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Someone take me to a city. As I recall, he want to manage something important that involve politics.

The city have a lot of skyscrapers' buildings. So the person who brought me to the city and I want to enter a building. There's a lot of people there and I was being separate from him. I saw him enter an elevator and I wait for another elevator. I guess there was someone else who walk with me behind.

So, when an elevator was available I was ready to enter it but I can't. Because, to enter the elevator I need to through a small device that look like an engine cylinder. I need to imagine myself to become small so I can enter into the cylinder. That way only could I enter the elevator. I fail to imagine myself to become small and enter the cylinder. I could feel an engine oil in my mouth when I fail (ha ha ha...). Then I return back to the one who walk behind me earlier as want a comfort.

He and I wait for another try but can't do that because a lot of people flood in and everyone want to use the elevators (there's a lot). So, I went to another alternative - the stairs. I don't really mind to use stairs because I only want to go to the fifth floor.

As I walk to the stair, it turn out that the stairs didn't have wall on it right side. So I could see people below and I saw two people that looked like a Mafia. They wear a black suite and a fedora, smocking cigarette. They look up and saw me and I turn back to find another route.

As I walk I arrive inside someone's hotel room (It's a suite room) and I saw a women praying in front of a wide window. Her back toward me. I pay no attention to her and I continue walking as the stairs lead me. The stairs I walk turn wide in size and suddenly I encounter someone praying in the middle of the stairs. Again her back toward me. I stop as I thought her direction of praying was wrong. It should face toward the window as I saw the earlier women before.

The women then stood up and turn her face toward me. I saw a small moustache on the face. It's a male in women's attire! Then he bow and apologize in Japanese language "sumimasen" he said. I seems in a rush and I abandon him. But I'm not sure what make me thinking like this; "It's a\the Mafia boss!!"

(Oh I remember why. I thought the Mafia want to caught me and the boss was horribly disguise as a women to trap me.)

Then I arrive at a place that full with glass containers. They are glasses which being made into beautiful accessories but the inside was not something beautiful. I thought they were raw meat.

Then suddenly I saw my dream as a third person. There I saw a women and a group behind her talking with another group of people that I assume a group of Mafia. They were upset because someone tress passing their secret room. The women was speaking Chinese and I understand what she say. She said she was sorry because she arrive here by accident.

One of the Mafia said "Chiu!" and all his people took out their small gun from their pocket and point it toward the women's group. But the women's said "We have guns too." And they took out their said weapon gun.

The Mafia group said "fake!" and I quickly understand that the women's group's weapons were fake guns. They freak out (Sawada Tsunayoushi style) and dropped their gun and everyone make "Hiiiee!!" sounds as they lurch to their side.

Then after that the scene revolve to a new event.

but a post, bringing my dream journal to life.

[This dream is from around 9:30AM, which is funny, because i got to sleep at 4AM after watching the Olympics... It's like my brain waited that 5 hours by itself, as i didn't wake up at all]
[My recall is HORRIBLE these days and thanks to that i forgot some parts in this dream as well... and i think my not perfect control with the flying is caused by that as well :/]

I was in our garden i think, but it was deserted and looked different. Earlier in the dream i helped out some Amish family and they got me to this deserted garden on their carriage.
I just decided to fly up into the air, which got me lucid instantly.
I looked at my hands as usually when i get lucid, but they were shadowed by something and i could barely see them. I looked around and there was a huge tree near me, which looked exactly like the walnut tree from our garden.

I flew up higher into the air and just wanted to go as high as i could. I kept going, but after a while i felt like something was blocking me from moving up. I tried and tried for a while but couldn't get higher. Still, the height i got to was good enough, so i started flying around while thinking about my goals. The walnut tree also flew up into the air for some reason and it was floating next to me.
Suddenly the dream collapsed on me.
[Back with DEILD].

When i was back in, i was standing in Árkád, the biggest plaza around here. I was on the second floor.

