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I was in place like palace. As I vaguely remember the tile was shining as I walk on them.

Then I was running and I have a spray bottle in my hand. As I running I have a wide white ribbon in my hand too but I think it was not long enough. Then I press the spray and it sprout out another white ribbon that long enough as I wanted.

I ran with all my might so the end of the ribbon didn't touch the ground. Then I saw the end route and I was the first to reach it. I was first!

After the race end I crowding with my friends and I heard one of them complaining about the race.

I was in a house that I didn't know about. There were someone else there. I'm not really sure what we were doing but it seems to involve washing and car?

As we follow someone reliable to do what we want to do, the reliable someone turn to us and said something like we didn't fit to be together with him or is it them.

It's like the one said that was own a reality TV and we were from a wealthy family rent them for us to have fun with them.

So it's like he says poor people work hard and wealthy people just drift away in cosy. They kick us out from their reality TV. Seems like that.

Then I went to a room that have a kid in her earlier teen as I report to her what happened. The teen had a bear in her arm and she was laying in her bed. I join her and we lay together.

As I thought in the dream, the teen was our guardian who flood us with wealthy. She was wearing blue dress when I came to see her.

I seems in a traditional bus terminal and there were a lot of bus. I'm not sure whether I want to ride one or just drop from one. But I was walking and searching one bus after another.

As I walk, I make sure I walk in the front bus and not at their back for safety reason. Because the bus driver would see me if they want to move the bus.

Ok, so in our town, there's this restaurant that I eat at once in a while... It's family run, I think... Anyways, I had a dream that I was there and I was eating one of their burgers. It's funny because I remember tasting it too. It's almost like I was actually eating one... Very short dream, though. I remember just this one moment.

Anyone else ever have dream food?

I was in a bus. As I sat inside I look at the back of the bus and saw there were a lot of high school students girls. Those students wear a white Kurung and green long skirt.

As they sat there, they put their legs out the bus window. I thought that kids these day like to do extreme things.

When I'm home, my mom and I discuss the issue. My mom said kids these days are not well behave and rude. Then she told the story when she was a high school teenager, she only ride a plough (!)

And I counter it with; that's same. Once in her time, girl in plough was being regard as rude but not now. And now girls in a bus with their legs out of it's window is rude and I thought that issue would not being regard rude in the future. Older people like to complain their younger generation this and that but actually when they were young they were also brash!

07.31.2012

Winning at Casino (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a Casino, and the flooring is probably a faded green color of carpet rug. I go to one of those slot machines, nice and shiny huh?

I think I put in a quarter, at least, and then pressed the lever down. I figured that since it's small change I'm putting in, I don't really have anything to lose.

I still had the anticipation, but decided to just let those feelings fade away, and as the machine stopped.......


I win $1,000.

I look at the screen to make sure this isn't some kind of cock-ish machine trying to troll me. The money is coming out of the machine, and I have $1,000 in my hand.

It's no wonder I didn't do a reality check....LOL.

The first thing on my mind when I receieved this cash was COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE.

I was so bloody happy, my cheeks widened with so much enthusiasm (who ever knew cheeks could be happy), and if you thought that was all?

I put in another quarter, more or less, and won $500.

I can see why I had this dream, since I was listening to a few people I was eating out with yesterday talk about Casinos and their cock-ish ways into tempting you to gamble.

If I could poop my pants in joy a dream, this would be one of the moments.



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What's funny is that I remembered this dream because I saw a billboard sign showing the current Powerplay lotto while in Pennsylvania in my trip back home today.
And another thing, when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream until that Powerplay billboard incident I mentioned above, I woke up with the feeling that someone took a good punch on the right side of the jaw.
I wonder if those men who do punch and do horrible things to you if you do suspicious things in a Casino were in the dream because of my luck with money. Maybe that's why I woke up feeling like I didn't remember anything, hahahaha.

FA to Running From Cops

My daughter woke me up in the middle of the night. I'm not sure what time. She was scared so I begrudgingly laid down with her in her bed. I was trying hard to remember the dream she woke me from and only got snippets of emotion. I fall asleep.

I have a false awakening were I get up from her bed and get into my own. I go to sleep and enter another dream. I am at an old church friends house. We are just hanging out. They are living in a small converted upstairs into an apartment type thing. I see an ash tray and a pack of herbal cigarettes. I smoke them. It tastes like the smell of burning paper. I immediately feel guilty because I quit smoking in January and I feel like I messed up even-though they are gross herbals. Then I feel even more guilty because I am the house of a church friend with children.

babies
walking past auto dealership
wife takes a key.
got rid of it run and hid. running and climbing buildings Assassins creed style.
I falsly remember a time had a high speed chase from cops and I hid in the roof. But they found me and arested me.
look out a peep hole and see cops throwing walnuts at the roof. It makes a loud thunk sound.

