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Non lucid.

Walking down a flight of stairs, never reached the bottom. There were loads of people in front of me. As I was walking there was a trailer or an advert playing which I was able to watch fir some reason. It starred Helen Mirren, she had a purple top on, then one breast was peeping oot and fir whatever reason she ended up topless. She started running and her right breast was flapping like a daft thing. I mind thinking it was a shame no one else was seeing this. I then noticed a lassie in front of me who was completely naked. I was thinking she looked nae bad, then on a second look she had an an awfy spotty bum.

Fragment - hanging up dressing gowns in the shop.

Ta - da.

10.27.14

Last night bed 10:30 - 5am

Wanted to do WBTB, but realized it's still dark out and I don't wannu WILD in the dark. But I woke up with some serious cramps that kept me awake for an hour. So at 6 I decided to take:

1x4 mgGM
1x300 mg alpha GPC
1x300 mg choline

Had to get up at 6:45 to potty. And had to kick off my cat 3-4 times from the bed, walking all over me : (

By the time I had to go potty I felt I was very close and soon after I got back to bed I got to that state of mind very soon again. I hear my watch beep at 7 and I get lucid minutes after. I wake up from it all at 8am and write it down.

So it was a 30-45 min event, if not longer.

I didn't feel any transitions, any bubbling or coldness in the top back of my head as usually. No HH, no sensations, no NOTHING.

I kept concentrating on my black eyelids and saw just fog swirling, what happens at the very beginning and it normally doesn't end in a lucid for me. So I was thinking nothing will happen this time either. But I also knew that it will.

I heard my cat and I imagined how it would be to hear HH and I may have heard my name being called, but I was so close to falling asleep, I'm not sure.

I felt the slightest sensation of moving forward (I was more sitting than laying down with comforter and 2 pillows behind my back) so I rejoiced and pushed myself backwards and it worked!

1.
I realized I can see my room (not my real room IWL). I was like "finally I'm lucid". I had pyjamas on (I don't wear any in WL). Flanel, beige colored with some print. Top was unbuttoned. I almost got up, but thought that I should check "down there". Since ophelia often talks about her parts, I wanted to know myself. I rolled my pyjama bottoms down. I saw nice flat tummy and lady's parts. I looked at them thoroughly, thinking "daum, I look awesome". Was shaved, but with like a 5'clock shadow, lol. Everything looked as it should, and better.

2.
There is no transition between LDs at all, just one long event.

I'm walking down the street. It's very wide, not many cars, and sidewalk is almost empty of people as well. It's evening, and it's like suburbs, not in the city. No houses either.

There is a very colorful huge billboard on the left side ahead, with sea life on it. A sea turtle and 2 other animals and some text. It's so colorful, sharp and detailed.

A georgeous blond duude runs by me and he wants me to follow him. He needs help. As we are walking, I'm telling myself not to be stupid and waste it on sex. I'm not in a mood for sex anyway. But he is so damn hot. I'm not into blonds, but he IS HOT. So I ask him if he wants to do it. He doesn't. I should have taken my hint, but now the liftoff sequence had been initiated and there is not steping back. I lose lucidity somewhere here. But I continue with the fantasy.

3.
No transition again. After I realized the previous LD is over, I think to myself "ok I'll just wait here for the next one" only to realize "wait a minute, I'm still dreaming, I'm lucid wooo".

I'm on top of the hill. It has dry bushes growing on it and it's almost straight down. I don't think twice and I launch myself down head first. I fly at breakneck speed. It's so awesome. I can feel the tingles in my stomach, like on a rollercoaster. Only much stronger, almost unbearably strong.

I see some hot air balloons being launched to my right, on some kind of a very large flat part of a mountain slope. I decide to try if I can steer and I turn slightly to the right and I'm flying towards them now.

4.
They are looking for girls for some favor. They assure us nothing is going on, like porn or anything. It's suspicious anyway, but I trust them. Then there is this long part that's kinda foggy, but sex is involved.


