lucid

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https://www.dropbox.com/s/2htzjraq18...29-15.mp3?dl=0

I become lucid. I barely remember where I was at the time, but my memory and awareness are both decent. I know I've been in a non-lucid dream for a bit (about 75% of my dreamtime is gone). I do the nose pinch RC and briefly remind myself that this is a world created by my own mind. I'm in a place with grass. It's night time. It kind of reminds me of a farm where alien abductions occur. After moving around for a bit, the dream begins to blur.
I remember to hold the thought that my dream isn't really fading away, so I manage to retain lucidity, but it's weakened. (I've noticed that these black outs seem to occur when I'm getting excited about a dream goal).

I remember flying by jumping through a wall, maybe a glass window. My body passes through easily and I'm airborne.

I'm in a strange place when I remember I want to do door teleportation... the only way I can describe the place is "alien-like", like it's somewhere separate from my normal dreaming realm. I feel like I don't have as much control here, so I want to get out of here. When I teleport, I end up deeper in this weird realm. It is desolate; there is no life in this place, save for me. There is a robotic thing, but I can't really remember the details. I try to teleport again, this time by doing a backflip. I see some sand as I land, so I use that to form a desert area. Soon, I'm falling backwards down a narrow tunnel, a sandstorm raging all around me. I can feel the heat increase as the desert forms around me.

When I reach the bottom, I find that the tunnel is almost completely submerged in sand. Rather than wading through all of it, I turn back and head up towards where I'd fallen from. Sand was blocking the way, so I take a deep breath and forcefully exhale, wind blasting out of my mouth and clearing away the sand.
When I get up, I find myself in a research laboratory of sorts. A middle-aged man with a deeper voice greets me, asking me if I need anything. I ask him for help getting out of here. The man tells me that the only way out is down - through the area I'd just appeared from.

There are a few people here, sitting at desks with computers and monitors. I examine the computer closest to me to see what kind it is. It reminds me of a Windows XP machine.

As I turn back, I see a "familiar" woman approaching. She had a red wrist band and long, dark purple hair. I realize that I'm viewing myself in third person now. The woman begins talking, and the dream ends.

Points:
- first DILD of the night (10pt)
- RC / stabilize (1pt)
- interact with DC (2pt)
- fly (5pt)
- ask DC for advice (5pt)
- teleport (10pt)
- elemental manipulation (10pt)
- fully phase through solid object (10pt)
- personal goal - new [do a standing backflip] (15pt)

COMP TOTAL: 153

Got to bed really late and had no hope of getting lucid, but somehow it worked out! Woke up several times and the last bit was lucid!

-WILD into my livingroom, feeling very prickly. I feel like all my hair is standing on end and really hard, like plastic. In some spots the hairs feel like plastic hooks like on velcro. Sounds are really loud and clear and things feel freaky. I push through this and float out the front door before immediately thinking of the moon rock eating task. I zip back inside the open door and down a hallway. I hear my daughter whining and getting closer quickly. I reach a table at a corner of the hall and it has a bowl of rocks on it, among other junk. I look through the bowl and find a grey rock filled with holes which I KNOW is a moon rock. It feels really hard and I'm hesitant to bite it, but I do so carefully. It hurts my teeth a lot but finally breaks in half. I try to chew the half in my mouth but it won't break up anymore. It tastes like salt and minerals. I finally just swallow it like a pill. When I turn around, my daughter has crawled around the corner and is watching me. I grab her and phase out of the house through the window. I figure she's gonna follow me anyway and I might as well take her with me. This turns into a long non-lucid about live action D&D in my grandma's old back yard, very fun.

