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I am sitting at my kitchen table with a friend. They say something about how they can never tell if they're dreaming (cue lucidity! :) ) I become lucid and tell them this is a dream, and that they should do an RC. They tell me it isn't working so I leave them and fly around inside. When I land it's clear I'm losing lucidity because I start believing they are real again.

Later I have a non-lucid in which I run on the roofs of apartments and then talk to someone about a complicated plan they have.

Points:
Lucid: 10 points
DILD: 5 points
Flying: 4 points
Non-lucid: 1 points
Total: 20 points

I am in a house I've never been in during real life. The room I'm in is half underground, so it has windows towards the top of the walls to let light in. I look out of one of the windows and see my neighborhood. I watch a car go down the road and then a police car following them with sirens on. I suddenly become lucid and look at the open door of the room. I use telekinesis to slam the door shut and then close all the blinds in the room.

Points:
Lucid: 10 points
DILD: 5 points
Telekinesis: 5 points (I believe this falls under controlling a dream object)
Total: 20 points

I am in a public building with many people. I realize I am dreaming and do an RC. I continue to walk around and soon lose lucidity.

Points:
Lucid: 10 points
DILD: 5 points
RC: 5 points
Total: 20 points

Not much today...

Scrap Group 1
Watching a playthrough of Seiken Densetsu 3. There's alternate routes compared to the regular game.

At a baseball park, getting ready for a supposed big game between family and friends. Dad's handing out cleats, though there wasn't enough for everyone. My friend Marco was there, but I tried avoiding him.

Something about being in a supermarket/megastore? Lots of impossible and mysterious things occur there.

Watching DBZ. Vegeta and Goku argue, then get into a less-than-friendly sparring match.

recall a bit fuzzy because of several DEILDS (i always get problem with continuity and mix up parts...) maybe i need to narrate the dream more while lucid. but with this DEILDS its super relaxed, no worrys to wake up or anything... you just need to remember to do it xD and have some proper goals or awareness will sink with time...

-some sexy time with a woman in a bus
- i am with A and F, A is visiting F, we are in the living room. i go to the toilet and get lucid [dreamsign i try to train... in one of maybe 10 or 15 it triggers lucidity] i phase back through a door and into the room. i remember the TOTM and ask the two if they want to sing me something? maybe something from queen? they start smiling instantly and start put their arm on the shoulder of each other and start singing (i also hear the music?), i smile and am curious if they know the songtext because me in waking life never remember any songtext. in the moment i think about it they just start mumbling and humming like people who dont know the text... we all laugh [sadly i cant remember which queen song it was...] and i wake up/FA and DEILD
-i walk with a girl, i do a Nosepinch to see if i am dreaming, RC fail but i am not in my bed so this must be a dream, we walk and talk i rub my hands and sing an affirmation [it was one with a cool melody but i also forgot :/] we walk around a corner and there is a band playing with drums and singing and all, its very cool, i go there and dance a little between people i recognize one of the singers as a friend i know. the floor is made out of fine gravel. some girls dance bare feet. i am smiling that the "dream" is doing this for me. my goal for this dream is to be nice to DC´s and have a proper talk without expectation, so i go around the corner into a room where a super cute girl is sleeping with a big smile, i try to wake her calmly but she is very drowsy so i put a pillow under her head and dont want to bother her and again wake up and DEILD
-i am on a canoe (later it changes that i am swimming) and i have a basket with me on a leash, i paddle past two girls next to the river and ask them if they wanne join eating. they smile shyly and deny. i feel very good about beeing friendly to everyone without any demand or expectation. i meet ("my"?) girl in the water i am swimming now and tell her food is ready. i climb out of the water on a platform that seems to be a cafe, i look into the basket and its empty, i look away and expect there food to be and look again. i find some cookies i try and deeper in the basket is some chines food in the typical take away boxes. the owner of the cafe comes around and i ask if its a problem that we want to eat here. he changes into a rat, perspective is changing and i see a group of rats disappear in a hole... DEILD??
-i ride a bike with a girl, i phase thru several objects while on the bike, we park our bike and i ask her if she would like to have a talk with me but she seems not to? i stay friendly and tell her its no problem


another lucid in same night:
-i try to phase not thru walls (this got second nature) but i want to phase with the ceiling, but instead of flying... i jump feet first... xD sometimes i manage to get high enough and push myself with arms thru the ceiling sometimes i "fall" down again and a floor deeper... after some time i decide its stupid and phase thru a wall but instead of seeing the next room i feel like stuck in between the wall and everything is white?
after that only semilucid stuff with low awareness i am to lazy to type

