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I was in a waterpark with some kids my age. I wanted to impress them on the lake and get into a certain girl's pants so I bought an inner-tube with a floor to it. It was expensive. I got the second smallest size and one of the adults was incredulous. He didn't believe I had dropped that much money on one.

Then I was in a bookstore with a girl who was older than me. We were walking until we found a chair by what looked to be a bathroom. I wanted her, still horny from my last fantasies.

She said something so I jokingly sat on her lap. She shoved me off and Said something that offended me a first but I then realized was not so bad.

I went to the Manga section. A taller boy was there. It was dark so I couldn't recognize him. "Hey there!," he said. "Could you help me find some Berserk?" I beamed at someone requesting I find them one lf my favorite mangas. I saw a couple of books together that looked like Berserk and said something to the effect of, "Ah, here it is!" to which be said something to the effect of "yes, that's it!"

Upon closer inspection it wasn't it so I let him search some more while I turned to look at him. It was Brian from my old school. "Oh hey Brian." I was happy to meet someone I used to know. He seemed a lot friendlier than I remembered him and he even rubbed my back in a friendly manner at one point.

He introduced me to some people from my old school near the front of the store. They were black and I dodn't recognize them. They must have moved after I had left. One about my age I talked to and had a nice conversation with. Then we talked to his little brother? by the window. The kid was young. I teased him and asked him, "So do you like A-----?" He smiled and giggled.

The older brother? said something to the effect of "Yes, he does. He's having such a great time he landed in the emergency room again recently."

Everyone seemed so friendly and interesting to talk to. I looked forward to seeing them again next year.

Been taking a break from trying -.- I dreamt about skateboarding in Little Big Planet It was pretty awesome. That's all. And night before was a sex dream. I think... yes!

In this dream, I was walking out of my old trailer, the dream was vivid and pretty intense, it felt pretty real. I was out side and I was walking aronud. I stood around for a moment and it was really nice out side. It was night time out and I looked up in the sky and I saw the stars out. I slowly looked around at the night sky and I saw a perfect shaped arrow pointing east. The stars were lined up in the shape of an arrow pointing east. They were gold and bright. It was a really great experience that I have ever seen. I am making this dream as a short dream because I could barely remember the rest of the dream, But it was a really wonderful experience to see.

These past few days have not been nice to me...

Some guy trying to blow everyone up
Pokemon singing
Grandma's old house
I'm protecting people
We buried someone

Festival
I get engaged to someone (don't know who she was. It was really fun, tho~)
Old pond
Puppy feels...left out?

Some sort of party - old chorus teacher invites me
Gives me some sort of special cake

I remember ordering a burger from McDonalds from a lady who seemed strangely happy. While walking home I saw a big blue tent and rides on the other side of the road. I thought I'd make it in there eventually but just stayed home. When I went home there was a lot about feminist riots on T.V.. The lady from McDonalds was in my house making me burgers while babysitting my sister.

Last nights dreams

Dream 1

I am lying in bed and don't realise this is a false awakening ((doh!!)) I am holding a baby frog in my left hand....I think "I'd better put this in its cage or I'll squash it when I drop off to sleep" I'm now confused and think "why am I holding a baby frog, it should be a baby pigeon ((I'm hand rearing a baby pigeon at the minute)). I now hear someone shout "mom" but it doesn't sound right so I think "ahhh...it's just hypnogognia" I now hear a young boy say "mom" I open my eyes again and see a young boy on the bed beside me, I say "what?" he says "can you top my phone up for me?" I say "you haven't got a phone" and wonder what he's on about. ((shame I didn't realise I haven't got a son lmao))

Dream 2

I am in bed in my room again ((another false awakening)) and a friend of mine is in my room with me, she says "it's good that you gave P £2 for chips" (( lol I gave my daughter P two pound for chips yesterday))

Dream 3

I'm in an arcade place ((like the ones on holiday or at a fairground)) there are lads of machines, some you win money and others you win knickers I wasn't winning on the money machines so I go and have a look at the machines where you win knickers. There are some knickers loose in the bottom of the machine so I take out a pretty Lacey pair and my daughter L who is with me says "ohhh there nice, win them for me" so what I had to do was swipe the barcode of the knickers across the thing on the machine and it would tell me if I had won or not, but again I never won. I am now getting angry with these machines and I'm trying to figure out why everyone else could win on the machines but I couldn't

