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NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Got a cold and I had a whole bunch of dreams last night, luckily most of them were kinda fun. Did even manage to get lucid in one. Will only write that one down.

21.00: Sleep

10.00: Mohaha! DILD
I'm outside of my old apartment house with four other people. One of them is a friend of mine and I haven't seen the other three before. I know I'm dreaming and I figure I'll do some telekinesis. I lift the three people up and spin them around. I shove them into huge clothing dryers and close the doors. "Matte no! Just because you can abuse your powers doesn't mean you should" my lady friend says. I let the people go and we start walking down a road. All of a sudden a brown bear starts chasing us. I turn around and put my hand up. The bear runs right into an invisible wall and falls down and starts rolling down the hill. I flick my hand and the bear falls to the side.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 14 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

This one was pretty insane... I was in kind of a desert or plains type area outside, and was next to a school, which was apparently the one I go to. There were a lot of people outside with me too. And then something happened... In the distance, I could see the land start to kind of sink. Like from the middle and forming a huge circle of falling land. The circle was growing bigger. Way bigger. Everyone noticed it and tried to run away, but I guess they finally understood after a little bit that running was pointless. So everyone got on their knees and started praying. I joined in prayer after a few seconds, even though I'm kind of an Atheist... Ahem, then the land stopped sinking... But then resumed after a few seconds, and everyone started running again. Somehow, I had a gun. And I was basically just like "F*ck this..." and put it up to my head. Someone tried to convince me not to shoot myself, but I did anyway. I don't remember feeling the bullet in my head, but I do remember falling to the ground right after I heard a *Bang*. Everything went black for a fraction of a second. Next thing I know, I'm back in the school and it appears that I have actually gone back in time before the apocalypse happened! Which means I had a chance to warn everyone about the forthcoming disaster. So I basically just ran around the school screaming stuff like "We're all gonna die!" or "Everyone go! Get out!" ...Stuff like that. Naturally everyone assumed I was an idiot and they completely ignored me. Then I was at the front entrance of the school (still inside though), and I was talking to someone. I must have randomly died again or something because next, I was in my house talking to my mom and dad about the coming apocalypse. They didn't believe me but I knew it was coming. It would start in the same area. Then, random thunder and lightning started. My parents decided to stay home and they said I was crazy... So I actually left the "town" without them. I was driving away (even though I can't drive lol) in a dark red pickup. I remember a girl sitting in the passenger's seat too. (Probably my girlfriend ) This was actually a pretty epic dream.

I rate this dream 4/5 awesome dances.

Going to try a few techniques tonight, Including inducing a WILD with music. to help me visulize my dream. I'll keep you all updated on the effectiveness of this

I woke up around 4am to pee, then had a hard time getting back to sleep. Then Danny's alarm woke me up at 5am, then I went back to sleep at 5:30am. Then my alarm woke me up at 6:45am to get Chris up. I set my alarm for 7:10am to take him to school, and went back to sleep. In those 25 minutes I managed 2 short lucid dreams:

When I went back to bed at 6:45am, I got vibrations almost instantly. I had the perfect amount of tiredness from all that waking up I'm guessing. They waved over me a couple times before I was able to focus them over my whole body without fading. As soon as I got it right, I felt the sensation of my body curling up a little, and scooting around the bed, though very subtle. I'm finding that this transition is getting more and more subtle, which worries me. I don't want it to become so subtle that I bare;y notice it and then just have a false awakening. This is the point in time where I would usually have a really intense demon experience, which are obviously hard to miss lol. But vibrations getting ever milder and milder, followed by really faint proprioception is making it more and more difficult to tell if when I open my eyes it's a dream or real. My even worse fear is that I won't feel the vibrations anymore, therefore miss altogether that I'm transitioning into a dream and then end up having a nonlucid/FA. ANYWAY, sorry for the pre-dream wall of text there. So after the vibrations settle, I open my eyes. I actually do it twice because I'm not sure. I slowly get out of bed, but with some difficulty in removing blankets and pillows off of me. I felt a bit caught. Then my body magically rose up into a standing position without me even trying, which was helpful lol. I knew at this point I was lucid for sure. I start walking to the bedroom door, but I feel invisible blankets all over me, and I'm having a hard time removing them. I remember guessing that it was because my sleeping body could still feel them, and it was carrying over into the dream. So I decided to ignore them, and went through the door anyway. This was a good idea, because as soon as I opened the door, the feeling of all those blankets was gone. I think ignoring the problem helped, along with opening the door which acted enough as a subtle scene change to help me stabilize a bit better. I felt like my foot hit a sleeping dog, and then I saw Daisy run up to me, I pet her and let her lick me. I felt her teeth and thought she would bite, but she kept her mouth open. Good girl. I open the front door, and it looks like an overcast morning, but plenty light enough to see. But when I step out of the door, which is usually to the right of the garden, suddenly it opened to the left of the garden. I even had to step over it to continue. As soon as I did that, the sky turned super dark grey, and started to pour down rain. I said "NNnnnoooooooo I can't believe it." I was upset because I wanted to try the advanced TOTM again, but now I could barely see. So much thunder and lightening too. I think now, in retrospect, I would have had a more fulfilling experience if I had just gone with it instead of using all my energy to change the weather. I chanted at the sky, saying something like "The clouds must dissipate, I want to see the sun." I was even singing this at some point. The clouds moved away and showed blue sky a few times, but it never disappeared completely. I got TOO obsessed about having a perfect blue sky when I could have just switched my focus to some other task/adventure. I'm making myself remember this as I type it, because it will help me, and I'm always preaching the same goddamned thing to my DVA students. Anyway, I'm staring hopelessly at the sky, then I woke up.

I start drifting off again, passively thinking about walking around in college. I go unaware, straight into a dream where I'm walking in a stairwell, talking to old college buddies. I was making out with one against the wall and making plans to have sex with him. I become lucid after a few seconds, because I remember that I was JUST lying in bed not moments ago, thinking about this. Super quick DILD, I love it. I know that the alarm is going to go off at any minute, so I just resign myself to some lucid sex. I can't find the guy I was originally making out with, so I searched a bunch of rooms to find someone else. I switch gender and grabbed some other ok-looking guy in the cafeteria. Things were going really really well on the table, but I started losing my vision. I focus really hard to make things clearer, then the alarm went off. Oh well.

Non-dream Dream

Dream 1:

I am in Vegas with my friend VP and his wife. VP asks a bartender at one of the casinos how much it typically costs to go out in Vegas for one night. The bartender says at least $200 for a good time. VP only has $30 so he decides to spend the whole time in the hotel room. I go with them up to the room. VP's wife insists on taking this elevator that I really don't want to take. The elevator shoots us up the outside wall of the hotel (we can see outside) and up to the roof. I feel like we are going way too fast and there is no way we can stop. I feel like we are going to die. We somehow go over the roof and end up in the room. VP and his wife want beer and I find some Bud Light in the fridge. I am pissed because I forgot my earplugs but then I find them. I keep begging them to come out and gamble with me but they refuse.

Dream 2:

I am with my wife, my friend JW and his wife and we are on some kind of floating ride - kind of like a hot air balloon but we are flying lower. We pass by a garden (which I think is my garden) with some beautiful tomato plants. Next we are all sleeping in a large room with a bunch of friends and they tell me I am snoring just a little bit.

Dream 3:

I am riding a bicycle towards a hike I want to do. It is a "neighborhood hike" in Anaheim Hills - I believe close to Toyon Park. I am still on my bike and I am on a narrow trail with a lot of puddles. It is a crystal clear day and a crisp morning. I look off to the right of the trail, expecting to see houses like I usually do, but I see the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen. There is lush greenery, tons of trees, and a beautiful, pristine alpine lake - the most stunning shade of blue I have ever seen. I want to stop and take a picture of it but I want to get to the trail head.

I'll record the dreams that came before these when I get home from work, but I'm just so pumped about this one I had to write it down. So my brother Jeremy and I were hanging out down the street from his house having a cigerette. For some reason I remember we weren't wearing shirts, we looked like white trashy corner dwellers in a ghetto or something now that I think of it. But I think in the dream it was just hot and made no difference.

