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Raven and I are walking together in the Biodome, talking about dreams. She gets upset, and starts to cry. She says she feels alone, even though I am with her. It doesn't make sense. I put my arm around her, and we walk to the koi pond.

We sit down on the grass. "The fish, they are so beautiful."

I make a stream connecting the koi pond to a waterfall on the mountain. Raven smiles at me.

"Now if any of the fish swim up the waterfall, they will become dragons." Some of the fish begin swimming upstream.

"It's beautiful, Nomad."

"Raven, this is New Eden. We have created a new utopia, an example for the people of Urth. This Moon, used to be a planet, teeming with life. This Green Moon, this is a dream of the Moon itself. It's remembering its ancient self. It wants the Earthlings to terraform it. Those algae I saw that covered the very first tower I perceived on the moon are still here in the physical plane.

You and I are Adam and Eve, we all are. We are God and Goddess, Creator and Destroyer. We all have great power within us to do great good or great harm. We are the masters of our own destiny."

"That sounds nice, Nomad, but I really don't feel a part of everything."

"I know, but we are infinitely interconnected to everything whether we like it or not?"

"Then what's the point of anything? Of even existing, or trying to change our destiny?"

"I don't know. But, right now, I don't feel like All, and I don't think I ever will. I do enjoy my idea of selfhood, but when I realize evil people are like me, then I see I have maybe very slight tendencies, or always the capacity to act as them. Simultaneously, when we realize we are all one, we will have world peace. What if we don't need destruction for creation? What if we don't need evil for good?"

"Nomad? I have an idea of what you're saying, but a lot of it just doesn't make sense to me."

I stare into Raven's eyes.

"Me too."

Raven giggles, then her stare grows intense...

( a few nights ago)

MoSh and I are metal monsters with lots of teeth. We are battling each other, training, on Teraluna.

We smash our bodies into each other.

[I]We are brothers
We are Others
We walk the walls of madness
we know love, and we know sadness

we wander through ancient lands
reclaim the weapons of our ancient hands
[/I]

"Now forth to battle!" Mosh-dragon says.

We fly to war. Our enemies have all kinds of technology, but we are made of pure steel. Fuck them.

We are in a huge battle. One side is planes, tanks, helicopters. The other is creatures of myth and legend.

I multiply myself, and roar, "WE ARE NOTHING!"

Black holes appear in my chests, and my allies toss our enemies into my chest portals.

I go back into one.

We cheer. I pass out on the battlefield.

Mosh: WTF

Me: I'm tired.

I'm at a public park in Shanghai where some kind of festival is going on. There are many rides, attractions and fast food vendors. I am my dream incarnate Chun-li, who is usually Chinese, but I know intinctively in this dream that I am half Chinese, half Japanese, and this is something I have to keep a secret because at this point in time the Chinese and Japanese have very tense relations and there is great suspicion between the two nations in my dream.

While there is not yet war, trade and immigration has been halted and anyone who is Japanese is immediately exiled or extradited to Japan. The same thing happens in Japan to people of having Chinese descent. People like me, with half and half relations, keep quiet because of the fear of being rejected by both countries. I greatly fear being exiled to Japan because I have lived in China my whole life and would not know where to go or what to do in a foriegn country.

I am with a small group of friends (who know of my half blood and keep it a secret) and we are watching acrobats doing tricks on giant trampolines. Afterwards we watch some fireworks and then go to check out the food vendors. The park is open all night but many people have left and few people are still around. Mostly the campsites containing the vendors families and supplies are still active. The moon is full and directly over head. My friends and I go down one road at the edge of the park and find North America food vendors containing stores like KFC, Taco Bell, a few pizza places and Burger King. One of the vendors between all of these North American vendors is a food store selling Japanese style food and sushi, though it outwardly passes itself off as a fish and chips joint. We are surpised at this and dare to order some food from there. The vendor is very kind and quietly gives us are meals (I order sushi pizza and an eggplant handroll) and we sneak off to a picnic table in the now dark park to eat our forbidden food. I become nervous because I can see some of the Chinese vendors across the street watching us.

