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I started off having some kind of anxiety dream about being late for school or something. When I arrived at school, I knew something was fishy about the situation because this has been such a common dream for me.
I do a nose-plug reality check, and find out I can breathe. I do it again, and confirm that I am, in fact dreaming. At this point, I was in my high school's parking lot and it was very foggy. (Not in that the dream itself was unstable, but the area was realistically foggy)
I began to go about my business. I tried to stabilize, and I yelled out "I'm lucid dreaming!"
A dream character turned around. "Oh, No you dont!" He yelled as he ran at me. He was a pale and thin man, quite a bit taller than me in a black leather coat. He had short black hair.
He tried to punch me, but (being lucid) I kicked him in the chest and sent him flying back several feet. He pulled out a knife and ran towards me again. He tried to stab me in the left shoulder, but the knife broke when it hit me.
Another dream character showed up, quite a bit younger with dirty blonde hair in a sort of bowl cut. I just stood there to see what they would do. The black haired man took out a handgun and started shooting at me. I looked down in front of me and saw the bullets hitting my body and falling on the pavement.
The blonde man opened the trunk of a red car and took out an assault rifle, something like an AK-47 or something. He handed it to the black haired man. "Here! Try this!"
Sure enough he started shooting me. The bullets were just falling on the ground and I was confident these DCs would just give up eventually. I didn't realize that I was losing stability.
The Blonde man reached into the trunk again and took out an RPG. He handed it off to the black-haired man who shot it at me. I held up my hand and sort of caught the blast in my palm, deflecting the explosion away from me.
I woke up.

Sort of sucks that I just stood there. But at the same time, funny to see DCs fail at killing me.

I am on a slide and it has just rained so it is slippery, which makes slides more fun. As I was sliding down this red slide, it curved and somehow i flew off the curve and went off a great distance. I try to grab on to something but end up falling onto the ground. I get up and I am fine. There is this kid on the swing set hypnotizing another kid. I try to slap him out of it but the hypnotizer says I must beat him at a swing challenge. I get on the swing and he gets on the other swing. A reality shift occured. The swing became much larger and much higher off the ground. The swings swung at each other instead of with each other. Each time we swung past each other we tried to knock the other off the swing. I hit him causing him to fall but he hung on to the swing, prolonging the challenge.

I knock him off for good and I win. The dream changes again. It is dark but I am still at a playground. I am with some guys that seem to be friends. A man started to come after us and I went down the slide and started to run, I hear gun shots go off and my friends fall to their feet. Then I get shot and the dream changes again. I am on a train this time. There is this man with a strange blue line on his back he says it's "bread" and one of the passengers say "Everything is made of bread" I then go on and ramble on how everything is made of atoms. I believe my exact words were. "Atoms are the building blocks of all matter, how you put them together determins what it becomes. There is saying that everything is made of energy and energy is..whoops, I meant to say that matter is just condensed energy" they tell me that "the point of this is just stupid"

I wake up after this.

I am in this strange house all disoriented, go around walking and do a RC… alright this is a dream but why can’t I remember other dreams? Try to sit down and meditate it or scan back but there is nothing, I can remember events from the past so wasn’t killed either, how strange.

Try to walk but it is difficult, fly over to the other side of the house and find myself in a Chinese-like town, except everything is the wrong color and there is a weird style I can’t quite pinpoint, the dream starts to fade and I use scan again to check the edges. Stupid Nathan made an anti-dream seal… it doesn’t helps I am sick as hell and can’t sleep properly.

Back to sleep.

Watching a Kung Fu Panda movie, RC but gravity is stable and like normal everything else fails. I question whether what Nathan did will last for long or what, sleeping 3 hours I should remember at least 4 dreams not 1… ah this is a new movie? Apparently just a special chapter from the TV program they did based on the movie, how boring.