I made a decision between LDs that I'm not going to retell them in my mind during transitions to remember them better. I didn't really care to remember them this time. Just happy that my dry spell is over.

Veery strange. What I remember is being in a huge flat, very high ceilings, and there stood a maybe three/four meter big faun about. He didn't do something at first, was just there, like a huge devil, but in brown and not making an evil impression at all. Rather like being some sort of prehistoric faun, megalo-faun or something.
Huge brown-furred legs...

I asked a woman, what he would be doing there and she said, he belongs to the story, we would be filming. Instantly I was also in the know, ah - riight - that faun from the story. Meanwhile I was only surprised, why it would be in this specific scene, where I thought he wouldn't be. Instant explanation from her: yeah - but the audience loves him, we put in more material with him.

Some this and that and then the faun suddenly comes up to me, and grabs me, and seems to want to take a closer look at me, lifts me up into the air, and I get really afraid all of a sudden, and loose optics, and then I get lucid.

I guess it was fear, what had eradicated all optics - I just hung in the void. Tried all the pretty tips for optics, wipe my eyes, pretend to take a hood away and put glasses on - nope. Woke up from that.

Shame I hadn't really prepared myself for a DEILD re-entry - might have worked nicely...

Me and a few others were in a boat on a river. the river was placed in ancient times and I had no clue where I was. but one thing I did notice was the water looked like scales from a dragon. I pointed it out to my friends and they ignored it like it wasn't cool so I was like "what the fuck guys, do you not see this cool ass shit? and again, I was ignored. so instead of trying to regain their attention I fixated mine on something else. i look down and i see a family of giant alligators. there were about fix or so and they were purple and blue (which is pretty bad-ass) but scary as fuck, so I tried not to focus on them or else I would freak out so I continued to flow in the boat. my anxiety was like to the sky so I jumped out the boat and one started to follow me so I was jumping rock-to-rock trying to get away and before I notice I'm on top of a wall and there's like hundreds of them trying to eat me so I hop over the wall and land in a frenzy of my middle school classmates. once again im terrified so I begin to flap my arms and lift from the ground and once im like 15 feet above ground a girl in a mermaid costume is dragging me down and the scenario switches into something im not so clear of.

Unlike last night, where I know what went wrong, I don't know what didn't work last night. I did everything that consistently wins a lucid.

Something to do with me eating at this cafe. Somebody who was out to assassinate me fired a grenade launcher through the window. I yelled everyone to get down and dove away from the table. The grenade exploded.
I ran down the road into a suburban area and my assailant followed me. She was this shorter black girl with an army uniform. After running a few blocks, I looked back and saw that her grenade launcher had vanished. She looked confused. I came back after her to fight her in hand-to-hand combat but she vanished when I got closed.
...
Somehow connected to a dream where more people were out to kill me. I was purchasing a gun and the owner of the gun store was showing me how I should load the bullets with a little piece of toilet paper in-between. It's supposed to make the gun much more accurate.
...
Somehow connected to a dream about my parents when they were young and had first met.

I was semi lucid and I 'remembered' that I wanted to visit this record store that my friends were into. I remember crossing the road and there was this big group of fat guys wearing matching shirts who were apparently the band that the record store was known for.
When I got inside I saw that the entire store was empty 'cept for a cash register and a couple of racks of candy. The cashier was really cranky and told me that I wasn't a 'true fan' and that I should get out.

There was some full-on lucidity in here somewhere, but I can't recall what happened.

Well there is always tomorrow night...

I was way overdue for a haircut. My hair was so thick and long that when I combed it out, it reached the floor. Although my hair was tangled up and matted, it combed out easily. Now I was in the bathroom using the mirror, though I knew my reflection was me, it didn't really look like me though. I wasn't bothered by the reflection being wrong though, I was move concerned about my hair being too long.

