather boring. Not only that, they are awkward to describe in DJ entries.

Fragment (Last Night)

All I can remember is looking in the mirror and having short white hair. I did not appear aged at all, though my hair was bleached. I closed my eyes and opened them, and my hair was black. I think my hair went though several more transformations. I wish I could remember more of the dream.

Fragment (Wednesday night)

I was hanging out in the basement with one of my friends. I think it was S or A. I looked under the large couch in our basement. There was a large clearance of a foot or two between the underside of the couch and the floor. And there was all of this garbage arranged/organized under the couch.
After looking for awhile, I told my friend that I was going to clean out the garbage. I started taking a load of pop cans upstairs to recycle them, but my recall fades out.

The Skyrim house (Wednesday Night)

I hate dreams that relate to video games that I play. Especially when they make no sense, like this.

I was dreaming of being in the game Skyrim. I had just bought this DLC that added some new group to the game, and I was checking out their base.
It turned out to be this very small, modern looking house. It was made almost entirely out of these brick-red wooden boards, aside from a glass wall on the front. When I went inside there were three slots with walls in between them. The one on the left had an enchanting table, the one in the middle, a chest, and the one on the right, an alchemy table.
Then some sort of elevator in the floor that took me down into a much larger setting.
There was a very long room, made of the same reddish wood. The walls were on a 45 degree angle, and angled as though you were in the attic of a large house. There were support beams going down this large hall (Think like ribs on an old wooden ship)
The middle part of the hall was a sort of sunk in walkway, and along the edges were various stations. I can remember numerous DCs producing resources, foraging weapons, brewing potions, etc etc...
By this point someone started giving me a tour of the place. He was an old man, and apparently the leader of this faction. We walked for a long time and he was just talking about his plans.

Party Crashers (Also Wednesday night)

Save the best for last, as they say. None of these dreams interest me much, but this one the most for its plot and humor.

I can remember being in some sort of theme park. It wasn't a really big ticket place, and I wasn't with anyone. I can remember it being a hot, dry day.
This discreet looking man came up to me and asked me to do him a big favor. He was tall, thin, and short black hair. He said that there was a party for the rich and well connected taking place in that tower. (He gestured to a small, cylindrical glass skyscraper) And apparently he wanted them all dead.
He gave me four or five brick-sized explosives. They were just plastic black boxes with a red LED in one corner, and a detonator remote with a key in it. He explained to me that I should go into the party and hide the explosives around the room. Then turn the detonator remote, and I would have a minute and a half to get away.
I went to the small skyscraper and got into the elevator. The elevator turned out to be one of the rides at the amusement park. I had to get into a seat and put on a rigid shoulder support.
The elevator moved really fast and went up and down a couple times until I arrived on the party floor. The elevator let out into a medium sized dining room all prepared for the party. There were dream characters sitting at the table, but I hopped up on the table, and began duct-taping the explosive charges to the ceiling. They were completely oblivious...
After that, I hid one in a vase, and went into the observation room that gave me a view of the dreamworld. The dream was blurry and boring, so I set the last explosive in there, and started to head back though the dining room.
By this point the dream characters at the party had begun taking the explosives off the wall and trying to figure out what they were. I thought that if I could get out before they realized and got rid of them.
I turned the key on the detonation remote, and was ready to get on the elevator when the man who had given me the assignment showed up. He created some sort of portal on the wall and enticed me to walk though it.
From there, there was some sort of apocalyptic city, all charred and destroyed. I must have slipped out of the dream or woke up, because it sort of ends there.

took a nap today and had terrible recall, but I'll rewrite the notes I took. I was walking to class when I saw Dane. Walked past and entered the class. I was taking etymology then I left without notice to say hi to dane. btw, as I was in the class i heard D say hi to S.E. That's what made me go out there. I was talking about my birthday and D did not believe I was so old. I had a "wtf" moment because I was younger than the kids of my grade. Anyway, there was an after school bookclub which I went to and pretended I knew what my professor was talking about. I Facebooked him and found out he was an actor in a short film on youtube. Then I stole a lolipop from John and then I went in the store w/ him to get more. and took 2 but then didn't have the money for them...I left with both in my mouth. I was taking all the chocolate oreos. There were some with yellow frosting so I put them back and ate the rest. The club was cancelled.

I've dreamt about Big Bird, King Kong and so many other weird characters in the past, but this one beats them all.

In my dream, I was in bed asleep when something disturbed me. It was a noise coming from downstairs, so I approached with caution. I recognised the sound as someone stirring a drink, and when I went into the kitchen what did I find: A ginger cat sitting on a bar stool stirring a cup of coffee.