Also question if my dreams are non-existent because of lucidity, the dream seemed stable until I became lucid and then how I hate that guy. I am trying to be nice to him and he pays me with this kind of thing? Will be mad tonight…

Probably the absolute most craziest dream I've ever had in my life: It's been awhile since I wrote an entry in my journal. I just had a dream that I went to my uncle's house to meet my fortune telling aunt. But we randomly had to go to a church. When we went outside of the house, my mom was taking down a basketball goal with something, i forgot what it was. There was also a "Twitter" logo on the ground (the website). So my dream teleports me to this church where apparently a bunch of political campaigns are being run. There is a whole lot of mudslinging and a lot of horrible things being said. Then my aunt comes to me with a phone that looks like it was made in the 90's. I take it from her and listen. I could hardly make out a word the woman said. Just the , this group of mudslingers comes up to my car and yells "Michaels is a <racial slur>, vote for some the other guy." I then yell at my dad to drive forward a little because we were in a car. When we got up there I got yelled at over the phone for not listening to her speak. So then, theres these weird things that i noticed in the sky that seemed to look like moons, they were blocked by the atmosphere kinda like how the moon looks when you see it during the day, there was two of them. Then the brightness of the light outside gets nuked, it would be like going from noon to close to sunset instantly. My dad says "oh its just an extraterrestrial phenomenon." Then I look up at the sun, its slowly burning out. "Yep, i guess the sun is burning out." My dad said calm as ever. I woke up.

I learned my lesson to never take Robitussin before bed. Lol

Yesterday (17th January) I'd 2 fragments, forgot to write them up that day, so doing it now.


Bedtime: 23:00
Wakeup(alarm): 06:10

Food stores stockroom (FRAGMENT)
Me and a school class hided in a stockroom/warehouse at a food store.
There was no meaning, we only seemed to do it for fun.


Sims girl (FRAGMENT)
A girl on The sims social Facebook game told me she was interested in me and wanted me.



That's it.
Now I'm alone in my gf's flat/apartment for about 1 whole week (atleast what's planned so far). Therefor, I may try out meditation, WILD, WBTB and stuffs that can be great if being alone to avoid being disturbed and to avoid disturbing others.

I might try WILD on Sunday daytime, because that's last day I can be here alone at daytime. Tomorrow Saturday, I will go to my sisters exam. And from monday - friday, I will be working 9am to 3pm.

Sleep – 9:53pm
Wake up – 2:20am
Finial wake up – 6:30am
WBTB – 3:25am-4:00am

WILD attempt

I failed. Got to the stage where I couldn’t feel my body and shapes started to appear but I can’t hold that feeling for long and it soon disappears.

Dream
The world was ending soon. It was going to explode in a couple of weeks. Me and about 20 other people started to build a spaceship to escape. It didn’t take us long to build a spaceship that flew. It was completely round with a few windows. I was chosen to test fly it. I took off fine and flew around for a bit. Everything went well. When trying to land it I crashed it into the floor quite hard. It took us a while to repair it. We got it to work again.

(Did some SSILD that night, as I hoped it may help me fall asleep)

Dream 1:

As I listen to the buzzing sound ringing in my ears, I notice it's getting progressively louder, until I realise I am no longer in my bedroom, but surrounded by buildings and people, the sun is brightly shining down and I have to shield my eyes from its blinding rays. A man I had never met before runs past me. For some reason, I particularly recall his brown leather jacket, feeling a very strong urge to reach out and touch it. I hear my mother exclaim she thought he was very attractive, and turn to see her walking beside me. I have no idea how long she had been there, but I proceed to argue with her, saying that he was the most unattractive man I had ever seen.

Dream 2:

I am running frantically through a thick forest, very aware of the sound my footsteps were making against the ground, and how hurried my breathing is. Little by little, I come to realise that I am not alone, four others are running in the same general direction as I am. Feeling scared and panicking, I quickly realise that I am running away from something. We come across four strangers on very graceful animals, which seem to be a cross between horses and dragons. We beg them to let us ride with them. After some deliberation they agree, and we mount them. I was sitting in front of the rider, on a deep brown animal. I heard the sound of a gun being shot, and simultaneously felt the bullet slice through the air, inches away from my face. I urge the rider to make the animal go faster, before turning around to see around five young men behind us, chasing after us on bikes. Suddenly, we seem to have left the forest and are riding through old barns and stables as well as abandoned houses. I have to lookout for obstructions and warn the rider if I see any. Eventually, we are unable to get anywhere by horse/dragon, and so are forced to walk. The chasers also abandoned their bikes and I can hear them running behind us, rapidly getting closer. In my hurry I trip up some long white, spiraling stairs, convinced that soon I was going to get shot. The fear is so intense I start feeling very sick. Nevertheless I keep going, and eventually emerge onto a very big, white roof. Surrounding it were various other buildings, but this one was by far had the biggest surface. What hit me was how vibrant the colours were. Bright blues and whites, deep, dark reds and bright greens. The four others in what I now knew was my clan, emerge onto the rooftop too. I frantically look for somewhere to hide. Seeing a door, I waste no time in going in, and find myself in a young couple's kitchen. A member of the clan follows me in, and hides just behind the door. I beg the couple not to give our positions away. They agree, and kept quiet as one of the chasers barge in. The man who had hidden behind the door took the opportunity to run out. I had hidden next to the fridge, and was wishing I could somehow flatten myself into the wall. Holding my breath, I silently pray that he won't find me. My heart sinks as he steps out in front of me, holding a gun to my forehead. I feel the blood drain from my face as I recognise his. He and I had been lovers previously, but something (I have no idea what) had forced us to split. (Ironically, he was also the man who had ran past me, with the leather jacket, from the previous dream.) After kissing me quickly, Jake (as I had apparently known him as before) walks out. I take a few seconds to catch my breath, before running out after him. The scenery had changed; suddenly I found myself in a big loft. I notice that the walls are made of wood. I look for Jake, asking anyone there if they had seen him. The chasers are still here, but it seems that my clan and them had managed to come to a truce. After searching frantically, I realise that he has left, and that I was most likely never going to see him again. I sink to the ground, screaming his name and sobbing. The pain and loss I felt was unbearable. I don't think I have ever felt like that in real life.

I don't often experience such strong feelings in my dreams, so when I do, it takes me by surprise and leaves me a little breathless lol!

LUCID
*Lama Dorjee takes me to sukhavati!
I become lucid using wbtb/mild. I realize I am dreaming standing the kitchen making popcorn. I proceeded walking outside calmly so that I won't wake up. My goal was to meet up with my Guru and ask to be taken to sukhavati. I tried opening one of the apartment doors on the second floor expecting him to be therer but he wasn't. The apartment appeared dark and spooky. I made it to gound level and notice this blue suv pulling into the parking lot. I knew this had to be Lama dorjee and then he got out of the car looked at me without moving for a moment. I started to laugh because I was so amazing how real this was. I helped him take all bags out of the car and while doing so I asked him can you take me to sukhavati. Then he responded let's go! We started to fly up and dissolve into white space. I rested in the white space for a while with out waking up.

*Deity yoga in CVS.
I realized I was dreaming while being in this CVS. This blonde girl with beautiful blue caught my attention. I thought about sex but didn't wanna get distracted from my goal. I stood in the middle in the of CVS and started to float in the lotus posture. Lucky I was in front of a window so I could actually see my self transform. One of the people in CVS commented, can he actually do that! I transformed fully into chenrezik and by this time CVS was gone and I was not floating on a actual lotus over a clear pure blue ocean. I felt that I was entering another dimension and started to experience fear for some reason. (According to the teaching it's not good to tell your experiences but no one knows who I am so I think it will be ok, hopefully this will bring inspiration to others who practice dream yoga under a qualified teacher.)

I hate it when you can remember a dream, but there's a part in the middle where you no something else happened, but you can't remember what. -.-

Dream 1
I am on holiday with my family, but for some reason, I am really annoyed with them. My mum and my grandma are trying to get me to go on a day out with them, my dad and my brother, but I really don't want to go. *Time skip* A while later, I am stood on the balcony of our villa, looking down onto a huge, public sized swimming pool. On the right hand side of me, in the pool are my brother and dad. They start shouting at me and being evil. My dad then throws a snowball at me, which I manage to dodge and catch it at the same time.My mum then walks past and tells them to stop being so evil.