The next day my friends and I are at a mall complex doing some shopping when we hear the news that Japan and China have declared war with each other. Many people in the mall have gathered around a large audio/video display which was previously selling automobiles but has been switched over to report the breaking news. The reporter says that the two countries armies have met in the Sea of Japan, not shots have been fired yet and there seems to be a highly tense stalemate with neither side yeilding their positions. The report then reads a breaking bulletin that people of Japanese decent, no matter the degree, are now labelled as enemies of the state and are to be arrested immediately. I feel dizzy and sick to my stomach when I hear this, and have to sit down for a moment because of weakness in my knees.

When I gather myself I leave my friends and run all the way up to a second floor department store where I know works a half Chinese half Japanese fashion designer. We know each other as acquaintences but he is not happy to see me. Because of his open and flamboyant personality (he's gay and dies his hair blond) he has never denied being half Japanese and now he knows he will probably be arrested because of it. We sit on a display counter in his store and listen to the news report coming from the floor below as it reports the breaking news that the two country's navy vessels have begun firing at each other and several ships have been already sunk. Almost everyone in the mall is now gathered around the giant television to watch.

Suddenly my friends come up the stairs and run to us. One of them says that we should start a protest for peace and that we could have a fashion show as a fund/awareness-raiser. The fashion designer is pleased with the idea but says he will probably be arrested soon. My friends give him encouragement and they start fussion over details like location, participants and the such but I kind of phase them out and listen to the live reporting of shell fire and bombs now on the Chinese coast far south of Shanghai. The dream skips ahead a few days, the fashion designer's store is a hive of activity. We have found hundreds of people to join in our war protest and dozens of people willing to participate in the fashion show fund raiser. The fashion designer has not been arrested but he and his store is under constant servaillence.

This dream ends here and I get up to use the washroom. It sort of continues after I fall asleep but there are some differences.

I am in the mall from the previous dream, planning a fashion show with my friends, but we are no longer in China and there is no war with Japan, but the gay fashion designer is still here, though he is now just Japanese, and he is arguing with one of the other designer's of the show, who is a Chinese woman. They each want the show to be influences by their countries of origin and argue like cats and dogs about trivial details like colour themes and placement of artwork. Several of my friends are watching the arguments with bemusement as we help set up.

One of my friends is a brown haired girl named Lily. She suddenly leaves the store and we cannot find her. A young man with blond hair shows up and asks me and some of my friends to join him outside, were we find Don Cherry about to start a tour of the city in what looks like an Apache helicopter. On one side of the Apache is a smaller version of the copter as some sort of escape vehicle. It seems normal to everyone else but I cannot understand why the helicopter has a helicopter on it.

The blond man gets in the mini copter and detaches it from the big one and lands it on the mall's patio roof. Don Cherry and my friends get in the big Apache and take off. I am too freaked out to get in either copter. When they are gone Lily suddenly shows up but I notice that something is odd. She has no idea about the fashion show she had previously been helping set up and she started talking about the public park festival from the previous dream, which in this dream, was not supposed to exist.

The blond man tells me that there has been a tear in space and time and that there are now two Lily's in this world. The doppelganger Lily doesn't belong in this world and her presence here threatens the existence of the real Lily, who is stuck in the past. The blond man gets into the mini copter and there is a brilliant flash of light and he and the machine disappear. The doppelganger Lily is very shallow and airheaded and keeps asking me vain and repedative questions.

The big Apache carrying Don Cherry and my friends return and are happy to see Lily, but they don't notice that this is obviously not the real one. I can hear the blond man's voice in my head saying that space/time is shifting so that all the abnormalities that came through the interdimentional tear are becoming normal. Things will only return to normal if he can find the real Lily and return her to this space and time.


I cannot remember the end of this dream.

Had a long lucid last night, but when I woke up for some reason I didn't journal it.

