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So I haven't been keeping a dream journal all month. Mostly because I mainly wanted to use this site but my internet connection was being unreliable. Luckily I can remember a few cool dreams.

July 25th

Mostly non-lucid. Had a very severe nightmare. A terrifying beast with long dirty hair and dead eyes was tormenting. Could talk. Had a horrible woman's voice. Would not let me wake up. Multiple false awakenings. Was in weird sleep paralysis state.

July 27th

Completely non-lucid. Had a dream involving Osezo, Setaron, a girl I had just met that day that we'll call Ace and several of Osezo's friends that I only barely know. At first, we were all in an odd circular house. Just hanging out. Then Ace and I were wondering in a city that resembled New York City. We found a building with a huge door. Had a big colorful neon sign. We went in and then were selling a bunch of Japanese food products. Ace said that Osezo and Setaron were trying to find us and that we should hide from them. We went out the back and were in this chain-link fenced area.We went under the fence and were out in a road. Ace had disappeared. I walked on the street a little and found a blood splatter. The dream then had a very "noir" vibe. Woke up shortly after this.

July 28th

Non-lucid. Somehow Batman related. Remember running across rooftops and fighting people. Very excited feeling dream.

I was staying at my cousin's house for a few days, and while there I had a very very short LD. I started to wake up and started to suspect I was dreaming, because sometimes during false awakenings I get a weird dizzy blurry feeling I can't quite explain. So I think I did a reality check, but not sure which one. I became lucid and went downstairs. It turned out it was pretty cloudy/dark, and was raining. I decided to get rid of the rain before starting the LD, and it was starting to work, and then... I woke up.

On a side note, the shortest LD I ever had was one where (for no real reason) I realized I was dreaming was so shocked I stumbled backward and woke up. It was pretty funny actually.

I know, I should be posting more dreams and details here each day. I guess I should try to get up earlier so I can actually update my dream journal BEFORE camp tomorrow. I'm actually doing two summer camps this week - Earth Camp, taking up most of my day, and then music theory camp in the evening.

Anyway, since I've been so busy between both camps, last night, I dreamt that I was doing complicated chord analysis... at Earth Camp. I also had a few completely unrelated dreams, one of which included a TARDIS replica.

So, yeah, I'll try to get up earlier tomorrow.

I found myself moving as fast as ever.

After some good driving, going to a movie or so.... eventually I was on the move again.

The undead or with me in this dream and those that inhabit it as well. Maybe this building was a "safe" area idk but....

They were the good scientist types having been made evil. A metal friend has been upgraded after being twisted, his body now stronger and heavier than ever, queen bitch twisted more than one would imagine and she was about to have me and 5 others "interrogated".

They wanted to de-mask a bunch of super heroes apparently before making them science experiments n good stuff so.... as a guy walked up to inject one us with some syrum to help make the process easier..... I taunted him into doing me first.

Was a bad idea for all of them. The moment the needle went into my skin all hell broke loose, my voice from inside rose.... shaking the foundations as power flooded my body, echoing out through my mouth as I broke my bonds.... my speed faster than ever as I flew at the woman running the show..... i grabbed her as i was moving forward through the air, taking her off the top ledge into the open center area of the highrise, falling with me I swung to the side off of a cable i'd grab, flinging her through glass goodness before swinging back up to the roof. There I fought with the metal friend, now fiend.

I wasn't gonna beat him so.... i knocked him down for as long as possible to get the other people out, once they were out, they all took their on respective leaves; jumping off the building, flying.... I followed the couple that went for the longer route; the stairs. As we headed down not much was there to stop us except for my fiendish friend. Hearing him move through the stairwell until crushing me into a wall. I was done fighting him... it was time to show him his weakness.

That same speed came, a few punches became a torrent of them each one pushing him further back till i pop down and sweep hard, his weight once again taking him down to his ass.

