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Lucid Dream #8

This is my 8th LD and my second one in a row!

Red = Non-Lucid
Blue = Lucid

I wake up at 4:00AM and go back to sleep. I wake up again at 5:00AM then go back to sleep. About every 10-20 minutes I wake up (naturally) and recall some dreams then go back to sleep.

I wake up... or did it? I do a nose plug reality check.
I get out of bed calm but also excited because this is my second LD in a row. (I had one the other day too.) I try to walk through my window but it was like rubber and pushed me back. I tired again and it worked. Right after that I had a vision that said something like "Can you come here to have coffee (Someones name here)" it also showed what the place looked like. Right after that a car drove up and on the hood it said "Drive in style!" I instantly had to go to the bathroom really bad and got sucked out of the dream.

~FIN

Plans: Challenge one of the tournament tonight at the Hogwarts where I am a student with MoSh. It looks like I'll be working with Draco, though, since we're in the same house. MoSh will be working with Harry and Hermione since they're all in Gryffindor. This sucks.

Tour of the Castle
I am in a bedroom at Hogwarts and I'm not lucid. I really need to RC every time I'm in a bedroom that isn't my own... So I leave the bedroom and enter an office of some kind, there is a big ornate wooden desk, there isn't much in the room, it looks like it isn't in use right now. I look around for a bit, not sure what I'm supposed to be doing in there. I was still pondering that when there was a knock at the door, I open the door to reveal Professor McGonagall waiting at the door. I let her inside, she says she has come to help me get acquainted with the castle. So now I follow McGonagall down the hall. I notice there are two exits from the living area / office, one of them leads to the main hallway while the other leads directly to a classroom, it's the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom. I follow McGonagall to the main hallway and then we go around the school, meeting an assortment of people. Filched greeted me with a grunt and a glare until I say he has an adorable kitty, after which I pick up a surprised Mrs. Norris and then give her cause to purr, and she purrs very loud indeed! I comment to Filch that I love anything feline, I am a hopeless cat lover. Mrs. Norris clearly likes me, so Filch soon calms down. He had been a bit upset when I had first scooped Mrs. Norris into my arms. McGonagall says we need to keep going, so I set Mrs. Norris down and follow McGonagall. We are seeing where all of the classrooms are, meeting all of the teachers and others that work there, for the most part I get a friendly welcome.

There are a couple people there who seem less than thrilled to see me. And those are actually people I have already met, I am sure of that. Somewhere along this tour I have become lucid, so I am now aware I am dreaming. Snape greets me with a grunt and a dirty look, I know he wanted to be the Defense Against the Dark Arts class. I am figuring he voted me in only because, when choosing between Umbridge and me, I am the obvious choice. Lucius is in the halls, I wonder how much time Lucius is at Hogwarts. As McGonagall is introducing me to people, she is saying the role they play at Hogwarts. It turns out the heads of the houses aren't the same as in the book. In fact, McGonagall introduces Arthur Weasley as the head of Gryffindor, I say I thought that was McGonagall. McGonagall says no, seems surprised, then says there would be far too much room for bias if the heads of the houses were also teachers. She says Snape would never flunk anyone in his house. She says Arthur Weasley is head of Gryffindor, Xenophilius Lovegood is head of Ravenclaw, I have never heard the name of the person who is head of Hufflepuff, and Lucius Malfoy is the head of Slytherin.

