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10-12FEB2011
Have begun researching the Eather in depth now. First night of attempted OBE resulted no felt vibration, attempted 8 times before succumbing to sleep. Second night resulted in felt vibration but no ejection. Believe root cause is duality of minds paradox and not being able to consciously release the double. Clinging to a single consciousness. Attempted again the 12th, no felt vibrations what so ever.

13-14FEB2011
attempted another cycle of OBE but did not reach vibration stage on the night of the 13th. Night of the 14th almost reached vibration stage. I was very aware, even able to move my physical body slightly- at least I think it was my physical body. Vibration stage did not give way to OBE however. Will attempt again tomorrow night.

03APR2011
Still no ejection and no felt vibrations (at least not as strongly as the first time). Still attempting at least biweekly since 14FEB2011. Will continue to research in addition to practice. Will look into the Isreali Regardi method.

This was from a while back - I hadn't remembered it too well:

I remember:

• Took a long thin alcohol bottle smashed it on a benchtop and mashed into a bed. No idea why.
• I took someone's phone, destroyed it, but then materialised about 10 more.
• I attemped to hover on my stomach - It was difficult.
• Checked my hands continously!
• Had a false awakening, but checked my hands and confirmed it was still a dream.

And thats it. Sounds like I might have been angry for some reason.. who knows?

This is a very old LD and my first. It was so vivid I wrote it down. This was before the Internet. So it's been awhile.

I lay on my single bed in my room. Everything in it's place. Laying on my back listening to Pearl Jam "My Tree". I must have entered through WILD.

A great being in a gray robe entered my room, the room shifted around him to accommodate his size. He was very large, approximately 8'. He moved forward to the edge of my bed and reached out a skin tight red gloved hand with long sharp nails. I took it and we were instantly transported to a colossally tall hall, paved in shinning marble and lit by braziers.

We walked, my hand in his for a moment. On either side were tall statues, carved of glistening marble. On the left were shattered statues of demons and dark champions. On the left were darkly gleaming statues of heroes and champions of an unknown race or time. All were clad in armor of some sort.

As I came to a "T" intersection. The hall lead forward, and to my left at a 90* angle. I realized that my guide was gone. The path in front of me went on into the darkness. The ceiling was so high it was beyond sight. I could just see the reversal of the statues states before the braziers were no longer visible. The demons were now resplendent and polished, and the heroes lay in ruin.

I looked to my left and there was the beginning of a massive staircase on the right, and on the left a pair of bat wing doors, such as in old Western saloons, behind the doors was a dark deep purple miasma, the doors were massive, ten to twenty stories high. A withered old man in a San pan hat and an electric blue kimono, with a knurled cane stood guard. I don't know how I knew but his name was Nicotine.

I turned to the staircase, as I did so a massive demon, this is the only way I can describe it, moved forward out of the swirling purple storm. I could see massive eyes glowing red with hate, anger, and malice. It had rams horns, and a centaur body. It surged against the doors, but did not move. The tiny guard kept him at bay.

I began up the staircase, the stairs seemed to go on forever, I felt my legs becoming heavy and as I looked down there was massive armored boots such as those on the heroes in the hall. I continued on, the further I went the heavier I became, more armor was added by unseen armorers. One more step saw me to the top of the staircase.

At the top sat a king. A faceless pale figure in smooth ebony like armor guilded with gold in scrolling fashion. A crown sat on his head. His face was resting on his right hand and he seemed to be in deep thought, pondering something terrible and perplexing.

Behind him three maidens floated in brown robes. All of their faces were hooded from sight. One with blonde hair, and blazing sapphire blue eyes. One with flaming red hair and emerald green eyes that smoldered. One with raven black hair and burnished brown eyes. They floated with their hands clasped in front of them.

When the King finally saw that I was at the top of the stairs resting, he exclaimed but no sound came, his expression was that of "Now YOU'RE here, all is well!". No sooner had I made the top of the staircase than the Maidens swooped down and whisked me off. We ascended through the roof, the marble ceiling crumbling away as we fled. I looked down to see my dangling boots and the scene below me. The king was fighting the demon. Holding him at bay with a sword that seemed intollerably small. I looked back up and could see Earth. A blueberry in a black expanse.

I awoke in my room. The song just ending.

