dream fragment

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Another week that left me physically exhausted. Last weekend I didn't get lucid and since my encounter with that dark haired evil man I hadn't had any. I wanted to have a lucid naturally without any supplements before trying out my new 5-HTP and L-Theanine, and this morning I had one. Was a bit fuzzy and hard to stabilize but it was something alright. Also in all my dreams I was in another country, weird.

23.00: Sleep

08.00: Dream and frag
*I'm in Amsterdam with a few of my friends. We're at a coffee shop and I go up to the counter. I buy some weed in tiny bags, I also get some weird receipts which I throw away instantly. After hanging out at the cafe for a while, I hear something. "You need to register the weed, or you'll be in trouble" someone tells another guy. I realise that must have been what the receipt was for. 'Oh shit...' I get up and head upstairs to a table. I had left a few bags of weed there before.

"Hey, have you got my weed?" I ask the two people at the table. "Yeah, but a police officer just came by and was looking for you" the guy tells me and hands me three plastic bags. I take them and head downstairs again. I really need that receipt! I start typing out my story on a computer and turn it around for the girl behind the counter to read. She has no clue what it says. I look at the screen and it has changed. 'Wtf?' I tell her what's going on instead.

"Why didn't you save the receipts?" she asks me frustrated. Another Swedish guy shows up and I tell her all about how Swedes usually pretend to understand when infact they don't, only to not feel stupid or embarrassed. The Swedish guy tells her it's true.

*I'm in Italy or some similar country. I'm with a whole bunch of people and we're in a restaurant waiting for our food. It takes forever to get it. 'Better be worth the wait' When the food finally arrives, it's mashed potatoes with fish sticks... "Uhm, okay" I say and take a bite. The mashed potatoes taste very good. 'Last meal I'm having in this country is going to be so expensive.'

11.00: You stole my apple, I'm going to run you over! MILD
It's only three days left until I'm going home from this country. I feel like the week's passed by way too quickly. I enter a big container and starts cleaning it out. It looks just like the one from work and for some reason I feel like I will be awarded something great if I manage to get the floor completely clean. If the things in it is only on shelves. There's alot of plastic containers with oil in them. I find a paper advertising working on a whale oil ship. "It's great pay!" it says.

I find my black shirt hanging on the wall and take it down. 'Gotta get this back to the house.' I get out of the container and hear something to my left. It's a guy on a motorbike doing doughnuts in the snow. I walk down the road to the right and walk up to he first house that comes up. My family's living in there. I look down at my clothes before going in, I've got some expensive, stylish white pants on. I enter the house and leave the shirt in there. My sister's in the bathroom and I don't feel like staying so I leave again.

I head back towards the container which is now a house. I enter it and grab a small axe by the door. I listen if anyone's upstairs, I hear a small creak but nothing more. I figure it's empty and head out and lock the door again.

My brothers Martin and Morgan shows up when I realise I'm dreaming. "Hey" Martin says. I smile and put the axe away. 'What to do? God damnit, what were my tasks? Martin walks past me out on the lawn and stops by an apple tree. A single small apple is hanging from a branch. He grabs it and it grows in size for some reason. 'Oh right! Telekinesis.' I flick my hand and the apple zooms out of his hand and into mine. I break off a piece and chew it down while letting the rest of it circle around him, teasing him.

I realise the dream is not very vivid and starts stabilizing it. I touch a wooden stake next to me while singing. "Lalalala." I continue to touch things as Martin gets in a car. "You raise meeee uuuuuup!" I yell. "So I can staaaaaand on mountaaaaaains!" 'Singing to stabilize is great.' I try to walk forwards to check out his car, but after ten seconds or so I realise I haven't gone anywhere at all. It's just like I'm in a game that is lagging badly. I decide not to fight it and turn around instead.

Morgan is waiting for me with the dirtbike. I get on and take off. I grab him with telekinesis and make him speed along right next to me on the snow. We go down the street and I realise it's the same street our old house is on. "Let's switch places" I tell Morgan after a while. I keep the bike stable and jump off onto the snow, skating on it. Morgan takes my place and speeds up. I grab the back of the bike and look behind me. I can see a helmet in the distance.

