dream fragment

Well I couldn't get to sleep at all. I went to bed fairly early, but tosses and turned for hours. It was 1:30 (2 and a half hours later) that I guess I fell asleep.
No dreams during that time, I woke up by my default body clock at 5 for my WBTB. I wasn't feeling up to it so I just lay in bed for that hour.

I then tosses and turned for another hour, I just couldn't get to sleep, I wasn't tired at all but I was feeling weak.
Eventually I did lie still and close my eyes, focus my breathing and slipped into a dream

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I was in my back garden, on the sort of barbecue area we have set up. A few of my classmates were there with me, I think we were discussing some homework we had.
Then my mother handed me a big loaf of bread through the window of our house. When I got a hold of it I got lucid and immediately identified this. I moved around swiftly touching the table and stamping my feet, trying to ground myself. I saw a DC and touched their arm, and when I did they changed into someone I actually knew. I could feel vibrations throughout and my vision was quite clear, except I was in a total rush to try to stabilize, as my other "lucids" have been short and sharp, with no time to stabilize. This seems to have been my downfall as I just lost it a little while after.

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I was on my side in bed, and I looked at my clock, I had been dreaming for 15 minutes, it seemed like a brief pause and then 15 seconds of dreaming. I lay still again, repeated, and I slipped into another dream.

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This time I was in a super market, quite like my local one, except the stock on sale and the colours were wrong. I again tried to quickly stabilize by doing everything that came to mind. This included-
Running up to a DC and climbing up them to get up onto a shelf, then reaching up to the ceiling panels and removing one, then climbing up into it
I remember not knowing what to expect, and when I got up there I was looking at some people in a group circle, like rehab or an AA meeting. It looked as bland as the shop did. I then just lost it there

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Sleep for an hour, then I had to get up for school.
I'm counting the first as a lucid WILD, but not the second, as the second one had less control and was only clinging onto the back end of the 1st one. I'm happy I managed it but not so happy that it happened not as I intended.

My dream was in two parts, the first part being only a fragment of what i can remember, and the second half remembering clearly what had happened.

Part 1:

I was climbing around on an apartment rooftops in the middle of a park with a purple blanket. My cousin Cavan (3 or 4 in the dream), Alex and Brandon were all there.

*I remember how it felt to grab onto the roofs and the siding, the wood underneath my hands and how it felt when I would jump down onto the ground. Trying to keep my cousin from falling.*

Part 2:

My original intent was to go down an unmarked road off from the park to go and see Brandy, but a whole group of people got together to go on it instead. There was no path to Brandy.

*I completely forgot about Brandy after this moment.*

We walked around a small archway building in the river and had to cross over a rock pile to get to the other side of the river. We were heading to a cabin/house on the other side. Cavan had come with us without anyone telling his mom. I knew he would have to go back soon and that Alex wouldn't want to go back with me.

The next moment everyone is asleep outside except me. It was dark and I couldn't see anything. Alex wakes up and helps me get Cavan up and ready. He throws me a tiny LED flashlight that I don't catch because I can't see. He turns on a mag light to help me find it.

I tell him if I'm not back in half an hour to come looking for me since the walk wasn't that far. Everyone outside woke up and went inside the house.

I let Cavan go across the rocks first. As I go across I fall in and the current takes me in the direction I want to go so I don't get out. I go under the water and it's instantly hot on my back. There is a fire on the surface of the water. I swim under it and come up. There is a car in the archway building. A girl wrecked into it.

I go back under to swim beneath the the car only to find the water on the other side was also on fire. I try to swim under it.

Then I wake up.

Dream - Lucid

I was at my house in my living room. I was standing, and my brother was sitting on the couch. We had just found some weed seeds, I think we found them in the car. He asked me
"Are you going to smoke some weed?"
I replied, pretty surprised that he asked me that,
"No, I don't have any. Why?"
"Because I never get to hang out with you."

Then, the seeds were in this small, plastic teal container that kinda looked like this pencil holder I had stuck to my locker door in high school. My brother and I were both on the couch. We were apparently flying to Chicago, but it was like we were playing pretend that we were flying to Chicago. My mom came in the room and we then said
"We're in Chicago!"
But we were still on the couch in my living room. I truly believed we were in Chicago though, it made perfect sense.

