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I had a fantastic sleep last night. I managed to get to sleep at about 10-11pm. I don't know what it was. I didn't go on my laptop last night, but then again I added an extra pillow and covered up my alarm clock... Whatever it was, I woke up feeling great For some reason, instead of skipping forward in time, they skipped backwards last night. A little wierd... But fun too I also experienced pain for the first time, though it was more like the memory than the actual thing, easy enough to handle. The feeling of hopelessness was what woke me up...

Fire Ring Of Satan

Awake Non-Lucid

I'm in my school's music composition room. The walls are lined with computers, with a large space in the middle. I'm sitting on a computer chair, chatting, when my piano teacher comes in. She sees me and breaks into a smile.

"I know it's lunchtime but I thought you wouldn't mind coming for a lesson."

Ummm... This isn't my lesson day, and to be honest, I haven't done any practice. I quickly pull some green business management sheets from my bag. "I'm sorry, I've got so much homework to do! I'm really busy." I gush. She comes closer and inspects the sheets, as if they're fake... Pffft.... She looks grim and disappointed. Well, I'm saving my own ass. And is it just me, or is she [I]tiny[I]?

As she leaves, I sigh in relief and to grin to my friends surrounding me. I tell them I need to go get something and then head out. I take the lift down to F floor using the lift key I "forgot" to give back to the medical. I open up the door to a classroom to find them watching a movie. Inside is dark, but the TV is flashing, with a man smiling on the front. He doesn't move. I ask for Sam and she quickly comes out. We talk a giggle for a minute about useless crap and then she goes back inside. I turn to find my piano teacher standing, arms crossed behind me.

"...I... Needed help with my homework..."

She leaves again, scowling, obviously knowing I lied. Oops... Oh well, lift or stairs? Oh, the possibilities... -_-

I take the stairs this time. I stroll into the compostion room to find large white boxes being stacked in the middle of the room by my friend Max. They're full of crisps. I grab a packet and lounge back on a wheeled chair. There are fresh posters around the room. I start thinking of the composition room as a common room. Hockey team meeting posters telling me where and when, healthy food ones on the other side, blah blah blah... Then I see one announcing that a "Shadow" will be inspecting the common room. Shit.

I quickly gather up food cartons and other shit that was left lying around by my messy buddies. Max catches on and helps me, but we're too late. The Shadow floats in. It's black, shadows cast everywhere. (I realised when I woke up it pretty much looks like a Dementor (or whatever) out of Harry Potter!). It searches the place and then looks at me.

I seem to disconnect from my body, it's as if my soul has left it. I watch myself, unafraid. The Shadow casts a circle of fire around my body. I watch my body scream, I see it trying to protect itself, get throught the hot flames somehow. I watch it burn through my skin and watch the pain spread across my face. I'm hopeless, there's no way my body can survive. Even if it did, it would never be the same. Damaged, forever.

Then I'm back in it, but there is no fire. I've gone back in time by a few minutes. I know exactly what's going to happen... Then it does. Fire, everywhere. Someone, Max? Shouts. Something about a Fire of Satan. Heat and dull, almost non-existent agony washes over me. It's more like a memory of what the pain should be like than the real thing. No one helps me as I burn.

Through His Eyes

Awake Non-Lucid Semi-Lucid

I'm in rollerskates, smooth, fast ones. I glide over pavement, totally at ease, remembering happy races as a kid in the summer sunshine. I'm outside Asda Wal-Mart with Rochelle. I want to buy a new PS3 game. As we near the tall, white and green building, I spot my friend Callum. Perfect! He can help me choose.

I skate up to him and prod him gently in the back. I tell him that he has to help me choose a PS3 game after he gets what he needs. I notice he has two friends with him, the guys smile and the blond one skates off to the gaming aisle. I grin and speed off after him, leaving Callum, his friend, and Rochelle behind at blinding speed. I almost crash into a line of pizza. Instead of games, we find chocolate brownies. Just as good!

He tells me he put them there. They're in size order, from mini ones to huge, leg sized ones. He slowly takes a few mini ones. He tells me because he's from the "other" side of town, he has to take small ones or people will think he's stealing. I grab a medium sized one and head to the self-service machine. Once I've paid, I go to grab my change. A girl takes it first. I glare at her and ask her, as calmly as possible, to give me my money back. She smiles slyly and calls her dad.