Speaking of Lucius Malfoy, McGonagall meet up with him in one of the halls. He doesn't seem too happy to see me, but at least he is making an effort to hide that. He McGonagall has something she needs to attend to, and she needs me to wait. Right there with Lucius? Don't take too long... So there I am in the hallway with Lucius, and it seems a bit awkward, so I just wait there silently while Lucius is giving me a strange look. While I am standing there thinking the situation rather sucks, someone even worse comes along. Dolores Umbridge comes along down the hall. She is still not pleased to see me, but it seems she is currently more angry a Lucius for some reason. She walks right over to Lucius and says she should curse him into next week for that trick. She says it took her hours to find the proper counter-curse to get rid of that obscenity from her forehead. I remember the word BITCH being tattooed on her face, I look to see if it is really gone. Lucius is also looking, he says it's good she cleared up that label... the word BITCH didn't properly describe Umbridge. I look and now the words UGLY BITCH are displayed on her forehead, glowing and changing color constantly. I say Lucius is right on this one, Umbridge's forehead looks much better now, then I turn away quickly because I think I might start laughing. McGonagall comes out of the room where she had gone, she looks at Umbridge and gasps. She is staring, all she can say is, "Dolores! Your face! It's..." I interrupt McGonagall and say her face sure does look a lot better. McGonagall is about to say something else when Umbridge takes a look at me, gives a huff, then says I shouldn't get too comfortable since I won't be at the school for long. She leaves in a huff. McGonagall makes no further attempt to stop her, but she does want to know who put it there. I say I didn't do it, but I think it was Q. Q has a sense of humor and would no doubt find that amusing. From the closed door of a women's restroom a bit farther up the hall comes, "Lucius Malfoy!!!" There are a few other sounds, then Umbridge comes out of the bathroom and storms over to Lucius. I notice that, unfortunately, her forehead is now clear of writing. Damn. She got rid of it. She points at her forehead and tells Lucius that she has countered how curse. As I am watching, however, the words DUMB UGLY BITCH appear on her forehead in neon pink. I snort a bit of laughter, turning it into a cough, though it still gets Umbridge's attention. She heads off in a huff again.

I follow McGonagall through the rest of the tour of the castle, though nothing more worth noting takes place. I am thinking it would be sooooo easy to get lost in there that it isn't even funny. I wonder how the students manage to find their classes at all. I guess it is something they get used to, but it seems the setup would lead to a lot of tardy first years, at least for a while. The tour ends back where we started, back in the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom. McGonagall says again that everyone, or most everyone, is glad to have me aboard. So don't pay any attention to Umbridge, she is all talk and there really is nothing she can do now that I have been voted in by a majority of the board members at Hogwarts. Speaking of Umbridge, she storms into the room and demands to know where Lucius Malfoy is, I see her forehead now sports only one word, and that is FUCKTARD. Q must have heard Tigress use that word. McGonagall says that is really immature, but she seems to be snickering a bit, too. I wonder what it will say next... I was fortunately able to wait until McGonagall left the room before I woke up.

Concert Shirt Swap
I am in a large room, it is an auditorium, and there are people coming into the room and taking seats, it looks like there is going to be a concert going on soon. I am thinking I somehow got in without a ticket, and I am hoping I don't get caught... because the ticket price is outrageously expensive, there's no way I could afford one. I am trying to remember who is playing, is it even worth that kind of money? Well, no matter, I got in free, so I'm happy. It turns out that they are even giving out free t-shirts, one of the employees gives me one, so I look at the shirt, and it displays the names of the bands to be playing. There are a couple opening acts I don't recognize, but the headlining groups are Metallica and Disturbed, awesome! I take my shirt off right there in front of everyone, not really being concerned about the people who are around me to see. I put on my shirt but then I realize I have a big hole in it! That really pissed me off, so I switched back to my own shirt. I look around and I see that some people have laid their shirts around, I figure I will make a swap. Bit when I try, someone calls me on it, I say I thought it was mine... Sorry. The music starts, it's Metallica playing, I am hoping I haven't missed Disturbed. Of course now the place is darker, so I am able to swap my shirt with another. Then I make my way towards the front of the crowd to get closer to the band. It's Metallica, but I don't recognize the songs.

A River Runs Through It
There is a river running through our yard, across the driveway, blocks the driveway. The water is rancid. Oil in it. Can't get out, worried about dogs... what if they drink this crap??? They can't reach. Not an issue. What if it erodes and grows wider? We need a bridge. Mom talking to my brother, John about the bridge. I follow the river to see where it comes from, can it be diverted? Somehow I become lucid... that's John! I don't want to lose him again... I hug him, I don't want to let him go, he wants to know what brought that on...

I am in my own bedroom, I get up off the bed and go out into the living room. I haven't been sleeping, I have been lying in there relaxing, but now I think it is time to get doing something. I go outside to get a bit of fresh air, but there is something weird about the yard. It takes me a bit to recognize what is wrong with the yard, but I finally see that there is a river running through it! I see my mother out there talking to someone, I go over to see what is going on, because I know there isn't supposed to be a river in the yard. The river flows across the driveway, so it is impossible to get our cars out of the driveway. I find it is my brother John that my mom is talking to, I also get a closer look at the water. The water is disgusting. There is a lot of oil and crap in the water, and it also smells bad. My mother is talking to John about leaving the river there and building a bridge... but why would she want to keep the river stench going through the yard?! I follow the river to the west to see if I can find out where the river is coming from and maybe it can be diverted. Somewhere as I'm following the river I become lucid, though I can't identify exactly where.

