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Okay this was wierd

Jeopardy I was on some kind of game show, sort of like Jeopardy, where you just have to answer questions. They were asking me all kinds of questions, and I seemed to know them all. I was on some sort of amphitheater or maybe just a set, but it was large and had an audience. After several questions, this little girl stepped up to the podium with a note card and read a riddle. I had no idea what the answer to the riddle was, but the funny thing is, the game host seemed embarrassed by the little girl's question, and tried to play it off as a joke. After this, they told me that I completed the round, and would move on to the next round.
Jump
I'm in the jungle for the second round, there are wet green leaves all around me. Thick foliage hangs down from short, leafy trees. I am walking across some kind of bridge which winds all around this area. (I don't believe I'm on a tv set anymore, I think we're really in the jungle) The bridge, or walkway holds us up about 3 feet over the swampy water. The camera crew is setting up their equipment, Large crates of cables and lights are being opened up and their contents laid about the area. I remember trying to help the crew, and I'm sent to go find someone. I've got this blue stopper in my hand. It's about the size of a .22 casing, but made of plastic. I start chewing on it, walking around looking for this dude. I get woken up by my girlfriend, who is sick. Sorry dream, I've gotta go take care of her

So for some reason in this dream a friend of mine worked at Disneyland. She told me they were short on waitressess, so of course I offered to help. I was taken to a small restuarant, and handed about ten or eleven tables to take care of. Some of these tables could seat up to about twenty people at a time.

My friend also told me that the fun part was - they got to do it in costume!

I was given this purple and pink dress that looked remotely like a fairy's dress. It made sense, because I was on Tinkerbell's-themed-floor, so the waitressess dressed up like fairies.

From there I went waitressing! It was somewhat difficult, since I didn't know how to give the people the food they ordered, but nobody complained when I told them it was my first day on the job. I made extra sure to charm up the kiddies so that way the parents wouldn't get too mad at me if the food was late.

I woke up shortly after the restuarant closed.

( Though, since it was Halloween and I went trick or treating in costume, this dream made sense. I looked good in the dress, too, even if it did have pink in it. )

11.1:

Lucid Dream #2:

Per the usual, I'm going to put in red what was lucid, and blue what was non-lucid. Black will be non-dream stuff.

So, last night, I decided to try to use my REM Dreamer since I was having such poor luck as of late. When using the dreamer, I always have vivid dreams and I wake up a lot. Before the wake-back-to-bed, I had a really vivid dream where I was in a brand new we made. The house had a large kitchen flanking the left side of it, with a cozy looking living room. I didn't get much further than that. I wake up the first of several times and fail several WILD attempts. I know once I checked my clock to be sure I was awake, then within seconds, I see a different clock saying I should be dreaming. Somewhere in this waking and falling asleep, I dreamt of this tiny kid with a basketball. It was in my journal, so I know it happened, but I can only see him in silhouette. Finally, it was close to 6:30 or 6:45 when I went to sleep again. I believe I see the dream form around me, but I am not too sure, until I hear my text tone go off, which is a loud 2 second sound, for some reason, I know that this is a dream and I become lucid. I am a theater with people watching dreams. In the dream, it didn't dawn on me that this was my recreation of the November advanced challenge "Visit an offline DV." As I walk around the theater, I see a girl following me, but my main goal is to get to the lobby to tell death to steal her soul. Again, I am very goal oriented. Instead, I realize I do not have full control over the environment, so I poke my finger through my hand, which succeeded. It was an erie sight. I see my mom in the theater, and I tell her my basic task because I am aware the dream is ending. I tell her I am thankful for learning how to dream properly. Not long after that I can feel the dream fade to the room I was sleeping in, and I wake up.

My strange penchant for completion, lead me to perform two major dream tasks on the first day of the month, but I still lacked control over my environment. Also stranger is the fact that I became lucid, not by WILDing, but by the external text message sound. I still lack control in my lucidity =\.

Monday, November 01, 2010

I was in a strange place. I remember dreaming for a while, but when I woke up I could only remember the end. At some point I was in a place with some creature, maybe an alien or something idk its mad weird and there was a main creature, like the boss. He was on a touch screen monitor/computer. I had a feeling that these creatures weren't quite "on my side". I remember feeling that I was going to work with the creature to "go into" a computer game. I think I get hooked into some machine kinda like the animus from Assassin's Creed and the creature thing saying something about an error or something. I mention some garble about "Inputting meshes. Ahh I'll hardcode it by hand" or something and then I see a screen on the creature's monitor. He presses a button to make the game full screen, but instead of it filling up his monitor screen (it was already full on his screen) it filled up my dream vision. That was kinda cool. The game was a really early build, and I remember seeing a shoddily drawn Shrek (called something else) in part of the game. And some of the menu's looked like The Sims or something. I don't know, it was a weird ass dream.

