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Day 3 - 15th of january 2011

This was a truely amazing night where i rembered 3 dreams! Still didn't acheive a lucid dream.

Dream one:
I was reading a newspaper (i usually dont do this) but suddenly some new text popped up on the top of the paper: ''New message from Laura''. (Laura is an internet friend i have recently been talking to a lot.) I tried to tap on the text and a new page popped up! the page had a textbox and some sort of keyboard. Slowly i tried to click on the letters to form a sentance but i couldnt! the letters kept changing every time i looked away. i got fustrated and suddenly the dream collapsed.

Dream 2:
I didnt remember a lot but a few keywords poped into my head:
- Psychology class
- Sigmund Freud
- A big Discussion

Dream 3:
This was far more interesting! there was so many different keywords popping up that i just wrote in my notebook as much as i could. Here are my keywords:
- Remote controled car --> was driving up and down the walls
- something with a pillow. Was going to bed in my dream but my sister was in my bed and would not leave it or give me my pillow
- Suddenly i was eating dinner with my family. I was not sitting on my usual spot (annoyed med)
- We were having rice and curry

Note to self:
It was amazing to remember 3 dreams and the last dream in such detail i have never experienced!
I really need to read more about all this lucid dreaming etc!

Day 2- 14th of january 2011

It was a night with minimal amount of profit. Only 1 keyword was remembered:
- Food

Note to self:
Might be due to i overslept and almost missed my train to school so i didnt have the time to think about what i was dreaming and write it down afterwards.

After another user on this forum (goodnight) told me about lucid dreaming I realized I was dreaming more lucid than I imagined. The problem was I never remembered. So after that I started to memorize them by writing them down as quickly as possible. So this morning I had my third lucid dream I keep remembering.

I was in my university, it was late at night and I walked trough the corridors with an associate with whom I work during the day's there (i'm doing a student project for him). After he enters a room and asks me to wait because he is getting some coffee for us I look besides me and I see, around 50 meters away from me, a leopard. He is not angry, just walks but it's very strange. After I walk slowly away from that place I see more animals like tigers and lions. After I saw the first one my head was already thinking how it was possible, but I'm studying quite close to a zoo so there might be a possibility. After I see around 6 different animals I decide that what I'm in is a dream. The first thing I wanted to do this time was to fly, so I walked towards a window, went outside and flew away.

The feeling was amazing, actually like you would suspect it to be. I was flying over some huge pond in the middle of a city (the city changed after I went out, went something like Venetian or something, while I study in Rotterdam, The Netherlands) As I realize that I fall down into the water. I try to fly again but it doesn't work.

After that moment I know I'm in a dream but I can't get the control back. I run trough streets looking for places to jump of so I can get the control back but then I wake up as I'm climbing some ladder.

I am on a seesaw with one of the kids from work, LH, and she is laughing and wearing some of the clothes I've given her.

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On some different kind of shift, I am at work in the gym and all the kids are lined up on the floor with sleeping bags. One of the kids, CH is following me around and keeps touching me way too much. JK tells me to go take a break, and maybe he'll stop. So I'm driving along a road with my brother T and I think one other person. I don't have a lot of time, but we stop at a grocery store. Then I am in a mall food court waiting in line for some place that gives out prescription medication, and smoothies too. I ask for that sounds like "benzanoid" and the guy behind the counter asks if I need the diet version. A lady I work with, DM says I need the diet version because the other kind will hurt my stomach.

Day 1 - 13th of january 2011
This is my first day of training to become a lucid dreamer. I found myself a little notebook and a good pen to be at my bed side. I am going to try remembering my dreams in more detail.

This first night didnt give me much and i only got fragments of one dream:
- Was doing some math assignments and i had some trouble doing them
- i was fustrated
- My good mate came and helped me

Notes to self:
- Search the internet for more tips for new lucid dreamers (found this forum - yey!)

Edits marked in this colour

First Dream: I was applying for a job with my old anger management teacher. There was a lot of joking, and before I found if I got the job, it transfered to the next dream.

