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I experience sleep paralysis but it's late in the day and too much sound outside. I try to concentrate on a dream image but paralysis fades. So I open m eyes but, I see my hands on top of the blanket, and it is vibrating slightly. Then I wake up for real to find that my hands are under the blanket.

In a mall, I order side dishes going round on a carousel. Paulette-2 and Madge-3 are with me. The mall feels a bit like an airport. Some of the dishes have been pre-ordered by us. Once we have the food we go up to this escalator and there's this old lady upside down on a platform that goes up the escalator. She has to goo on the platform just in case she becomes possessed. I help her get down from it and turn her the right way up. She walks slowly away.

A giant iceberg hits land and breaks in half. It looks like a gigantic ship. I rip 100s of posters of the wall in a dorm room. The posters seem to predict this event. Behind the posters, a window looking out to town and sea.
I see the giant moving iceberg. I tell an old man who's is in the room with me what's happening. We leave that room. I later recount this dream to other characters in the dream.

I am standing by a blue-eyed blond and she squeezes my hand tightly. I can feel the sweat on it. We are 'in love.'
We are on a trip with her friends. She offers to take a photo of me with her friends. I then offer to take a photo of them. Me and the blond girl look at jewelry in the hotel. We then go into a room nearby. She takes off her shirt. I touch her booboo and kiss her. I leave for some protection. I say I won't be longer than ten.
I end up in sweet shop of the hotel. Adjacent it is an Asian food store. I leave the hotel and see a 7-eleven. I head towards it with great drag. From there I go to a toilet in a tourist site (sort of a temple) in order to try on the thing. But behind the door is only concrete and the other toilet cannot be entered.

I sit behind Irene in a test. Irene goes out with a guy from my English class during the summer semester. He is loud and talkative. I see Irene sitting outside this Chinese hotel. I go to sit with her. We talk about our relationship. In the end, I lose her and desperately tries to find her. I don't have a cell which makes things more difficult.

I am at a mall with Pascal and we've just done something on the top floor of a big mall which looks like this from the inside (illustration 1) but now we have class so we speed out but Pascal's Hello Kitty bag is with me and also his cellphone, but he has gone in the other direction. So, whatever, I am thinking about whether if I could find him in his class and give it back. As I walk along I find Irene. She is wearing her Chinese costume. The shop that she's at seems really bright, like a light shop. When I reach the other side of the mall, I see my friends probably from NZ. and one of them is possibly Edeline-1. They ask me if I want to join them. So I go to the fast food hall and look around. I stop at this udon stall where I can pick the ingredients. One guy had already ordered before me. I looked at the ingredients, the noodles are yellow therefore must not be vegan. So I don't order anything. None of the stalls are vegan. I wish that it's Jay Festival right now.

I asked a surgeon to remove my heart. I see it sitting on a kitchen bench. I ask, "Can you put it back in?"
"You will die in 31 minutes."
I am scared but am about to hop into a car with Irene, therefore I feel happier. But then I should also ring mom and dad before I did.

I am at assembly at B-1. It is very dark in the seating area but bright orange light shines onto the stage. My friend makes me angry somehow so I go to sit alone by the window. I peek though the gap between the curtain and the wall and see children playing soccer on a grass field outside and they are wearing bright tops. I walk past the friend that made me angry and leave before everyone else. I end up at Sara's-3 house and go right in because the door isn't locked. There is like a small area where you put away umbrellas and hang up your coats and to the left a bathroom. Ahead there is a kitchen. I use the bathroom and see an electronic dictionary on the floor. I play around with it and see this name, Pork Park. I think someone must have left it and I must return it. I walk naked (bottom) outside the bathroom and then accidentally peed on the floor. Then Sara's-3 dad comes in so I rush back into the bathroom. He asks why I'm here and all and then I tell him about the electronic thing.
"Oh, it's Sue's," Sara's dad said.
"Pork Park?"
"Yes."
I see him, Asian, sitting on a couch in the lounge.

We saw this opera about Buddhism at B-1. I go to have lunch in a classroom but there are only boys in there (boring) so I leave and another guy leaves for the same reason. We sit at the door where there's this blond girl and then after a while Anna-5 comes to sit beside me. Janis-2 asks me what the name of the first song was about the lady and the snake but I don't know but I was just looking at this poster which has info about it so I go look at that and there's a picture of a snake. I tell him that later on in the story there's a similar situation with a man and a snake and the story is trying to teach a similar thing.
Earlier on...
I am going out with friends and want to make lunch for them all to save some money. I want to make eggs on rice. I ask Tricia-2 if I can do it but she sternly says no and I was guessing that it's because of the energy consumption. She's sitting in a faint red couch and wearing her work clothes with a black jacket. I tell her that it's traditional for us to have rice and eggs and that they are very easy to make. I am about to go out with my NZ Thai friends and one of them is Mindy-3.

