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I saw picture like a tonnel before eyes and thought that it's WILD that I intend to (but than i awoke, i remembered that i had usually dream, there i lay to bed, and after that i had that picture ) i went to the light and found myself in my parents flat. There were many toys on the floor and i made a little tornado with them. Then i desided to made mass telekines and up the big wardrobe and bookcase in one. I made some effort and up it to the selling, but then i left it,it broke. Then I intend to make a portal in the place there is rain, i want to play with lighting. Got soe effort and made portal and move to some wood. thee were cloudy and i saw smoke - it was may be volkano o tornado. I flew to see what is it and awoke.

I recalled two dreams, very vivid. The first one was what seemed a spring summer day, and I was skating outside of my friend Will's house with Ben & Teja. We stopped skating at took a break in front of Will's house with him when we suddenly heard a big explosion in the distance. It got really windy from where the sound came from. I calmly said; "Well guys, looks like they dropped a Nuke of sorts. Before we all die, what do you regret in life?" Will was up to speak. He said "I regret alot of things in life." I said "Well man, we always have to afterlife. I'm more than confident that there's one of sorts." right when he was about to talk, a huge white light came out of no where, blinding me and my friends, and I died. Death felt strange, and I said in black text "You died." And my vision zoomed out from a computer screen. I was at my schools library, under the sea? Strange, I thought, but instead of grass patches, the little hall ways were connected by a giant plastic tube. I went to the band room, and took a seat. My ex girlfriend, spotted me and greeted me with a hug. I was surprised, because I got the sensed a good chakra coming from her, a loving feeling. I felt Nostalgia of that feeling. She sad down next to me, leaned in, and kissed me. I remember that all to well, it was as if she really did kiss me. I woke up after the kiss, startled. And I felt off the entire rest of the day.

24.04.2012

(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was playing CS Zombie Mod, but it was a virtual reality game instead, which made it a little scary. I was a lvl 20 pistol specialist, which meant I was super fast and could double jump, also I had dualies with a shitload of bullets. We were playing in a snowy map, in the middle of some sort of military base, reminded me of the Golden Eye map with the prison cells and stuff







I found a high spot where I could camp and zombies wouldn't reach me, unless they were jumpers. I stuck around for a while and shot zombies as they ran by.

Dream skips

The Game switches to a virtual reality version of Soul Reaver, I'm Raziel (left), Lusho was Kain (right)







We are playing co-op, and all we have to do is kill the creatures that keep coming at us. The setting is very dark, and it drained the energy out of you. I kick and beat my enemies until they're weak, and then eat their souls.

Rough translation from my dream journal, I mean rough!

Dad, builds REM mask. Jimmie pizza soggy. Shaman star toy images of stars. Autism soccer. Jessie love. Girl class, free. Guy wanted chesire blotter... in car.

Fragment 1: My high school friends came to the house, which actually looked more like my uncle's house than my own. I suggested that they all go into the basement while I put on clean clothes. I offered pizza to my friends and family before I went upstairs to change. I hugged one of my friends, and I might have gone to a grocery store.

Fragment 2: I was helping to roll up feathers, debris and grass clippings on a field with my friends. The field vaguely reminded me of Green Hill Zone from Sonic. After cleaning, I was holding a tub of fried chicken strips, and I let a buddy of mine take a piece. He chose a piece that was just a couple of coarse hairs attached to a skin flake. The hair and skin reminded me of my pig's, except pink and fried. My friend ate the fried skin and hair, unperturbed.

Fragment 3: I was driving around in my car. I was out on the road at 6:47AM, and the two closest gas stations were closed. I figured that one would open at about 7, so instead of just parking and waiting, I drove back and forth between the two, hoping that one of the gas stations would open before I ran out of gas. I paid for the gas with a credit card.

As it's my birthday, I happened to have a bit too much to drink last night. I didn't recall much of my dreams, and it was mostly just tiny fragments.