A black guy came up and was standing about ten feet away from us for some reason, he too was just hanging out near the corner. Then a girl walked by that Jeremy knew so he started talking to her. I could tell he liked her, it was his playfully bossy attitude type. He followed her down the street a bit, then we went inside. I noticed there was quite a bit of commotion. The house we were in didn't look much like his, more like my brother Jason's house in shape. I realized after a few moments that our friend Aaron was getting ready to have his wedding! Me and someone else were sitting in a very small room having a conversation, when Aaron walked in with a tuxedo as if he were hiding from someone. I said "Congradulations dude, I didn't even know you were getting married! What are you doing?"
He smiled and said thanks but quickly darted out saying "No time-". Just as he darted out his bride darted in. This was a little bit weirder because her dress was so big and there were already two people in the tiny room, but we kept up the good mood. We asked her, what's going on? She said Aaron and her were dodging in and out of rooms today trying to not let Aaron see her. It's bad luck for the groom to see the bride before the wedding. We laughed and talked a bit. I went to the restroom. Here's where I became lucid.

I was in the restroom, I clenched my nose together- and could still breath. (I am loving these reality check results). I instantly became lucid, and called out "I am lucid! I need clarity!", and I rubbed by hands together. Then I ran my hands across the counter of the sink. It was so real. So I began to think about what I was going to do. I noticed in the mirror that I was thoroughly underdressed. I had a great idea. I waved my hand over my body and was dressed in a brilliant fucking tuxedo. I kept waving my hand over it making it absolutely custom, taking out some tads here and there. I kept waving my hand my tie, I wanted the color to be right. I tried red, yellow, blue, striped, it was incredible. I was having fun with this dressup.
I left the bathroom and my dream scene changed.
Back at my house. I wanted to show off my dream skills to my parent's characters for shits and giggles. I said here mom, let me give you a hand with that (while she was preparing lunch in the kitchen). I made the chicken she was about to grab float over to the cutting board. She wasn't impressed. lol.

My family's friend Lenny was over. I said, Lenny check this out. I made a pack of 50 water battles float up into the air and start spinning. I continued playing with things in the air for a while. Then... I walked outside. This is where it went bad. My subconscious thought I had been lucid long enough, so it decided to scare me into false awakening over and over again.

I walked outside and a girl began talking in front of me. She was a dream figment saying "Once a person has been conscious too long in here, they're never let go." And I began to see other people that began half materializing in front of me, as if they were other dreamers stuck in the dream world. I panicked and woke myself up. I woke myself up into another dream. But I knew it this time, I was used to these kinds of false awakening. I woke myself up another time into another false awakening. Almost panicking then, thinking I was stuck, I gave one last burst of energy to my conscious mind and finally woke up. Great dreaming session, just a strange ending.

well, last night i did sort of a lazy attemp to lucid dream and didn't actually go lucid until the middle of the dream (if thats possible XD) anyways, before i went lucid, i was seeing characters from inuyasha (mainly kagome and her friends) and then before i knew it, i was at my old house in mt.healthy and seen inuyasha running towards me. he greeted me as if i haven't seen him in awhile, and then all of a sudden, i said, "im dreaming!!" and everything brightened up and got clearer and more vivid. and then inuyasha hugged me XD so then i was riding around on his back and forgot to tell myself i was dreaming to keep that lucid stage and eventually lost track of my actions. lol, better luck next time. >3<

Rude Receptionist

I'm talking to a clerk at the front desk of the hotel at which we're staying. Somebody mentions cherries. I'm excited at the chance to practice my Spanish.

"Oh, oh, I know this one. . . . Cer--, uh . . . cerezas!" I grin around the room. "That's 'cherries' in Spanish. I learned that earlier today." [IRL, that's true. And during the dream, I used the memory trick that I invented yesterday for that word: "cereza" is sort of a combination of "cereal" and "cabeza."]

The clerk exhales, shaking her head. She says something about never being very good at Spanish, herself. I think she sounds too defeatist. Then someone comes into the hotel, and she calls him over. "Mr. Branagh!"

Surprised, I look closely at the newcomer. Indeed, it's Kenneth Branagh. I'm impressed at how calm the receptionist remains in the face of a movie star. I guess she's prepared for that, since actors probably stay in hotels a lot. Then she starts talking to him about all of these hotel policies about publicity posters. (He's carrying a bunch of posters, presumably with the intent to advertise his newest project by putting them up around the hotel.) It really seems to me that she's splitting hairs, and I realize she's not only being calm--she's being downright rude. Oh, dear.