"Martin's coming after us" I tell Morgan. A few seconds later a car appears, it's a F1 car. "Go up that hill to the right, no wait. Stop the bike" I tell Morgan and he does. I get off and stand still in the middle of the street.



He approaches me at an incredibly slow speed. He must be drunk or something because he drives past me and up onto the hill, getting stuck in the mud. I reach out with my hand and lift the car up into the air. I slam it into a house that's nearby. It sounds just like as if you were pounding on a hood. I slam it weakly into the house ten times or so, no damage is done to either the car or the house.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Buster from Arthur was getting ready for a role. Everything was set up but then the studio changed the script and Buster it became a romance storyline instead of whatever it was before.

So Buster walked off the set.

i just got out of the hospital.....and i had strange dreams there......in the hospital they did all the blood work when we were in bed after waking us.....and they woke us to take vitals and give meds......and they did that when i was leaving and fell asleep.....i took a nap and they woke me to do paper work and i fall back asleep and did stuff in that room and walked out of that room into another place that was definitely a dream

the one i was being woken and didn't want to be and tossed and turned and hit my head on the corner of the table. my head was bleeding and the put alcohol on it and i screamed....i didn't have any mark when i woke up

another i was tossing and turning when being woken and threw a pillow at the nurse and got tangled in my sheets...i didn't fine any evidence of either of those when i woke

another i told them to go away because i didn't like them

another the nurse woke me and i fell back asleep and woke up....i then went out of my room and was in an amusement park.....there were hair accessories under the roller coaster

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park again and there was a part that looked like a christmas/candy land board......there was a snowman who tried to hug me

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park and a tator tot that was really greasy tried to hug me and it made me gag

they tried to wake me again and i was in a different room that was really nice and there was the nurse i didn't like and a student...and the student plugged in an air freshener before talking to me....i figured it was a dream because people don't usually plug in air fresheners to talk and the room was too nice for a hospital and i've never been in a room so nice in my life time....i figured i was sleeping and woke up as soon as i knew it was a dream

these all happened on the 14th at around 2:00pm

October 14, 2011

I'm forgetting some pretty important pieces from the dream I had last night. I'll start from what I believe is the beginning.*

I'm on the school bus, but there's a different bus driver. He looks to be in his twenties. Everyone is talking to him and laughing, while I sit in the back of the bus. He drives us to a Wawa-like store. My dad is there.*

He gives me a $50 bill ( would've been a great reality check) and I end up spending all of it, save for $10. I see a $50 gamestop gift card, and almost cry. Then I notice it's ten dollars. I buy it immediately, and tell the bus driver to hold on to it.*

Eventually I'm the last drop-off, but I ask the driver to take me to the mall.*

"Hey, Mr. Jean, where's my gift card?" I ask.*

He replies, "I threw it out."

"What?! Why?! What the hell is your problem?"

He then assaulted me with a barrage of words that weren't in the English dictionary, all big words that began with "in".*

That's all I remember from that dream. I think there was a zombie apocalypse one, but it escapes me.*

I figure I might recall old dreams I had as a side thing.*

I was shopping at Giant with Brianna and her dad. Somehow, I got lost in the store, and could not find them anywhere. I came across this door, pitch black darkness behind it. I opened it, and wandered down the long hallway. Eventually, I reached a giant room. It was black, but there were glowing patterns everywhere. There were kids all over the place, playing video games on giant tvs, and watching movies on other tvs. There was a collection of DVDs and video games next to each TV.*

This was a hideout or something, and there were bouncers looking at me. There was a giant square made of sofas for people who wanted to talk, and I found Brianna watching some dumb movie with other people.*

Then it burned up.*

Save the crocodile:
I was walking on a normal street, a few people were annoying me. I came acrosse a sandbox with a small bridge which turned into a pool with a few crocodiles. I fell into the pool and grabed one of the heavily injured crocodiles, and carried it with me. The same bridge suddenly extended over a vast see with an island in the iddle. Inside was a huge gate with an ridiculously huge room behind. I saw some sort ofbig endboss which I had to fight in order to save the crocodile.

