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13.12.2010

Free computers (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I recorded three dreams for the 13th.

Second:

I was with two DC that were playing MTG. I wanted to play with them but I was told to not play my five colors zen control deck nor my fast elf deck. We were inside a waiting area for some employment offices.

Inside of the office, there was a desk with two chairs. For some reason, it communicated with the apartment were we living. I realized they were not my friends but my siblings. Our dad bought us three Dell computers and installed them in the basement. Each of us had each own computer now. They looked old school but worked well. The computers had Windows XP and Firefox. They had a black weightless mouse (same mouse I have in waking) I felt happy because I could backup my waking laptop into the desktop.

13.12.2010

Messing up with software (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I recorded three dreams for the 13th.

There was a competition for something. There was a software that ran better on the Internet. It was a Governement+Microsoft+Open Source software. I was sent undercover to mess up with the software.

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[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Real Magic Show[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"](DILD)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

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[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#800080"]I remember being in class when it suddenly hit me that I was in a dream.[/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"] (though I seemed to barely know it, not fully in control of myself)

[/COLOR][COLOR="#00008B"]My friend C was the only person there and she just said, "Well you were gonna show me something..." I decided I might as well show her some magic, giving that this is a dream. There was a bottle of OJ near meand I thought I might do something with that, I held my hand out and it just came to me, I poured it out and the fluid was changing colour while levitating. I moved the fluid around a bit, doing some tricks until I made it vanish. C asked how I'm doing this, I didn't tell her, but she said she heard of soemone else who can do these things, who could change the colour of something by rubbing their hand along it. I then put my hands together and slowly seperated them to make a portal disk in between my hands, and slowly made it bigger. when it was big enough, I put it on the wall and went through, I saw C follow me with a happy look, wondering what I was going to do next. We ended up at the lockers, with no-one else there either. I held my hand over some locks, slowly moving from lock to lock as each of them self unlocked. When I was done I made a sort of pulse to push open each locker as things poured out. [/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"](like I said, I wasn't really fully aware and in control, I KNEW it was a dream, but for whatever reason I was staying there, I don't know)[/COLOR][/INDENT]

After several days of not remembering my dreams, I had an active dreaming night last night. Unfortunately, I had to rush out the door this morning and did not have time to write them down or tell my husband about them which makes them harder to recall. Instead, I lay in bed an extra five minutes or so and recounted them in my head so that I could record them tonight. There were four dreams that I seemed to remember vividly this morning, but only one has stuck with me through the day- and I don't remember it as well now as I did this morning. That's how it goes! I really need to just get back to writing down key words. But this one dream was really weird so it is worth recording even though I don't remember it all.

In which I travel through the woods and meet an authoritarian blob who tells me I'm dreaming but I stay non-lucid anyway...

I'm in a dark, thick and slightly scary forest. It's a fairy tale type of forest, like in Hansel and Gretel, where the trees are so dense that they don't let in much light. The ground is moss-covered dirt, tangled with roots. I'm not me, but a dark haired woman with bobbed hair. An atheletic woman with curly shoulder-length hair is with me. I have to dig a box out of the hard ground.

After a lot of labour, I pull up a soiled old red box about the size of a shoe box. I open the box and there are some objects inside that aren't very valuable, but I can't remember what they were. The athletic woman and I are happy because these objects are necessary for us to enter the clearing.

We come out of the forest and into a clearing. We are standing in front of a cabin or a house that has a large, covered side patio with a few tables and chairs. There are a few people sitting out on the patio. The "man" who owns the house comes out. He is sort of a Jabba-The-Hut type character though I can't remember exactly if he was a man or another kind of creature. He rules over this area, and we are allowed to enter since we have these objects. He is an authority figure and we are under his control, but we are somehow grateful to him.

We are in the woods again and now having the objects from the box is not enough. To enter the house, we have to also agree to be naked. I strip off my clothes and am walking through the woods naked. I get up to the house and the authoritarian blobby man tells me that the objects are enough and that I don't have to be naked. I can put my clothes back on.

