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I had a dream last night that was kind of nightmarish. My coworkers Dan, Dustin, and I were all giants; like Gulliver's Travels size, so that as we waded through the ocean the waves lapped up against our knees. We were wading our way down towards Antarctica. Why? When you're that tall, why not?

We got to the south pole, and from my perspective, the entirety of the Antarctic continent was about the size of an extra large pizza with a conical shaped mountain in the center. We stood around it, gawking and joking about how small it was in person. For some odd reason, I remember dipping my finger into the waters just offshore of the continent and schools of tuna would swarm around it. They would disperse and reconvene as I raised and dipped my finger, so I did it for a little bit out of amusement.

I turned my attention back to the continent, and the was a yellow mamba snake coiled around the mountain wearing a yellow cloth hood (?). Dan and Dustin encouraged me to grab it and toss it, but I was so terrified I couldn't move (actually sleep paralysis). I tried to back away from the snake, worried it would turn around and strike, but I literally could not move because my body was still in sleep paralysis. Eventually my bod came to and in turn I awoke from the dream. Snake averted!

Well, about 6 months ago maybe longer, I had a few friends I always hung out with.
I met them through an ex, when we broke up I kept hanging out with that group and my ex went with his original "homies" haha. There were only 2 girls in the group, me and my friend Jamie. Both of us like people. No strict gender policy. She liked me a lot and I liked her as well but she lived in another state (7 hours away) So I told her that was the reason it'd never work. But we did have a intimate relationship. We cuddled a lot and talked and it WAS amazing but I really really messed up I believe. She found out about some things later and she hated me. Or strongly disliked me I guess you could say. At the same time as me liking her, I also liked my boyfriend I have now . (this is long but its kind of important to me for a couple dreams) well Jamie and I became friends again she forgave me surprisingly . She hasn't been down since shes been upset and I am nervous to how it will go when I do see her. STUPIDLY I feel my feelings coming back for her. I think I know why that is happening though... and it's not important enough to lengthen this anymore then it already is.

She has dreams of me still both romantic and intimate. And for the first time a couple weeks ago I had my first dream about her. We were both just sitting in my friends room on a bed together just talking and enjoying each others company and with a unspoken bond growing. It felt really good..

Last night, I had dream she was down in Florida again and we were all hanging out at my friends house drinking. Jamie and I were sharing a big chair and she kept kissing me and my boyfriend just kept looking at me not really saying anything. I loved it though. I also hated it because I was almost completely sure when she sobered up she would be so mad at me for letting her kiss me after all we have been through. But it was cute little kisses she kept giving me! And a lot of them! It was the sweetest. Anyway, everyone ends up going to sleep. I decided to sleep in a different room away from everyone else. That's basically it. I told her about the dream this morning and I hate that both times I've had those dreams I wake up HAVING to tell her, at least, that she was in them.

Alright, this is one of my longest dreams, although it was kinda hazy and not much happened. Pretty sad, too. I was feeling kinda down for the whole morning.

Lucid?: Nah.

Time Period: Late Medieval - Victorian.

Percieved Length: About two days.

I think I should start with some backstory. In this dream, whoever I was, I belonged to a group of mercenaries. I don't know what we were called, but we wore blue clothing so I have named this group the 'Bluecoats'. This is actually pretty irrelevent and doesn't really play a large role in the dream.
I was in love with a DC, who was the daughter of a rich nobleman.

Alright, so the dream began with me and 'my love' (don't even know her name) sitting in a garden. We were talking, and eventually she invited me to meet her father. I told her that this was not likely going to go down well, me being a 'mercenary'. She said it would be fine.

The next day, I arrived at her house/manor/castle/estate, I don't really remember. We had dinner and her father seemed alright. I remember giving her a red rose at some point.

Some time during the evening, she wandered off on her own. I went looking for her. She was standing on the balcony overlooking the main entrance. She closed her eyes, and fell, with the rose still in her hand. I don't know why. All I remember after that was her father kneeling over her corpse, staring at me in disbelief.

Final Verdict:
Goddamnit.

we were at some hotel, "take off that swim suit so i can see that cute lil butt" she said.

i laughed to myself. i felt warm inside. i think we went swimming together

later she was paintingt or somthing, i got all nervous for some reason

i told her to come to me. frustrated she came over, and i stood up and tried to kiss her, it was a really weird french kiss my mouth like went way over hers.

i pulled away quickly. she was upset

the dream ended

woke up went back to sleep

dreampt about...

