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Morning or noon. I was with friends. We were traveling. Walking from a gymnasium of sorts into a small area. We have a guide. An Indian guide? We were going to walk over a "sand dune," but I decided to walk around it. Then from afar, an old, bearded tricycle driver said something in a language I did not understand. I started to think we were "caught," or something.

Then our guide started walking to that direction. Then driver moved his tricycle near us. In his tricycle was a pregnant woman in white dress. I asked our guide what happened. He motioned for us to ride the tricycle. I took the "backseat," the seat behind the driver. The rest of the gang took their place inside. I realized we were supposed to ride a jeep, but maybe this is faster.

Riding the jeep, it suddenly turned to night. We were going through the countryside, or so it seems. I can see the surroundings quite well, and not just a black area. Trees, etc. The red "roof" of the tricycle that I'm holding on to slid out, and I almost fell out, with upper body leaning all the way back. But I didn't fall. The Korean driver profusely apologized. I told him it's okay.

Morning, around after dawn. We passed by an area with some small bodies of water. We found small animals, and specially penguins. For some reason, I loved penguins, and I looked forward to playing with them once we got down the vehicle, which has now turned into a low-flying plane.

We started landing. When we landed, it turned into a helicopter for the vertical landing. We landed on a sandy area.

Chase. Running. A thief. I was with two girls, one is younger than the other, inside what looked to me like a Counterstrike game location. I chased after the thief, using the opposite direction, but found no way. I followed the thief's trail instead, and found it led outside. I looked for him, but he already got away.

I was able to reach an area where there was a cleaning guy, setting up stuff. I asked him if he saw the thief. He said he didn't.

Then I suddenly "see" a dark area, with bonfire. There was a leader, who looked like he's a tribal leader from Africa's shamanic past. He has bones dangling on his body, and white streaks on his dark body and face. There was a guy who arrived and offered to sell him a tiara. He said it's worth 24 karats, or something. The chief looked at it and was happy. Then I told him it doesn't look expensive, and might just be a toy. The chief started having second thoughts, but the thief already left.

I was back with the two girls. I verified with them that the tiara is a cheap toy.

I was in a prison. There were only individual prison cells, separated by walls on either side, and one "gate." I was with friends. I was guarding the prison. There were two guys in the prison who I know. I discreetly set them free using the keys. More people were put inside. The guard after me was stricter.

I was at home, at night. I was waiting for a friend to contact me. He lives somewhere across the street. We were contacting each other through text. I recalled we were talking in the coliseum before.

I went to the mall. I was going to meet them. I changed my sim card for some reason. I was waiting for them at the food court. There were three of them. It was Cool and his two best friends. They took the seat a bit farther than where I was, so I walked to them and took a seat. They were talking, and eating the nachos. I tried to ride along with the conversation, and ate some nachos. But then I started to wonder why I seem to be ignored.

Then Cool said something to his guy best friend about getting some nachos, to which he replied, "I would, if this guy (he said a term or nickname but I forget) would just leave the food alone." I was surprised, and so I told them my name. They just looked, still not recognizing me.

I become hysterical, and then realized I was in a dream. I cried on the seat, and they just left. I was just acting to see how they would react. I then thought, "So that's how they would treat me." I then looked around. I told myself "I'm in a dream," and I tried to stand still and not do anything to lose lucidity. The environment changed to the streets, no longer in the mall. I was looking at people walk by. There was a small, one-story building in front of me, and to the left is a plaza of sorts. The sun was shining from that area, which seems to suggest that's the east side. Or maybe it was setting down and that's west.

I started to start losing consciousness, so I rubbed my hands. Then I noticed my sister arrive from behind. She looked unhappy (as usual), and she was going to give me something in a plastic bag. I tried spinning around since I've read it changes the place. Now it's night, in a garden/plaza type of place. And my sister was still there, still looking as unhappy as usual. I just took the plastic bag and she left. There are still people around, but it's already night, with the usual yellowish posts.