"you are to heavy, you will never defeat me" BLAM punch to metal face (looks human all metal underneath "But if you wanna get up again so I can topple your slow ass again, go for it" then off back down the stairs i go before I find myself outside again

I head to some "home" of mine to which I remove the undead that had been inside. Some bandits come and try to fck with my shit, they corner me up stairs in a room. So I pop out the window, go through one on the first floor and come from behind em with a crow bar and pretty much murder them all n toss em through the window into the street out back like the zombies before.

Then all of a sudden its like.... i'm cleaning and..... some guy is there to rent the room " one second " i say as i finish the bathroom.

And... yeah thaz it Was sick getting to that scene at the top of the building, saved some super heroes while getting to go super fast/angry mode X3

There was a lot of filler up to last night, so i just went back to bed and got this nice little gem.

Hope everything in my dreams is coming to a head, would be very cool

All the fun today was in the hypnagogia. Not a whole lot to this dream, so I'll go into detail about the ecstasy. But wow... what an intense and pleasurable experience it was!

I start having euphoric flashes that can best be described as that slight pleasant feeling you get in your head when you just wake up and are about to get out of bed. I get the feeling they are heavily-oxygen dependent as they come only when I'm breathing in. I've long since recognized these as a precursor to a lucid dream, and even better, ecstasy.

The ecstasy comes and doesn't last the normal 5-15 seconds; instead, it continues at an intense level for at least a minute. At points it starts to fade away as it offshoots into tingling sensations down the spine into the body, but I suppress the tingling, avoid waking up, and the ecstasy picks back up again.

Tom Petty's "You Don't Know How it Feels" is playing on Pandora, and the nerves in my brain start to pulse to the tune of the music, with a full body pulse at "roll another joint." I see my phone and start to dive into it. I am now on a forum where something called "AE" is being discussed, which apparently has to do with having negative thoughts. Sometimes I feel like the dreams are trying to train me to have only positive thoughts (imagine if your body responded to your conscious thought: "Stop my heart" wouldn't be the best thing for you).

After I wake up, Muse's "Undisclosed Desires" starts to play. Would've enjoyed feeling the pulsing to the tune of that slap bass.

The only thing I really remember is going to a bank at the end, to request funding, and he was worried that it wouldn't pan out because not everything seemed legit, I think. Man, this was the end of a long, cool dream. I remember being so excited about it. Oh well, that's all that's left.

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As I expected I didn't remember much dreams. Although I recalled one particular dream.
I was having a conversation with some guy on the internet, and suddenly he tells me "If your not with us you are going to die, nobody can survive without the sixth dimension.".
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Today I am going to bed at a normal time, so I will hopefully get more vivid recalled dreams.

The first dream was fairly fuzzy and difficult to recall, even though I woke up right as it ended.

I was traveling by ship with a large group of people. Somewhere, someone came up with an idea: a group of six of us would retreat to an empty room and "disappear" from the ship for a while. We had to be sneaky about grabbing food from the buffet when no one could see us, and there were a few misadventures when I tried to avoid being scene while moving through the ship.

I woke up because of a cramped wrist. After getting settled in a more comfortable position, I fell asleep pretty quickly and had another dream along the same theme as the previous one.

I am at an old job at a grocery store. I am making my way through the produce department on the way to the break room. There's a supervisor walking with me, the same woman who did my orientation when I was first hired. We come across a produce worker who seems to be passed out drunk. We try to check on him, but he pulls out a gun and shoots me. It happens pretty quickly and I don't feel anything other than a slight pinch where the bullet hits me. It seems that I died, because now I am seeing my family trying to move on years after my death. I find out the company covered up my cause of death, making it look like was my fault so my family did not get anything. I am furious. I try to appear to my sister to tell her the truth. It takes a while to convince of my story, but I think she listens. Then she tries to introduce me to a friend of hers who has also had supernatural experiences. I wonder why she's bothering with this when I've just told her something important that she needs to take action on right away. Then I wake up.

8/1/12

DILD

I was getting ready for school with Jonah. I knew someone was going to try and take the dragonballs I had. I didn't know if it would be safer to bring them or leave them at the house. I ended up leaving them and heading to school.