-DEILD back in (an actual chain! It's been so long! ) to my living room and Lk is there walking around. It feels odd and very real and I'm not QUITE sure I'm dreaming so I do an RC and sure enough I am. Lk has some kind of problem going on or some kind a question he needs answered and we both know that H can answer it. I tell Lk this and he agrees. I figure H is coming over, but Lk just sits down and gets on the phone with him. I refuse to give up on H coming here, so I decide to help it along with my expectation powers. I think to myself that they're just talking on the phone while he drives this way. I walk towards the door that leads to the car port and I see headlights pull up into it. I walk out and H is in the driver's seat of a big, nice SUV which I think is white. He gets out and I move stuff out of his way so he can get to the door. As he goes in I stay really close to him and put off an intimate vibe and he leans down and kisses me on the forehead... I'll take it lol. This devolves into a NLD where we all try to figure out the problem or whatever it was.

I'm gonna count that kiss persuasion as mind control because I didn't use any language or signals etc.

I'm gonna skip just about all of this since it was all very awkward. Let's just say that one of my friends wanted me to help them relieve some stress and sonic the hedgehog was getting a different kind of chili dog than he usually does. I lucidly woke myself up from both dreams when things weren't going my way.

'Twas laughing all the way when I wrote this in my private DJ. I know some people like to post their sex dreams and even I do it every so often, but only when I feel comfortable with the dreams, as funny as they were, I am not comfortable.

My recall has been slack but I feel like I've been LDing left and right.

I recall being in what felt like my grandparents' house. (Man, I am sick of dreaming of this place.) But at the same time it was like some post apocolyptic setting with destroyed concrete and bent rebar everywhere.

There also seemed to be a lot of water. Seeping through the cracks in the fractured concrete pavement. Puddles of water. A mist and/or a light rain occurring. Everything was blue. I recall I was flying above the rubble and debris and I landed in the area that felt like my grandparents house. I found I was unable to take off agian.

I figured it was because I fly using fire jets and maybe the humidity was preventing them from working. I thought about how this was a dream so the logic of water-beats-fire didn't have to apply and I should be able to fly anywhere.

I recall an old lady was there. She wasn't my mom, or my grandmother. She said that she was a photographer and she wanted to take my portrait. She told me to go into the bathroom and get fixed up first. I walked into the bathroom. The mirror was cracked and the entire bathroom was tipped on a 10-15 degree angle.

I looked in the mirror and saw that I was my waking life self. Hmm... odd... Usually the dream makes me look totally different. I figured it was a dream portrait and therefore I should change into my dream self. I made myself vanish and re-appear.

I was hideous. I had these grayish brown blobs hanging down from my forehead and my nose was five times its normal size and oozing snot. My body was ribcage thin, but I had a round circular belly and really skinny legs. I was making some kind of wheezing sound involuntarily.

Oops. I hate it when dreams do that. I get that it some kind of message about how I view myself. It's not one that I like, but it's a message that I need to acknowledge nonetheless.

I then managed to change over to my dream self properly. I almost had it but I was really short and out of proportion. I think my face was very tall as well. My head was two or three feet high without being any wider than a standard human head. I began stretching and squeezing various parts of my body and forming it into a recognizable human form. (Complete with cartoonish stretch and squish sounds).

After some tinkering I got myself to look right. I remember blinking repeatedly and my eye color kept alternating from side to side. Usually the right eye is the blue one, or at least that's the way i remember it. At one point I even got both eyes to be brown. That was weird. I was never able to do that before...

I then began thinking about how ugly my default appearance is sometimes, and how beautiful it is others. I was worried that my DCs see me as some kind of freak. I then remembered how Manei and Marcus make appearance mistakes. Like at least the dozen times Manei has had a mustache...

I lost the dream when the lady came in and asked me to take my picture.

Okay, so first I was in a zombie apocalypse, and I realized there was a good zombie. I realized I was safe from him. Then I somehow found a witch's house and drove the witch away. I remember that there was a sock that if I put it on my right foot, it would signal someone or something. I had a false memory that I had been there before, and looked under a rug to see a trapdoor to the basement. I wanted to go down there, but I didn't wanna fall. I looked to the right to see a little play area. There were a lot of rooms and to get to the next room, you had to complete a task. When I got to the room, I realized the room was now at Disneyworld. At some point I became lucid, but I don't remember when.. The rooms vaguely reminded me of the horror movie Cube. I saw my friend Irie, who's a lot shorter than me, but I made her taller than me (idk why). I made it to the top room (after some science experiments XD) and tried to imagine there was a nice penthouse on top of the rooms. I tried to break the ceiling Minecraft style but I got an error saying I couldn't. I decided to go on a couple of rides. Then I had a couple of false awakenings and did a reality check with both of them, but didn't have any control. but then I woke up for real.