For no reason at all, I started running around and jumping. I lost lucidity, and I forget this part of the dream.

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NOTE: I left the music playing randomly until I fell asleep around 11:30 pm. It stopped after 30 minutes or an hour after. I woke up sometime in the middle of the night, with the music still playing, and did a midnight adoration. Went back to sleep and had this dream. This was before the alarm went off.

I did around 3-5 reality checking throughout the day, mainly hands and words/time, and reminding myself to stay still and rub hands or spin around once I have a lucid dream. I also did nine conscious breathing counts before sleeping, and then visualizing a previous dream.

I can't find my DJ so I'm using this one today.

I had so many dreams last night, these are just going to be short summaries.

In the last one Madison and I were going to the zen center. When she got to my house I was making food. I had pizza and this weird milk & weed drink. I went outside, then back in to heat something in the microwave. There was cheese on one of the buttons.

While driving we ran into Mike, he was with Lauren at a cross walk. I tried to get him to smoke with us but he was busy. While we were in conversation in things changed to us being in a laundromat or something indoors and someone else had some weed. He was talking his weed up and gave us a nug. Then somehow we had a bag very similar to his. All the different strains were in different bags with weird labeling that had countdown clocks on it. We showed him this huge bud that must have been at least an eighth.

Then we were at this movie/play(seemed to change back and forth). There were cowboys. One actor was smoking a weird pipe during intermission. I asked him if he needed a light. He acted like a dick at first, but then eased up and gave me a little pipe tobacco for my pipe. Madison and I and he passed some tobacco around which got Madi and I really buzzing. We talked a bit more.

Then there was some part in some store. Like a pawn shop. I asked the guy how much he made in commissions and a creepy looking old fat pasty ugly guy came out and gave him the evil eye. I assumed he was the owner. I told he didn't have to answer. He said he didn't care but then just said a bunch of other stuff that didn't answer my question. Carl called and we left to go meet him.

Then there was a part where my car was stolen, but it was actually Nicks car. I chased after it on foot fairly successful for a long time. Then I started to get partially lucid and had a false awakening.

Then I was in a parking lot looking for it still. Andre was outside with a tray of weed brownies. I forgot about the car for a moment and was really happy, but then I remembered and couldn't pay attention to anything Andre said.

Then another FA and I'm in bed [at my house] with Madi cuddling. We both start kissing each other but then her mom comes in the back door and tells us she's going for a walk so and we better be dressed when she gets back.

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Had another dream earlier in the night where Madi was coming over but my phone didn't ring. I saw her pulling away and flipped out, banging on the window, trying to call her etc. I became very frantic. I couldn't get my cell phone to work. Weird things started to happen and I thought I was having some kind of acid flashback and really needed to get a hold of her just to talk.

Had a few more dreams too, but that's enough for now.

I had some weird dreams this morning.
In one, I was shopping and saw one of the Elders from the Kingdom Hall from behind. I approached him, but the dream ended before I reached him.
In another dream, I was flying and I wanted to spin. I LOVE spinning in dreams, but I've always done it in the past on skates or by foot period. In this dream, I flew up high and started twirling and when I reached the ground I swung one leg back then forward to spin and I spun very quickly. I did that a few times before I got it right.

In yet another dream, I was some guy living in a house in the woods. I don't recall the whole story, but a flash flood picked up the house and started carrying it down hill. I was terrified it would go over the edge down a cliff, but the water followed the dirt road all the way into town. I talked to my family the whole time, reassuring them. When we got into town, the house became a manageable size and I carried it on my back. I still spoke with my family. At some point, the dream revealed that I had actually murdered my family and I was locked away in a hospital completely insane and only "dreaming" about the flood and carrying my house.