Wake up

The dream starts out in which I am playing a video game, but I am seeing everything in the perspective of the game itself (I don't see my hands on a controller). The game is an interesting one. The main playable character is a girl with flowing black hair. It reminds me of Assassin's Creed, but a female version. The setting takes place during the renaissance and I am walking through cobblestone streets and alleys. As I level up my character her appearance changes, her hair becomes longer, and the design of the clothing she wears changes patterns and becomes more intricate. There is a quick cut scene and some unrecognizable pop music plays, although I would say it was dark gothic in style...like this



The character gets in what i can only describe as a big metal trench that water flows through and that people use for washing their laundry in. She hides by swimming through it into a sewer system where the water empties out. As the character gets out and starts walking I realize I am dreaming.

Suddenly my field of vision shifts from 3rd person to 1st. I am the character, except I am in my own body now. I'm walking walking in this dark passage in the sewer and my sister suddenly appears behind me. Before I can say anything I hear shuffling ahead and get a stab of fear. The sound moves closer and suddenly I see them. The sound is coming from these huge ferocious rat-like rodents.
I know it's a dream but this took me by surprise and I don't have anything to defend myself with. All I can think of to do is pull my hands out and point my fingers into the shape of a gun.

"Bang!" I yell, pretending to shoot them.

Surprisingly one falls over dead, and the others scamper away in fear. That was surprisingly easy. I turn the corner and kill a few more in the same manner.
I see light up ahead and as we push forward the sewer opens up into a hidden spanish terrace with a pool. There is a lot of debris and the buildings surrounding the pool seem to be crumbling away as if they had been abandoned. Dark clouds loom overhead. My sister Ashley dives into the pool and begins swimming. Three white belugas appear in the water and greet me as i come to sit at the edge of the pool. I pet one of them on the head.

"We should get going," I say aloud. "We only have so much time before I wake up."

Then I look at the scenery and change my mind. Usually in lucid dreams I feel like it's a race. I feel rushed to experience as much as possible which in turn actually causes me to wake up sooner. Everything is so relaxing and peaceful right now. Ashley surfaces next to my dangling legs.

I look at my sister, "Don't you wish we could stay in a dream like this forever?"

"Yeah!" she says happily.

I notice a couple of random DCs show up at the pool, and as I try to figure out who they are everything is gone. I'm awake in my bed.

So I ALMOST attained full lucidity.

In this dream, one of my dream characters had been attacking me and while anticipating that attack, I suddenly had this realizing that it was a dream. When she came in and started attacking me, I kept screaming that it was a dream over and over again.. Instead of gaining control over the dream, I woke up altogether.

Is there no way for me to remain asleep after that?

Tiny Lights
A few nights ago I dreamed I saw lights in the sand the size of a grain of sand. They were blue and green and maybe yellow. I scooped up some sand and got several in my hand. I tried to sift the sand out of my hand leaving just the lights.

This is residue from my fiber optic interests.

Eating

Over that last few days I had a dream where I was eating fish and one where I was eating a snow cone being very mindful of the texture.

The fish leathery on one side, but tender on the other. I wanted the tender, flaky part. The one where I was eating the snow cone was residue of doing a lot of research on shaved ice machines for a snow cone trailer I'm thinking about buying.
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Two giant horse-like creatures were moving towards eachother sideways. I was between them. A girl helped me get up one to avoid being smooshed. It was buff colored.

I was on my stomach over the horses back trying to get over it more so I would be positioned more evenly.

The horse then started walking around a center structure. I thought when it came full circle, I might be able to get off.

Dream Skip

I was in a room trying to sleep. I looked outside and there were 4 guys playing base guitar. I remember all of them had bases with different shapes and color. I kept looking for a guy with a white bass, but he wasn't there.

Dream Skip

Then I heard God talking to me (I'm not a God person). I was so happy that God finally indicated he wanted a "relationship" with me. In my belief system, invisible things have to some how make themselves perceived, or I must some how discover them, to believe in them.

So there I was. God was talking to me. He told me I needed to start talking to my Mom again. This bothered me, but I thought that if God wanted me to do it, that was easy enough to achieve.

I decided to make amends with my Mom, but then it was my Dad that I was going to make up with. I used to fight with my dad all the time.