I recall going lucid in my basement, being in a spaceship, cutting an outline in the wall of the ship and then punching it out, walking out onto mars, then being back in the ship, trying to go outside to fly, but ending up in my basement again.

Since I fell back asleep this is all the detail I can remember. But it does confirm that this all-day awareness thing is working.

I am at a campsite near a lake. I am poor and have few posssessions and I think I either live there or am staying their until I move on to a new place because I am essentially homeless. The roads and campsite grounds are mostly gravel, with tress scattered here and there.

I keep to myself and mostly stay on my site but for some reason a group of three adolescent boys start throwing small rocks at me. I ask them to stop but it only provokes them and soon their are five boys throwing handfulls of gravel and rocks at me. People on surrounding campsites do nothing to help and only stare. My tent offers little shelter and it collapses. I suddenly remember that I have an archer's bow and I go and get it. The bow I find looks like it was constructed of plastic and duct tape and I only have three arrows. I try to fire an arrow at the boys as a warning shot, but it turns out my bow IS made of platic and duct tape and it falls apart.

A vagrant old man suddenly appears and hands me a dart gun and some darts, telling me that this will be much better. Suddenly something happens (but I can't remember what) and the boys throwing the rocks suddenly stop and run away. I have not fired the dart gun so I don't know what scared them off. I am exausted and sore but my tent has been destroyed and the only possesion I have left is a blanket, a sleeping bag and a pillow.

I leave the campsite to find a slab of concrete near a building to sleep on, but other vagrants have picked spots around the building and space is scared. I don't know what the building is or used to be and the windows and doors have been boarded up. There is a road that either leads deeper into or exits the campsite and it runs right only where all the vagrants are trying to hunker down for the night. Many people shout unkind things or throw garbage at us and it is near impossible to sleep. I become so frustrated I go for a walk and when I come back a blond haird man has stolen my spot and is sleeping in my blankets.

Suddenly I cannot cross the road because it is a deep chasm filled with a raging river and I feel depressed and tired and want to throw myself in.

I am a spirit and invisible to some people, though I can voluntarily be visible in front of certain people. I can pass through floors and walls, yet I can reach out and move small objects and interact with the people who can see me.

I'm not dead, and I am still human, but for some reason nonphysical existance is normal for me and my friends and co-workers accept that. I am working at an investigation office of some kind. Because of my non physical form I work as spy and information gathering. The building I work in is a three storey Edwardian style house and I can float around safely inside without bothering the many people who work there.

My division manager is an young Asian man who's name starts with a T (but I forget the actual name now) and he sends me out in my invisible form to spy on gangsters and corrupt corporations working around the city. I always work at night because sun light hurts me or paralyzes me or something.

The dream becomes blurry and I cannot remember a bit, but something happens and a big bad corporation with corrupt political ties obtains some kind of technology that not only detects my nonphysical presence, but can harm me if I come to close to security sensitive areas in their head office.

Another of the bad guy's technologies is a machine that allows users to mimic my nonphysical form and float around, but unlike me, they are always visible in a semi-transparent state and cannot interact with physical objects. The people they test the machine on die afterwards. My boss, T is kidnapped and forced to used the machine. He dies before we can save him.

I cannot remember the end of this dream.

Strange dream I guess. I was at a reception because I just got married to this guy I had really deep feelings for. Lets call him Nerd 'cause thats his nickname when I talk about him. So anyway,the dream was in third person and from what I saw, we were going to head for the HONEYMOON. Its so weird and I don't even want to get married. Especially with HIM. But I saw myself in my wedding dress and I got to say, I look pretty hot. And it was somewhere in a beach?? Maybe, don't remember much after because I woke up. So yeah...

Death seemed to rule last nights dreams. I went to sleep at around 8AM and woke at 3PM.