Alright, so It started at my friend's treehouse, and we were playing a game. Shortly after we started, I got this weird feeling, then randomly got teleported to a stateline, but it was surrounded by dark, cold, raging water. I got dragged in, and was holding my breath when I could hold it no longer and breathed through my nose and got air... Then it hit me- People can't breath water without drowning! The first though that popped to my mind was to RC; I stuck my finger through my hand. After that, I became more aware, and did some things to make me even more aware, like rubbing my hands together, ect, and swam up to the surface. I remembered to stay mostly calm during this as to not wake me up; sure, I got a little but excited though.
Anyways, once realizing I was lucid, I tried some things like shapeshifting and teleporting. I managed to morph into a wolf for a couple of seconds, and after failing teleporting, just found a mirror. XD
So yeah, this is my first real lucid dream of my own will. :3

All of my teeth fell out except one leaving me feeling extremely concerned as to how I was going to chew food with only one tooth.

Last nights dreams
Dream 1

I am with 3 or 4 friends they may have been colleagues of mine from the station but I'm not 100% sure. There are 2 lads in my dream and they are horrible and had kicked the shit out of a friend of ours. I am now with a friend and also with the boss of the leisure Center and we are looking for the 2 lads, a friend of mine had been attacked in the gully by them so my friends didn't want me to go up the gully but I had to as I was sure they were up there somewhere. I get to the top of the gully and see the 2 lads, they are walking in the street not far from me. One of the lads looked like he had already had a good hiding, his nose was all bloody and looked smashed up like it had been put through a shredder his mate was sort of holding him up.
I go back and find the boss of the leisure Center and my friend, I see them and shout "come on, there up here" the boss says "right leave it to me, I'll sort them pair of bastards out!" I find this odd because he is only skinny and looks terrified about confronting them. We now all walk back up the gully and wait for the 2 lads, the lads come over to us and start taking the piss. The one with the smashed up nose grabs me and pushes me against a metal fence that is behind me and my face is all squashed up against it. I look at my friend as if to say help me but he does nothing and I think "shit...I need to get out of this!" I begin to panick and feel really dizzy then I think "perfect...I'll pretend to faint" so I drop to the floor and pretend to be sparks my friends now come to my aid and I say "I got so scared I fainted!" a girl is here now and she looks at me and says "you should have just drop-kicked him" . I get up and the boss of the leisure Center breathes a sigh of relief and looks very relieved that the 2 lads have now gone and looks quite embarrassed that he didn't do anything lol

Dream 2

Me, my daughter L and another girl with blonde hair are helping someone do something. The girl with blonde hair keeps getting praised for all her hard work but me and L don't. The man and us 3 are now in a car, ohh yeah it's come back to me now......we are all on duty and the Sarg says to the one with blonde hair "you can do traffic because your bound to stop all the cars with your good looks" lmao she turns to me and L and has a smarmy look on her face, me and L just want to rip her face off now I look at her again and now she looks really ugly and I think "what is he seeing that I'm not" lol

Sub-par recall last night, but oh well.

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16/4/12

I'm in the kitchen at home, and my mum asks whether I've heard my sister's news. Somehow, I immediately guess that's she's written an album [despite being completely unmusical in real life]. I get played it, and it's in a contemporary jazz style, with vocals by Jamie Cullum, my mum's favourite artist.

I'm pretty jealous, seeing as music's my 'thing' and I've been working on it for a lot longer, and almost ask how much of the album she actually wrote [it was almost definitely 100% Jamie Cullum's music].

I was leaving school. It was cold, dark and raining/snowing. I believe that I was also mildly lucid, at least in the beginning of the dream. I went out the the bus loop and I was getting close to the buses when they all started leaving without me, meaning that I would have to walk home several miles in the snow. (This is a common anxiety that I have in real life.)
To make matters worse somebody shoved me into the street and I was now cold, wet and muddy.
I got up and found out that there was one bus still there. It was bus number 25. There was a scrawny-looking man driving it and he told me that he was going to the middle school next to my subdivision. I told him to let me ride the bus but he said he could not because I was not singed up, so I still had to walk home.
I would not be beat, and took my cell phone out of my backpack and called my mom for a ride. I guess anxiety dreams don't like being "beaten" because the dream ended at that point.

I remember the number "25" on the side of the bus so vividly. I'm quite certain I was completely focused on it for a few seconds. I wonder if it will have further significance in my dreams...