-Something about Dr. Evil with Miny Me in disguise. Not sure what they were attempting to do.
-My dad was upset about the wait at my favorite mexican restaurant, and wanted Burger King instead?
-At Nationals for collegiate volleyball. Something negative had happened and I woke up in a bad mood from it.
-I was a part of a massive shootout. It was very video-game-esque. There was only one other on my side and we ended up cornered in a bathroom.

Not too horrible for a night short on sleep with a little too much alcohol in my brain. Better luck tonigh.

I often dream about work. The work dream falls into one of two categories; being late/missing work or doing work poorly.

My job involves putting patients to sleep, haha. Seriously, I am an anesthetist.

In my work dreams I either fail to show up for an operation or my patient awakens from anesthesia during surgery. The most traumatic is the dream where the patient awakens. When this happens the patient generally is running around the room and the entire operating room staff is staring at me like Im a horrible person.

In last night's dream, the surgeon asked how the patient was doing. I responded that the patient was fine while I was panicking to give the patient more drugs. The patient kept moving and wasn't staying asleep despite my efforts. Finally, the patient pulled the tube from his mouth (the one that entered his trachea and supported his breathing) and was talking to me. I was trying to talk louder than the patient so that nobody would hear while I frantically tried to resedate him.

In the end, I had to admit the patient was awake. When this happened I was hoping to be strong and deal with whatever punishment I had coming to me. Before anything else happened, I awoke.

I am in a house in Rochdale somewhere in a bed trying to get to sleep. There is another person and mag's 1st born son who is 5 in the bed with me trying to sleep. there is a lamp on my side of the bed that is on and various people in the room which is making it difficult to sleep. I hear some annoying squatter girl going on about shit i cant be assed hearing about and frustrated I take blankey and go to the floor of the bed near the lamp to try to sleep. After a bit of time i realise I am in someone elses house and I dont need to try to go to sleep becuz I already am and at this point I go lucid. I walk up to mad Adam and tell him to Fuck Off to his face. He tries to swing at me twice and i easily dodge each swing with no sweat. I turn around and look at the glass window which is several stories up and jump through it glass and all to start flying around the city. i fly upward and go through several more glass windows into different rooms. I then cross over to Nottingham city from a bird's eye view up on the building ledges and walkways. I see a beautiful hallway in a building with yellow and white stripe wallpaper. I stand on the walkway and RC by trying to rub my hands together to make the dream more real and keep my dreaming attention, but this is difficult to do as my hands are rubbery to rub together. i look at them and they look normal. i then decide to go find manfred. I fly up to the top parts of a mall in the sky and meet my friend Rand or something. She is to help me go to manfred and get married. I look into a wide broadsword at my reflection to see myself looking normal and having beautiful skin but no lipstick. i tell Rand that for the wedding I will have blue eyes and lipstick. We go to think about what I will where and to plan to fly over to Silesia. I notice at first how there is no people around in my dreamworld but as soon as I see that people show up on the streets below. She and I then start to fly upward to fly out of the mall through the glass skylights. The night starts to turn to day and the sun starts to peak through the clouds. I try to just use me Intent to fly but this doesnt work well so i go back to traditional flying. As we go to set of to go to Silesia I see manfrd and some friends or people with him to appear and come to me. i go over and embrace him tightly feeling his body very firmly. I dont want to let go. We talk and catch up and he tells me the things he has been doing and then I find myself at a jewelry shop choosing out my wedding ring. I also have a known knowledge that his friends and astral life will come before me and I am not 1st really. There is more socialising and this bit is a bit fuzzy... then he pulls out a leather wallet that needs repairing for the wedding. he is going to get it sent off to get professionally repaired and inscribes his signature on the wallet before sending it off. Then the dream shifts to the last DEILD where I am telling him about JD and how we chose to be earth husband and wife. That he is my earthly husband and he is perfect. It was as if manfred was my astral husband and Jd my earthly one. This is pretty normal and learn that there is no jealousy in the astral world. Manfred is then off doing something with his friends and I decide to go off to a 20s ballroom dance. I am excited to go and look all 20s and beautiful and how fun it will be to dance with men. i know that i can not be jealouse of his time away from me, so decide to go off. i think he shows up at the ballromm but this is vageue. Last bit is of me floating/flying down some stores walkway and looking in random reflections at my face which gets progressively more gross. Like my skin becomes all baked cheese looking like I have really pussy acne. and my hair is all chopped off and sticking up half spiked. I am aware though that it is just the dream doing this and that I dont really look like that and ponder over how odd that is to look like that when I dont.

