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    1. Lucid Dream!

      by , 01-23-2016 at 07:55 PM (My Dream Journal)
      Ok, last night was an interesting night, but you'll need some background information to understand it. In real life, I got up at 4:30 am to leave on a trip. I decided to go to sleep in the car so I could count that as a wbtb.
      I don't remember much of my dreams from before I left, but after a left, it got pretty interesting.
      I had a false awakening of me waking up and sitting up in bed. My sister is just waking up too, but for some reason she says that she is going to take a snooze on the couch. I check my watch and see that the time is 4:11. I am confused, I thought we had already left. I wonder why I am not in the car. Then I say, "That can only mean one thing!" And I do an RC. I stick my finger through my hand, and what do you know? I'm dreaming. At that moment, I feel extremely happy. I pinch my nose and take a long breath. (As RelaxAndDream suggested.) It feels really cool. I guess I forget my LDing plan, because I decide to fly out of my house through the ceiling. I try it, and the ceiling sort of breaks apart, but I can't fly through it. Instead, I decide to fly around in my living room. (It's really tall and has a slanted ceiling.) I start to fly, and I'm really happy because my dad is watching, cheering me on, and I'm not falling. Sometime in the middle of my flight I pinch my nose and breath again. Once I am finish I land on my back on the ground, and greet my dad. He looks like Dumbledore, but is wearing my dad's sweatshirt. I try to transform him completly into Dumbledore, but it doesn't work. (I'm loosing my lucidity at this point.)
      I then have a false awakening, this time in the car on our trip. We stop at a gas station to go to the bathroom, but we accidentally go into the dining room. Because of this, dad lets us get breakfast there. I get a waffle and a cup of cherries.
    2. Futuristic Freeway almost kills me

      by , 01-22-2016 at 07:28 AM
      Most of my Dreams I like to spectate to see what my mind can create as I'm sleeping but that usually leads to Nightmares or possible Dream Paralysis.
      Two nights ago I had a dream where there was a new freeway build about a mile away from my home, so my Father decided to take the new freeway route even though it would take longer to get to our destination which was the Movie theater. My dad loves to take me and my brother to the Movies to enjoy some time with us, because my parents are divorced and i don't see my dad that often. He was driving towards the freeway and I got very nervous because this new 'Freeway' looked very strange yet futuristic. The Freeway was basically two long metal rods that stretched all the way to another main road. It looked sketchy and i was very aware of my dream at this moment because i was inspecting the look and detail of this weird road. My dad began to speed up as he entered the freeway and in no time at all our car was sitting on two metal rods, the left two wheels on one rod and the right two wheels on another. No one said a word it was completely silent. All the sudden the car got off balance and flipped off the two rods which led t our car plummeting down about 100ft to the ground. My stomach felt like i was on a Fast traveling Roller coaster going 80 mph like i was just about to make a speech in front of my class it was a disturbing feeling... then after the car hit the ground i found my self still alive untouched which make me then realize that it was all just a 'Dream'
    3. First goodish lucid dream!!!! 1-16-16