This, I was told, was my Jacob's Ladder dream. I would not have assumed the title for it myself, but it was given to me by a Pastor and a Biblical scholar.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This morning I got two lucid dreams! And I would actually call the WILDs, they were DEILDs but the transitions I did was WILDs.
And they were also the most vivid and real dreams that I have ever had.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]
The alarm wokes me up and I hadn't yet decided what reality check to use, so I ignore that and just start thinking about something.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I thought about a girl, let's call her A. Nothing happens I am just thinking about her.
It becomes a little more vivid, but when I concentrate on it it dissapears.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I stop thinking about her and I get an impression of seeig a mall. And then I feel that I am still thinking about A without consciously doing it.
Suddenly I see that two other people that I didn't think of is sitting next to her, and then a table and a cofe shop appears! I get surprised.
Everything becomes SO VIVID (The most vivid experience I have experienced!) and I am standing there! I can fell, see, hear and smell everything. If you want to know the feeling, it was like a dizzy image, becomes clear.
It almost felt like reality ! This is a real WILD with a real transition, but from an awakening so I guess it was a DEILD, but my DEILDs are never that cool.
Anyway I am standing in the mall and I am looking at A. I am so excited and I feel my feet touching the ground as I walk.
I then found a mirror and I wave to myself in the mirror, and it matches my movement, so that was pretty cool.
Then I walk into a store and see some weird clothes and I decide to fly just for fun. But then..[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]The next alarm wakes me up. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I turn of the alarm and go back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[ATTACH=CONFIG]2470[/ATTACH]

[COLOR="silver"]I noticed one of my awakenings! And I try the visualisation thing again. [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]and now i am standing in a inventory I think it's called.
Anyway this was also really vivid, I see a piano and I try to play "Linkin park - New Dive" intro and for some weird reason I manage to do that! Then I remember the Hogwarts task again and I think about Harry, Ron and Hermione and they appeared in the other room! I shake hands with Ron and Harry, but with Hermione I get to an embarrassing moment. We can't decide if we are going to hug or shake hands, but it ends up with an awkward hug. Then I ask if they know how to get to the Diagonalley and they told me to follow them. We go to a pub, next to the building I were in. And then I see it, the wall!
I see the wall and get excited, maybe to excited...[/COLOR] [COLOR="silver"]Because I woke up..[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Tomorrow I am going to stabilize the dream as much as I can![/COLOR]

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Note: I have been extremely busy lately, not having much of any time to journal dreams, so these are dreams from the past several nights.

Fooled Again, The Lost Mew
I am meeting my ex boyfriend James at his apartment, it seems he has wanted to meet in person. I have finally agreed to do so. I am waiting there for him in the living room, he has stepped out for a few minutes, and I am looking around the room at all of the things he has there. Mostly collectable toys. Predominantly Transformers and Star Wars toys set up in some very interesting displays. James returns to the room, and I notice he is dressed very nicely as if for a hot date. He takes out a single red rose and hands it to me, the rose smells almost intoxicating.

Damn, I think, he has never been this romantic when I was dating him! I start to wonder if he has broken up with his wife and is expecting I will be dumb enough to trust him again… which I know I couldn't do even if I really wanted to. I need to step away to clear my mind, I go to the bathroom. I have to pee. The toilet is broken, so what now? I pee in the sink, thinking James probably doesn't have the money for a plumber. I completely rinse the sink down and wash my hands before returning. Tina is now there with James, and I immediately know they are up to something and I am the butt of their latest joke. I tell James to get fucked and leave the apartment, feeling mad at both him for doing it and me for falling for it… or almost falling for it. I walk down the halls of the apartment for a bit, I find MoSh also lives in this apartment. He is out in the halls looking for his mew. He seems mad at me for not finding his mew yet. I say I'll help him find his mew. We search, I am climbing up on stair railings and into other odd places to reach other odd places such as ventilation shafts where I can look for the mew. A couple times I end up in a tight spot and I have to turn back. In one tight spot, however, I pull out a mew.

I take the mew back to MoSh. I think he'll be happy, but he still seems mad at me for taking too long. I am depressed. I pull out my cell phone and think I can call a friend. Should I call Alicia or Tigress? I am thinking I'm not sure if I should bother either of them with my problems…

Murder by Mail
I am in a hospital of some kind, but this time I am not there to work a job at the hospital. What I am doing is trying to solve a murder, we know the suspect is somewhere in the hospital, but not exactly where. I am with my supervising detective, who just happens to be Horatio Cane off of CSI Miami, sunglasses and all.