A scary elephant came into my room.
I was scared and felt alot of doom.
I knelt by my bed and asked for help.
It was not sleep paralysis so I could yelp.
The scary elephant whispered "roger that".
I woke up in my bed laying flat.
It turned out it had just been REM sleep.
And now I had a new dream memory to keep.

(doo doo chh, doo doo doo chh)

In another dream I found some flowerbeds.
But instead of dirt, there were reptile heads.
I could see they had a lot of thirst.
And if they got thirsty that would be the worst!
So I flew to Wal Mart in 5 minutes flat.
Got a gallon of water and gave them that.
I was just glad that they were alive.
Those reptiples almost did not survvei.

(doo doo chh, doo doo doo chh)

I got lucid in another part and saw myself flying.
Surprised to get lucid cause I wasn't even trying.
It was a clone of my physical appearance.
I tried to stabilize and give the dream some clearness.
Because I had been dreaming a while,
I thought I'd take a more conservative style.
I asked my clone, "Want to recall what we dreamt today?"
But my clone wasn't interested and flew away!!!

(doo doo chss, doo doo doo chss)

And before I end this conversation,
I also want to mention my false awake-nin'
I found I had a golden retreiver dog!
I pet him and then went to find my dream log.
This was after I tried to astro-project...
And I did neglect- to have reality-checked!
My land line rang and played a pop song.
But I was in my dreaming mind and nothing seemed "wrong"!!!

(doodely doo doo ch ch ch ch)

My last verse will be about this class,
I heard while I was cleaning a thing made, of green glass-
The teacher said, "What if, when you were a kid,
Everyone showed you love, no matter what you said or did?"
The rest of the class cheered with enthusiasm.
The other dream details must have fell in a chasm.
Those wise words will stick with me.
I remember the dream also had a tree.

(the end!)

Very long and detailed dream. Didn't write it down when I woke up from it at night, just retold it to myself with words.

I'm something like a guest in this huge house. I'm walking through it, trying to get someplace. I meet a house owner half way through and I tell him jokingly, that everytime I walk through, I see rooms I have never seen before. And I see new rooms even on the way back. It's a maze. Finding all kinds of rooms. All very nice, clean, very nicely furnished and decorated, all different. When I was talking to the owner, he was about to walk into his room. It had a huge, very nice wooden door of darker color. Old looking, like on a castle. It opened not at the edge, but swung open in the middle, like a secret door. But it was only made to look like that. Small part of the wall right next to it was glass. Super modern classy, l was impressed. He closed the door a bit while talking to me, so I don't see inside. I recognized him as this gorgeous actor.

It was time to leave and my partner and I went out to valet underground garage. It was for secret agents. They showed us an old looking box car, like UPS truck. Asked us if we want that as a getaway car. We said nope. So they got us this super sleek ride. I think it was yellow and it had two seats like in a fighter jet. He sat in the back and told me to sit in the front, I'll be steering, he will be pushing the pedals. Boy, it took me forever to squeeze into that tiny seat. But I did it and I was wondering if there will be steering sticks or a wheel.

Pretty good feeling from this dream, especially from the house. And the end was surprising.

Thank you, subC!

Finally got lucid after several failed DEILDs with nested FA (kept waking up in the non-lucid dream, then trying to sleep and get lucid in the dream, failing, waking up again in the non-lucid dream and telling friends how I was attempting to lucid dream but had failed. This happened several times.)

At last, woke in in RL, did not move, did a brief SSILD, and started to transition in to the dream. It was here where I made a concentrated effort to hold on to awareness, it was like a fight, a struggle to keep the awareness but I made it into the dream in some house. I yelled in joy that I finally got lucid, that I was dreaming. I crawled on the floor, ran through the hallways, saw somebody and told them they were not real, just a character in my dream, ended up in the kitchen and remembered a TOTM about chocolate cake. Looked around, nothing....said to myself I will open the fridge and there will be chocolate cake. I opened the fridge, nothing, no cake.