I did not go to music classes at all because I left it out of my timetable and music seems to be a special class that is earlier in the morning. I talk to Mr. Bob-6 about it and he understands and sympathizes but it's already term 2 and I won't be able to catch up. I see a dog on a treadmill and then it walks over to it's wife on another mill.
I see a fundraiser boy. I ask him how much he wants. He doesn't want anything but wants me to do something else only. We walk up this big set of stairs that probably leads to a big building but we stop short at a landing and my table is there. It is underneath a shade and girls sit on top of the table. I open up the desk to find really big coins that are worth less than 20 cents and 20 dollar notes.. I give them the coins. They are really talkative.

I haven't given up again, I've just switched back to hard-copy dream journaling. It's easier to do at school first period then. I'll post here if I have a lucid.

I got a book about lucid dreaming for Christmas (Lucid Dreaming by Robert Waggoner) and I'm reading it right now. I'm thinking that concentrating so much of my time right now on the subject will make an LD tonight much more likely.

Anyways, Merry Christmas!

Can't remember which dream was part of which. Had a few dreams out of order but I will order them into one big dream (excluding the lucid). Goal for last night was to see if I'm still supposed to meet this woman the psychic had told me about.

Strangeness

Starts off driving in some strange town with my brother. Suddenly we are walking. I remember being in this place before... if you look at all the people and make Eye Contact with them they start following you around and then try to kill you. So this time I don't really look at anyone for long. I tell my brother not to ake EC with the people in town. But then As I'm walking, an asian girl stares right at me.... She has her hair tied back. I think I walk with her into some movie theater.

A movie starts. I am watching an asian man drive a truckin a muddy ditch. Suddenly I'm in the truck with him and he can't drive straight anywhere. He backs up and goes forward a lot but doesn't really go anywhere. Some people with guns ambush us.

Now I'm out of the trucka nd shooting people with a strange pellet gun. I should one guy in the back, but it takes five secodns for the gun to fire. When it fires the man topples over. The asian man who was driving tells me that my gun isn't on the right setting. I see a switch on it and flick it. Then the gun shoots normally. I begin flying upa steep and muddy hill when my memory fades.

Walking

I'm walking along a common street i remember from Chilliwack. It's night time and As I'm walking a strange animal goes in my path. It's small like a kitten and has a weird paw. I cross the street to avoid it and walk in the other direction. I see some familiar people ahead. I fly up a bit and become lucid. I see lots of powerlines and try to avoid them. A woman calls to me and says she wants to explore some waterfall. I turn back and fly through a portal... I think. Everything is black but I can hear a waterfall. I fly around one side of the mountain and get to the waterfall. I try to push through it to find a hidden passage but find nothing. The woman is still in the background somewhere but I never see her.

26.12.2010

Soul mate (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream left me with a warm fuzzy feeling in the morning...
I was the new girl at some institutional place, but I was with a group of people I knew; it may have been a merge between schools, or we were just sent there as a work experience. I remember being supposed to work in that school for special needs kids.
We were being introduced to other young people, and one of the guys seemed to be struck by me, as I was by him. My name was the only one he could remember and we started to flirt more or less openly, although very innocently. It's just that we got on so well.
He looked a bit like Jackson Davis, who played Jonas in LonelyGirl15, except with bright blue eyes, so I shall refer to him as Jonas.
Actually, his eyes (and those of his ancestors) were so blue that his surname was "Azur-blue ocean"
Later on I visiting the school, went to the swimming-pool and then sunbathing with my female friends. Jonas Azur-blue ocean joined us and lay down next to me and we were just comfortable. My friends said nothing but I could see that they were all "Aww look at the two of them they're so cute!"
The funny thing is, although I did enjoy that soulmate feeling, I woke up feeling guilty towards the guy I'm actually flirting with in real life.

Real life Dream Lucid Nightmare Dream sign
For me to remember, dreams are #067300, and lucid dreams are the color below blue, #4169e1. Nightmares are dark red, #8b0000, and dream signs are the light purple, which is up one and left one from blue, #483d8b.

More lucid dreams. Upon becoming lucid, I need to always increase clarity and lucidity right away, then remember my dream goals. This isn't happening yet...