We go over to the reception desk, and I look around for any clue that might have been accidentally left in sight. Horatio approaches the man at the desk and takes off his sunglasses before fixing the man with a firm gaze and stating that the man already knows why we are there. The man plays dumb and says he has no idea, even I can tell he is lying. The mail carrier comes in and puts some stuff on the desk in front of the man, who tries to get Horatio to go away because he is busy. That is completely ineffective, instead Horatio insists on talking to the man in private. The man glances nervously at a small package that was delivered with the mail. He then goes when Horatio gets more insistent, saying the alternative is they go downtown to discuss this. I look over at the small package, I want to know what is in it. I go over to take it but I see there are people watching. I look at it, but I can't see where it is from even. The man and Horatio return, Horatio says we will search… starting with the front desk. He produces a warrant. I take the small box now and open it, the man gets annoyed. There is a strange puzzle game inside it… though the man seems really upset that I saw it. Horatio is looking at a surveillance video with a really grainy and crappy picture. He asks if I can enhance the video quality to make the person in the video identifiable. I use a computer I have in my pocket to link in and do it remotely somehow. The man in the video is the man at the desk. He tries to run, but he is also a rather fat guy and makes a very clumsy effort to run… Horatio arrests him. I look at the novelty game a bit more, and I discover it is broken. I wonder why it was so important to that man…

Staying On Track
I am at my current house, and I am there with my ex boyfriend. He says he will spring for pizza if I go pick it up, and I think pizza sounds good, so I agree to do that. He says I'll have to ride my bike down there so he can pick me up on his way back to the house. He says he has to go home to get something quick. I tell him that is bullshit, I can drive myself down there and get the pizza and drive back… and if he wants a ride to his place, I can drop him there on the way and pick him up on the way back. He says no, and I really should ride my bike. I leave in the car and drive to Pizza Hut to pick up pizza. I find that Pizza Hut also sells a bunch of other stuff, a lot of toys and candy, but I just pick up the pizza. On the way back home I have to wait for a train and I start eating pizza while I wait, I rearrange the remaining pieces of pizza to cover the fact there is a piece missing. When I get home there is a train track right in front of our gate to our yard… um… where did that come from? I enter the yard and find I have to cross several more sets of tracks just to get to the carport. There are several train routes going right through our yard! I notice one of the tracks runs right along our porch in such a way it looks like the porch could be used for a boarding platform.

I see a train coming and I am prepared to see how loud it will be… but it diverts onto a different track before it reaches the house. I notice it is getting dark, and I see James coming back. He is at the gate, so I open it. He starts to drive in but then gets stuck on one of the tracks. When he tries to get off, he gets turned around strangely and drives down one of the tracks and out of the yard. I wonder where he's going to end up…

Kidnapped
I am at a neighbor's house, and it turns out that Alicia's friend Anita lives there with her children. In waking life Anita has two boys, but in the dream Anita has two boys and a little girl about 8 years old. I am over at Anita's house hanging out with Anita and Alicia. There is a storm starting up outside, Alicia says she needs to get home, and she leaves. I am about to leave when it turns up that the little girl is missing. It seems everyone went out for a picnic today and the girl is now gone. Everyone is worried about her, there is talk of a child molester in the area, and fear that he has taken the girl. So we start looking for any trace of the girl, though I figure if the molester has her then there isn't really much chance of finding her around the house. I am searching through some areas of the house that seem more like an old warehouse than anything. I hear someone in there, and I see a creepy guy heading out the back way. I follow him outside into the storm, and then around to the back of the house. He is the primary suspect in the child molestation kidnapping cases. He stops and I confront him directly, telling him to tell me where the girl is, and tell me now. He motions me closer and I do so, waiting for him to speak. Instead he stabs me in the gut with a knife he had hidden in his sleeve. The wound has very little effect on me, which shocks the man. I respond by driving my hidden blade into his side. I ask him again where the girl is. He says this is impossible. I stab him again, where is she? He finally tells me where she is, he says she's in the wood pile, but we'll never reach her before the water in the river rises and she drowns. He laughs maniacally… My next stab to his throat shuts him up. I hurry towards the river where I know there is a pile of wood being stored. The water has almost reached the wood. I start moving the wood pieces with strength I didn't know I had, and I find the girl pinned near the bottom, alive. I pull her out and take her back to the house, out of the storm. Everyone is so happy to see her, but it is time for me to go home. The shoes I have on are falling apart, I can't walk in them anymore, and I have to walk home. I look around for what I thought was a long time, thinking I had a spare pair somewhere around there. I can't find them. I do find a pair of pink boots that are Alicia's. I decide I can wear those and return them to Alicia the next time I see her. They fit perfectly. I put them on and get ready to leave for home.

