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I had a lucid dreaming. I was in my home and I knew that I'm dreaming at first (It was made by WILD technique).
At first I was looking at TV set and then turn around. I felt that my dream is collapsing and then immediately I looked at my hand. at first when I looked at my hand, It was invisible. after about 2 second My hand seen. After that I walk in home, I woke up.
When I woke up something was very interesting and weird. I felt Tingling in my Palms!

I only remember a fragment for today:

I’m in a fantasy setting , an archer, I look like some weird mix of Legolas and Daenerys Targaryen. I’m also a man. I’m running in a landscape that I would describe as a mix of Siberia, Canada and New Zealand and I am on my own. I have a feeling that I either have been abandoned by everyone or I left them. There is a strong feeling of complete and involuntary solitude.

I am in a small city in Japan with one of my old classmates Asya. We are on holidays here together and this is the last day, soon enough we are supposed to go home. We are walking through the street full of souvenir shops and small food places. We enter one of the antique gift shops and I look around.

The shop looks much bigger on the inside, I see stalls and stalls from floor to the ceiling with all sort of things. We are here to find something for our friends and families.

On one of the stalls an owl necklace catches my eye. A small metal bird with a watch in its stomach. I take it in my hands and at it for quite a long time, there’s something wrong with the watch, but I can’t wrap my head around what is wrong. One thing I know – they are not the usual type and they definitely don’t show time. I head the sudden loud chattering sound somewhere at the back of the store and turn my head to it.

I don’t see anything that could make such noise, but for some reason I imagine some sort of insect. I’m surprised to see that nobody else has looked in that direction, seems like I was the only one to notice it.
When I turn back to the stall, the owl necklace is gone.
…

We are eating sushi at some other place, I eat one made from some red fish and the guy that sits nearby says that it is gross because it’s made from sturgeon. He then reaches the plate and eats another one from some kind of green fish…

That’s all I remember for today.

07.30.2012

Love Song (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting at a computer lab with a few random people, and I trying to think of something clever for a project I have to do. I believe I was wearing a black leather jacket, with a regular white shirt underneat, and probably long jeans.

I wanted to do some set of drawings for something, and I believe I was doing it digitally by first scanning a sketch of something, and then creating a separate layer to quickly draw in the lines in the sketch for better detail.

That's what I would think I'd do, but then I started to get distracted with something else. I look at the computer screen, and I was watching Nana (not the singer Nana) and Nobu hugging each other. Nana was crying on Nobu's chest, and he's holding her tightly in his arms.

I look at this for a while, and tried to speculate how I could relate this to the project I'm doing (and I honestly don't know what I'm doing it for).

I felt someone's presence to my right, but I didn't bother to turn around to see who it was at the time. I start getting more worried and needed to do something quick, at least that's what I think because I felt like I was being rushed.

Then the person sitting next to me queried,

"Why don't you do a love song for her?"

It takes me a few seconds, but I finally realized she was talking to me. I slowly turned my head to the right, watching her from her breasts all the way to her mouth. As I'm elevating my head, the black shadow starts to fade away and reveals more of her visage.

I think she had long black hair that was curly and wavy....

Unfortunately, that's all I remembered, I didn't get to see any other parts of her face except for her smile.

A love song? For who?

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07.30.2012

Store Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking inside of what seems to be your basic supermarket. I believe I killed someone based on the number of people looking at me, and I think someone said that I killed her myself.

The dream resets, I think, and I'm walking around checking the aisles of the store for any kind of suspicious activity. I still have the feeling that I did something wrong, and I eventually reach an aisle, but didn't go into it, where there's a lady who most likely fainted.

An older women who has a wide stopic and huge ass (you know, the droopy torso and elevated ass kind of older women) holding the lady that looks like she passed out in her arms. She's kneeling down to support the lady on the floor, and when I looked closer, there's blood somewhere on the girl's chest.

As for the girl herself, I didn't pay attention too much to get her visage, because I still had a feeling that this could've been my doing. It felt as if this was a rewind on the event, except that I'm not with the group of people crowding around the female.

I'd say the female was in her 20s, and she was wearing a faded swamp green kind of dress with the thin straps that can go over her shoulders. Her hair was brunette, I'm sure of it, and she was skinny, but not too skinny.

Why am I killing people without knowing why I did so in the dream?

this was years ago; i think 2005-ish. I was in my early twenties. I had a string of lucid dreams that were not induced... they just sort of happened. This one was the first and most memorable.

I was in Boston walking past the mouth of the big tunnel. Suddenly a coach bus went by going impossibly fast, careening between the lanes until it lost control and flipped over. When it entered the tunnel- sideways and on its roof- it took out dozens of cars and people (who for some odd reason were standing in the tunnel).

i went into the tunnel to look at the damage, and i saw a whole bunch of people flattened out on the road like pancakes... there was no blood or gore, they were just flattened into ten foot circles. It was then that i realized i was dreaming, and as i looked at them i began to laugh hysterically.... which , of course, woke me up.

testing

Sucked into the space from behind my eyelids. [First succesful WILD]
I feel like I'm shot like a meteor into this body, looking around I noticed a jungle gym dome in the middle of so sawdust ( I remember this as my school's playground in first grade)
It's dark. and I'm somewhat lucid, knowing it is a dream but not thinking about it.
My first action , I immediately jump and start flying.
Surprised I feel weightless!

