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This dream took place a few years ago.

I was in New York, in the bronx I think. The buildings were tall but older, there was graffiti and garbage cans all over the place. It was dark and i was walking along, when I bumped into my brother. I hadn't seen him in quite some time so I gave him a big hug and asked how he was doing.

"Well I'm going to this party" he said. "Wanna come with?"

"Sure, why not."

As we were walking down this road we saw a big light come down from the sky and land in an alley way nearby. Me and my brother both looked at eachother and there was a silent agreement to go check this thing out. Just as i was about to take the first step towards the alleyway I was stopped by a cop.

"You shouldn't go in there" he said.

"Why not?"

"It's dangerous, you don't know what's in there!"

"I think I can make my own decisions," I said. I could see the look in his eyes. He was terrified, and he was trying to keep me away from the thing due to his own fear.

"Well, I'm going to go see that thing, why don't you come with us? I'm going whether you like it or not." I pushed past him and started running for the alley way. The cop didn't say much more but soon after decided to run after us.

I got to the alley that we had seen the UFO land in. It was a small vessel, with a matte grey finish to it. It looked like it was made out of polished rock, or more like a dull metal, as opposed to being a very shiney metal. I walked within 20 feet of it. My brother stopped and grabbed my arm.

"I don't think you should go any further, man" He had a look of concern on his face. Not terrified like the cop, who was now behind us with his gun drawn, but I could tell he was worried about me getting close to the UFO.

"I know man, I know. I think I'll be OK though. Something inside me is telling me it's alright.. I can feel it." Knowing there was no stopping me on what I wanted to do, my brother took his hand off me. I continued to walk closer to the craft.

"Don't do it!" the cop yelled out from behind a dumpster some ways back down the alley. I heard him speak but his words turned into a twisted form of incomprehensible sound. When I got to the UFO I put my hands on it. My intentions were to find a way in, or feel around it for some kind of button I could push to open the door. There were no buttons. The craft felt warm and smooth. Suddenly I felt a small depression under both my hands. An area lit up around each hand, and the shell of the craft depressed under the pressure of my hands.

A door opened up, letting out a bright, white light. It didn't hurt my eyes to look inside though. So I looked back at my brother, and then at the cop, who was still huddled behind the dumpster with his gun drawn. I looked back at my brother again.. and gave him the look that this would be my last goodbye. I didn't say anything though. Then I looked forward and stepped inside. The door closed behind me, and I was inside what one would consider a small house, or at least it seemed that way. It was totally lit up from every direction. There were no shadows inside this thing. It was very bright, all lit up in this white light. There was a main entranceway where I had stepped, a door in front of me across the room, and a staircase up each side of the wall sweeping back around the inside of the craft and meeting up directly above me where I had just came in from.

I decided to check out the upper level, so I started up the stairs. There were 2 more rooms up there, but I decided not to go in them. I heard, or felt, a voice coming from the one door downstairs that I hadn't checked out yet. Something told me this was the cockpit of the ship, and I started back down the stairs to check it out. I got to the door, opened it, and went through. I didn't really see what i was getting myself into until the door closed behind me.

I looked at my surroundings. What I saw, and felt, shook my entire reality for months after I had this dream. I had an epiphany, inside of a dream, that was so powerful, and experience I can *never* forget. Not in my entire lifetime. I looked around inside this.. "room". There were no walls. It was as if I was standing back outside the alleyway. The walls were totally invisible. There were sparkles all over the place, or little lights, or one could say what looks like stars in the night sky. The best description I can give of it would be like, being in the centre of the explosion of a firework when it goes off, the ones that explode out really big in a sphere with all the little bits that fly out. Being in the centre of that.

So I was pretty caught up in looking out at this.. room.. that had no walls.. when I realized i was being lifted up in to the centre of this room. I was weightless, and the ship had placed me at the center of itself. I wasn't sure what was going on until the ship spoke to me.

"Hello dave," the ship said. It spoke to me telepathically.

"Hello?" I replied, but in my thoughts. It wasn't even like a conversation one would have with words. It all happened so instantly. The second I even had the thought of hello the ship was already responding.