This dream starts off with one of my nephews having passed away. When it starts, I am with his mother and my mother at his grave and we are highly upset. Everything we placed on the grave had been moved around the grave so that it no longer looked organized, and someone had dug up his coffin. While it looked like nothing had been stolen off him or out of the coffin itself, they had altered the way he was lying inside of it so that his body was in odd shapes and angles. While we try to figure out who would have done such a thing, we all move to fix him, re-bury his coffin, and organize all his gifts on his grave once more.

Strangely enough, the scene changes to where and when we are having the funeral. The place it's held in seems to be of castle-like qualities based on the interior. The rooms are vast and the funeral homes have decorated every single wall with quotes from our's and his past, and pictures. One in particular catches my attention, though I cannot remember what exactly was on it. Eventually we all proceed to what seems to be an altar-like area for the ending ceremonies. The pastor talks and once he's done, all of the immediate family including me partner up with someone else in the room. Once we have done so, we mount horses and ride off towards the distance, as the castle is all of a sudden gone. The farther we leave from where the castle had been, the more I become awake until I am completely pulled from sleep.

non-dream - non-lucid - lucid

01/11/10 Mainly fragmented stuff have been on a week long break to see if I could reduce the amount of stress I had associated with dreaming (RCs, awareness checks and writing down). My recall seems to have improved slightly, but I have forced myself not to write things down, but here I am back again.

Was in a computer FPS like scenario, had a feeling I was in someone else's dream. Kept running over the same places looking for something, the key to get further with no success. I was climbing stuff.

Same scenery but I am supposed to be there, being followed by two teenagers, Jacob Bausager seems afraid of them, he borrows the plane and crashes it, it is my parents I go ballistic, I trusted him with it.

different people setting up various outlets to make money, Martin is one of them, I have one of his beers and help him out a bit. His mum comes and tells me I have always understood him, I don't understand this as I was horrible to him in school, we talk about his legs. Martin explains how I used to hit them, back in school when they were at their worst.

Drinking blood of a woman, she has betrayed me and I shouldn't have come out on top, but her blood gives me strength, when she is almost completely dry I get a narcotic rush and tell her “Now I know why they drain them completely” She replies that I haven't come close yet. I feel euphoric I feel like having sex with this woman, but I am not going to do it with her dead. I start pouring blood into the hole I have been sucking from, she asks what I am doing and I reply that I don't want to kill her. She sounds hopeful, but tells me that I will need to hypnotise her. I tell her I don't know how to do that and she explains that I will need to talk to Thomas (White Court Vamp, Dresden Files) about that.

OK a note here: During my time in Thailand I got attacked by vampires, they laid off the attacks as I stroke a bargain with the family patron vamp. I was suspicious then as to what was involved in the deal, but nothing so far has come up. This is my first vamp related dream since then and the only one ever with me on the sucking side. Although I try to be a good guy I must admit I am fairly interested in seeing if this is somewhat part of the same overall plot. IWL as per me writing this down I can't help but think “Is this it, am I turning now?”

(This next section I think I was more awake than in a dream, but I will write it down anyhows)

I am in the other guys dream as mentioned before, fairly positive I have just been awake. I am practising expectations behind doors, as a way of changing scenery (I am horrendous at dream control involving change of location). So the entire exercise for me here is to successfully explore a dream while lucid (A flowing change of scenery where I don't get caught up in my poor conscious imaginative skills to interfere). I keep thinking to myself “Damn this doesn't count, I can't even get into first person, so really I am just visualising all of this and not dreaming at all. Damn that means I will wake up shortly as well” (A pretty non-productive way of thinking!) It only lasts about 30 seconds to a minute.

31.10.2010

Coming soon... The Akashic Records (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A better night. Three dreams.

Second:

I was in a cinema waiting to see a movie. I saw the "coming soon" titles. One of them announced about how to Astral Project and reach the Akashic Records.

Suddenly the dream shifted and I was like in the movie. I turned lucid, or actually, sub-lucid. I knew there was a twist of reality and that I was in a dream.