For the fifth night I had amazingly vivid dreams. I can’t remember them because I don’t record them when I wake up. The clarity is good enough that I should have lucidity soon. It’s very exciting.

Date of Dream: SUN 13 MAY - 2018



Dream No. 330 - Separated Sections

Dream 330 A - Road Rules In America
I don't remember how the dream started. From where I can remember, I was roaming around the streets of America but I didn't know what state or city I was in. I was at a strip of shops, talking to some random American people. I forgot what I said to them specifically but I know I was trying to find my way around and get familiar with my surroundings. I also did a small amount of shopping but I forgot what I bought.

I was then in some outside car-park, about to get into my black rental car which resembled the model of car that Dreamy WB usually drives; but first, I needed to know how to drive on the streets of America. Logan appeared nearby in his yellow Jeffy t-shirt and some plain jeans and offered to come with me. Although it was America, the driver still sat on the right side and Logan, as the passenger, sat to the left of me.

On the roads now, he instructed me about what to do. I got the hint that I was supposed to drive on the right side of the road but then there were all these cars parked within the lane. When there was a gap of no cars, I attempted to do the right side driving. When I finally got to the right side of the road, I felt very uncomfortable driving and the car was very wobbly, going from side to side... Despite what the rules were Logan encouraged me and said it was okay to drive on the left side of the road.

There was now sub-scene playing in the dream as well. Law enforcement was talking to me and it was about arrangements in case I did something wrong during my time in America, seeing as though I didn't have much money on me. They said that if I get fined, that I can elect my next of kin to pay it for me. Focusing back on the main scene, I was now driving on the left side of the road and although I knew it was wrong, I felt comfortable without any complex driving manoeuvres.

The scene than changed completely and I was back at my house in Australia. I heard that my dad had received a penalty payment of $22,000 and I knew that this was because they caught me driving on the wrong side of the road in America. I was shocked and I said to my dad, “Dad, I don't want you paying penalties that you don't deserve. Go and tell them that Logan was the one that caused me to break the law”. I was low-key hoping that the $22,000 fine would be passed onto Logan due to false instruction and that fact that I knew what his general behaviour was like. Despite what I said, my dad insisted that he pay the penalty himself. The dream ended there.

Dream 330 B - New Installation Worries
I don't remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my current house but I forgot what I was doing specifically. My brother was supposedly installing new lights and other features into the family bathroom and I was supposed to go in there by myself and test all of them out. I was okay testing out all the lights but I wasn't ready to test out the bathroom fan yet, I anticipated it was going to be very loud and so I was scared of doing so.

I figured I would go and seek Dreamy WB to help me out. For a while though, I was just standing around and hesitating when I thought to myself, “Hmm, Dreamy WB has actually helped me with this kind of stuff before”. I then went out of the bathroom and started looking for her. I forgot what I did in the next part of the scene.

I came back to the bathroom and although there wasn't a physical version of Dreamy WB there; I saw a picture of her stuck onto the bathroom wall just above the tile tessellation. I walked close by and as I gazed at the picture, I felt relaxed and there was no sense of stress anymore. The picture was extremely colourful with Dreamy WB wearing her Oktoberfest outfit and in the background were hints of rubies on the left and sapphires on the right; her outfit was red. At one point I could hear my mum walking around nearby and so I was scared that she would detect a sense of Dreamy WB... Luckily, that didn't happen. I then got to finishing trying out all the newly installed features of the bathroom.

There was a scene in the middle of the dream where I was TAFE but the building looked nothing like in real life. GA was taking us for a subject but I have forgotten what the subject was. There was some random book lying around on a table and when I went to pick it up; it had a picture of Sly, Bentley and Murray on the front cover from Sly 2. Although there was nothing really important about the book. I somehow felt that Murray was present but I didn't know where he was; and the dream changed scenes again.