Two small, middle-aged business men attack me. What?! Is it too much to ask to peacefully buy some chocolate brownies?! I throw the dark haired one off me and throw the other one out the glass window. I skate out the window, but decide to head to the other side, where he won't look, I think...

[Dream skip - A few minutes] I burst into a house after I hear a scream of agony. Time slows. Skylar (I realise this is who Callum's blond friend is) is hunched over, blood pouring from a wound to his stomach. Two people grip his arms, I recognise them as police officers. But they're not helping him, they're keeping him still. I yell and can't force time to get back to its usual state, I'm stuck in this slow motion.

Things fly backwards so fast, it sparks my lucidity, though I fail to remember I have control. I'm viewing the world from Skylar's eyes, unable to do anything. He's frightened, running as fast as he can down a flight of stairs. When he gets to the bottom, he finds police officers, they grab his arms and pull him into a white, dull room. A door bursts open, the grey-haired business man holding a shot gun shoots him in the stomach. The man leaves. Then, me, rushing in slow motion through the door, dark hair messy around my face, sea-blue eyes wide in shock. He feels calmer at the sight of me, like he stands a chance. I cry out, but he falls to his knees. My image stops and fades to darkness, he is content.

1) I am at my house coming down the stairs. I am nearly at the bottom when I see this huge wolf spider clinging to the wall. I yell really loud and try to get past it. It jumps out at me but misses. I run into the kitchen where there is another huge spider. It runs under the fridge and I shriek "How disgusting!" My mum tries to squash it with a fleeting blow of the saucepan. The other one she catches with a normal pan.

2) Something about helping someone.

3) (I have my options coming up) I am at options evening and the different subjects are in different rooms I go to DT (I am planning to take food) but I am up to my waist in water. There are three others there. The waves are getting bigger. My sister is by my side. I grab her and try to get to the rock sides. The waves keep grabbing us and taking us backwards. They get to a point where they are twice as high as me. When the biggest wave comes, I nod to my sister and we go swiftly under and back out the side. I grab hold of the cement side and the dream finishes there.

I am in front of a McDonald's. Behind me is our car and with me are my brother and mom. We go into the restaurant. At the other side of the room there are WC doors. I ask someone which of them is for men. When I am about to enter one room, he says it's not that one. Soon I find the right door, a few steps down to stairs. When I at the business, three girls enter the room. One of them works at the restaurant. She reluctantly gives them some coordinates. someone is after us and those were the coordinates of our car. I rush to the car. My mom and brother are there. I tell them we have to leave. Soon we arrive to my grandparents'. Some evil robot things emerge from their doorway. The view changes into 3rd person and my brother shoots them with a laser turret. More come. I say we have to leave but he says he can handle them. I tell that more and more will come until we're trapped. The car turns into a ball and rolls of.
I get off the car and meet a group of people, some of my friends among them. They are an order that (as I later concluded) adores logic, science and God as their source. I join them. We go into an underground tunnel. We go into a house. There is an about 17 years old girl in the house. I don't remember much what happened next, but I think the girl got killed. We go back into the tunnel. This time it's narrower and foggy. One from the order asks if I think the tunnel has got narrower, with a tone that he knew all along it's going to happen. I say yes. We enter a cavern about the size and the shape of a church. There is an altar in the middle. In there ceiling there are paintings of God, also the Creation of Adam. I go to one of the walls. There are some stick figure drawings in it with descriptions. Somehow i get the message they are not blasphemy, but made with respect. We go into another tunnel and soon emerge into a yard. I think we did something there but I can't remember what. There is a building nearby. I walk alongside it and as I look inside from the window I notice its a church or a school building (there are children inside, the ones near me have instruments). I go down, following a path near the building. There is a fence. I jump over it. Now I am in front of the building. Nearby me is an altar of the order. It is fairly simple, a cushion on which one can kneel, and some plaques. They have names on them. I only remember one, Tchaikovsky. A friend of mine kneels on the cushion and utters a short prayer: "Let me be like them". There is a pipe of some kind in the ground. Another of the order's hideouts. I enter a room trough it. Soon I leave the room, but see the car of the bad guy who is after me. I go back up, where we first emerged from the underground tunnels. I don't remember what happened next, apparently I woke up soon.

