dream fragment

Date: 28 Dec

A typical chase-run scenario - it's been a while since I had one of these. With this one, not so much being chased but rather running away. At the old place, menacing DCs coming, I jump out the window, land on the neighbors' porch, grab some food and take off again. I continue running and flying at top speed in the neighborhood, passing by houses and yards. My awareness gradually increases and while I'm flying around this interesting old looking red building, I begin to tell myself that I'm dreaming. Now, I also find myself circling around the building while using the sticky fingers technique to hold myself to the surface. Yes, definitely dreaming.

I remember the first part of the mantra, the basic totm which was to laugh in front of a DC. There's only buildings and trees around so I fly ahead to reach the street where I spot a weirld looking DC. He's the unpleasant overly active to mildly aggressive DC type. Couple more DCs appear near us and I send him to the side to interact with them instead. I come across a tall handsome Swedish looking guy with ear-length blond hair. I make a mental note of his appearance. Ok, task time already - I announce to him that for this totm I will have to laugh like a crazy person. He waits in expectation as I laugh out loud in a manner that sounds very unnatural. This doesn't seem to impress him much and he just keeps looking at me with a blank expression. I think about the other tasks but the dream thins out and I wake up.

Date: 22 Dec

A nld scene with classmates and unknown DCs. Later the unknown DCs cause tension.

As the DCs keep looking me in the eyes, I begin to realize that I am dreaming. I examine them in greater detail, now fully convinced. I tell them this and start to control them, making them look happier and make them loudly express their excitement.

We are in the living room now. I recall the phone task, look to the side, where there is a black home phone, a slightly older model. I ask it to ring, it does so a couple of times, then pick it up. The first try it's just the normal ready to dial sound. I hang up being confident that somebody will start talking soon and repeat the ringing, pick up again. This time it's my mom trying to lecture me about something that I'm not doing the way I should be. I feel a bit disappointed but make a mental note of it anyways.

End of memory. Other dreams.

*sigh* My dream recall was actually better this morning. But I was forced to get out of bed fast, so it kinda went away in a couple of minutes.

And of course, that was eight hours ago.

So we're back to dream fragments...

Let's see, I was driving around. I had to find my car, which I did. I think I talked to my dad about something. I was hungry and I wanted to have some Pringles, but I'm on a diet, so I told myself I couldn't. I also wanted to go to McDonald's, I think. Then I went out cause I had a mission. I got my car and I think I drove to this shop at the beach? It was night. I ran into my cousin and we started hanging out, she was there with some of her friends. So we walked together and talked and then she went into a room. I followed and she was peeing, which should've been awkward, but I didn't even care, I just washed my face while she peed. I guess she didn't care either, since she never said anything.

That was it.

A vague memory of being in a place like a recording studio with some people, recording some kind of lost melody.

I'm in an apartment like my friends old place, the sun is setting mysteriously. I call up to an attic to get a cat down. It comes down with surprisingly little fuss. I pet it and carry it, it doesn't like that as much. I have to put it in a carrier, my mom can't decide which one. The cat is clawing me and pushing up against me, I'd like her to make up her mind.

That's all she wrote.

Well i wrote down some undetailed notes about my dreams 5 minutes after i woke up, so the dreams are not as detailed as they really were, but i remember some extra things i guess so i will try to post it as complete as possible:

First i dreamt about going to a supermarket, near the house of my grandmother, and buying a cup of tea with 20 tea bags in it, and a box of mint tea. I went to the house of my grandmother, which looked like the house of her deceased sister and my older sister and father asked me for a tea. But they didn't ask me the tea of the box since they didn't like that one, so i was ready to offer the other tea from the cup which i thought it was mint tea as well, from better quality, but the cup was empty. Then i looked again and around and i saw the twenty tea bags and all of different colours. I was dissapointed because i bought that cup because of the mint teas and they werent there.

The second dream was about an airplane. The first scene i actually remember was being in a room. It looked like my aunt's room and the room of my grandfather house. I was with two friends, they were Juan and Fran. I think they were mocking me or something like that, because they were ready to go outside and i lacked a few things so i couldnt go out yet. Anyways we were talking about the game GO. As soon as i go outside i go alone and i leave them behind, because i went to other place (basically where they tried to go was that they were going to get caught up by something dangerous, probably an air force, so since i thinked differently from them i didnt want to argue with them so i left to some place where i could do something). I saw my mother and my sisters coming from a forest or somewhere similar. I don't know what they wanted to do but i couldn't go with them. I got up in a plane in the docks, it was really small and there were 2 people in it, and we headed "home". At that time the dream ended but continued to the next dream.