"Where would you like to go?" it asked me. The funny thing about the ship talking to me was, it wasn't like it was a separate entity. It was like, my own mind, was sending out the thought, and as light reflects off a mirror, so my own thoughts were reflecting off the inner shell of the ship, back into my own mind again. it's like the ship had become a part of me, like an extension of my body. There was nothing separating me and this entity. The ship was alive, just as alive as I was. The feeling of having two separate, fully functioning consciousnesses working in conjunction with eachother, is something I had never felt before.

I felt at one, at peace. I felt a feeling of warmth and love, as a child would feel from their mother, still in the womb, just days before that child is born. A complete and total connection. No barriers, no walls. No hidden agenda's or any secrets of any kind. Just perfect, perfect harmony, and the intense feeling of being connected to the entire universe. I felt like all I had to do was think it, and I would be there, me and this ship, or rather, me and this extension of myself. I felt like I had all knowledge available to me. There was nothing I couldn't know, or anywhere I couldnt' be.

I remembered that the ship had asked me a question. I didn't answer with words. My thoughts turned to seeing the city from above. Suddenly the ship started floating upwards, with me still in the centre of it. I could see straight down, at my brother, at the alleyway and the cop standing there looking up at me. We started moving forward. There was a constant download/upload of thoughts and feelings between me and the ship. It's like the ship wasn't a ship at all, more like an entity, a living breathing consciousness, and I was a part of it. We started moving forward. I could see the empire state building in the distance, and further behind it the statue of liberty. I looked up at the sky above us. Even tho there were star-like lights inside the ship, I could recognize the stars that were in the sky as being stars. We continued to move forward across the city.

I was walking down this path, with my short little gnome friend with me. We were in a world where there were no cars or technology or anything like that. Everything was natural, we had our minds open to natural ability and so on. I was wearing a simple cloth outfit, nothing fancy, more like a robe, or something Link would wear from legend of zelda. I had a staff in my hand that I was using to walk with. I remember looking to either side of the path marvelling at how busy forest was, with sprites flying about all over the place, plants growing everywhere with sparkles and naturally glowing things on them. The trees were twisted and gnarled in their trunks but green and luscious in the leaves. I spent a lot of time in this dream just taking in my surroundings.

So I continued on down this pathway with my little gnome friend when we met up with 2 people coming towards us. they were also mystical creatures, I believe one was a gnome, and another was something similar to a gnome, but taller and skinnier. But still a lot shorter than me. They stopped and we stopped, and they looked at my staff.

"Woahh.. is that the.." the taller one asked

"Yes, yes it is," i replied "Would you like to see me use it?"

"oh yes oh yes!" the 3 of them all jumped up and down at once, clapping and dancing around me. so, holding the main part of the staff with my right hand, and grasping the end of the staff with my left hand, i pointed the staff at the taller gnome, or elf, or whatever it was (I think it was a girl, actually). Suddenly these strands popped out of the staff. There were hundreds, if not thousands of these little strands, and it wasn't so much the strands themselves but the ends of the strands that were of concern here. Each strand at the end had a little ball of light emitting a very bright coloured light. The colours changed as well.

"Watch this," I said, as I commanded the strands to make shapes. One shape was a butterfly, another was like a firework when it goes off. I made all kinds of shapes and images of things but the last image I saved for the end. It was a rose, the most complex looking rose I could ever ask for. It was a large image, made of thousands of points of light, coming from these strands. All the images before were also made from the points of light but weren't as complex. To further explain what the images looked like, it was like a 3D lightbright. I don't know how many of you remember those, but with thousands of little points of light.

"here you are" i said to the (girl?).

"Wowww that's amazing!" she said. I was happy she was impressed. I had made her day showing her the images and the rose. Me and my little gnome friend parted ways from the other 2, and we continued on our way.

Oh god. Last night I was so tired. I was finishing my english final so I didn't get to sleep until ten. Sadly I was so exhausted I didn't even remember falling asleep. I woke up at 2 am, like usual, and stayed awake (the exception being about ten minutes of dozing I'd get here and there).
Seeing as I don't remember my dreams lately, I'm guessing it's stress. I'm about to take a nap - my naps usually result in either SP or deep dreams. Expect another entry for after my nap~

Another quick summary.