Because I'm annoyed, I walk back into the kitchen. Strangely, I slowly do a handstand and start walking around the kitchen on my hands. I get the idea to make the alcoholic drink that I thought of earlier. Some how I created a memory of getting the idea for a new alcoholic drink. This memory came from the time of anything that happened during the time skip. Walking over to the fridge, on my hands, I go through it to find all the ingredients. I have a recipe, but it's just an image in my head (Like a dream memory).

At that moment, my mum walks in behind me, and says "What are you doing?". I reply "Just making an awesome new alcoholic drink." She looks puzzled, before saying slowly, "How are you making an alcoholic drink with sprite and butter?" She points to the ingredients.

I think about it for a minute, "I don't really know. The secret ingredient has been erased from the bottom of the recipe.

And then I wake up, before immediately going back to sleep. The second most vivid dream I had was this:

I am going on holiday (Again. Each of my nights always seem to have the same theme. Before, it was christmas, now it's holidays. XD), and I'm in a futuristic world where cars travel through clear tubes and stuff. I'm stood in a terminal area with my dad. He points to my left, and says that he thinks we need to go down those stairs. I give him a weird look and say "Dad, that's the subway. We need to go that way". I point in the oppisite direction.

This part seems really racist, but I'm not.

We go into a line that says UK residents only. 2 guys that look Indian step in front of us, and make them moved to the immigration/other people line. I think that it is really racist because they could be UK citizens. This happens a couple of times. Then a white guy appears behind me, and I remember thinking, what is he was foreign?The just don't arrest him because he is white. He then speaks, and I realize he is foreign. Security just look at him and then look away.


I also have a few random memories such as a cartoon animation of a digestive system, and how the food goes through the body, Traveling through a dark cave in search of magic mushroom, and partying outside a house in a blizzard.

I'm just playing catch-up here a little bit. These are the dreams I have recorded from the past couple of weeks that I haven't uploaded yet.

#1 - Hmm [Non-Lucid]

I was in a bed in a dark room with A, this girl that I know through some friends that one of them has a crush on, and T, a different friend's old roommate. T wasn't very involved, I could just hear him moving around. I was giving A a full-body massage. Afterwards we all got up and walked to a classroom, which was just down the hall from the room we were in. Hmm.

#2 - Kenny Dies [DILD]

Most of this dream is blurry in my memory now, but I remember it starting with me, my old friend D, and Kenny from South Park all being chased by someone. We were going through some obstacle course connected to a mall or something and we were trying to escape from a room that was filling up with water before it was too late. At one point D and I turned around and saw Kenny floating in the water, having drowned. D looked shocked and said "Oh my god, they killed Kenny!" I jumped up and said "You bastards!!" I tried to go after him but D pulled me away, and then my memory gets hazy again.... The next thing I remember is walking outside the mall in the parking lot and becoming lucid. There was some cool pattern in the clouds, but I can't remember what it was now. I decided to walk through the mall and gathered up a crowd of DCs around me all chanting a mantra of stability with me, something like "this dream is long, vivid, and solid". While we were walking around I was also picking up various pieces of furniture in the store effortlessly with one hand and hurling them across the store. I was really worked up and this girl next to me did part of the chant wrong, so I looked over and said "No!" and shoved her headfirst into a glass wall. It didn't break, she just hit it really hard and then fell over. When I saw that it was actually someone I know and like in waking life I felt bad, and I picked her up and sat her down on a chair to see if she was alright. After that I started getting kind of unfocused and the dream ended.

#3 - Too Much Energy [DILD]

The main thing I remember about this dream is that I was pissed when I realized it wasn't real, because it was going really well. I became lucid around the time I was doing all these crazy calculated flips around this huge auditorium that were really fun and impressive as hell, and then when I realized what was going on I just had endless amounts of energy. I got really unfocused and just started grabbing stuff and throwing it all over the place until I woke up.

