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    1. Put an end to their research

      by , 07-13-2013 at 12:33 AM (RommiH's Dream Journal (entries are not dated correctly. i am slowly transferring my DJ from my computer, to the one on DV))
      I am in a very futuristic setting. I am in a small lab like place with a few other people. One of those people is .... from how i met your mother.. kinda. There was also a young boy who was playing on a computer or something. The lab looks like somewhere you'd see in Dead Space except the place was tidy and well kept, not falling apart and smeared with blood. The lab was for some sort of special research. The people in the lab have been trying to find something for something. Shortly after the start of this dream, we are told that they're coming. I understood. There was an opposing side in this dream made of people who wanted to find us and put an end to what we were doing. They did not want our research to take place. They were looking for us and the lab. We know that if we were found, we'd be killed. So we started to shut the place down and hide some stuff that was out. Then we were directed by .... to this little capsule thing where we were to hide. He turned of the lights and we entered this capsule. We were about five inside this thing. We were all very silent and entered quickly. There were windows in the thing we were hiding in so we had to lay down so no one could see us. I kept making sure my head was under the window so I wouldn't get spotted. I noticed that the door through which we entered through had some sort of seal that could be zipped closed. I went up to it and zipped it. It malfunctioned a few times (there were several zippers where there should only be one) but after a few tries, I closed the seal.
      Then, to my surprise we began to move. The thing we were in rested on a rail way to that lead to somewhere vast that existed below ground. We began to move and we dropped steeply to the area below. As we began to move the guy kept saying we needed guns badly.
      Now we were in a very large area. Still very futuristic. There were large intertwining structures every where that rose up from the ground. The lighting was bright. Infront of us was a path way that the .... guy walked. He now had a large gun in his hand. Closer to a pistol than a rifle but very far from both. He turned right on a corner around a building and began to shout. He kept yelling "Thy're here!" and began to shoot. Fire was returned and non of us could see anything. He continued to shout for a while then started to scream as if had been shot. He also scram "Im out of ammo! Get me ammo!" Now we began to see the emey coming in from all directions. At that point a i wanted a gun really badly. And it began to get darker.
      We all went our own ways at this point. I dont know about the others but I began to run around in search of a weapon. I quickly found a machine gun and ran to .... to help him out. I aimed at the enemy and fired. I was satisfied with the strong hail of bullets flying from my gun. The enemy was dressed in these dark suits with hints of yellow and white here and there. SO now Im trying to help out our guy. But it looked like he already shot the guys he was having trouble with. I started after some others. I was having fun. I wasnt relaxed or anything but it was pretty easy to dodge bullets. Now Im out of ammo so I look for another gun. Im running around dodging folks while searching for any sort of gun. I keep picking up the enemy's guns and trying to use them but they were not working with me. I quickly gave up on using their plasma guns and looked for our own types. I soon found a shotgun and used that. Now things became very video game like. iwould shoot people and their heads would vanish and blood would spew from their necks.
      ___
      At some point i took the suit of an enemy and put it on to disguise myself as one of them.
      ___
      Not so sure what happened but now the setting changed to that of a super market. In fact it was the Walmart I used to go to in KY. So Im running up and down along the dairy section shooting folks. No one seems to really be fighting anymore. BUt I carry on. Now I run to the end of the store and turn around to face all the aisles. I spot an enemy in the distance so I run to them. I run and jump over an aisle. I was impressed at my jumping skillz. Once I reach a certain point in the store everything changes.
      Im walking now looking for the video game section so I can get back to what I was doing (fighting). I meet Khaled or Loauy and I ask them where the section is. They ask me what Im doing and I explain.

      I think thats it...

      k excuse any lame mistakes.
    2. Lucy Lu Wants Me (micro)

      by , 07-13-2013 at 12:24 AM (Xanous' Dream Journal)
      I do a short WBTB, splash my face with cool water, and MILD to end up with yet another micro lucid that I barely remember.

      I am in some swanky casino with Lucy Lu and some other woman I see in my peripheral vision. Lucy Lu is all over me and while I enjoy the physical sensation and flattery, I'm not that interested at the moment though (fool!) my ego is quite enlarged by all of it. She says something about being in the "Six Timer Club". I am confused so I ask about this. She explains that it is our sixth time at this casino. So what? None of this makes any sense and I become lucid.

      Unfortunately I think I wake up here and while trying to recall the dream I enter a FA.