Second Dream: Dreamt I was going ziplinning with Doug Heffernan (King of Queens). For some reason, the "strong" zipline was weaker than the "weak" zipline, so Doug got stuck halfway down. My mom got pissed at ME because she couldn't remember the number. She was in bed with someone, I can't remember who.

Going to try for WILD very shortly.
Wild Failed

Third Dream: I dreamt I was Artie from Concession (in my own body), and I was appoligizing to Matt for what happened in the comic. For some reason, it was somewhat WoW format (the location was the rogue camp from Diablo 2). Matt was working the blacksmith in place of Charsi. I suddenly got killed by my ex inexplicably, and I then got back up. The text said "saved by *insert my ex's name here*". Another player was a former friend of mine. I then woke up.

Lat night i had some crazy dreams, to start off with i was with some mates having this meal at a restauraunt outside, there was an issue with coffee, there wasnt enough to go around so we was waiting for ages and then one of the waitresses dropped some coffee mugs twice which ruined everything and she got sacked she started crying and ran to her freinds for comfort, strange thing was we all felt extremaly sorry for her and we all had tears building up like we was about to cry.

I got up turned left and there was a mirror i could see me but then it rippled and i could see another world there was a moon and there was a few shipwrecks, i walked through and was in not so much of a nice place, derelict buildings and burnt down houses, was basically a waste land, i was walking around and some mutated humans started coming after me then i woke up, i then fell back to sleep and was back in the world i was previously, i started talking to my mate about this planet and he didnt beleive me so i found this box and it had loads of small mirrors, i showed him and you could see the world on the other side, he was like wow, we then focused on it and got sucked into the mirror, we appeard at this old derelict hotel we went in and somone gave me a task to search rooms number 9 and 30, we went into number 9 and was routing through the draws, finding lighters old chocolate and weird things which i cant remember, unfortunatly parents being so loud in the morning showing no respect woke me up and the dream ended :'( never got to go to Number 30 which would of been last door i reckon, i probably would of met my Anima who i really want to meet again Piece out

I dreamt again! But no LD yet...

1. It was easter and I was at school. There where lying iPhones and iPods everywhere, but nobody took them, so they where all for me.
2. I played baseball white a couple of people of my favorite soap (Thuis). The cleaning lady was leading the game.

No LD's yet. I'm now doing RC's and trying some iPhone apps.

[This is a catch-up post. This dream is from the night of December 30-31, 2010.]

I'm in a classroom in Britain. We're playing a game that involves the chalkboard, and walking in between two desks.

I'm in a room (possibly a hotel room; there's a bed in it, anyway) with Q [from Star Trek: The Next Generation]. I attempt to walk through one of the walls of the room, but get stuck halfway through it, and yell at him for messing with me. He manifests a bouncy ball made out of water, and we both bounce it back and forth.

[Dreamskip.] I'm still in that same room, but now I'm lying down on the floor under the bed. I'm stuck there somehow and can't get up. Q and some random (apparently) human woman are having sex on the bed. It's way too hot and stuffy in the room, and I'm starting to feel like there's no air in there. I get up and open the door. There's a screen door behind it. Later, I explain to Q why I did that. I say, “Did you forget that I needed oxygen to breathe?” He doesn't seem to mind that I opened the door.

I'm at a party with my mom and a bunch of her teacher friends. We're all on an outdoor patio of a restaurant at first, and then we all get into a rectangular ride vehicle that [somehow] works as a Gravitron. We all strap ourselves into our seats, and the vehicle starts moving forward. While it's moving, I look at a door on the side of the vehicle, labeled Door #6. I don't think it's closed all the way, so I reach over and try to close it, but I end up opening it. This makes the ride shut down, since I've just depressurized the cabin, and makes everyone else on the ride angry at me. A voice over the loudspeaker says, “Next time, the useless will have no reason to be here.” I defend myself by saying, “I didn't know how to close it!” An alarm is going off. I woke up at this point.

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Side notes:
I realized after I woke up from this dream that, for the second time since I've been keeping a regular dream journal, sense data from my real body came through into my dream. In this case, it was so cold on this night that I slept with all the blankets pulled up over my head. I really was trying to breathe hot, stuffy air in reality, so that became true in my dream, too. I think that's a pretty cool phenomenon.