The plane was bigger, actually it was an airport but we were flying already, in Argentinean territory i think. I looked at my flying ticket and it was written "Miami" while we were heading to London, or France. I talked to Claudia that i wouldn't want to go, to cancel my flight (i would not know what to do in Miami, all in the class were going to Europe and i would be travelling alone by mistake to Miami, so i said no i wouldnt go) she said something like 'ok' but she didn't do anything about it since we still were on Argentinean territory or in the airport. I went through the halls and i met with Analia, an english teacher, and i told her i didn't want to go because there was a mistake in my ticket and i wouldn't go to Miami, she said "it is ok, it has to say Miami, everyone in the class has the same ticket" Ohh i thought and i cooled down, i realized it was a general mistake and we were either all going to Miami or all getting the problem solved. Anyways i continued in the hall and i met a friend Augusto. He was gambling in a store, and if he won he would win pigs and chickens, and i told him "Hey! if you win you wouldn't be able to travel those pigs and chickens through the plane" and he was convinced that he could. Anyways i was imagining already what would happen at England if he did, his house with pigs and chickens lol, would have been very funny. I continue through a door and i saw a girl which was known in my school Sesin Clemen, i headed to bathrooms and i saw (again since in an earlier dream i saw him exactly like that) Martin, the brother of Fran going to a toilet. I went out of the bathrooms. I don't know where i headed but i met someone like the captain or something like that, and it was OpheliaBlue with him. She had no hair and a blue head, and a glass in one eye. She was a hacker and she hacked the plane, but i don't know for what purposes but i didn't sense danger.

At the end of the dream i dreamt about something different which i don't remember. I dreamt with Juan, a ball and water, probably doing a video.

I wrote other stuff but i don't remember what happened so i don't post that. So that was all.

To conclude i can say that the situations go from really silly stuff to better scenarios and situations, but still there is a limit in terms of dream characters, situations and scenearios, a limit which i would like to easily pass in the following dreams. Another point is the low vividness of them, it is hard for me to remember these dreams. I will try to have more vividness in dreams by increasing awareness in daily life, and also i will try to have lucid dreams by increasing self awareness in daily life.

I walked up to my front door. The "inside" door was open and the "outside" glass door was closed, so I could see inside. I was only like half as tall as I was in real life - apparently I was Frisk from Undertale. In the doorway I see Papyrus- but then I see that Papyrus has Sans's head. And I'm like, huh? Is that papyrus or Sans? And then I notice the strange way his top half and bottom half don't quite go together, and I see the blood seeping from his middle, and I realize that I had put Sans' torso and Papyrus' and vice versa, so now sans was tall and papyrus was short. Even though I did this gruesome thing, I was still basically a post-ending mercy-run Frisk. I had just come home from school and pap and sans were there to great me like proud parents. It was like taking them apart and putting them back together were, just, like, inconsequential but slightly annoying things that mischievous kids did.

Also later I'm me and my parents are home instead of papyrus and sans. Some homeless people come to the window and ask for food/shelter since it's christmas, but Dad says not to let them in.

Something at some point about running away from invading people or barricading from them or something. Something about white and then blue attacks as I'm lying on this flat couch thing in front of the window and people come up to the window. I dunno.

Again, my dream recall has been pathetic lately. I can remember the key points of my dreams, but I cannot link everything together (my dreams are usually very cohesive, when my recall is good).

So there was this bit where there was a pool at night and there were lots of body parts in it. However, that was not shocking to us (no idea who "us" is), we were all focusing on the FULL body there. Who was all blurry, cause the spirit was doing something?

So then I saw this film/TV show where a girl from the past was trying to figure out what had happened to the girl in the pool. When she was almost done with her investigation, another girl started digging too. The first girl had done nothing wrong, but she looked suspicious from the other girl's POV.

I tried to get the spirit to settle down and be calm, but I couldn't find it. It wasn't evil, but it seemed lost and angry at what had happened.

So I was at this school-ish place. I kept trying to make it seem like I studied there and I had to show my grades to my parents, so I had to fake them and it was stressful.

