Over the past months i have been gone i have some dreams i remember that were in particular weird and have stayed in my memory for the entire time. Maybe help interpret 1. This was the most recent and it was a few days ago. This was one of those days when you can sleep in, and wake up 50 times and go back to sleep for the whole morning. I woke up, looked at my tv, everything was normal, checked my phone to see the time, decided to close my eyes and sleep again( i only sleep during sunlight hours if it matters ). When i closed my eyes i saw a red dot in my vision. So i just looked at it and was zoning out, back to sleep, mind was blank. The circle got bigger and i sort of went into the red circle. It turned into a black tunnel, that i felt was moving, sort of like a movie when they go through a time warp. It looked almost the same. There was blue lights in the black tunnel around the edges. I felt like i was flying in the tunnel. Really cool feeling lol. I was sort of conscious, im not sure if i was fully asleep at this point. Either it was me thinking and it was very loud, or i heard a voice. Anyways, the voice was talking about how life was a choice , death was a choice. Weird things or ideas like that. The thing i remember was that your entire life you can decide what happens, you can even decide to die, but you don't decide to be born. I opened my eyes and just thought about the dream for a bit. Weird. 2. I was in a dream and i tripped backwards, but instead of falling it switched to 3rd person view of my body and i fell but didnt hit the ground. It had streaks of myself falling back then floating on my back. Like 3 of me. Like when some1 wakes up in the movies after a head injury and they see everything moving with streaks behind it. Weird 3. I was floating in an ocean of melted gold. There was waves and everything. i was bobbing there treading water, in a sea of gold. Weird dreams because out of all of my dreams these are the ones that do not fit. They arent like my usual dreams because they dont have plots. dont have other people in them at all. Weird stuff. Thanks for listening. They are dreams so dont think im weird or anything. BTW. On weekends i am pretty sure i can lucid dream or astral project because when i wake up and go to sleep 20 times in a row. my mind is so clear. Really clear, its like i have absolutely no thoughts, i can probably imagine myself out of my body. im sure of it im just scared to try it.
I have not been posting on this site for a long time, not really sure why i stopped, ive been reading books on the subject still, but stopped recording my dreams because to tell you the truth it sort of scared me to start SP. Ive read, Projection of the asral body, by muldoon. and Lucid Dreaming, by robert wagner. Other books on the occult as well. Before i write my dream, i want to say my dream recall is above average, because i can remember my dreams throughout the day. i tihnk about them all day, and so i decided to come back to the site and resume recording dreams and doing RC. Last night i dreamed: I was in a childhood house, witch was a semi-detached house, but instead of it being fully separated with a wall like semi-detached houses are there was no wall in the stairwell. so both the houses were open to each other in the stairwell, only divided by the railing. My dad had some telescope thing he built where he could stand at the bottom of the stairs and peep over the railing to spy on the neighbor. The neighbor was a girl, who i know form real life, she lives next store to me in my current semi-detached home. But she was somehow my neighbor in my childhood home that this dream was taking place in. I knew she was at work everyday, so i decided to sneak over the railing and go into her house to snoop around. I talked my sister into coming with me, but she went her separate way into the house. I remember sneaking around for quite a while, and my sister warned me the neighbor was coming home so she left, but i had not went into the neighbors bedroom yet. So i decided to rush into her bedroom before the neighbor got home. ( the way to her bedroom was really cool, it was really complicated to get there in the dream, but cant remember exactly) I got into her bedroom and was looking at her bed. I saw she had a tall dresser with a cabinet on the top. ( this gets weird for 1 sec) I opened her drawer for the intention to look at her panties, for some reason i have no clue i wouldnt do this in real life lol just being honest. I did see panties but i forgot about them when i saw a bunch of jewelry cases lined up against the drawer. I opened the jewlry box, it had a necklace made of diamonds, very shiny. I took it. There were more boxes underneath. I stole all of them, total of around 6 of them. The neighbor got back and at this point i was rushing around her house trying to get over the railing in time. I made it back without her noticing. I woke up. Dont know what stealing means , because i would not do this in real life, i wouldn't break into some1's home either. Very wierd. I thought about it all day, and wrote it here now. Thanks for listening! Jay.
