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Bedtime: 05:00

Title: Untitled
Description: Surreal dream in which I bump into a lot of people from my past with brief lucidity and a false awakening.

There was more before this, but I can only remember anything after this point.
It's dark and quite late and although I don't remember any of them, I'm with a couple of people walking into some kind of bar in town. Once inside, it's absolutely packed with people and I notice something really weird. Amongst the crowd I start seeing people I used to know, but much younger. I even saw my younger self in there.

I come around the corner to find a round table against the wall where I can see Chloe and some other people sitting while talking and drinking. There's a lot of noise so I lean over in between two people who are sitting on top of the table to shout something across to Chloe. She leans in to listen and I Tell her "Something really weird is happening, everyone I used to know from childhood is here" but she doesn't really understand why that would be weird so I try to explain by saying I just saw my younger self.

Suddenly I become distracted by the idea that I'm probably dreaming, and look around to see what I could do or where I could go. However, the entire dream had been a bit "foggy" and I'm not really aware enough to stabilize the dream so I quickly lose lucidity.

I notice someone who I think was a young Kusano in the crowd in front of me and it prompts me to think of NEWS, which leads to another brief moment of lucidity where Massu appears behind me, also a younger version, but for some reason he's taller than me.

He casually throws his right arm around me and leans towards my face to say something, but before he does I cut him off and ask him where Shige is. Usually my DC's don't reply to me so I was really surprised when he answered me, and in English too!

His reply was very strange, he told me something along the lines of how Shige isn't available or can't be visible or present in my dreams. It kind of made sense to me as he is very rarely in my dreams even when all the other's are, and I often find it impossible to successfully bring him into a lucid dream. But why? Why Shige?

I tried asking why, but the scene changed and I was thrown into my parents bedroom with one of the other's. Whoever it was still kind of looked like Massu but also both of the others. The entire dream wasn't very "clear" so it's kind of hard to tell.

Anyway, whoever it was leaned in over me as if they were going to make a move on me so I shoved them away because they weren't Shige!

After that, I had a false awakening but failed to acknowledge it and tried to get back to "sleep" but I couldn't. I could hear my parents outside my door making noise, and I really REALLY had to pee so I gave up and climbed out of bed.

Then I actually wake up.

This was a really "weird feeling" dream, I woke up feeling a bit well, weird. And I did really REALLY have to pee. I consider myself lucky LOL.

Anyway... It's been a long time since I last focused on lucid dreaming, and I'm so ready to get back into it! Although I'm surprised I (kind of) had one on the first night, especially since I didn't even try. I think I remember waking up naturally about 4 hours after I fell asleep, and had the dream after that.

Characters: Chloe | Kusano | Massu | Koyama | Tegoshi | Mentions of Shige

Dream 1(Fragment):

Something about a dragon and magic.

Not sure whether ultravivid HH or FA:

Briefly wake up, very sleepy, seeing my chair near balcony with kinda wizardy hat on top, thinking it's HH, accidentally fall back to sleep.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was playing some old video game about roller skater racing(Can't recall name but it's actually a game i played IWL ages and ages ago), and i was playing it multiplayer with somebody.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was playing some FPS, that possibly had something to do about zombies and some kind of meat processing facility. Then later it turned into something more futuristic, one of levels was a base with alot of orange color.

Dream 4:

I was playing some RTS that in ways looked similar to Warzone 2100, but different. I started some custom map where there was huuuuge tank that i had to escort towards enemy base, it followed the path while i had to fight off enemy tanks that attacked it with my tanks, i mostly had ones that looked like classic Heavy Cannon - Tiger - Tracks combination of parts from Warzone 2100. At some point huge tank was going through canyon which i was surprised it did fit into in first place and i got access to unit builder. I used my resources to build some more Heavy Cannon - Tiger - Tracks tanks and enemy kept attacking, but AI of both my and enemy tanks in canyon was pretty faulty and tanks were getting stuck or lost at times. I almost ran out of resources and went to tank design window to make more cheap tank, i was somewhat confused around since some parameters were different but i ended up making Lancer - Leopard - Tracks tanks with the small bit of resources i had left. Then my tank group joined back with huge tank and assaulted enemy base, completely destroying it.
Done with that i went into some editor program for a different game and it was an online editor, so i was working together with someone. The level ended up being somewhat post-apocalyptic style and i was searching for specific item in list of objects while other person couldn't find specific decoration. We ended up arguing whether decoration or item is more important.