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I was sitting on a chair in a white kitchen-like room. My friend Paul was there. We were talking, and I looked to the right for a second. When I looked back, Paul had gotten a seat and sat RIGHT in front of me. He was still talking to me, but he was right up in my face and smiling. I felt kinda weird about it, I felt like he may want to try to ask me out or something. I turned away a little as he kept talking and smiling.

Then, I was in a house with a bunch of women. I think it was nighttime; everything seemed kind of dark. Some girl was in the shower with this guy who I think wanted to have sex with all of the women there. It was a weird situation, I can't really remember much else about it.

I had some wine this evening so my sleep and recall were below average.

fragment
All I remember is that I was in a gym and I think I was about to leave but then I saw that they had a pec deck and I wanted to use it (because my gym in waking life doesn't).

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Was too tired to write any dreams down this weekend. Didn't get lucid. Had a few dreams last night, didn't sleep very well and woke up like five times. Damn shelf was threatening to come down on me again.

23.10: Sleep

05.10: Dreams
*I'm fishing with my friend Jesper. He gets something on the hook his first cast and I run to the shore. I grab his fish and hold it up for him to see. It's a rainbow only flat and broad. We continue on fishing in another lake for a while but we don't catch anything. We decide to head back to the car. At the car my brother appears. He shows me some of his lures and I inspect them, they look amazing. "We should go to that river in northern Sweden" he tells me. We were there this summer and by this time of year, the fishing is probably great. We load up the car.

*I'm with ten or so people, all of them are X-men, including me. We're at some university of sorts, no idea what we're doing there. In the gymnastics hall we all hang from the ceiling, holding on to bars. Twenty or so students comes rushing in and demands that we fight them. "No kid, we're not going to fight you" I tell him. He insists though but I keep on telling him no. After a minute or so I'm getting frustrated. "You know what? Okay then. Wolverine, Beast, do your thing" I say and watch as the two of them drop to the floor. People start running around and screaming. I start screaming myself, a carnivorous, high pitched kind of sound. I alternate between screaming and laughing as I hunt down student after student, punching them, lifting them up and throwing them away. I'm amazingly fast and agile, I feel very powerful and I love it.

*I'm with Darth Vader. Monica is with me and we're all in an elevator. He takes me to different floors and tells me there's different kinds of food on them. He's not wearing his suit, but only a thin black mask covering his face. I look into his eyes and I know what he's trying to do. He's trying to get me to the dark side. I can see my reflection in his eyes and I'm getting more and more dark. I grab his throat. "I know what you're trying to do" I tell him and release him. The elevator gets really cold and I realise we're on the bottom floor. I refuse to get out. "Good" he tells me and pushes a button. We go up.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

- I was on a trip to the states with N. We went to a really big Hot Topic, but somehow we lost each other in there, and I couldn't find him for the rest of the day. We were supposed to go to a rave called 'EDC' that night, just the acronym, except it had no connection to actual EDC, it was just called that. But I ended up going without him.

I wore my PJs, had no bag or kandi or anything and was kind of sad that I hadn't worn my pants and stuff and was kind of confused about why, but had the faint knowledge in the back of my mind that it was only a dream, so it was okay. No lucid though.

The party was held inside a bank, which was absolutely massive and had nothing in it for some reason. There were a lot of people but it wasn't too crowded, and there were orangey lights over the whole thing. I ended up finding this kandi making place which was on this odd structure that reminded me of an arcade machine, but wooden and painted turquoise. There were shelves in it though and I hopped up and sat on it so I could get at everything. There were plastic containers full of beads, plus a few singles people had already made and left. There was also tons of normal and coloured elastic. There was one single that was red/gold/black and had these really cute black cat beads with a gold outline and red eyes. I took it for the beads. There was another single that had these really tiny pastel bunnies (in kinda the same shape as a bunny button I have) as well as tiny plastic pastel spheres. I took that one too. Then there was a container with these cool round bright swirly beads, so I grabbed a couple. I also took some pink elastic.