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[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#1E90FF"]1) On the 19th? floor of an office building on a tour, I see that the successful businessman there is making $275K each day. At first I don't see the "K," and I still think that's a lot! Regardless of the pay, business isn't the job for me. I feel uncomfortable, and it's probably because of my fear of heights. I just want to leave. I don't listen to the rest of the tour and am the first one off of each floor. I go outside onto a pier? to meet my dad. We're going to get something to eat.

2) I see a listing of all the old BIONICLE!!! I'm really glad, because I thought that they weren't being sold anymore. I see the Toa Mata and look for Kopaka, who I find ([/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"]although the one I call Kopaka is really Nuju Metru[/COLOR][COLOR="#1E90FF"]). I'm really glad to see the Bohrok Kal.

3) continuation of 2?? I return to an old field, the one that used to be our base long ago. I savor the nostalgia, reminiscing of the great times that TB, SA, and I had. I see lots of resource blocks and think about how I didn't even think to mine them before. Perhaps we lost some resources such as diamonds and coal (as on a Minecraft map). I see TB's base?????????? I walk into my old base and see that the wall between SA's base and mine is now down. Sam's there. I walk into the next room and talk to K, who is upset that I don't talk to him much anymore. He reminisces of the times we used to have together.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

I am not me. I am a young woman, maybe 19 or 20, with long dark hair down to my waist. I am pretty but not beautiful. I am lying on my stomach on the bed with a workbook in front of me. Next to me is a man about my age. We are studying together. Without ever having heard it, I know his name is Luke, and we have a connection between our spirits, we can feel each other and communicate telepathically.
He asks me a question from the book, and I answer correctly. “Good job.” He says, and leans in to give me a quick kiss. We lock eyes for an instant, and he kisses again, more passionately. A strong wave of arousal washes over me. I roll over, and he is on top of me, his hands all over my body. I press my body into his. I spread my legs slightly and reach down to grab him, but something is in my way. I look down and see a green device cupping his member, and I know I have to answer another question correctly before it comes off. Dissapointed, I reluctantly turn back to my book, looking for an easy one.
Suddenly the other girl is in the room. She has a connection with the other boys, like mine with Luke. “It’s coming.” is all she says. We all pile into the shower and turn it on, because the water will protect us. Still, I am apprehensive. The older of the other two boys, the teen, complains that he is embarrassed. I look over and see that he has a hard-on. I smile inwardly. Looks like the other girl got more questions right than me. The girl asks to see our lifelines. We all pull out waterproof monitors and she looks at them.
I can only think about the feel of Luke's body on mine, and how I want to be naked with him. The little boy declares that he is scared. I wake up.

k gotta get back to journaling everyday.

Saim

Very vivid part of being at a pub with Sam. Everyone was dressed in western style clothes but she was in her normal clothes and looked a bit out of place. I had my arm around her... I remember some other Arab looking guy was staring at us... He looked really shocked and upset about seeing me with her like that. He was around 25-30 and had short hair with a boyish face.

I went to the bar and was ordering a drink... maybe a shot of tequila... not Sure. Didn't have the money to pay for it... bUt I saw Reg sitting at a table and he offered me $50 or something... He just handed it to me. That's all I remember.

Driving

I was driving a car where the inside looked like a wooden house LOL. the house window was the windshield and the fireplace was the steering wheel.

Asuka.

vague sex dream :p

Asuka again

Brief memory of being at a kitchen sink while pouring a glass of water. I went to drink it and said "Chotto," or something... meaning "hold on a minute," maybe we were discussing something heavy... don't know.

Plans: For tonight, my main focus is to continue remembering things, so I don't get stuck in another dry spell. I also still have a goal to meet with Dakotahnok at the beginning of the Halo task to have a confirmed shared dream. I also would like to get started on the Tasks of the Year from DV, the one I want to get over with first is a task taken from the Jaws movie, but the task is to kill the shark… which I don't want to do. I have plans on getting around it, but I figure I want to take care of it as soon as possible.