I did a WBTB waking up at 4 am and took some vitamin B6 200 mg.
I was using an induction in the form of audio, something my dad gave me.Suddenly I was in another dream in my room. I tried getting up but it felt like I was being held down. I tried too hard and woke up back in the other dream.mi went back in and was still in my bed, this time I could move with difficulty. I got out of bed staggering around, and looked out the window, which was changing size back and forth. I tried to push through it but I couldn't. I decided to think the way CL does and thought "It's not there" I jumped through and my dream became so crisp I thought I woke up. When I was out the window I realized I had just jumped through the window screen that blocks bugs. I started to freak out cause I was in the air and didn't want to fall. I started to try swimming which worked, it also got the screen off of me. Once I realized I was flying, I decided to try and fly without swimming. I was thinking about it then I decided to throw myself forward. I started to zoom around the neighborhood which looked like a mix between an ancient city, and a modern one. I went to some walls with holes in them, like giant holes. I decided I wanted to try the TOTY which is the Egypt one. So I said "Through this hole are the pyramids." As I was about to fly through it, I saw a DC she was pretty fat wearing lavender clothes. I decided to do the TOTM, and hugged her. She got creeped out and pushed me away, (turned down by a fat chick ) The dream ends there.

non lucid

*In the dream I applied to a rose clothing store, I would never work there in real life. The guy who interviewed told me I didn't get the job. I told him well I didn't really wanna work there anyway. After I said that he asked why, and then he was interested in hiring me.

*I am at a strip bar or hookha bar can't tell. Someone offers me to smoke was weed through the hookha. I thought why not and took a hit. I got really high.

*Some girl is laying next to me telling me that a my d*** is big.

This one was long but I forgot a lot of it..
- I've forgotten my black backpack at school by the art room. I know where it is but when I look for it, I can't find it.

Dream 2
- I'm outside by a fairly large lake. I think the sun has just gone down; it is dark but there are still some shades of purple on the lake and in the sky. A man who looks like Gandalf comes over and gives a little, pink, bipedal creature. This creature is very affectionate and keeps hugging my leg.

A fragment..
- I see my best friend B sitting at a counter with 2 of her friends. They're all tightly wrapped in ceran wrap. B looks very uncomfortable, like she doesn't want to be there.

Dream 3
- I'm in an unfamiliar 2 story house with R. R isn't doing much, but he's here. We're on the bottom floor and I know there is a lot of food here. I think I take some crackers. Now I am upstairs; R Is gone, but I'm sitting by my mom who is talking to some doctors. They are saying that I could have pneumonia. I think this upsets my mom so we leave right away, but right before we do I get something else to eat because I am still hungry. Whatever I get, it comes with a beer. There are four choices; I pick a peach flavored one. Now, my mom is driving us home but I am outside the truck, somehow attached to it and able to sit down. I drink the beer, really noticing the prominent peach flavor, and think that I'd like to move to Scotland.

Dream 4
- I'm driving my cousin down a busy, main street to some burger place. We finally find it, and enter the building through some secret entrance. It looks more like an old house and I get the feeling that we shouldn't be here. We continue on anyway, and reach a big window/opening in the wall. Looking out, I see a huge, grassy feild far below me. On this feild there are many marching bands, each wearing their school colors.

Dream 5
- I'm at an indoor concert with my dad. We are seated in a row close to the small stage. My dad gets up and leaves for a bit; when he gets back, he has already missed the ending.
**I wake up after this dream ends and haven't moved or opened my eyes. I try to imagine myself back at that concert cheering with everyone else, but not a thing happens?