Well they aren't that old (maybe a week) here is the 1st one. (This one was really really vivid)
I met somehow a girl with black hair her name was like danielle or something I really liked her (in love) she went at my house and I discovered she had a youtube account full of runescape videos and was really popular. I immediatly fell in love with her. I think we kissed I'm not sure. She played WoW on my computer and she was doing a kindof battleground. She was good at it. After I dont know how but went at my mother bf's house and we rode a quad.

here is the 2nd one (I don't remember much)
I was playing rift and talking to somebody or watching a rift video saying hey rift can now be played on a laptop!!!

10.08.2011

08/10/11 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1. These girls were bathing in this water that actually connects to the dream plane and gives them powers. Meanwhile the Joker became the president of Image comics. Whoever had the worst comic idea got shot. I survived of course. I was walking when I noticed the girls using the powers from the water. I ask where the water came from and they tell me its from a lake in the forest next to Target. I then tell them their powers are most likely temporary and we should go back to the lake together. They agree and we drive to Target. Along the way more people hear about the lake and decide to head over there themselves. When we finally got to Target I got seperated from my group and to go on by myself. Along the way I come across this street gang who are offended by something I did. I try to ignore them but they start getting physical with me. They then decide to follow me, I manage to lose them and see the forest is not to far. While I was walking that street gang found me and started to chase me, then I woke up.

By chance I happened to have a pretty decent length lucid dream, so I'd like to be sure to document it.

The earliest part in the sequence I can remember was some sort of fake Harry Potter movie (during the dream I seemed to think it was the third in the series, but couldn't remember the name), only it starred the cranky-professor-guy-with-the-eye-whose-name-I-don't-remember (that guy from the Goblet of Fire). Anyways, it seems he was going away and people were giving him various going away presents but he was being extra cranky about them. I recall the second to last one vividly; one person (seemed to be a young adult) held up this large, ornate deep green crystal cross with silver metallic edges, stating that he was offering the professor a chance to examine it and that it was a magical artifact that had belonged to his family for many years (it seemed to imply he was some sort of royalty). However the professor cut the student off from his speech angrily, exclaiming that he knew several good men who died in the name of that worthless, magic-less artifact. After that people started to disperse, and an older professor picked up another going away present that looked like a chest and looked as though he was about to leave but then decided to offer it up (saying that after what had just happened he thought the professor wouldn't be interested but thought he might try offering it anyways). They open it, and the chest is empty except for a small recess near the top left that contained a brass metallic pentagram. The older guy asked him if he knew what it was, and the professor replied dramatically that he did indeed know. The camera seemed to look into the box and zoom in ominously on the pentagram; as it got closer you could see that there was a different place on the other side. As it zoomed through the camera shifted to my vision as I saw a group of people walk by and I followed them into what I seemed to think was a hospital. We were talking about some project I was going to work on (it seemed like a job interview?). Inside, we entered some board room through a set of doors and then went to another set of doors along the same wall to let two other people in (I was already with two other people). One of them was Dr. Werremeyer, whom I was happy to see after so long. At some point it transitioned to me at my car at what seemed to be the gas station on University Drive in Fargo that we used to always get gas at. I seemed to think for a moment that my brother was joining me. We got into the car and were waiting there for a while. We amused ourselves with the two extremely short old ladies in the car next to us. At some point he asked me what we were waiting for, I replied that I wasn't sure, that I'd started with 5 professors and now had 0 and that if this was a dream it was kind of a shitty one, which prompted a reality check. It didn't pass (I remember thinking it was going to and being initially surprised that it didn't). I managed to keep focus but immediately getting to work. As I was doing this I was looking across a street corner and there was a lot of Hispanic people walking across the corner towards me. I decided since I didn't like this dream that I'd clean it up a little bit, so I mentally ordered the wind to blow everything away. It became quite a bit windier (as I could notice in the trees in the background), but it wasn't enough to blow the people away. I tried ordering it again and was able to blow a few people off their feet. I incidentally noticed I had a bottle of lime slushy stuff that I was drinking from. I also recall thinking this dream was going on a while (my temporal perception seemed awry here in retrospect) and I should come write about it. Since my current efforts weren't working I tried to get out of my car but somehow got my head stuck in the door and in trying to get myself out I accidentally woke up.