Flying around like a maniac, I almost fly into a tower. I put my hands out like I'm afraid it's going to hurt but, it's just a little bit of pressure. I start losing control and hit into the ground, still scared it's going to hurt, but it's also just a bit of pressure.
after awhile I start losing control and next thing I know I'm on a giant bed with my buddy Trey and we each have a girl hanging with us.
were talking about who knows what.

again I lose control and all of a sudden I'm on the side walk holding onto this cute animal I'm unable to remember, and I'm drunk, they're all these little dogs jumping at me trying to bite at this animal in my arms, and I'm protecting it.
But, I loose balance and fall over and hold the animal in between my arms still protecting it.

I then totally loose control and have a false awakening. waking in a hammock , going back to the bed I was at with my friend trea but instead it's now my buddy piper and two other guys.
were drinking some wine out of crystal wine glasses, and one of the guys puts his foot and hooks my glass spilling it everywhere on the bed. I freak out and decide to leave, as I get off the bed mad as hell. I wake up. with an adrenaline rush of anger and surprised enthusiasm.

I think my recalls are getting worse... Before, I can just write down dreams without trouble, now I have to dig around just to find fragments. I couldn't recall anything this morning except for needing to drive my friend home and (I think) getting lucid but lost it. I couldn't even remember if I was really lucid or I was just dreaming about being lucid. I tried to pinch my nose, but even before I'm done with that, I tried to push my finger through, then blackness.

John Rhodes and I went to the optometrist, for some reason. My right I was bugging me. We had gone there for him to have a checkup, but I went in to ask the doctor about my eye. She used a light to look around in it, a little handheld one, and finally saw what it was, a pulled a piece of glass out of the bottom of my eye, that was trapped between my eye and eyelid. In the dream, this reminded me of another experience I had in a dream, where something had to be pulled out of the corner of my eye. I saw it, and I asked her if it had caused any permanent damage to my retina, and she said "oh yea, definitely." I left, walked outside, and almost left before remembering I came with John. He soon came outside, grabbed a vinyl from a car which I think was his, and I think it was Icky Thump, which we were apparently going to listen to in the car somehow. I remember this confusing me, as there was no record player anywhere in the car. That's the last bit I remember.

So basically, I've learned that being woken up by a doorbell going off directly above your head is the worst way in the world to wake up, ever. Destroyed my DR.

Opening Statements
HALLELUJAH!!! HALLELUJAH!!! HALLELUJAH, HALLELUJAH!!!
Huzzah!!! I've made serious headway, and i'm now capable of having lucid dreams!

Legend
Black = Dreaming
Blue = Aware That I'm Dreaming
Green = Lucid

Entry
I was in my neighboors backyard, but i was roughly 8 to 10 years old. I suddenly seemed to be on fire, even though there weren't any flames, so I rolled around on the ground to put it out. When I finally got up, I was back to my original age, and there was cotten and ash spewed all over where I rolled. My mom was now there, and she said I did a good job. I thanked her, but then, I started thinking, "Wait a second... I know how these dreams play out!" and then, I was lucid. I stopped myself from getting excited, looked at my hands and said: "Stabalize Lucidity!", I then noticed my mom was talking about something. I tried numerous times to get her attention, and after about six times she finally stopped talking. "Mom, this is a dream!" I exclaimed. She gasped excitedly and asked what the first thing we should do was. I told her how to stabalize the dream, then thought about other methods of stabalization. That was a big mistake, for as soon as I did that I started to lose grasp on te dream. I was about to use a method for getting it back but I had already woken up.

Ending Comments
Despite the rather dissapointing awakening, this was my first actual lucid, so I'm alright with that. Because I've actually had a lucid now, it's time to set up some goals, so be ready to see them next entry, cheers!

1st dream

Conspiracy theory is performing at my elementary lunch room. The sound messes up and I continue to play a beat on a table but they walk out anyway. I don't know how their sound is set up but I can't fix it.

2nd dream

I'm in my bed with my eyes closed and all of a sudden I can see everything. The dream obviously started..maybe this is what happens when people complain about not being able to keep their eyes shut. I mean because this is a really good FA. I walk into the bathroom and I see a small pot with flowers on the ground. They look like they were cut from a tree in my yard but they're purple. I know she left them. She can't be too far. I get outside and I see a turtle walking on the ceiling of my carport. So Nevermind..it's a straight up dream. Something in waking life wakes me up.

3rd dream
I'm back in my bed. I imagine it rocking back and forth and it does. All of a sudden I can see everything again and now my bed is floating. Things blackout again...must have just gotten some vivid hi. It feels like I'm traveling down a river except I controll every rocking motion I'm feeling. It stops and I can see again.

I get out of bed and there's a guy who looks like he's made of glue in the kitchen. I ask him if he knows where Kaomea is...he doesn't answer...I don't think he can talk. My pops is in the livining room. I can't get a straight answer out of him even when I stry to ask backwards questions like "tell me where everyone isn't except for Koamea". The only thing I get out of him was she was in fact the person who left the flowers.