I dreamt of cigarettes and smoke in my eyes. I'm giving up smoking
Morning of October 23, 2013. Wednesday. In a dream that seems somewhat age-angst-relevant (concerned about getting older I suppose, not “old”, just older), I am back in school, but it is not any school I ever went to and my classmates are all unfamiliar. There are about seven or eight students (at least three females and a few males) and my mother (who died years ago) is also there. It almost seems to be a music studio in my home in Cubitis as well as my mother’s last room in Wisconsin at a sister’s house before moving into the Manor. A taller dark-haired female (completely unfamiliar in all ways) who seems to be someone important to me talks with me. Later, just as the school day is an hour from ending, I start to get annoyed for some reason, wondering what I am doing there. My mother asks a different taller dark-haired girl (who has her back to me and looking at a computer, as are most of the others - with about five or six computers in the room, which I never saw growing up in reality) about something in a way that seems to imply she is trying to be a “matchmaker” somehow and mistaking her for the other girl - asking her something about an e-mail address or something, I think. I am rather annoyed and shaking my head and trying to get her attention away from her and make subtle hints about it being the other girl (which really makes no sense at all from my perspective) without anyone knowing the person has (or could have) a connection to me. I get more and more annoyed, the most annoyed being from a cassette tape that I had recorded a lot of music on and it (the tape itself) turns into tangled yellow felt inside the cassette case (which makes no sense - I have had brand new “dud” tapes in real life but not like this - I also have had tapes get “eaten” in real life years ago, but it has not been a concern for about fifteen years or so - and why would I try to record on felt anyway - I have worked with felt and wonder why people ever bother to use it - it is extremely fragile and very short-lasting). I get the feeling, that, even though it seems I have two or three years of school left that I am “never going back” (which I say in my dream) and am “done with it all” as well as the seeming two weeks for the particular “class” I am in at the time. It seems rather final and even positive in some ways (but considering it also seems to be at my own house, it makes no sense). After a time, as I am waking, I realize I am not a young teenager, but am fairly “old” and feel quite strange as if I had moved briskly through time. Not really a regret, just wondering what had happened. “Red tape” is the idiom that refers to excessive regulation or rigid conformity to formal rules considered redundant or bureaucratic though there may be a subtle association with the “yellow tape” - possibly also a subtle relevance to “yellow pages” and communication. Felt may relate to feeling as in human feeling or feeling healing (though again, I see it as fragile and very short-lasting).
I was walking in my town and saw how ordinary car transformed into racing car. I remembered about task and understood that its LD. Count fingers. Tried to make a portal several times, but couldn't. Each time found myself in the street and awoke, but lied without movement. DEILD I found myself in the same place. Decided to stop traffic and made a race just on the street, but cars and lorries didn't want to disapear. Then i decided to flew to mountains ( about 10 km) and summon snow there and have a snowbord race. I can ride a snowboard in RL. I flew with superspead, and part of the mountains was in snow and there was a track. I had some problems with landing after superflying. I land on the top, said DC to stand up, took some snowboard for me. There were kids, and i said them to stand up on their small snowboards too . There were 9 DSc with kids. I said START!!! And really enjoyed the race!!!!It was wonderfull. I jumped like professional snowboarder. I WON!!!! and in a second 2 other DCs reached the finish. I decided to up all my band and repeat racing, but there wasn't elevator And i went to real.
I was at school and was sitting there in class. It was weird though because we were playing video games. I was climbing this mountain and finally reached the summit. At the top was this super purified water, which I supposed was the reason for my hike up the mountain. Then I randomly was in the middle of a race car track and got hit by a car! Next thing I knew there were paramedics carrying me away on a stretcher, and then I finally went back to school with a back brace.
Dream ended - 6.25am Time Lucid - 2 mins Non lucid - grey text Semi Lucid - red text Lucid - blue text False Awakening: I reality check and notice fingers are smaller, and nose plug which worked. I'm dreaming. I get up and stabilize by rubbing my hands together which works, and study hand and spin for maximum effect. The scene looks quite vivid and I'm happy. I spin again and think of a night club to hopefully teleport there, but my couple of attempts don't work. I walk outside and realize I'm only wearing my underwear. At first I think to myself I should put some pants on, but meh it's a dream and move on. I'm outside my old house in blacksland, and walk to the letter box. I see a car come towards me and I run in front of it to see who's driving. It's RP, and he is driving a station wagon which has it's back cut off like a convertible. RP say's to me, how did you know it was me?. Dream fades and I try to DEILD but nothing happens. Dream ended - 7.25am Time Lucid - 30sec Non lucid - grey text Semi Lucid - red text Lucid - blue text DEILD: While falling back asleep, I catch the moment my vision goes from blacky-grey to black. I figure this the transition from awake to sleep. I relax my body with each breath and intentionally bring on the sensation of sinking into the bed with each breath. This brings on a scene, but it's not very vivid. I do a hand RC and notice my fingers look tiny. I'm dreaming. I try and get out of bed, but I struggle a little. It feels like I have a lead blanket on me, but Im able to complete the transition. I'm in my bedroom and I stabilize by rubbing hands together. I try another method and check my senses. I take a whiff of air which smells normal. I move onto the visual and look to pick something up. I see my computer table which has a lot of junk on it. The pasta bowl stands out and I figure I should study that. I feel my sleeping mask on my head and decide to take it off but I begin to wake up not long after and try to chain a lucid. It brings on a little scene but fails. I notice both dreams were logged at 25 past, which makes me think the dream is failing due my mind waking before the alarm goes off in the next 5 mins. I set intervals during the morning to go off every 30 mins. I've been thinking of my dream body and waking up early from a lucid. I really need to get this out of my head.