Observation: as I'd previously noted, during a failed reality test my breathing becomes noticeable as the kind of nasal breathing my waking body would experience. This time I discovered that maintaining this nasal breathing sound helped hold lucid focus. I seemed to think this lucid dream was longer, but I can't seem to remember much going on. Anyways, good stuff.

8/9/11

DILD

Recall: poor

This dream had a lot of jumps, and I will just put in the bits and pieces that I remember.

I was with a group of like 30 people playing some weird game. I remember it being like tag, but we gave it some zombie reference. We were running around some complex until the scene changed to us all hanging out in this circular area. It was like a 50 ft. diameter circle that we couldn't leave. After awhile we just started sitting down and throwing things at the "it" guy. He was kind of chubby and started feeling bad about what was going on. I felt bad so I changed the game to try and lob the ball into his shirt pocket with his help. So we were kind of on a team instead of just hucking balls at this kid.

The dream scene changed again, but kept the same people. It felt like a field trip. We walked into this room with a bunch of small black fuzzy balls on the floor. I was jumping from ball to ball in this wet stone room. Eventually there is some hubbub and it turns out some guy is proposing to his girlfriend. I thought it was a stupid place to do it, but she said yes and I was happy for them.

Another DC and I have to go downstairs for some reason. I am suddenly wearing a helmet and this big coat, even though it isn't cold. We see someone who is in charge of the building we are in. He is looking at the fire alarm and apparently they need to do a fire drill. My buddy and I ask if we can be the ones to pull the alarm and he said sure. We tried once and it didn't work. We started pumping the alarm to see if it would work. I made a Jurassic Park reference by pumping it 3 times effortfully to "charge" it. It still doesn't work so we go to another alarm. Neil Flynn walks up and for some reason I am hiding from him. I am glad I have this helmet to hide in. I avoid contact and we try the second alarm, it fails.

I head back to join the group and when I reach them, I somehow become lucid. I look at the crowd of people and say something along the lines of, "we have to have sex or you will die/the world will end." It worked pretty well. A beautiful girl approaches me and I am suddenly naked. I am looking for a second companion and some dude walks up and asks if he will die too. I said yes, but then I realized he was a dude and told him to leave. A second girl shows up and we have a 3-way for a bit until I lose the dream.

I don't remember having an FA or waking up, I just started standing in this rainforest cafe looking building. This confused me. I knew I just had a dream, but this seemed so vivid. Mohammed was walking with like 4 people down these stairs. I join with them and ask what is going on. He said some other guy is going to propose to his girl. I didn't know the girl by name and suddenly a photo flashed into my vision and disappeared. She was a brunette in a red dress. The camera shot was from above her and she was sitting and looking up at it. She was a cutie. It looked like a facebook photo.

I ask Mohammed if all of this is real and he said either yes or he thinks so. I look at a flower that was next to the stone steps. I lift my hand and try to move it with telekinesis. It works, and seeing that girl got me in the mood again. I found some girl off to the side and we start going at it. The dream is fading to black, but I can still feel her and I am so close. I am just able to finish as I lose the dream. I wasn't worried about having a wet dream because I could tell it wasn't going to be one. It felt like I was orgasming, but there was no muscular part to it. The pleasure was there, but I could tell that my dick muscles (?) weren't contracting.

I have an FA, and it appears to have been a wet dream. I was upset because it didn't feel like it would be. I wear my wet boxers to the bathroom of my parents house. My dad for some reason is sitting in the tub with his clothes on and sunglasses. I try to dip back out before he sees me but he does. I try to cover myself, and I wake up for real.