There were a lot of people walking around me. I decided to head to a store close to me.
I walked into the store, which was Mediamarkt as far as i remember. I was slowly checking my environment... there were some people walking about, but much less than outside of the store, most of them were looking at all kinds of household machines.
I had a thought that i'll try something here that i've seen Lucy do before

I summoned dark flames around my body, which went way easier than i expected. I looked at my hands, which was covered by the completely dark flames. As i moved my hands around, the flames reacted fully realistically in their movement. It was an interesting thing to watch.
I looked down and realized that my whole body is covered in these flames, but they didn't hurt, since i created them. I found it funny how i took a power from Lucy

I did a throwing move with my right hand and thrown a dark flame towards a wall, it burned and left a dark mark on it. I kept throwing these flames all around me with both my hands and soon most of the machines around me were on "dark fire".
The people were scared and wanted to run away, but i thrown some flames towards them as well, althrough i didn't want to flames to kill them, so they just kept running while trying to extinguish the flames on themselves. [I don't really like to hurt my DCs seriously].

For a moment i felt like a maniac... because of throwing these dark flames all around me. Then i decided to move on finally and go find Lucy, the flames on me disappeared.

I walked outside the store now. I turned around and noticed a weird girl waiting for someone in the middle of the wide hallway, her hair looked like Frankenstein's
I walked up to her and when she noticed me, she looked at me with a frown. I asked her:

- Do you know where Lucy is?
She looked a bit upset:
- Why should i know where she is?!

Well, she didn't seem to be much of a help, so i looked the other way to find someone else who i can ask. But just as i turned around, i noticed a black haired girl, in rocker or emo clothes who was just walking into a small hallway, towards the washrooms. For some reason i thought that it must be Lucy, even while she looked younger now and she even had different styled clothes than usually...

I ran towards the small hallway and when i found her, i grabbed her hand. When she looked at me, i realized that she was like 15 years old, while Lucy is around 20. For some reason i thought that this must be her past self, so i didn't think much about it. [That's a kinda stupid thought...].
I smiled at her when i realized that she isn't acting hostile.
[At this moment i became semi-lucid for some reason].

I started moving towards the end of the hallway, towards the toilets where she originally headed and now i still held her hands. She was coming after me and asked:

- Where are you bringing me?
- Just come, don't worry.

Instead of going to the toilets, we kept moving towards a bigger door which lead behind the stores of the plaza. As we walked in there, soon the hallway continued in my school and we walked up on some stairs. She acted all confused now and it seemed like she didn't want to follow me anymore.
I told her:

- Don't be that frigid!
- I'm not! Why do you say that?!

[I'm not even sure why i said that... lol... i was semi lucid...]

As we kept going, soon the girl turned into a mouse and i turned into a cat. She was the one leading now and i fully lost lucidity and it all turned into a weird regular dream.

[My english is a bit worse today than usually or at least i felt like that while writing the entry, so sorry for that ]
[Well, the dark flames were fun to play with, but this girl who i thought to be Lucy... eh... I don't even know why i thought that, when i woke up it was obvious that she wasn't her... ah well, next time i'll make sure]
[I'll really need to start working on my recall now, i basically fully forgot the flames part and only remembered it while already writing this entry... and there are still some small details that i forgot ]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Finally back home to my own bed, although I went to bed very late because I watched the Olympics opening ceremony.
And because of that I didn't remember much at all.

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was playing Counter-Strike in my dream again, and I was discussing the Olympic games with my friend Johan. And then I was playing ping pong with some girl.[/COLOR]

Yes that' all I remember :(

i dreamed that I was with my aunt and mother. They discussed paranormal phenomena happening to them.
*boring.*

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I have read Carlos Castaneda's book "The Art of Dreaming" for the fifth time (not exaggerating!), it such a good book because it describe how dreaming works, well more how the advanced dreaming works. Some people would call it astral projection, but I am going to call it dreaming because that is what is is, it's just that the moderns western minded man have reduced the true meaning of dreaming, at least that's what the sorcer and nagual Don Juan Matus say in the book.

Don Juan's apprentice is very skeptical to the spiritual meaning of dreams and I have the same character. Although since I started dreaming my view of reality have changed drastically. But I still have some trouble in believing that it's the truth.

Therefore I am going to start my own journey in dreaming.

I was actually hesitating in seeking out these entities described in the book, because they are very dangerous, but I've been told by my guide Iapetos that he will protect me, but I will still be careful.

It might be silly to read this if your not spiritual, but I am not a believer nor skeptical I am open for any possibility and therefore I also have to be careful, before it's too late.

If my experience verify Don Juan's theories I will make my own summary of how I reached and crossed all the gates of dreaming, although that is a very high goal. But I hope I and you will learn from his teachings and my experiences to come.

If you have read the book and believe in his theory you can use these techniques in order to be prepared for what is waiting in the world of dreaming. If you don't believe it you can still use the techniques for your benefit.