I don't remember entire dreams.
In one dream, my birds got spooked and Vlashki flew away. He made his way out of my room and by the time I reached him, one of the pups got ahold of him. I checked him for life, but he was quite dead, so I left him for the pup. (IRL, Vlashki tends to sit atop his cage. Every now and then, he gets spooked and flies, but my doors are always closed and my room is tiny so I get him right away. And when my animals kill something, even if it's another pet, I let them keep the kill rather than waste the body by burying it).
I came back to my room, in the dream, and watched his mate trying to find him and I became very sad for her. I was all the more sad when I silently wished she had been killed and not her mate who I favor.


This next dream, though... I have no explanation for it lol.
Aliens were possessing people. They somehow impregnated them anally- males and females, young and old. But the babies and the host never lived through delivery. I saw MANY dead aliens being born. The host was always standing, but bent over.
This dream was like watching a movie. I had no role at all. I followed one young woman in particular. I REALLY wish I could recall the details because it was a great story.
The young woman, initially, was very shy and reserved. I watched her behavior become more and more erratic and she became very promiscuous. She focused on one guy, but that's where memory ends.

In another dream, I was burying something. I dug a hold to place a box in. But above the box, I was going to layer dirt and blankets to make a bed for one of my kids Whatever was dead would have gotten me sent away if discovered. Somehow, the box ended up in the toilet, flushed. I thought it impossible for it to actually go down and I thought I'd be caught when the toilet stopped up. I reached my hand inside and tried to pull it out, but all I got were soggy pieces of the box. Eventually, the toilet flushed and all evidence safely went into our septic tank.


>>>I can understand the bird dream. Vlashki flew onto my bed a few hours before bedtime. The pups have been getting on everyone's nerves. I LOVE my birds lol so I often subconsciously anguish over something happening to one of them.

But the other dreams? I played Runescape, CafeWorld, City of Wonder, Fantasy Kingdoms all day yesterday and the day before. I didn't battle in RS, I'm primarily a skiller. I've also been reading the latest Jean Auel book, but nothing exciting is happening yet.
So, who knows lol

I am walking down a city street in the early evening in what feels like the seventies, with a woman who I know from waking life. I was wondering how this woman I know from waking life is in my dream.

"Whoah, since you are from my waking life, this must be a dream!"

[I]I am lucid, what shall I do? Who is the beautiful woman? I [B]know[/B] her.[/I] She smiles at me warmly. I kiss her as she leans against a car. She feels totally real, the kiss is lovely.

[I]I am just going to stand here, and prolong this kiss, kissing you the rest of this dream.[/I]

I feel my tongue moving around in my own mouth. Sensations from the physical. Dammit! I am waking up!

I awake.

Happy to have been lucid. Wish it was longer. I am still feeling the residual feelings of frustration.

April 1, 2011
Lucid Dream 207: What...The...F***!?!
Series: Sexcapades, Episode 3
WILD
around 7:00pm



I had woken up several times and fallen back to sleep. I remembered bits and pieces of some odd dreams, but hadn't achieved lucidity in any of them. I closed my eyes again and could feel SP setting in. I just went with it and soon transitioned into the dream state with very little HH (just some vibrations and flashing colors).

I got out of bed, took two steps, and immediately had a false awakening. I was in a completely different room from the one I had fell asleep in, so I knew it was a false awakening. I stood and noticed that there was someone sitting at my bedside. It was me. My twin stood up and walked up to me. He smiled and said, "So what do you want to do?" I said, "Well, first I'm going to stabilize. Are you going to help me?" He looked at me like I was stupid and said, "Uh, no!" I thought to myself, "What a dick!" I began performing a few nose pinch RCs for stabilization and I noticed the wall was glowing. I looked closer and saw that the wall double as a t.v. It was odd though, I could still see the features of the wall and it seemed like it could be a projection. It was of really high quality though and there was no projection in site. I heard movement beside me, so I turned and saw my twin taking off a belt. He took off his pants and underwear and bent over the bed. He said, "Get over here and f*** me!" I was stunned at what I was watching. I just decided to exit the room and get away from my incest twin-self.