I am on a boat out in the ocean, I look around to see where I am, but I don't recognize any of it. I am lucid, though I don't remember how I became lucid. I look at the ocean around the boat and think this is most likely the place where I am supposed to complete the task of the year from DV that has to do with the Jaws movie. Ok, well this is definitely doable, so I'll get it out of the way. I look around the boat for a bit, and it is clearly a fishing type boat, there are three men out on the deck, I see there is a lot of beer being passed around, and it looks more like they're out here to party than fish or hunt sharks. I am thinking if one of those two were to fire a harpoon gun they would be more apt to skewer each other than any shark in the water. I am standing there watching them when one of them turns towards me and sees me. He stands there staring as if I was some kind of alien, or maybe a mermaid who had climbed out of the ocean and onto the boat… He finally comes over to me, holding his beer out in front of him, but he isn't handing it to me…

"Who the FUCK are you?" he says loudly, "Hey, guys! We gots ourselves a stowaway…" He is slurring his words, he is clearly more than a bit drunk.

"Maybe she can be put to good use here," another of the men says, "As shark bait!" The two men, the drunk one and the one who suggested I could be shark bait, come towards me, attempting to look menacing. Epic fail. The drunk one looks more like he might throw up than attack. The third one is over near the edge of the boat and he calls out that they have something, too big for a fish, it's definitely a shark… I think he sounds like a retard saying sharks aren't actually fish… He calls to the other two to come help anchor the line so it won't get away! Get the harpoon so they can kill it and claim the reward. I ask them if they're really just killing a shark for money? The one man who seems to be the least drunk says no, of course not… I shouldn't forget about the excitement of the hunt… and the fame… the drunk one throws his beer up in the air and adds that he does it for the women. I tell them to let the shark go, it's not the one attacking swimmers at the beach. If it was that one, half their boat would now be missing. The one anchoring the line down says I am probably right about that, he has heard descriptions of that shark, descriptions that say it is nearly the size of a whale. Everyone agrees that this is not the shark everyone is after, but maybe there is still a reward. One of them says if I help bring the shark in, I can share in the fame. Not in the reward, but in the fame, sure. Two are anchoring the line, the third is aiming a harpoon gun at the ocean, I agree that I will help.

I don't like these people killing for thrills, fortune, and fame, that is not a good enough reason to kill. I go over towards the three, like I am going to help anchor the line, but then I form Witchblade into a dagger and knife the guy with the harpoon gun, then lift him up a bit and shove him overboard into the water before he can react. The drunk one seems to sober up really fast, he asks what the fuck I'm doing, I'd said I would help… I say I didn't say who I would help, and I choose the shark. The guy in the water is calling for help, he says the blood will attract sharks. One of the men is trying to hold on to me, holding my arms behind my back, while the other goes to pull his friend from the water. So I stab the man holding me in the leg and flip him overboard into the water, then stab the last man in the shoulder and go to shove him overboard. He grabs me as he falls, and we both fall into the water. The man I fell overboard with laughs at me, saying I have killed myself, too, as the sharks will kill me when they come I dive under the water, following the thick line down to a tiger shark that is swimming around in circles, trying to get loose, but only tangling himself up more than ever.

I use my Witchblade blade to cut through the line, which is thicker than any fishing line I have ever seen before, and the shark is free. I telepathically tell the shark I need to get the hook out, it is a large hook, which is hooked in the shark's mouth… probably placed there when it tried to eat a fish with the hook inside it. I go over to the shark and pull the hook out, then heal the injury. The tiger shark responds to the blood in the water from the bleeding shark hunters and heads for them. I also see some more sharks attracted to the scene. I surface to see the three men climbing back into the boat, one of them is safely aboard and pulling a second in when the sharks arrive. The sharks grab the man who is dangling over the edge of the boat, tearing him in half… the second man disappears under the water… then a massive shark practically bites the boat in half, and that is the last to be seen of the three shark hunters.