I argue with him and tell him that he required us to come naked or else we'd have to stay in the woods. He argues back and says that I'm trying to change the course of the dream by inserting this naked requirement into it when really we are welcome to enter the house anytime. At that point, I notice that I am me again, not the bobbed haired lady. The bobbed haired lady is sitting on the patio with the curly-haried lady. I tell the bobbed-haired lady that I was dreaming that I was her. She told me that I'd been there the whole time, but that I didn't realize I was dreaming.

All of this makes sense to me in my dream, and I even think about how I need to remember to write this down in the morning. But I never really become lucid. For example, I stayed naked even though everyone else had clothes on. I sat at the patio with the rest of them feeling insecure and embarrassed. The authoritarian blob guy seemed really irritated with me. The two ladies were nice, but disinterested.

This is the closest I've come to a lucid dream in a long time, but I haven't actually ever tried to have one. It was such a strange dream that I think I might actively try to induce a lucid dream when I get a chance.

OK so the dream started out with me and my friend Matt, hiking up a mountain that had a lot of trees we were overseeing a small town and then all of a sudden i said wait. I counted my fingers, I had 6 which is my dream recall. I noticed and I was so excited that I was in a dream and was lucid. I start flying everywhere and it was awesome. After a while of having fun, I said I want to see the gates of heaven, because I honestly couldn't think of what it would be like so out of the sky comes a mini tent. And my other friend Micah who appeared out of no where looked in it and said " I can see angels singing and gardens" very sarcastically. I look in at and god wrote a note saying " Do not ask for heaven in a dream. Otherwise I will take your dreaming ability". I wrote him a note back ad pleaded for him not to do it. It worked and the dream ended and went to a new one.

aNy ideas on what it could mean??

Couldn't write this earlier because I worked but I had a strange dream.

It felt like I was in one of those scary movies where there are people in hiding and others who are searching and want to kill those in hiding.

I was one of the ones in hiding. Sadly, because I went through a whole day of stuff I don't think I can recall all the dream but I just want to get some of it out.

There was a group of people, about 10-12, all different ages and races and somehow we were paired together. We were in hiding because there were people who wanted to kill us. It seemed like 30 Days of Night type deal or The Road but not exactly because there were still others living in the world quite normally that we occasionally came into contact with.

Right now all I can remember was being in a house where the windows and doors were blocked with whatever we could find, sheets, tables, blankets, boxes, anything. We were trying to keep ourselves safe so we never turned on lights.

It was day light at one point and I remember barely peaking out a part of the window, making sure it was safe. The house was just sad. We were all sitting around just waiting for when it was okay to move to the next place.

Something went wrong. All I remember was us rushing as fast as we could to get on a bus, but it wasn't really a bus. More like a tour bus/the bus from Harry Potter. I was standing outside of the bus handing little children from their parents up into the bus while my boyfriend was sitting in the driver seat, but he wasn't my rl boyfriend. As I'm pushing people onto the bus faster and faster I can see the bad people coming. My boyfriend is yelling at me to get on the bus but I wont. I have to make sure that everyone is safe.

At the last possible moment I am able to get on the bus and we speed away as fast as we can. While sitting in the seat behind the driver seat i place my hand on my dream boyfriends shoulder and he grabs it tightly for a minute before returning to the steering wheel.

We drive for what seems like a short while but somehow we're safe. We're at the next area and my dream boyfriend walks out of the car into the house and starts getting people in. After everyone is situated he sits on a chair and pulls me to sit on his lap. His hands grab my face in a somewhat rougher manner but its because he was afraid. He says "This life is miserable as it is. You can't do that again. I couldn't continue without you. We (looks around) wouldn't continue without you" and then he kisses me.

I woke shortly after that and rushed to work.

What an intense dream.

I was at school at some point, but I can't remember much, other than JO was there.

I was at some point at some warehouse too.