I head outside and it's thundering and raining. It stops and I head to the back yard. D's dog (who passed away) is there. She's chained up to a pole in the basketball court and is sitting in the only dry spot. I unchain her and tell her to find Kaomea. It sniffs around a bit and starts heading to the house then I stop it and let it smell the flowers she left. She turned around and started digging a hole.

My sister was there, and I didn't have time to listen to what she said. I just jumped down this hole. It was different from my portals as this thing seemed to go in forever. Finally I arrived at some office. It looked like a telemarketing office but one of the DC's said it was hell. Hmmm hell doesn't look so bad, or maybe that's what they want me to think! Anyways, I'm here with some random DCs who slid down as well and we'er walking from office to office. They just want to leave. I want to find Kaomea. In fact I think I remember reading about how she was here recently.

I continue questioning any and all DCs on her whereabouts. None of them know. We come up to security, and they stopped us and tell us satan is back there. A few kicks and punches, and I'm in. He approaches us. He's this Asian guy wih a maroon rayon shirt. He says none of belong here so we have to leave. I tell him that I just need to find Kaomea and I'll be on my way. He says something and we walk a bit and he shows the other people out.

I think this guy is pulling a fast one. I turn around and head through the area with more guards. There was a wall with a window. I jumped through it without shattering the glass and continued on. Some clown tried to stop me, but I ruined his day. I don't see this punk anywhere. I come to another room and something's off. Outside

I can see clouds. Wtf. Some guy taps me on the shoulder and says "Satan told me to give you this". He had headset in his hands. What!? The guy tells me that I'm the senior ranking individual here now. "Wait what!?" He says if I get addicted to crack in the future...either way the job is mine now. Then he calls me by my brothers name. I told him that wasn't me. He says "oh the. It must have been a mixup". He looks in his computer and presses a few buttons and says "worker". I walk away from the guy and wake up.

I don't know about anyone else on here but I hate mall dreams.

I was in the mall when some kid who was shoplifting candy from the store told me it was the end of the world or something big was going to happen. He said it was so big that it would hit the whole entire population and we would all be in a frenzy.

I then decided to shoplift some goods 'just in case' because I didn't know what would happen to me.

I remember getting into a cooler and there where energy drinks in there. This kid wanted me to hand him one because there was a limited stock of these in other stores or they were all gone.

Then the dream changed to where I ran into a different section of the mall to go baby shopping. There weren't any people here in a frenzy but on my way there I saw a few people who looked rushed. I was collecting baby things when some girl and her child and some other lady were discussing some event like a birthday party. I then noticed that there were presents wrapped up in the baby section for this birthday party like the event was being held there.

For some reason something hit me to start running and avoiding people to get out of the mall. So I ran. Other people were running too. I was running when I noticed that stores were starting to close and people where panicking to get out in time, some people where trapped and where held hostige in the stores. I didnt know what the heck was happening so I tried to run to the nearest exit but there didn't seem to be one. I ended up going to the lower level of the mall and running down this dark hallway with some people that I pulled along with me into this entrance until I woke up. It was like the dream was moving along with me.

29.07.2012

Dancing Around On Skype (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm in my room at my old house, on Skype to my girlfriend. I dance around the room with a guitar [which, incidentally, I can't play], singing along to a song in the background, solely for her amusement.

What's strange about this dream is that she had a dream the same night, in which I'd sent her photos in the post of me at a recording studio, playing Elton John's piano and Eric Clapton's first guitar, along with a note saying 'wish you were here, I'm tanned, on top of the world and game'. Strange.

Last night I was able to go through my normal routine again but it didn't go so well in terms of dreams.

8:30 - Finish OJ, Cutie's juice, Apple juice, milk, banana, one bite of apple that turned out to be incredibly sour. - Go outside and shoot hoops
10:00 - Come back inside
10:30 - Get ready for bed
11:00 - Vitamins with glass of water
11:15 - Go to bed with binaural beats
8:00 - Wake up

So for some reason last night my mp3 player glitched out or something because when I woke up this morning, it was turned off. Now I know last night I put the 'hold' slide on so I know I didn't roll over and turn it off or anything. Also, when I restarted it this moning, it defaulted to the song first in alphabetical order, instead of my sleeping playlist. So ya, maybe I need a new mp3 player if it does this again because I really hate losing a perfectly good night of sleep where I could of had dreams but now I can't remember anything because of that.

Oh well, that's what tonight is for.

I can only recall one fragment from last night right now.

1. I remember I was with a couple other people and we were all i nthis grocery store type place. Then one of them went and got some plain donuts and decided to put some kind of cheese on them. Everyone thought this would taste gross but then we all tried it and it tasted like orange frosting, and was actually pretty tasty.

*edit* I actually remembered another one today while I was working outside.
2. It was rally late at night and I was at this bar. (haha I'm 16 but whatever). Anyways, one of my friends who I haven't seen for almost a year now randomly comes walking uo to the bar. I went outside and told him how great it was to see him. That's all I remember.