Violation of natural laws:
I was in a complex of two buildings that sort of extended underground and were connected above the ground. There were thunderstorms all over the place but the clouds were just a few meter above the ground. The connection was flooded but rather than flowing down the water stayed up there. Down in one of the buildings I found an odd pyramid, I brought the top of it back into its original shape through some impossible geometric modifications.

Sort of lucid:
I was in my current home town and I have been fighting some people together with a few companions. Without reason I did an nose-plug RC and noticed I was dreaming, however I didn't understand at all what that means and just continued with the dream, being in a hazy state of mind.

Oct.13,2011
Nap 1pm-3pm. Going to bed 10.30pm. Woke up at 2.30.am, 4.22am, 5.30am, 6.30am.
Regular dream:
Fragment: something about friend of mine, if I can take her cats with me when I leave; snakes in a backyard; something about me checking out 2 swords, for protection in dreams, I assume.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I did remember 4 dreams when I woke up this morning, usually I will remember them all they to when I write them down here and I usually also not them. But I didn't note them and I didn't remember them today...
I woke up the timer though, but when I did my DEILD attempt nothing happend, so I was probably not in REM.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I remember that I dreamt that I was in my old school. And I talked to some girl, but then I don't remember anything more.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I still think that this timer makes it easier for me to DEILD so I will keep using it.[/COLOR]

I am at a party with ass-tons of people I know. My friend Zaine has received rumor he's going to get raped by this girl we all know. Well that's not good. I decide to volunteer for the job of protecting Zaine from getting raped. I scan the area, looking for the girl. I spot her with her friends at a table not too far away. Zaine decides he wants to leave before something bad happens. Unfortunately, he has to go past the girl no matter what. Damn, we're in quite a fix here. I now come up with a plan. I have Zaine begin to walk out, and I go to a different side of the room. I crawl under the tables and head towards the girl. I reach her, and I touch her feet. She is startled, and Zaine wanders past unnoticed. I now awake.

My first Lucid dream! (:
i remeber that i was in this type of school hall way, and i remeber rubbing my hands alot so i didnt wake up or lose it.
Dream:
i was in this school hallway and there were zombies everywhere, upstairs, walking on the sides of me, and down the hall walking towards me. i just walked stright looking around but i felt a little bit scared, but i knew i was dreaming. i tried thinking of somthing else but nothing else came to mind at that exact moment. I dont remeber the rest but i wish i knew how to change what i was dreaming of.

Deep dreams where weird tonight. Holy craps.

Huasca castle.
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I was busy brewing aya. Made 3x3 washes and remembered i forgot to soak em beforehand. I guess i drank the aya because i ended up in a Castle. I had the distinct deja vu feeling of being here before. Either i just dreamed of going there twice because my memory is flawed, but there where loads of games/tracks in this castle. They where very difficult and intense. I remembered the last time i went on the main track i made it 75% of the way before time ran out. I was asked to perform or to be the lead man on this track because there are loads of people doing the same track. I thought it would be easy since i almost made it the last time. Í don't remember being on the track.
The whole dream/scenery was a weird mix of Takeshi's Castle and Unreal Tournament bunnytrack. There was a black kind of wannabee gangster guy from school there. He just laughs at me, the fucker.

In a later, different dream i was in a small tunnel. Kind of reminded me of my intestines in retrospect. I think there where people there. And i was supposed to travel trough the tunnel and come back. I did this routine a bunch of times. Then there was a hole and i jumped in it and here i either woke up or i just don't remember.