It was Anthony's birthday. He has had so many birthdays in my dreams that he'd be in his early thirties by now. Anyway, for some reason, my mom bought me gifts even though it was Anthony's birthday. I think Vinny came up to me at Anthony's party, where a bunch of people from my school were, and he told me about that my gift cost a lot. Other people didn't want him there because he wasn't invited, but I told them, "It's alright, he just needs to tell me something." I got two teddy bears that I wanted because they reminded me my childhood. Vinny told me that they cost around $200 each (I think it was actually $186 or something). I went to my mom and told her that she was crazy to spend that much on a teddy bear. I felt really bad because I felt responsible for making her spend so much money. I explained to her that they only made me nostalgic, and I didn't really need them. I also felt bad because she spent around $400 on something that would just sit around. Anyway, back at the party, Anthony's mom had to show me my room. Apparently I was staying there for a while.

I was at my house, which was a combination of my old house, and a dream house I've never seen before. It was VERY haunted. I didn't want to go anywhere in this house alone because I was afraid. There were a lot of stairs in this house, as if the house would be 5 or 6 stories tall, with most of them being underground. I started out in the 3rd story or something, and I was running through the house, trying to get to the living room where everyone was. I finally made it to my kitchen, where I could see the key hook with my keys on them. This part of the house was haunted too, but a little less. I ran through the kitchen, to another set of stairs and ran up them to find a small room where Ashley and Matt were sitting on the couch, and my Grandmom was on the internet. My mom was outside of the room, and I told her I needed to go to Anthony's. She said I should take my key, but I asked her if I could just go without it, because I didn't want to go back through the haunted house. I was also without my shoes, and I didn't know where they were, and I wasn't about to go looking for them. I was getting frustrated because my mom wouldn't give in, and every second I was in the house felt life threatening because of the haunting. I took out my phone (which was an i-phone) and attempted to make a text message. I couldn't make a sentence, or a complete word for that matter. Upon waking, I realised that this was because full, written sentence and dreams don't mix, but while in the dream, I attributed this to the ghost. I was getting frustrated because I just wanted to leave. Suddenly I was in a different part of the house, and I felt a sense of dread (sleep paralysis) and I thought to myself, "This is the same way I feel in dreams." I hate my brain.

Just a quick summary this time.

First, Anthony turned into a hipster, and his mom had another baby. I had to feed the baby. So I went to the bathroom to get food. There was a little gnome in the bathroom, and, being an asshole gnome, decided to pee on me. I stood there for a little bit confused, then I decided to kick the shit out of this gnome. He was about the size of my foot, so it was very satisfying.

Then I was in this waiting room for something. When it was finally my turn to go to wherever I was waiting for, this guy came up to me and led me through the building's hallways. He looked like Jeff Mangum of Neutral Milk Hotel (I don't even like that band). Anyway, he leads me on this grand adventure. Before I know it, I'm with three other people (one boy, two girls) and we are on this journey to somewhere. The whole thing had a very magical vibe to it, like I was inside a story book or a children's movie. Eventually we were all standing at this man-made cliff, and down below I could see a melancholy view of the ocean, where the wild wind blew the water away from the rocks to reveal fish flopping below them, and dead birds (huh?) spread about. One of the girls had transformed into an alligator with two propellers on its back. We all had umbrellas. Mine was really short, so I had to use a pole extension. Our umbrellas were inside out, and the plan was that we were going to use them to fly to our next destination. I asked, "Fly? Like in a movie?" The guy turned to me and said, "Like in-" I don't remember what he said. We all flipped our umbrellas so that they weren't inside out anymore. Now there was only me, the guy, and two other people. We were suddenly on this grassy path in an urban city, like in London or something. There was a metal fence to our left. To fly, we had to use the umbrella as if it was a wing, and we had to flap. It wasn't working so well, and we couldn't get the hang of it. Now, I had two umbrellas, and I had to flipped them around to fly. I started to get off the ground, and I was floating above the fence, but slowly. There was a storage/mail truck about 100 feet away, and it was DE that we needed to make it to this truck and stow away to our next destination. Everyone else got to the truck before me. I finally got there just in time. In the truck, there were a bunch of foam packages that a machine pushed into the truck and then packed them against the wall. I got in just in time before one went through, and it shoved me against the wall, where I was hidden behind the package. I woke up here. The machine and truck were making this weird noise like a turkey mixed with a squeaky hydraulic.