#4 - Back Once Again [DILD]

I was back at my old middle school with O and we were visiting our old orchestra teacher Mr. L. Afterwards we somehow got lost in the crowd and became part of the student body there, so we started trying to find our English class that we were supposed to head to next. We realized that we needed to pick our schedules first, so we started walking to the office and on the way we saw an old friend of ours wearing this cute sweater that I own that looked totally weird on him. X) We were also on the second floor of the building and I could see a tower of people stacked on top of each other coming up and leaning in our direction from the first floor visible beyond the railing. >_> Around this time I became lucid, and I ran into the girl M in the hallway who I haven't seen at least since we graduated high school but who I knew since kindergarten. I walked up to her and said "Hey, girl." She came up to me and I grabbed her and ripped her shirt down and started groping her and kissing her neck, but I got a little too into it and the dream faded away.

I took 50 mg of zinc at dinner the night that this next dream happened. I like to think that it had an effect.

#5 - More Summoning And Possession Practice [DILD]

There was some weird school stuff going on this dream before my memory really cuts in. The first thing I really recall is becoming lucid while packing up my stuff in a dark room. I wasn't immediately lucid enough to break out of this action at first, so I started repeating a mantra "electricity works in dreams" while I kept trying to turn on the lights and use my cell phone light to help me find stuff. It worked to an extent, and some of the lights showed up or got brighter if they were already on. My cat was also in the room with me but walked out it and down the school hallway at some point. I decided to walk out to the hall myself and followed it down to a large open area in a very fancy hotel-type building. There was also a large window spanning several stores to the left of us that was visible because every floor ended in a balcony. I decided to fly forward and grabbed a sofa with people sitting on it with my right hand as I passed by it, and I phased us through the window. Outside I could see groups of people eating dinner at tables below us, and I chucked the couch at one of them and then just moved on without even really watching what happened. I flew higher up to where there was a rooftop balcony with no covering and saw a family eating dinner or something. I decided that I wanted to see if I could summon a whole group of people, so I flew a ways over to the next rooftop thinking that I wanted to see a small group of gossiping women. When I got there it worked perfectly, there were four women in classy dressed gossiping about something at a table, and they didn't seem to take notice of me. I decided to possess one of them but it didn't go completely smoothly, and the other women started looking at me (as her) and asking if I was alright, I was making weird faces trying to adjust the feeling. I finally started getting situated but then my libido started ramping up and it woke me up. Man, if I could just control that feeling without waking up more often....

That's it for now!

Somewhat more interesting this time, can't remember most of the dream though.

I was in the school, there were strange portal anomalies scattered around that turned it in almost some sort of maze, and apparently they were somewhat dangerous to travel through as well. Someone was poking his hand into one of them and the hand got chewed out by something on the other side. At some point i was going through a few as well, the other side looked more grayish and colorless. Later i was trying to meet certain person and we got into situation that we were close but there was portal anomaly between us. On the other side of the portal as i checked in same place as that person was completely different person. Eventually we found the way around portals to meet up.
Then i went to the 4th floor, i was checking stuff in the backpack and apparently there were three colored note books. Three girls came and apparently they liked those note books when they saw them and wanted to get them. They offered ice cream for exchange for those note books, but i said that i should check what had in them but we can exchange tomorrow. As i was checking backpack further, some teacher was standing with kid near window and was explaining to him that he has all sorts of plants but spiked ones.
Then i noticed the tables with food in the hall and i was hungry, so i started eating that food. Soon classmate came here and said that there's some interesting information on the top floor and that we should get there. As we were going upstairs dream ended.

I didn't remember this dream until half way through the day when something reminded me of my brother.
The dream had something to do with me taking a plane or something. At some point I was at this random house, and then I was on this hill. I remember running and my brother was there.

Dad

I lit up a cigarette and took a drag. IWL I quit 20 years ago. My father came home so I ran out of the house. I was afraid because I wasn't supposed to smoke in the house.

I told him, "I won't do it again." Then he was smoking too. Then I came up to him and neither of us were smoking. I was so excited to see him, I tried to explain how important it was that I connect with him this time. I knew that I'd had other chances and never could connect with him. I kind of knew that I'd been seeing him in dreams, but I didn't really put it all together.