DILD #1-I woke up and tried to get out of bed, but couldn't move. I continued to try to move and a force flew me out of bed. I phased through the wall into a void before I woke up.

DILD #2-I woke up and got out of bed, but something seemed off. I made my way to the backyard and everything seemed fine, except the backyard itself, which wasn't very accurate. I flew up into the air, looking for something to do. I saw a beach very close by with realistic looking waves from the ocean. I tried to fly that direction, but my body was heavy and I couldn't fly very fast. About half way to the ocean, I woke up.

DILD # 3-I woke up, and found I was in a different room. I gathered my thoughts, trying to remember what was the next of my 3 step tasks. I decided it was time control. I found a group of a dozen or so DCs talking in a room next to mine. I tried to pause time by putting my hands up and saying stop. The DCs stopped talking and all looked at me, but I still detected movement. I found this wasn't working, so I quickly rotated my forefinger counter-clockwise in an attempt to rewind time. All of the Dcs started talking backwards very fast in a high pitch voice, as if a video was rewinding. This continued for a bit, before I woke up.

28/8/2015


Brilliant Lucid!


I'm sitting on my bed (non Lucid) looking at my iPad, it's not working properly and I think I might have damaged it.
I then think "I might be Dreaming", pinch my nose and can breath.


I get up and walk over to my window, push myself up onto the ledge but it hurts my stomach a little for some reason so I stop.
I try again but imagine myself lighter and it works, I go through the window and as my head pops through I see and then feel it's raining heavily.
This is the first Lucid I've ever had where it's naturally raining and I haven't made it so.
It feels great, I haven't made it rain in a while and forgot just how good it is, it sounds great also hearing it fall all around me.
My hair gets all wet, I look up at the sky and can feel the rain hitting my face, the clouds are very stormy looking and very dramatic.
I imagine lightning striking and flick out my right arm towards a part of the sky towards the top of the street and don't see any lightning but hear a crack of thunder.
I shout out lightning as I flick my arm again and this time get fork lightning shoot down from the sky in a slim forked streak.
I do it quite a few more times and it's brilliant!
They are all quickly followed by loud cracks of thunder like the storm is right above me and sometimes instead of just one streak I see lots fall from the sky.

The rain slows and abruptly stops so I decide to go behind the flats, not for the Stargate this time but to look across the open field and attempt this new goal I've been thinking of, just as I get a few feet though the Dream fades.

I come back round in the same place and I'm still Lucid so carry on towards the flats and instead of walking I try a quick fly using Jetpack and it works.
I only fly a few feet from the ground as I'm very nearly there, then land and look out over the field.
The field is all wet with big puddles all over it which is pretty cool I thought as it had just been heavily raining in my Lucid.
I put my hands out in front of me with clenched fists and imagine a detonation of a nuclear bomb in the distance, I then smash my fists together.
I see a little reaction towards the horizon and a small dust blast rolls across the field towards me but nothing very big so it's not very successful.

The Dream starts to fade and I lose it but then come back round in the same place.
Well I think it's the same place but as it forms I see where the wet, soggy field was is now a beautiful crystal clear, deep blue, flat calm sea!
In the distance there is Ancient Greek looking architecture and it all looks so beautiful!
The sun is shining in a clear blue sky with no clouds in sight, it's so vivid and colourful and I just start to laugh with joy, then run straight into the water and feel its warmth all over me.