      by , 01-17-2016 at 10:19 PM (My Dream Journal)
      I'm really sorry if I already posted this, I was having difficulties.
      Two nights ago was amazing, guys! Not only did I fill up more then I ever have in my dream journal in one night, but I had my first goodish lucid dream! I'll cut out the less main dreams and spare you the details. But, anywhoo, on with the dreams!
      My dad and I are at a college library, and I'm looking for Percy Jackson books. For some reason the shelves are all disorganized and the books aren't there. My dad just tells me to check out a different book rather then to spend any more time looking, so I do.
      My sister and I are going into this aquarium museum thingy, and we see our Uncle and Aunt who are currently not on speaking terms with the rest of the family. I hear the uncle say to the aunt "there they are" so me and my sister hurry away quickly. I then realize that we passed the betta exhibit, so I tell my sister we have to go back to see it. She says no, so I go alone. A little bit later, or maybe it's just the next dream, but I am Hermione with Ron and Harry in The Deathly Hallows. I cast the hex on Harry so that his face looks disfigured. Then I am in my church, and I throw a pencil into the baptismal font. I am still Hermione, and Bellatrix is there. For some reason, Harry and I want to hide some sort of ribbon from her, so I pretend to faint while really sticking the ribbon into a garbage bag. She realizes what I did, and makes Harry throw the garbage outside. Then I get worried that Harry will dispose of the garbage in the wrong way, so I go outside to help him throw out the garbage. Instead of finding Harry, I find my friends who are raking someone's yard. There is a bird nest in the yard, and a chick flies out of it. We are all really interested and play with it and pet it and stuff.
      Ok, here's the good stuff.
      It is night and my family and I are waiting for my grandma to come. A black truck stops in our driveway, but it isn't grandma's. Mom tells us that we should escape, so we all run out the side garage door into the woods. We are not too far into the woods when I realize that the man from the truck is following us. We start running farther into the woods, and I notice that there are odd mansions in the woods. I don't question it too much though, and keep running. It is like we ran through a mirror, because we now are running towards our house again. There are words on the bottom of the deck (we have a really high deck) that say "wand" and "magic" and I think that maybe I can jump onto the deck because of that, but I can't. I run up the stairs of the deck, and Draco Malfoy is there with a plastic wand along with someone else with a stick for a wand. They are pointed at me. I break them easily, and all the fear goes away. It is summertime and I am on the deck, my mom doing gardening nearby. I suddenly realize I am dreaming, maybe because of the warmth, I don't know. I think about what I should do, I didn't have a plan. I decide just to examine the world around me, and I realize several things. 1) My mom is wearing a short sleeved orange shirt. 2) I think about what just happened in the dream. 3) The world seems SO real it is uncanny. 4) I remember the basic task of the month, to read a book title. I turn around, and a binder is sitting there. I read the title on it, but it is too long, and I think I won't be able to remember it, so I find a different book. This one is a notebook. It has two words in the title, but unfortunately I can't remember them, either. Right after this, I forget I am dreaming
      Oh, I forgot to say this. Earlier that night before the LD, I had a dream that I was LDing, so when I had the real LD, I made sure I wasn't dreaming about a LD before I started doing anything.
      If anyone is wondering, I have a complete LDing plan all set and ready now.
    4. One of my LD's

      by , 12-28-2015 at 07:08 PM
      I had a whole adventure that I don't recall in some sort of dungeon and it ended in a strange dark warehouse, and that's when I woke up. I looked at my alarm clock, it was very early so I went back to sleep. Suddenly I find myself standing in the same spot in the same warehouse where my dream ended and I said "Am I dreaming? I'm dreaming!" and without thinking about it (as if by instinct) I turn around and look outside through the high windows, and I just jump up and fly straight through the roof.
      I was flying across a landscape that wasn't particularly interesting, and I remembered what I wanted to ask.. I say "What is the next step for me to take in my life?" Suddenly, I shoot forward REALLY fast, like a bullet or something, and I thought "I'm being taken to the answer" But everything starting fading to black while I was still moving forward and I knew I was waking up, so I tried spinning around, but it was too late, I woke up.
    5. Something about a gold ring and a nervous partner

      by , 12-09-2015 at 04:10 AM
      In my dream earlier I was going shopping with my relatives and at some point two of my closest cousins left me alone and walked as quickly away from me as possible.Then I gave up searching for them and as I turned my head to the left,I saw a chinese lady in a gold accessory shop.To be honest,I'm not really into all these gold and silver jewelleries but in my dream,I went to her and commence observing all the expensive things.

      I saw many rings with jade,amethyst,garnet,ruby but what attracted me the most was the classic gold one with white diamond welded onto it.At this stage,I remembered to do some reality check and I realised this was a dream.Weirdly,the chinese lady,apparently knew I was realising the very fact and she totally urged me to buy the ring.She started speaking in a fast pace that I honestly couldn't fathom and gave me all the paper so I could sign it and bought it.The dream started crashing at this point and the scene blurred,turning into one,black view.

