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It is 3:33am and just woke from first nightmare in decades.

Was walking home through back streets of (unknown) city.

As I was climbing outside stairs to my apartment I noticed groups of 2 and 3 standing around on street, glancing at me.

As I came inside I was feeling a little scarred and said to my family of many wearing blue tops, "please! Don't go out side tonight. There are teams of people in red spoiling for a fight. Please just stay inside till it passes.

But, somehow, it didn't sunrise me that all of my very big family left the large highrise apartment building to fight the red's on the street.

Then a.third gang, all Negro's, male and female came into my families highrise, (after all my family had gone). They didn't want much. They all just wanted me to join there black-gang, and fight on there side as one of them.

I felt my only choice was to say "No" and stick to my guns. If I wavered I'd be stuck among a group of people that I didn't want to be with forever. Like, if I.pretended to join them, just to stop them hurting me then I'd be permenately stuck in a war with this darkskined gang and would have betrayed my own family.

I had a gun in my hand. It was from Sean Lee's blog, "timeisnotlinea.com".

I visited there for the first time last night.

I used the butt, cos I didn't want to shoot or kill anyone. I kept sacking the skinny brown shoulders of this Negro. He was being hurt, and I felt.sorry for him, but he was not going to quit.

I realised that, sad as THEY were about it, they were determined that I join them or Die. Them was the only options.

They pushed me higher and higher up the scaffolding of this building, till I was very alone and scared.

I looked down. It was a long way down. They intended to murder me.

I knew I had to die to stay free.

God, was my freedom worth dying for (!!!!!?!!!!!)

No! They were not going to force me to join them and fight with them, as one of them.

They were sad for me but them's the rules and I was bundled into an open cart and the cart was sent hurtling down a long steep rocky mountain to a.dump.

Then I was watching me on the cart, hurtling to my doom.

Then woke-up.3:33am.

This was my first attempt at dreaming off being with you guys at the pyramid

It is now 4:39am Saturday 13/ Aug/11 here in Adelaide, South Australia.

For some reason the coliseum in Rome was on an island owned by some kind of criminal. The criminal had prisoners, and I allowed myself to be captured to help them escape. I used my charm and wit to get the criminal leader to let me go, then I set free all off the prisoners.

- It starts with me being in some kind of legal trouble, and then it's a flashback to what happened as I'm telling it to someone else, so I see everything but I'm narrating on top.

I wanted to build extra rooms in the attic of my house so I could have my room up there and stuff, but my mom would only let me have half of the space, so somehow, I made up a brother...who was a small beluga whale.

I built a few sections in the house that were weird and uneven. I saw myself drawing a diagram in pencil that looked kind of like this.

There was a VHS tape that was evidence somehow that my 'brother' was 'fake', and I couldn't just move it or get rid of it for some reason, so I also built a chair that sat right on top of it and hid it.

One day I was eating dinner with my mom and she told me that he had died. I already knew this, and wasn't really sad since he never even existed [??? I have no idea if he actually didn't exist at all or was just a whale or what...makes no sense], so I had to try REALLY hard not to smile or laugh, and managed to. I looked really shocked and put down my forkful of pasta for a moment, then kept eating shortly after lol. I saw a scene of him being checked at a hospital for "colon blockages". There was a progress bar stating this, but it was hovering around 8-9%, then said it failed and he died.

My mom was talking about how he was such a good student at university and always got As and Bs. I was looking at a collection of his possessions gathered on a table that were going to be used by the police to do an investigation of his death. [even though he died of colon blockages?] It was mostly some photos and random stuff, but one of the things was a pendant I have. I thought that it was 'the most spiritual item he owned'. I also thought they might be able to connect it to me, and contemplated taking it, but didn't.

The next thing I knew, my mom had found out and was angry that I'd made him up, and apparently this was illegal or something because I got in trouble with the police. She was also telling me these stories like how once she called him from the other room, and it upset her when he didn't answer or call back.. which was because he didn't exist.. and was a whale.


- Another short dream where I was patting my cat, and then she froze up and got all weird and started licking the blanket she was laying on. I thought this was funny and brought her face up to my face. She was just licking automatically and would lick the air and started licking my face when I put her there. (That was the worst explanation ever lol) Then she stopped licking and started breathing really weirdly. I realized there was something wrong and got really worried.