The first obstacle or "gate" we have to reach and cross is the First Gate of dreaming. (The stabilization of the dreaming body). It's reached when one perceive his hands in a dream, solved when one is able to shift the focus of one's hands to another dream object and return it to the hands, all repeated a few times.

Thursday - 2012-07-27

[COLOR="royalblue"]I dreamt that I were in some politic gathering and listening to a man talking. It was boring and he didn't say anything interesting. But then the chairman was giving the word to another politician and the man says "How dare you interrupt me, I am the autocratic ruler." All people started to laugh and say "Haha not yet your not haha!".
I got a feeling that he had more tricks up his sleeve and something was not right here...
In this dream I had supernatural powers so I flew up into the sky and examined the building I had been in, and I see a giant bomb on the roof. Then I woke up 02:16

In the next dream I was at some theater and some girl approached me and said that she liked the new me. I looked on her surprised. The another girl also approached me and said the same thing, and I thought "What the h*ll is happening?". Then my memory went blank and the next second I was falling down a building and landed on a red buss with no pain. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I was more aware and I remember my plan of action, to glance at items of my dreams, although I forgot to look at my hands. I gazed and touched a green street lamp, some leaves on the ground and some grass.
The thought of seeing Iapetos in order to help me crossed my mind, but I changed my mind and wanted to meet the dangerous entity "dreaming emessary". According to Don Juan it can not lie although it try to bribe you in order to follow it to it's world and then trick you to stay there forever... But it is the guide that will help you cross the second gate.

I woke up and fell back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I saw a huge vortex and I dreamt that I had powers in the water like a water god. I remember seeing huge blue wires with matrix coded symbols on it attaching my back.

Then I had a really long dream of me being Batman haha, I fought hundreds of Chinese men with guns and I barely survived. So it was an epic battle and a cool dream. [/COLOR]

If Don Juan had commented on my experience he would say: "I think you went a bit too far, all that was required was your awareness of your hands. What you have done is equivalent to bringing a wall down just to squash a mosquito sitting on it."

So now my goal is to just look at my hands :roll:

My chem teacher was outside my house, shooting everyone with a machine gun. I got hit but didn't feel any pain. I got lucid and noseplugged. I confirmed it was a dream and decided to manifest a gun to shoot my chem teacher. But I couldn't, so I decided to bloodbend him. He went limp and lay on the ground just as I wanted him to do.

I woke up a few minutes after that, since I had to go somewhere for a school project. But I was informed that it was moved 2 hours later, so decided to go back to sleep and make it my WBTB+MILD (which I haven't done in a few days because of my schedule.) Sure enough, my safety net didn't fail me

I had an FA where I woke up 4 hours later than I should've. I panicked and did a noseplug like I usually do irl. I could breathe! I got lucid and stabilized. Something weird happened too. I was walking around thinking about the TOTM, but suddenly the dream just crashed D: I went into the void and lost lucidity. Then I had another FA where my mom woke me up. I got up and went to the bathroom. But then I realized my mom was out of town until tomorrow, so I noseplugged got lucid and ran outside. I created fireballs in my hands and threw them at some random DC's who ran away.

Then I was woken up once more by my sister. I RCed, but this time it was reality already. Haha.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I went to bed 23:30.

This night I didn't performed my usual procedure of Monroe Gateway Experience "ritual" and I don't know if it was because of that, but I wasn't as aware of my dreams as I usually am this night.

First of all I had a dream of me dating an old girl friend. I even thought "She's the only one I need" inside the dream.

Then I had some weird and computer game mish mash playing in my head. A commercial I think.

Then I were at a party playing Tenacious D - F*ck her gently on the guitar.

I followed some guy down a cellar that was adorned with illuminati symbols and he told me he was going to tell me all the worlds secrets, but my friend interrupted us and got angry at me and actually killed me. :shock:

Then I had some dream about hot prison girls in orange clothes dancing and singing " The Pussycat dolls - Don't cha" :shadewink:

Then I woke up 09:30. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I have started to have dreams where I dream that I have some sort of dream control, which is good because it is easier to realize that it's a dream.

I have some fragments of making out with some woman and then driving after have been drinking alcohol.
The driving felt very vivid and I even remember using the shift in the car. Although it was hard to control the car and I actually did a front flip with the whole car. And the car changed shape into a bicycle without me getting lucid or even care.

I have some fragment of sushi and breakfast and me being on my first school playing tag with some friends.