...And I was right by the way...nice and dry

There is one more dream fragment that I can't seem to place:

We were in the rainforest cafe place with Sam. We had to cross this ravine thing to keep going wherever we were headed. This girl acrobatically jumps on like 4 angled platforms and then lands safely on the other side. Sam was reluctant to go because he thought there would be spiders over there. I said there are spiders here, and I look down. I spot like 5 in like 5 seconds where we were standing. The platform we were on had a comforter on it, and the spiders would walk up and around the folds. I get grossed out by seeing so many and tried to get off the platform quickly. I make it across.

I am also walking around the stone steps for a bit, and it turns out this place is a minor league baseball training facility. I think it is funny they have all of this jungle stuff also, but I thought it was kind of cool too.

August 10, 2011

Title.

Kinda a mix between a fragment and a dream. I would personally see this as a short dream but I going to label it as a fragment also.

Being in that white castle looking place (watching the dubbed anime on Adult Swim) Ichigo was found beaten up but still wearing his Hollow mask. Red Pineapple hair guy (damn Japanese names) found him and drag in out where all of the other captains were. He try removing the mask but Ichigo woke up and his eyes were still yellow. For a sec in the dream his body was pure white and he was just the base (meaning no hair and no clothes) but his yellow eyes were still there.

I somehow enter the dream and I told him to put the mask back on. I ask him how do he usually take it off during battle. He said something about spiritual pressure and I told him he should try that then. Of course it works and then I woke up.

Dumbass Ichigo.

This night was the greatest LD night I ever lived since I started lucid dreaming. I had 5 LDs (which of course I chained, I love DEILD) but in each of them I demonstrated dream control like I had never experienced before.

Dream 1: I start my lucid dream by doing a random reality check in my living room while my mom is watching me. As soon as I realise I am dreaming I decide to go outside. It's night. I open the door and jump in the snow (even though its summer in RL). Then I go on the street and see a lot of cars passing by with many pedestrians. I see a hockey net from afar. I decide to fly by using a special technique specifically designed for my inability to fly (made by Loaf). I sit down as if I'm in a car, use the invisible gas to go forward and tilt up to fly. Once high enough I am able to let go and fly away, but I end up in a big horizontal vortex talking to Nick Cannon. I talk to him about how he is black.

I try to DEILD but fail since I had lost a little lucidity near the end. I go back to sleep.

Dream 2: I have a big non-lucid about me using a teleporting machine, only to find myself with 7 fingers on each hand. I am pissed and decide to try to sue the company who made it, for no success. I never realise that unusual hands is a reality check lol. I talked to my uncle in the middle of that dream, which leads to the 3rd one.

Dream 3: False Awakening. I wake up in my bed and my cell phone rings. It says someone sent me two pictures. I think that its my uncle who sent me pictures of his dog (could have happened). I get up and go in the living room. ALL of my family is there, including my uncle. It takes me awhile to understand but I do a reality check as the dream fades out. I now begin my chain of LDs. I DEILD back into a dream. I am now back in my living room and everyone tells me that the pool is weird. I go to check it and they tell me anyone who goes on the pool floats on the surface. I take a dip myself and float on top of the water. I want to impress my DC family, so I tell them that when I snap my fingers the water will be normal again. I do and they are impressed. I proceed to flying around in my house and my mom asks me how the hell I do that. I tell her I'm just lucid dreaming and she says my brother and sister should try it too. Id rather not, they should go find their own amazing hobby!

Dream 4: As I DEILD in the next dream, I remember that youre not supposed to chain too much or you will start forgetting your first dreams (and I dont want that) which is why when my dream starts off with 2 santa claus puppet, I wake myself up to start off on a clean slate with a better dream.