dream starts with my in the woods at night with my friends. we are hiding from zombies. we are trying to get to my car in a parking lot but there are a lot of zombies. we decide to run for it but zombies catch on and chase us. we decide to run back and try getting it later. I was able to unlock my door before a zombie almost attacked me. we were able to make another run at my car but I wake up.



dream starts with the world ending because of demons. there were also zombies with the demons. I was in my elementary school's gym with about 5-6 other people 2 were just kids the others were older but all of them were dumb like most dream characters. I tell them all to look for bags to carry water and other supplies. I spend a lot of time in the gym looking around for stuff to bring with us. when we finish preparing, we go outside to try and find somewhere safer with more people. as we go outside we walk for a very long time. the more I walk, the more fog appears. after walking for so long we get spread out. we find a couple of old sheds that are really creepy. the 2 boys walk into one of the sheds and I follow them. the shed doesn't look that big from the outside, but once inside, it appears much larger. once inside the door becomes locked. I try to scream out the window to get the others but they dont listen. the 2 boys are killed brutally infront of me be an extremely creepy demon with a lumber saw. I see the boy's dead bodies on the bloody table. I barely squeeze threw the window in time to escape death. As I run from the shed I hear voice of demons as they stock me. I realize that im not going to live and try to shoot myself with a gun I happen to have. as soon as I pull the trigger i awaken into another dream. im a slow zombie in a giant crowd. I realize we are all being rounded up by humans which happen to be my friends from school.

dream starts with my in the woods at night with my friends. we are hiding from zombies. we are trying to get to my car in a parking lot but there are a lot of zombies. we decide to run for it but zombies catch on and chase us. we decide to run back and try getting it later. I was able to unlock my door before a zombie almost attacked me. we were able to make another run at my car but I wake up.



dream starts with the world ending because of demons. there were also zombies with the demons. I was in my elementary school's gym with about 5-6 other people 2 were just kids the others were older but all of them were dumb like most dream characters. I tell them all to look for bags to carry water and other supplies. I spend a lot of time in the gym looking around for stuff to bring with us. when we finish preparing, we go outside to try and find somewhere safer with more people. as we go outside we walk for a very long time. the more I walk, the more fog appears. after walking for so long we get spread out. we find a couple of old sheds that are really creepy. the 2 boys walk into one of the sheds and I follow them. the shed doesn't look that big from the outside, but once inside, it appears much larger. once inside the door becomes locked. I try to scream out the window to get the others but they dont listen. the 2 boys are killed brutally infront of me be an extremely creepy demon with a lumber saw. I see the boy's dead bodies on the bloody table. I barely squeeze threw the window in time to escape death. As I run from the shed I hear voice of demons as they stock me. I realize that im not going to live and try to shoot myself with a gun I happen to have. as soon as I pull the trigger i awaken into another dream. im a slow zombie in a giant crowd. I realize we are all being rounded up by humans which happen to be my friends from school.

Odd Funeral
I was in Ireland or somewhere similar in Europe. I came out of an old stone building, perhaps a tavern. Out in the street there was a gathering of people. Someone I knew had died and I had been their closest relation. So I was a lot of people's attention was directed at me. For some reason, it was kind of a celebration like a happy funeral or something. It was part of their tradition to have a good time and be happy for the person who had died because the person would want everyone to have a good time and enjoy themselves. As soon as I exited the tavern everybody turned to me and an energetic portly man brought me to the center of the circle. Someone started playing music and everyone was cheering and dancing. All of a sudden I had roller blades on and everyone was expecting me to dance. So I started dancing and for some reason I could dance amazingly well with the roller blades on (particularly surprising for me seeing as in WL I'm only average at roller blading)

Liquor Store
I was in some mall somewhere and had walked into a small store. I walked down one of the aisles and two douches were blocking the way. They owned the small liquor store, I almost tripped on a crate they had set down right in the way of the aisle. They were stocking the shelves when they turned around to yell at me like I was an idiot. I looked around and saw that their shelves were really shabbily made and things were kind of lop-sided. Instead of being judgmental and dismiss them as douche bags, I told them that their store could use some work. Of course they took it as an insult but I walked over to one of the shelves and began to fix it. I ended up helping them and they realized that I was doing an awesome job. They were really thankful and nice after that and I ended up having a pretty fun time fixing up the rest of the shop.

Underground King
I was some king of the underground world of crime. I wore a dark coat with a fox fur lined hood. I had several body guards with me and I was walking out of the basement of some nightclub after some business I had there. As I walk out KrP sees me. She is with her friends on her way into the club she recognizes me and tries to come over to ask me what I was doing here. This was some secret identity I had and the coat was the signature of the legendary underground king. I ignore her, in an attempt not to give away my identity. She sees the coat and a confused look of shock comes over her face. She turns and runs back to her friends in disbelief that I was in fact the leader of global organized crime.