Then I woke up from my dad's incredibly loud snoring and fell back to sleep.

I were on a bus and it was dark outside, I looked out through a window and I saw a parade of good looking women walking, wearing a black jacket that revealed a cleavage :shadewink: and my dreaming mind couldn't resist getting out to them...

I went out and met two models that walked towards me and started to make out with me. When I fell to the ground and waited for the girls to ehumm.. "Roch the casbah" :roll: One of the girls said "Not here, follow us to that house over there". She pointed to an old building.[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]The excitement or the very fact that I was going to have a threesome with two models got me aware of that I was dreaming :( I thought to myself immediately "Wait my plan of action!"
I looked at the ground, a wall and one of the girls breasts...lol.

But as I did this something strange happened. Everything freeze and and the girls stopped moving like somebody had flicked the off switch on them like robots. They just stood there without saying a word.
My dreaming attention wasn't fully stable, but it doesn't matter I couldn't resist following them anyway.

Nothing happened though, the dream changed a bit and we were in a completely different location and I was not getting laid in this dream. I remember thinking that one of the girls looked like a mix of Xena the warrior princess and Megan Fox.
I lost my lucidity [/COLOR][COLOR="royalblue"]and I grabbed some magazine with two different headlines.
One said "Different Angle From a Girls Kiss" and there were pictures of girls kissing each other, and then on the other page there was ehum.. a boy's version, so I closed it immediately.

Then I woke up and waited as I watched the black surface of my eyelids. nothing happened...
I started to daydream a bit and a dream formed almost immediately. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]My plan of action now was to meet my guide Iapetos so I yelled "Iapetos I want to meet you!".
As soon as I stated those words a back of a black haired woman appeared in the room I was standing in. I heard footsteps behind me so I turned around and saw a guy looking like someone I had talked with the day before in the physical life. So I said "So you are Iapetos?" and he answered "I used to be a classic god with tiny letters".

I was like o. O then I woke up 07:44[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

Pretty late bedtime this night as well 23:15

[COLOR="royalblue"]I don't remember much from this night, might have to do with the trouble of falling asleep due to the noises outside the house, because of that I were very lazy and didn't wrote down all dream fragments.

I were in China and I was wanted by the military and police and I were in that mess together with my friends Andriano and Felix. They chased us with cross bikes.

In the next scene I was playing Crysis and Coutner-Strike on the Ps3 with my friend David and Johan.

In the last dream I was looking for someone to fix my computer, and I was in an unfamiliar house so I had to go from room to room.

Then I woke up 09:38 [/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

I fell asleep late this time, because my dad kept me up with his snoring. So I fell asleep around 00:15

[COLOR="royalblue"]I was practicing car driving, but it didn't went well I remember almost crashing the car, then I woke up.

I have some dream fragments of the Swedish show "Hipp hipp" and a bus can't remember what I dreamt though.

Then I were at some party and a guy gave me cigarettes and a joint of something he called "Jordbakir" :?
It was a big house and for some reason filled with hot girls, although they were not interested in me :(
I got a bit more aware and I levitated and[/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]got aware of that I was dreaming.
For some reason unknown to me I yelled that I wanted to meet a guy named Walton.
Nothing happened though but I did follow my plan of action to glance at three objects in the dream.
my hands, some guy's feet and a laptop. [/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]After this action I had three false awakenings...

Then I had a very long dream of me being a skateboard logo designer.

When the scene changed I was in a school talking to my old teacher Björn. When we went to a store and I remember seeing a weird paper called "Korean dreams" I think it was an adult magazine. :roll:
I then dreamt that I was lucid and I tried to convince my friend that they were dreaming.

"You can do anything, you can fly, meet Jessica Alba, anything!"

"It's not for us" they said. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]Then I got lucid for real and followed my plan of action to glance at objects again, I even thought about my physical body and I didn't woke up! I had the feeling of soon losing my lucidity so I entertained myself by doing advanced acrobatics as a triple front flip and stuff like that. Then I woke up 08:07 [/COLOR]

Epic dream night
First Dream
The first one or two dreams consisted of me watching and fighting in epic ninja battles. The dreams are pretty blurry so I will move on to the next three.

Second dream:
I took a study break and went into the garage where I was playing a game where I had to throw these bouncing balls against the wall as hard as I could. I continued this game for ages while also feeling guilty about not studying.