I was at my dads and there was a party at my grandmas house I didn't want to go and then I saw my friends she was sad but I left her the dream ended

Ok! I'm a Sim and a random female is my girlfriend to whom we have this connection. The thing is some NPC comes onto my lot and kidnaps her. With only a players eye view I can't see where she is and later I confront the guy only to find her dead. With progress not saved I turn back time but the same thing keeps happening from different viewpoints.

Eventually I see from her point of view and it turns out she was taken to some tomb and potentially had the chance to escape but was fatefully poisoned by a dark matter acid not from this world. I could never save her and it made me sad. The only thing I did manage to do was attract authorities attention to which they put the guy down in a satisfying manner.

i tell you what...heres how it went..

i dont remember anything cept being in a contest against my friends and really intensely trying to win. i was doing some jumping jacks or some shit. it was like who could do the most. and i lost and the lady told me i had when i thought i had won

then we were around a campfire and some people were fucking around but i was answering the questions right

more dreams last night about being stuck in a subpar environment. my old roommates from college were there, in this house, smoking pot. they had big bongs but were careless with the way they smoked, dirty. they pulled out huge chunks of weed from inside the pipe, then turned it upside down and shook the bong water around, mixing green with ash. do you wanna smoke? nah, i don't do that shit anymore. twilight in the house, bad lighting. maybe that's just the morning sun and how it's been coming through the window as i sleep. morgan is there, in his own room, inaccessible. i go into my own room, and i have two screens. i resign to the computer, here's my screen, here's another to the right of me. emily guitierrez sits next to me, doll. i look at her. "this is a lot of screens." she nods, silently.

i think later on the dream turns sexual, as i'm fingering a girl with a small pussy. it's like on display; she says "no, the clit is down more." and someone else is with me. i put a finger in her ass and make a point about the contractions of her vagina and how these two are related. weird and explicit.

after awhile i get up and walk around the house. i can hear morgan in there, talking to himself. there's a part that i can go into, another part that i can't. his dad james is there. they are working together, on some project that they keep in the garage (his room). i can hear him from outside, on the computer, talking about what he's doing and laughing to himself. i can't decide if this is crazy or noble, that he should be so expressive even on his own. his tone of voice seems a little desolate.

later on i get a chance to see what he's doing. i've been hired to work with them. There's a big apparatus with little metal grips that come together to hold up a log with holes in the middle. Like a centipede, two metal arms come together at regular intervals along the whole length. There are pads on the end, and they stick through the holes in the wood. They can rotate all around. Very sophisticated machinery. I get the sense that this thing is edible...

We watch a movie in a big group of people. As the crowds are leaving, we go around and pick up loaves of bread. These are related to the edible project. I grab some from outside, through a car window as we depart, and throw them over. Cool, nice job. The shared satisfaction of throwing something to someone and having them catch it.


That's about it for that one, but there's another pretty telling dream I remembered halfway through writing. I've gone to the end of the land with my dad. There are fish in the water, which is kind of dirty. I have actually built a submarine, constructing it out of plastic parts--old bins and buckets, coffee bins, etc. I'm piecing it together, excited that we're gonna go underwater together. But he's too big. I submerge, and I see him kind of just hanging out on the surface cheering me on. Pretending like he's doing this thing with me. After I grab some fish or relics or whatever I was looking for under the water, I come back up (it's not very deep) and confront him about it. You didn't even go down with me!!

This is a sticking point, I'm pissed. He mentions my mom and my sister, and the word "love," and says "...doing whatever the hell you guys do on your own." Those weren't the exact words, but it was an alienating statement. Fuck you!!! What do you mean, "whatever I do"?! He was insinuating that everything I do is senseless, meaningless, and unimportant. Maybe because he's not there, or maybe because he can't do it. The adventurous stuff, like the submarine. I go off on him. This is bullshit. Just because you are INCAPABLE of doing something, you can't see the IMPORTANCE of it. He was writing it off, everything I do. Everything I do.