I'm really excited because I had a terrific LD where I completed the advanced task for the month, and then had a "date" with a certain velvety voiced potions master hehe. But I was tortured first by a DEILD Demon. here's the story:

I saw Chris off to school in real life at 7:15 then went back to bed. I fell asleep and had some non-lucids that I don't remember. I woke up around 9:30 and was really groggy, so went immediately into some HI. Well sounds actually. I was lying on my side, and could hear voices in the room that I knew weren't really there. Then I felt the WILD vibrations, and felt the DEILD Demon "spoon" me from behind. As usual, I could feel him against my body, and his arms wrap around me, and took each of my hands. And it would be a romantic feeling, except he was growling. Like a mad dog! It was horrible. AND I had major sleep paralysis, and I almost never have sleep paralysis. I usually DEILD, and the dream chaining happens so fast I usually skip SP, or it's really brief and I barely notice it. But this time was different. I kept trying to wiggle, and press my butt against his crotch to have a little fun. But everytime I made any movement, it was so sluggish from the paralysis, and it would make him growl even louder. It was so scary because he was right behind me, and the growling was in my ear. I didn't want to piss him off too much, because I've had DEILD Demons bite me before. Plus I figured if I endured all this, I would eventually slip into a lucid. I went through several cycles of feeling vibrations, then the demon, growling at me if I tried to move, then I would partially wake up. I remember thinking to myself "I can't wait until I get lucid and hop out of my bed and this fucker will be gone!"

FINALLY I woke up in my bed, but this time I was lying on my back. I got up, feeling that dreamy lucid feeling. Then my son came into the room, looking about 3 years younger than usual, and I knew I had already taken him to school a few hours earlier. I followed him out of my room, and willed his hair to turn blonde, then neon green. Lol, I just had to be sure I was lucid. When we got to the living room, I got so excited because the lucidity felt really strong, not like I was about to lose it or go blind. I saw a mirror and looked in it for the heck of it. I looked like me of course. I widened my eyes and got really close, and the irises went all green and sparkly as usual. I looked at Chris and said "I gotta remember what it was that I wanted to do!" I couldn't remember the basic task, but I remembered the Pegasus task! So I went out the front door, and it looked just like a block on Swiss Avenue. There were fancy cars rolling by, and some people on horseback. I also saw a few horses with noone on them. I thought to myself that I could easily turn one of these horses into a Pagasus. So I went to this brown quarter horse and got on top of his back. I told Chris to wait in the front yard (he had already turned into a passive DC, you know, just kinda there. Which is good because I don't want to freak out and lose lucidity if I see something bad happen to my son, DC or not). So I told this horse very nicely, that he needed to grow some wings so we could fly around. He sprouted these small, triangular wings with brown feathers that matched his coat. I pet his mane and said that we're not going to be able to get off the ground with those. So he started flapping them, and the wings grew with each flap. He started to trot down Swiss, flapping the whole way, until it turned into a gallop and we took off into the air! It felt just like I would have imagined. I guess it helps that I've ridden horses IRL, so my subconscious didn't have to invent too much. We rose above the trees, but didn't go much higher than that. This is the moment where I gave him a name, BUT I FORGOT IT It was something cool and Mythological, like Orpheus or something. Or it might have been Bobby. At any rate, we flew parallel to Swiss for a minute or so, then circled around and came back. I didn't want to go for too long, because I wanted to do other things, so I leaned forward to make him land. I'm really impressed that I didn't get vertigo like I usually do when I fly alone in LDs. I think I just felt more grounded because I was sitting on a horse. Well, Pegasus Still, I didn't get those woozy butterfly feelings in my gut, so I'm super happy about that. We landed in front of the house and I patted the Pegasus's butt. His wings shrunk back down to nothing and he just walked off and rejoined some horses on Swiss like it had never happened. What an obedient guy, I couldn't have asked for a more tame Pegasus.