Now that I'm lucid I head back to where my mom is talking to John still, but now I realize it's a dream and that as soon as I wake up John will be gone again. This realization makes me sad, I miss my brother. I decide to take advantage of the time I have with him. I run over to John and I throw my arms around him in a great big bear hug. He seems a bit surprised, but he returns the hug. I keep hugging him, I really don't want to let go. It seems almost as if, by holding on to him tightly enough, I can pull him from the dream into waking life. Of course that isn't possible, but I hold on to him tightly just the same. I am still holding him when I wake up, and of course he isn't there.

- playing some guitar, guide is pointing at a set list of songs.
- FA, woman upstaris tells me to turn down the TV.
- Running into some guy from elementary school.
- Strange market where I turn fruits and vegetables into a strange keyboard

A few weeks ago I dreamed I was at school and Skillet (my favorite band) was there for 3rd period to do a little concert for us. In the dream I was really freaked out cause it was awesome, but the fact was I was "late" for 3rd period and my teacher yelled at me. The hallways looked different and it was really weird. I guess I should have immediatly noticed that it was not normal, but I haven't been into this LD thing for a while so I took it fine and didn't notice it. Then the bell rang, I guess it was "magically" the end of the "day" and the Skillet people walked up to me and hugged me, except Korey (which is weird that I can actually remember this) and then I woke up.

Then about two days ago I had a dream I was outside the elementary school. Ben Kasica, guitarist in Skillet, was there. I somehow had my blue guitar with me (and again I should have noticed it was a dream because there were a lot of things weird about that dream) and I played a song, that I don't really know how to play yet, for Ben. So then I hugged him and freaked out because I thought I had actually met him. But sadly, twas only a dream. I should have noticed that though! Why didn't I?! Ack! I need to know! LOL

So that concludes my first DJ entry. So um... I wonder when I'll start doing RC in my dreams. I wanna Lucid so bad!

The way I do my DJ's is kinda funny. I wake up a few time in the night to scribble nonsense into my journal and I don't read them until 9 or 10 that night. Anyways!

I was at my grandmother's house in the drive way with about 4 or 5 other people I didn't know. There was two cars on the street that belonged to them. They were swapping drugs (weed mostley) when a monster truck came down the street and smashed their cars. They were freaking out.
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Then, for whatever reason, I was helping these two little girls find a pink bike in a trailer park.
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I was with my grandma and she was driving me up and down this road with a huge circus on each side. For some reason, I was pretty PO'ed...

I then woke up.

the dream started with me standing at a bar. it was pretty fancy, everyone was wearing suits and dresses. it looked like something out of a big hollywood party. the bar tender came up to me and gave me a drink as if id already ordered. so i handed over a 20 and he refused. he said something about a tab so i was like whatever. i turned round and scanned the room as if i was waiting on or looking for some one. then this guy wearing a white suit jacket strolled, looking suave as hell. we greeted and had a drink then he looked around as if to see if anyone was listening. he came close and whispered something i cant remember but i instantly realised that he was a vampire and everyone else as well.
i looked at my watch and i realised it wasnt my watch as in my dreams i always have my omega watch on.
thats when i went lucid, id been preparing for a lucid dream all day so when it happened i was pretty calm and collected. i imagined myself as a vampire aswell and i felt my heart stop beating. i headed for the door and when i opened it was a sheer drop from the side of skyscraper. it was night time and the city looked odd. ass if there werent any roads or something. i took a couple steps back and aimed for the other building. i took a running jump, and since i was a vampire i had some awesome skills, so i flew over the gap and smashed through the window. i had cuts on my face but i started to heal. i was putting too much thought into being this vampire so it was effected the lucidity so i done some basic stuff to refocus like i walked over to what looked like a dinner table and picked up a tumbler, i imagined the coldness of the glass and the weight of it. then i rubbed my hands together and everything seemed back to normal. i looked around at it seemed to be a penthouse or something. i walked towards the bedroom and opened the door. there was a woman sleeping in a black four posted bed. i walked up to her side and tried to look at her face but at that moment she woke up and sat up. she ddint see me for some reason. she looked confused by something, through this i ddint move or say anything i just watched her. she settled back into bed and fell asleep shortly after. i realised that she probably couldnt see me because it was pitch black and i could see because i was a vampire. i thought i might aswell do some proper vampire shit, so i leaned over her and brushed the hair from her neck. i was readying myself for the bite when my dream started to fade again. i looked around trying to stabilize it somehow but rubbing my hands together didnt help.
i woke up after that but the vampire theme was due to the fact that ive been watching a lot of trueblood lol

Recall has been low lately. These dreams were ok but I'll just quickly summarize them.

