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24.02.2011

Goldcrown Dinner (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log:10:00pm Thursday, February 23-24th, 2011
6:00am
Hours: 8:00m Alarm: 6:00 Natural Awakening: 4:00
WILD: No

This dream starts out in a resaurant as far as i know, and i am with Fran and a bunch of Goldcrown kids. We were eating, just as Fran knows i love to. It was some sort of Mexican dish. Before i knew it, it was time to go and Fran was urging us to hurry, as oftentimes she does. So i scooped up the last of my food and stuffed it into my mouth as fast as i could. I needed to go to the bathroom before we left so i went in. I saw a small Asian boy in a stall, and i knew who he was, but he was peeing all over himself, he had no self control... It was scary and disgusting and slightly funny all at once. Hard to describe. So i went and then went back outside where people were meeting and greeting, ready to leave. But the scene then transformed into that of another atrium kind of setting, but not very defined. I saw Jacob, Megan, and Chelsea, and i wentover and talked to them. We talked about how this should be our new hang out spot and that we need more people to go there more often. Then it ended.

Realization:
I'm at home and there is something about my mom ripping people's info as in she has some info on them(I think it was me actually). We needed to shred them, because I didn't want to get in trouble so I took the black book and knew I had to tell them I took it, so, maybe by write an email?



I'm somehow at the DC. I'm in a building, in a large hall at the entrance of the DC. There are large replicas of some structures, possibly some animals as well, all different colors and there is some info panels near them explaining what they are. I wasn't able to read the text/read it but can't recall. The doors are transparent and I decide to walk through. Some people follow me into the DC. There are only two computer desks dark oak-colored, one in each of the top two corners of the room and a lot of tables in the middle like in a restaurant. The computer on the left had two chairs, some guy asked me about my name, believe his name was Mohammed.



I start telling him when some group of girls walked in and started staring at me. I start to get confused because the room is very different from what I recall. I leave again but return twice only to find more people there the second time. They are all dressed in formal cloth and the second time, there were more of them and they were playing with
a tennis ball. I was afraid that they were gonna break something and almost did. I believe I picked up the stray tennis ball as well. I take my coat and bag and look outside the window.



I see a university sign right outside on the lawn below with a sidewalk facing to the west. How come the DC is in the university now? At this point, it dawned on me that I might be dreaming and I become lucid. Looking at my hands, one had cards in it, the other was invisible. I tried to make my invisibile hand visible and somewhat succeeded. I wanted to make it glow, so, I focused on it and it turned very white. It was transparent so the while glow gave it a nice outline, it looked amazing. I had a J card in my other hand and wanted it to change to Q, so, again, I focused on it, it did. I decided to change location and thought about having the building just disappear. I closed my eyes and woke up!

Thoughts: Had this LD when I took a quick nap for maybe like 5-10 mins way back in August. Finally was able to type it up, pretty interesting that I can still recall a decent portion of it as well

24.02.2011

Lucid at Last (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So I'm at my school again, when something prompts me to RC. Probably the fact that the school is empty. I pinch my nose and go lucid. So I feel extremely happy and satisfied that I'm LDing and stay calm enough that the dream doesn't destabilize. So I decide that my first priority is to clear up the dream. So I start to rub my hands and focus on the dream. It clears up, but I notice that only the things I focus on become super clear, which disappoints me a little. (I had been hearing about how when you focus on a dream it becomes super real) So I decide to test my dream control and make one of the passing DCs give me his gun (???). So suddenly I wake up and fall asleep almost instantly after waking.
I guess I fell asleep fast enough that I retain lucidity. I am in the same area and see what would happen if I jumped down the big ass stairs at my school. I fly down them and wee that the next room was replaced with a room with a banner that says "Welcome, Lucid Dreamer!" I think alriiiiiggggghhhhttt and fly around the room, which it turns out is hosting the Oscars. So the host is talking about who won what award when I fall to the ground and wake up in the same position I fell in.

Sam

Had a dream that a friend of mine in Old alberta, Janet, Was talking to me about meeting Sam in Arizona and a possible way to bring Sam to canada.

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

Feb. 24, '11: I was in a car, passenger, I think. An angel was driving a car behind us. The girl in the car with me said the angel didn't like me. There was a big truck beside us, the angel car did something to put us in danger and we almost crashed.
I thought I was ok, but then I realized i was floating above the road and I had died.
I was Buffy (from Buffy the Vampire Slayer), and also partially George (from Dead Like Me). I saw my body on the road, along with the girl who was in the car with me. I was dead and a ghost. I became very upset and started crying.