I've had random dreams in the past, but this one beats them all!

No phones in class

I am borrowing my friend’s iPhone in class. I make it extremely dirty and there is brown stuff on the screen.

I ain't a bum

I am driving in the car with AC and keep endangering lives.

I am in a playground. I stumble over a chain net, cross a bridge, and then begin rock climbing. Eventually, I reach a place where I have to grab into the edge of the wall, and then loop a rope over a hook. I succeed scale the wall. I repeat the course, this time I try to go up a pole instead of looping the rope. I slip down. When I go back to the playground, two girls a commenting on how I can’t climb the wall. I go back to climb the wall.

The scene turns into somebody’s house. A car shows up and R is inside. My friend N says we must go out of the house. One of the girls is waving at me as I leave, and my sister comments on how emotionless my voice is.

My sister and I drive home. A black and white TV is running, and I tell my sister do something. What she does catches the attention of ppl in the tv, and suddenly she is famous. The camera turns on her and she is on TV. I am angry that I didn’t receive credit, but didn’t wanna appear arrogant by pushing myself into the limelight. When the camera moves over me, I am a fat man. The scene turns into something similar to the cab scene in ‘On The Waterfront’. I am Jim Carey, and I say “I coulda become somebody”. I talk about some “bum” and how I’m gonna kill him. I go to that somebody’s house. I feed a pigeon a piece of bread, which flies over to a cat. The cat eats the pigeon and the cat collapses on the floor. The bread was poisoned. I knock on the door and he talks about how he knew I killed the cat because there was a thud on the floor.

Car Argument (LUCID)

From the back seat of the car, I'm having a minor argument with my parents. The situation seems a little ridiculous to me, and when my mom leans over to reveal completely gray hair done in a long braid, I'm pretty certain I'm dreaming. After a nose RC, I'm sure of it. Thank goodness I don't have to deal with this argument any more. But as I try to figure out how to get out of here and start working on my dream goals, I realize that I'm waking up. The interior of the car seems to fade into the view of my bedroom from my bed. For instance, my mom's gray hair becomes a fold in my blanket. Well, that's too bad. [Thinking about this now, there's a good chance that that was actually a false awakening. I'm not sure, though.]

Snarl

[This dream was definitely inspired by the series of videos called "The Walls 2" recently recorded by Yogscast on YouTube, which I watched the day before yesterday. It also happened quite late in the morning (for me)--around 10:30.]

We're playing PVP Minecraft in 2-person teams. There are only two teams left. One member of the enemy team is chasing the other member of my team, while I in turn chase him. We run back to my team's base, then we sandwich him between us and kill him with swords. Excellent! Now, the other guy is hiding underneath the ground here. There are lots of holes in the ground and lots of tunnels, and it's all very confusing, so we're not sure how to get him.

We decide to build an enclosed room with a roof and a tower. So my teammate and I sit down with the Legos and start working. I begin by making the tower, which is a really tall wall built from 1x2x1 blue blocks. I get bored with how slowly it's going, so I try just spreading the blocks like I'm extending a folding telescope. It doesn't work, and my friend laughs at me for trying. Anyway, eventually I finish the tower and start working on the other half of the roof.

Suddenly I hear a violent snarl and I feel as though my head's been seized in the jaws of a big, angry dog. The snarl continues as it starts shaking my head back and forth, up and down, like a very erratic vibration. I spend a panicked second trying to decide what to do--is my friend playing a prank on me?!--before I wake up. It feels like the vibrations continue for a moment before they stop. I sit for a minute in shock before doing an RC and confirming that I'm awake.

[It's crossed my mind that maybe that was a seizure, but I doubt it. More likely I imagined it. Either way, it was a strange experience.]

*Non-Lucid*Lucid*

I was in another dream when I became lucid and when I open my eyes again, I was in my bed looking at the ceiling. I know that I'm still lucid so I tried getting up. It took a lot of effort to simply sit up because my limbs were really heavy. I also had another problem, I keep on wanting to close my eyes. (In past lucid dreams, whenever I close my eyes, it means I will wake up so I didn't want that.) I was laying in bed again and since I couldn't move, I tried to summon PW here. It didn't work but I was out of my bed. I walked to the door and imagined Tokyo to be on the other side, but it was just the familiar hallway when I opened the door. Maybe it didn't work cause I didn't completely imagine the scene? I imagined PW's house, when I opened the door it's like her house but not really... This whole dream, I tried to keep my eyes open and I'm surprised that I didn't wake up earlier on.