First I had a non lucid about Pensive Patrick's bridge and the big bloated whale. I had to cross a bridge and there was a giant bloated whale/sea creature looking thing below me. It was bloated and red and gross. And whenever I tried to cross, it would jump up at me, trying to bite me or something. Finally, frustrated, the last time it jumped at me, I put my hands on it's head and said "You need to shrink down to something more manageable." With each jump, it became smaller and smaller, and more and more like a slightly larger and fluffier version of my black lab, Daisy. Finally it was just a playful dog, and I thought to myself "I can't believe I managed that. DOH I'm lucid!" I immediately went into a building that looked motel-ish. I tried to will it to look like Hogwarts. Sadly, I was blind in one eye, and my walking was all wonky. I remember shouting for more lucidity and vividness. Finally I blacked out completely, but was fully aware that I was still dreaming and still lucid. I could feel myself in my bed, but all balled up in a way that I never am in real life. So I started to slowly rock back and forth, carefully so that I wouldn't accidentally wake up, than I was back in the motel, in one of the rooms. There was a knock at the door and it was a young Snape and some other students. I think I had been calling for him. I kept trying to make the motel look more and more like Hogwarts. It finally did look like one of those outer corridors, but then Snape shrunk down to the size of a little toy. So I did my stretch technique with my hands, which stretched him back into roughly the size of my son lol. Then I woke up.

I had a pretty rough night actually, our ac messed up so I was hot and sweaty and tossing and turning alot. So I was happy even with just a brief lucid, and my efforts to stabilize. Plus I hadn't had a regular old DILD in a while.

Evil Dimension [Non-Lucid]

I was over at D's house with O, this guy JY I knew in 9th grade, and a few other random people. We had entered some other dimension that I don't remember very much about, except that it was... evil. DX There were hornets that would come after me and dig under my skin and start slithering around, and I could feel them in bulges on my skin. I don't... I don't even.... Uggggh.



Anyway, I told D that I couldn't stand being in the evil dimension anymore, so JY and I left. On the way out JY turned into N. We were in some airport-like area, but after walking out the exit we were in a mall. N started talking about getting something to eat, but I can't remember what. I woke up after that.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid
April 24, 2012:

I get up out of bed, thinking I am awake, until I look in a mirror and it seems odd. I try to float off the ground and I do. I am surprised to realize that I am dreaming, because It seemed so real.(Become Lucid + 5 points)
The dream fades
I am outside, floating around, fully lucid. I pretend to be an alien observing. There is a pond nearby and some tries and a man who is maybe fishing.
I float over to a girl who is sitting by herself. She is looking at me. I tell her she's not suppose to see me. I pick up something of hers and drop it or spill it on the ground.

Now I am in a large building, a house or maybe something like a mall. I spend a little while just wandering around looking at things.
Unfortunately, I don't remember details.
I am now in a room with a bunch of fish tanks and bowls of different sizes. standing on a table thing, I kick some of the fish tanks to the floor, where they break and spill.

I remember one task, to have super strength. There is a largish, odd shaped indoor pond made of stone or clay. It looks very heavy, but I lift it with ease, and then toss it aside. (I possibly lift something else?) (Super Strength + 4 points)
Then I go down some stairs, looking for something bigger and heavier to lift. I am holding a long wooden spoon that I somehow light on fire, like a big match. I use it to set some hanging wooden dolls on fire.
I say "The whole place will go up in flames," because it seems to all be made of wood.