1. I'm with some random DC, and we're in front yard of a gang member. Theres an unknown number of people in the house, and all we have are 9mm hand guns.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I was in a store that gave off the same vibe as West 49, a sort of sports apparel store or something. I've never been inside it, but I've passed it quite a few times at the mall. The store was medium in size, and had neat shelves of clothing on the sides of the store, and square-shaped tables of shirts in the middle. There were also racks with various shirts placed all over the store. It was pretty much a t-shirt store, with a few hats and other accessories here and there. There was a men's side and a women's side, but it wasn't divided neatly down the middle; some women's shirts were in the mens', and vice-versa. I was looking in the men's t-shirts (located on the left side of the store) and saw a black shirt on one of the top shelves on the wall. I jumped up a bit to get some height, and pulled it down.

It was a Fight Club t-shirt: solid black, with the slanted pink "Fight Club" text in the middle; behind this were the white silhouettes of the two main characters, similar to the blu-ray disc cover.

I held it up and looked at it for a few moments, and put it back on another shelf. I went to the other side of the room. On a shelf at eye level, on the women's side, I saw the same shirt, folded up. It was slimmer and would fit me better; I didn't read the size but instead just left the store with it. I looked back once before taking my first step out of the store and said, "oh, I already paid for it."

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I had just been sent to a prison for having "committed a crime", or so the authorities said. The building was large and didn't look at all like an actual prison, but it was more high-tech with smooth white walls and high ceilings. I started off in my cell, which was square-shaped and probably only around six by six feet. The walls were plain and smooth, with one having a small square mirror with a metal frame on it. There was a small black framework, only a few feet long, in the back of the room and across the top of the rectangular frame was mesh: a bed. There was a small rectangular entrance way on the back wall, next to the bed, and I went through it. There was a tiny bathroom, with just a white toilet and basic white sink, and on the wall was a mirror; it's rather hard to explain but it allowed people passing by (guards, most likely) to see inside while I was in the washroom.

I left the well-lit bathroom and went through the cell, opening the glass door and emerging into the hallway. The hallway had high ceilings and was very spacious; it was very long and went for at least two hundred feet down either way. There were a few cells next to mine, I saw, and taking up the rest of the building were white cubicles with business desks. People were sitting in them, neatly arranged, picking up phones. I saw three prisoners in very pale blue prisoner clothing walk by, talking amongst themselves.

After looking around for a few moments, I walked down the building, towards a set of large double doors that were in an entrance way like you'd find at a Wal-Mart. You know, that buffer zone where you first enter when you walk inside the building, then there's another set of doors to the actual store area itself? That's what it was like. I got to the end and pushed open the first set of doors, and then walked right out of the building. I saw another prisoner, in the same pale blue clothing, walk past me. No one stopped me as I left.

I considered the fact that I might have been dreaming, but wasn't aware enough to act on it.

I went to sleep again this morning all stressed out, don't stop reading halfway through because it gets crazier and crazier, and this is what happened(note that this is my first WILD):

I woke up from my bed to find myself in sleep paralysis. I tried to move my arm up and it kinda moved. I tried to open my eyes all the way but my right eye could not open! I tried to bring my arm over and force my other eyelid open. It didn't work. I couldn't see my hand. I fell asleep and awoke at the same time. I saw another bed to the right of mine and I thought "how did it get there?" I walked over and flopped onto it. I instantly thought. "wait. if they did this i would have woke up. And why would they do this in the first place." so I tried to get up so i can do cool stuff. I tried to use all my effort to get up off of that bed. It started fading I rubbed my hands together and said "INCREASE CLARITY!" it didn't work. I woke up again. I rolled onto my side and tried with all my STRENGTH to get up! I could barely use my hands and i thought "If i try to stand up i don't think i could walk." I put myself up on my legs and my legs had no life at all in them. I fell backwards thinking was going to fall back onto the bed. I only fell into oblivion. I awoke again and somehow got to the door. I opened it and saw my brother standing there. Taller than the door and laughing. I awoke again. I saw a face next to mine for a second. it layed nexted to me and put a meaty hand/claw thing on my stomach.I could not move. I thought "OH SHIT JUST STAY CALM STAAAY CAAALM." I then woke up for what i think is real this time....

October 7th, 2010

Weird School Place... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

So this dream lasted a while, but I never realized I was dreaming. Then again, nothing was really out of the ordinary. I was outside this one school (I assumed it was a school) near a bunch of extremely small basketball courts (3-point line was the end of each court). There were a bunch of kids playing that seemed to be seperated into their own little cliques. I walked through them and nobody really paid attention. Then I walked along the side of the school and saw two kids opening a door and going inside. When I walked around the corner, there was no door, only a walkway.