Trains dream
I was alone, walking down a "hallway" of dirt. It was like a 12 foot deep, 8 foot wide rectangular trench that was very long and had train rails going down it. I passed a red train car, and became only slightly lucid, the least I've ever been. I blew up the train with a sleight of hand and became much more lucid.

I kept walking and passed a glossy deep green train. I accelerated the train with a movement of my hand until it was gone. I kept walking until I passed a large bald man with a wide head. He was wearing a white shirt, and I sensed he had a slightly negative air about him. He was about five feet away from me I remembered to stop and increase the clarity. I said, "Increase clarity," softly but confidently.

The world around me focused like a camera and became crystal clear, like real life. I could see the textures of the dirt and grass very well, like real life. Out of curiosity I lifted my hands and saw that they were very blurred. I felt a strange sensation in my fingers, like they were pressed together. My fingers split and shifted. I believe I gave too much of my focus towards my hands because I sensed the world around me blurring, much like my hands.

I desperately yelled, "Increase clarity!" to no avail. I tried gently saying it, like before. It worked; the world around me gained focus again. The large bald man took a step towards me and said, "I don't like what you're doing," which frightened me a little. He started walking towards me. I sensed he was about to hurt me and choked him by raising my hand towards him. He fell to his knees and I woke up.

Strange dream
I was in a green cafeteria. Lots of other people were there, talking. I talk with a bunch of people for a while. I become briefly lucid and fly around by flapping my arms. I show off to a bunch of people.

Moody from Harry Potter came over and told me we have a mission. (I am not Harry Potter in this dream; I'm still me) I followed him, until we met up with our group: Two Slytherins led by Snape, who was dressed with thick leather straps going around his shoulders crossing to his waist. We also had one Gryffindor. I immediately objected to doing the mission with the Slytherins, but Moody replied, "Put up with it, boy!" in his gruff voice.

As we walked down some steps I started arguing with the Slytherins. Moody pulled me and the Slytherins in with his staff and took out our soul orbs by force. Soul orbs are these glass balls everyone carried that influenced our personalities, which were four inches in diameter. Moody heated a metal rod via magic and melted in two dents to each of our orbs so that all of us who were arguing had matching dents, like compatibility.

Instantly, an overwhelmingly powerful warm, giddy feeling of pleasure and happiness rushed into all of us who argued earlier. It was the best feeling ever. We who were five minutes ago arguing about our differences were giggling together as friends, deeply influenced by whatever Moody had done to our soul orbs.

I don't remember what else happened but we finished our mission.

That dream where Moody changed our soul orbs so that we would work together gave me the best feeling ever. In future lucid dreams (if I ever happen to remember my dream goals, which never seems to happen) I will use soul orbs to influence myself and other people. By asking to borrow people's soul orbs and changing them, I can easily bend people to do my will, as well as give me warm trippy feelings in dreams.

Here is a dream that made me wanna barf

I was in school, in science class actually, and I was sitting next to my friend Hannah. She looked really ill and I asked her if she was alright. She said she felt like she was gonna throw up. Then she got up, ran to the trash can...and did. Then it was the end of the school day and I sat at a computer in the hallway, just playing random games. My science teacher came out into the hallway and sat next to me. (He's like 40 I dunno) He said "Hi Jessica. Watcha doing?" I looked at him kinda freaked out and said "Um...I'm on the internet..." He nodded and put an arm around me and kissed my cheek. I stare at him in horror. "What was that?!" I screamed. He just smiled and watched me as I just looked at the computer.
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I was at home, sitting on the porch. My science teacher showed up and walked towards me. "Hi Jessie" he said, smiling. I suddenly thought "ohh noo" as he sat next to me on the porch. He was wearing shorts and a tank top, which was really freaky. He suddenly got closer to me and put his arm around me once again. I felt a shiver of disgust run through me as he rubbed my arm. "Why-are-you-here" I said, a hint of anger rising in my voice. He only said, "I wanted to see you!" I looked away from him, feeling really akward. "omg he likes me" I thought, shuddering again. I felt so akward and i wanted to get away. But I couldn't move. I felt a hand suddenly on my knee and I saw that it was HIS hand.He squeezed my knee and smiled at me, his eyes had a faint glimmer in them. Then he leaned close to me and kissed me. I pulled back, finally able to move, and I screamed. I ran away from him, feeling violated. I felt like I had been raped. I hid from him. He was looking for me. After that I woke up.

Ohhh whyyy didn't I forget that one?! Now I'm gonna feel akward when I see my science teacher next. Ughhh