I only remember a small part of this dream. I was seeing from the view of a girl who had fallen down a hole. There was a man who had fallen down there a long time before her and had never been found, he looked like a super villian. He used her for his pleasure, against her will. Robin, batman's sidekick, Began to investigate the hole and saw the two. He decided to save the girl and leave the villian in the hole to die. He planned on pulling a string with his finger when he got down to pull the girl up. It didn't work but she still got out because of help from other super heroes. I'm sure those other heroes cut the special string though. :P

08:04 12/8/2011
Last night i dreamed i was back on the cruise ship that i was on over fall break. I was up on one of the top decks, and i remember the way i was feeling the last night of the cruise, which is how i felt in this dream, i felt alone, lost, abandoned. I was really missing Micah. The next thing i remember is that i had walked down some, very little room to walk down, steps and i was in a lobby of sorts. I remember asking that lady where this cruise ship was going, and she never answered. It was spring break and my mom had planned for this us to come (in waking life). Then i was going to go use my moms phone before we got out of U.S. waters so i could call Micah, then from this door across from the waiting desk/lobby desk thing, a girl came out, saying she was done with it now, i assumed the phone, but i didnt know her, so i was a bit confused. This whole time, there were girls walking around, they were all cute, but even in the dream i knew that i shouldnt look at them, or think any bad thoughts about them, and i didn't even do it in the first place. But that all i remember, because my mom woke me up.... D:<

The dream started with a zombie Apocalypse...

It's non lucid, But it was so vivid, That I was scared of the zombies as a result. Didn't wake up in the dream sadly.

I remember being in my apartment block were I live. Some how we knew zombies had too-ken over the world.

Then I remember the apartment block only had stairs and it was communist style yet it was still in the UK. So it was rather strange since the stairs were smooth cement.

I went to the top floor with Mila Kunis and went in one of the apartments.. There was a elderly woman zombie, We ran out as fast as we could and locked the door behind us. And ran down there stairs to the bottom floor were we went back into my apartment. Mila Kunis was a soilder. And our plan was to get to the airport, eventually get a plane and go and land on a deserted pacific island, Safe from viruses.. Later on you will find out how this was not the case.

Mila Kunis


Dream scape changed and we were at the airport, it's dark now, The sun has gone down, We're About to get on a military plane. We were with survivors this time. Mila says something to me about something or I think zombies are in the lobby of the airport. (The area you sit before boarding a plane) we went through loads of double doors with small windows in them. Like this


Then it was like a hospital was part of the airport. Then I didn't exist for this part, It was like I was watching what was happening but I was no my body any longer. I seen some black people turn into zombies then I remember Mila running back from were we came from and we eventually got ouside and tried to get on the military plane to get to a pacific island.

I remember A group of people including myself got on this plane, But it was small a rather small plane.. Mila entered the back of the plane, but the plane would not take off. The plane was too heavy! Only a few stone heavy. We were all debating who should give themselves up. We had to decide very quickly. No one wanted to do it, I knew I wouldn't give up my space.

The zombies had broken out the emergency doors onto the runway and they were running for us.

Mila, in her army solider clothes, Like a brave solider she was in this dream, gave up her seat, We sped the plane up and started to fly...

We could all see Mila taking on the zombies and fighting them.. The zombies had glowing yellow/orange eyes. They all jumped onto her and she could not be seen. I believe she died. Then I think the plane started to crash.. I'm not sure because either everything went dark and I woke up and fell back a sleep again.

R.I.P Dream Mila Kunis







Thoughts on why I had this dream.

Mila Kunis - Well, I have Russian ancestry, And my features closley resemble Mila Kunis but in a male form, If that makes any sense? And I was reading about Russia in the news and wondering what would have happened if my family never came to Britain 100 years ago. Plus, Mila Kunis is rather hot too.

Zombies - Zombies are rather common things, Plus my brain properly wants me to bring up my fear of it so I don't have to be scared.

Communist style apartment - Well, As I was saying, Russia in the news, Communism associated with Russia...

Airport - I am guessing since it's zombie, My favourite map in the "Left 4 Dead" game is the airport level. So I guess that's why.

Pacific Islands - Well, I always tell myself, If a zombie attack happened in real life I would go to a pacific island to get away from it all.

Final thoughts and opinion: I believe this was a nightmare, Though it was fun to be chased by zombies and frightening at the same time. I give this dream a 6/10

The last dream journal entry was just for my WBTB attempt. This one was during my main sleep, I dreamed that I met Penn and Teller and i was some large dude. The weird thing was I was suppose to do a magic show with them and we all shared the same bed. I felt uncomfortable about it of course.