      Somehow,I was transferred to a fancy,posh restaurant and I was wearing this golden gown and beautiful necklace.I was acting very ladylike on contrary to my real self.( that made me wanna laugh so badly)My partner was a raven haired and blue eyed guy who looked so nervous and puked everytime I wanna speak,he said he was so 'mesmerised'.(cue me laughing again in real life when I woke up)We ate for a while and after we finished,he took me out for some fresh air and kissed me...Of course,he already wiped clean his mouth.

      I woke up after that,feeling so weirded out by my dream.Maybe it's a sign that I will soon become a woman? Uh-oh,I better cherish my youth before it's too late then.

      After all,girls just wanna have fun.

      Updated 12-09-2015 at 04:14 AM by 89449 (because there are some details that is not precise and ambiguous.)

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    6. The boss in me

      by , 12-08-2015 at 04:13 AM
      Before I tell you about my dream,I might as well tell you what must have triggered this.From what I can assumed,it must be due to me being a pushover(according to my friends) and doing anything to appease people from their fury...I guess?

      Well,so I slept with all my insecurities and worries,but who doesn't nowadays?(me:that's depressing)

      Okay,without any more delay,in my dream was me,wearing this expensive black suit and all those clothes the men in black would wear,but in my case,woman in black(...or girl in black because I don't think I mature enough to be a woman,no hate please)and I must say I looked quite impressive.

      Jokes aside,so this girl in black(me)went into a class full of rowdy and boisterous teenagers,as I know most of you will experienced back in the high school life,and the jocks started throwing paper planes and rubbish to me.

      Now if this was the pushover me,I would probably just smile and told them to shut the [bleeeep] off,but not in this dream,I yelled at them.The sound of my voice booming though,silenced them teenagers,lol.Even I was creeped out of myself.

      And then I saw the looks on their faces,they were frightened and it seemed I scared the bejesus outta them....Which somehow feels so satisfying.

      And I started controlling them in a way they became puppets to me,and everything went black after that.

      Now I remember waking up after this,and I gasped.And I was somehow relieved that it was just a dream,but then I removed my blanket,and I was still wearing the same suit.

      That was when I became so shock,and I tried to figure out what date it was,and I read the calendar but I couldn't fathom what it reads.

      I guess due to my extreme shock,I woke up for real.Turns out it was just a dream within a dream

      ____________________

      But that boss in me though,I wonder if I started becoming like that,will people stop controlling me?

      I'll be the boss only when necessary then.

      Updated 12-08-2015 at 10:39 AM by 89449

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    7. My First Lucid Dream

      by , 10-26-2015 at 07:16 PM
      This happened a while ago but i wanted to post it anyways. I was sleeping in my room when a thunderstorm broke out. For safety reasons I was moved to sleep in the living room a floor lower. I laid on a mattress and fell asleep fast. I was dreaming about me being in a forest at night with some friends walking around on the ground and climbing some trees, idk . The dream was very vivid and i still remember the feeling i had when i walked face first into a spider web.
      I had just heard about lucid dreaming at this point and I knew the "hold your nose and breath"-method but also the one about looking at your hands. Suddenly in the dream my friends were nowhere and I was walking down a road still during nighttime. I felt an urge to look at my hand and I did so,
      only to realize that my hand had like 7 fingers all being kinda blurry and very long. It looked extremely weird and made me panic since it was my first LD. I started running kinda to escape the fear idk. After running for some seconds I woke up. Lying on the mattress in the living room. I was looking around to make sure I was safe and everything looked safe and sound. I was a bit out of breath and wanted to wake my girlfriend lying next to me for some reason. When laying my hand on her shoulder it was STILL looking just as weird as during the lucid dream. I paniced yet again feeling my heart pounding faster and harder. I woke up just after this and looked at my hand first thing, just to find it being normal again.
      My first LD experience kinda scared me, but it still drew me in since the experience was so unique from anything i had ever experienced before. I am excited to learn more about this mystical universe
    8. Finally Flying! [WILD]

      by , 10-11-2015 at 11:13 AM (Dimension X)
      I finally nailed the WILD technique, I suppose. Either way, this was the first lucid dream I had about flying... Well, the first proper one anyway.