I remember sitting beside V. I was just looking at him. He was looking off into the distance. I decided to kiss him. I ran my lips over his cheek; it was so soft. I couldn't seem to get my lips away from him; I ran over and over his face, and eventually gave him a little sort of lick-kiss over his mouth. Then the dream ended.

missed 3 great chances to get lucid last night. one i was playing football and unable to do a dragback as i always seem to be in dreams. one i was running and started floating but naively dismissed it as finally happening in real life

finally i had alot of things getting worryingly damaged like my bike and cooker in the house. worry should be a good dreamsign to try to use.

D- must try harder

12/13/2010
Fragment
Don't remember much about this one at all. It was something to do with being on a God of War / Castlevania type of quest, battling creatures of the night and making my way through treacherous terrain. The main thing I remember is being on a high cliff face, having to scale the structure with my bare hands. There was a lot of cliff-hanging and crazy maneuvering, but most of the details are gone. In a hilarious twist, by the end of the dream, I was working in a childcare center, and I had to balance my time on the job with my mission; constantly checking the time and plotting out where my adventure would take me next, after I got done with my shift.

Something about having to climb over a massive mountain or something. I had to fight some kind of creatures of the night, and the whole thing kind of felt like God of War, or something similar. There was a lot of cliff-hanging and maneuvering. I just don't remember much. By the end, I remember having a job at like a childcare center or something, and had to balance being on time, with my mission.

12/10/2010
"The Mighty Pen"

I was really broken up about a death in my family. I have a strong feeling that it was my mom, but I'm not exactly sure. My dad was actually alive, and in this dream with me, though my mom was nowhere to be found. Whatever the case, I was in my old house (Canterbury) and crying about it. Trying to get me to snap out of mourning, my dad came into my room to talk to me. I just wanted him to leave me alone. There was really nothing that he was able to say, to make the pain go away. And, in his usual way, his cold words did more to agrivate me than they did to help rid me of my emotions. Finally, fed up, I said something that got him to piss off. I can't remember what it was, though.

He left the room, and went to the bathroom down the hall. Alone with my thoughts for another minute or so, I eventually began to clear my head. It was then that I heard my alarm chirp, as if someone had just walked into the house, unannounced. (Funny thing is, we didn't have the alarm, back at that house. The only alarm we've ever had is the one installed in the house I live in now. I didn't even think of this as strange, in the dream.) Whomever it was, they made no effort to let us know that they were here, and unless they were sitting in the living room, by themselves, they were coming down the hall toward me room. I also knew that we had hollow floors, so if they were coming down the hallway, they were purposefully trying not to make any noise. Quickly, I looked around for a weapon. The only thing that was within arms reach was a pair of ink pens on my desk. Without a second thought, I grabbed them up, holding them - one in each hand - in downward positions, to make them effective stabbing weapons. Waiting patiently at my room door, I took a fighting stance, anxiously poised and ready for the intruder to make his appearance at my doorway. A hand appeared, and I lunged. Stabbing the first pencil out toward my target, I drew it back when I noticed a gorgeous young girl, with light-brown skin and cornrows, standing in front of me. Startled, she said "It's just me," throwing her hands up and staring at the uncapped pen aimed at her throat.

Apparently, her and I were friends (though I have no idea if she's actually someone that I know in waking life). She told me that she knew about what had happened to my family member, and she just really wanted to hang around and cheer me up. I actually wasn't in the mood for 'cheering up,' and I believe I was going to be leaving the house soon, so I kindly walked her back out the front door. We had a short conversation on the porch, and I kept calling her "Jessica." Finally, after having put up for quite some time - and being really classy about it - she just gave me a friendly smirk and said "It's Vanessa." I felt really bad for getting her name wrong, and even worse for asking her to leave, when she just wanted to try to lift my spirits. I knew I wasn't able to hang out at the time, though. After spending a few seconds with her, I went back inside. I remember doing something with the alarm keypad, but I don't believe I armed it.