Another boat arrives, and I realize it is the Orca, the ship from the movie Jaws, a man pulls me onto the ship, and there is a woman looking out over the water at the huge shark that bit the smaller boat in half. I search my mind for the identities of the people… one is Quint, a shark hunter, the man who pulled me out is Brody, the main character, so the woman is Hooper, the marine biologist? I was trying to think if that was a woman in the movie, but I figure it doesn't matter. Small detail. I am thinking of how to arrange Quint's death when I remember the task is to actually kill the shark, damn, I almost forgot that detail… so I go to one of the large harpoon guns and shoot the shark, right through the brain for a painless death… ok… task done… I jump in the water, though it's clear that the others think I fell, and I swim over to the shark. I remove the harpoon, then I summon up a healing item in the form of a mushroom that I have designed for use in my own video games, the mushroom heals and restores life to the recently deceased. I put the mushroom in the shark's mouth where it is instantly absorbed, the shark is revived and healed. Yay! I use the harpoon rope to pull myself back onto the boat, this time both Brody and Hooper help me up. I slice the rope a bit as I get on, weakening it. Quint sees the shark is still moving down there, so he reels the harpoon back in for another shot. He fires, and gets the shark only through its dorsal fin… the shark pulls at the harpoon cable. Quint says to pull the rope in a specific way so the harpoon gets set in place. I arrange so that he is in front, then the weak spot in the line, then Brody and Hooper. The line snapes, Quint gets pulled into the water and swallowed whole by the angry shark.

I do a quick scan of Brody and Hooper… Hooper has been against killing the shark from the beginning, but no one would listen to her idea of using some kind of sonic waves to deter sharks from entering areas populated by people. Brody had been going along with killing the shark, but it looked like there was still hope he could learn… maybe Hooper would teach him? The shark is tearing the boat in half, I tell the two of them to take hold of my hands, then I use TK to fly all three of us towards the shore, which shocks both of them. The big shark is following us after I telepathically tell the shark I know where there's food, so I lead him on to a boat that looks to have about seven shark hunters aboard. He bites that boat in half and feeds on the people aboard, Brody and Hooper both think that is horrible, but they don't know I had anything to do with it. I take them to shore and set them on the beach. I see other shark hunter boats out in the water getting attacked by the shark, excellent. Hooper says that's the consequence of people having no respect for the forces of nature, none of those people would have to die if they hadn't tried to kill the big shark in the first place. Brody asks why I can't go out there and help some of them… I say why should I help them, so they can do more thrill killing later? Brody stares at me as if I am completely mad, he says those are human beings out there, I ask what his point is. He seems to be without response to that, or maybe he just doesn't have a chance to respond before I wake up.

I think it may be important to know if you're about read the following description of my dream that I'm an adult woman and don't have any children. In my dream I knew a little girl (maybe 5 or 6) who could heal people with her energy. I was standing in what seemed like a courtyard outside of her school, waiting to pick her up, and I was thrilled that I would get to see her; my mother was there, sitting on a bench nearby, and I was telling her I was so excited for her to meet this little girl. Soon kids came spilling out of the doors, and finally she walked out behind the other kids, and I picked her up and was swinging her around in the air. I remember she was wearing a hoody that was almost obscuring her face. While I was swinging her, she seemed to shrink in size, until she was doll sized, and she looked sad. I sensed that she had tried to heal somebody and failed. I stopped and said, "What's the matter, honey? Why do you look so sad?" and she said, "I just can't do anything right anymore." With that, she was letting go of her own life energy, and she slumped in my hands, dead. I was so overcome with fear and despair I tried to cry for help with all of my might, but all that would come out was a wheezy gasp. I looked at my mother, and she was asleep. I kept trying to yell and finally I did - really - and woke myself up yelling (scared my poor dog half to death!) and with a crushing feeling of loss. I have my own ideas about the meaning, but would welcome some different ones for consideration.

January 15, '11,
I had a false lucid dream.
I was in a neighborhood, lying in a hammock. There may have been a cat lying with me. I was thinking of my childhood until I fell asleep. I felt vibrations in my body and somehow focused on a point in front of my face, and I exited my body (my dream body).
I don't remember what happened next, but then I had a false awakening in which I started writing down the dream I just had. (should have done a reality check after waking). I wrote that I had thought I was Homer Simpson.

Then, in a later dream, I was in school, looking at an online comic. Parts of the comic moved and I thought it seemed very dream like. But I didn't pick up on the hint to become lucid.