It switched to me at a movie theatre with my cousins. The movie screen was maybe half the size of a normal one and we were controlling it. We were trying to figure out how we could get it to show my cat at the vet. I was on MSN on my phone except it looked like MSN on the computer, showing custom fonts and everything. N was like "dude why aren't you talking" and I said "sorry, I'm at a movie theatre, and my cat is really sick =(".

I just woke up from a nap. I only recall snippets because the girls were carrying on and I woke too quickly.

In one snippet, CPS was bothering me again because I had a 19 year old unsupervised at the Farm. I was highly annoyed and asked my hubby "I thought at 18 I could kick the kids out if I wanted to. What is THIS?" He said they must have made an announcement when everyone was sleeping.

I dreamed of a large house and the owner had a chawawa a lot like mine. There was a turd in the toilet and the bathroom floor was somewhat flooded. Out in a large garage connected to the house, I and some others, ate ice shards of different colors and flavors. Then they became popcicles and there was also some individual containers of neopolatin (SP!) icecream. People were preparing for a huge banquet.

In another snippet, there was a tiny bird in the cage with my cockatiels. It was like a hummingbird, so I wanted to put it some place safer.

I was in some place with a public restroom. The floor was flooded and the stalls were nasty. One toilet was *almost* like a mans urinal but it was up high and there were sheets to cover the toilet for sanitation. I tried to pee but couldn't reach it.

In another dream, I was telling 2 of my childhood friends- Theresa's sisters- about my pregnancy dream.

In the garage dream, I think, I was messing with strange plastic things which were packaging for something my hubby had bought. I asked if he wanted them because they looked useful. The bottom was rectangular with six pocks in it for holding the items. But on ridges between the pocks were thin metal rods with springs over them (like in a pen) and overtop those was a strange hollowed out screwdriver. A plastic "hood" went over each screwdriver to keep it in place. I was frustrated because I kept trying to place a hood back over one of them but it wouldn't snap into place properly.

That's it I think.

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated my DJ in a while! I will try to get back into typing them up on here .

My WILD succeeded.

I was at the party I wanted to be in. Everthing looked old. I looked around for Sam, and saw him playing on a triangular piano!

I started walking towards him when I was stopped by a girl in a ninja suit. "The modern hat of the century is awaiting your order, sir." she told me.

"Yes, they are but I have to do one thing first."

I quickly walked away towards Sam, and asked him to thing a song that best describes me. I pretended to know what she was talking about. I heard some drums coming from his piano, and it sounded really good.

Suddenly everybody gasps and I started to hear: "I whip my hair back and forth! I whip my hair back and forth! I whip my hair back and forth!"

I started to laugh and decided to do something else and started ti do some other things that I won't go into detail .

I was on a football pitch I think wearing a Manchester United kit. I was lining up before the match and I made a thorwing action and smiled. Then I threw something at a building I don't know if it was the same dream. But I remember laughing and saying "Ohhhh!"

A frequent dream I've had over the years. My town is like assaulted by hundreds of tornadoes and they destroy everything.

From memory there are three versions to this dream:

1) It centres around my primary school. It happens while I'm in class and the next thing I know I'm outside being CHASED by a tornado!!

2) This one happens while I'm at home: once we see the tornadoes form, my family and I rush to the tall apartment buildings near our home and hide in their cellar (for some strange reason). The building still collapses but we survive.

3) This one happens while I'm in town and driving down a road. A massive storm system forms and I take refuge in a book store. However lots of tornadoes form and begin destroying buildings. At the end of it I exit the building and drive home to find only the centre of the towns business district destroyed.

During the day I recalled being in a fight with someone, I remember him being on a slightly raised platform, and I had him by the arm and flipped him over my shoulder.
I also remember something about school, more specifically being there.

There's already a lot of tension in my dream. A lot of stuff goes on during the beginning, but it's very fuzzy and hard for me to remember. Everything comes in clearly when an older man is talking to a guy with a hateful redneck personality who seems to be in his 30's or so. The redneck is extremely angry about something and every now and then he pauses and looks like he's listening to someone talk. Until the end of him ranting and fuming I finally hear a dark voice say something to him. He then proceeds to smash his own face in with his fists, but instead of any pain or gore his body falls away to reveal something much more built and 'demonic' in appearance. I'm shocked by the sudden transition, but the older man seems to have expected it.