The hallway was very oddly designed. At one point I had to crawl under the low ceiling. I finally made it to a different room of the house. It was my room. I scanned it for a moment and noticed that there were no windows. I heard another noise behind me and I saw my dad. He asked me if I wanted to go fishing. I told him this was a dream and I wasn't going fishing. He started yelling about someone being stuck in the belly of a whale and left the room. I turned back around and my dad was now standing in front of me holding a fishing pole. He asked me again, "Do you want to go fishing?" I was a little frustrated and said, "No, dammit! This is a dream and I'm not fishing." He got excited and told me that dream fish were bigger. I just turned and left the room.

I started flying through the hallways of the house. The rooms and halls were now large open areas with plenty of room to maneuver. I found the front door and exited the house. The driveway was completely made of wood and there was a giant grill sitting in the middle of the driveway. I took flight and attempted to leave the neighborhood when I suddenly had another false awakening.

I was back in my room, but it was about 20x's larger than normal. I noticed a group of people in the corner, so I flew over to them. There were two very tall chicks standing beside two crash dummies dressed up in suits. These girls were like a foot taller than I was. One was very hot, looked Russian, and had some very large breasts. I decided....why not. I began kissing the girl and removed her shirt. The other girl began undressing as well. I noticed that the other chick had two tits like normal, but had 4 nipples. Two per breast. It was quite odd.

I walked over to the bed and laid the russian chick down on her back. I noticed that the quad-nipple chick also did not possess any type of sexual organs whatsoever. She sat down on the bed and started rubbing her four nipples. A little creeped out, I turned back to the Russian chick. Suddenly, the quad-nipple girl starts yelling very loudly. She kept repeating, "Your face says their names! Your face says their names!" I looked down at the russian and she whispered, "I can see them all through your face." She then flared her teeth and I saw that she was a vampire. I felt a little scared for some reason, but shook it off quickly. I then inserted myself into the russian and began hammering away. I leaned down and let her bite into my neck. For some reason I felt a rush of pleasure and got off in the dream. I thought that I would wake up with a mess, but I woke up a few moments later and was thankfully, dry.

I immediately thought, "WTF was that?" It was a pretty strange one, lol.

Series Details
Class is thrown out the window in the dream series, "Sexcapades." Not unlike your favorite porn video, I unleash my inner "Ron Jeremy" and give those DCs what they are looking for ! Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

I dont remember anything at all before being lucid. The first thing I can remember I was lucid already.

I was standing in a parking lot in the middle of nowhere. There was a single road that led away in two directions. The area around me was a desert with flat ground for miles in all directions. I flew up into the air to get a better view of my surroundings and I noticed three cities as specks on the horizon. I shot off towards one of the cities and was there in a matter of seconds. When I got there I realized that it was really not big enough to consider a city. It was a small town that looked to me like it wouldnt hold any more than 300 people. The small town was still located in the desert but way off in the distance I could see green hills. I started flying toward the hills at a slightly slower speed than I did to initially get to the town and I watched as the landscape below me changed. Small shrubs dotted the desert until yellow prarie grasses erupted from the ground which eventually gave way to cultivated fields. The land was flat all the way up to the hills/mointains but past them the ground was shaped with hundreds of small hills and creeks life was abundant.
I saw a school bus driing on a winding road in the same general direction as I was already going so I decided to follow the road in front of it. I saw more buses along the road from many different schools which made me wonder if my school was also headed to whatever destination that the others were.
While flying I accidently slammed into an eletric pole which hurt pretty bad but I kept flying and shook off the pain. Eventually I saw the destination. It was a huge theme park the size of which was absolutely breath taking. I landed in the parking lot looking for the bus parking to see if my school was present. I was having trouble finding the bus parking from the ground so I ascended into the air again to search from a higher view point. Flying around to one side of the park I saw my english teacher and my freshman geography teacher talking. I flew in close to them and my english teacers mouth dropped open to see me flying but my geography teacher just stood there. I did a wide loop in the air to see if I could impress them further and then I landed.
I walked into the theme park and explored the place riding rides and watching various shows for what seemed like hours until the sun was dipping low in the sky. At that point I found myself at a haunted house type attraction. I decided to have a little fun and become part of that attraction so I hovered in the air behind a DC and tapped his shoulder with my foot. When he saw me flying he turned and ran. I heard someone I know asking if the attraction would be too scary for her 4 year old son and then the dream suddenly changed. I was sitting in my english class and everyone was talking about the field trip. I understood that if my dream was skipping then I didnt have much dreamtime left so I decided to wake up and write the dream down while it was still so fresh in my mind
I got up out of bed and started writing down the dream. I started to feel my physical body still lying down.
I got up and really wrote down the dream after that.

