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this dream starts I look in the mirror then I see a darkness devil following me

and pertain to my every iit stares at me it darkly clouds my jugdement

I start transforming my lucidity as the devil keeps following me I vanish vortex

then the devil implodes so the devil was my image playing games on how I see

the dream world it was like staring in the mirror as I seen the reflected devil


I become still infamy begging myself more clarity the Xels are cells was being born
with devil dna like playing games and getting crucified every time you die in a video game

to wake back up in the same level and stage to dream about more gestures of my devil form so when I was looking at my reflection of the devil my mind made a game about it I was in prison in a game where I had to do certain gesture to make my self wake up yet I love this dream more than anything knowing I'm the ruler of hell

every time I see my reflection in the mirror I turn off the lights and just stare into darkness making my spiritual embodiment come to its senses as I dream in my devil form the xels are to integrate on how I live in the after life in my devils body over and over as I close my eyes forever

My daughter wakes up and her hair is all stuck to her as she has had a slight fever and has been sweating. Her hair is very blond although she is a toddler as usual. We get up and go around the house that has elongated and now has very shabby bits tagged on.
I wish that we could have the garden of my childhood, which I always remember from long summer holidays when we could pick fruit and strawberries which grew in abundance. The garden appears and I go into it but half way down where they're used to be a greenhouse and other stuff . There is instead a kind of veil a bit like the upside down in "stranger things" with loads of black apple type fruit that are all yucky and rotten on closer investigation, its also cold there.

Morning of January 14, 2018. Sunday.



On the threshold of doorway symbolism (a door being a liminal space divider between the dream self and the conscious self), by which I always either leave the dream state or trigger a higher level of lucidity, I focus on an antique bronze lion face door knocker (lucidity stabilizer which also gives respect to the nature of RAS mediation). Placing my hand upon it, I feel a curious vibration, with a vague awareness of humming. (This is a common perception in dreams of augmented awareness.) It vibrates a bit more when I touch more of it. I feel very aware, secure, and loved.

Thinking back to a vivid childhood dream, the lion head becomes a triceratops head. I consider the horns as being an odd feature for a door knocker, but it does not concern me. I move my hand over it and it recedes into the door itself (a possible influence from the pin art desk toy that our youngest son owns).

I become aware of liminal space to a greater extent, the autosymbolism being a parking lot (a very common liminal space marker for me since childhood). I see a large metal model of a triceratops in the area. As I focus on it more deliberately, it becomes “alive” to some extent (emergent consciousness factor). It reminds me vaguely of a Transformer (Dinobot “Slug”), and speaks in a layered metallic voice (though I do not grasp the words, though I get the impression it relates to my physical body; my muscles or cells). However, without paying much notice to the waking transition, it resolves as being our youngest son, cheerfully talking about Transformers in his normal human voice. My dream brought me comfort and no dominant or aggressive RAS mediation was rendered (due to my willingness to let my dream fade on its own). (This relates to the “transformation” of the dream self back into the conscious self identity.)

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This dream’s autosymbolism that represents the waking process is the same theme as various past dreams since early childhood, where the RAS mediation factor, starting out as potentially threatening, transforms more smoothly into the human emergent consciousness factor. (The supposed potential “threat” is often only by implication of its form, not necessarily with my dream self seeing it as such. One example is the dream where I had a passive pet tiger that eventually became anthropomorphic and slowly transformed into Charles Bronson who I talked to in friendly conversation, also ending near a parking lot. Another example is the dream where I stared down a lion in the living room until it became an unknown male that I had a conversation with.)

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Date of Dream: TUE 16 JAN - 2018



Dream No. 264 - Soul Searching

I don't remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was with a big, mixed group of random people at my house. This guy resembled the behaviour of a high school homeroom teacher. He wonders what the time is and so I got to him, “It's 3:30” but when I look down at my watch it's actually 4:30, so I quickly correct myself. He said something about us being very late and so he asked me about running afternoon homeroom. I told him, “4:30 to 4:35 should be enough; afternoon homeroom typically runs for five minutes” and I was basing this on the structure I witnessed in real life.