(After this dream, I woke up to the sound of the real house alarm going off. I came to find out that my mom had been in the living room, with the alarm company, and they were testing it for some kind of trouble. It seems all of their beeping and fooling with the system had worked its way into my dream.)

last night i had the weirdest dream. i remember most of my dreams i dont know why. the dream began where i was in my house and stood next to my basement door, it was open and a little girl was standing on the steps leading down into my basement. it felt so real and i can remember every single detail. i asked her what her name was, she answered,"michelle". and she told me her brother and mother were downstairs. i slowly walked down the stairs and stood infront of me was a tall lady with short brown hair, and a little boy about 7 years old. the lady said hello to me and i looked around the basement. there was a matress and a couple of chairs in the room. the lady was sat down staring at me from the corner of the room. the children took my hands and then told me to follow them and go talk to there mum.(by this time i had gone past being scared and i was more curious) i started to tal to the lady in the corner, she said that she had been down there fr a while. her husband locked them down in the basement and ran away.for some reason i knew they were dead and so did they but i wasnt scared. i asked her if she wanted anything and she sed she was hungry. i offred to make her something to eat(like u do lol) then out of nowhere she grabbed my arm and said "ive got it" and she scratched my name and some numbers into my arm and i felt it , it was painful..(weird eh?) she sed she will come for me wen she is redy. there is no escaping.and i ran upstairs and out the door. i then woke up in my dream.and looked at my arm and i had a weird scratched tattoo thingy on my arm and then i woke up properly...anyway just thought id share my weird dreams with ppl lol.

DILD...crap recall
I remember trying to teleport to Walms after throwing several black holes on the wall and stepping through one . When I got to the next location, it was a dark area, and I saw some fast moving light flying by. I remember trying to catch up to it thinking it was him.

Nomad's Dream
I wake up, and look at Angel sleeping peacefully. I kiss the back of her neck. It's a false awakening. I go back to sleep.

I am in the Biodome with Angel. We are walking through it, looking at all the plants. "Are we in Eden again, Adam?"

"No, my Lilith, we are on the Moon."

"Oh. Hmm... How strange. Is that our friend there? The animal woman?"

I see Raven as a half raven-half human. She is making magic in a small circle on the ground. Raven stands up and looks at us. We silently smile at each other.

The dream fades to black.
Raven's Dream

Dream in a Dream: More Fish in the Sea
I am outside in a forest area, I am in an area of soft dirt and I am drawing in it, I am trying to figure out some symbols that might serve to help me make magic work on this plane. I have started by drawing a circle around myself, I continue drawing symbols around the circle, though I'm not even sure what I am trying to accomplish. I see there is someone else there, I look up and I see there is a man there watching me… is that what I am trying to do? Attract someone who will love me and treat me right? He's kinda cute, but that's not my main concern, I am looking at his energy, which looks good, it looks welcoming, caring. I stand up and smile at him, he smiles back… really? I have to get the nerve to say hi to him… but then that falls apart… a woman comes over and they start kissing, a thin woman, one chin, a pretty face, younger than me… great… There are men out there, good ones, but that is no benefit to me. Are there more "fish in the sea" after breaking up with my ex boyfriend? Sure… too bad I don't have any bait! ,u_u, The scene fades out to reveal I have been dreaming, and now I find I am in bed… leading to the next dream…

***

I've been trying to lucid dream for the past week but i always mes something up so im just gonna stop for a little while probably till monday. For now I'm just gonna research a lot of different ways and maybe get some tips on the way.

I am at the Pyramids of Giza. I am in my archdemon form, perched atop The Great Pyramid.

A vampire appears out of the sky in confusing form. He is battling... a cherub. He flings it into the portal, and lands on the desert floor. He grows himself to skyscraper size.

He looks like me in my vampire form, but slightly different.

"Who are you, imposter?" he demands. I feel his gaze pierce into my eyes, trying to probe my mind. Instead of pushing him back, I pull him in. My eyes change to swirling portal eyes. I begin to pull him into NeverwonderHell. He turns his gaze away in anger.

Agh! You bastard!

Now his eyes look like the eyes of a blind man.... No, he has extra eyelids like a bird.