I'm in a church stalking a priest, we've become aware that he's possessed and plans to murder some of his congregation. I'm in the back row of pews. There's a narrow gap in the pews and on the other side are my associates. Ahead of us the priest is talking about evil vigilantes trying to hinder the will of God and mentions Spider-man by name.
This is unspeakably funny. I start cracking up and desperately stifle giggles behind my hand. Why? Next to me is a blonde woman who is part of our group. In front of her is Peter Parker. She realizes why I'm laughing and cracks a smile.
I lean over, "Well...this is awkward, isn't it?" Peter glances at me and smiles a little. He's better at hiding than I am, apparently. I know I'm being really unprofessional. I school my expression and sit back to watch the sermon. The priest is then talking about the Chosen in the congregation, marked by the flower emblem on their chests. He has called us to, if we choose, join him up front. It isn't time yet. I make eye contact with a woman to my left. She has noticed I'm wearing the mantle of the church, a light blue jacket with a large circle on the front. It's divided evenly, and when it hangs closed the sides of the emblem meet seamlessly. The circle is mostly pink with yellow flowers in the middle. I don't know how to describe the material. It's something I've seen before on quilts?

I wake and roll over. The next dream is like a game. There are recently turned zombies in my house and I know I have to kill them before they work themselves into a killing frenzy. They've gathered by a wall of windows and press themselves to the glass, groaning. I pick up what looks like a white table leg where the end has been carved into a curved .....fine. It looks a little like this except one end looks more like a hook. AntiqueWeaponStore

I think how good this will be for zombie killing, all I have to do is club them in the head, the hook with pierce their brains easily.
Something about leaping to different platforms above the spot where the zombies are?

No supplements this time, I decided to just go clean and see what happens. I did smoke a little during the day, but not much, and not too soon before going to bed.

#1 - How Did This Become About Aliens? [Non-Lucid]

I was at some house party with JE and JG, among other people who I can't quite recall now, and we were all lying around or sitting on this bed in the dark waiting to each get pizza from JG one at a time, or something really odd like that. When he was calling me to get mine I suddenly realized that I was naked and felt really embarrassed, but it was really dark so I quickly made a grab for my pants and cami which I saw on the ground not too far from me and slipped them on. I went over to JG and got my pizza, like in a personal pan-sized box, and then I decided to head out (and the pizza just kind of disappeared in the process). I was walking to the door and this big dog came up and tried to get outside, but I held it back and went out and just started pacing back and forth in front of the door for R to get there to pick me up. I started anxiously texting him, but then after a minute JG came out to tell me that R was already sitting in the car parked in the driveway, even though when I looked a second later I didn't see anyone there.

I went over and got in the car and, down on the street, this car pulls up and a group of mean looking thugs or something get out. We drive off recklessly, swerving and barely missing obstacles along the way, and eventually we accidentally hit some of the thugs. R (though I'm not sure it's actually him) drives us off quickly so we can get away before they come beat the shit out of us and we end up in some frozen and snowy lake, which was the first sign of this kind of weather in the dream. Suddenly I had a third-person view of the thugs trying to figure out who we are, and they were referring to us as aliens (and I had a mental image of me being a humanoid one, while R or whoever looked like Roger from American Dad!) when someone pointed out that there were just some aliens at JG's house, so they decided to go ask him about us. It flashes back to us now except that it's still in third-person and we've become Robin (Cobie Smulders) and Barney (Neil Patrick Harris) from How I Met Your Mother. I could guess who was supposed to be who but I can't really say for sure, I didn't feel a distinct connection to either since this was all very detached still. Robin was freaking out about the situation but Barney was saying don't you get it? Something had to have started all of this alien business, and it might have been there at that lake. However, before he could really go any further with that thought, I woke up.