The next part of the dream took place at my primary school. I barely remember anything about this scene. All I can remember is that the layout of the school was the same as in real life but the designs of the classrooms were somewhat distorted. The bell had gone at 3:30 PM and so I went to look for the real WB but I forgot what I wanted her for. I got to the King Arthur Drive exit and I realised that her bus had already left. I then heard that my mum had changed to waiting for me at Galahad Crescent, so I had to run to the other end of the school; that's all I can remember about this dream.



Dream Tasks
- Re-stabilize in-dream performance from Dreamy WB; she hasn't been appearing lately (Achieved? Partially)
- Have Logan receive harsh penalties from Dreamy WB due to reckless social behaviours (Achieved? No)
- Investigate where my SML postage has gone (Achieved? No)
- Reach the Gyeongbokgung Palace (Achieved? No)



Dream 330: Results (Competition #3)

330 A
Competition Night: 12
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Dream Guide: Logan (?)
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

330 B
Competition Night: 12
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes



Points For This Entry: 8.0
Calculation Details:
- Non-Lucid Fragment (1.0)
- Ask for advice-NL: How to drive? (1.0)
- Non-Lucid Fragment (1.0)
- 5-Day Recall Chain (5.0)

+ Previous Total: 81.5
Total Accumulated Points: 89.5



The reason that the Dreamy WB task is partially achieved is because she did provide assistance within the dream but the task will only be fully achieved when she physically appears in a human or satisfactory half-human form.

Morning of May 13, 2018. Sunday.



I find myself in an unfamiliar park at night. Zsuzsanna is present but is only about eighteen years old. My conscious self identity is not extant, though I want to be with Zsuzsanna, though it is implied we have not yet spent time together. Her father is present at one point. There is a cheerful atmosphere. A number of strange events take place with the typical timeline distortions and setting alterations. Part of the park has a cemetery, as has sometimes been the case in dreams since childhood.

At one point, Zsuzsanna is standing near me and something invisible pushes her from her right. I wave my hand to make it visible and it is a tyrannosaurus of a somewhat yellowish color. It is not rendered very realistically and I wave it off.

In one scene, I wave my hands in front of a small audience. The expectation is to cause trees to uproot and to float in the air as well as headstones being lifted from the ground to float in the air. It does not happen right away, which puzzles me (even though I am not lucid), but there is some eventual movement.

In one of the last vivid scenes, I want to be with Zsuzsanna but I am puzzled by having barnacles growing from my left shoulder and upper left arm. I realize that this is not a serious medical condition, but I think it might make me undesirable. The barnacles jut out to about two inches.

In the last sequence, Zsuzsanna is standing near me and about six people, mostly in white with numbers on their tank tops, run toward us, though we are not directly in their path, so they run past us. Soon after this, what I first consider is a wheel rolls toward us. I turn to look behind me as it rolls down the path. It turns to the right and seems to jump and then rolls a short distance into a field before stopping. The scene shifts to where I am on the Barolin Street house’s porch without realizing I had lived here once or remembering that a porch has been common autosymbolism for the waking space of a dream since early childhood.

An unknown male of about twenty is present on the porch (the preconscious). He has a backpack and had been in the marathon. He is also a skydiver. Apparently, the “wheel” that rolled and jumped was his parachute wrapped up in the circular shape and it somehow got away from him. I cheerfully tell him of how it seemed to somehow jump on its own from the side of the road, implying that it might indicate a supernatural “I am” held by the parachute itself, as if it possessed consciousness.

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Working at decoding in reverse, the last scene is the very common (once per sleep cycle for over fifty years) vestibular system correlation autosymbolism and personification of the vestibular system factor by way of the preconscious. (This always represents a subliminal anticipation of the return to consciousness due to the nature of the falling start, which is solely biological.)

The barnacle scene is from “Barnacle Bill the Sailor”, a rather ribald song my father used to perform fairly often in public. Still, the lines I laughed at the most as a child were “I’ll come down and let you in,” (sang three times in a falsetto voice), said the fair young maiden. “Well, hurry before I bust the door,” says Barnacle Bill the Sailor. Therefore, I suppose there is a very subtle liminal awareness of doorway autosymbolism as well as the autosymbolic nature of using a staircase (for changing the level of awareness in a dream). Still, there are usually transpersonal influences in levels of unconsciousness closer to waking. In this case, Zsuzsanna had been looking at a pirate outfit for a small teddy bear (which additionally is a dream state indicator), which I had not known about, so there are always intriguing external correlations and synchronicity.