1. I was in the drivers seat of a car and my dad was next to me in the passenger seat. I was driving, for what reason I don't know. I was in a parking lot just driving around, and most of the parking was almost full. The store to which the parking lot belonged too looked packed as well. My dad told me to drive to find a parking spot, now I knew what I was driving for. As I drove around each section I put on some music, chillstep. When I put the music on and played a specific song my dad got mad, "What is this? Turn this crap off." He said. I told him that I had just accidentally put on a sucky song and that the rest of my songs were not crappy.
That being said, I put on another song from my Ipod which was now in my hands. I remember being intrigued by the songs I saw my Ipod, because I had never seen them before and a part of me knew that. I then listened to every song that I had never heard before, and I was quite amazed. The music I heard was nothing quite like what I have ever heard in real life before, it was all unique and sounded amazing. I remember glancing up at the sky through my windshield while I was driving and I saw that it was covered in clouds that were a deep orange in color. I could tell it was almost night time because of this.

2. I was in a room with some people and we all had a box of SourPatch kids in our hands and were eating them. I was standing up, watching a small T.V that was maybe 4 or 5 feet away from me. I continued eating my SourPatch kids while I wathced the T.V. Suddenly the news channel came on. "Alzheimer's directly caused by SourPatch Kids". I couldn't believe what I was seeing, everyone else in the room was now looking at the T.V. I knew then and there that I needed to immediately stop eating the candy, but for some reason I didn't care and I kept on eating them. The kids and other people around me that also had SourPatch Kids also still ate theirs. Even though everyone knew that the candy was bad for them and was going to give them a disease, they didn't care and kept on eating. At this point while I continued eating as well I remember distinctively being able to taste the candy.

1. [Lucid] [WILD]
I rotated slowly during my transition, I was scared though when I opened my eyes because it was dark so I grabbed my blanket with both hands and pulled it over my head, then I wished to be teleported to Narnia, I teleported into another room, I'm in a bed with the blanket still over my head so I lower it and I see I'm in a nice and bright non scary room, I then sit up with my legs over the edge of the bed, I put my feet on the ground and almost stood up, my knees were wobbly, then I woke because I thought about my real body.

2. [Non-Lucid] [Lucid] [DILD]
I was sitting across from this naked woman and she had the nicest boobs, I asked if can I touch her boobs, so she put a boob on a plate and gave it to me, I played with it anyway but it wasn't 1 of her boobs :/

3. [Non-Lucid] [Lucid] [DILD]
I'm laying in bed under the blanket playing with my long hair, wrapping it around my finger, then I lift up the blanket and my old dog Sam is stood there looking at something behind me, this freaks me out and scares me, then I notice my mum stood at the door leaning on the wall, I woke up.

DF: I wanted to be in a club . . . a math club? And I remember that we had to do something mathy in front of someone and I was just going to make a heart sign with my hands and say it was an indented triangle.

"If you screw this up, you're just the idiot who screwed it up."

DF: I have to go to school with Perseus. We're walking down the road to the bus stop and I keep dropping my books. He keeps trying to wait for me, but I tell him to go ahead so he can get to the bus in time and tell the driver to wait for me. He doesn't listen at first, but it's too late by the time he does and the bus drives off.

It's overcast.

Wake up from NLD consciously, decide to DEILD. Feel body begin to roll over, but feel like I am losing consciousness as well. Fight a bit to stay lucid. Some dream imagery--bright colors--but can't remember upon wakening.Lose consciousness, then FA in bedroom. Nose pinch. Meh, can sort of breathe. Probably a dream. I get up and walk to the bedroom door. There is an envelope stuck in the door. I take it and walk into the living room. It is dark. I now remember that my wife in WL has already woken up, and so it should not be dark in living room. Definitely a dream. I find a stream of light from a window and open the envelope. A check stub for $5,004 and a ticket stub that reads JANE MOSHER BUDDHA. Cool. Cats are meowing at me but I ignore them sorry kitties.