Dream 5: I am in a restaurant with my family once again, but as soon as the dream starts I completely abandon the plotline to go have fun outside. I have an aversion against doors, so I go through the window of the restaurant even though the door is right next to it. I bump on the window a couple of times before passing through, but I dont care since who can see me right? I dont remember much after that, except that I walked on the street and saw my friend Sandy. Im turned on and want to have sex, so I try to make a Playmate appear I tell myself that when I look behind me, she will be there (and naked). However the Dreamworld has a way of somehow preventing me from having dream sex, maybe because there are so many better things to do. So I fail to make her appear.

Dream 6: I DEILD with the firm intention of having dream sex. I am in a big school filled with people my age. As I am walking the hall I say out loud que jai le gout de fourrer. The girl next to me tells me she does too but shes ugly so I tell her that shes just a DC and im the dreamer here. I choose . I am roaming for a place in the school to have sex "privately" if you will until I end up in a big dark room with shelves. I decide to try to make sandy appear this time and it works. As I'm walking up to her I'm already taking of my shoes and coat but she walks away from me. I follow her and she seems to agree but as she says that we should go in the corner a bunch of girls from the school come into the room looking for costumes for a dance show (wearing makeup and everything). Then theres guys too. Once again, im prevented from having sex. He he

Dream 7: I'm back in the restaurant. For a brief moment I seem to have lost all my superpowers. I cant seem to levitate or fly or anything. I push my finger through my palm to make sure that I am dreaming. Fade out.....again

Dream 8: Had a non-lucid dream about doing homework secretly in school with my friends.

The fragments I can remember from camp were about a centaur and almost getting killed by something in the middle of the night. It's so hard to sleep there...

Anyways, last night's dream was really weird. A bunch of people were all tied up and lying on the ground. A guy kept trying to tie me up, too. One of the people on the ground was covered with a sheet. When the guy uncovered the person, it was just a stick figure. During the dream, there was some elaborate storyline that I can't even begin to remember now. It was kind of creepy, though.

I don't remember much because I couldn't write down my dreams down when I wake up.
dream 1: there was this bass player every body wanted to see I guess I was his manager. I started making people chant and stuff like, " DO YOU WANNA HEAR HIM PLAY!" "YEAH!". I never let them hear him though. then I went to this place that was circle shaped and had 4 entrances around it. no doors. there were people inside eating and stuff. Then this caveman came up to me and told me his name(something with junior in it). me and some other cave people starting roasting stuff over fire. I was roasting 2 coconuts. They wouldn't get hot though. so I gave up. Then tried chicken it did cook. no cavemen were around though so I showed off to my brother by saying " Look I invented fried chicken!" Then he tried to take it from me. he didn't get it. That's all I remember from this one.

dream2: Kenny from southpark was reading a book that made hypnotized him into becoming a murderer. He killed stan, cartmen, and kyle. Then they became zombies and started chasing me. Then I found this one guy who help me and we killed them together by cutting their heads off. then He showed me a decapitated shark head. Then my mother and sister came in and started talking about halloween. Then I said, " OH crap it's halloween? why didn't you guys tell me!?" I thought about putting the decapitated shark head on as a costume. But then I thought it was probably filled unsafe stuff like teeth and germs. there was no time to take that stuff out. Then I made a joke and said " maybe I should go as a woman!" and pulled some lipstick out of my mothers purse. But she scowled at me. I just stayed home and then realized hat it wasn't halloween. that's all I remember.

Dream3: I had ice powers me and some other super heroes were looking around on a map for some villians. It was like call of duty, but with heroes and villians.

dream4: me and a friend just got the god of war 4 demo( not real) I played for about two minutes then he played but wouldn't give back the remote. so he left. I turned off the system. Then started getting chased through a dungeon by something.