Teething Falling Out
Yeah, one of those dreams. I had these weird braces that made my teeth fall out. I also had some metal fixtures at the back of my mouth that I try to remove because they cut my tongue.

Movie Diss
I am at a bar with some coworkers but they are the ones I don't get along with. One of them is trying to remember the name of a movie. One guy knows the one she is talking about and says it's one of his favorites. Everyone else seems to agree. But I say it was a dumb movie. I think it was Juno.

Movies in Bed
I meet a high school guy friend at his house. I think it's Thomas. We are going to watch a movie in his room. There are two girls there. One lays down on the bed with Thomas. I lay at the far end of the bed, giving them some polite space. The other girl is Megan. She takes off her pants and lays with me. She has black hair, a black tank top, and black underwear. She's so hot. She cautiously lays next to me, then moves closer. She puts her head on my shoulder and then an arm across my chest. She seems nervous to make this move. I wrap my arm around her and pull her closer to reassure her that I'm okay with it. Then we watch the movie for a bit on a small television.

I had this dream over a week ago, but I haven't had the time to write it down

My sister and I are waiting for the babysitter. I think to myself this is odd, because we are both adults and I even have my own home. I think to myself I am upset that our mother would make us go to a babysitter, when we capable of watching ourselves. We in a downtown area, near what appears to be the ocean. Our babysitter pulls up in a white BMW. We get in, the leather seats are tan. She is on the phone, in a suit, and is chatting away. My sister and I exchange glances of irritability. The woman pulls up in front of what looks like a quiet restaurant. She waves for us to follow her. It is dusk out, the trees outside the building are willows, there are lights outside lining the roof, like christmas lights, but they are white and are there all the time. It is chilly out, but not cold. My sister and I walk in and there are many business people in suits carrying briefcases seating themselves at high tables on tall, barstool like chairs. There is music coming from the back of the restaurant, or what we now realize is a cafe. My sister and I seat ourselves at a barstool table looking out over the road, where the car is parked, and wonder when our mother will be by to pick us up. We are aware we have at least a few hours to wait. A colleague of mine, Broc, walks up from nowhere and tells us he too is waiting to be picked up. We acknowledge the people around us, and a waitress meanders around taking drink orders. As I am talking to Broc, I don't notice my sister slip away. Finally, he asks me where she went and I know she went in the back room. I make my way back there, aware that I have my phone and bag with me. Women are wearing fake, white wigs and there is a black light. They are dressed like 'sexy' aliens, I suppose, in high, platform silver boots and short skirts that are black and silver. I tell them my sister went back there. Normally there is a fee to go to the 'club' but I push past them. I see a large arena like area, with stadium seating to the right. I walk out onto the field of dead grass. It is an indoor arena, for there are walls on all sides. People are wearing jerseys of their favorite sports teams and I am looking for my sister. I see an old school-mate, Tyler, and walk over to him. I am trying to climb the steps but they are too high- more like walls. We then spot her in a crowd of people, intoxicated. I am disgusted and decide she can handle herself. Suddenly, the atmosphere changes and everyone starts lining up. Men are on one side, women on the other. We all start moving, and I am smashed in between people. I see people are moving toward an opening in the far wall. I rush to get out of the crowd as a stampede begins. The music is louder there, and the 'party' has moved to this arena.