      It felt so real. The only thing that bothered me is that everything was actually in black and white, and it seemed to be low quality. I looked down at my feet as I was flying, and I was leaving a smoke trail. I tried spinning around, and boosting to go faster... It all felt real, but it really didn't look real. I tried to add color to the background, but it just didn't work. Anyone have any tips on clarity? I could really use some...

      I'm also really excited, I think this is the most regularly I've ever had any lucid dreams.

      I just need to master the WILD and DILD techniques, since those seem to be the main ones I've used. And with this, I'm one step closer to that.
    9. Wake back to Bed experiences

      by , 09-22-2015 at 03:38 PM (. - ~ = * [ |{(Welcome to my Weird Dream World)}| ] * = ~ - .)
      So i wanted to experiment wake back to bed
      and so i did wake up at around 11 am, did some activity, went back again to bed after a hour.

      i woke up in my room in the dream, i got lucid and i tried to check out my window see whats out there etc, everything looked fine but i kind of lost it there, so i re-entered the lucid dream (false awakening) did some reality check like pushing my finger in my hand and it worked so i was even more sure, so wanted to do something and i lost it again !
      well then i had some sleep paralysis, imeddiatly skipped it cus i knew its nothing to be afraid of, and entered again a false awakaening, i think thats my skill now lol,so that time i tried to fly like jump and see if the gravity is life the earth's gravity, it was llower so i could fly higher and .. i decided to try and stabilize this dream, so i open my room door and decided to go outside meet people etc..

      in the hall of our appartment my dad was in kitchen as usual doing stuff, but i opened my door and exited the appartment, going down 2 levels opened the door and went outside, it was dark, i tried to change it but i couldnt no wonder why exactly, but thats my longest lucid dream and i think its fine, i found few people to talk with and no wonder why they said we should go to my place, so they rushed there... and i followed but i found 2 ladies in the stairs and i focused on them looking and they were kind of shy so i kind of woke up and entered other dream lol . thats it . atleast i did my task and i think next time it will be easier.
    10. My third experience (finally!!) - DILD

      by , 09-08-2015 at 11:28 AM
      It has two years since my first two lucid dreams. I admit I wasn't trying enough and at some point I forgot the whole thing, but lately I decided to try again. I was trying DILD mainly although DEILD is what worked for me before, but it requires much luck, it is not easy to remember to stay still when you wake up before you make any move. Also I find WBTB difficult, I don't think I can relax enough, so I'm saving this one to later.

      Anyway I watched dream signs and I could never commit to doing enough reality checks, but today I finally did it!!!
      I'm so excited and I wanna write the whole story but some parts I don't remember accurately.

      First, I got sick and took a permission to work from home today, but I still woke up at 8:30 am without an alarm from a non-lucid vivid dream, then I talked to someone at work who is leading the project I'm working in, and he said I don't have to work from home today if I'm sick, so I decided to take a nap and then decide if I will work or not. I woke up from the lucid dream around 11 am, so the nap was around 2 hours long. I mentioned the times because I had my last lucid dream during a morning nap too, so I'm guessing that's something I should try more often at least on weekends.

      It was a DILD this time, no SP or any other kind of transitions which is totally new for me since I had SP the first two times.
      I was having a normal dream that I don't recall with details now but I think it was kinda scary then somehow ended in a car going to work, and as I mentioned above I'm staying at home today in the real world and I was considering more than just one day working at home, so in the dream I started thinking "Why am I here? I'm not supposed to go to work, I probably should go back." (The reality check I was trying lately but couldn't commit to was the "How did I end up here" one. so I guess it worked ). Then I started to suspect that this wasn't real because I am sure I shouldn't be here. Anyway I arrived there and decided to do a check. I dunno why I didn't try the normal reality checks, but what popped to my mind was to try to test the taxi driver's reaction. My logic was that he normally has to get paid, so if I'm in a dream he probably won't care , so I opened the door, and got out without paying anything, but he got mad! and starting yelling at me. I paid him and somehow I realized I'm dreaming while I'm paying him, probably because I kept thinking "I'm not supposed to be here". I literally threw the money at him after I realized I'm lucid dreaming, and walked away fast.