      All I can remember here is that I am planing a vacation to the beach. (TOTM on my mind)
      Tags: casino, lucy lu
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    3. Random bits

      by , 07-13-2013 at 12:00 AM (Lucid Time!)
      I can't remember when I had these dreams or what they actually connect to. Most of them are quite boring, at least in my eyes, just random "brain gunk" that I seem to get alot when I'm not particularly focused on lucid dreaming.

      And let me just come right out, I am making no effort whatsoever to write with neatness or flow.

      I met a girl from my school from awhile ago. (In real life, she liked me, but I didn't like her. For the sake of this DJ entry, we'll call her Daisy.) She reappeared in this dream and sort of dragged me along on a date. The first portions of the dream took place in a real life park not too far from my house.
      A lot of stuff happened on our date, but I can't remember the filler. I was trying to get out of the situation, because In real life, or in dreams, I'm not really a romantic type. There was another male dream character that was following us too.
      In the last part of our date, she rented a hotel room in this very large hotel skyscraper. (I remember the hotel skyscraper very vividly, it was very shanty looking like it was made out of sheet metal and scraps.) When we got to the room she started taking off her clothes. Now I had been trying to weasel my way out of this date for awhile, but no way am I going "all the way" with her.
      I start running out of the hotel, when I get lucid. Ok, I didn't actually get lucid, but I realized that I had dream control powers, but didn't understand the fact that I was actually dreaming. I flew up into the air.
      Now for some odd reason, I became extremely angry with Daisy for this whole thing, and she was in the hotel room, with the other male DC. I flew up to the hotel room, and I had a new ability. I could throw this white lasso onto the building and began pulling it apart.
      I know that sounds somewhat strange, but at this point I began tearing the tower apart trying to kill Daisy for dragging me on this date that I never wanted to go on. The thing that I remember about the dream most clearly was the destruction of the tower.

      I woke up on a hospital bed and noticed that I felt quite strange from the knees down. I pulled up the sheets and saw that I actually had prosthetic legs.
      A couple of doctors came in and explained to me the incident that had led me to get these prosthetic legs, and why my original legs had to be amputated. I cannot remember the details of why, just that it was explained to me.
      What I remember clearly was the look of the prosthetic. They were black, with metal bands going up and down the front and back, and were quite a bit thinner than normal legs, but still had the same sort of shape to them. The black portion had a dark-grey crosshatched texture to it. Also the legs didn't have feet, just a sort of hook with a couple screw holes as though the feet hadn't been attached yet.
      One more thing, on the inside of each leg, right below the knee on each replacement leg, there was a small control panel with perhaps 12 buttons and a small blue glowing screen. Almost like a pocket calculator attached to the side of the legs. I'm not sure what it's function actually was.


      I'm beginning to think that awakening in hospitals after traumatic surgery/amputation is a new dream sign. I don't know why this is coming up, but I will have to remember to reality check when it does.

      My parents had purchased me a special gift (I can't remember the occasion.) It turned out to be a self-parasailing kit that included a small boat that was remote controlled and a parasail. The idea was that you could turn the sport into a one man operation by flying on the parasail and driving the boat at the same time.
      When my parents gave it to me, we were vacationing somewhere tropical and I was able to try it out on the ocean just by our hotel. But, not long after we left for home. Going home turned out to be a mess of plane flights and layovers. I was really impatient and wanted to use my self parasailing kit again, but wasn't able to, because... well we were in transit so much.

      My backpack had been stolen from my car. All I can remember was that it looked very similar to the blue backpack that I normally use for my school books and sometimes use to carry my laptop computer when I visit family or friends.
      I can't remember how I tracked it down. I think I had a large group of friends helping me, and we somehow knew the thief was not far off.


      I've begun to realize that these sorts of dreams, (although to some people may seem extremely interesting.) Are boring to me.
      You see the reason these dreams are boring is because I've had dozens of dreams like them already. It's like your subconscious telling the same joke ten times and you get bored with it. But there are a bunch of reasons these dreams are boring to me.
      For one, none of these are very vivid. You will notice a distinct lack of detail in these. (At least in comparison to some of my DJ entries.)
      Second, they don't have congruency. The story or plot of the dream isn't very clear. And if it is, It's a story to a dream that I've experienced before. Also important are the characters, who in my dreams, with the exception of Lia, my own dream guide are nearly always seem to be sort of drones ant are pre programmed to carry out tasks outside of their intended role in the dream.
      Finnaly is creativity. These dreams may carry unique or creative aspects to them, but in all, they're not very unusual. There is a difference between creativity and randomness. I'm going to assume you understand the difference there. And these dreams actually do have some creativity to them. Not much, not in comparison to some of my dreams.
      So the reason I seem bored with my dreams is because they don't contain any of the, the 3 C's we'll call it. Creativity,Clarity,Congruency. These are the keys to me having interesting dreams that I want to talk about.