I was at this weird concert of some sort. I went behind the main stage and I was undercover of some sort. The backstage was emptyness, so I left. The concert gym was empty, and for some weird reason I became lucid. The only thing I did was try to observe my surroundings. I saw the floor, and it had a lot of indents, and that's all I saw in my lucid dream.*
My mom was pregnant and is about to deliver the baby in her room. I stayed all night with her, and we waited. Dad was there I think, but he left often to go to the grocery store to see if mom needed anything. This was really weird. It was so late after watching mom that I fell asleep.
I was at the first few days of school with Emmie. She kept telling me how her boyfriend kept sexting her, and I tried to look at her texts but this one guy, her boyfriend, was holding the phone real weird and I guess he was my imagination, but he was holding string that I guess sent the waves of text. We left and walked into this outside area. We then saw her boyfriend.
I was going home, and I think Krystal was at the bus stop with me. I told her something like, I love you or something. But when I walked to my house with my sister I couldn't wait to see the baby. I walked in and asked, so what gender is it? Dad said something like, oh, another girl. I was really expecting a boy.
Way later on, I was at school, on a boat. This dream was AMAZING. I walked into the front of the school, planning the death of a student who made a minor fault to insult me. But I ended up walking in this hall which at the end were these students in shock. This then reminded me of Bioshock, the scene. At the end of the very dark hall with windows to the right of the ocean, there was an elevator. I told everyone to back the fuck up, I've played this game before. But this all looked so unfamiliar. A teacher was looking in the elevator for a student or such, but then something grabbed her and the elevator collapsed. Everyone around was screaming and I grabbed a hammer, and started pulling out the carpenter staples holding the wood boards to the elevator. Everyone was in my way. Before I descended, I made cookies? I knew what I was doing but I guess the cookies were apart of the game. I made two batches, once undercooked and one overcooked. I asked this one guy to try them and tell me which one tasted more appropriate, and suprisingly he said the overcooked ones. Also, the guy to the left of me told me that he was reading the Wiki and it said that I don't need the cookies? I then dived down and descended into the cavern looking for lost people. I came further up and it looked like the new Lara Croft game. Everything was dripping. Hot damn it was scary.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID NIGHTLY ADVENTURE

Good morning! Didn't get much sleep last night either, but I did get lucid. The dream was freaky, and my recall really sucks. I also had some nightly hallucinations. Monica wrote down what I said, but I remember what I did.

23.00: Sleep

00.15: Nightly Adventure
*I wake up and see bugs in my bed. I can feel them biting me. "Damn, that's gross" I say. "There's something crawling under here." I look under my pillow. "Damn you're gross babe" I tell Monica. "And now they're crawling on my legs aswell..." I sigh loudly and head for the bathroom.

05.10: Fragment
*I'm with my younger brother Morgan, only it's not him. Something is possessing him and I seem to be the only one who knows this. He tells me all kinds of evil stuff and I'm really scared. I try to smack the demon out of him but it won't work. I bang his head hard on some railing, but he just laughs at me. My dad shows up and I have to explain to him what's going on. "How can you know for sure? If I see him possessed, and you don't, what does that mean?" I'm so confused. I slowly get lucid. I start to smile at him. I know he can't hurt me now. "I'm dreaming, so..." I say and he just looks amused. Not sure if I try to use powers and can't, but I recall doing something similar, like I have no power even though I'm lucid.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Freaky dream.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Well, it's true isn't it? Once in a while I still have a dream that's worth sharing on here. I had an odd one just before I woke up this morning.

The Reason I'm a Bastard - The first thing I can remember was that I was extremely angry. I was in some sort of suit that made me faster, stronger, and oh, I could fly with a jetpack. Pretty cool. Anyway, I was in the parking lot of my local safeway (supermarket), and the parking lot had apparently flooded for about 4-5 inches of water, and the store had decided to put in a tiny little dock for some reason. I was standing on this dock, staring at a tin container, which opened up to reveal a twisted and disfigured doll who had somehow come to life. I knew I had to put the doll down. It was evil. It walked up to me and said "My parents are dead!". That didn't stop me. "You killed my parents, you little shit." I said, as I grabbed the top of the tin container she had crawled out of and started slamming it on top of her. After a few hits I swung it low and shot her into the water, where she lied there fully submerged. I walked over and looked around for some way to possibly destroy the doll for good. I saw three grandmas wading through the water. I asked the first one "Do you happen to have a lighter?", to which she replied "Of course! Here you go." and tossed me a large, rigged together lighter. It worked though, and I could feel the doll fearing what i was going to do. Now I just needed gasoline. But where would I find that? I asked the third grandma, who replied "Why, I happen to have a container right here." and handed me a small black container filled with gasoline. "You're just going to give it to him?" asked the second one, slightly perplexed. "Well, if he tries to run off with it, I'll just make him pay for it!" the third one said, satisfied with her logic.