      At that moment I tried to control my excitement since my last lucid dream was so brief because I got so excited and touching the floor couldn't stabilize it back then. I walked to the middle of the street and started spinning (it was the first time I try this technique), it felt so nice and the dream got stabilized. I tried to change the scene with spinning but I saw only slight changes, like colors and so. I was trying to change the scene to something simple I always planned to try, a green big field and a black horse. That didn't work, but I decided to move on and not focus on it so much.

      I walked around and ended up in some building. It had my bedroom which I wasn't sleeping in tonight, and many other different rooms that can't be in a house. Anyway I didn't try to control the surroundings, but doors led me to different rooms which I don't remember in detail now like when I wake up from a normal dream. I got in my bedroom which wasn't exactly the same, and decided to ask my subconscious some questions (I made the decision a while ago to try that first since it is easier than changing scenes).

      I started with my first question which was something about jobs always getting screwed up for me, something always happens that makes it is too hard to stay. Anyway, my voice at first was low, later I could shout. When I asked the question, I got a cat thrown from the window, it was like an empty stuffed cat and I thought he/she would talk, but he/she did nothing. So, I asked again, and I got a real cat jumping through the window, and he/she talked to me. That was kinda scary at first but I listened. It was a low deep male voice, and the answer was cynical, something about how all people with talents should be screwed like that, but I don't remember the exact words now. The voice was low, and I asked the voice to repeat some parts, and it would only repeat the last part it said, never more.

      I left the cat and asked another question which was about a risk I wanted to take. A business to start because that has always been my dream and because I am sick of working for others. This time the answer came through a phone, a traditional one. I didn't dial anything, I just held it, and I don't remember how it ended up in my hand. I got the answer with the same low deep male voice, and again it was cynical about how that would be a risk and if it would fail "that would be it for me" in my career. The same thing happened with repeating parts I didn't hear. I was walking around while talking, and noticed some teens around who were making noise and making it hard to hear, so I yelled at them "quiet", and that's when the voice stopped answering, maybe because I got distracted.

      Anyway I got out of the room, and decided to try again to change the scene, but it didn't work and I woke up. I just woke up like from a normal dream, nothing special.

      Conclusion and notes for me:
      • Morning naps work for me
      • How did I end up here reality check might be the best for me.
      • I am much better at stabilizing dreams now, and spinning works! I also tried touching my body while spinning.
      • I'm not good at control yet, I was in full control of my character in the dream, but not the surroundings or other characters.
      • I hardly interacted with dream characters, only the teens I yelled at, and the taxi driver was before I realized I was dreaming. I was too focused on me, and didn't pay attention to other characters. I should try to change that.
      • I dunno what the voice I heard was, but if it is my subconscious, it is so cynical and I don't think I want to talk to it again
      • I need to read much about creating scenes and practice visualization more.
    11. Very Big Step in LDs

      by , 08-19-2015 at 02:01 PM
      Awake Non-Lucid Dream Lucid Dream

      Went to sleep at 0200. No dreams remembered.

      Woke up at 0700. Stayed up for an hour, and went back to sleep at 0800.

      When I went to sleep, it was pretty easy to become lucid, although the first few times I tried to get out of bed, I lost lucidity. Eventually I was successful. I felt as if I already knew I was dreaming, but I had to make sure. I didn't feel entirely lucid, but I felt aware, which was enough. I tried a few RCs with my hand, and nothing worked, so I got up (wit difficulty) and looked in the mirror. I imagined my face had a giant crater surrounding my right eye, and that's what I saw. I observed my face, feeling not as freaked out as I thought I would be. Then I imagined myself normal, and that's what happened. I went next to the mirror, trying to put my hand through it, but it didn't work. I then possibly levitated, and lifted the mirror to reveal a darker mirror underneath it. This one I could put my hand through. I went through this portal mirror to the halo world. It looked like Halo 3, and I ended up shooting some grunts with a BR. I was able to control how many bullets I could shoot at once, and at the end, I was able to change the color of the reticule just by thinking its color would change. I then started screaming for its color to change from blue to red several times, and it did. Then, knowing I could control the dream by screaming in it, I screamed "clarity!" for more clarity in the dream. I felt myself more aware of the dream, but not much. I then screamed it louder, and the dream started to collapse.