I walk up this steep hill around the school. I am late. I meet up with Hermione who has the same class. I can tell that she has a dragonball. Snape hassles us about class, but I know what he is really after.

I become lucid and realize Snape is planning some way of getting Hermione's dragonball. It is best to come out guns blazing. With all my might, I cast the first spell I can think of.

"Expecto Patronum!"

A small 4 legged mammal appears and walks towards Snape. I realize that wont do anything so I try another.

"Stupify"

He gets knocked back and hits the far wall. I dont remember the name for the spell to bind him down. I ask Hermione to do it, but she just stands there. I hit Snape a few more times with a Stupify as he tries to stand up. I grab the dragonball from Hermione and run. It isnt a full sphere, it is like a distorted pyramid fraction of it, like a hard plastic 3-dimensional Calibri-Yau manifold.

I run to an opening outside and yell, "wonguardium leviosa!" This allows me to take off into the air. I fly up for around 70 ft. then lose momentum and fall back down. Multiple people are chasing me. Every once and awhile I turn back and hit them with a stupify or a patronus and keep running. I try flying a few more times with similar results. I hit a few cross beams and climb on top. I am running from rooftop to rooftop and it looks like assassins creed. I cast another patronus that becomes a turtle. Eventually I get to my old house and there is some kid around my age out back. He has some handheld trinket and says it is the first mechanical flying machine. I grab the toy. It has a trunk area so I open that up and put the dragonball fragment inside and leave. I lose the dream soon after

After waking up after a more normal dream which strangely enough was in the same setting with the same people (minus a few) I fell back asleep and into anotherzombie dream I went.

A Swim to the Hospital
Non-lucid: I am on an island off the mainland of wherever. My friend, Ian, has just moved here four some reason or other. The island has some tree coverage but it's mostly grass at the shores, with little sand. In the sands place are rocks and shells (this is a trend for Rhode Island) The water is wavy but flat, similar to how it would look had someone put a giant tv screen playing water on a loop. The water is gray-clear, allowing a clear and unnatural view of the see floor (only the shore part though) It's about midday and as usual instead of a warm light the sun would give off, it's a cold slightly blueish-white as if a colossal fluorescent light hung in the sky.

I am talking to three of my friends. Mike, Ian, and Robert. We desperately want something to do, Mike and Ian in particular are complaining. Somewhere in the conversation we decide that we are going to swim to the hospital. There must be no boats or something.

When we arrive it's early in the night. I'm now rocking a shotgun and my friends have similar weapons. We crawl into the hospital, a narrow hall that quickly turns left with only a few doors and windows on the right. The floor is white tile and walls are painted gray. My friends whisper about how not to shoot on sight because zombies will swarm us. I just have to be and asshole though, and shoot the first one I see (which was immediately after we crawled around the first left turn). We get up and book it, my friends start swimming back to the other island but I stay here.

Strangely the scenery here is less realistic. Instead of grass it's just as if someone put a picture of grass over the ground. The hospital is in the middle of nowhere and it's tiny. But theres no more time to take it in because they are rushing out of the building now. I run into the water hoping they can't swim. But it's not a problem, because behind me are the livid, living hospital staff, zombies that aren't attacking them, and Dr. Cox.

Dream end.

01.08.2012

The Mysterious Man (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being in some sort of lake house. From time to time, we would go down to the lake and swim. At one point there was some kind of bad thing in the water, probably Pirahnas, and we were scared that someone was going to fall in. My cousin did, which all scared us, but we quickly picked her up out of the water.

We were back at the lake house, and I met a girl there who quickly became my friend. At this time I noticed that my whole Dad's side of the family was there.

I was sitting on an outside deck with my friend. At the back of the deck was a rock wall that was about 10 - 15 feet high. Covering the wall was a fence. There were what looked like paintings hanging on the fence. They were small, but noticeable. In the painting was a goblet. On the other side of the goblet there was a big, shiny coin. There were three more paintings like this hanging up there.