"I don't care who you are, I see your vampire form beneath your skin, you false demon."

He makes a noise that sounds like the shriek of a banshee, the howl of a wolf, and the roar of a bear. Vampire scream. I involuntarily transform into my vampire form, Soulkyst. I am a tall vampire with long straight white hair, and pale pale lavender skin. I am wearing a suit and a long cape with black boots.

The enemy vampire draws a sword. Two small swords pop out from my wrists and spin. We roar and charge at each other. I teleport behind him, and stab him in the back. He roars in pain. I make my left fist into a hammer and break his spine. He falls to the desert floor and writhes in agony.

"You can't kill me. I am immortal!" he hisses.

"I know."

I crouch down at him, and look at him.

"Go ahead and drink of my blood, o victor."

"I don't want your blood."

I probe his mind. At first he resists, then he lets me in....

The Vampire King? The one we defeated in the desert in two dreams almost a year apart? On assignment.... to assassinate...Raven and Spike? This doesn't make any sense... Past lifetimes... karmic bonds.... he and Selene... okay... he and I are brothers... twin souls... half souls...!

He looks at me and grins.

"It's time for us to no longer be separate. Nevergawn smashed our soul in two thousands of years ago."

I look at him. It's like looking at a mirror. I suddenly feel the pain I inflicted on him, his power... I feel weak... he is draining me... I am draining him?

We swirl together and become two tornadoes of dark purple and dark grey energy. I feel our souls merge...

***

I am back in my mediation room in BanYanLand in the Biodome on the Moon. I look in the mirror. My eyes are two different colors: aquamarine and gold. I feel somehow complete.

Saber walks in.

DUDE I HAD THIS WEIRD DREAM WHERE THERE WAS ANOTHER VAMPIRE LIKE ME, AND I BECAME HIM! he shouts at me.

Was it me?

No, nothing like you.

Weird, me too!

***

dream skips

***

I am back at the Pyramids. I am perched atop the Great Pyramid in my Vampire form.

AndresLD flies out of a sky portal riding a giant boomerang.

Hey Nomad. AHA! IT'S YOU, YOU BASTARD!

Andres transforms and tattoos grow and swirl on his skin glowing blue. He charges at me, and we battle in the sky. I draw a sword. CLANG CLANG CLANG!

Nephanim comes out of a sky portal. He is a golden man. STOP! he shouts. Then he starts shooting energy lasers out of his third eye at us.

We all battle each other.

There is a strange thing on my arm talking to me. A monkey is swirling around it.

MadMonkey?

He starts laughing crazily. I stop time.

Raven appears, driving this crazy old black American train.

ALL ABOARD TO THE MOON!

The black Moon Dragons Appear.

The train gets on its back, and we ride to the moon.

We land in the Biodome. For some reason my spaceship is on display. We look at ourselves in its shiny reflection.

We give everyone a tour of The Tower.

***

The Caverns

I am in Mosh's Inner World. We are smoking out of a hookah in a trippy room off to the side in his dream house. Asuka comes in and gives us cookies. We are dreaming! Right! She laughs and tends to the baby.

"So, let's go and explore these caverns!"

"Hell yeah."

We go into his basement. There is a door that says, "Other Worlds."

He opens it, and we step into a great cavern.

"Ah! I have been here before in REM dreams!!!"

I visually follow an old trail of mine, and see that it leads to my Inner World.

A mole-man appears and asks if we want to go down into the depths.

We nod.

We get in a minecart and go down down down.

Everything changes. There is a beautiful underground kingdom. The caves are lined with glowing fungus. There are fish, animals, and people. Everything is hidden. Go ahead and talk about us, because no one will believe you. You can't find us here unless we want you too.

Those who get too close, we kill.

I am shown over a bowl of water...

There are fifteen glowing energy centers in the Cavern Worlds. Each is like a sun. It's a mass of force. Each one glows a bright silvery white. They are all connected to the Black Sun in Hollow Earth. In each cavern world is one White Sun. All life revolves around it.