Dream Fragment 1: I see Fabrício Werdum(FW) and Junior Dos Santos(JDS) in a dressing room. FW is following JDS around the dressing room. FW is getting getting prepped for a fight and is getting his hands wrapped by a ref. The wrap looks like leather and all the way up to his forearm. There's a strap at the end of the wrap, so FW can grip onto it. FW thinks the ref tells his friends bullshit stories. Ref says he knows FW will complain about hand wrap if it isn't good enough. Fabrício Werdum (MMA Fighter) Junior Dos Santos (MMA Fighter) Dream Fragment 2: I'm at my old house in blacksland. I walk into the lounge room and see a cat with it's paws on top of a couch. There's bacon on the couch. I walk over to the cat and punch it in the neck :*(. I think it's a feral cat. After I punched it, it ran scared near the side of the TV and blinds. I feel bad for what I have done. I ask Kayley if what I did was stupid. She doesn't really know. I now see a cat like my auntie R's, in the same spot the feral cat was. I ask Kayley if I should make up with the cat and pat it, but she's still unsure. I think the cat is Lily
#240 - OBE - 3:21AM I notice either strong HI or a dreamlet of getting an email from an ex girlfriend who is now a friend of mine. I read something about her and her boyfriend (some name) trying to call me but I had changed my number. I get the idea that she wanted to tell me something important. Suddenly I gain awareness and come to vibrations in bed. Several times, I try floating up like the last OBE but only rise partially out of my body. I after a few tries I give up and try just getting out of bed. I stand up with ease and rush outside. The house is dark and it looks like it dark outside. When I open the front door I fully expect it to be cold but I am greeted with warm air. Just before I step off the porch I see a silhouette of a man running full speed straight at me. I crouch in a protective stance and brace myself. I am not afraid of the man but I feel like if he bowls me over I will end up in the void and possibly wake up. I stand my ground and as he gets closer I let out a worried moan. He stops with inhuman agility and stands before me with his head lowered and arms out in a menacing posture. I don't let that phase me and I relax. I ask him, "What is your name?" He lets out a nervous laugh and says, "I don't know yet." I shrug this off and change the subject, "Ok. Well... Do you want to go have some adventure time?" He nods, "Sure." Thought the man was creepy at first I feel comfortable with having him around like he is supposed to be there. We run to the end of the block and I see some people accross the street. I can't really make out what they are doing in the darkness but I am not too concerned with them at the moment. I try to think of what I wanted to do in this dream but I am having trouble remembering. Suddenly, I remember the email from just before this OBE. I feel like I need to talk to her and find out what's going on. I decide she is one of the people across the street. I shout out, "Hey Megan!" A woman comes over but it is not what Megan looks like. I ignore this and don't seem to realize this isn't right. I say, "Hey, I had some HI... I mean, hypnagogic imagery about talking to you by email. How are you?" The woman just gives me a blank stare. frustrated, I ask, "Well? Are you good? Bad? What?" She seems to understand something now and replies, "I'm good." I am so caught up in the worry that I am relieved to hear this, "OK good! Now give me a hug." We share a quick half hug and she runs off back to the over side of the street. I suddenly wake up. I have several other dreams this morning but one was a semi-lucid where I have an FA and recall a dream about meeting my father unexpectedly seeing my father in a public restroom and got lucid. I am in some old motel telling my family about this LD but suddenly I have to pee. I go to the same restroom and realize again I am dreaming while I am peeing. I become afraid that I will actually pee the bed but can't seem to stop peeing. I realize that I am not getting any relief and decide the best thing to do is to wake up and actually pee.