I swim and splash around, then go under water which makes my eyes go blurry at first so I come back up as I don't want to lose the Dream.
I go back under again and can see fine, I breath in a lung full of water on purpose and can feel it all go into my lungs which feels strange but not bad.
I think about trying to see some turtles or exotic sea creatures as there's nothing in the water with me at all but then hear what sounds like someone's shouting, it's muffled by the water so I surface.
There's a guy on the bank where I was standing before but he's not shouting anything.
I get the impression a Shark might be in the water with me and someone was shouting because of that so look around but see nothing.
I then think that it would be great to see and swim with a shark so imagine one in the water with me and as I look around, see two big Sharks swimming together away from me!

I go underwater and swim over to them, I come up behind one of them and hold onto its tail and I slowly pull myself up its body, I know it can't hurt me but I'm still cautious of it snapping its head back and grabbing me.
I pull myself right up over it and it doesn't care at all, just keeps slowly swimming so I surface and they both surface with me.
They look really great! They're very colourful, more so than WL I think.
I run my hands along its skin and it feels like a wet wetsuit, which I suppose they might do in WL and it's another great experience, they look so real!

I want to see the ferocity of them so place my hand in the water by my side and imagine pulling out a fish, as I lift my hand I have a pretty good size one by the tail so throw it in the water next to them, hoping they'll go mad over it and start splashing around.
They go to it and eat it but they don't go mad, they just eat it casually.



I swim back to the bank and get out of the water, I look over towards the architecture in the distance and see there is also a high cliff over to my left, very high about 300 feet or so.
As things I've been trying have been working with the Sharks and fish I try my goal again.
I hold out my clenched fists in front of me and imagine a nuclear detonation, then smash my fists together and BANG!
This time I hear a huge explosion in the distance, followed by an intense bright white light.
Straight after that I see a massive dust cloud shock wave heading for me and can see it shooting out in a big arc from the centre of the explosion, it looks very cool!
It hits me and it's hard to see anything so I wait for it to pass to see if there's a big mushroom cloud, but as the dust settles there's only a hint of one.

I want to go up to the top of the cliff to get a better view and there's another guy here now.
I see there are ladders all the way up that look very old and dangerous so I think "ok let's go up them rather than try to fly" (because in WL I have a pretty big fear of heights and wouldn't go anywhere near these ladders and I often have trouble flying up high for some reason).
The guy wants to go as well and we walk to the bottom of the first ladder, it's not very wide at all, only about the width of one foot and I can see where the clips clipping it to the wall are starting to come lose.
The guy goes up first and I start climbing after him and as we start getting high it's still a little scary as it's so vivid, I know I can't die though so the fear makes it more fun and we continue up.

The guy gets his foot stuck and it freaks him out so he wants to go back down.
I'm just about to try and float from the ladder to let him pass but lose the Dream and wake up.



Excellent Lucid!
Got in usual way.
WL vivid with complete waking memory.
Pretty long, lasting about 15 minutes or so.
Woken up feeling great!

i apparently was partying i am asleep and C is waking me up (i lay on the ground?) she tells me we need to go or she needs to be somewhere. i am there with a car so i need to drive. i stand up and go to the car its a small one. my trunk is open and my backpack stands inside. i take it and put it on the frontseat. C get inside. i feel drunk but try not to show it. C tells me ah here you can buy something to eat or we first drive there and there and you buy yourself something there. i start the car and have problems with accelerator and break. we drive a short distance and turn right. i stop next to a car and try to fit in a parking hole or just to stand parallel to the car? i dont manage it that good because i am to far away from the other car. Nevermind i think and and keep on driving a litte choppy. its a small traffic calmed street. i drive slowly so i have the feeling that not that much can happen even if i feel that weird. another car comes towards us. a young girl is sitting in it and she drives in the middle of the whole street. i feel uncomfy and try to drive as far right as possible and in the last moment she steer a little to her right. C is complaining about her. i turn left and try to relax and try not to make a accident.