Carnival/hotel
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I was riding bycicles with guys. We planned on visiting a carnival somewhere. But we ended up in a really big hotel. With loads and loads of girls all around the place. I remember running trough the hallways having fun and stuff. I don't remember much else but at some point we went to my room with a whole bunch of people. And i was sitting on my chouch and someone put music on, i put some tunes on aswell. I was sitting there and i was very interested in one specific girl. And i was having one girl on my left arm and one on my right arm. I don't quite remember how they looked but i know that one of them had small titties and the other one had medium sized. (ofc, THIS i do remember. )

Later on I was at my niece's house. With her friends and girlfriends. There was one really sweet (young) looking girl that i caught staring at me a lot. She didn't say much the entire time but when we where in the kitchen together i talked a bit and asked her how old she was, i thought she was 16. She said noo no i'm just 13. then i grabbed her anyway and gave her a kiss on the mouth. No tongue just normal kisses. It was really cute.


Skater kids
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I was in another town, it was dark in the evening but there where loads of street lights to luminate the place. I was skating or riding a bike and i noticed a woman on the other side of the street simply passing by. I was riding behind a policewoman on a horse. I did my best to avoid the crap that came out of the horse. It was going a bit slow so i passed her by. Eventually i made it to a hill just above a lake. I was definetly skateboarding here and i might have accidantilly ran over a kid that was also skateboarding. His skateboard fell in the water and he wanted me to go grab it. The hell was freakishly dangerous and u could easily slip and fall on rocks. I tried to climb on the ledge down and asked the kid not to stand on the hell else he might fall. He was stubborn and refused. I realized i coulden't climb down and we walked around to go down. The kid was about 12 year old and we talked a bit. He said he smoked cigarettes and drank alcohol. Dumb kids i thought, already doing all the wrong things. Two of his friends joined us and they where really cool and funny. That's all i remember tho.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]This morning I actually got a lucid moment, so I would count that as a success and now I also know how I do it. So I learned something new today :) And this timer setup was with no doubt the best.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I was a smuf character and Gargamel was chasing me. I were on a graveyard and his cat was looking for me. I was hiding with the other smurfs in a plant, but Gargamal had hypnotised humans to look for us. So we were really scared. One of the smurfs started to run and he revealed where we was. So we had to run too.
I was chased by the cat and I were jumping longjump on the gravestones.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up to the first alarm, swtiched position and fell asleep.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I was in a car and we were running from something (not as a smurf this time). And I challenged to help a guy drive the car, who didn't had a driverslicense, so I had to use the double commando on the right side in the right seat. He wasn't a bad driver so I barely needed to help him, but it was a scary dream, because he drove fast![/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up again to the timer and now I felt so tired that I just closed my eyes and relaxed.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]I started to see my thoughts vividly and didn't even had to concentrate to make them appear. It was so vivid, I saw a guy and I heard him say "We need to run!"[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]It was now a dream, and even though I didn't realised that I said "What! Not a chase again like my other 2 dreams..." "Common!" he yelled. Then I were doing le parkour through a city, it looked like Russia or something like that.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I stopped and realised that my thoughts were now so vivid that it must be a dream "Because I were in my bed before" I thought. I started to think on what I wanted to dream.
And in a blink the dream changed.

I was now standing in Gryffindoors door room, but it didn't looked anything like it, although I was convinced that it looked like that while in the dream. Then I went down to the great hall, by involuntary teleporting down there. I saw the sky in the sealing, but I got to foccused in the dream or something, because I lost my lucidity.[/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]I saw a skatingramp and Bam Magera, he said that it was his birthday and the whole school singed "Happy Birthday" to him. For some reason there was a stage that I got up on, and I started to play guitar songs like Green Day - TIme of your life, Oasis - Wonderwall. and Bam got a birthday present, a bulletproof vest... [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I know now that all I have to do to get a lucid dream with the timer method, is to close my eyes and be aware of what I see. So I have to learn to get more aware on the awakenings.
It's like I am getting so tired that it's almost impossible to stay awake and I start to dream immediatelly. I will see if this work tomorrow as well, even if it was a short lucid dream. I am going to try the looking at the hands stabilisation technique, because that's a way to just stand still and not get involved with the dream again.[/COLOR]

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I'm driving down an interstate. I don't know where I'm going. As I drive I become extremely tired. I make a left turn at a fork to realize left turns can't be made here and I'm now driving into on coming traffic. I swerve onto the shoulder and wait for an opportunity to cross back over to the lanes I need to be in.