I ended up meeting some cool people, and I was all awkward but they were nice and we sat in a circle and talked. I don't think I ended up actually making anything, though I intended to since I'd forgotten to wear any.

When it was over I was sad N hadn't been there and felt like maybe I should have tried harder to contact him, but I tried again and still couldn't reach him. Someone was there to pick me up, but they didn't know what was going on and I didn't want to tell them where I'd been. I got in the car, then told them to hold on, ran back into the bank and grabbed more beads lol. I came back to the car and the person asked me why on earth I got beads at the bank. I had no answer to that.


- I can hardly remember any of this one now, but I was with some weird guy, and I wanted to cut my hair but I wasn't allowed, and then he took my phone. There was some sort of plot though I think.

I am buying a new pet, but I'm not sure what kind I want, so I go to a pet store and the employee helps me pick out a new one. We sort them by category; mammals, reptiles, and birds.

Also, I am starting a new job after the old person fell through the floor or something. I'm going to be working with my current boss, but doing something much more legitimate than just taking help desk calls.

I'll just post every week or so a collection of dreams, I can't be bothered logging on everyday, but I have enough time to note things on my laptop. The days are the mornings I remember on.

Tuesday - 4/10/11 - Something to do with pseudoephedrine

Wednesday - 5/10/11 - At a lake, my friend upgraded his rod to catch a fish 'that didn’t have fins'
Trees had fallen over into the lake at nigh making snags, I was trying to knock one over to make my own snag

Thursday - 6/10/11 - a song…?
- Green bmx, I rode it from my house to a cliff. There was a market thing that also was a construction site, and past that up a mountain in a deep forest was a building where some of my friends were hanging out. I went in a huge half pipe on the bmx
- Something was riding a white tiger thing chasing me, I think I was one. Id try to climb trees but it would follow me

Friday - 7/10/11 - I was part of 'the mentalist' show. A bad guy was following me, presumable o kill me. I was at home running from him. I ran in my back door and locked it. I heard a click from the side door, and realised it wasn't locked, and I woke up out of fear

Saturday - 8/10/11 - slept late; nothing

Sunday - 9/10/11 - slept late; nothing

Monday - 10/10/11 - I slept on time but still nothing

10/07/2011
Dream Fragment
The only thing I remember is a very brief moment of lucidity. I was just offshore, in what looked like the familiar Harbor-Town, which had begun showing up in my dreams, after I began searching for the Dream Academy. The water was about waist deep, and I was looking to get out of it. Instead of flying, I wanted to try something different, so I held out my hand, and visualized a grappling hook and line firing out of the top of my wrist, like Batman from Batman Beyond. It flew up to the rooftop of a nearby building, and pulled myself up and out of the lake. I felt more like I was floating than was swinging from the line, but I eventually kind of 'wafted' my way up to the rooftop.

That's the last thing I remember.

Alien Abduction! (SUPER VIVID!)

Last night I dreamed I was abducted by aliens! I know! Slynk told me maybe I really WAS. Freaky thought. Anyway. These aliens took a bunch of humans, seven of us? It was supposed to be an even number, but they screwed up. And they put us on a TV show! A reality TV show where we had to kill each other off. I remember thinking it reminded me of Doctor Who. We were in space, and had a multitude of ways to kill each other. I mostly remember an Asian woman being pushed out into space. It was scary, because none of us wanted to kill each other, but we didn't want to die, either.

I remember almost dying, but there was a reset when the aliens realized they grabbed the wrong number of people. That's when some of the dead people came back and we all realized that they, the aliens, could control life. The people who had died told us they had really EXPERIENCED what it was like to be dead. So we were all pretty uncomfortable about killing other people. I lied, told everyone I was pregnant so they wouldn't kill me. Even though I could be brought back, I didn't want to experience dying like the rest of the people had. So I avoided being killed. I remember being on some deck of the ship and looking out into a star, which was huge and inferno-y. It really scared me, how huge and hot it was.

At the end, the aliens talked about keeping us as pets. They said they could keep us forever then erase our memories and put us back on Earth like no time has passed. I told them if they kept someone, I think it was Slynk, they had to keep me too, and let me visit him. They smiled and said they would, then I woke up.