I walked through the walkway and suddenly had a laundry hamper that for some reason I had to pull down a long covered, outdoor staircase. An older lady (Around 50's-60's) asked me if I needed help, but I said no. Eventually, I ended up spilling the hamper about 10 steps from the bottom. Not much, really.

It was worth pointing out, though, that the environment was very vivid. I can still remember the rolling hills surrounding me whenever I looked away from the school. It was pretty nice.

Had two good non-lucids last night, along with some other non-lucids that i might not mention.

Lucidity-0
Vividness-7

I'm in mexico in this dream.(I actually had a dream beforehand that led me into Mexico, and all my dreams took place their). Ok, so in this dream i have the ability to create electricity alot like the guy from infamous. I even use some of his powers sometimes. I hear reports of random soldiers dieing along a certain path. I go to cut whatever is causeing the path of destruction.

I come up behind who it is thats been killing everyone. He's invisible, and outside a fire-nation base, but i can see his outline, so i shoot a electric shockwave at him, which disables his invisibility, but he doesn't notice me. He jumps into the base and kills the few people that are their. I jump in as well, right as he jumps out to the side. I jump over the side and shoot some small lighting bolts at him to get his attention.

He turns around, and its prince Zuko from avatar. He's using red/orange lighting and its pretty intimidating. He starts off by throwing a powered up lightening ball at me. I catch it in my hand and twirl it around some. He throws another. I catch it as well. I swirl both of them around. He throws a third, more powered up than the rest. I catch it easily too. I Then focus my own energy into them and throw them back at him. No damage, but it staggered him some. Then we get into a constant energy battle of throwing as much electricity at the other as possible. I'm giving everything i got. So is he. I eventually put down an electric bubbleshield. He stops shooting at me.

I look over at him and he creates a long stick, that then transforms into a spear with a spear at both ends. He charges. Lightening won't help me here. I quickly dodge his attacks. It's hard to dodge them but, i somehow manage it. Then i get the oppurtunity when he's coming down with his weapons to break the tip, which hits my armor that i didn't know i had on. He swings the other side at me in a sweeping motion. I break the other end as well.He creates a pike in his hands. He starts attacking me with it, but it makes him slow. I roll under an attack and palm fist him with electricity. He flys to a wall nearby that was already crumbling. I pick up his pike. I walk over. Then in a 3rd person view i stab it in his head and chest. The top of the blade hit his head. The bottom hit his chest. Blood is pouring out, and i even messed up his eye from the stab.

The rest will be summary's of other dreams.

Going into Mexico. Starts at the border. We run through some stuff. Then they start raising those little metal circles in the ground to stop the car. We get past. We get into another car, and then head into Mexico.

I tell my friend to watch the episode of avatar because the battle was awesome. Yes it was.

Two fire-nation guards are sitting at a post. One hops inside a building. Picks up a cursed weapon and dies while having his body sent threw a window outside to his friend. His spirit is then inside and he picks up the weapon again and it causes him immense pain.

Once again, a single very long dream this night. It was pretty fun though. In the form of a game, two teams were made. Through various scenarios, someone from each team had to go outside the "play area" to direct different things. In the first game, you organized a murder and had to get away with it. For me, it was up a set of huge stairs that connected thru each other, like they do in a mall. There, one of my minions cut the throat of a woman (this was by far the most violent piece of dream ever for me). All she had was a red mark on the neck, not the huge blood splatter u would expect.

In another game, big lines were marked on the wall. Green for my team, red for the other. And blue and yellow just to mess with us. Now, to make points you must follow them and "hit" them with your mind. However, the lights get increasingly darker, and it is hard to see were to go. Members of both teams are allowed to distract the others by engaging them in a fight.

Next is a one-on-one battle. I brawl with no other then Jackie Chan with fists. I actually do very good and block numerous attacks. I didnt I was that good at fist fighting In the end, though, he uses his secret move on me and I am KO.

The other game, I am the one left out of play. My job was to watch a cheesy cartoon that displays the relation between a boy and her dog. Then the dog dies at the end. When I arrive in the room, the ending is not finished and I get to lose the punch I remember thinking the dog's owner was someone from the other team.