I saw the images of a dragon and a view of the Earth from space. I saw a ball bouncing back and forth from the Earth. People was laughing. I felt that I could easily do that on any dreams.

Missed dream signs:
- Astral Projection and Akashic Records announced over the cinema.

Spotted dream signs:
- Lucidity trigger without DS.

* Third dream was about a page long and lost it all when I was almost done. I do not feel writing the whole thing again.

31.10.2010

Under a huge storm. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A better night. Three dreams.

First:

I was playing a game over the PC. I was in a different home and I was with my dad and other people. Suddenly, I heard the wind and a big storm approaching.
I ran to the kitchen and I saw a huge storm on us. The wind was hitting very hard the windows and I saw a lot of water. The whole house shook a few times and I was afraid it would break.
I heard a few thunders so I decided to shut down the computer. When I approached it, it was frozen. I tried to reboot it but it did a lot of odd things.

Missed dream signs:
- My dad.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Astral Project.

30.10.2010

I can run over the water. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

One dream recalled only. I have not been working hard to record dreams!!

I was in a hotel and I decided to go to the pool. There was an old man standing in the middle of the pool (on the water) I realized I have never walked on the water but I felt if I ran, I could do it. I ran to the pool and successfully reached the other edge of the pool without sinking.

A friend wanted to race me over the water and then wanted to rest. There were various DC looking and I felt very good.

Missed dream signs:
- I could walk/run over the water.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Astral Project.

All I can remember is something about going somewhere important, having to do something important and a lot of people were counting on me to do something but I can't remember who or what. Also dreamt about the ex, talking to her again and (for some reason) talking about getting back together - scares me, I completely hate her but is this a sign that my subconscious doesn't? I really hope it's not the case - however talking to her seems to be a reoccurring dream sign and I really just want to forget everything but its like my subconscious won't. Maybe next time I'll remember to RC and it will lead to a LD and I can change my surroundings. Maybe my recall will get better. hell, maybe i'll win the lottery.

Chipped
Clarity: 7/10
Importance:8/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I have some family visiting, and I accompany them to the airport when they leave. I consider just dropping them off, but instead accompany them right through the gates right up unit they board the plane. Thinking there might be a faster way out of here, I go a little ways past the the boarding corridor and see a door that says "Pilots Only". Not wanting to intrude I turn around right away, but an airport employee spots me and tells me to freeze and calls security. He makes me show him my I.D. and tells me to wait until security arrives.

I think he was very full of himself for someone who talked tough then turned and ran. But I don't want to stick around to be treated like a criminal, and get out of there as quickly as possible. I regret having shown my ID, because now they know who I am. I exit the airport, and run across the parking lot into the street.

Somehow I end up in the middle of a large section of undeveloped land owned by the airport. It's all muddy as I make my way across it. Military men surround me and drag me into a little shack of a house where two airport security begin to interrogate me. One of them sticks me with a needle and injects me with something. I scream out that he has no right to do that, and he stammers something about it being a preventative vitamin shot. He doesn't sound like he knows what he's talking about, and I say "You don't sound very convinced of that". He partner tells me it was an RFID chip.

I'm livid about being chipped and storm out of there. Now that I'm tagged, they don't seem to concerned about letting me leave.

Oh that dream makes me mad just thinking about it. If it wasn't for all the army guys with guns around, I would have killed those two airport jerk offs. I do not want to be chipped ever!

Kinda did a DEILD this morning, but my lucidity was... Iffy at best.

Had something t'do with a grocery store.

But, I have a whole cornucopia of goals for November, which I am calling the 'Senses suite'.

Novembers goals
Sight
-Look upon something truly unexplainable.
-See my subconscious's undiluted form.
Sound
-Remember an entire conversation in a dream. (That's longer than a few words.)
-Listen to a song.
Smell
-Smell a flower in a dream.
-Smell something that shouldn't have a scent.
Touch
-Pet my cat in a dream.
-Give someone a hug.
Taste
-Eat something.
-Drink something.

Pretty general, but when I manage to fill out the list, I might try a few more goals.

I can't even remember what happened in the dream, but I know for sure it had something to do with JO.

I haven't been posting my dreams to my DJ lately for the reason being they are too random, non interesting, and irrelevant. I really don't feel comfortable showing them to the general public (no offense to anyone) but I will start posting my dreams again once they start being a bit more well normal. Thank you.