      Updated 12-15-2014 at 04:07 AM by 53527

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    4. Something is off... and "Do you want a body bag with that?"

      by , 07-12-2013 at 11:50 PM
      This was a dream I had about 2 years ago. I had been telling myself I would get back into lucid dreaming, and was regularly checking my surroundings for anything odd.

      In this dream I was in front of my garage, about to type in the password to open the garage door. I turned to look at my friend I hadn't seen for a long time in real life, and he was on the ground looking up at me, crawling without legs. There was something about it that reminded me of a cockroach. I was looking at him thinking "something isn't right here" trying to work it out in my head. I turned back to finish typing in the garage door code, and when I turned back he was normal, standing on two legs. I had that feeling you get when you were thinking about something important, but forgot what it was. I dismissed the feeling and woke up dissapointed.

      A similar experience happened more recently, a couple months ago. I was in line paying for something, I think it was fast food but the window was more like a what a bank teller stands behind. I payed for whatever it was I was getting, and the person behind the window said "do you want a body bag with that?" I was confused but dismissed it. Immediately after dismissing it the person behind me in line asked me "Do you think that was normal? Wasn't there something strange about that?" I ignored the DC. It's the only time I've had a DC try to tell me I was dreaming.
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    5. Space voyage

      by , 07-12-2013 at 11:33 PM
      This will be short as I don't remember much. I had just finished reading a book "Ender in Exile" that I found in my closet. It belonged to a series I read when I was younger, and I have fond memories of the first book. Anyway a big theme in that book is a diluted passage of time in near-light-speed travel.

      The part of my dream I remember was towards the end. I was on a space ship on some task to a far away world. I had just had the realization that by the time I arrived, everyone I knew would be long dead, and maybe already was. What made this dream so memorable were the feelings I experienced. The dread of never seeing a familiar face again, but also the wonder and excitement I was going to find when I reached my destination. I was very sad and relieved at waking up.

      Sorry for the short post and lack of details. This was 3 nights ago and I didn't write down much when I woke up, so I've forgotten almost everything aside from the emotions I felt, which were amazing.
    6. Football, Fly, Mathematics, Accident

      by , 07-12-2013 at 10:43 PM
      I do this by WILD technique.
      At first of dream I was at one city at "Fars" state in Iran. called "Fasa". I was near a football stadium named "Zolghadr" Football stadium "ذولقدر". So I went to stadium. I was alone. I had a ball. So I started shoot practicing. It was so funny. After that I flied over city and I saw an interesting city. It was composition of "Fasa" and our capital Tehran. (Because I lived in this two city.)
      after that I felt dream was collapsing. I tried to solve some simple mathematical questions like 32*32. It was very useful. My dream became stable
      In a street I saw a car that crashed
    7. 12th July 2013 Video game fragments

      by , 07-12-2013 at 10:17 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was playing AI War and was discussing strategy with someone on forums, there was talk about railcannon subcommander station and then i ended up capturing that planet.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was playing some multiplayer FPS game and ingame paths were very dependent on the actions of player group, we were attacking some base at some point.

      Dream 3(fragments):

      I was in some video game which apparently was taking place near my home, we were fighting some enemies, then it was continued at home and there were multiple floors and lots of holes.
    8. Dream Journal Entry 20 - Reality Warping Senior Citizens, and a mall. -07-12-2013-

      by , 07-12-2013 at 08:27 PM (The Land of Dreams - SilentEternity's Dream Journal)
      AKA "How the hell did I not notice this was a dream?"

      This dream has a lot of blank spots in it, and it seems I was stuck in a loop.

      I found myself sitting next to someone, I cannot remember who, in a restraunt in a mall. Across from me is an elderly lady, one who doesn't appear to look like anybody I know. I'm also apparently not wearing clothes at all, and have a towel instead. Something happens, I get up, the lady gets up, too, I turn to run, and [blank spot].

      I then find myself looking at a map, for a You Are Here symbol. To my left, I think I was aware of a Millenium store, though I don't recall actually seeing it. I finally found where I was on the map, and according to it, my destination, which I cannot remember what it was, was to the right, then a left, then two rights from where I was. I start moving, [blank spot], and find myself at a dead end. I think there was an exit here, but it was pitch black outside, and the entrance itself was extremely dark, yet the glass was perfectly clear. The stairs were to my left, if I was facing away from the entrance. I could see another area on the other side of the stairs, but they ended at a wall. They went up, and then to the left and right. Underneath the stairs, there was no path to the other area, but rather a few stores. I moved back and forth about three times, trying to understand how this works [as, from one perspective, it was impossible to have those stores fit there], but failed to understand. Somehow, I'm not lucid. I notice that the floor tiles, stairs, etc. seem to be a golden-ish color, but still obviously normal for a mall [ie. not gold]. I turn to go up the stairs, and [blank spot].