[+]I was in some warehouse. Co's German shepard Bailey was there and I was petting her. It was some sort of dog research facility that was looking into how smart dogs were. Bailey was way bigger for some reason.

[+]Me looking out my bedroom window at night at the stars. There were a lot of shooting stars.

[+]On a giant ship in a classroom. I had said something funny and everyone was laughing. The teacher wasn't so amused and she was about to scold me when we ran aground. We all ran on deck and to my surprise we've ended up right in my back yard.

[+]In a cafeteria trying to microwave soggy cherry poptarts. There were two short fat Mexican girls following me being really annoying.

New Future of Mankind
There had been some radical regime change due to a new technology found by some group of people. Now the entire world's population was being put into white cocoons made out of some special material. There were huge systems of ice slides all over the place that bodies were then being transported across. Everyone was being put into these cocoons and moved somewhere in the Arctic for something. I get put in a cocoon but manage to tear it a little which renders it useless. As I slide along the ice bridge path I roll myself off into the icy water right beside the ice path over the ocean. I struggle in the freezing water and manage to squirm out of the cocoon and get to shore. I end up in some cool modern concrete building that had been converted by some group into a living area. It was pretty cool inside. They were the resistance against the new regime.

[+]I was talking to BrF and then she told me she casually reminded me that she was a lesbian, like that was something I should have gathered a long time ago. She thought I knew. (In WL she is most definitely not a lesbian, but in fact can actually be quite promiscuous)

[+]Large white needles were shot at me. They punctured me all over but I was ok. Later I noticed I couldn't move my eye very well. One of the spikes had gone straight into my eye and was sticking out, moving wherever I looked. I had to pull it out without pulling out my eye as well.

1st dream:
I had this dream I was in a Nancy drew computer game-that doesn't exist-as Nancy Drew. I was in a big old-fashion kitchen in a house in I think Californa and though a door to a study I was talking to someone and the words "Don't go up to Silcone Valley" and I asked "Why? Don't tell me the other criminals are there?" then the woment laughed evily (she laughed so evily that my real's self ears were rininng with the laugh) . Then I was wobbly roller-skaing as Nancy w/ George and Bess behind me and they told me to be carefully-since they could see something I couldn't...a boulder that was moving NOT of its own free will. The boulder somehow missed me but I ended up knocking into a tree. I was alright. But then I went into the cliff but this time I had to put a werid shape rock (tringale) into a slot in the cliff and the inside of the cliff looked like my elementary school that-no-longer-exists' gym and it was getting ready for a banquet or something and me still with roller skates on I was skating accross it in the kind of Home Alone way.. trying to crash into anyone. But one of the people who I saw was my church's parish nurse.

second dream:
I was in a bunk of an old-fashion ship that was moving. I had a lamp similar to Aladdin's lamp and I was either the owner or protecting it. My right arm for some reason was bleeding (something to do with the lamp. I think the unseen villain's henchmen cut some skin off before the dream started). I know I was trying to hide or something from the unseen villain who was also aboard the ship.

3rd dream:
I had this dream last night I was a very young girl. I was sent to a boarding school. The boarding school from the inside looked like a castle because it was made of stone (and it was a co-ed boarding school). The first thing that happened was I met the headmaster of it. He told me a bunch of the school's rules but this was the one that got me---No vitams allowed. I then left the room. Somehow the bookcase behind the desk killed the headmaster by moving. I was at supper next. When eating supper the ghost of the headmaster appear (no the school wasn't Hogwarts) and everyone could see the ghost. Then we were all suppose to go downstairs (we were upstairs to eat?) to watch something and me and some new friends (one was a boy a couple of years older who looked a bit like The Secret Garden's Dickens) and he and one other kid help me take my vitams in secret. But to toss my water (from my cup) out the window "Dickens" hold me up to the window.