I had been working with dead people for a long time. Now I was one.
Then I was in the kitchen, sitting on the counter and washing dirt off my feet in the sink.

Emotionally exhausted, I was led to a room and told I could stay there as long as I wanted/needed to, until I was ready to move on. To the rest of the world, I was dead. The place was like an apartment for ghosts.
There were three other dead people in room next to mine. They had been staying there for many years. I had known them when I was alive, but not when they were alive.
I sat in a chair, with a woman, in her room. She was comforting me.
I became angry at a cat that was bothering me, and I yelled "I'll kill you!" Then I started crying again.
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I was walking down the driveway, towards my parents' house. At first I though I was just imagining in and now yet asleep. Then I thought I was possibly awake and really there. I asked myself if I had just walked to the mailbox. I couldn't remember, so I concluded that I was dreaming.

I found some small pools of water among green moss and grass. I dipped my hands in the water and lifted some in my cupped hands. I thought about drinking it, but the water wasn't very clean looking.
Then it got cloudy and rather windy. I didn't like it.

I called up to the sky and asked the dream what my spiritual name was. I cupped my palms over my ears to listen, because it was windy and noisy. I heard a voice respond, and I said "thank you" to the sky.

I want to keep the name that the dream gave me private. In the dream, I didn't remember what the name meant, but I knew I had heard it before. After I woke, I had an idea of what it meant and I wasn't sure if I should accept it. Later, looked it up. I was mostly right about what it meant, but there were other things about it that I think makes it OK to use in my dreams.

Then I said, to myself "if this is my dream, who makes the wind and the clouds? A part of myself?" It was getting very dark and windy, like a storm. The sky voice said something I didn't understand.
I was blown away, into the air.
It's like the dream was showing me that it was stronger than me.
I ended up in a room, floating. There was a man who was not solid, who then disappeared.
A hand and arm went through my chest. There was a weird toy or doll hanging from the ceiling.

I'm standing in the center dorm office at work talking to the overnight manager P. She says I'm being switched to a house for morning care. The kid I would have is MH and she asks if I think that's a good idea. My people pleaser side immediately says yes, and she asks me a few times if I'm sure it's a good idea. I know it's not, and that I'd be putting myself in a bad situation if I go through with it. I say yes anyways, and as I'm leaving I say "This is a terrible idea."

GOALS:
Godfather TOTY
So I find myself enjoying a nice walk in a park. It's sunny outside(funny, pretty gloomy in real life over here), and it's warm(funny, cold as shit over here, and there couldn't be much more snow). This park is obviously make believe, because we definantly don't have a park this nice where I'm from. Anyway...there's tons of people here. I mean TONS. Damn, this is one famous park. So, I find myself suddenly gazing upon the shiny blue-water pond. There's two ponds. They're separated by a narrowish path. As I stare at the wonderous pond, I suddenly become lucid without my dream signs! Unfortunately, I forgot I had to do the Godfather TOTY. Fail on my part.

So, I decide I'm gonna practice using my powers. I decide I should master speed flight. I've been troubled with that. It's really hard to do. I get in my stance. I see a white brick wall. It's a good distance away. I decide to speed fly there. I let my energy build, I run, get in my stance, and jump. I fail. I'm still flying, but not speed flying. Shit. Oh well. So, I land on the brick wall. I see another one parallel to this one. In between are some groups of teens having a good time. I jump down from the wall. Now I'm on the path between the two ponds. I look over at the second pond. It sure is as beautiful as the first one. What now? I know. I decide to try and master the Kaio-Ken. I get in my stance again. I let my power spike. Suddenly, I'm surrounded by maroon ki. Yes! I'm doing the Kaio-Ken! This means I can have faster speed and stronger attacks. I charge one guy I see. I fly to him like metal to a magnet. I punch him at least twenty times in two seconds. Then, I kick him away. The maroon ki goes away. The Kaio-Ken has subsided. One man rushes me and tries to attack. Time to master another technique. I point two fingers at him. I'm gonna try a Dodan Ray. Suddenly, a yellow beam fires and kills him. Then, another guy charges me from behind. So, I do a one-handed Kamehameha. That kills him. Then, as I try to resume the peace, my Dad awakes me.