#2 - Just An Ordinary Office [DILD]

Something led up to this part of the dream, but the first thing I really remember is when me, Butters from South Park, his dad, a psychiatrist, and a cat all walked into this nice little room that was visibly (through the windows) on the first floor of some building we were in. Butters had some kind of supposed emotional problems that needed discussing, and the psychiatrist started talking about how she had the perfect method to make him feel better. It sounded really deep and caring, until she started saying about how wonderful it would be to do... whatever it was (some form of relaxation or self-expression I think, but it's hard to recall now) "as a lesbian". As she was saying all this, I became lucid. Poor Butters was just starting to get really confused as always, and I start petting the cat who's still walking around the room and laughing my ass off at how ridiculous this is. I started thinking about someone I know in waking life who always has stories about how when something funny happens in one of her dreams she wakes up in a fit of laughter, so it made me a little cautious not to make myself wake up but thankfully that never happened. I started observing everything around me just to stabilize a bit, and I decided to go through this other door in the room (aside from the one we came through) that I perceived as leading to the closet, but I wanted it to lead somewhere else.

I opened the door and there was a hallway in it, and as I turned around and it left my sight while I was closing the door, I willed it to lead to some kind of work office. I'm not sure why I chose this exactly, I guess I just thought it would be more likely to happen since I could easily picture it in the kind of environment I was already in. It worked, and I suddenly felt that I was no longer on the first floor of the building. I walked down and this guy walked past me and smiled at me, so I just kind of smiled back while I was still busy stabilizing, but then I decided I should stop worrying about that and just be confident that the dream will hold itself together for at least a little bit. I turned back around and said hey to the guy and asked if I could see his shirt, just to see what it said. It was one of those things where there are two phrases that each have one word the same and in the image they're combined so that they each end up at that word (or sometimes start from that word, but not this time) and that particular word is only written once, you know? The two things it said were "PUSH IT" and "SHOVE IT", with the 'IT' being at the bottom. The whole thing was made out of craftily placed black and orange borders, and I'm not sure if it would have actually made sense in reality or if it just worked because I only focused on one section of the shirt at a time, but I did think it was pretty cool and I told him so. He got all happy and was like "Isn't it?" or something like that, and then walked off.

I kept walking through the office a bit and came across a few people, a couple guys sitting at desks and a girl just kind of standing around. I walked up to the girl and asked what's up, and she says something like they're just hanging around, and then she asks me if I want to dance. I say sure and we do a dorky little dance for a moment (you know when you like just raise your fists up to your shoulders and barely shake back and forth a bit? ), and then she asks me if I want a piece of paper. I'm like um, sure? And she reaches over and grabs one with something on it from a printer that was sitting next to us. I reached out to take it from her but she pulled it back and started telling me something, and I think it was about something I had to do to get the paper, but the dream started becoming flat and seeming distant, and then it faded away and I woke up.

I thought about trying to fall back asleep and go for more, but I kind of had to go to the bathroom when I woke up and I was already alert enough that I knew that afterward I would be too awake to really have a chance at it, so I just decided to fully get up then.

I escaped from a prison. I disguised as a guard and fled. I am waiting in a field for a friend. She came in bi-cycle to pick me. I went my house. I spinned to stabilize my dream. I am exploring my world. Long roads lying till horizon, grassy field and a hill. I saw old temple. I climb up the temple. Its a very old temple. I fell down. Then I woke up.

I'm sure some of you are tired of posts about "Cheating/Love" dreams.
But the dreams I have are so realistic, and frank that i really need answers. My great grandmother had a gift of premonition , and i was always told to listen to my dreams. Well not every single dream. But the real serious ones. Like the one i had last night ...
This dream was about us going out to a resturant to celebrate my birthday, we were walking to the resturant and suddenly he started speeding up his pace (which is something he really does in public when we're out and i hate it) so i started to get frustrated and reminded him "we are a couple, we should be walking together hand in hand". He brushed it off. Before we could get to our destination a girl caught his eye. A smiled appeared across his face, and no matter how i reacted he would stop not smiling. He then informed me that she was an ex, who he loved dearly. He went forward with saying "she loves me a lot," getting panicky i shouted "But we are in love, i love you!" He still didnt stop smiling. Then he shouted out her name "Jazz! Jazz! Jazz!" (he doesnt have an ex named jazz in reality) She kept walking, then out of no where a microphone appeared in his hand, and he continued to shout her name over the mic. I was astonished. So when he caught up with her they said their hellos, and he went in for a hug, but i stepped in the way. A bracelet he gave me latched onto her and fell off my wrist onto the ground. She picked it up and handed it to me, then walked off. He was still in a daze... i cried so hard i woke out of my sleep crying.. Ugh, i hate these type of dreams.. But should I be worried? Some of the things he did in the dream are thing he does in real life such as, brush me off when im making a point, walk ahead of me when we're out and about, and ignore me when something bothers me. I know he loves me, but i wonder if he's falling out of love with me. By the way, im 5months pregnant and it scares me to think my fiance doesn't want me. Someone Help!