When I finally cross over my family is there. The only one I recognize is Christopher(Crit). Him and I continue driving. The road goes from asphalt to plywood. It was like driving through a very, very long gazebo.


We are suddenly in this gigantic, messy house. It's very old. Paint peeling off the walls, mold everywhere. It's dank and dirty. Not someplace I would have chosen to go on my own.

Katy Segal is there as my mom, although I don't realize it's Katy Segal. Just as my mom. My dad was there but I don't recall his face. Crit has now become my brother. A change in status I was unaware of. It just was.

I look out one window. There are a bunch of animals in a muddy pit. Two alligators, a horse and a couple of pigs. But they all looked different. The alligators were sleeker, more rounded looking. They had a sinister appeal to them. The horse's muzzle was longer and rot infested. The alligators were snapping at it. I can't really remember the pigs all that much. The whole scene made me sick to my stomach and I had to turn away.

I go into another room to find a friend of mine. Sylvia was in there with her baby boy. He was crying uncontrollably. She said he had a lump on his side she had to clean and asked me to hold him down. Then she pulled out a long wire stick with wire brissels going up it in a spiral.

Before I could speak she shoved it into his side and began twisted it. The baby screamed and arched in pain.


Crit and I are now eleven or twelve. Our mom and dad are hiding something. Our grandmother is also there. She is very old and scary looking. They keep leaving us with her and we hate it. So we decide to follow our mom. She goes to the top floor only to go down a hidden set of stairs.

-Dream changes to third person view-

I see our parents full on. They are talking to someone in a corner or the room. The angle is so that I can't see what they're looking at but they are saddened by it.

It flashes to me and Crit and we both look horrified. We race up the stairs. When we come back up we're our right ages again.

I see the two of us hug and cry, still unaware of what was seen. I hear myself tell him I'm sorry, that I didn't mean it.

We run outside.

dream 1 - it was about my vampire comic Bit by Bit, but I dont recall anything. fragments of Amy, Bel/ Sel...

dream 2 - I was in a big bookstore. I saw new Muse album on the shelf. took one out, and there were several songs from Black Holes and Revelations. I was listening to a new song, dont remember the melody, but I heard Bellamy's first vocal sounds. near Muse album there were Muse and Evanescence Wii game(?) with fan art-_- jackets on them...

on the book shelf I saw Sonic Generation, and one big and 3 small BLAME! books. they were all Nihei's artbooks. book colors were orange and light green. the weird thing was that in the book there was Nihei's family portrait. one fine art I remember was this orange ski and some megastructures and linear jet-cloud thingy...(in the description, that jet-cloud was semen........wut. -__-) on the back of the cover, the price was $16.87. I really wanted to buy BLAME! artbook so badly but I didnt have money. I even thought of begging my parents. suddenly my brother appeared and said that we have to go somewhere.
"come on, sis! we have to watch Korea vs a country(dont rememebr which country) for World Cup, hurry!"
I wanted to keep reading BLAME! books so I said...
"I dont really care about World Cup... dude, that 2010 game sucked! I'm not interested in World Cup right now. I wont go"
"we have to count the goals and write down on the notebook! did you bring the notebook?"
he said with frowned face.
"the notebook? no"
"I said bring it before!!"
"I dont recall you saying that."
so I think he got away himself, frustrated.. I returned reading the book.

then a brothers-dad-family came behind me with a bluish-grey fur cat. the cat jumped on my lap, playing with my left hand with his paw. the cat was kinda young(I saw his cute little face^^) his paw had sharp nails; my hand hurt. then this boy who's the owner grabbed his paw, putting the nails in(?).. and he said, there you go. the cat again played with my hand and it didnt hurt. I gently stroke his head.