6th was one night ago

i was at the entrance of some shop in one of those rooms that has two doors connecting to the store
i had just woken from a dream IRL that i thought i heard baby mice living in my house but it was birds chirping that i could hear in my sleep
so i was in this area when i hearrd the birds chirping through my sleep again
i instantly told my self that i am dreaming became lucid and did a few rc's on my hands
my thumbs were ridiculously small, about half the size of the first joint IRL
I bean to wake up but managed to get back into the dream
once lucid again i walked inside
it was supposed to be costco but the shelves were like something from a clothing store
I was inside and walking around for a minute and tried to fly
i jumped pretty high and slowly but still fell and decided i didnt want to waste my time with that
i walked up a case of stairs and saw all these football jerseys with the padding already underneath them on hangers
i close my eyes in the dream and said a girl would appear behind these
i opened them lookd through the rack and found a girl
instantly this old lady started yelling at me that she was too young to be with me and stuff
at that point i woke up

7th lucid

first i was in a non-lucid about being on a coach bus coming back from a trip
i had been watching zombie movies all day with my buddy IRL and so of course i was the only one that knew there was a girl that had been infected on the bus with us
we arrived at an intersection 2 minutes from my house when everyone found out about this and got off the bus onto the street
but it wasnt safe here and isntantly these 2 zombies came after me and a friend
i started laughing this is awesome and someone stabbed one and it lit up inside and disintegrated like a demon from the show supernatural (which i had also watched for the first time that day)
one of them bit me or something and my vision became pure black but with coloured outlines of everything as my vision
i knew i was dreaming for certain at this piont and became lucid
i did some breathing to relax and check my hands which looked pretty normal so i rubbed them together and clapped a few times
i summoned a really hot girl from my school infront of me
than i took her and made a stretched limo come by and we both got inside
once inside i think you know what happened
after i was all done with that we were still in the limo getting driven somewhere
for some reason there was 2 asians and a friend of mine from school in the car with us now
i didnt really care and said "time for round 2!"
they told me no man you had your fun now take her out to ssx and be nice (ssx was a snowboarding game i played alot when i was younger)
for some reason i agreed with them and told the driver to bring us to ssx
i than said to myself dont they usually have that tinted window up and sure enough he went and put it up
on my way there i started talking to the DC's around me
i told the asain guy that i knew it was a dream because every time i looked away and back his hair was just a little different than the last time
than i started talking to the asian girl about how i thought it was crazy that my sub concious can create you and i am interacting with you
they didnt really seem confused or anything though
than my friend started handing around some chips ahoy cookies
they were good man but he started standing up in the limo and dancing around with them
i thought this was hilarious joined in than lost lucidity whilst being an idiot

so far that was my longest lucid dream ever and the first time i have ever had 2 in 2 nights!
it felt like it lasted over 20 minutes which is better than my previous record of about 5
tonight i plan on having another lucid because its the most incredible experience there is
thanks for reading =)

30.08.2011

Kicked off the Team (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My dream starts with me playing a video game that has space travel, sword combat and looking for different species of life in my logbook(a little like the game Metroid Prime). After i play for a while the game transitions to the basement under my dad's store. I find a girl wearing a towel talking to her friends. They were talking about her finding the right guy for her. When I came in the group started teasing her about me and her going out. A friend of her said "look who's here," in a sarcastic tone. I wave at the girl but the setting changes again. I now am at a athletic center similar to the one at my old college. One of my teammates tells me we have to change for practice so i grab my gym bag and change on the spot. One guy warns me not to change in front of entrance. I turned around and saw the coach's daughters and other girls watching us, so i walk to the other side of the place near alot of seats. I change into my karate gi and saw that a friend of mine from high school was there too (He doesn't go to my college, I didn't think anything of it though). Later my coach tells us to run somewhere and not to bring our bags with us. The next thing I know is that i taking my bag with me, i get thrown off the team immediately for that reason. I leave my bag(i forgot about it) and went outside to take a walk. While walking my vision gets distorted for a moment and I lose my balance for that moment in time. The setting gets really clear and i notice something is weird, so i did a nose RC and it failed I get confusedand surprised for a second but I realized i was dreaming. I stabilize by feeling out the enviornment i felt the wind go past me, the sounds of people talking and walking around me, etc. I'm standing on a sidewalk looking at my surroundings. The houses in front me were in really good detail. I also can see some mountains in the background. i talk to a couple DCs and we decide to go on a road trip to a amusement park. my lucidity drops a little but i still feel like i have control. We get into a car which appears like in 90s Honda civic. One guy looks annoyed because I joined their group but i didn't pay much mind. Then we go through a palce that sells car merchandise. Being nice i tell the driver that I could give him all the stuff for free, he thanks me. We never get to the amusement park.