Then I remember another task, to put my hands through a solid object. I see some wooden doors, but decide they are not solid enough.
I put my hands through the floor and feel some pipes underneath. I pull the pipes up through the floor and even the wall, without breaking anything. (Push Hand through Solid Object + 4 points)
I snap one of the pipes in half. It leaks water. I use the pipe to spray a lady with water. The fire from earlier is still going, and possibly spreading.
I rub my hands together to stabilize, to make sure the dream keeps going. (Stabilize +2 points)
Then I reach through the floor again and grab some tubes, and pull them up out of the floor. I snap it in half. It sparks because it is full of electric wires.
Then I fly up to the second floor balcony, toward an exit. (Fly + 4 points)
I see a lady sitting at a desk who I think looks familiar. She says something to me that I don't remember. She has a third eye tattoo on her forehead. I tell her it looks dumb. (Interact with a DC +2 points)
Then the dream ends and I wake up. (Remember whole dream +1 point)

I was a jerk in this dream. But I don't really care because I had a shitty couple of days.

Total points = 20, because I reached the limit.

Since recall is not a problem anymore, I decided to write down some goals I would like to achieve when attaining lucidity.
This just for my own purpose of writing it down somewhere (besides the pen/paper DJ).
These are what just come to mind;
- Fly
- Be a giant
- Be a woman
- Summon/revisit older dreams in my memory.
- To walk around in Soundgardens music video of Black Hole Sun
- Manipulate time, or just explore the dimension of time in dreams in general.

These are just a few of what will probably become a very long list. Well I hope this last minute entry wil have an influence on my dream cause I'm going to bed now.
If you have any goals you think are really worth it and are a must do for LDers. Please share them!

Goodnight,
Booney

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Enjoy.

Dream #1 Tickling Fiesta.

Im in a huge hotel suite with a bunch of college chicks. There are all different mixtures of women in the hotel room. There is this one girl wearing a Jason Vorhees mask, walking up to the girls and making that whispering sound like in the Jason flicks. She wiggles her fingers as she does it, i guess to let them know she is about to tickle them. She tickles this blond girl while she was on her celphone talking to someone. The girl in the Jason mask tickles her like there is no tommorrow. The blond girl begs her to stop screaming and laughing at the same time. I get up laughing from the couch and head to the kitchen to look for something to eat. After i close the fridge, The girl with the Jason Vorhees mask starts approaching me, wriggling her fingers as she walks slowly towards me.

I tell her to chill as i am getting serious and start backing up in the corner. Other girls walk in egging her on even more yelling..
"DO IT, DO IT, TICKLE HIM, TICKLE HIM!"
The girl in the Jason mask tickles me all over until i wake up laughing in my bed.

Dream #2 Wow, how did you do that?

Im now in a basement at a table with a bunch of the college girls from my previous dream.
We are all sitting around playing cards listening to music, i believe Jimi Hendrix purple haze was playing in the background. One of the girls (Who kinda looks like Sandra Bullock) asked me if i can come outside with her for a min while she smokes her Cigarette. We sit outside on the porch, its night time. She says..
"I love a good smoke and staring up at the stars." Its so beautiful up there.
"Yes it is." Hey let me show you something. I take my finger, and draw up in the night skies. I draw a man and a woman holding hands running across the Skies.
"Wow that is Amazing!"
I then take my finger and draw two birds flying off in the distance.
"Wow, how did you do that?"
"Im an artist, and i like to express my creativity. She gives me a seducing look up and down while puffing her Cigarette and says..
"Mmmhmm i see."
We stare up into the night skies and the dream fades.

Dream #3 Stoned with chicks.

Im in a clouded room getting stoned with a bunch of chicks. (Don't smoke anymore in RL) They are dancing and laughing away all while some Reggaeton music is playing in the background. (Thats all i remember from that dream)

Final dream: Sweetest Taboo.





Im in a bedroom making out with this Carribean chick. That song Sweetest Taboo by Sade is playing in the background. The woman looked carmel complexion, had long sandy brown curly hair, big beautiful brown eyes and full lips. After we both finish satisfying eachother with foreplay and sex, we both roll over and lay there catching our breaths. We look over at eachother and start laughing. The dream fades and i wake up.

Notes: Im happy that i remembered all that i did. Though i could've remembered more. The 2nd dream, i clearly was somewhat lucid..but i won't mark this as a lucid dream. Overall can't complain, its always good getting a little action with the ladies.