I run out onto the deck of a ship. We are on a large freighter, or maybe a cruise ship. Tyler is among the people that ran out, and I follow the group. A drill sergeant is shouting for us to run down a flight of stairs. At the bottom of the stairs is a tarp that is spread over open water. We are on the bottom level of the ship and there is a rope that extends the length of the tarp (maybe 50 feet). The sergeant wants us to run across the tarp, it will help our balance. I am concerned, because I don't want my phone to get wet, but I follow the others. As I inch my way out on the tarp, which still moves over the water, but is taut enough that it doesn't descend, I turn to see a wave moving toward us. It rushes into the open space of the bottom deck, crashing into the steel wall of the hull of the ship. I note that my legs are wet and begin to panic that my phone will get wet. I move faster across the area, clinging to the rope. A bigger wave rolls in and I grip the rope as it pushes me, engulfing my entire body. The water recedes and I am trying to get to the other side of the tarp. Other people crossing have fallen and been pulled into the wave that didn't hold onto the rope. Waves continue to roll in and I think to myself "My new phone is ruined!". I am upset, but make it to the other side. When there, I feel in my back pocket and my phone is gone. I climb up red clay mountains, and look down to see two boys, maybe 18-19, that are tanned dark from the sun. One boy has sandy blond hair, a white, ripped tank top, and red shorts. He is diving into the water with a net and gathering cell phones on the bottom of the ocean. I see phones scattered in piles. I call down and ask if they found my iPHone. He says no. I ask him if he can look. He says he can, but I'd have to buy the phone back from him. I am so concerned about being withotu a phone I tell him ok. I tell him I'll pay him whatever he wants. He tells me the price is $1.50, and that he doesn't feel comfortable selling me my OWN phone back. I am irritated, and I see a mouse. I follow the mouse, for some reason, and he leads me up the rocks to the top of a mountain. There is a ceiling, now, for some reason, and its a paneled, office type ceiling. I crouch on the top of the mountain, only 2 or so feet to spare above my head if I am crouching, and look down. There are weird animals, almost like buffaloes, down below. I think this is strange.

Thats as much of the dream as I can remember

Dream on Dec. 8, 2010. I only remember bits and pieces

I was on a journey with other people. We were in a plane, but it was not a normal plane, it was more like a platform that flew without any obvious means of propulsion. Below us was the sea, or perhaps a large lake, and very green hills that protruded from the dark water. On some of the larger land masses, there were picture perfect cottages, easter egg colors with white framing. Willows and other dainty trees grew as well as abundant gardens with roses and tulips. We landed, the platform becoming a deck. There was a marina, and passengers started getting off, moving to various boats. There were large boats, with engines, but I got in a group where there was only a small fishing boat with oars. I tried getting in, but each time I stepped in the boat, it would start sinking. Everyone else but myself and a stranger had left and we were trying to find a way to get in the boat without it sinking. Finally, a little fishing boat with an enginge appeared. It was being directed by a former colleague of mine, Will, from the SPCA. He irritably told us to get in, and the other few people in the boat moved over so we could clamber aboard. There was water in the bottom of the boat and I was concerned we would sink. However, we made it to the other dock, which was attached to vibrant green grass. There was a dirt walkway with granules of sand and rock and a wooden border. We walked up to a large, stucco covered building with a wooden awning with trellises that grew ivys. We walked inside, and I saw another former colleague, Brandon. Everyone was dressed in suits, it was a speech tournament. I remember looking at him and thinking I was going to tell him "Brandon, I had a dream about you!" Ironically enough, I was dreaming about him. Everyone was chattering, waiting for another round to start. I remember feeling as if I were invisible, wandering through this large hall, which seemed to be composed of only hallways. The floor looked like marble and there was old furniture. The hall seemed like it was being remodeled, there was large sheets of plastic sectioning off rooms.

Then I woke up

Yep. So in the dream I was in my 4th hour, and I accidentally fell asleep during his lecture. I began to dream of dreaming about being in a video game. I was looking for an axe. I think the video game was probably Minecraft. A girl appeared next to a tree and told me that she wants me to fight her.

"Sure...Just hang on a minute, I'm really thirsty." I walked into my grandparent's living room to get a glass of water. Her facial expressions showed disgust in being postponed. She quickly ran up to me, stomped on my feet and said, "and that's only the first level of pain." It didn't hurt at all so I brushed her off.

Well, this pissed her off even more. She dragged me to the other side of the room violently. She put a small table between her and I so that it obstructed my vision. She had my feet underneath the table and I was laying on my back.

The pain started mild at first. I wasn't sure what she was doing, but it couldn't cause any harm, right? And it didn't really hurt.

The pain grew like a wild fire, encompassing both my feet and legs. It felt like my skin and bones were both in a raging sea of flames. I could sense that physically my skin was cold to the touch - but the flames were internal, existing deep beneath my skin and charring my essence.

The pain continued to intensify, and I screamed wildly. My own screams filled my ears and went to the highest frequency. I shrieked as loud as I could, hoping that someone could hear me outside of the dream.

"WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed louder.

And then the pain vanished and I woke up to the beginning dream.

"Are you okay?" A teacher asked, looking down at me. I looked around. I was in the middle of the hallway and people were staring.