The scene changes and there now seem to be sides in what appears to be an impending war. Based on the appearances of each side, it's mostly angels opposing demons. Ages are still apparent for the beings on each side, as they still look the same other than looking more angelic or demonic in appearance. And for whatever reason, there are also vampires fighting on each side after having been turned by the respective leaders. These vampires can walk into the sun, but it weakens them much more than if they were in the night. I end up being one of the vampires, and am forced to fight for the side of 'good'. The fighting commences and there's lots of gore and death. I can't remember much of the specifics during the fight other than spontaneous scenes where I'll see one side or the other killing a member of their counterparts. I also can see each time I'm fighting another vampire.

After killing a vampire, I wake up from my dream.

Dream 1: I am watching a guy that looks like Atras's profile picture play piano. It sounds beautiful, more beautiful than anything I've ever heard in real life.

Dream 2: I am watching this weird red headed guy put on lotion all over his body o___O LOL.

Dream recall hasn't been too good lately.

I was a black child and lived in a city. My family was very well-to-do and wealthy, but we lived with a single dad. We were at an alley sort of deal on a street. It's very hard to describe. I remember an inner-city chubby kid (he looked a lot like the "hood rat stuff with my friends" kid) and he was like,

"Dude, you guys are loaded. Can I have some money?"

My dad said, "No, but you can still have all this."

"How?"

"Get a job. Earn money. If you work and earn your money, you can buy anything you want."

Some of the things he said came up in kinetic typography.

The next part melded into this. I was in another hard to describe room. It's hard to describe because it was illogical. It was something like a penthouse suite, but with a couch sat on a floor-pad elevator. There was a really pretty girl there, and it was implied that I should sleep with her, but she was hesitant about the idea. I sat down with her and told her we didn't have to, and it was her choice. The floor started to move down and that's all I remember, but I do know we didn't have sex. We fell in love instead.

My recall has been terrible lately. I can feel the hole from where at least an hour of stuff before and after this happened.

So I'm walking in this grocery store, and some anthropomorphic cat comes in with a gun and tries robbing the place. Suddenly, he shoots me, and I go to heaven... where a war is taking place. The good time was being led by Jesus, Zeus, and Master Chief, and they where all riding on winged dolphins. The bad side was Satan, Hitler and Darth Vader, and they where sitting on a miniature death star. Then all Hell broke loose (No pun intended) and Cthulhu rose from the ground and attacked everyone. So they teamed up to stop him, but pretty quickly Ryu mistook me for a bad guy (Don't ask me why...) And Hadoken'd my head off. Then I woke up...

That's basically all I recall from last nights dreams though there were other dreams.
I was pregnant in one of the dreams. My belly was perfectly sized and the baby was huge. Whenever he moved it was as if an alien was just beneath the skin of my lower stomach. The dream changed and I pregnant with 3 babies. A JW couple had me inseminated and I carried their baby as if it were a twin to mine. But a childhood friend, Theresa needed someone to carry her baby too, so it was added to my upper left side. I was worried about that baby the most because it wasn't in a womb and it was tiny.

I had to go in for an examination but I kept trying to put it off because every time I went in over a false alarm, the more dangerous it was for the babies. I kept asking them to be born all at the same time, nice and healthy, but "I" became pregnant well in advance of the two inserted in me. I worried they would die when I had my baby.
I had an intense urge to bear down, but I kept ignoring it.

At one point, the JW woman felt the babies kick and move around and she was absolutely delighted.

At some point, the dream evolved and I was in a large school. The JW husband was a teacher and I realized all the students and teachers were Jehovah's Witnesses. I was thrilled, but I still felt out of place and as if I didn't belong. I spoke to the husband about wanting the babies to hurry up and be born and he laughed. I tried finding a seat in one of the classrooms but something always went wrong (the isles were too narrow or stuff was in my way).

That's it.

>>The first dream was mostly the result of more gas I'm not sure why the symbolism played out as it did though. Why did I worry more about the other babies?
>>>The evolved dream is about my desire to return to the Kingdom Hall but not feeling ready.