A bumble bee landed on my forehead. I was afraid it would sting me, but I started trying to videotape myself with the bee on my head instead of trying to get it off.

Eventually I got a stick to give to someone to help me get it off.

--

I had a lover. She was a real beauty. I kissed her on the mouth a little, but it wasn't vivid.

I ended up at the airport with some friends and this woman. I got out and saw my dad there. I felt I needed to explain why I was with this other woman, but it never happened.

Then I was in some room with a bunch of friends (no faces). My new woman became a wild, tribal black woman. She started doing a wild dance. She got a 2 X 4 and started banging it into her groin. This had to do with her being "beautiful," so her dance was sexual. I was stunned. Later she was white again, and beautiful.

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I was at a BMX competition. I ended up on a bike on the front lawn, not in the competition. I could only hang on the handlebars by the very end of the bars, so I didn't have a good grip; still, I took off and went so fast approaching a chained-off walkway, I had to do a bunny-hop. I was surprised I got about a foot of lift or more and was able to clear the chain.

I started to use pedal brakes and was afraid that I had a fly-wheel. My pedal brakes worked and I started to skid and slow down.

Then I was overlooking the BMX competition. The track was more of an obstacle course and looked just about impassible. It would have been ridiculous in waking life. It was a crevice with the hill-side closing in on the narrow, rocky path.

I move to get another view, pushing aside a thick plastic curtain. It comes down from where it was loosely tacked up. There are a few guys on the other side and one gets upset.

I tell him I'll fix it, he gave me some wood, and said to his friend, "Here you are my leave," trying to sound aristocratic. He said that twice.

I responded sarcastically, "I'm not going to take this (wood), and I think you mean, 'Here you are my liege' (which he did).

Then I was in a warehouse with Chuck Norris. (This is the second dream in a month I have had of Chuck Norris ) He started telling me about women. He said, "Some of them want the (Male) cat, some of them want the cat and the dog! The dog represented the counterpart to a cat, or another way of representing the man. Maybe this is to say that some women want a sensitive man, and some want a sensitive man who also has a macho side to him.

I was going to help Chuck unload and stack three carts of plywood against a wall.

--

Dream skip to where I am somehow claiming a portion of land. I am with my brother, and I have a hand-held tiller much like a hand-held vacuum. I'm tilling the outside border of the land I want to mark it off.

I end up at a building which is apparently a church. A friend and I have stashed a couple cases of soda in the church and we are considering it a good thing to have it stashed to get at a later time.

There was something else stashed of more value, but I never really knew what it was.

--

So I had an afternoon nap earlier that day. But then I was laying in bed with the gf, eventually I fell asleep. Since I had already had sleep not long before, I went straight to REM sleep, and i was dreaming. I remember being really tired in my dream.

I was walking up the stairs in my flat. I was trudging along going so slow up the stairs, with my head lolling to the side like some drunk guy really wanting a place to crash on. I didn't even get to the bend in the stairs when I fell down on the stairs and went to sleep. Here is the interesting bit. As soon as I fell down and lay down (yes, on the stairs) I went into a DILD. Because I was sleepy in my dream, as soon as I fell down to sleep, my dream self went into a dream (yes, we're getting into Inception stuff here, a dream within a dream). And I knew that I was dreaming because I was following what was going on in the walking up stairs dream. So bang, I realised I was dreaming and LD.