I looked down onto the ground below us just in time to see a tall, srongly built man walk across the path to our lake house. He was wearing all black with a black cape. He wore an eyepatch on his right eye I think, and on his outfit somewhere was a coin that looked just like that in the pictures. Although, I can't remember where it was on his person.

A couple of things happened at once. The mysterious man knocked on the fence surrounding the deck, near where my Dad and uncle were grilling. The man tried to say something, but as he opened his mouth, my dad interrupted and said "Nope, don't have that here." (or something like that) He then scooped up both of my little cousins and walked quickly into the house. Before I knew it my uncle had picked me up and I was inside the house now. There was a rushing around, and making sure that everyone was in the house, safe. I was standing in the kitchen when my dad opened the fridge and said, "Will blanks be enough to scare him away?"
"I don't think so." My uncle said.
"What about bullets?"
"They won't be enough to kill him with."
I felt like I was in the middle of some spy movie.

I woke up shortly after. I wonder who that man is, and what he wants?

01.08.2012

Windy Day (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being on some sort of beach. On this beach, there was wide path of sand that lead Straight through the water for about 40 feet, almost like an island.
On this "island" Ken and her friend had some small boats "docked" (they were actually tied to the sand with pegs in the ground) there. All of a sudden, it started getting windy. The boats blew around to and for, but none of them came loose from their hold. While Ken tried to hold some of the boats still, she hollered over at me for something. As I looked over to her, she pointed, and I saw what looked like a large stray innertube that she wanted me to get. It was getting blown around the small strip of beach every which where. I finally grabbed it and returned it to her.

Flying Around School [DILD]

This dream is pretty much a fragment. I was doing stuff at school for most of it, but I can't really remember what any of that stuff was now. O and D were there, however; that I know for sure. At one point I got tired of walking through the hallway so I just lied down and started gliding across the ground. This and the flying that followed soon afterward made me become lucid. Really all I did for the rest of the dream was phase through the walls to get outside and then fly around above the school. Right before I woke up I also got a strange out-of-body sense that I wasn't myself but rather was controlling some skinny guy white bleached blonde spikes in his hair, and I got a somewhat decent bird's-eye visual of him.

I wake up at 2:45 half in and half out of a dream...there's a strange are loud siren ringing in my ears, almost like an electrnic alarm but of massive scale...i realize i am in bed sleeping and must be dreaming. I try to wake myself up. as I become aware...eyes still shut...I cannot tell if the sound is real or not...until they start to fade. I have trouble figuring out where I am. I have to focus...my heart is racing and I can't remember where I live or anything about myself for a few moments. It starts to come back as I start to recognize shapes in the dark....the window, my guitar case. I am in a room...what room? Is it my room? Where am I. Where do I live? In nc. I live in nc...in a house? No. An apartment...I left my house, my wife, months ago. My memory starts to return....I start to relax...but as I do, the wailing sirens return, excrusiatingly loud. It's interesting, I think to myself. I wonder how loud it will go. As I try to return to sleep, the sirens always get loud enough to wake me to the silence. I concentrate and manage to relax and control the sound in my head..as I start to fall back to sleep...then...movement wakes me...at my back. Something rubs me...feels warm...something alive and big enough to be a cat, maybe a dog. I lay still...don't want to startle it. I reach my arm back slowly, expecting to feel fur...I feel skin...an arm. ITS A PERSON. I think to myself in my still confused half awake state...is it Jason? Then I feel an arm around my neck hard...I lunge to get away but the arm is strong and I am soon wrestling for my life. I manage to get my feet on the ground and turn toward the intruder. I see his face in the darkess, grimacing...he's a young man, taller than me...I am in a fight for my life. Then I feel another body grab me from behind. I am being choked. I can't breath...but I am choking the man in front of me too. I think to myself...if I kill this guy, I might survive. But as I choke him, I start to pass out. I can sense the end is coming. I fought a good fight, I am going to die well.....then...