Old-Fashioned Bathroom

I enter the bathroom in an old-fashioned wooden building. I'm not sure if I saw the sign correctly when I chose this door, so I might have gone into the women's bathroom by mistake. I look around to check, and indeed, most of the dozens of people in here are middle-aged women. I spot two other males, though, both my own age. Also, I'm using a urinal right now, which has no business being in a women's bathroom. As I'm looking around, one of the other boys says loudly that he thinks he chose the wrong bathroom. The other two of us assure him that there must be something unusual going on, because we made the same mistake. I wonder if maybe this bathroom was designed to be non-segregated. As in, there are two doors, one labeled "men" and one "women," but they both lead to the same room.

Runaway Grandmother

I hand my grandma a walking stick and turn around for a second, surveying the multi-story shopping complex that we're exploring. I hear gasps from behind me, and whirl around to see Grandma falling down the wide staircase behind us. It has a few dozen steps, and she bounces about three times on the way down. Then she gets up and starts hobbling away. She must have tried to put her weight on the stick and accidentally lifted herself off the ground, putting the stick off-balance and causing the whole assembly to fall over backwards, down the stairs. I probably should have given her a shoulder to lean on, or something. In any case, it's my job to go bring her back. As I head down the stairs, someone reminds me to be prepared for her to be stubborn about coming back: she gets recalcitrant if she's just been injured.

I run after her down a hallway and see that she's taken an escalator upwards. I get on behind her, but without missing a beat she climbs over the railing and onto a different escalator headed the same way. Wow, she really is being stubborn. I decide not to climb over--I'll just meet her at the top. But when I look ahead, I see that my escalator bends around and goes back down, while hers just continues straight up. Dammit, what an absurd design! It will be a disaster if she gets away. Even if I can't bring her back, I at least have to keep an eye on her. Now, there's another escalator following the same line as mine that goes halfway down before bending around to go back up. The semicircular railings of the two escalators come close enough that I should be able to climb over both of them. I'm reluctant, because the railing will be trying to pull me sideways as I climb over, so I could easily get injured. But I don't have much choice. I do it.

At the top, I realize that in all the confusion, I've lost track of Grandma. Did I get ahead of her? Is she ahead of me? Where might she have gone from here? Her distinctive gray hair is nowhere to be seen. Someone else from our original party comes walking up to me and asks me how it's going. I'm forced to admit that I think I've lost Grandma.

Pranking Little Kids

An old friend of mine laughingly shows me a small, simple geometric carving (similar to a die) with the word "BOOBS" on one side. He also shows me a table he's made, documenting the reactions of youngish kids when given this carving. These kids are all about the age where they'd be receiving their first sex education, so the idea is that they should be very embarrassed by it. It's amusing to us older kids since theoretically we know better than to be embarrassed by sex. Anyway, his results aren't disappointing: only one kid of the dozen or so he's pranked has managed to get through the encounter without blushing.

Maybe half an hour later, I give the carving back to my friend, joking that I couldn't find anyone who actually wanted to take it from me.

I was dead tired yesterday to the point of falling asleep on the couch while trying to read, so I went to bad several hours earlier than usual. I ended up having a LOT of dreams, but while I remembered them really well each time I woke from them, I was too tired to take notes and can only really remember one VERY awesome one, but I'm journaling it anyways because it made me feel good when I had it ^_^