Note: I have to sit with a young brat on the bus. Last Friday she literally crawled on me, screaming, "I WAN'T PEPPERMINT! I WANT PEPPERMINT! GIVE ME PEPPERMINT!" the entire bus ride. Even after we told her that she could have not just one, but two if she would just settle down--nothing. Glah. Dream: The girl is sitting beside me. She keeps saying, "Please give me [...]. Please give me [...]." I don't know what she wants.
Oct 21: A combination of C and T are terrorizing everyone in high school by just seeing how much they can get away with -- not that far-fetched from real life. He/They are armed with a whipped cream/silly string shooter -- again, this is exactly the kind of shit they'd pull -- and randomly shoots at the other students walking by. When he targets me with the silly string, I stiff arm and deflect the cream-beam with a single outstretched hand, like Darth Vader blocking Han Solo's blaster shots, while trying to explain that he is acting like an idiot. I'm not sure how long this lasts, but it felt like a really long time. At one point, my old friend K tells me something along the lines of "it's no use talking to him" while I'm still blocking the stream (which has been continuous this entire time), but I was determined to resolve this like an adult. Dream two has me sleeping in my room at my house, and at a God-awful time, my mom begins running up and down the stairs that's right outside my door as a form of exercise. I voice my objections, but she just comes and sits on my bed and asks me if I know the old Chinese story of Hou Yi shooting down the suns. All I could think about was how she's getting sweat on my bed while I keep telling her that yes, I know, please let me go back to sleep. In a bit of an ironic twist, I wake up from that. Oct 22: I could barely remember any of my dreams. The furthest I got was about wanting to find something at work. Bleh.
Updated 11-14-2013 at 01:34 AM by 66359
A cop who'd reported various odd cases passes a strange, monstrous-looking guy driving in the other direction. There's a car crash. This werewolf kid had been running along the road, with a couple guys from school following behind him in a car, shouting at him and trying to catch up. This happens a lot - usually the guys in the car give up, he can run a lot faster than they can drive; and usually when they give up one of them sends him some insulting text message instead. But this time, as he was running, he passed that monstrous-looking guy the cop saw, this is someone he knows and someone who shouldn't be in town; and although he's lost sight of the guys from school, there's no insulting text message this time. He's worried. He turns around and heads back, and finds the car that the guys from school were driving has been run off the road into a field, flipped upside down. A witch, the werewolf kid's mother, walks up to the car. One of the boys who'd been driving it is dead. The other one's been transformed into a fox. She picks up the fox and talks to him a bit, and tells him she isn't going to restore him. (Woke up. Back to sleep.) I'm setting dreams out on a stall in two rows, they're things that look like something between a bubble and a crystal ball. I call to this guy I recognize, I call them unregulated dreams, or unprocessed, unauthorized, some word like that - the point is there's some official approval process dreams are supposed to go through before they can be sold legally, and these ones haven't been through that process. I say to him that I know he wants them for his store. He says something positive but looks conflicted, and he looks over to Rumpelstiltskin, the guy who brought me here and helped me set up the stall.
LUCID *This was my first dream of the night so I don't remember all of it. I do remember being in this shopping mall in Japan, amazed at all the stores I have to explore. I remember thinking I wish I could stay in the dream world forever.