I saw Chris still in the yard. I said "Did you see that Chris!!" He said "Yeah!" We went back inside and I got excited again, because my lucidity wasn't going anywhere. What a treat! I paced around, trying to remember the other main thing on my list. To get some Snape loving. Teehee I know, I'm a goober. So I told Chris that I'm expecting someone over for a date so he needed to go to bed. Even before I finished saying that, I heard a knock at the door!. Chris disappeared into his room, and I went back to that same mirror and fixed my hair. But it was lucid magic: I just moved my hands around my head without touching a hair, and it all just piled on top of my head in a loose and sexy bun, with little ringlets trailing down my collarbone. Sweet. I looked at the window by the front door, and could see the silhouette of Severus Snape, peeking in to see if anyone was there. Impatient much? I went to the door and opened it, looking at my hands on the way, just in case. It really and truly looked like him. Normally I have to fix stuff but not this time. He said hello and embraced and kissed me. His voice was spot on. He did get kinda raunchy though. He sat down, whipped it out and demanded that I perform oral sex. I was obedient of course. After a moment he did start to slowly vanish away. Noooooooooo. So this is where I would normally shout and scream and stomp, trying to actively strengthen the lucidity, but this time I tried something different. I don't know why, it just came to me. I hugged him really hard and said "Say something!" My ear was pressed against his chest, and he said, in those rich velvety tones "It's ok, I'm still here" and I could feel his entire body return to its normal self. Kinda hard to describe. It was really vivid though, I remember the feeling of my face buried in thick black robes, and how his entire chest vibrated when he spoke, just like I always imagined it would be. Fuck this is a long post. Anyway, I resumed the you-know-what, and he started making these really hot grumbly groaning noises. Like, he was so turned on by what I was doing, he stopped me and decided to go for the gold. He pushed me down on a couch, and spread my legs apart. I was wearing jeans and he didn't bother taking them off. Or taking his clothes off. Somehow, magically, he just created a hole in the crotch of my jeans (damn I'm getting all bothered again just typing this). Talk about easy access hahaa! What a wizard. So he went to town on me (I'm trying not to be so x-rated here), grunting and groaning in that gravely voice the whole time. That's some hot shit right there I gotta tell you what. I came in like 10 seconds. He made a sound like he did too, but the dream was fading. I guess I was done hehe. He just kinda collapsed on me. I was touching a piece of the fabric of his black cloak, and rubbing it between my fingers when I woke up. And I woke up with a SMILE.

I'm so behind in my posting. I have had some fairly vivid dreams, but I didn't write them up at all, so they are gone...forever...

I had an odd dream last night.

This took place way back when the nation was being settled and there were conflicts between Native Americans and the settlers. In the dream I was kidnapped by a native and he told me he had to do some tests on me before their tribe would decide my fate. He took a small knife and put it to my wrist and made a small cut. I felt a little relief when the cut didn't hurt. He told me my blood had to be tested for "poison". If I had poison in my blood I would be killed immediately, if not, they would keep me alive for a short time. I wasn't sure which fate I wanted. I had a feeling that if I was left alive it would just be so I could be raped and tortured and then finally killed.

I wanted to tell him that they didn't need to kill me or torture. That I could be useful. I was also pretty. Surely some man in the tribe could appreciate me and learn to love me. I could learn to live the way Native Americans lived.

I remember feeling a huge wave a relief when I woke up and realized that it was just a dream and I wasn't going to be killed, tortured or raped or have to marry a stranger.

It's kind of a funny dream to have since I live in a town with more Native Americans than white people.

I went to bad last night, attempting wild and i was so damn close, i remember hearing this awesome music that i had never heard before and i started dancing a little bit and then woke up and thought well shit ill do mild then. And what happened was is i had a dream. Then i woke up again and was like man i was in a dream so i tryed that whole waking up and going back to sleep closer to rem. Epic fail haha it was fun though. Thats all i remember.

I was with my friend, Aaron, and some other kid who I didn't know. We were at an odd warehouse, in the middle of a dusty, old looking town. Aaron said he had to go, and drove away in his car. I waved goodbye, and started to take a walk.
Soon after, I ran into none other than Aaron himself. I wondered, I thought he was leaving...?
"Hi!"
"Hey, follow me," he said. Okay...? I followed him, curious as to what he'd want to show me.
We ended up in another large warehouse, and this one had a large, rusty looking car in it. The car had a dusty, flame decal painted on the sides. Aaron said, "Behold!" and waved to the car. It was pretty cool looking.
BUT THEN. For whatever reason, these small, strange, white crabs started crawling from the roof and down to us. They were snapping their pincers at us as a threat. Aaron grabbed a pipe and started hitting them.
And then I woke up. Dun dun dunnn. That dream was really odd. I liked the environment of it though. It was like an abandoned city, all dusty and rusty. Gave off a cool feel. anyways.
This dream was actually a lot longer than this, but I forgot a lot of it after waking. Oh well.