I was then at my dining room table and there was also the Jackie Chu puppet from SML, alive and talking. I forgot what he said to start with but there was some sort of “Asian” event that he was running. It kind of felt like some sort of board game but the dreamers were going to be immersed inside it so it would feel like a real simulation. All dreamers were able to start in the main area except for me. Jackie Chu said I had to stay in the playground until I accomplished some preliminary tasks. I had to do some soul searching; I could do 4 of anything and then I had to also master one particular aspect that I have forgotten the name of.

The other dreamers were taking their turns first and so I watched on. Sly, Bentley (in his wheelchair) and Murray were all placed in different areas of the board and doing their thing. Jackie Chu mentioned something about a boxing challenge and that every one would be able to pass it except the hippo. Still in the dining room, I'm whispering to myself “Jackie Chu why would you say that? He's the strongest one out of all of them and yet you put him down so harshly”. Jackie Chu's opinion must have come from the fact that Murray was in his Dreamtime outfit from Sly 3 and so didn't look as tough as expected.

It was about to be my turn and so I thought of of four things I should do in my area to complete the “soul searching” section. I thought that one of the things I could do was have my dream guide help me with my fear of lifts again. When I appeared inside the world of the board, nothing happened and I thought to myself “I must be doing something wrong” and was soon taken back to the dining room after my turn had finished.

I thought long and hard about what I actually needed to do. I yelled out, “I don't know what to do! What is soul searching?!”. Jackie Chu then appeared and told me to go online onto this particular site. There it had the soul searching matrix and I finally understood what is was. I found this part in the dream so fascinating as it exposed me to wide creative range of tasks I could carry out. One matrix cell was based on the principle, “Use the day time to assist your allies. Use the night time to punish your enemies”. One example following that principle was “Set off a storm in Italy”.

From that idea, I was able to come up with something of my own. Since it was always day time on the board, I would have to come up with something that would help an ally. I eventually thought of this; “Out of your four elements, use Earth to stop a dreamer from falling down the cliff”. As I envisioned this idea, a holographic scene was playing at the same time, almost as if though I was looking at my thoughts.

Murray was in the middle of that terrifying drop down the cliff into nothing when I flew down beside him and activated my Earth element which showed in the form of a green barrier, just like the one in the form of Dream No. 251 B. Additionally, the barrier was decorated with some abstract leaves and flowers, as if they'd been drawn on a tablet PC. Once the barrier was around Murray, he floated at his current level and then when the barrier started to ascend, so did he.

The dream scene then solely focused on one thing when I got some paper to write down the task on. Half way though writing down the task, I wake up.



Dream Trophies Achieved:
- None



That scene where I set the elemental barrier to surround Murray looked really cool and this morning when I was recapping the dream, I thought, I could draw this scene. So I might see if I can do a visual representation of this scene. This entry will be updated when the drawing is done.

The drawing is complete; for anyone that wants to see it, check it out on my DeviantArt.

Even though I'm not recording my dreams on the daily, I feel like I'm getting better at being more aware while dreaming.

E. I was in this park, there was this black picnic table and this guy named.. Justin? He seemed like he needed help. So I went over to him and asked him if he was alright. He said he was completely fine, nothing wrong with him. There was a black journal notebook on the table. I picked it up and screened through it, looking for a note. But all that was there were complex math problems. I just got the feeling that soon he would not be okay, so I told him that I would be around, and he can call me any time. I then flew upwards, swimming towards the sky.

In a fragment, I was on a tall ledge inside some kind of mall or building. I was there with Brittany, my mom, and Brittany's mom. All of a sudden, both of our moms jumped off the ledge. For a second I felt like time stopped, my mom was dead, my life was over. And then I realized, hey, this is stupid. This is a dream. So I walk away to go do something fun but lose it.

yesterday night's dream

In my dream I recall being transported to a big house that was layed out with another house to the side and tiles of dirt around. Almost like the building system in the sims. I began digging up the dirt because rurouni Kension who I thought was my guide/ cherished friend told me it would keep the cursed entity inside from hurting me while I stayed in the house. However, for it to work I would have to code in "sorry" into every dirt tile. I was almost done and ended up forgetting the word so I called him on a cell phone. Since he left. He answered me but than I forgot again and called him back. This time he didn't answer so I just kept digging till I felt I was for the most part done. I entered the house to cook dinner, only to find I was now present in a restaurant where kension made an appearance again. He sat at a table near me as I grabbed my plate of food that I felt I made where a japanese woman was sitting. I than told her I hope she was enjoying the food than went to sit at my own separate table while I pondered if kension was willing to try my food or if he was just going to guard because he cared about my well being.