Reflecting a bit, there's definitely dumb shit I do (same as everybody), purposeless shit. The feeling in the dream with which I sat down to the computer screens was pretty important. People are out there smoking weed and being buffoonish, but that's my escape. The computer. Even when there's questionable stuff going on around me, it's rarely the best option. That feeling of melancholy and apathy is one and the same. I mean, come on though. A submarine that I built by myself. That's pretty sick.

There's a lot of emotion regarding morgan, one of my primary dream figures, still, but I feel like it's still hidden, repressed, forgotten. Whatever it is. Just a hint of him is there. And maybe that's all that's left anyways, after he died. Even before that I didn't know him very well, not for years. It's like I'm sleuthing to figure out just what happened to him; maybe I know the answer, it's just deeper down.

Was at a former friends house with my brother. When the former friemd came back, i hid. He found me and we reconciled.

2:18AM

Short dream about watching a football game in a strange house with my wife. The rooms keep shifting but I see the T.V. UT is beating A&M very badly. The score is like 90 something to 15.

I listen to Relax Melodies app. I set low theta 4Hz with Duduk music and ocean sounds. After about an hour I get vibes but I become actuely aware of the ocean sounds. The waves sound too loud and the vibrations stop. I mistakenly think I am awake. I have a non lucid dreamlet of hovering over a rocky beach. I hear the loud sound again and I fully wake up and turn the app off. I roll over and have many dreams but only remember fragments. I was too lazy to record.

Dream #2

Lucid Dream? - no

Dream Topic - It was hot and in an effort to cool down a floating fan helps me out.

Dream Plot - When I entered the dream I was in my bed. I am one of those people that cant fall asleep without a sheet or blanket. It was desperately hot but I could not fall asleep without the blanket. I turned the air conditioner on but it was still so hot. Then I saw a fan on my desk. I got it and held it up above me, fanning downward to cool me off. After a few minutes my hand got really tired and I just let my hand fall. A few minutes later I realized that air was still being blown down on my. I looked up and saw that the fan was floating there. I thought nothing of it at the time. Then I went and got some water and when I came back the fan was gone. That's when I woke up.

First I was in our university. then I found myself somewhere that a familiar man was speaking for my old friends. I was beside that man. The man asked me to sit down beside my friends. I done this. That man asked us to write something. I doesn't know what he want. So I asked my friend.

Today i dreamt i was in a world where vampires and zombies only existed
and they were enemies, i was the only human there. I was alone in a village near a desert.
That village was quite peaceful, but suddenly the scenario changes and i teleport to another place.
This place was in war, the weather was very cloudy I couldn't see the sun and i was in the middle of the desert.
There were a guy on front of me, it was tall and had a black hat, he was a vampire, behind him was a very cute girl
with black long hair, brown eyes and a shy personality, she was dressed with a black dress. and i felt in love immediately when i saw her. For some reason i kissed her on mouth and after i did that i felt so happy. The girl didn't react just became shy and i found her so cute (Still happy that i kissed her lol)
Suddenly i see a black tornado near the desert, the weather was becoming stormy and i was scared she was as well.
I wanted to protect her, but who really was protecting us was the vampire that was killing zombies. He said that we had to get out of there
as soon as possible before we could get caught by the tornado, suddenly a zombie bites girl's neck, and i stay in panic and sad at the same time.
The vampire gets me and fly away from there, i scream for her and cry but she was now becoming a zombie and there was nothing i could do.
The vampire leads me to his "base" where there was his partner, it was a girl as well.

Nap/ From the window i saw that snow plough destroyed my fence and riding in my garden. I ran into the street and went to the gate - they were on the ground. I noticed that my neigbor's gate was in the wrong place, made RC and become lucid. I desided to improve my falce with advanced summoning, and decided to make a flower on my palm. I stared at the palm, imaging a butiful lotus flower, but nothing happened and i awoke. I tried to DEILD, but couldn't.