09/14/2012
12AM-7AM, 8:30AM-11:30AM

Non-dream Dream

My wife and I are taking a class and it is our first day. It looks like a locker room - it is dark and surrounded by large lockers. I go to sit down in the second row but my wife gets nervous. She ends up hiding in a locker for the duration of the class. After class I score some coke and weed from the school.

Next I am at a restaurant that has a shower in the corner. I am in the shower with my friend C and I start kissing her neck. She is really into it so we keep going. I pin her up against the glass that faces the restaurant and start having sex with her from behind. It felt incredible. I begin to feel bad because I remember that I am married. Then C turns into my wife while we are still having sex. My wife notices that everyone in the restaurant can see us and they start taking pictures. We stop having sex and leave the restaurant. I ask my wife if she would like me to ask the people to delete the pictures.

Now we are in a car getting a ride to Harvard. It is a limo that we rented and there are two Asian women driving us. They are talking mad shit on us saying 600k people apply and we will never get into Harvard, bla, bla. They are driving like maniacs. They take the wrong exit and are going against traffic. We end up driving the wrong way in a carpool lane and caused a major accident. A cop had to come spinning through traffic to let us cross the freeway.

Then I "wake up" (false awakening) and I am at a swim up bar with my wife and a bunch of friends. I am asking my wife if we shared the same dream and I explain the whole ride to Harvard dream to her. Then she starts playing water polo and she is really good. She makes a blind shot over her shoulder.

Next I am at work looking for AC to explain a badge issue. Some lady is looking for YAC complaining that she is always late (not true). My cousin CG moved to YACs desk. The office is brighter than usual and CG is the only one set up in there. I am making fun of his 4" monitor. I say "What, did they demote you or something? They move you to our crappy building AND give you a 4" monitor!"

14/09/12

Dream 1

I was in McDonalds with one of my friends from school and when he went to get served his order he started talking to the employee. He started talking about lucid dreaming. He said that when he lucid dreams he stands in front of a mirror and practices reality check. I was thinking this is not right or normal. I then went to a bus stop and thats the last I remember


Dream 2

I walked into this elevator because I needed to get to the bottom floor and this was the only way you could do it. I was scared walking in, the elevator was very grim. I walked in and this man was inside a cage. He had a blow torch in there with him and he was melting the metal of this cage. I was with my family when I walked in. Then this man who was huge walked over to me and tried to scare me by doing so. I thought I'm still riding this lift. Then when the lift started there was screams, everyone was scared. I then had a teddy in my hands I was clutching. The man began to do stuff which scared everyone but then I realised something. I realised he was going to turn into a clown. I was then not scared. Two floors to go and the room flashed black, I knew why this was. The man turned into a clown. Everyone screamed apart from me.

I was then in this room, I had climbed a ladder and I was hanging out a window with my hand in front of an alarm. I was doing this because I was having a party where everyone was invited but the gate needed to lift for everyone to come through. I wasn't allowed in here, then the man who worked there started to climb the ladder. I looked behind me and jumped over him.

I was then at my party, my mum gave me a suit to where but I didn't want to wear it because it looked silly. I then was drunk and went over to my friends where we were trying to do cartwheels.

I didnt write this in much detail. I was becoming very restless lol

I don't remember much of the scenes before this, but I do remember one time when a women was asking me- when my baby was coming? So... I think I know where this part came from. Just a day ago I was remembering the day my niece was born. My sister was driven over to the hospital but I was too hung over to get up. But before baby came I got up and rode my bike all the way to the hospital. That was one of the worst bike rides ever, but it was worth it when I got there.

Anyways, I was in the back seat of my mother and father's car. I was... about to have a baby. All I could think about is, something doesn't seem right. I'm prepared to have this baby, but they're gonna have to do a C section because guys shouldn't fucking have babies! In this dream world, it was less common for guys to have babies, but it could happen. Then I began to think to myself... I know absolutely nothing about this or how the procedure is done. That doesn't seem like me, I would have already read everything there was to know about it. Then I slowed down, "Wait a minute." I said to my parents. If this was actually happening... I would be able to remember doctos apointments, and all of this information that I would have learned. I was completely unnaware of this shit.