I found myself up on a hill looking down at my Dad's house (it was different than in waking life). My brother was coming out, fighting with my dad. I needed to figure out how to get in the house without being notice so I could get some stuff and get out.

Dream skip to some other location. I asked a woman if God had ever spoken to her. She said "Yes." I told her God just spoke to me, but I mean SPOKE to me for real. I heard it!

She said, yea, he's Irish. I said, "YEAH! HE'S IRISH!"...and then I remembered his voice as being Irish, which it wasn't when I heard him.

I don't believe in God any more after that dream, but it was awesome having such a dream. This was the second intense dream about God that I've had.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Was gaming with a friend all night so went to bed 05:25 the next day! So no good sleep for me and no dream recall what so ever... I am going to game this night as well so I will probably not remember a thing tomorrow either, oh it's late I mean today... :cheeky:

I was in my bedroom, the layout of the furniture's different. The bed is right next to the window, and the desk is right behind the bed, so the bed is almost like a closed off nest. I was fixing things on my desk and I looked up, seeing these 2 men standing around at the end of the street. I closed the window thinking I locked it. When I looked again, they were right in front of the window asking me questions or selling me something. I pretended to be interested and told them to come in at the front door but I know their intention was to rob the house. I walked away slowly but they were still standing by the window. I saw my mom walking toward the room and screamed that there are thieves. I turned around and the men were in the room. I started cursing at them and pushed them out of the room. I yelled some more and pushed them out the front door. The adults in the house was surprised that I have the strength to push them out myself. I was surprised that I'm cursing in front of adults. I went back to my room and checked the window, I pushed the window and it opened. I closed it again and saw a latch on the right side of the window, then I realized that I didn't actually lock it in the first place. I looked out the window, and the men were back at the end of the street.

07/31/2012
1AM - 8AM

Once again my inconsistency has hit me. After a while of failure it just seems so tempting to stop caring. Anyway..
I was on vacation for seven days and basically couldn't have an alarm ringing in the middle of the night because I'd wake up others. I did attempt to wake up in the middle of the night with mantras etc., but for the most part failed for different reasons.
One time I laid down and hit what felt like SP. My whole body was feeling vibrations and tingling, but then I couldn't progress from there. I laid still and nothing happened. After a while I got up and did a RC which failed. It all felt very dreamy, and in the morning I thought I might just have dreamed it all, but then I guess the RC wouldn't have failed? Anyway, it's the only thing close to progress yet, and it really isn't..
The last two days I've woken up after 6:15 and done a WBTB. I've failed on both days because the WBTB wasn't long enough and I ended up falling asleep and losing focus. Tonight I'll have to do a longer WBTB and really put some effort into this.

I'm feeling that my technique - with the counting and all - isn't working very well for me. Maybe I'm just being impatient, but it really feels like it either keeps me wide awake (after a long WBTB) or I accidentally stop counting and fall asleep (after a short WBTB).. I'm not sure what else try, though.

I could remember five dreams when I woke up this morning. Five! That's got to be a new record for me!

Anyway, I'm not going to bother writing down all five... if I can even remember them anymore. I'm just going with the one I remember best.

I was playing The Sims 3. I had a pregnant Sim waiting to go up the Duquesne Incline. I was trying to get her husband to come; he was at home, hosting a pool party. I was trying to figure out how to get all the guests to leave so he could go meet his wife. Suddenly, she went into labour. I tried selecting the husband and then clicking on her to get the option for him to take her to the hospital, but that option didn't appear.

A day is cold; a girl can see her own breath of life.
A dusty glass window beside is covered with frost,
A little girl not older than ten is locked outside on a veranda.

The sky is darkening to icy blue
It is reaching for her; a cold thing, a dark thing.
Hands as white as bone and snow
She crouches and clenches her legs tightly
Warmth sieves through her claws like desert sand.

Whimpering,
She desperately bangs a glass… locked door beside.
Daddy, let me out! I won’t cry, let me out!
Is he sleeping?

Her runny nose is red like Rudolf,
Not Santa, she whispers herself, not Santa.
Clever girl knows it was her dad dressed in Santa.

Shivering, she punches a sliding glass door, bang.
Making noise might wake him up.

But… she drops her hand feebly.
He hates noise; he hates a child crying like a child.
A bitter dry cold was too much for a little girl.
Her body is numbing with stiff pain and blue,
Her thumbs have dry crevices trickling with blood.

He won’t let me out, till I give the right answer.
Silence will unleash the sentence
The obedient girl keeps her breath as silent as possible.

Santa doesn't like crying kids.
Only the dripping sound of tears fills the air

Daddy let me out.