Melatonin
I entered a gmod server, and the mayor kept saying he was being under attack. I saw this guy running back and forth. Insaw the Alyx model going after or near the mayor too. Red text was flashing on my screen. I ran into someones error cade, and he didn't see me, but didn't care. It looked like an add on. I then crawled into this one room with two girls in it. My sister was with me. I also had my phone with me. It was pouring outside so I prop climbed, but saw that the props were also stopping the rain, so I took the physgun and make two big squares, and saw the grass below make two big dry spots. The two girls didn't care because they rule breakers too(you can't prop climb in this game)then before I could finish, my phone rang, my sister answered. She said it was Karissa and I picked up. She asked if she could use my sig? I asked why she said, I dunno. And I said sure.
DEILD attempt @ 2:30*
I was in my middle school. A zombie invasion broke out and I grabbed a fire axe and began swinging my way to the front of the school. As I killed about 50 zombies, a few students behind me ran into the nearest classroom with chemistry equipment. I doubt that they were thinking of making a cure, especially since the room they were in had a shitload of windows. The horde stopped attacking and we settled down in these picnic chairs, still inside the building. We all filled about 5 of the tables. I felt like the leader of the group, so I told everyone to raise their hand and I am going to count everyone. As I began to count I got really confused and told the person next to me to count. We then all heard an announcement, for some reason I think it might have been God? He said something like, you are going to die, and that is fate. Then another horde began to rush at us. We ran in pairs into these offices. I was in room with my French teacher. The zombies *weren't tearing at the door, but bending it in a way. My teacher way crawling away from the door in fear, and I tried to barricade the door with my body. After the horde settled, I ran straight to where we normally were camped because I saw these boxes there. I asked a person next to me, can you OD off aspirin and they said no. I began to grab all the supplements and I just sat and stared at them. Then I looked at all the other survivors.

Not sure if I would consider this a nightmare at all. I wasn't scared.

I was in some sort of drag race, and it was like preppy vs. ghetto. I was on the ghetto side, and the preppy side tried to cheat. We took this as an act of war, and a battle ensued. Ghetto turned to Resistance, and preppy turned to Security from Brink. We were battling, and doing a good job, when I went off to look around. I found some sort of... Marijuana smoker. I was confused and shocked, and then turned around to see four Security guys coming near me, I hid behind a destroyed truck and killed the two on the left with my Rhett, and walked up to the other two. It was a black man with an accent, and a Caucasian American. I walked up to the two of them, and they laughed at me. They told me that all of my friends were going to die once they had been smoked out, as stoned soldiers make dead soldiers in a fight. They were trying to figure out if they should let me get high before they killed me, or just killed me. I told them, "That's a very bad idea..." One of them held a knife to my throat and told me to shut up. I took the knife, sliced the man's stomach, deep, and stabbed him in the neck. I then took my sidearm and shot the remaining antagonist.

When I got back to our leader (How funny, it was the singer for Rise Against.) I told him what happened, and he was very proud of me. After the battle was over, everybody got baked. The dream fades slightly, and I'm following the leader around. We're at my old apartments, but they seem to go much much higher. I'm carefully using parkour to get around to follow him, when I decide to do a reality check- I look at my hands- They're normal. However, when I look at my hands, I always question the reality before me, and I did the same in the dream! I became lucid. I was simply ecstatic, as I've been having a dry spell. Thankfully, I calmed myself down, and rubbed my hands together. I remembered wanting to speak to my DC's whilst lucid, so I told him I was lucid. He was very happy that I was lucid, and congratulated me. I felt very accomplished. He then told me... that he was my DG! I thought, "This is incredible..." When right after he said this, a woman appeared, beautiful and with crystal clear clarity and a great glow, and she tells me that she's my REAL dream guide. My leader looks a bit ashamed, and goes away. I felt bad for him, but I decided to follow my DG. I considered having sex with her, but decided against it. We walked up several flights of stairs, and she wasn't talking. We got to the top, and... There was deadmau5! I told him that I was a huge fan, and that he shouldn't worry about all the people saying his job was easy. He was glad to hear me. My DG seemed to get angry at his presence,and she obviously wanted him gone. I was reluctant to get rid of him, but I tried anyways. However, instead of making deadmau5 disappear, I made my DG disappear! Ah well, she was being a bitch anyways. I ask deadmau5 if he wants to look for some pussy with me, and he agrees. We search for a while, and I lost him. He became the owner of a ranch! Well, this is where the dream fades, and I would have done a DEILD, but I have orientation today. I woke up, and got dressed, then wrote this. See ya tomorrow, dreamviews!