      I find myself in the restraunt again. The scene there repeats itself, and at the blank spot, I find myself at a computer on some website. I was apparently playing some hybrid of a point-and-click game, platformer, and Choose Your Own Adventure book. It was 2D. I was playing a female character, who was standing next to another female character, who was apparently going to get married. We walked down the aisle to the altar, and found someone resembling a character from a forum game [Specifically, the blue Nelly from Paradise, but I doubt anyone here knows who that is, save one]. Something happens, and I run to the left, and [blank spot].

      Restraunt scene again, it repeats itself, and at the blank spot, I find myself running across a chasm, across a wooden beam, with about...thirty other people or so. When I got to the end, I couldn't see any people at all, and [blank spot].

      Restraunt scene, repeats itself, at the blank spot I'm playing some game nigh-identical to AI War. However, you could apparently zoom out to see the entire galaxy, seeing every planet at once, and I think that wormholes were extremely rare and you had to move between planets the old-fashioned way - moving between them normally. I used some cheat to get full vision, which apparently only included certain AI units that had a line-of-sight. I could see what I think were Warbird Starships moving around, and on the other side of the map, the AI had a few Hunter/Killers moving around. I paused and looked at them, and they had completely different names, save for the Mk3 version. I cannot remember what the names were, but I remember the name "Mary" and the word "Tomato." [Blank spot], and I found myself looking at some kind of .gif or something that only advanced when you weren't looking at it. Apparently the Hunter/Killer units turned into the .gif somehow, which involved several unidentified female anime characters moving around and talking. Then [blank spot].

      Restraunt scene, repeats itself, at the blank spot I'm back at the point-and-click platformer. When we get to the altar, Nelly suddenly throws me back, and I get knocked into the other screen, and land in what is apparently "corrupted water." I'm also transformed into a stone at this point. Nelly apparently says that this will purify the water, then transforms me into a bean and throws me into another large pool of water, then shrinks me down even more, kicking me back into the original pool of water. I can apparently move around still, by jumping around, and I manage to get back to the "wedding scene" and I'm transformed into my original character. I run across, holding a sword, go past the altar, [blank spot], and find myself at the beam again, only there's two beams now, the second one to the right of the first and slightly higher. I cross it with all the other people, several of which fall off, and at the other side I see a platform made of wooden boards. The second beam was definitely higher than the first, by about half a foot or so, despite both beams being perfectly straight, rigid, and originating at exactly the same level. Then, [blank spot].

      Restraunt scene again. I'm chatting with the person sitting next to me, something happens, but this time I take a lot of time to get up. I turn and run, and somehow the lady sitting across from me manages to catch up with me and just sort of grabs me on the shoulder. I stop instantly and turn around, and for some reason start trying to give excuses on how I could have been someone else [at one point I pointed out "no ID at all" and that I didn't have my wallet, and she pulled it out of her pocket. I also know that I was never pickpocketed, as I apparently didn't bring my wallet at all]. She says that she can accept this, or she'll get [forgot the name] to help me, and indicates some Japanese person next to me. At this point I finally put on some pants.

      Apparently I'm stuck in this mall. The reality-warping senior citizen [she definitely teleported during that chase, and I distinctly remember it as her actually teleporting] says that I can leave, but "they" are out there, indicating the pitch-black area outside. I say "Let me guess, safer in here than out there?" and she just nods. [Blank spot], and I [obviously] find myself exiting the mall. It's extremely dark, but I can still see clearly. It's cloudy out, there are no lights, there's a large overhang above me, and to the left are a number of bushes. There is definitely a parking lot. She is out here with me, and says [cannot remember]. I eventually mutter something about "Blowouts from STALKER" and then the sky starts lighting up in places, a red glow covers the area, I back up, and from the bushes comes what appears to be a massive, mutant black dog [or something similar]. I run back indoors, and close the door. I walk up to the other set of doors, turn around, and see one of the first set is slightly open. The one I didn't open. I immediately open the door I'm standing next to, step back inside the mall, and a [normal sized] black dog jumps at me, but is pulled away by someone else. I face the entrance, and notice that a small area, shrinking and expanding based on how far away I'm on it, is transparent, except static-y, but I can see through it. Everything else is pitch black. [Picture a sphere around me. Where it intersects the pitch black area, you can see through it but static].