This is one weird dream I had last night...so here it goes.
I was living in an old house in my old neighborhood I use to reside in as a very small child.. everything appeared the same. My friend Michelle was there who I know now and she was suppose to watch over my place. I gave her the number of where she could reach me if anything happened. I kept looking out the window and just noticed a bunch of trees.. nothing else just trees I just kept looking... the scene switches to me back in the house and I saw these weird shapes hanging from the ceiling and they were placed apart but covered the entire ceiling in the kitchen area.. I was disgusted by the smell too which was weird.. and Michelle was standing there looking real scared.. I said " What the hell is this on the ceiling??" she said she doesn't know.. These things were covered with paint.. so I take the broom and hit one and it broke falling to the floor.. it was human feces!!! whyyyyyy??????! I get real upset and demand for her to tell me what is going on.. she starts to panic telling me someone asked her for the keys to my place but she didn't want to tell me because she was scared of them..I immediately call the cops they tell me they are on their way.. she sits down crying and she starts to describe the person.. I immediately say the name of the person she describes "Kelly".. but I really don't know a kelly in real life
So the cops come over and see the dung hanging from the ceiling and start getting on their computers searching for this person named kelly.. who riddled my kitchen ceiling with feces.. one of the cops was good looking and bald said " don't worry we will find her and have her do some serious cleaning".. that instant I felt relief.. like " yep she is going to clean up all this Sh*t"..
I woke up.

*Now I wonder what it means to dream of dung/feces.. this is weird because I don't ever recall having such a dream before.. I told this to a co worker of mine which told me it meant luck.. but another friend of mine told me it could mean something in my life I am not letting go.. strange..*

8/30/11

DEILD + False DEILD chain (~24)

estimated 8 DEILD and 16 false

Recall: your try remembering 24 fragments...

Notes:

First of all, I should explain what I consider to be a false DEILD. When DEILDing, the dream will fade away and I will slowly feel myself back in my bed. I just focus on either the last tactile sensation of the previous dream or a few vivid general tactile sensations to re enter the dream state. FAs are extremely common when DEILDing and then I feel my "bed," it is usually some dream bed. In retrospect, it is hard to determine which times I actually woke up. If I had to guess, I would say I probably had 16 false DEILDS and maybe around 8 real ones. They way I usually estimate it is by the time it takes for me to feel strange sensations. In false DEILDs, they are almost immediate. In real DEILDs, they take like 10 seconds at least to start. Either way, I lost a dream and re entered the scene a ridiculous number of times.

I never RC when attempting DEILD. If I actually wake up, it will ruin the attempt. If I am dreaming, it is so easy to false DEILD that I might as well do it.

This was a nap that totaled around 2 hours real time.


Each dream lasted between 1 and 5 minutes long.

The first 10 or so dreams were spent on a sexual mission to find a specific person. We were in this dorm looking area. There were 4 rooms on each floor and I thought I knew which order of the rooms she was in but not which floor. I tried to "know" as confidently as I could, so it would be more likely. I got side tracked a lot, often by other women as I got more discouraged finding my specific one. I probably fooled around with like 6 different DCs. The dreams had varying levels of vividness. Some I took more time to enjoy my surroundings and ground myself, some I was hell bent to find a woman.

The next 6 or so dreams were spent outside flying. At first I had trouble taking off by my normal method (look at a target and get pulled toward it), but I tried something new. I call it reverse falling. Normally, I keep my arms at my side after jumping up in a breast stroke form. This time, I put my arms and legs out to the side and I looked at the ground. Instantly, I was thrusted into the air, so fast that my stomach dropped out. I went really high in the air and just floated there for a bit. I could change my hand position and lean to steer somewhat, although it was still really difficult. I looked around at this beautiful green landscape. The problem with my old method of flying is that you cant look around and enjoy it too much (I fall once I look away from the target) so this was nice. I tried the same thing in the last few dreams of this section and it did not work as well. At least it was fun while it lasted.

I had an FA after this section where I was not immediately lucid. I remember I had to drive with a friend home after I thought I had been sleeping for awhile. Whatever lane I was in would change and get merged into all the time. I was worried I looked really drunk. I tried to do a nose RC, hoping this was still a dream. It failed. I still had this sneaking suspicion that I was driving so I tried to pull the car up into the air. I was able to go up like 10 ft. before falling back to the road.

Thanks God, I'm dreaming. I relaxed a bit and soon lost the dream. After I DEILDed again, I was on foot in the same area with the same guy. We were headed to this building to find something out. I did the reverse falling technique again up to the top of this building. I started to run along the roof. I looked ahead and could see our destination. It was a courthouse like half a block away. My friend asked me, "Where is your license?" I thought I would be funny and replied with, "ask any of the DCs, they'll know!"