As I began emptying the container on and around the area of the doll, who was still in the small lake, a crowd began gathering. I was wondering how I'd light it all, when all of a sudden someone shouted "HEAT SEAKER!". I looked up and saw a missle barreling towards me, and I rolled out of the way just before it could hit me. It grazed the water and then lifted itself up and apparently picked up something else, as it didn't come back. "Damn," I thought, "I've gotta pick this up". With the gasoline poured, I began to lit the lighter and was about to drop it and run away when some random janitor decided it was his duty to clean up part of the gasoline spill. Specifically, the part on top of the doll. For a split second, the doll had an evil grin on its face and thought that it was safe. "Like hell.." I thought, as I quickly pushed some of the gasoline back on top of the doll, who's anger and fury quickly turned back to distress and alarm. I'm pretty sure I said something like "Eat shit", and then pushed the lighter into the gasoline, causing it to burst into flames and then miraculously explode. The doll was destroyed, and I was shot into the air due to the force of the explosion, but quickly used my built in jetpack (Handy, huh?) to gain control and then land. The audience that had gathered applauded as if it were some fourth of July show.

So, to answer any questions, yes, I did just dream about beating the shit out of a doll and then blowing it up, while wearing some sort of super suit. It either makes me awesome or insane, and I'm not quite sure which one yet.

very dark dream (not a nightmare) about me escaping giant robots , many humans are fighting the robots and i am just a fighter in the mass , not a hero , many men died i mean it was a fierce battle ,the robots were big and looked like spiders they could crawl on buildings. when the group was surrounded and i knew it was the end for i escapes to far buildings and a long haired rouse(orange haired) girl a boy appeared we were safe until i made noise then three of these robots followed us so we escaped to the water and i think more people joined our escape but three of us dived under the water and all the people who joined us got killed .
me and my friends hid under a giant pipe that was just over the water which made us unseen from above e were like in a "river" of city waste water when we arrived to the gate that separates it from the sea i managed to go over the switch that opened the door but there were sharks outhere so we were afraid but then we decided to still go out and unfortunately the boy passed over a detector that rang an alarm so we rushed out swimming but a shark took the rouse by the leg and plunged her she desperately watches us saying to leave her and to continue our route because she is lost already we continued and arrived on a bed that is under a cliff we could see the closed gate a little girl was there(in fact my sister) so we were now three we first hid under the bed then on it but i found that too suspicious but then we saw a light in the spaces of the closed gate so we hurried up and the final configuration was the boy on the bed hid by sheets the little girl on the front by some wooden things and me under the bed in the water . we were EXTREMELY surprised when we saw a jacket dressed man with soldiers come out he found the two people and i was afraid when he asked the girl if theres anyone else but she said no and i was saved then all of them went through the gate maybe on a flying fortress because i could see alleys and houses in the place of the "river" i logically think that it is a flying object . i then figured out that the robots which i thought were invaders and an end to the human race were indeed instruments of a group who want to control the world and that they suceeded because i was thinking throughout the adventure that the people i saw were the last humans and also when they took my friends that i was the last one . after that reflection i went to join my friends on the flying fortress i talked to my dad and there were many other humans on that ship i saw the mastermind of this again (the same one that came with the soldiers (imagine Kane of C&C tiberium with a slim head ))