      I turn around, and walk up to some gaming stand. Someone asks if "Criken" [a YouTube user] is currently here, and the person running the stand says no. I mutter something about "stuck in this mall for eternity and I just missed meeting Criken." The reality warper turns to me and says that everyone's here, apparently, and that there was an entire section of this place devoted to weapons, ammunition, etc. Some other girl, cosplaying as Samus [in the Zero Suit, not the Power Suit], jumps slightly, turns to face me, and asks when I got here. I say that I was here for a while, and then mutter "Who am I, Kellam?" [A character from Fire Emblem: Awakening]. [Blank spot], then the cosplayer turns to me and asks if I'm up for a few rounds of gaming. I say that I'm apparently a bit rusty, but sure. We turn around, the area behind the stand is now a gaming store, and there's a TV with some Call of Duty game in [I think it was Black Ops 2]. We pick up controllers [Probably Xbox 360], and the dream ends.
    9. Dream Journal Entry 19

      by , 07-12-2013 at 08:25 PM (The Land of Dreams - SilentEternity's Dream Journal)
      Forgot to post this one ages ago, apparently. Here it is.

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      A single fragment, unfortunately.

      I was in my room. It was apparently 6:00AM. One of my friends was there, and he was saying something.
    10. Mental movie time

      by , 07-12-2013 at 07:20 PM
      So, last night most of what i had were fragments you know like i pushed a tree down and whoop tree domino effect! It was fun except there was no story to these fragments that i can rember and i guess my mind sensed that so it made me a mental movie.

      What i call mental movies are dreams in which you do not participate but actully just watch the story unfold.

      MIne last night went like this.

      There was a guy and his dog in england and they had no place to stay. A young girl saw these two and gave them enough money for a hotel room for the night. The guy looked 15 while the girl was ethier 13 or 14. Anyways they talked for awhile then he was on his way.


      I woke up here.I looked at my phone it was 5 something so i said "ehhhh" and went back to sleep.

      WELL lucky me i was back in the mental movie with the girl it seemed she was home now and what a home it was. She lived in what looked like a fancy trailer. There was a wooded area to the back and a huge lake to the front with a gravel road seperating the two. She had a family consiting of her parents and her two brothers. And they seemed happy. Well the family needed to see the father off at the airport so everone except the girl went she stayed home and chilled. That is until there was a knock on the door and guess who was there!! It was the guy and his dog. Turned out the guy lived in the same area as the girl and had brought a present to thank her for as he says "Saying my life back in england" well the two started talking and talked for long time.

      About maybe an hour later the rest of the family is seen coming up the gravel road. Now the girls father is very protective of his daughter and if hes sees the guy may kill him. So the girl tells the guy to hide. And at that moment i suddenly take control of the guy so now I have to find place to hide i search the rooms and find a bedroom with alot of pillows i hide under a huge body pillow.

      Now the family has arrivied at the home and the dad sees the dog and the present and instaly starts searching the house. He looks in every room and when he comes to the one im in i notice that he doesnt look so tough so me being dumb as i am gets up from the hiding place and tries to confront the dad......

      BAD IDEA
      He slams into me and knocks me down on the bed and holds pair of sissors to my neck. He starts yelling at me and all i can say is "i was thaking your daughter for saving my life!!!"

      Finally he lets up but only after sticking a pen in my eye!! And he has an idea to punish his daughter for saving a stranger....he sends her to an accapuala camp (that crap in pitch perfect.....yeah i saw pitch perfect) and tells me he never wants to see me again. As i walk out the door i lock eyes with the girl we are both sadden.


      I wake up again. And go back to sleep.

      This time its back to mental movie mode. Im at the camp and see all the singers and groups. I spot the guy there and i know he hasnt given up on his girl.


      THE END
      Now can someone tell me why love stories are going off in my head!!!
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    11. My second lucid

      by , 07-12-2013 at 06:34 PM
      Legend: Lucid, Real Life, Non-Lucid, Semi-Lucid

      Olivia:

      I was in my garden and Olivia was there, she was talking to me about something that had happened at school (drama).

      Camp:


      I was at some camp with my friends and we were trying to hit on girls.


      False Awakening:

      I woke up and was going to go back to sleep, but it felt different.. so I did a reality check, got out of my bed, and then the dreams skips to me fighting some sort of witch and demon and as I tryed to change/remove them nothing would work..