Notes

Probably had this dream of entity because I watched full metal alchemist brotherhood.

Staircase

First dream is of being trapped in a staircase, you could go up and down but not exit.

Pewdiepie

Had a dream of being outside my house at night time. Youtuber Pewdiepie was by a garbage can telling me to take out the garbage. I opened the bin but pulled anouther garbage bin out exactly the same size. I told him there's only more garbage cans. He laughed at that and Asuka was standing near us just smiling.

Rob.

Dream of walking up to a gas station where my friend from high school rob was at. I asked him if he was doing anything later. He said he was too busy with work.


Locked outside

I was locked outside of work with some girl from work. We were talking about stuff but can't remember what. I leaned against her for warmth and we started kissing...

Escape

I dreamed I was escaping some death camp. I remember hiding in a giant fenced off area with a bunch of dead bodies in bags. The stench was more horrible than you can imagine. I found I could run super fast and float by the wall of the tall fence. I flew up higher and kept escaping that way the smell wasn't as bad.

Jamie

Had a dream I got a visit from Jamie at my house. All the rooms were out of place. She arrived with all these people and had strange hair. She didn't seem interested in talking to me. I kept asking if she wanted to talk but she was getting angry. Recalling conversation isn't my strong suit. She wound up running out of the house and into a strange garage that led to strange basement complexes. Found another friend from childhood named Gary and started talking to him. I was with Asuka and Data later and we were looking for Jamie. We found her guides wandering around and they were saying Jamie was too stubborn.


Water jetski


First part I am with another girl from work. She is talking about moving to BC. I said I'd like to go too.

Some how wind up on a water highway on a big jet ski. I am enjoying the feeling of going fast. Wound up in a dry valley and decided to turn back. That's when I turned back.

We were in the weapons room again (The weapons room is a part of a large building/modern castle reminiscent of Hogwarts), there was a big slide down to it. Some of the people with me were youthgroup kids, and I asked Hunter E to help me make sure there weren't enemies hiding inside. I was worried that roaming monsters/enemies would hear us again, and we had to be absolutely silent one time when a large enemy passed. The slide went down to the hallway outside the weapon room, right outside the door. The door was not clickable-closeable (same as last time). But a really good thing was, this time there was a nice heavy second door on the inside, so we closed that and felt much safer. No one grabbed any weapons this time, and it was pretty uneventful.

I was in a hospital for whatever reason, I don't know, but the whole hospital staff had distortion of the face. Some didn't have a face, some had glitches, some had the face upside down, some didn't have features to make up the face, some had no eyes lips ect, some was blurred like TV. I got so freaked out that I was moving around. My hart was beating out of my chest and when they got closer to me there faces would distort even more freaking me out more. I woke up panicking and I had never had one like it before.

I was sitting at a table with my family when I decided to do a reality check and I had an odd amount of fingers. I kept checking again and again and again and still had 6. 7. or 8 fingers. I plugged my nose but still breathed through it so sure enough I was dreaming. I hung out with the DC's (Dream Characters) for a little and jumped up to the second level of my house with ease. I noted how unbelievably real the dream felt. For some reason the DC's disappeared after a while so I saw the Moon in the sky and decided to go to it. I used my mind and came up with this unique strategy to get there. I got myself to be slowly sucked into the Moon's direction then covered my eyes, changed my orientation and sure enough I was on the Moon. But everything was all blocky like in Minecraft and my vision was tunneled as well. Some things happened after that but I didn't finish my entry.

This image is a good visual of how it was.