Finally had me some brief lucidity! And I do mean brief. However, this is a good sign of things to come

(Fragment)

I'm on a boat of some description. It's fairly square, and has balconies like on a paddle steamer. I remember going inside and seeing a kitchen and a television. I think I got something to eat. My dad was there as well. [Fragment, 0.5 points]

Scene Change

I and my friend J are near a canal. On one side is a huge red brick wall, stretching horizontally for miles. On "our side" of the river are several two storied shops and houses. Several tall black Victorian lampposts and benches line the canal. The floor is a sandstone tile, and looks quite pleasing. There are two arched bridges going over the canal, with people crossing them.

For some reason I hold a pistol in my hand, and it soon becomes apparent why. Across the water I see a group of metro police (half life 2) about to cross the bridge nearest me. I fired into them, taking one down. They instantly drew their batons and began radioing for assistance. The people around us didn't seem to mind.

(Minor Transition)

Night falls, and the police are gone, presumably dead. Since no one's now around, we break into one of the stores. I find some ammunition and supplies. We then decide to leave before more enemies come.

(Minor Transition)

We're walking down a gravel country road in between large hedges, leading away from the city. We climb up on one hedge to find that it forms a huge 'block', if you will, of leaves that we stand on. This stretched up to a farm house, with a beat up pick up truck outside. We then notice the Brotherhood of Steel outcasts torching the area or stomping around menacingly, dressed in black and red power armour.

My friend says to me "What if I do this?" before firing a large energy weapon and laughing. It shoots a huge blue ball towards them and explodes, killing some.

Excrement hits the fan.

What ensues is a brief battle, in which we slaughter the outcasts. Farmers, women and older children come out of the house and offer to join us, all wielding weapons. I pick up a shotgun from near the truck, but for some reason it's fused with another like a weird first person glitch. I throw one away. It's a twin barrelled break action 410. We were attacked by a few more outcasts, prompting me to scout a path in a nearby hedge.

It leads to a field on a hill sloping down before me. The sun is just rising over the horizon. A farmer and a his son step out towards me. Not initially realising the lack of threat, I shoot, thankfully missing them. They're rather miffed, naturally. I then tell them why I'm on edge, panting "You weren't there!" like a grizzled war veteran. [Whole Dream, 1 point]

Scene Change

I'm now lucid. I seem to be looking at me from a weird angle, only seeing concrete on the floor. I seem to be not fully "in the dream" as I seem to be able to feel my physical body dragging me back. I slowly get pulled back and I wake up. [Became Lucid, 5 points] [Fragment, 0.5 points]

I think this is one of those dreams where you've had so many dreams in a row that once you fall asleep you easily recognize you're asleep and dreaming.
Now with pictures!

Non-Lucid Part:
I was with this slightly older, heavy-set guy. In the dream, we weren't together so much that he was like an older brother to me. He told me to come to the backyard with him because he had to show me something.
"It's in the woods, but you always played back there, Ash. So, it will be fine."
I gave him a suspicious look.
"Hey! What? Don't worry."
I followed him into the sparsely crowded woods behind my father's workshop until I started to lag behind him.
"Hurry up, Ashley!"
"Yeah, yeah..."
All of a sudden, he vanished. Far too quick for someone who was just a little farther ahead.
Then, the realization hits me.

Lucid Part:

It is about time I had one of these. Although, I don't think this is what I had in mind...
Pleased, I gaze up at the woods and all the light brown leaves covering the ground. I have no interest in following this guy. He probably doesn't exist anymore to begin with. I turn around, eager to get away from the entire area.
No. The entire dreamscape itself.
I run toward this hill area near my father's building and jump, flying in the air. Funny, how this thing called flight comes so easily to me, yet I only use it for "emergencies" in dreams. I fly forward, past the ugly blue house I call home and decide to dream spin to another dimension. Realizing the consquences if I do not think of a place to be in, I vaguely think of a moor. I don't know why. I think I was thinking about my ancestors, but I don't even know if Scotland and Ireland have moors. Or whatever they are called these days. I read too much old literature to know or care.
Amyways, I spun. If you can call it that. It was more of a graceful, kind of floaty spin. Almost like a pirouette.