In the last game you must point your arm at target that appear on the wall faster then the others to rack up points. To protect my arm from the other teams eagle (yep) I wrap my school bag around my arm.

over the course of my mini vacation i had several very long, very vivid dreams. They were all along the same plot line too. Post-apocalyptic military, eternal winter, and dreaming within a dream. they were all very strange.

To be honest i didn't want to wake up this morning knowing i was back "home" The dream i had was boring in comparison to those i had while above the Mason Dixen.....My Yankee blood is calling me back to the union! D: lol

noticing a few new dream signs: Snow, Decrepit buildings, Soldiers/Military.

Most of the town is gathered in the town hall (in this dream it's more of a large, one story tree building with two rooms), preparing for what we've heard on the news: Germany is invading Norway, starting right here in my home town!

Me and my dad are in sort of a leading position, advisors to the mayor. We try to keep people calm, but they're very afraid of what the germans will do. In the back room, people are even more hectic. "Where are the birds? They should've been here by now, I really hope they'll be here in time," says the mayor in a worried tone. I tell him that the birds are reliable. With the help of 100 birds, we will be able to defeat the germans.

People in the front room are screaming, and we can now see the germans coming down the hills in their tanks. At least 5 tanks. Dammit, we're as good as dead... A German leader goes out of one of the tanks and tells us through a megafone (in perfect English): "You might as well give up and accept defeat. You're surrounded!". All hope seems to have gone. There's too many of them, and the birds haven't shown.

But then! I hear noises from the back room, where dozens of white pigeons can be seen as they flow in to the room, as our desperately needed backup. They do not talk, after all they're just birds. But they seem to know very well what has to be done: attack the germans. We all feel very much safer and better now. We attack them, with the birds using their claws and wings to confuse the germans. They fly into the tanks and make them loose control. We're winning! I'm still on the inside of the building, no need for me to even get involved.

The germans are not very dangerous anymore, and right outside the window closest to me I can see a female reporter with a film camera. She puts his camera into an opening in a german tank. "What is she doing," I ask a girl next to me. "She's making fun of them, and they can't even shoot her," the girl replies. We have a good laugh at the silly germans, who thought they could invade us. Didn't they know we had the birds on our side?

Hello well I don't why I dream such a crap, it doesn't makes really sense at all. I know that dream logic is tricky, but yesterday it was really weird.

I walk to the bus-station to take my bus like I do it everyday. It was dark outside which is also normal, because I take it early in the morning. I walk a few meters, but than I'm 5 km away from the station! I think: "Well that doesn't matter, I'm gonna walk to the last station." So I walked an did 3 km in a minute or so... The street is closed, there is a huge tent and there is a party in it. I talk to a cop to ask, why the street is closed. He doesn't answer me but says: "Your bus isn't going to drive his normal way, but takes another one to avoid this place".
Instead of becoming lucid or so, I thank the cop for his kindness and walk to another station.
Suddenly I see that the bus is already leaving from his station. I have no chance to catch it. I get angry. Next to me are a few chairs. Yes on the street are chairs... I take on after another and smash them as far as I can. The chairs are laughing in an evil way while being thrown.

Suddenly I'm standing in another street. In front of there is a deer. It's very tall ( 2.5 meters). There are everywhere cars driving. I want to chase it away from the street that nobody gets hurt. I'm moving very slowly and I have success: it goes slowly away from the street. I'm happy but than a dog comes out of no where. The deer gets frightened and runs away and nearly provokes an accident. The dog sits down next to me. A DC shows up, he's angry and shouts at me: " Because of your stupid dog, the deer has gone! You and your dog gonna have to pay for it!"

Hey, sorry I've been really busy with school lately so I haven't had time to post online. I have been keeping track of my dreams though. I didn't have any dreams for the past two nights but last night I had one long and very vivid dream and one semi-vivid dream. I do not have the energy to type those up now (especially because the first one is quite long) but I will post them tomorrow. From now on I probably won't be posting every day but I will be posting about every day.

somehow, I knew I was dreaming.
then I started to check time. on my mobile it was full of something like
@#$%()*
*#&^$))@
@&#$*$)

then I was sure, I was dreaming.
then I looked around, I was inside a building.
then I thought how about change it red color?
I read others post said I can change the color, right?
but I fell back to sleep again...???


my conclusion:
Why should I change the environment?
I think lucid is enough.