"OH THANK GOD!" I yelled to the front of the car. I motioned my hand at the car in front of us and the back end was lifted off the ground, then fell back down. "I'M DREAMING. PHEW! I'm not pregnant, I'll catch you guys later. This is a weird dream." I said to them. We were driving through a grassy area for some reason, but I flew out of the window and up into the air. I decided to fly right in front of my parents car for fun, they were driving so damn fast and turning a lot. I looked around and found that this grassy area was just a small island. I mean, small. Maybe the width of a football field. I started flying around in circles over the island getting my speeds down. I then noticed an airplane also circling the island. I went a bit higher and flew next to the airplane.
Then I started playing abound with loops, it's incredible to experience flying in vertical loops. The world spinning around you is so fascinating.
I got bored, and before I left just to excersize my power- I crunched the right wing of the plane in mid flight. Sorry passengers, you're not real enough for me to mind.
I started flying away looking for things, and what happened next will blow my mind for a long while. I came up onto this huge green field, with a whole city of old asian architecture. The weird thing is... I've seen this exactly place down to the placements of the buildings at least three times in a lucid dream. I flew over it, wishing I could draw it in real life to show people. I'm not a good artist. I looked in another direction, there was a huge (I mean huge) mansion. It looked like a royal mansion, sparkling colors and all. I wondered what I would find in that place. There were so many doors, who knows. I'd seen that mansion before, but in a different lucid dream. I've never went in. But that didn't stop me, I kept going until I reached one other dream scene that I knew so very well. I flew over a park area, with a few ball courts. I noticed someone had lost their ball so I materialized a new one and chucked it down towards them. "Here!" I yelled from the air. I flew down to the ground, into a non-lucid dream that I had a few weeks ago. But this time, it was way fucking cooler- because I could cheat.
I knew this part was coming. "Hey, we need an extra- do you play football?" One of the big guys said. "Not so much football, but I play it's cousin rugby." I answered on queue. "Alright, good enough. You're up!"
So back to this game I was. I wanted to try a few things though. Someone passed the ball to my direction. I'm terrible at catching things, so I made it come to my hands right in the touchdown. Everyone was pumped, I seemed to be really good. I wanted to experiment with energy shields. That seems like it would come in handy in some kinds of dreams. The ball was again tossed up in he air, I made a case of blue energy around my body. Confident enough in that, I made anouther one appear right where the ball was coming down over the enemy team. The ball bounched off it like I planned, and landed smack dab back into my hands. This was great. lol.

This is where I stopped remembering. I think my WBTB alarm went off. The night was a success.

So last night I had some incredible lucid dreams, but I already wrote them down in my phone. I wanted to write down my dreams that I had after WBTB now before I forget, they were so story oriented it was great.

So my wife and I were riding bikes through the park. It was a normal sunny day, there were lots of people all around. My wife rode past this bench with four thug-ish looking guys before I did and when I approached heard all of this whistling and "Damn!". At first I was prepared to be offended, but one of the guys through up a high five for me to tap on my way by and said "Nice pickens." So I took it as a complement.

We got further into the park and put our bikes down. We began to blend in and talk with a group of people. One man in particular caught my attention. He was about my highth, a bit overweight- but had a sweet face. He had long grey hair except for a balding spot in the middle. He asked me if I had an extra smoke and we got to talking while having a cigerette. I was suprised to find out he was a very, very high up in the government.

Later on, I was at a highschool. I was there with my mother, my brother Jeremy, my sister and Jeremy's uncle. I hadn't seen all of them yet, I was kind of wandering by myself. We were mingling among the crowds when I noticed my friend I met at the park. I walked over to talk to him, he seemed very upset about something. There were a lot of events going on at this school, for some reason I was aware of a lot of them. My friend had a wife and two sons that were part of the dream, and the oldest son had a girlfriend that was also part of the dream.
So the staged presentations took breaks every now and then, and Jeremy and I both hit the exit first before everyone else. Even though we weren't even in the same place in the crowd. We'd go outside and talk for a bit. I remember there was a stairway outside that curved down three times. For some reason it was so easy to slide down the railing. First I'd slide down sitting, then I'd jump up and slide down the next on my feet. It was really fun. Anyways, we went back inside.

I walked over to my government friend and there seemed to be some distress going on. There were two government goons hovering over him. He looked a bit drunk or something, maybe just emotionally compromized. This whole school event included a recognition of people running for school body president. His younger son was the most popular candidate. I pulled out a cigerette, but his wife told me we couldn't smoke in here. I held it in my hand... sighing. I overheard my friend getting a little worked up. Apparently he started talking about some things he wasn't supposed to be talking about, and he knew it. But he was so upset. He turned to me and said can I have one of those, again? Pointing to my cigerettes. I said "I don't know dude. I think you're in a little bit of trouble already- don't push it."
He said "But you're smoking in here." with a pout face, but I told him they just told me not to, I just had one in my hand. The government goons were trying to talk to him, telling him he crossed a line so he walked out. My attention shifted to his oldest son and the son's girlfriend. I didn't like the oldest one, he was a bitch. I don't remember why I made that conclusion, there might have been some scenes before with him that I forgot. The girlfriend was saying "Please go talk to him, he's your father and he listens to you."
He blatently refused. This angered me so much that I walked over and smacked him in the back of the head, yelling "Go fucking talk to him, idiot." He still refused. His mother came up to me and started ranting at me with a plethora of "What the heck is your problem?" statements, I pointed to her son and said, that one's my problem. She continued yelling "You are definitly not invited to-" this and that, that and this. I said Good! And gave her the two funny fingers.
I walked out of the statium with my mom, she went to the car. My dad, Jeremy and Jeremy's uncle were hanging out with me on the stairs. We were talking about Jeremy's mom's house or something. I remember while we talked some of the wooden floor of the stairs on the other side of the stairs I already meantion, started to crumble. We then started talking about bad construction.