I was in bed, like I had just opened my eyes, but not as clear. Although I wasn't in my gf's bed, I was in my bed, in my flat, but some furniture had changed. I was to happy to be lucid dreaming. First, to try clear some things up, I rubbed my hands together, and it had medium amount of success. Suddenly, however, I was at a complete loss as to what I should do. I never really thought this far, yeah I want to battle dragons and explore fantasy worlds, but right now, I was cozy in bed, with a whole lot of things that could scare me "out there", so I decided just to lay there. I decided to pray to God, and thank him for allowing me to lucid dream, because this has been a long time coming. Then I decided to get up, and when I tried to get out of bed by moving my body, my physical body was moved and i broke from the dream to be back in RL.

But I am happy, and I look forward to building on this progress.

This is definitely one of the most vivid and longest dreams I've had. For the first time it didn't jump from one place to the other, and even though it still changed places, it was sequential.

First I was at school. I get lots of dreams like those, and the school is always my school, except it is infinitely bigger, which is very interesting now that I realize. Anyway, I only remember the last parts from I was still at school, I had been there for a long time. I was done with whatever I had to do, then I said bye to N., who is a friend of mine, but I realized I had forgotten my cell phone, so i went back to the lab table (we were at the science Dep.) and got it. I was leaving the school, and once again I had no ride home. It was a sunny day so I just decided to go home walking. At some point some guys in a car offered to help me with my cell phone or give me a ride. I got really scared thinking they were trying to harm me since that all sounded to sketchy. So I just sprinted back inside the school and the car went up the curb with their car until their car was right at the front door of the school. Apparently that was a normal thing to do, so I just felt really bad that people would think I was being racist against them even after they just offered to help me. I remember saying that I just got scared because they were coming up the curb and I thought they were going to hit me with their car.

After that I was back outside and there were several school buses. Most of them were getting ready to either go home or to go on the field trips. I remember pondering getting a ride with some of them. I remember thinking: "I could probably just ask them to drop me off the main street, since they have to go that way anyway and my house is right there". But then I remember dismissing that after I gave it some more thought. Some friends of mine were going on a chorus field trip. The weird thing was that the friends going on the field trip were NOT in the chorus, in the dream I didn't realize that and now I feel stupid because that was the perfect cue to become lucid. Anyway, in the dream they were part of the chorus. They were about to leave. My friend E. showed me some notebooks with some music in them for me to check out (I am a pianist). I just gave it back to her after going through the notebook quickly. I was inside the bus now, I had no plans to do that, but I was there and the bus was leaving. I remember feeling like "Oh what the hell, I might as well" and then my friend E. would say things like "why don't you just join the chorus, Shane just did it yesterday and HE is going on the field trip". K, who was also at the bus had done the same thing. Than E. suggested that she would definitely just give an upgrade to her van so that K. could drive us to whatever we need to go. I didn't realize this during the dream, but at this point K was no longer a passenger, but the driver of the no longer bus, but van. We were going over a very common bridge here, except it was very different. There were a LOT of trees, that image must have been true at least 80 years ago when there were a lot more trees here. Of course I did not think about that either. I told K. who was driving that he could just drop me off right there in that village since my Aunt lives there and she could give me a ride back home. He makes a left turn and for some reason he leaves the car and walks with me to the little village. We start walking and K points out how beautiful and clear the little lake is. I point to the other one which is even more beautiful. K. then point to this bird/dragon kite that is flying in the sky. The village seems to be in a beach now, that is just off the bridge. It seems to be some very old people but they are not related to me. Kenneth gives me a piece of paper with several "recipes" in it. This village is suppose to sell all of the ingredients necessary to make those recipes. One of those recipes is to get a better singing voice, the other one is to increase sex drive (I am 18 so don't even ask me about that one cause I have no idea). And there were some others in there, I remember saying " Well I don't sing K., but have a competition soon so you will definitely need this one" "The sex one though.... well, that one I do a lot" I say it jokingly and K laughs. The ingredient is 12, or some more than that, rooster talons. After we get that we go to the back to get the other ingredient. It is supposed to be this little piece of plastic with a tiny little bit of dog's blood in it. The man explains how they collect this ingredient and I become horrified. They make the dog walk in this pieces of plastic until the dog pricks his paws in one of the pieces of plastic, the dog then picks it up and brings it back to the man. I said " NO, NO, that is an awful thing to do, I don't want it anymore" I remember the man ignoring man and the dog has started to walk. Hurting himself in the sharp pieces of plastic. I remember feelign like I wanted to see the end of that, I wanted to see the final product, and even though I felt horrible for the dog, I remember hoping he would get the job done. He does, and the man gives me the bloody piece of plastic to me which I put together with the rooster talons.