I left the school running and looking for some girl. A. was sitting outside, at least I thought it was A. so I called her name twice. When she turned around, I noticed that this isn't A. but some other girl, and I told myself I was dreaming. Then, probably out of fear, I insulted her so she got up and started chasing me. After a bit of running I wanted to fly so I did. I managed to see the panorama of my city, it was beautiful. After that, I wished that I could see the Earth and other planets up close. After a bit of trying, my wish came true. There I was, right in front of our planet, looking at her in awe, and then hugging her and sending her positive vibes. After a while, my mother came in and tried to wake me up because breakfast was on the table. Eventually I woke up. What I didn't realise was that this was only a false awakening. The dream went on, without me being conscious.

Met Scott M. and he was helping with my apartment building. There was Misti, Misty, and Heidi. We were in class? I was going somewhere with Scott - the house I grew up in. He put a ring on my finger - east/west marquis diamond in rose gold, with pave on the shank. The diamonds on the shank were crooked. It fit. M, M, and H were competing for his attention. Pretty. Smiles. Soft. Shower. There was a rocket ship in there somewhere.

Dream switched to after class. I saw myself on tv, where I had won a Figure Skating competition in Alabama. Heidi's dad pointed it out to me.

the first half of this dream is a ND. the rest is an LD. here it is. i was in a big city, i enterd a building. inside it was like a fast food restaurant. i seen a 2 male teenagers sitting at the front. they looked like little Evil hoodlums . one of them had a big stack of huge quarters but they werent quarters they were checks on the back. he was counting them most of them had 2.50 to 5.50 $ on them. i asked him if i could have one, so i could get something to eat. he gave me the biggest aditude and was acting like a real jerk i dont remember what he said though. i do remember calling him a little asshole and mooning him and fliping him off on my way out the door . then i ran into a lady and pushed her against the door . i told her i was so sorry :sorry: i was trying to get away from those pricks and i pointed to them. the lady reckegnized them and ran away to get the cops. they came out the door and booked it. they must have stollen those quater checks or something. i got lucid after that and flew way up into the clouds. i didnt want to get involved this time. Then i started singing im dreaming, dreaming la-de-da-de-da yah . then i went down through the clouds i saw an island. i floated above it to see the differant types of buildings. i said to myself which one do i want to go see. i decided to go in front of one that was made from a tree. on the front it said An Inn. with a bell and wierd symboles on it. There was no one around it was a ghost town . The building and stuff looked new though. I started to read stuff i picked up a box of something and read the back. It had the bell and the wierd symboles like the building. I put the box down and picked up a bottle. It looked like a bear and tasted like it too. I read the lable same bell and symboles but there was some fine print on this one. It was starting to get blurd and my eyes hurt. I snaped my fingers and said glasses to make my glasses apear. I put them on thinking it would make things clearer. Oh no it made things soo blury and my eyes started to sting bad . I woke up after that.

I am at what appears to be a large outdoor festival at night. There’s a bonfire with big open air tents scattered throughout the area. I notice that there are quite a lot of beautiful young women. Interestingly they are wearing armor so I assume it is some kind of renaissance festival.

Anyway they are very seductive with people that pass by. One of them grabs me by the hand and presses me against the wall kissing my cheek. She looked kind of like this:

“Tell me your dreams,” she whispers in my ear.

Something doesn’t feel right. I look over at another man that was enamored with one, and as he speaks to her, a blue energy leaves his head and is absorbed into the girl. Then it hits me. They feed off of the memory of people’s dreams. If I told her any dream memory – she would steal it from my mind and erase any recollection of the experience I had.

“No,” I say and push her away

“Please!” she begs and grabs my hand. I just shake it away.

I decide to fly above the crowd and notice there were a lot of these women. I wonder what they are. I dub them “dream sirens”. There is a big contraption in the middle of the gathering that they would turn on when they pushed people in - to forcibly suck dream memories out of their souls.. It’s actually kind of scary. I have a hard time remembering what exactly this machine looked like.