I said "Why I am I even with them? We don't even share the same values." So we went to some elementary school to do the magic show and the way they introduced me involved a cartoon whale. and cardboard water. I swing out of it and tried to do some act and I guess I did a horrible job. So Penn and Teller pretended they never knew me and left. I don't remember much after that.


Important Note: I have a feeling I have been at this school before, not in real life but in another dream. Funny thing is I don't remember "remembering" to have that dream when I was awake. A lot of these "old dreams" that I have never recalled before are starting to flood my mind. Not sure what it means.

Dec.7,2011. Bed 11:45pm. No supplement at bed time.

3:30am - no dream, or no recall
4:50am - I'm in house on RD street. We all sleep in different rooms. There is a star wars flying machine (one that young Luke piloted in the race to be freed from slavery). It makes a turn before it hits us and crashes into a neighbors house across the back yard.
Then we are in a town at night and my brother is in a race. Last discipline is swimming in a pool. I get in the water to cheer him up, he is tired.
My cousin brings some food - halves of bell peppers and grapes, but the fruit has been already eaten from it. There is a neighbor that IWL doesn't live there anymore.
I find my old pencil holder from school and decide I'll use it from now on.
Lots of people are going on a trip in colony of cars, I'm on a bus. There is a grey warship at the dock, 2 soldiers in camo, all dirty from white dust are impacting the dust into cubes and loading it on the ship with conveyor belts. As we arrived, they had some plants in planters ready for us to plant them outdoors.

WBTB 6:50am -7:45am GM 4mg + 300mg choline
Nothing. Lots of noise from outside. Couldn't fall asleep. Will take it next time at 4 am.

Fragment 1: I was at home in my mothers house, running back and fourth, upstairs and downstairs. and i remember something about pinnochio...

1 - I need to teach myself how to recall dreams better, it's been a while since iv'e done a DJ. It was one of those dreams where you know for certain you experienced a lot of things, but i cant recall what happened. Im also going to rate every dream i have to make things a little more interesting...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Only frags once again.

21.15: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*I'm with Monica and we're looking at these weird dead bugs. They've just died and their flesh starts to rot. We stand still and just wait for a key or something like that to appear.

*I'm with a bunch of people in a lake. I recognise some of them as my coworkers and we're having a good time.

*My friend Jonas is with his girlfriend at a park and he's acting really strange.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 8½ hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

So last night I had a pretty neat dream. I like how detailed everything was.

It started out with me being like disembodied. I was watching an animation-thing of one of the Minecraft characters, though with a skin that looked like me, walking through a rundown city. It skips forward and now I'm normal me again, seeing from my own viewpoint. I'm no longer an MC character. I walk up to a door which has some wooden 2x4's nailed over it. I pull a crowbar out of my backpack and begin removing the planks. I hear moaning and growling behind me and turn around. There's a headcrab zombie (from Half-Life) behind me. I turn back around and start removing the planks faster and the zombie kills me. I restart in front of the door, but this time there's two zombies, though further away from me. I die again and this process repeats, and then I wake up.

I had two dreams I remembered before waking up and attempting the WBTB, but I kind of figured I would loose them in the WBTB which I did.

This dream was kind of a weird mix, it has metal gear solid characters and some new faces. It started with some people in a house filled with video game characters. I don't remember much about the characters themselves expect for this one lady in it. She looked like that one lady off of MGS4 Doctor Naomi Hunter I think?



We talked for a little bit, she was really smart I rather impressed. All of a sudden out of no where, we where on a dream with all of the justice league. They where all animated for some reason and when someone broke in the back and they all lined up. That doctor was in front of the train and said something and put holes in all of the justice league since they where all in line.

They all fought like normal, expect with holes in them. They where in pain of course, but they did it. At the end of the fight I woke up. If I remember anymore of the early dreams I will post them.

I was walking back home from a drum circle when it started raining. I ducked into an archway to keep my drum dry and noticed that it lead into a field with hundreds of Greek and Roman statues spread all around. They were magnificent and I wondered how and when they were put there. The owner walked up to me and I said that he must be getting alot of people coming to see the statues. He said that there would be even more people when he got the cable movie channels?!?