I think I was leaving the bookstore... my mom came in and she said something with this kind of line:
stop drawing cartoons already... so I thought, what the heck is the matter with me drawing cartoon? why is it a big deal?, whimpering.

scene jump

I was doing the Internet. I saw HHD's blog post 'Ghost Song has finally come to an end!' written. there was no reply so I replied to the post in English(it should have been in Korean..felt weird): Congrats! I'm really happy that you finished your comic ^^ how about publishing webcomic next time...?'. and when I clicked the reply button, there were already some 4-5 posts saying 'I'm first!!!' 'me first' idiots...

Well I couldn't get to sleep at all. I went to bed fairly early, but tosses and turned for hours. It was 1:30 (2 and a half hours later) that I guess I fell asleep.
No dreams during that time, I woke up by my default body clock at 5 for my WBTB. I wasn't feeling up to it so I just lay in bed for that hour.

I then tosses and turned for another hour, I just couldn't get to sleep, I wasn't tired at all but I was feeling weak.
Eventually I did lie still and close my eyes, focus my breathing and slipped into a dream

******
I was in my back garden, on the sort of barbecue area we have set up. A few of my classmates were there with me, I think we were discussing some homework we had.
Then my mother handed me a big loaf of bread through the window of our house. When I got a hold of it I got lucid and immediately identified this. I moved around swiftly touching the table and stamping my feet, trying to ground myself. I saw a DC and touched their arm, and when I did they changed into someone I actually knew. I could feel vibrations throughout and my vision was quite clear, except I was in a total rush to try to stabilize, as my other "lucids" have been short and sharp, with no time to stabilize. This seems to have been my downfall as I just lost it a little while after.

******

I was on my side in bed, and I looked at my clock, I had been dreaming for 15 minutes, it seemed like a brief pause and then 15 seconds of dreaming. I lay still again, repeated, and I slipped into another dream.

******
This time I was in a super market, quite like my local one, except the stock on sale and the colours were wrong. I again tried to quickly stabilize by doing everything that came to mind. This included-
Running up to a DC and climbing up them to get up onto a shelf, then reaching up to the ceiling panels and removing one, then climbing up into it
I remember not knowing what to expect, and when I got up there I was looking at some people in a group circle, like rehab or an AA meeting. It looked as bland as the shop did. I then just lost it there

******

Sleep for an hour, then I had to get up for school.
I'm counting the first as a lucid WILD, but not the second, as the second one had less control and was only clinging onto the back end of the 1st one. I'm happy I managed it but not so happy that it happened not as I intended.

My dream was in two parts, the first part being only a fragment of what i can remember, and the second half remembering clearly what had happened.

Part 1:

I was climbing around on an apartment rooftops in the middle of a park with a purple blanket. My cousin Cavan (3 or 4 in the dream), Alex and Brandon were all there.

*I remember how it felt to grab onto the roofs and the siding, the wood underneath my hands and how it felt when I would jump down onto the ground. Trying to keep my cousin from falling.*

Part 2:

My original intent was to go down an unmarked road off from the park to go and see Brandy, but a whole group of people got together to go on it instead. There was no path to Brandy.

*I completely forgot about Brandy after this moment.*

We walked around a small archway building in the river and had to cross over a rock pile to get to the other side of the river. We were heading to a cabin/house on the other side. Cavan had come with us without anyone telling his mom. I knew he would have to go back soon and that Alex wouldn't want to go back with me.

The next moment everyone is asleep outside except me. It was dark and I couldn't see anything. Alex wakes up and helps me get Cavan up and ready. He throws me a tiny LED flashlight that I don't catch because I can't see. He turns on a mag light to help me find it.

I tell him if I'm not back in half an hour to come looking for me since the walk wasn't that far. Everyone outside woke up and went inside the house.

I let Cavan go across the rocks first. As I go across I fall in and the current takes me in the direction I want to go so I don't get out. I go under the water and it's instantly hot on my back. There is a fire on the surface of the water. I swim under it and come up. There is a car in the archway building. A girl wrecked into it.

I go back under to swim beneath the the car only to find the water on the other side was also on fire. I try to swim under it.

Then I wake up.