The dream starts out with me being in a trailer, it looks a good deal like my dads trailer when I was growing up, but the floor plan was reversed. I think in the dream I was a younger girl, probably around 10-15. There's another girl there with me who is also around that age, as well as my mother, a lady I work with, and someone in long black hooded robes that covered them completely. The person in the robes is saying that I have been chosen to pilot a mecha suit as I was born with great magical powers. So I get really excited, and as soon as the person in robes leaves and my mom and the lady I work with (we'll call her W) say they're tired and going to bed, I sneak out.The other girl follows me and asks me what I'm going. I insist that if I'm going to pilot a mobile suit and fight demons in the war then I'm going to need practice! She follows me but is trying to talk me out of it when I climb into W's mobile suit and start piloting it. I find that it's totally easy, I'm not having to pull any levers or anything, I am able to control the entire thing with my mind. I laugh and refer to the matrix and feeling like Neo for some reason. Then I creep through the woods in my giant suit and see a park, I decide I can't step in the park or I'll ruin the grass, so I take the suit back to the field next to the trailer and kneel it down so I can hop out. When I get out I start walking towards the park again, and notice there's a small ten foot cliff that I'll have to jump from to get into the park. I take a deep breath and remind myself that like Neo, I will be fine as long as I remember that the distance is just in my mind. I jump, and I'm ok! The other girl is yelling at me from the cliff though that I'm going to get hurt and to get back up there. Apparently it's night and the demons run wild at night and it's really not safe out. I try to explain to her that I'll be ok because I believe I can fight them, but she reminds me that I need a mobile suit to fight them and to get back up there with the mobile suit. I sigh and comply, a new idea forming in my head. I manage to jump super high back up onto the cliff, and start telling her that I want to run away with he mobile and start fighting the demons on my own, skipping all the official training and everything. She tells me I'm crazy and I won't have anything to eat and I don't know anything about survival in the wild. I'm pretty over confident at the time though, and there's no talking me out of it, so the girl offers me some seeds that look like Pumpkin seeds, only some are black and some are white. I ask her what they are, and she says they're pokemon seeds created as a promotion for the video games. Apparently they grow plants that will make black and white beans depending on the color of the seed that was planted. She says I should plant them and I'll have something to eat when they grow. Then the porch light comes on in the trailer, and W comes out. me and the other girl panic because we know we're going to get in trouble if we're caught out here. I tell her to hide in the brush, and I hop back into the mobile suit and then hide inside it into the brush. W and my mom get into the truck with the mobile suits trailer on the back and start to drive through the field, but they stop right in front of us, and my mom jumps out saying something's wrong because the trailer feels too lite. I hold my breath hoping they don't check, but of course they do and of course there's no mobile suit on the trailer, so they start freaking out. I decide to come clean and climb out of the thicket I was hiding in in the mobile suit. I hop out, and they start giving me the third degree for stealing the mobile suit and ask me what the hell I was thinking, and I tell them my plan on running off to fight demons on my own They laugh and ask me how I plan to survive on my own with no food, and I argue that I would eat the beans from the seeds the other girl gave me. They tell me the seeds would take weeks to grow and I'd never last that long without food. I insist that it won't take so long if I use my magic on the seeds, and they laugh and tell me again that It'll take forever. I get mad and want to prove my point so I drop down on the ground and push a seed into the earth, then cup my hands over it and will it to grow. It does, growing about six inches straight up out of the earth with the seed cap on top of the stalk and then little thin curly roots grow up as well with teeny tiny leaves... it's beautiful. The girl my age is marveled and amazed and wants to know how I did it, so I try to show her, but it won't grow anymore for her. So I try myself, and it grows again! Then my daughter wakes me up, lol.

at the end of the dream i drempt i was on a tv show called friends. it was like on the set for sure but i didn't really see any cameras around. just me and two other guys in a somewhat empty living room. the men were making jokes back in forth from across the room as they hit a ruber kickball back and fourth throughout the house.
Ah yes! earlier in the dream there was a big seminar or class going on with a lot of peopole. alec was there and he gave a presentation on why the book thief was one of the greatest books ever. later Angela Yip came up to the front, but a really hot version of Angela yip who was more developed, went to the front of the audience and refuted every one of alec's statements. she even stood up in an animatedmaner on the podium wearing like tap dancing shoes. she got all up in alec's face arguing about the book.
after the play we were talking and then she randomly said i love you and then started kissing me. i didnt say anything back and after a while she started getting worried asking why i didnt say anthing back. i told her to slow down, but got curious about what was under those tight jeans she had on her pussy was really wet and i licked it and it tasted Terrible. it was soooo sour i immediiatley came up trying to play it off like i wasnt disgusted. but she knew. i walked away and then the dream progresed. i should have realized i was dreaming because i have not seeen angela for over 8 years nor was the small asian girl ever as hot as she was in the dream. next time i will do a reality check when i have any sort of encounter with an old friend