I frequently lucid dream (3-4 times a week), but I don't log them very much anymore. I had another quite extensive and eventful one last night due to spinning as I would often change my settings and explore different environments and situations of interaction. This dream in-particular enabled me to understand how to control an aspect I've never really considered. Most of the time I am limited to what I am able to control, but this time I rectified a perplexing obstacle that suddenly occurred as a result of my lucid awareness. When I become lucid I am aware that the world around me is artificial, thus consequently logical outcomes may be effected. When you believe you are awake, then the laws of physics are thought to be intact, thus you would unlikely walk through a wall, but when you are lucid the rules change simply because you are aware of the synthetic world that is being perceived. Here's a brief illustration of my dream: I wake up from my bed and walk toward my window and encounter someone who I have not been in touch with for over a year. I immediately find this encounter improbable due to many variables, so I immediately reality check (check my hands). I suddenly realize I am dreaming due to the asymmetry of my hands. I approach this individual and we casually discuss our previous relationship. I am unable to recall the very discussion, so the dialogue isn't clear. This entire conversation/interaction had a less emotional appeal realizing that I am in fact not in the waking world, but in a reality created by my mind. Realizing that the prospect of awkward third person perspective simply isn't feasible, I decided to reach for this individual's hand. My attempt to grasp the physical appendage of her limb wasn't a logical predicted outcome. My hand simply went right through hers (as my body does when I walk through walls during LD's). I attempted to grab her arm as well, but I was unable. It was as if I was interacting with a ghost. I stood there and ruminated over probable methods of control to enable the sense of touch. I tried to imagine her limb as a solid object as an effort to grasp it, but I was rendered nonplussed as to how I could make contact physically. After expending many attempts, I then came to the conclusion that focusing on an object as a solid object didn't work in this case. Instead, I focused on my own sense of touch against my own arm in the waking world. I slowly moved my fingers down her forearm and was finally capable of mentally elucidating the sense of touch upon her skin. I moved my hand up and down her arm focusing on that sense and somewhere in my brain, I finally defied that lack of control and abdicated the arbitrary ways of this mysterious reality. I accomplished the emulation of physical contact through focus of my own senses. I then attempted to hug this individual, but again went right through her. I made a secondary attempt, but this time with focus on previous experiences of being hugged by another human being. The contact was successful. I felt the warmth of her body and the touch of her skin upon mine. I feel that sometimes events may happen spontaneously briefly after becoming lucid due to the knowledge of your state, and sometimes that may affect your ability to carry out simple logical tasks. These tasks may be accomplished through focus on previous experience of the senses rather than forcefully attempting without proper focus. I found her sense of touch greatly enhanced in the dream when I found my focus; more so than in the waking world. Subsequent events occurred after spinning, but I'll end this journal here. Thanks for reading!
My friends and I are all talking crap in our engineering class like were always doing while blasting music in the background when all of a sudden Torres comes in and turns on the lights. Once that happens like half the classroom empties out because mostly everybody there was skipping like usual. After Torres walks in and starts shouting orders I get up from speaking to upper class men which I usually hung around and bolted to the door like everyone else and found myself with one of my middle school friends Johnathan. He was patrolling the hallways like we use to do in elementary schools when someone gain privileges and got to tell kids to stop running and things of that sort. When he saw me he started becoming very jittery and raising his voice like I could get in trouble but I never tend to worry about those things because if they happen then they happen. Once I calm him down we started taking the stairs so I can find someone selling candies mainly reeses since their my favorite and I was a bit hungry. Then I remember taking the stairs and we had to avoid these teachers that were like going from door to door leaving notes of some sort and I just know I couldnt get caught and Johnathan had to distract them. I remember the stair ways being very sneaky a great characteristic of mine since I so use to doing it and feeling accomplished afterwards. After the stair ways I went into a classroom which was throwing like a halloween party and I went up to this girl asking her if she had caramel reeses or dulce de leche Im pretty sure I said because she didnt understand me at first when I said it in spanish for some reason. But anyways she didnt have the type of chocolate I wanted anyways so I went around the party asking others for that type of chocolate because I knew it was hard to find but it was doable. After awhile I saw like hammocks in the back of the classroom filled with chocolate so I started looking through them to see if someone had my type of chocolate and after searching both of them I found it in the last one fortunately. After that I had to deal with this dark-skinned ghetto talking guy for the chocolate because he was trying to rip me off big time and charge me $2 for that chocolate and back in middle school that was like highway robbery so I had to hustle with him because I only had like $1.75 for some freaking reason which I was like damn im poor in this dream but whatever I should of questioned it earlier hehehe. When I was couting my money I remember in the party there were 3 girls talking in my peripherals to my right it was Giloli who was in my middle school and to my right 2 other white girls who I am not familiar with them. After I had my money counted up I gave it to the guy and he gave me my chocolate but then I remember there was a fuss that I was short but I remember giving him $2 in change but for some reason he wanted more but he was requesting something mad weird. The object he was requesting was a piece of my science project which all of a sudden came into appearance and I told him "no way" because I remember all my science projects had artistic value to them and all the pieces were valued but then the whole classroom got involve waiting for a fight or something but then we all agreed on one piece he could take which I didnt care because I rather avoid a fight and just wake away then create something bigger and someone ends up in the hospital. After that I remember school was finished and I was walking towards the entrance of the school and saw Big Mike from highschool who was a basketball player with his mini gang of followers he always had and we said hi and everything since we were mad cool. Once I finished saying hi to him I see Johnathan again in a fancy ass wheelchair from the future or something because it had like seats for two and elevated like 2 feet above the ground which was mad cool because I remember asking him for a ride but he said he was returning it and then asked have you ran over anyone with that thing and he said yea like 2 people.
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