My front door has five door handles and is also made of glass. I open the handle in the middle and push the middle section out. It occurs to me that I could phase, but I don't really care enough Outside, the sky is slanted oddly, and reminds me of a hallucination I had as a child. Weird! It is early morning out, and I magically have a grassy backyard with trees in it (and not a dirty street, as it is in WL). What did I want to do? I know I wanted to fly into space, but, eh, not now. What else? Oh yeah, TotM! I look around and see a pumpkin on the grass. Neat. I walk over to it, and realize it is mostly collapsed in on itself and is rotten. Easier to get inside! I begin digging through the black, rotten innards. At first, seems like nothing in there. But I think, Come on, pumpkin! I know you've got something! And there was something! It was a d4:


It is blue and cream swirled. Nothing super special, but still kind of cool. I look at it for a moment, then carefully place it on the patio (part of me wants to say I place it on top of an 8-ball? Not sure how that makes sense!). I then remember I want to transform into a tree. I find a big oak in the grass (there are some others in the dirt but I want to walk on the grass ). I place my hand on the trunk and begin trying to fuse with it. My hand and arm are changing color to match the trunk when I wake up.

First thing's first: Yay! Two lucids within a week of each other!

So I dreamt I was wandering around an urban area by myself. I had just come from somewhere in some buidling(I forget what I was there for). I began walking towards the road, when I spotted my friend. She waved at me and smiled as she walked towards a blue car waiting for her. She got into the nice-looking car and shut the door. I then randomly became lucid, and I felt like doing something with her. I approached the car as it began to drive away very slowly, and I grabbed onto the spoiler of the car. I pulled back, and the car came to a stop and slid to the right. The girl got out, and we walked together for a bit, but my intentions with her were thrawrted as I awoke.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Dream 1 - Hunting Hooligans with Gandalf
Me and Gandalf are out on a lake that has ice around it. We're waiting to catch someone, and then we see some hooligans on the other side. We sprint over, occasionally falling into the icy water but not caring. Gandalf blasts them with his magic, there are a few that turn up behind me too. I take a chunk of charcoal from a small pouch I have, and then hurl it at the hooligans feet. BOOM. I take another piece and chuck it at them which sizzles through the ice beneath them, they managed to duck into a cave in the side of a glacier we're next to though. Gandalf has followed some other hooligans into the glacier too, and as I turn the corner I see him getting off the ground and starting to give chase. I follow with him, we end up running down some steep ice stairs (I think about how dangerous this is but I don't slip). Suddenly I'm in my old school gymnasium, I have my backpack on and the previous events seem like they never happened. I see a good place to sit and realize I need to put my bag away first. I head over to where everyone else is putting their bags and put it there, then turn around and see that the room has filled up more and that my seat has been taken. I see V (a friend from my form class at school) and I decide I'll go sit next to him. The dream ends here.

Dream 2 - Don't know how to name this one
So I'm taking a test with my friend J from high school, except we're not in school, we're at some random animal facility. I think there are a bunch of normal looking animals that we can see through a glass window to my left (elephants, sheep, etc). We have to evacuate for some reason and I remember that there was a girl from before who was too scared to run, I tell someone that I'm going back for her (I was nearly at an escape plane when I realized this). I find her crying and tell her to go to the plane, she says she can't find her monkey (a plush toy teddy bear thing). I promise her that I'll bring it to her, she then makes her way to the plane while I sprint off in the opposite direction. I meet J again and he's super excited, he passed the test with 90%! I give him an ecstatic hug and congratulate him. I ask him what I got and then he realizes that the 90% was actually mine (I recently got 90% in a university assignment), and that on his test he got 93%. This is kind of weird because I got 10/11 which apparently equals 90%, and he got 10/10 which equaled 93%. I didn't click to how weird it was though. I continue on and now I'm in a room with another glass window and animals on the other side, except they're super strange this time. They're pretty much aliens, and they're woolly and have tusks, some are sheep that are covered in mud and grass. There's a lady who is telling us what to do, she tells us to all sit down and that those animals are all dangerous monsters. There are a few of the sheep variety in a cage in the corner of the room, next to the cage is another cage and there are stuffed toys in there, one of them is the monkey I'm looking for. I see someone jump the fence to the animal enclosure on the other side of the window, I shout it out to the teacher and she ridicules me. I say 'No, I definitely saw someone!', I then get the courage to approach the sheep in the corner of the room. I am super nervous, I rip up a bit of grass and hold it out to them, shaking and my heart is pounding. I pull back a few times, cautious in case they are vicious flesh eaters. I manage to keep my cool and feed them the grass, I then say to everyone else "They're not vicious, they're just sheep covered in mud and grass". The monkey in the cage is gone and I know I have to find it, but I think now that it's somewhere over the fence.