The tyrannosaurus scene is a throwback to childhood dreams where I had liminal dream control and created chase scenes without my dream self fully perceiving the source of the dream events by way of the preconscious (which is how dreams are mainly rendered, not by way of the unconscious, which the dream self does not have viable access to, or so-called subconscious, as the dream self is the subconscious personified, and without much intelligence or memory unless lucid).

The cemetery is often perceived as the factor of the conscious self not being extant in the dream state, the same aspect that creates certain types of ghost autosymbolism.

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After journeying through strange and bizarre imagery of tablet chargers and seeing through my closed eyes, I arrived quite suddenly in a small habitat-like area, tastefully constructed with wooden materials to evoke a sense of warmth. I briefly reality checked to confirm my state.Through the window, one could see endless deserts with a reminiscent red-tint. Moreover, two asteroid-like moons hovered in the expansive sky. As I stood in the corridor, an African-background woman approached me, and confirmed my thoughts; I was on Mars. As I prepared to open the door, she immediately stopped me, as neither of us, let alone the rest of the habitat, would survive the results. Reluctantly, I decided against it. Instead, I noticed a rotatable cylinder, and consequently developed its purpose; it would allow me to travel forward in time. I cranked it clockwise as far as possible, for my surroundings to alter completely. Mars enveloped in a black space-station-like structure, and with my dreaming companion, we flew around the ‘streets’ of Mars in utter amazement. Nonetheless, I saw a sign that attracted my attention, “Ancestry”, a shop that offered tracking ones ancestors. I realized that given I had travelled forward in time, perhaps I could see my descendants. The results are in my personal DJ.

Later, I was in a jewellery shop, trying on rings after gifting them with powers such as invisibility and transformation. Before long, I had about 5 rings on my hand, along with two bowls of rings, magical, and not yet.

Created Saturday 12 May 2018

Not much today, but at least nothing disturbing like last time.

Scrap Group 1
Watching One Punch Man . There's this new hero with gravity based powers, which he inexplicably (or not, given the nature of the series) acquired after an accident with a faulty electric outlet. He and a friend of his are tasked with taking out a villainous alien, but the title character beats them to it. Out of misplaced loyalty and jealousy, the friend sets up a duel between the gravity hero and Saitama, despite reluctance from both.

Something of my cousin, Safi visiting. Later, a soldier I supposedly knew stops by as well. The two get along.

Dream 1 - Plummeted Fortune

Scene 1 - Moana the $11 Million Dollar Lobbyist
The visuals were a bit blurred. I was at home. Apparently, a Pacific Native lady (whom seemed suspiciously like an older, real life version of Moana) was living in my house. What's more, I'd a fortune of $11 million dollars. Or did, for I donated everything I had to the woman, the basis being some political cause she pitched, and that I felt I had no use for it. Possibly regaining some sense, and 'remembering' that the US economy was (within the dream) in danger of collapsing, I asked to get at least $1 million back. The woman was reluctant, but eventually gave in.

Things get unclear. Some scenes about campaigning, part occurring in a debate floor, part in a university gym. Transition.

Scene 2 - Classic Kaizo Trap
Similar visuals. I wasn't too sure where I was. My brother, Fulton, was nearby, playing a Super Mario World hack. In this mod, Vanilla Dome was now sealed, and could only be accessed by a hidden warp. The first stage in that world seemed relatively normal... until the end, where a pitfall emerged at the goalpoast. In fact, such seemingly unavoidable hazards were encountered throughout the next couple of levels. Classic Kaizo traps. Fulton found this humorous enough to keep going.

Later, I saw a clip from the old Super Mario Bros. cartoons. A giant talking vulture captured the title characters, and carried them to her nest. They thought they were goners. But, it turned out the bird was only looking for company. I 'recalled' smaller versions of such creatures, named 'dreamers', appeared in the actual games as enemies. That's a drastic role change.

I woke up soon after.