The dream ended there.

Lost

I was looking for a party and got lost driving. I turned around and found my way back. Being lost on dream roads was really weird.

I got to the party and found a couple of my old bosses there. I felt out of place with one because he holds a much, much higher position than I ever did, but just as I was feeling that way, he hugged me.

At that point, he turned into an unresponsive DC. We separated, and the dream ended.

Before I start, I would like to say that if anyone has something bad to say to me or about my post then please don't. This is a sensitive subject for me as my friend died tragically at a young age and I don't think its appropriate to turn this into something nasty or argumentative.

I was 13 years old, my childhood friend was diagnosed with a brain tumor recently after we had gotten back in touch with each other during high school. Nobody at school spoke about the severity of his condition and our contact was minimal because none of us had facebook, myspace or anything similar back then. I occasionally heard from the friend and the teachers kept us all informed. I was unaware of how severe his condition was, I knew he was going to find it difficult to recover, and that it was likely he was going to die, however I did not think it was going to be so soon. Then, after school on the 18th I came home from school, did my thing and then went to sleep. I went home from school and there was no news about my friend. Then that night, I dreamt an awful dream that seemed to be so real where I could see my friends parents finding him dead in bed. I then woke up in a sweat, and went back to sleep. The next day I went to school and was horrified to find out first thing that morning about the death of my friend.

This was occasion one. The next occasion was my Great-Grandmother, my Grandma's Mum. This was about 9 months after the death of my friend. My Great Grandma was living at my Grandmas house because she was suffering from lung cancer. She never informed us about how long she had left to live or how bad her condition was. In time, she became more ill and less able to do her usual things, but she was never so ill that she was bed ridden. My mum returned from a visit one evening and said to me that I must see my Great Grandma the next day because she had taken a turn for the worse. I didn't think much of it because she was "up and down" a lot of the time. I said something to my mum which I regret a lot. I said, I will go tomorrow, its not like she will die tonight. Sadly that night she passed away a few hours after my mum left. My Grandad was not there when my Grandma was helping her dying mum into bed because he worked on the road. My Grandma tried to contact us by the telephone a number of times on both of our mobiles and the house phone but we didn't hear the phone. The strange thing about not hearing the phone was that me and my Mum were both wide awake. I had just woken from a similar dream to the one I had about my friend. My dream this time, was that my Great Grandma was struggling to get to bed and losing her breath and dying slowly. I was wide awake during the time my Grandma was making the phone calls because I was vomiting and feeling ill since the realistic dream. The next day, I found out that my Great Grandma died shortly after my dream about her dying, and that she died on the stairs as my Grandma was trying to help her into bed, whilst phoning us for help.

I am always frightened of dreaming because these types of dreams were so realistic and showing me things that were happening, yet I was sleeping.
Please remember, no awful or snappy comments about this.
Thank you for reading.

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

He's been sneaking in lately and I try not to follow his trail. But tonight I had been requested to grab something from his home. He is there but he is busy preparing a table. I think he will be having visits later on. I help him with the towel while we speak about nothing. I forget all circumstances and we chat like good old friends. Accidentaly, he comes closer and I feel his warmth and everything surfaces. I feel embarassed that my feelings are so very alive. I leave.
But I forget to bring along what I had been instructed to bring, so I wait until he leaves and I break into his house to get it. But then he also returns and catches me there. But instead of angry, he looks almost relieved that I came back. We talk a bit more and although he keeps mentioning a girl named Raquel for no good reason, I can tell he isn't happy and is just pretending to be ok.
Eventually I leave again and lots of things ensue.
Maybe the most interesting is the ice skating ring floating in the sky. There's an elevator to get there and the ice sheet is transparent like glass, so on the ground we can see people skating up there and the skaters must have quite a view under their feet.
Eventually a cloud forms with 5 or 6 tornados. Why do they always come when I'm upset? My mom, who appears from nowhere, is about to be hit by a tornado when she risks her life to save a little girl who's on its path. But I get there first and I apply all my anger to destroy the tornado with a kick.