      Adopting A Girl:


      My mom had adopted a girl (14 years old) and it turned out that I started liking her. IT all started out when she first walked in, we introduced us to her and overtime she seemed like a real sister, but , one day, we went to the pool and I tried telling her that I liked her. And it was as if she had no emotions, everything I did, did nothing! As soon as we got home a visitor was over so i said hi but she but she was no where to be seen. She ran off (and then i wake up)

      Updated 07-12-2013 at 06:40 PM by 64209

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    12. Ada Calls in Several Osprey Gunners and Shoots Luis Sera & Trying to Finish an Assignment

      by , 07-12-2013 at 05:35 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      12.07.2013
      Ada Calls in Several Osprey Gunners and Shoots Luis Sera [DILD] (DILD)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Okay, think I might get back into interpreting dreams a bit more, even though ultimately, asking the subconscious/unconscious directly would be more accurate. Either way, the point of this dream is that with the dream meanings with helicopters, sniper rifles, and aiming down a target with accuracy leads to an implication that I'm reaching some kind of higher level of thinking of something that was bothering me all this time with dream characters/thought-forms/figments of my imagination.


      Throughout the dream, I was a spectator, kind of like watching a screen of a dream character in a video game go through an area and such, except without the heads-up-display and what have you. Ada, specifically the version of her in Resident Evil 6, is going about infiltrating a base, but it seems like it was a floating base of some kind, because I can slightly feel the vibrations in the regions of her feet.

      There seems to be no one inside this base except her and me spectating her, so she's just moving about in a slightly dark aware with a few specks of lights here and there. There were black metal crates with silver linings on the sides and corners that were maybe 3-4 inches in width. It almost felt as if I was in a huge helicopter or even a Osprey gunner (in call of duty).


      The reason why that's the closest thing in my mind right now is because it was extremely spacious, and with the creates and objects surrounding Ada, it felt as if she was actually preparing an assault towards an area or even a person. So maybe she was just strolling around for the time being just to kill "dream time," I guess, if that makes any sense.

      I know what I said doesn't feel right, but I just meant that as in where we go on a journey in its entirety rather than actually teleporting to our destination.

      Anyway, I start feeling at ease being inside this Osprey gunner, but at the same time, because I'm wondering where in the world Ada is doing at such a high altitude, I felt that she had to be grounded somewhere, to at least take things a better pace rather than inside a Osprey gunner-esque.

      The reason for that is while something like this, being in a helicopter or some flying object that's huge, it can give us a sense of protection, but it also means we might have to ground ourselves so we don't go too quickly in our lives to where it ends up being a one step forward, two steps back experience.

      The dream shifts to where Ada seems to be on a ground surface, and we're both hearing the humming of helicopters and the Osprey gunner-esque flying vehicles roaring in the background. It wasn't loud to the point that it was distracting, just enough to where anyone can hear it with along with the vibrations from the sound waves.

      At this point, I could describe the dream environment, but honestly, everything is too dark and tedious to really get a good description of. They were merely objects that filled the environment, and paying particular attention to them didn't really matter. Ada finds a window, she gets her right leg and kicks it I believe (or probably just uses the sniper rifle to destroy it completely), and she gets out of the dark area by putting her hand at the bottom edge of the window and doing a side twist with her lower body region to the other side.

      She's now in an environment where the overall color is brown, the surface below her has a mix of brown soil and maybe dead brown grass, just like the image below:


      The region she's on now, it's like a mini-cliff that spans about maybe 10-12 feet in width, and if she stepped any further, it would be a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG fall to the bottom. So just imagine the environment beyond that mini-cliff as mixes of gray, red, and other colors that were blurry because there wasn't much focus for them.

      She encounters a man to the right of her that looks a lot like Luis Sera from Resident Evil 4, and it seems she's aware that he would be there initially.

      Spoiler for big image:


      He's wearing a darker outfit, probably just a black jacket over his current costume that's similar to the image above. Just being around him made me feel he had something up his sleeve, and even though Ada seemed to be confident that he was perfectly fine, something was not right.

      I started getting these tingling sensations on the sides of my stomach, dream body or waking life, they started to get stronger and stronger
      (and there wasn't anything in waking life that contributed to that).

      I'm not so sure if Ada picked this up initially, and based on what will happen next, it's safe to presume she did know, but she was just pretending to be casual towards the Luis Sera look-alike. She quickly flirts with him, but they were laconic to where it didn't really add substance to the conversation. There was something that made Ada immediately use her Sniper rifle and aims it towards Luis Sera.