I jumped from the rooftop to a tree and started running along the branches. (Kind of like free running but....tree running....MAN I'm funny) They ran parallel with where I was going. Eventually they started getting thinner and forming anastomoses. I had good balance and soon was at the courthouse. I sat down on a branch and grabbed a hold of it with one hand. I rolled back and fell into a backflip. Because I was holding the branch, it slowed my down enough so I landed softly on my feet from the 30 ft. fall.

The last 6 or so dreams were spent in the building this adventure started in. I found a computer and it had a history on it of some sites I visited during the first few dreams. (Of course they were porn sites.) Then I found some of the old DCs from the earlier dreams. I was like revisiting the first few dreams. There was some more fooling around and I woke up for good.

I woke up absolutely COVERED in those red lines from lying in my bed and not moving. Also I felt a little tried still. It was a long nap, but I felt mentally exhausted. After finishing this, I am still tired but it was an amazing experience.

I was sitting in a chair, in a 'business office meeting'. Eight men were sitting in a quarter circle in front of me. I had a suitcase, and they wanted it. I was playing around with them about the price, but still kept in mind that they could brutally kill me and molest my body at any time. I noticed that they had women service them, apparently against their will.
The meeting got called off and I went to the bathroom. It was the same bathroom as at home, except the door was in the other corner of the room and the bathtub in front of it was gone.
[If any children are watching this, take in mind, things are about to get weird/erotic.]

Spoiler for read the rest:

In there, I saw 2 hot brunette chicks. Supposedly one of them was one of the slaves, and the other one - a bit older - was her supervisor. I started brushing my teeth while trying to act completely normal while the two did the weirdest stuff.
The slave had been trying to escape, and she now needed.. punishment! I must have had the weirdest expression on my face, as the supervisor started teasing by touching the slave's breasts. It felt like I was the one touching them, and it felt great. Unnaturally great. It felt like I was jizzing in my pants simply from touching them, even though I wasn't touching them. So I was jizzing in my pants from watching someone touch them. Must've been some damn epic breasts. They looked at me in a teasing way as if they wanted me to join in on the fun. The supervisor pulled out a scissor and started cutting the slave's bra-strings. Slowly.. halfway..
"Okay fuck this, I'm not going to watch you violate her!" I said and stormed out of the bathroom. (Wait.. WHAT? NO!)
I went into the kitchen which also looked like at home, and continued brushing my teeth. While standing there, I looked at myself in the dark window's reflection. My face was flawless. Smooth skin, pretty eyes, no nose(?), I pretty much looked like Voldemort, but smoother skin and without a "=" in the middle of my face. My face changed constantly, from smooth to bloody skin, from bloody to dark. I changed my mind and decided to go back to the ladies. The bathroom was dark and empty however. I was disappointed.

I go on holiday with my family, it seems to be very snowy in certain places, in others its completely fine. We start walking around, i have no shoes on and am using the floor to slide around.
We are walking through what looks like beeston. I see a few old school friends and call out to them and say something like "alright nob'eds!!" they wave me off and look around nervously, they seem to be hiding from somebody, they have their hoods up and are looking scared. Jacob is in the middle and tells me "kelvin is here too!"
"where?" i ask. He shrugs. I walk back to my family & we start looking around in some shops. we enter a shop and find my cousin daniel and my uncle. My uncle is not happy about something and my dad finds out it's because my cousin natalia has hurt her leg somehow and has to go home. I dont see the point in getting angry about anything, we leave the shop and go outside to sit on a bench.

I see kelvin walking towards us in the distance and watch as he walks towards the group of friends i talked to earlier... he is behind them and walks straight towards them very threateningly. I turn to my family "i think one of those guys is gonna get beaten up by kelvin!!" i say excitedly. They just stare at me so i turn around to watch the fight.
As kelvin nears the group he grabs jacob and just starts punching him relentlessly, jacob goes down and kelvin hits him a few more times while hes on the floor. Then walks off.

Jacob walks over to us and i say "what was that all about?" he tells me that he owes kelvin lots of money and had a late repayment on a credit card that kelvin got done for. He also says kelvin got sick of him smoking his weed and not paying. I try not to laugh at him.
Jacob asks me how bad his nose looks... I just tell him that its a bit pink and swollen but nothing bad. He smiles and walks off.

Me and my family carry on walking, i begin to slide around again. We come to a pool with loads of slides, there is someone in a uniform there who tells us that this slide is limited access only. I am gutted, my dad turns to me and tells me that we are all inclusive and that includes this pool. Daniel instantly jumps into it. I follow, i jump onto part of a slide and instead of going down, the water takes me upwards, i chill there for a while wondering where to go...
Then wake up.