Dream 3 - English Tests
I'm in an English classroom and my teacher is the same as my teacher from high school. I seem to know that I'm a university level student, yet I've gone back to high school, and I think about how easy it will be now that I know everything. The class starts and we have to draw out an intro page, then we have a test the following day, and an assignment due at the end of the week. I think about how ridiculous this is, it's only the first day. But I reassure myself that I'll nail everything with excellence and make up for my slacker attitude during my first time at high school. Everyone else has finished drawing up their intro page and the bell goes, I'm still drawing mine and so is another Asian kid in front of me. The teacher is pissed and gives us an extension on everything, saying that we'll need it. Once again I feel the need to prove that I'm not a dumb ass. The dream ends after that.

A lot to do with my old high school for some reason.

Can't remember the beginning, but there were bats in our house - swarms of them flying around in every room. Some of them ended up dying for some reason and our cats started playing with/grabbing/hunting them. We didn't like that so we tried to stop them from doing so, and my mom worked on cleaning up the dead bats/parts. I mentioned locking the cats up or outside. Went into the kitchen to get something to eat and saw one of my siblings (sister, and brother wasn't home?) being threatened/kidnapped and they wanted to take me too. Threatened my parents and I with a weapon then took my sister/brother outside. They were gone for awhile, and I wanted to try and make an escape while he was still gone, before he came back, but my parents didn't seem interested in doing so. I tried to convince them before he came back, and it seemed like they were thinking about it, but it was too late and he came back before I could convince them to make a run for it with me. He made me look for something while he went to get something else, at which point I also tried to convince my parents to make an escape attempt, but he again came back before I got them to move. After we were all forced out of the house and moved somewhere else, two of us were forced to dig holes in the ground while he watched. A random person/neighbor stopped by to ask what we were doing, and we tried to send some meaningful warning glances at her, but she didn't understand our message. She said something about a guy being reported on TV for something, but didn't make a connection. When she saw that the holes we were being forced to dig were in the shape of people (kind of like snow angels) she got scared and understood, and tried to help us escape by throwing shovels of dirt at him/n his eyes, and we fought as well. The guy overpowered us though, and captured the other lady as well, and we were all taken back to the others. At some point later, we were on what must have been a ship/aircraft of some kind, and two of us were sent somewhere in another contraption to investigate/find something. We were met by a strange woman and brought to a weird place, a haven of some kind. She explained that there had been an experiment of some kind on war vets, including on a veteran and his black lab. Both the man and his dog were heroes of some sort. She showed us a circle made of many different segments, and one segment was gray instead of glowing a greenish blue. She explained that the place was a safe haven for the war vets/heroes, but that the man of whom she had spoken, with his black lab, had gone missing, and they needed to be found. We then realized that there had been a black lab on the aircraft we were being held on. The scene switched back to that aircraft, which was flying, and someone was playing scales on a clarinet, which annoyed another people. One lady who had also been captured had been secretly coming up with a contraption that would enable her to fly away to safety (similar in nature to the one Hiccup designed in How To Train Your Dragon 2 *awesome movie by the way*), and when the bad guy looked like he was almost asleep, she curled up, adjusted, then sprang out of the aircraft, and it woke the bad guy up, and he got angry. The woman we were talking to asked us to help her, and to be very careful. The contraption we got there on was called back to the main aircraft, with us on it. After we got back, we paid more attention to the little details, trying to figure out a means of escape, and just exactly what was going on that we had been dragged into. The end of the dream was kind of fuzzy and confusing, but no resolution had been made by the time I woke up.