Then I had to go from one place to another, but I didn't want to? I think I was going out with my girlfriend (I don't have one in real life, though), but I needed to do something else first, something about the body/spirit. My girlfriend was bitching that she was waiting for me at the party. My parents went out (I'm pretty sure I was in dream!Lucas's house), telling me to take care at the party. Instead of going, I got the baby (?) and told it I'd take care of it. I think that's what they spirit wanted, so I watched the baby all night.

I feel like there was also some running around. But I can't remember anything about it, other than I was running a lot.

I don't remember the exact dream details but I think it was some continuation of the catastrophe fragment from yesterday.

26/12/15
Not much, a fragment about flour.
I think there might have been another little dream but I've forgotten it since then.

I had a lot of dreams last night. But most interestingly, I awoke within a black void that felt like a dream. Suddenly, with no memory of a prior dream, I became aware and could see nothing but black. I could hear the wind outside and my husband breathing but it sounded very loud as though it was inside my own head. I was confused about how that was happening. I was aware of my physical surroundings but the sensations were distinctly dream like. I tried to create my own dream and conjure up images but nothing was happening, I think because I was too fixated on trying to understand what was going on. Then I fell out of awareness.

My dream recall has been terrible lately. So there'll be no details:

There was some shooting, lots of running. I hid inside a car. A girl I hooked up with years ago was in another car hiding. We met, she was mad at me cause I was apparently killing people. We ran together. There was some more shooting and hiding.

F1 - Its a brightish day and i'm in a carpark. I help some woman with long blond pony-tail with getting stuff into her car.

F2 - Travelling along a tightish tubular tunnel. Along the sides are snakes similar to those in prometheus (alien babies). I feel very threatened and spray acid from a gun at them. They die, melting in a very gory way. Still looking at me with one eye and one melting into just a dark eye socket.

F3 - Still near tunnel, i'm in futuristic train compartment. I need the toilet and find a strange retangular door that opens wahlaa! but am to embarressed to use it.

F4 - In dark classroom watching a video. D & M are sitting back observing. Feeling very nervous. Older kids are there, Na moves but other kid lays sprawled refusing to move. Sit down next to kid slurping a drink. I try and persuade/coerse him to behaviour. All very fraut. Feeling of low self worth.

[Comments]
Underlying feelings still remain regarding work.
Snakes may be symbolic of kundalini supressed by xmas over eating (stomach acid).

Frag1 - famous foorballers outside a glass fronted restaurant. An area with lots of tables, I go over and talk about something,

F2 - In a large school house trying to get away/hide from someone. I fly up onto a low ceiling at back of classroom it is sculpted bumpily like a rockface. I clamber as far up as I can precariously. Something is outside.

F3 - In a stationary cupboard? small room getting paint for George. Loads of forms and handwritten envelopes with nice stamps and wadges of money.
F4 - Zi comes into classroom after lesson to give me pencil sharpener, i am warey of him.

just a fragment - some kind of catastrophe with destruction of a building and some fire that I was being blamed for but I was so tired I didn't care

Cold medicine screwed my dreams up, they all bleed together into a soup of nonsense.

I remember me and a group of people we were outside this really old stone mansion. Parts of the home still had wooden interior but it was water damaged and stunk. Someone had purchased the home and I got the feeling they made a big mistake. There seemed to be no roof and while sitting on a swinging bench with some woman, I looked up to see the huge full moon. There was a cabinet with 13 shotguns, and a weird device that was dripping water. When I walked back outside it was day light and I began moving some fallen limbs from nearby trees. I saw that one of the limbs had fallen with a bird house and I started removing the pieces when i heard a hissing and a snake came out. It had been eating the baby birds and was trying to get away. It was about 6 feet long and silver with yellow spots. I tried to chase it, and that's where the dream turned to me being indoors at my parents house and the snake retreated to the spare bedroom.

The next hing I remember was riding around on what looked like a small motorcycle that someone had gotten for Christmas. There was this stranger there and we started talking about cars. I asked her to tell what the fastest stock model Mustang was, and began to tell her about the 1992 Fox body mustang the police used to drive. For some reason I was convinced that this model was the fastest ( probably because I used to have one)

Later in the morning after i had awaken a few times I tried to focus on the target mission of the great pyramids but only briefly did I actually see them, and there was no one there. Diphenhydramine was playing a number on my concentration as I found myself in the weirdest places and not able to stay connected to Egypt....at all. I'll try again tonight.