I found myself in a...white mansion by the rocky, green tipped edges of a pale grey sea.

I know it was white, because it felt like it was a white. I walked past several windows covered with beautiful white curtains floating in the breeze.

I had a sudden urge to go through a wall at this point. I had heard someone mention in the DV forum how you shouldn't think about the wall itself, but rather the destination. I thought of the word moor again, but I knew I wouldn't get this. How can I see what I have never seen?
Alas, I could not pass the wall. However, the window seemed rather welcoming.
I gently touched the glass pane with my right hand, never using force. I felt the glass turn to a goo, then it gradually succumbed entirely. I gazed out and looked upon a helicopter, a ship, and several cargo trucks by a seemingly endless sea. Some of the men had guns, but I don't think they noticed me. I wonder if they were guards for the mansion's owner.
I looked around, but everything was blurry, to my immense dismay. However...
Oh, yeah. That clarity thing...
"Clarity now!"
I suddenly remembered to look at my hands. They and the scenery got clearer.
"Clarity now!"
Clearer.
I did this several times until the quality of my dream was so detailed and I could the lines in my hands so well, it felt uncomfortable.
"Aw, what the heck. HD-Vision now!"
Okay. Clearest dream ever. Probably even clearer than real life. However, the guards noticed me and started to shoot. I ran away from the window and walked down the hall.
"Bastards. You're lucky I don't use you for my diamond castle."
I notice a door slightly ajar. Peering through, I see a woman with greying hair tied in a long ponytail.
"This is a story about the young master. About a time long gone. About a doll that became his dearest companion."
I looked to the left and saw another room, but one filled with forgotten memories. Yet, also with a sort of unforgotten sadness. There wasn't any death or evil here, but there was a feeling of what might have been. Suddenly, I felt my vision go out--I came as close as you can to fainting in a dream.
I heard voices, traveling further and further back.
Where am I going? Am I traveling in time or is this just me going to a different dreamscape?
These thoughts raced through my head as the grey-haired spoke to another person--I can't recall who.
"I'm sending her back in time. Maybe she will be able to talk to and warn the young master."
"But, her body is right there."
The woman smirked.
"In body, yes. In spirit, however, she is crossing time itself."
I heard nothing else.

I arose from the floor, slightly dazed, and not noticing the boy in a white seat faced away from me. I walked, or rather stumbled, into the other room. I looked around and didn't feel sadness, but a potential for it. I gazed over and saw a hideous doll with orange hair-no, it wasn't Chucky. I was a bit frightened, but gulped down my fear and walked over to the doll. Gently picking him up, I realized that the doll was alive. He looked at me and then looked around. I smiled at him and, as gently as I could, said,"Sweetie, I'm looking for your owner..."
I was startled to see that he had changed from a hideous doll to a cute one. I am guessing that no one except his owner treated him with kindness because of all this.
"I...I've traveled from very far away, yet not so far."
He looked interested and I gazed past the canopy bed behind us. Past all of the things that crowded the room. Past everything and anything.
"From a dream long gone. Or perhaps from a dream just beginning. Who knows what real life truly is."
I look back at him, and I see that he is intrigued.
"I'm not from this world. But, I assure you, I will help your friend. Regardless of what happened and how little I know."
He looked towards the other room and his gaze stayed there.
"He's over there?"
The doll nodded and I gently put him back in his little white rocking chair. I thank him and walk out.
I walk towards the round, white table and take a seat. Finally, I notice the orange-haired boy. The grey-haired woman is there as well, except her hair is a mousy brown.
"What are you doing here,"the boy asked. He is well aware I am not from the area or even that time.
"I'm from...Well, that isn't important. I think that woman wanted me to save you."
I pointed to the woman who now sat across from me at that white table and she nods.
"Yes, master. Something happens to you, and I sent this young woman to help save you."
Would you like to know why he needed saving?
Me, too.
Because, unfortunately, I was woken up!