I hear a funny ringing sound, not a siren, this is different...I recognize it...it's my cell phone. I realize i am sleeping and someone is calling me but I can't answer it though because somehow I rolled in my sleep in such a way that my right arm was wrapped around my neck and my left arm was under my body....both were asleep and i was partially cutting off my own air supply. I did finally answer it...it was Steve from a company who I work for in NJ....there was a critical software failure at month's end and they needed my help. It was 3:00 sharp. The details of the dream are still fresh. I even remember the intruder's face...he had pale skin, blue eyes and short red curly hair. He was big and strong. The one behind me choking me, I could tell was smaller and had big forearms...like mine I guess. I remember that the imagery of the room was extremely accurate, the position of the bed, the guitar case, the dresser...the size of the room...even the ambient light coming from the window that lit up the man's face. Would love to hear comments about this, especially the siren. It was the only thing about this episode that concerns me, never had anything like it before. The way it filled my mind and went through me in chilling pulse waves...waves that I could almost control. And the overwhelming terrrified feeling and chills that I felt that came in waves in sync with the sound.

A glass of apple juice and a banana before going to bed.
Mantra before going to bed "I Will remember my dreams"
Woke up around 4, went to bathroom, thought and read about LD.

Wrote down my previous dream about skating elks in my Dream Journal. Me and some other people i knew threw elk stew and other frozen elk steaks at them, what made them furious.

went back to bed after 20 minutes. Iso-tones while thinking "I will remember that I'm dreaming."

I was fighting something/someone with My GFs brother at his work? Then I was in the school restaurant and when we walked out from it I recognized some people from school many years ago.
Then I was at my grandfathers lawn. This is where i got a feeling that i was dreaming!
I crawled around to stabilize my dream. Then I saw a DC acting and looking like a zombie. I thought "if this is a dream I can make out with that thing, and I did. It started out well but then we started to fight. I had no weapon and tried to put my hand behind my back to get a weapon but when i pulled my hand in front of me nothing happened. I spun around with my arms in the air, hoping to get away. I came to a table with some DCs sitting around it. we were having dinner, and they told me that I'd got Rabies from the zombie I kissed. I told "no, because its only a dream" they said "no, this is real life". I got worried and tried to pull my finger through my left hand. (My first RC). I wasn't happy with the result and got worried. Tried the nose pinch but couldn't breath. "What is this, two failing RCs in a row?" I read the text of a can of baked beans. "mr. Bean". I looked away and read it again. "Vogue". I was still dreaming.

I spun and imagined to meet a celebrity, pulled my hand behind my back and pulled it in front of me again. didn't work. So I spun and tried to think of someone more specific. I thought that I would go to Hollywood and meet Cameron Diaz for some reason. I got to her kitchen and she were sitting there in her underwear's, together with her boyfriend. He got pissed at me and thought i was skinny. It seemed like Cameron were flirting with me at first, but then she started to yell at me to get out. I though I should try to float and it worked, I floated up and down their hallway. I think I met her boyfriend on the way back, he was also floating.

Then I thought I wanted to go to a Hollywood party. I spun and got there, crawled around to make the dream more stable. I felt that I started slipping away and loosing lucidity. A band entered, it was ABBA. This made me somehow very happy, and I woke up.

It felt that I had not much control of things in the dream, except when I was spinning, or crawling.
I have to practice this more next time. And to focus more on the dream, not on all the things i want to do in it. I guess LD will get more vivid if I do.

Non-Dream Nightmare Dream Lucid Dream Lucid Nightmare


Lucid Dreaming Competition

I have fuzzy memories of participating in a competition about lucid dreaming. I was able to get to second place, but I couldn't get to first. Why I entered and what it was actually about (the one part I can remember was the person in second place telling me that he knew everything or something) is a mystery to me, I just knew that I was in a "lucid dreaming competition". If only I knew that I was in a "lucid dream" instead, though it would have been fuzzy anyway.