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Unfinished Alien Religion fragment
(This is unfinished because I wrote all of it, but it was eaten by the word processor. I found it two days later and posted it, as is, to my LJ.)

I think I was an alien invader from another planet, or somesuch. Or I knew people who were. I was pretending to take over a church. I really WAS taking over, but I wasn't as evil as I was pretending to be. It was extremely odd. I forced people to pray by themselves for long periods of time, I ran around converting people and telling them about our choir. The sermon had no hymns, I guess because I don't really know any! And there was a boy who wasn't converted, and I wanted him to be. Sid was there, too. He said something to embarrass me, so I ran off to the boy, and used my 'me' voice, not my pastor/preacher voice. I flirted with him, pulled him on top of me. I remember thinking, 'three breaths,' was the amount of time he has before he was hard, and then I'd know if it worked. I don't remember if I turned him on, but I did convert him.

These were all posted on my Livejournal, and I'm posting them in the reverse order than I had them in.

Origin of Stats

Which brings us to the dream about why Stats is called Stats now. Basically, I had this dream last night. Megan Merrill, of all people, was driving me around this new town (where all my OLD friends lived! how fun...) that had this great, enclosed stone architecture. There were coffee shops and used book stores and this fountain in the middle of town. It was pretty cold because we were in the mountains. I had started going to school there, so mom came up to visit. Guess who else went to school there! Stats, of course! Anyway, I went hiking with Stats and mom, and it was fun... then Stats and I went back down to class. My mom called me when we got there and said she was a little lost. I asked if Stats and I should help her, but she said she was fine, just that she'd be late for dinner or something. Anyway. So Stats and I talked about how ze was sick? Whatever it was, ze was having a hard time at school. I recommended ze go to the doctor, but Stats didn't want to miss school. I said ze could get medication and not miss school. Then ze did something adorable. Stats looked around the room and was like, "Hey, everybody? If you could miss a day of school with medication and a doctor's note, would you? Raise your hand if you'd still come to school." A few people did (Specs was in the back row and raised her hand) but when Stats readjusted her question to two days, no one did. Ze looked at me all proud. It was the cutest thing ever! It was like ze was trying to prove a point and had just cited zir sources. I even told zir how adorable it was. So... now I'm calling zir Stats.

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Rodney Fragment

Last night, I dreamed that I was an assistant to Rodney McKay. I kept screwing up his drink orders and everything he wanted. I think that's typical. Rodney in the dream was just like Atlantis Rodney. I woke up grinning.

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Ron Fragment

I dreamed I was in love with Ron Weasley. Weird, because I've liked Rupert since sixth grade, but never Ron. Anyway, he was tall and I was hugging onto him. I don't think he liked me back, and it broke my heart. There were aliens! (What a surprise.) There were to kinds of ships, the usual small rockets and some big black balloon looking things. I remember thinking the balloons must be "ours" for some reason. The dream was hard to follow even when I was asleep.

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Movie Premiere

I dreamed that Slynk and I went to a movie premiere. We had played some part in the making of it. The theatre was this huge building, vertical. He, mom and I kept climbing all the way to the top. It was late. It might have been a showing at dawn or something. When were just about to the top of the building, Slynk sits at this patio table and starts texting. He tells me he's meeting this other girl here, and he's in love with her. I say, I guess that means we're through and he nodded. It was pretty depressing.

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Office Drama - Partial Lucid!

Slynk, Sid and I all worked in the same building. It was big and covered in glass. All the outer walls were glass. It was very modern. I kept running around doing work. I'm not sure what my job was, but I worked with Sid a lot, and not with Slynk. Eventually, I told Sid off because I think he was hitting on me. Slynk showed up, and I went lucid for a minute. I looked down at my hands and did a reality check. I tried sticking my finger through my hand. I could tell I was waking up, so I didn't want to look too hard at my hands. I did another RC, this time holding my nose. I could breathe, so I had confirmation. I felt like I was waking up, and as I looked at my hands, the dream shifted. I lost lucidity. I was in Sid's office again. Now it was night. We had a conversation that I don't remember at all, but he started telling me he loved me. I said, "No. Slynk," like I was trying to turn him into Slynk. I kept saying it, and eventually Sid grabbed my arm. He pulled me for a while, really hard. It started to hurt! Then I woke up. My arm was around Slynk in bed, we'd fallen asleep that way, so that was why I felt like he was pulling my arm. It was a nice way to wake up!