"You were screaming so loud. Even the people in the cafeteria could hear you!"

I looked down at my legs. They looked fine, although some of the pain in the right foot still existed as a ominous remnant.

I limped back to my 4th hour, where I had fallen asleep at. I wondered how I had managed to wake up so far away? Had I sleep walked?

It was still the lunch hour, so I talked to my friend about what had just happened. I explained to her that the girl I had met in the video game was the same girl in our 4th hour. She said that the exact same thing had happened to her as well.

Dream Recall has sucked for me recently. I was doing well for a couple of months, remembering one every night. But now I can't seem to remember one a week. I've got one that I haven't posted yet, from two nights ago, but I haven't the time now. On a positive note: I did come very close to WILDing last night. I've never been able to get past the SP phase but this time, I got all the way to the transition phase. I saw a desert military base materialize in front of me like a videogame. I watching it as if from the point of view a helicopter would see, circling the base. I couldn't figure out how to get into the dream. I was afraid to try and jump in, afraid that I'd wake my body up. I tried imagining myself on the ground, walking between buildings, but that didn't work. I was waiting to see if the dream would get clearer or more stable, or until I felt like I could jump in without waking myself up, but it faded away. I tried at the last second to jump in, hoping I still had a chance, but woke my body up completely. I RCed and I was really awake. Dang. Oh well, that's closer to WILDing than I got last time.

I am on the Moon in the Biodome. I walk to the magic school. No one is there. I am confused.

I focus on Raven, and I tumble through a portal, landing on my feet, and turning into a desk in a class in Hogwarts. She tells me I am late. Let's get started. She talks about using pyrokinesis.

We go outside and practice. She says to toss the fireballs around, and make them move in all directions. I get bored of being a desk. I become a little wizard boy in a black robe. I say my name is Jason.

We then practice with water, ice and steam. We make ice like bullets. We practice on metal targets at a range. I shoot alternating balls of fire and ice at my target. Raven gives us all candy canes that taste like magic. I realize I am dreaming. I stare at the candy cane. It looks so real. It tastes like peppermint and guava. I touch the hay nearby. I jump around in the firing range. Raven tells me to stop fooling around.

"But we are dreaming Raven!"

I run to her and give her a hug. "Thanks for helping me. Thanks for teaching me this cool magic!!!"

I make an ice disk and ride it in the sky, shooting streams of fire and spinning in the air. I make a fire tornado and fly around in it. The dream fades as I chuckle to myself.

Uneventful lucid
Clarity: 8/10
Sleep: Nap
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm coming out of a mall barefoot, trying to find the book store where I left me shoes. The rocks underneath my feet are annoying and uncomfortable, when I'm dreaming!

I begin to run, but barefoot on the pavement is still annoying. I consider my options. Go back to where I left my shoes? No, that would take too long. Summon some shoes? That could take too many tries. Ignoring the sensation of being barefoot would work, but flying would be better!

I levitate half a foot off the ground and take off flying, but not very fast. Then I kind of lose it and arc back down to the ground. I notice some large construction equipment around my, and figure I should be able to lift those no problem. I grab a backhoe and lift it with ease. It feels like it has no weight at all. Then I smash it against another backhoe and they both crunch satisfyingly.

I climb on top of another backhoe type thing, thinking the added height will help my fly. Once at the top I wonder where I should go. I remember Joanne was at the house I just left, and I haven't had lucid sex in awhile. I look over the landscape from my vantage point, trying to retrace my journey, but it doesn't make sense. I won't be able to retrace my route in a linear fashion, I'll have to create it as I go.

I jump off the elevated bucket of the backhoe and attempt to fly, but I just glide to the ground again.

My dream recall lately has been quite pathetic...but I'm sure I know why.

This whole dream remembering thing is just not as easy for me.

What I've noticed is as I wake up there is a part of me that is learning to hold on to my dream a little longer so I can recall it but I'm recalling a poor quality one.

I was in some strange house with a bunch of people including this guy I dated last year. I think I remember us having to move boxes around from room to room.

I also recall having a wand in my hand very similar to the wand in the new Harry Potter.

The guy I dated was a jerk at some point and made me pay some money for a bite of his food even though we were all living in this house.

I feel like a remember another dream but nothing is coming to me so for now this is all the boringness I have.

I feel really bad for anyone who skims through this because its not exciting. Just using it for practice so I can start lucid dreaming.
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