      She shoots him with high accuracy, and the moment she shoots him, he's pushed off the mini-cliff, but somehow, he's still alive, only with his face removed and his skull showing and I think it was covered in flames as well. He's just standing there levitating, and it feels like this guy is going to be difficult to take down.

      NOPE.

      Ada had several Osprey Gunner-esque flying vehicles floating above her, and they all aimed and Luis Sera......and he's dead, or at least disappeared immediately the moment the flying vehicles came. One Osprey Gunner is a shitty mess together to take down in call of duty unless you have a lock-on missile launcher, but 5-7 of them? Nothing, at least a singular entity in the dream, could stand up against that, unless they were invincible. But that didn't seem to be the case, thankfully.

      After the Luis Sera dream character disappears, Ada gets her grapple gun, aims it at one of the Osprey Gunner, and finally gets into it. Like the scenario in the link below, except she gets into the Osprey Gunner like flying vehicle and is wearing her RE6 outfit


      From there, I can't remember what happens next, but the next dream that probably came after it, adds on to the dream meaning.

      Okay, so in a nutshell, with the Luis Sera only having a skull after being shot, with how skull is interpreted in dreams, it means a sense of danger, and also repressed feelings and all that combined with feeling that we're at a dead end situation. So as Ada was talking with the person, when she shot him with the sniper rifle, which obviously means higher accuracy and tackling a problem with accuracy, either means:

      - I'm getting over an aspect of myself that gave me negative vibes of concepts of life or just me in general

      - Ada is probably killing those repressed feelings behind the dream character Luis Sera that only had a skull and body instead of a face for some other reason

      - Ada finally found something I needed to get rid of, and with her being on the ground, she's working at her own pace rather than being on top of a helicopter, and being inside or on top of a helicopter generally means one should take things at a slower and practical pace. Because she called in those huge helicopters, it gives a sense of security and stability in being able to control one's life and have a higher level of thinking over something that's bothering them. They found a way to justify the mechanics of what they wanted to solve initially, and now that it's taken care of, Ada going back to the helicopter means she's going back to moving at a quicker pace, but also is able to go back and forth through land and air with ease.

      And the important item here is the Grappling Gun, the item that acts as a conduit in her being able to move up and down and about anywhere with ease. Because of this, it can often lead her to going into too many places at once, but with practice and experience, she uses the grappling gun only when it's necessary.

      Because the same grappling gun can be spammed to death in the dream to get out of the situation like the skull dream character, but instead, she eliminates the part of myself that was insecure, seals the deal, and grapple hooks her way back to the helicopter, waiting there and doing whatever until there's another problem that comes up that I need justification or a way to solve.

      Because of that, because there were several Osprey Gunner like flying vehicles, it most likely reflects on how I conceptualized the unconditional love and security the mind can give a person, if they know how to accept it being a double edged sword (and by that, I mean that despite of the unconditional love, it can be your worse enemy, because when you have nightmares, the more you reject them, the more apparent they'll come unless you take some measures to end it, or it becomes repressed and comes back later on in your life).

      So with that, it could mean many other things, but I have a decent understanding of the dream. Maybe it was just an example of how a dead end situation (with the mini-cliff) was just for experimenting and amusement, but not necessarily having an underlying meaning.

      However, because of her being on the cliff, it can symbolize there's a life-altering decision where I can't hold on to the beliefs I had before. And with the dream I had of Ada previously in the link below:

      I realized that Ada seemed to just jump off the edge of the castle walk-way in that same dream in the link above. And usually, if you jump off a cliff, it can symbolize there's forced change that I wasn't ready to be prepared for for that dream.

      So with this dream I just now, I am able to climb over that difficulty, because I now accepted a cold and hard truth towards a concept I'm trying to understand more on a higher level. And because Ada has those attack flying vehicles by her side at her command, I am now at a higher level of thinking towards the concept I had difficult sugar-coating. The sugar-coating itself is now eliminated because I know the truth, and I can come to terms with that truth.

      I can now use those helicopters, and Ada can use the grappling hook to connect herself to land and air with ease, that she's able to balance between being too ambitious while on the helicopter (going at a fast pace), and going back to the ground surface to take things slow.

      It reflects that despite of the situations where I feel there's a dead-end, I will have to start looking into myself more to make life-altering decisions in order to climb over that dead-end, and continue being someone that wants to progressively learn through self-improvement.

      And I know what those set of situations are, because of the dream I have next with school and classrooms, it basically means I'm in the process of getting used to the life-altering decision that I was going over in my mind recently.