      I then woke up, realizing all of this only took 33 minutes.
    12. freezing time in school

      by , 08-18-2015 at 12:23 PM
      Alright, so I was having a dream that I was in school and screwing around, cut class because one friend said it'll be fun, but then almost got in trouble since a teacher who wasn't chill came to were we were hanging out so I went to math class in the middle of the class just telling the teacher "sorry I'm late", then I sat down next to friends and somehow the lucid thing clicked (finally, was worried I wouldn't get lucid today) and I immediately thought about trying to complete some of those goals for points.

      First thing I do is eat some salty thing in front of the class right next to the teacher, don't remember why I was up there, but after that I made a machine in the back of the class with 4 switches, 2 green and 2 red, I had no plan on how it'd work when I was making it, I just wanted something simple so I just flicked all switches to one side, then flicked them all to the same side at the same time while looking away from the people in the classroom and believing with all my might that flicking 4 switches would freeze time.

      I turned around and everyone was frozen in time, which was pretty cool except when I started to walk around the school it got a little gloomy with no one moving and for some reason it was darkly lit, so of course with creepy situations comes creepy thoughts, I started imagining grey people who'd scream and chase you in the frozen time place since you weren't supposed to be in here. That thought scared me too much and I woke up.
    13. Fragment about lucidity

      by , 08-04-2015 at 08:02 AM (Snehk's Dreamlands)
      I recall only a fragment that was somewhere in the middle of the dream. I saw a dark haired man with pretty, dark haired woman. Everything was bright, colorfull and cartoony. They were heading towards sundown. The man said: "It's a dream. A lucid dream." He was very calm when he said that. He kissed with the woman and they continued on their way. I recall that later on this haven't made me lucid.
    14. Lucky charm

      by , 07-22-2015 at 07:15 PM
      I woke up a 7:10 am and quickly went back to sleep and automatically entered a Ld.

      I was in a shopping mall and I remembered my mission and started looking for Gabriel. I screamed at the top of my lungs:
      - Gabriel, Where the fuck are you? I need answers.
      Then a random guy came towards me and asked me to follow him.

      Me: Who are you?
      Him: You know who I am.
      Me: Give me an answer to my life, I’m getting lost.
      Him: Right now, on your current life situation you have a problem. You want to make your mother happy, your father happy and yourself happy, all at the same time. You want to do these 3 things all at once, look into that.
      I was baffled by his comment, left me thinking.
      So he took me to a room where a very particular lady was. She had very long blue hair, white colored and reminded me of a small fairy.
      Him: This is your lucky charm. She follows you everywhere and there are only 16 of them in your world.
      Me: Where can I find you when I wake up? I asked her.
      Me: How can I contact you when I’m awake?
      No one answered ...
      Him: Alright, let me take you to a special place, hold my hands and we will travel.
      He started to open some kind of portal and the room went black,
      GUESS WHAT HAPPENED? I WOKE UP, shit.
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    15. Beach Time! (LD #22)

      by , 06-30-2015 at 04:12 PM (Sharpshoey's Lucid Journey)
      June 28, 2015

      I did SSILD before this dream which may have made it a little bit more vivid, but I don't think that was the reason I got lucid. It might've raised my awareness to figure out I was dreaming, but I don't think that mattered because I was basically told I was dreaming by the dream. I had like an hour of insomnia after doing SSILD for some reason (usually I fall right asleep with SSILD) but I still got the lucid!