For the past few nights, my insomnia has been terrible. I know I dreamed a bit last night, but I can't recall any details. Just been under way too much stress lately; so much so, that it's making my body sick. I'm having a lovely outbreak of cold sores/fever blisters right now, and a few are having trouble healing because my body isn't resting. ;oq923u0r9wje;foiawjefoji anxiety and insomnia fucking suck. I'm sore and tired from running around Nashville yesterday looking for my testing site for the GRE, which was a 4 hour test o_o, and I start my new job today, which will (ideally) exhaust me enough to where I'll wanna pass out when I get home at 5 (early I know, but if you knew how tired I was, you'd want to do the same). I'll have the same shift tomorrow as well. I should be off on weekends though, so this weekend should be an excellent time for me to catch up on some much-needed R&R, and hopefully, my dreams will be extra vivid due to REM rebound.

12/09/12

Dream 1

I was in a hotel and I was in the cubical in a hotel. I was having a poo and the man in the cubical next to me kept sticking his head up and trying to look over into my cubical. He then bent down and looked under the bottom. When he looked over the top again. I jumped up off the toilet and pushed him away from me! I then was at a football match and this is all I remember.

13/09/12

No Recalled Dreams

I was at work and suffered a massive migraine and took panadine fort to fix it, I fell asleep for an hour and dreamed.
I continued on from a previous attempt of the easy Task of the Month:
I was riding on the scorpion I had tamed through a one lane dirt track with massive, tree sized blades of grass. Walking along I'd focus in on the flying insects and see them up close (the opposite of what happened last time where they were blurry, this time I seen them in detail when I'd focus on them) I see dragonflies and house flies and looking around the ground I'd see train sized Millipedes and Pill Millipedes. Then a giant spider jumped down infront of the scorpion I was riding on looking aggressive but its eyes widened like in shock and then ran away, I seen all its pupils look at me before it was startled like it wasn't afraid of the scorpion but of me.
I jumped off the scorpion, gave it a pat and untied its claws and freed it. I then focused my 'energy' and lifted off the ground and flew super fast down to the end of the lane, seeing blurred insects along the way like when you see a tree while driving. At the end a mountain grew larger until I was at the top of it and landed there.
The panadine must have been too strong and I must have dozed off and next I knew I was standing infront of a millions of ants and they were worshipping me with a number of other insects, I quickly gathered that the mountain must have been an ant mound but yeah all the insects seen me as their god.
I flew to the beach after that and found a massive tubeworm, I grew tall again to normal hight and for some reason bit off the tubeworms head? This shocked me into taking control of the dream again (I let go and let a dream happen until I like to take control again and then let go, this happens a lot). I noticed that the tubeworm had a hole and decided to jump into it.
I ended up in the world of the second task and decided to run with it and ventured around.
I swam through seeing Ichthyosaurs and Loch Ness monster like dinosaurs, Ammonites, Tubeworms, Trilobites and all kinds of massive dinosaurs (mostly the ones I remembered from walking with dinosaurs when I was a kid) and lots of sharks. I'd swim around through the coral caves and with the ichthyosaurs for protection, not because they could defend me but I knew safety in numbers. Suddenly I seen an Allosaurus drowning for some reason with blood coming off it and decided to wake myself up, I woke up to the intense light from the migraine and decided to just lay there until it went away.
In most of my dreams I have a godlike feeling, like in all of them I feel like I am the ultimate power within them, greatest part of dreaming.
I wasn't going to do both tasks at once but it was leading down that way and decided to just roll with it and do them both at once, not sure if the second task is complete because of how short the dream was but the first one seemed to last longer

09.13.2012

3 Anime Girls Line art (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember is that on a sheet of paper, or maybe on a computer screen, are three anime girls in a train-like formation.

The girl in front, it was hard to recall if she was in the missionary position or standing like the other two. All of them had an awkward expression on their faces, and the whole lineart color was light blue. They were naked as well, and it's kind of hard to tell if one of them had penis that was penetrating the girl resting on her back.

I can't wait to collect all the data from the participants and make some interesting conclusions. (The shared dreaming password experiment, not the 3 anime girls)

No more facebook before bed. Had me dreaming of girls from my past. Good dreams but it kinda makes me sad.