My dreams are obviously extremely important to me so there was no way I was going to allow that. After a while of trying to escape from these girls (each kept trying to pull me toward them) a bell rings.

“It's time for the final and most important extraction,” one of them looks at me. “And we choose you.”

Now all of them are grabbing me and pushing me toward the center of the pit to force my dreams out of my head. I scream and kick, trying to get them off of me but it didn’t work and they keep pushing me toward the center.
Before I reach it the dream ends.

February 24, 2013 - 5 hours in - 2 minutes - WBTB, SSILD, MILD, DS

Woke via alarm after 3.5 hours and did about 6 SSILD cycles of gradually increasing length. Afterward I fell asleep to a mantra of "1, I'm dreaming, 2, I'm dreaming, 3..." while trying to visualize each digit.

I am in the other bedroom reading a glossary in a book on the nightstand and three terms each starting with "Dream," one of them being "Dream within a dream," are set apart in the list, with descriptions after each one. 'This kind of thing [of randomly reading about dreams] happens to me a lot in dreams,' I thought to myself. Still, possibly because of the mundane setting, and also because I could remember a lot of what I did recently (whether this actually occurred in the dream I don't know), I was certain it was reality. Still, I thought I would check, just because. I plug my nose and inhale successfully.

What a surprise! I thought to myself, "If this is a dream, anything could be a dream!" But now I am fully lucid and I rub my hands to stabilize. J. is here and I plug my nose and inhale and ask J. what she thinks, but she doesn't react much. I say to her, "We're in a dream right now!" She makes a skeptical yet confused face and says, "Okay."

Next I try the finger through palm reality check. I push the first two fingers on my right hand through my left palm, causing the skin to stretch like rubber and making quite an indentation through the other side. I push harder and feel it push through, but look and see the fingers are now only between the other hand's fingers, not through the palm. I try twice more and get the same results. One last time, I push lower down and with a better angle, and it keeps stretching, but for some reason I don't push through all the way. I guess even in a dream I don't feel like damaging my hand.

She wants to hug me goodbye (like reality) and I unthinkingly comply. As I lean over to do so, I wake up instantly.

I remember being at a party, and recognising a bunch of friends. Then I was dancing with a girl, whom I did not recognise. After that we were talking with some other people, half of which were the friends I recognised. I remember the dream being very pleasant and feeling good while in it.

Date: February 25, 2013 ||| Time Block: 1:00 PM to 2:00 PM ||| Length: 3 minutes. ||| Lucidity: level 2. ||| Entry Type: DILD ||| Major Methods: BAT

Methods: lay in bed to take a nap; was battling the intensification of tinnitus until I fell asleep.

Summary: found myself in bed at some point; had the suspicion I was dreaming, so tried plugging my nose; had strange effects on my stomach area, but not regular effects; it was inconclusive, but I was leaning towards it meaning I was dreaming; I tried another reality check and confirmed I was dreaming; woke up soon after; went downstairs, and was doing stuff, then realized I hadn't done a reality check; thought I was probably still dreaming, and then snap, this was confirmed when I found myself back in bed; I immediately a reality check, of plugging my nose; the same inconclusive results as of earlier, so I tried the other one; knowing I was dreaming, I rolled off the bed; I remembered I wanted to try playing piano, so I tried playing them mentally; it kind of worked, but not very well; I decided to just go over and use my piano; problem's that I could barely see, and barely move, so I got stuck up against the piano; decided I would give up on that, and just stare at the blue reflection thing, that looked like the sky; I did, then my whole field of view transformed into what looked like the inside of a crystal ball surrounded by sky; tried thinking about particular things to see if it would change what I was seeing; thought of 'B', and saw it form out of the cloud particles, between the crystal edge artifact things; tried 'A, B, C', and saw 'A, C, B, 3' form out from the cloud particles; heard the ding of the doorbell; saw the 'B' fade, but in its place be an exact match up of blanket threads; then saw my post from Facebook, the very bottom of it; yet, for some reason looking back I can't place exactly when this occurred, because I also remember immediately getting up after hearing the doorbell, to go downstairs; very strange, I still don't know exactly what happened.