Third dream:
I was standing near the gate of my house with my dogs. A guy walked past and I realized that my gate was open. My dog ran at the guy ad chased him across the road. Then the man ran down the road as I chased after my dog. My dog somehow managed to jump over the neighbors fence and was sitting in their garden. He saw the guy walking past again and tried to chase him. I finally grabbed the dog and pulled him back towards my house. As I pulled him away I shouted at him, then I turned around and saw the guy watching us.

Fourth Dream:
This dream was quite long. I was sitting outside my exam venue ready to write history. Everybody was going in one by one which was already strange, the exam said 2 hours but they were all coming out after about half an hour. I went in and wrote my exam which took me about 20 minutes. Later when I heard everyone talking about some Stalin essay I got nervous because I didn't remember writing it. Then we all got prepared to write Maths. We all ran to desks in order to find the right ones which were big enough and had the right test. The girl next to me couldn't find a test but then one randomly appeared in front of her. The strangest part was that we were on the stage and grade 7s were on the floor even tho try don't go to our school. There were also parents watching the whole thing and having a braai. The dream faded after we had finished the test.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I went to bed 22:00 now in another house, so I wondered how it was going to be sleeping in this bed.

I was playing Counter-Strike and I remember a fragment of a guinea-pig and cat.
I played against my friend Simon and I won.

The dream scenery changed and I remember a strange dream where I was angry at my friend Philip because he wanted my brain :shock: All this happened in the Counter-Strike game on the nuke map (for those who play cs). And it was strange and matrix like experience, because I hear the operator say that someone is hacking my account and thereby my conscious.

The map changed to de_train, then I woke up.

I were in a school talking to my old teacher Eva, although I was annoyed of her so I got a little rebelling and used powers and scared the crap out of her. My classmates noticed my powers and when I got out of the classroom some of them followed me since they were interested in my powers.

I did a back flip from a tree and when I landed, some friend asked worried "Are you ok?!". I said "I'm fine".
I talked a bit with my friend Andriano but suddenly Stephen Hawking approached me, he was standing on two legs and talked!

I woke up 09:45 and my parents told me that they had heard me talk in my sleep saying "I'm fine". [/COLOR]

I was going home from somewhere and was driving toward a tunnel. There was a voice saying that I will enter a dark and long tunnel. As I drive there was someone riding a bicycle in front of me. Although, the rider was slow I just follow behind him because the tunnel passage was too narrow.

As we move deeper, we arrive at the tunnel most darkest passage. It was pitch black and we can't possibly see anything. So, I switch on my lamp and I get closer to the rider and I ask him;

"Hey, want a ride?" I mean it for him to latch on my back.

Then we through the dark passage together and I suddenly riding a bicycle like him. I can't speed up because I saw my bicycle was a three tyre bicycle with the paddle was at the front tyre. It was a toddler bicycle. In the dark I saw the passage was made by wood. There were close windows. Then we arrive at a block passage. It was a bathroom and beyond the bathroom was a close door we need to through.

"A barrier?" I said.

At first I hesitate to go further but I didn't back down. Then I look at my own bicycle and I easily upgrade it. When it upgrading, the front tyre change and become bigger and have the paddle in the proper adult bicycle. A proper sport bicycle to be exact.

Ready to ride and I paddle the bicycle. It went really fast and I didn't aware when I through over the barrier. Like I care, so I rode until I arrive at the destination. It was in a new scene. Because I rode the bicycle really fast, I felt like my body was buzzing. So, I kneel on my knee to let the buzz stop and at the same time I stare at my left hand. I saw it was de-solve like an unclear image in television but I took it in the dream as my body molecule didn't arrive yet. I was move super fast so of course my body molecule took a little second to catch up!

The man who following me was unconscious. 'It was too fast, huh?' I thought.

The destination was in a room. The wall was paint with peach colour and there was a single bed. I place the unconscious man in that single bed and I said to him; "Sleep tight, ok?"

Site note:

I think I saw me in this dream wearing a green sweat shirt that have horizontal stripes.

Well this dream I had a while ago... But nonetheless it was kind of a bad one. Ok so I was in my backyard, and all I remember is that there was this giant person standing about 80-100 ft tall. And they saw me and they actually tried to reach down and grab me. So I saw a freakishly huge hand coming at me. ...But for some reason, I couldn't run away, so instead, I was on my back just backing away using my arms. I actually got through some bushes and escaped though. The dream was supposed to be a bad one I guess, but I got away. Freaky though...