Later my mother was walking with me to the car. We're going to go to their has and apologize to Wesley. I said, who's Wesley? "The younger son who's running for school presedent. That scene back there probably effected his chances for president."
"Uhm... no, I'm not going over there. End of story." I said, I was still pissed off. We debated over wether or not we should, and I held my ground. I didn't go with them. But the next day, I went to the highschool and supported Wesley. I realized that there was absolutely no need to apologize. Everyone in the school was in love with him already.

So I went to work, and I noticed someone was following me. It was those government guys that was after my friend the day before. My co-workers Hernando and Luz were in. The guys came to the door and said they needed to take me for questioning. I knew it was because I heard what my friend had said when he was ranting in the highschool. He said something of high secrecy. My co-workers wouldn't let them in. They continued saying, "Uhm, no sir. Employees only, you can't come in."
I thought that was incredibly nice. The two ment finally got a foot hold in the door way and walked a step forward. They began saying all of these things about me that weren't true. I laughed at them. So did my co-workers. It was obviously false. They got the door shut and locked in their faces again, then my alarm went off.

Again, I had some fucking incredible lucids before this but I have to go to work soon so I'll write them down when I can.

[This is the most full night of dreaming I've had in a long while. Yaya!]

1. I'm heading for some sort of mountain retreat, which will include time in nature as well as some paintball. Before the trek up the mountain, however, we are required to learn how to fly. That's right! I am in a beautiful, low-lying pond, a couple feet deep. The water is clear, there are rocks all around to rest on, and the forest and mountains climb up on all sides. The reason we can't fly, I learn in my dream, is that we don't believe it is possible. But once we break that belief, it's as easy as just jumping and willing yourself to stay in the air. So I jump and I fall to the earth again. Then I use my arms and this time I stay up, and after that I don't have to do anything except will myself to float and move forward and backward. I can stop on a dime. It's amazing. I practice with some of the guys in the area. We float toward each other and stop as soon as we are about to collide. It was so fun!

Then I'm looking in the water and I see little smooth rocks, and some change, and a single car key. I go to pick up the car key, and underneath is a piece of paper with the name Camila on it, and I look around and say, "I wish Camila was here." And a girl next to me said, "You mean Jamila?", and I was confused how I forgot my friend's name, but just figured I misread the piece of paper or something.
Then I find myself in Cafe Monet sitting down at a table. The girl who works asks me if I'll be painting, and I say no. I'm just sitting at the table looking at this beautiful piece of pottery that Camila made. It has her name on the lid and the colors inside and out are beautiful swirls and dabs of blues and oranges and yellows.
Then some Arab children came by and I started to speak Arabic with them, but I kept messing up and inserting Spanish words (like saying 'y' instead of 'و' for 'and'). Their mother is behind me, and we have some small talk.

Then I'm hanging out with my sister (which one??) and her boyfriend and the guy's mom. We're sitting on a couch watching TV. The woman is cool, but I don't like the boyfriend. He and I go outside and he starts giving me some attitude, and I'm explaining that I don't want him around my sister. Then I woke up.

2. [This one is more spotty due to not waking up from it as quickly.] I was in a house finding secret passages. It was like a video game. I had to be sneaky, but I'm not 100% why. People were outside with dogs and guns and I think even a llama at one point (I saw them thru the window). Eventually, I leave the house and try to make a run for the river, but these dogs have good noses and they start barking and everyone runs after me. But when the dog gets to me, I just pet him and he becomes friendly. Then I realize there is something about my touch that calms people and animals. So everyone that was chasing me started walking with me, and I felt really good about being able to help relax people.

i failed at lucid dreaming last night, maybe because i couldn't even go to sleep for that matter. but what DID happen was while i was lying extremely still, trying to fall asleep, first i got this feeling like i was swinging, then this other sensation came over me. i didn't know what it was, but i tried to keep it there. i think it was sleep paralysis though. but i could still move, and thats what confused me :x i kept doxing off, and didn't even remember falling asleep or dreaming >:C