Adventures with myself- Lucid-Non Lucid-Comments-Dialogue

Woke up around 8am and decided to wild so I tried to relax in the supine position and waited, I really wanted to become lucidbecause lately my awareness has been non-existent, I don't remember what I used as an anchor but some time later I realised I couldn't move and there was a presence so I didn't panic and tried to grab it but it was out of reach and I didn't want to wake up so I let it be.

Plan B- So instead I visualised moving around my room, then eventually detached from my body and crouched at the foot of my bed feeling the wall against my back, then for some reason I became the presence looking down at myself lying on my bed it was like I moved back in time, because this was my sleep paralysis scene from earlier from different perspective, Anyway the other me woke up, mostly because I was shaking him and for a minute, we started at each other then he did what he/I always do, smiled at me like he was amused ,then he indicated that he was going back to sleep and that I shouldn't disturb him then he rolled onto his side and looked the other way, I stood up and rubbed my hands out of habit even though the environment had stabilised itself and thought of what to do...

'are you my dream guide'?

He stood up and faced me then told me something about dream guides that I don't remember, I think he said something like

'You are your own dream-guide' (insert- some stuff about self control that I wish I could remember)

At some point after the speech I looked away from him and tried to summon my dream-guide maybe because I didn't believe him? In any-case I lost lucidity and my recall is at critical levels so I don't know what happened after that.

- **** was two people, both identical and both my boyfriends, they became angry I was seeing them both and made me choose between them. So I randomly picked one because they were exactly the same...
- While I was walking down the street with my chosen Duff I saw an Avatar character working in his garden (it was completely normal for people from Avatar to be on earth) and I said 'Hello sir.'
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Vivid Dream (2-24-11)

After a failed WILD attempt, I had a very detailed vivid dream.

I was at an ice rink where me and my friends were skating and we were about to leave. I out the door and we were outside and it's night time. I forget my ice skates so I go back inside to look for them. After looking for them, I go back out the door and i'm in my school. I see a 9th grader that goes on my buss and he is wearing like some type of air bag on his back that allows him to jump really high.

A random kid comes up to me and says something like, "That suit makes him weigh only 10 pounds."

I wake up from my vibrating cellphone.

I was with Rona. There were two cars. The first one seemed like a '67 style Dodge Charger. It was a fast car. Rona's was the style of a '67 GTO. The V lines were exaggerated. Rona was saying how it used to be a police car and it would go much faster than the other car.

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It was night and I was trying to get home. I turned right down a narrow path with brush on either side. It seems I could have gone home another way, but I didn't know how, and this path was right here and would get me home faster. The only thing is, there were wolves a entering the path.

I was terrified, but started running faster as though I could outrun them. I had all the endurance I needed. I started to growl at the first dog, and I guess it worked. I kept running and there was another wolf up ahead. I ran easily, but then the dream ended.

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I was in an airplane and there was an open hatch. It was like a vacuum sucking up some potato chips. The hatch led to hell, or at least some evil place. It was trying to suck me up, but I didn't allow myself to be sucked up into it.

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I saw several small birds of prey. They were the size of falcons, but looked more like hawks. The background landscape was mountains, but the foreground was flat and grassy.

I had better food ready, but when it came time to feed them, all I had was seed. Now I'm inside and there isn't as much room. I decide to feed the birds anyway. Now they are only crows. I'm disappointed, but I threw out my food for them.

Now one of the birds is much smaller. I'm with someone who takes the bird into her mouth, though not to eat it. In my waking life I used to have small birds that liked to pick at my teeth and would stick their whole head in my mouth.

The space I'm in starts to get very cramped. In waking life last night I was stapling reflective insulation in my attic and cramped doesn't approach how little room I had. My dream ended as I looked out at the avian activity.

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I was in a middle-eastern bazaar at night. There were large baskets hanging above me for sale. The country I was in was not a democracy, and that made me uncomfortable except for one thing: certain things were legal, and I was having a user-dream the whole time...so I went with it.

The End

I was at school in my history class. My teacher told me if I patted her on the head then I was dreaming. I went up and patted her on the head and realized I was dreaming.I remembered to stabilize the dream and started rubbing my hands together and saying "I am dreaming everything is clear". It didn't work and I woke up.

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