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      12.07.2013
      Trying to Finish an Assignment and Going to Class (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Basically, I signed myself up for a random class that seems to not make any sense in whatever I was aiming for in the dream. I think it was a flight simulation class (kind of funny that occurs after the helicopter thing in the previous lucid dream).

      Anyway, I was sitting in a random room of what seems to be a university of some sort, and as I'm typing things on the computer, I get this feeling of being rushed, that I need to take care of the assignment now. I'm not so sure if I was procrastinating and had to rush through, but whatever it is, I'm too anxious to get things done in this random assignment.

      I look at the paper, which didn't make sense in terms of the syntax and wording, and I look back at the computer once more. There's a clock on a wall to the left of me, and I look at it, and it seems that 5PM is the time I have to get things done and head to my next class. The assumption with that came about when each tick made me want to rush more, and I decided that because I couldn't finish everything, I might as well accept what I did now and head to class.

      I quickly head to class, and surprisingly, no one is there, I'm actually early too. I didn't enter the class as yet, and I just happened to find a girl coming out of the room I was planning to go into. She starts giggling, and I ask her what's so funny, and she states the teacher is busy watching porn on his Media device player.

      Lol.

      I wanted to see if she was lying, but she's right, this guy is going through porn pictures of naked women, one that looks Hispanic (maybe Brazilian if I want to be more specific). He doesn't seem to care who's entering the room, he's just casually getting his libido filled up with the porn, and after that,
      I can't recall what's happening next.


      But the dream meaning was apparent like the lucid dream before it. There's something I'm trying to learn (and the teacher is just a distraction). The girl giggling and laughing probably means I need to let go of some things and not build so much pressure on myself, kind of like what I did when I tried to finish an assignment in a dream before it reached 5PM.

      So yeah. That's all I remember, and honestly, two dreams recalled is more than enough for me seeing how their themes were apparent.
    13. Alaskan dream numero uno! The only one I might add.

      by , 07-12-2013 at 05:17 PM
      Length: ~5 min
      Type: Lucid

      I was in some sort of generic warehouse. With brown boxes stacked high. At the top there was a window. I was walking with some other guy towards them. I didn't get a good view of him, until I stopped to tell him I was dreaming, like I always do. He had brown whiskers all along his face. He had brown-ish black-ish hair too. He reminds me of this guy called Steve, who used to be my language arts teacher in like, 3rd grade. I told him I was dreaming, then decided I would try flying. Either I was nervous about it, and that's what caused me crashing, or its just my first time, either way, I was aiming for the window to do a sort of superman "coming-through-window" sort of thing, but I hit just to the right. I flew halfway through the wall, then woke up.

      How I became lucid, was through doing a random reality check. Almost forgot that.
    14. Concert 7/11/13

      by , 07-12-2013 at 05:16 PM
      So it started off at a Sleeping with SirensAssasination of Bush-sleeping_with_sirens_by_ellieraehey-d326elf.jpg concert. I was able to sneak in towards the end of the concert. Then some producer guy came in and told us to leave because an old 80's singer needed the stage. All the fans protested and I tried to start a chant "Sleeping with Sirens, Sleeping with Sirens." But no one else joined in so my friend(don't remember who it was. I didn't pay much attention to them anyways) got up and left.
      Then we walked into a One Direction concert. Since I f*cking hate them, I told my friend "I got an idea." As they started singing one of their stupid songs. I ran onstage, grabbed the microphone and started playing a hardcore Pierce the VeilAssasination of Bush-logo.jpg song into it.
    15. Too Lazy to Elaborate

      by , 07-12-2013 at 05:08 PM
      There was stuff about minecraft enemies, there was a tiger and some flying slimes, and an island where everyone was vegetarian, and a presentation of everyone involved in the making of a Sherlock fanfiction, and there was a murderer on the loose but a lady was insisting that he wasn't as bad as people were making him out to be because she woke up and saw him leaving her bedroom one time, and said that he must have slept with them in their bed, and then he left instead of murdering them. I was pretty sure that was actually me, though, since I was spending the night at their house in the other room, but I had to go through their room to get to the bathroom, and I had to go to the bathroom at a late time.

      I had to sing a song that a lady had written on stage for the first time, and so I was reading the lyrics and singing them at the same time, and it ends with saying, "I'm done" very many times in a row, and at first I was just kind of mumbling them because I thought it was stupid, but then I got more and more into it and tried harder and harder because if I just mumbled them, then it would sound even more stupid than actually trying to sing these words, and I didn't want to let down the lady who wrote them, anyway.
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