Remembered but didn't write down. Oops. One long, complicated dream. Started with some sort of activity/obstacle course. Then changed to my mom and sister, they pulled in with a horse trailer that had a mini camping/living trailer attached. Looked to be in Chris and Alyssa's (my cousin) driveway/house. Began talking about some kind of event we could go to, $10 per person per day, carnival/camp of some sort, I invited Ris as well. My dad showed up at some point. Turned strange, my sister was a group leader/counselor of some kind, lots of weird activities and places (underground maze, psychic cave, lots of other stuff) and a big auditorium of some sort. Caroline (girl from high school) was there at some point too. Began to involve characters from TV shows (Bones, Castle, NCIS, Criminal Minds - mostly Bones), a hunt for a traitor, deceitful schemes and strange ulterior motives, questioning. In the auditorium of sorts, hard to explain. Began to suspect Sweets of being the traitor, some bad guy (Sweets or Caroline) was missing, we (at least my dad and I, don't remember exactly who else) going through the grounds and we were looking on the way to somewhere else, for where the traitor might be hiding.

Long, complicated, hard to explain dream. It started with some sort of high school event. I went outside with my coat and wallet, threw up, (something about being pulled down stairs?), then went back inside my house to sleep. Ris (my boyfriend) came over. Later, was pulled down the stairs. Fighting with parents, got in trouble, apparently ruined my wallet and coat in the rain in the middle of the night. Ris called his mom to ask her a question, she was going to call him back. Still fighting with my parents. Something about a lunch/event in the high school cafeteria several days before a bigger one. Think I might have gone to the lunch/event with Ris (side note - I didn't know him back in high school) then came back home. More fighting. I talked to Julie (his mom) or left her a text/voicemail. Our house started to get worked on by a bunch of people. Gates were put up at driveways so only certain/qualified people could get in. Signs/pieces of paper were put up around our house, don't remember exactly what they said. Saw Connie and another person (in the same vehicle- truck?) pull in, talk to someone, and toss something on the ground. My mom asked me to go out to her and tell/ask or give her something, so I put my boots on and went out. By the time I got out there, she was gone, so I looked around. There were lots of cars parked in rows. May have started to take pictures. Connie came back, and I did what my mom wanted me to. She asked me if I wanted to see something cool, then tossed something on the ground, and it started moving around. She explained that it was a "mechanical Fido" and we laughed/talked about it. She went on to what she needed to do, and I started to look around again and maybe take pictures. Got a phone call back from Julie, so I answered, she first asked about driving then we moved onto other topics. I must have gotten into a truck and sat there. At some point Karlen? came up and got into the truck, said he had to move it but I could stay in it if I wanted to. I was still on the phone with Julie and did stay in the truck. He joked around some, swung the truck around and almost hit a line of cars, but didn't. I then got somewhere else (the command center?) but not sure how. There was a computer there. My brother and dad were there as well at some point, helping. Can't remember what the problem was or what they were helping with. I ended up getting involved somehow. A computer program was involved, started malfunctioning or got a virus or something. We went somewhere strange (a cave?) trying to either find or fix something. I was with them. There was some sort of a video game/story that started to become real. I had to jump and dodge stuff. At some point, other characters became involved (Morgan, maybe Ziva or Prentiss), somehow in the video game/story. There was something about the bad guy escaping, something about my mom leaving for a long time because of it, there was a means of escape called by the bad guy but she (or Ziva/Prentiss?) had already taken care of the bad guy and either she called it or the bad guy did before he was taken care of, was going to need to do something in order to reduce suspicion/problems etc, cover up of some sort? Don't remember if she ended up going off or not, may have woken up before the end of the situation.