I don't remember anything else beside that. That one was during the morning after I came back from the restroom, unfortunately I do not remember the dreams I had during the early hours of the morning. But since I went to bed late, I think later in the morning was when I really got into REM sleep!

I am gonna try to lucid dream through sleep paralysis again today!

NON DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am standing in the hallway of my school and I see Mr. Moesby from the show Suite Life On Deck. He and I are upset that we can't get into this one school club (can't remember what it was for) because we don't qualify. But then, Moesby gets in, because he has gray hairs. I somehow also get in the club, along with my friend C. C and I are sitting in this classroom with a bunch of older people as part of the club. As I'm sitting in a desk in the back of the room, I notice a hole in the ground. Inside, I see a big group of chipmunks trying to get through, because they also wanna be part of this exclusive club. There is a groundhog (though he looks more cartoonish) trying to hold them off.

Soon, C and I realize how lame this club really is. We switch back to our old class, which was my 5th hour. Me and C are now sitting on the ground in front of the classroom waiting to go inside, but we can't because there is a green net covering the doorway. Inside is my friend M, who says no one else can come inside because she still needs to change. As we're sitting there, I realize that C and I forgot to bring any of our supplies to class, and we both only have a pencil. As I look inside the classroom, I see the art teacher setting up a bunch of cupcakes on a clear plastic cupcake display thing.

I decided that since there was still some time left before class started, I would go to the bathroom. I walk down the hallway and find a bathroom way at the end of the hall, which was never there before. I walk inside, and I have to walk up these steps to get to the one toilet in the room. The toilet is just sitting there in the middle of the room. There is no stall. There is also a bathtub. As I shut the door behind me, a boy named J runs inside and crouches behind the door. I say, "Really? The girl's bathroom, J?" But he ignores me. It's obvious that he's on the run and he's hiding from somebody. I just say, "Well, don't look, then, because I have to use the bathroom." He can't see from where he is, anyways.

I sit down to go to the bathroom, and I do. I even remember thinking, oh, I hope this doesn't mean I'm going to the bathroom in real life! (This isn't the first time I've made a reference to lucid dreaming in my dream, without realizing that I was actually dreaming! Grr, very frustrating!) I'm all done going to the bathroom, but that's when I realize the bathroom has no ceiling, so anyone on the second floor can see down on me. Of course, that's when a ton of people crowded around the edge and started staring at me. I yelled at them to go away so I could leave without them staring at me. But of course they didn't go anywhere.

Suddenly, one kid, called K, jumped down into the bathroom and landed in the bathtub, and everyone is momentarily distracted by him. I take it as an opportunity to jump up and get the heck outta there. I'm walking down the hall and back to my classroom. As I enter, it seems like no one had even noticed I was missing, even though the class was very close to over. I walk up to my art teacher who is still there for some reason, because I see her carrying a tray with the remaining 4 cupcakes. I ask her if I can have one because I haven't had one yet.

She says, "Oh, you haven't had seconds or thirds? Here, take 2 cupcakes!" I only took one cupcake, for some reason. It had hot pink frosting, sprinkles, and an aluminum wrapper. I ate it in a few quick bites, but then I was covered in icing and crumbs and I was very sticky. I walked out of the room to try and find a drinking fountain to rinse off.

I woke up. I immediately checked to make sure I hadn't wet the bed. I didn't. WHEW!