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Barack Obama super fragment?

Last night I dreamed of Barack Obama. We were in the past and he owned a railroad company.

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There are more, but I'll post them separately since they're pretty epic.

Okay, my dream last night was rather bizarre, but then I do have some bizarre dreams sometimes...

In my dream, I'm on a space ship, kind of like in Star Trek. (I say this because Spock was in my dream; actually TWO Spocks!) Anyway, I'm on this space ship with another man who looks like Spock, but isn't. I don't remember why we were there, only that we were not supposed to be on board. We were talking about what if we were discovered by someone and the fake Spock said something like, "The only way they would know we're not who we say we are is if the ship lost it's artificial gravity. They would be floating around in zero gravity but we would still be able to walk around." Not long after he said this, though, that's exactly what happened. But while I was unaffected by it, fake Spock started floating. In the dream I knew it was because he had not ingested whatever it was we were taking to enable us to move around in zero gravity. (a pill or liquid or something.)

In the next part of the dream, I'm watching things unfold as if I'm watching it on TV. A group of people are in what looks like the engineering section of the ship and Spock is there as well. (The REAL Spock; he is preparing to fix the artificial gravity.) Just as he is getting started, the fake Spock walks in. I'm thinking to myself, "He's going to get caught because 1. He's walking and there's no gravity, and 2. Now there are TWO Spocks!" But when I watch fake Spock approach, he is wearing what look like gravity boots. (They're not; they're fake as well but only he and I know this.) And he passes himself off as Spock's twin brother, which the real Spock, while giving him suspicious looks, does not dispute for whatever reason.

In this next part, I'm not sure if it's part of the same dream, or a fragment of another dream:

I'm suddenly in a large old mansion. I'm in a study or library and waiting for some friends of mine to return. Suddenly a panel in the wall opens up and there's a man dressed as a butler there but he appears to be made up of cotton stuffing inside a man shaped nylon covering, kind of like pantyhose. He is motioning for me to come with him, but I refuse because I know he is an imposter; the real butler is with the group of people I'm waiting on to return. Anyway, when I refuse to go with him, the man comes at me and tries to force me to come with him but I resist and we start fighting. We're struggling on the floor and I'm yelling for help and telling my friends that "I've found the imposter", but my friends are in another room or upstairs and cannot seem to hear me. Eventually I get the upper hand in the fight and get my opponent's head stuck underneath a chair or other piece of furniture. I'm punching and kicking him when suddenly he transforms into a friend of mine. He's pleading for mercy and begging me to stop hitting him. I eventually stop and help him back on his feet but as soon as he stands up, he runs off. I chase after him and as I do, he again transforms, this time into a dog. I'm chasing him across a green field towards a small creek. But he is running to fast and I can't catch him.

An old friend came by and we hung out, went to some bar. And checked out some hippies or something outside. And Seroquel tried to convince me to get on chat.

Dream 1 (fragment, but the full dream was long):

I woke up withought an alarm and could remember the dream clearly and easily. I hadn't move an Inch yet. Then my mom came into my room to wake me up, and instantly, I couldn't remember almost all but one fragment of the dream. I remember being in a tank from star wars and protecting some palace that was around 3 stories high and long.

Its night time.

L and I were in F. F. , and we did something illegal (don´t remember what).
The next day, as we go down the street we are approached by two police officers. They had come for us because of what we did last night. (They did not said the motive, but I "knew" it was because of the illegal stuff from last night. Both me and L , "knew" that.)
They were trying to convince us to go with them downtown, but being a police officer himself in the wake world, L knew it would be bad for us if we went with them to the police station. So when the police asked quietly if we could go with them, L said: "no, seriously, is not necessary, its ok..." For some reason they could not make us go if we did´t want.

They went away.