      I am inside a video game that I'm playing with some friends. Apparently we are playing Boom Beach and we are all working together to take down a bunch of bases. I was using a mix of Bazooka girls and the big machine gunners (I had tried using those IWL when I used to play and they never really worked out that great).

      "Wow, I never knew that these troops were so good!", I said to a dude next to me as I was directing my troops.

      I saw from above 3d images of our troops just flooding into different tiny bases. I had the thought that if I wasn't working with other people I wouldn't have near as many troops so I probably wouldn't do good at all. I made my way to the back of the room where a tiny analog clock was. There was a giant digital orange wall and on it there was a video chat up with 4 blue digital boxes and people's faces in the (I can't find a picture of it but I remember it from some video games that I've played). One person who didn't look real (maybe anime?) said something about how dreams and this video game connected. something like, "It's a good thing that we are all dreaming so we can play this game together." Immediately I searched my mind for what that means.

      "I can't be in a dream." I thought.

      However, I was getting suspicious enough now that I did a nose RC and could breath, but when I did it a second time to make sure my air got blocked halfway. I then decided I better check my hands and on my left I had
      nine fingers and I'm not sure how many were on my right hand. I stayed calm and actually remembered to stabilize! I rubbed my hands together and felt the friction. Then I brought it up to my face and looked at it. It seemed to be the most vivid I have seen them in any dream so far, and they also had a slight glow to them it seemed because they were a little bright. I touched the wall and could feel the little bumps in it. I proceed into my parent's room as I was right next to it and I wanted to go outside. I was about to open the window when I stopped. I probably got this idea from a podcast I listened to from Sensei the day before on teleportation. I wanted to go to the beach so I imagined I was actually at a resort and the beach was right outside. Immediately the color coming through the window curtain changed from normal light to a light blue. I realized I succeeded because light blue was the color of the ocean (Going to the beach was not a dream goal currently. It used to be when I first started, but it's not high on my to-do list now. I think I decided to go because in my MILD I imagined I was at a beach and I flew from there). I then open up the window and step out onto the roof of my house. I take in my surrounding and I see a tall lifeguard tower with an attractive female lifeguard on top of it looking out. She has her back turned to me and she was bent over, so I didn't really take in many other things around me I keep looking at her and notice her skin changes from tan to black and then back to tan. At this time I also feel the dream destabilizing so I yell,

      "Stabilize!" and then, "Clear!"

      I feel the dream become stable again which gives me some relief as I do not want this dream to end prematurely. I then have an urge to have *cough* with the lifeguard. It's a high enough level LD that I realize that this would be mad for my lucidity and I try to fight it. My fight is to weak though, so I look for an escape. I look towards the beach and it is now just a narrow sandy driveway with a square tiny pond at the end that looked a little deeper than a puddle. I rationalize that since the beach looks so boring now I might as well spend some time with the lifeguard. She started walking over to me and unbuttons her top. Underneath I see a green and purple poke-a-dot bikini. Her face changes and I see now she is actually Kim Kardashian. I don't want to do it out here though so I look for another place. Inside the lifeguard tower there is a bed so I want to go there. She just keeps on coming to me though and t seems she just wants to get it done out here. I give in because now I feel the dream is about to fall apart so I don't have much time left. I need to do it as fast as possible. She gets over to me and I grab her to bring her down next to me and as she gets right next to me
      I wake up.

      After waking I wished I would've went into the pond to see what was down there. My dream might've created an entire underground world that I could've explored and the dream would've probably lasted longer. I need to learn to control my urges better in dreams, but I'm assuming that will come when I'm getting more lucids and experience. I didn't remember to fly in this dream or else I could have jumped off the roof to get away from the girl too. This was a very fun and vivid dream and it seemed like it lasted a good length of time...so I'm OK with the result!

      Also, I notice that LD's #18 and 19 aren't posted in this DJ. I looked back in my workbook and I got those right around the time that I took my long break, and I don't think I ever wrote them down and if I did I wouldn't know where to look. I do remember a tiny fragment of one but it's not worth it to type out I don't think. I do wish I would have recorded them, so that kinda sucks.
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