WBTB

i am in a foreign apartment. L and other people are there. i go the stairs down and leave the house. [i think here my Alarm clock ringed. it seemed that i turn it on snooze and fall asleep again and in the same dream back (DEID without the L^^)] i go back to the building and in front at a corner there are two guys that are smoking. i know that they where with us and they know each other but somehow its seems that they ignore eachother. i keep on going and am at the entrance there are a lot of bells and i think about what the name of the guy is i want to go, i am not sure what i am doing here but the buzzer turns on and the door opens. i think ah there were so many people outside so its nothing special he saw me and opend the door. i go up the stairs but again dont know or dont find the apartment i´m heading. a guy opens the door. it seems that he is the one who opened the door downstairs. i tell him i dont want to him and he closes the door. i think again and move back some steps and suddenly i see that behind his door there is a floor and it clicks in my head "Ah i am on the opposite site of the appartment and just need to follow the floor because everything is now mirrored" while i go thru the floor in my head/narrator says that he did deep mindfullness breathing and thats the reason why. i start breathing deeper. my awarness is rising. i enter an apartment/room a naked guy is sitting there and looking at me. i dont look down and pass him. on the left site there are two other guys just sitting there nobody is talking. i look back at the naked man cross the room and go through a door. here i see L again and i am happy to find him. [i am semilucid now] i tell him Nightfeather is coming up and point at the stairs behind him. he smiles knowingly[yesterday i told him IWL that i can now summon just like that people and they appear near me] we both go to the stairs and look down and just like that a girl with red a little brighter than yesterdayruns up the stairs. L and i look at each other and need to laugh hard like NO WAY its works really. i am happy that i could show him what i ment but then think about it and know that he wont know it in the morning because its my dream and not his... i meet her we hug shortly and i ask her how she is. she says good and i tell her that first we need to finish here something and then we can go. but then i ask her if she want to go outside with me and we go down and are in a street. she needs to go somewhere and i am waiting. i approach a shop at a corner where two women are talking to each other. the shop has no windows so i just enter. i look what she is selling and there are leather cloth. i look closer and see that it is motorcylce cloth like the stuff bikegangs are wearing. i look again at the two women and one is sitting now on a little harley. i walk backwards out of the shop and suddenly sit on a bike to. i drive a little up the street but remember than that i want to take NF with me so i turn and drive back to the crossroad. i search for her but cant find her. i call her name and after some time someone is approaching me and i wake up because the Alarmclock is ringing again.

DILD #1:

I had trapped a giant warrior woman in a magic bottle earlier in the dream and I was carrying her around on my back. I asked her, “What would I be good at, given my mental abilities?”
She waited a second before responding, “You would be good at anything that involves using your creativity.”

I jumped really high in the air, onto some rafters that were overhanging a street. I climbed across them as though they were monkey bars and then did fancy acrobatic flips to launch myself into the air above. I took off flying while I admired the warm sunrise that was illuminating the buildings around me. I saw a dream character that was flying ahead of me. He had light brown hair and brown eyes. I remembered that I wanted to practice Dreamer’s advice for flying into space.

I took off at super speed and imagined the sky turning dark blue and stars appearing around me. It started to happen and I was really high in the air suddenly. I wanted to get back down to earth so I let myself free-fall. It felt wonderful and terrifying all at once. I saw a zoomed out view of the scene with my body falling towards the ground and golden clouds all around me.

DILD #2:

I was sitting outside and it was raining. I was waiting for Dreamer to be done hanging out with her relatives. I thought that I was under shelter but I felt like my butt was wet and cold. I felt my back with my hand and there was a steady stream of cold water flowing behind me, but it wasn’t making me wet. I looked on the ground and saw a rainbow coming out of it. I thought that was quite strange so I stood up and did a reality check, and air came through. I got really excited and then woke up.

DILD #3:

I was with Dreamer in our bedroom and she was excitedly telling me about these supplements that Jenkees bought called ‘tanzen’. I looked at the bottle and it said something like “Do you have good recall? Would you like to have EXTREME Recall?”
Dreamer gave me a pill and started chewing on hers. I started chewing on mine as well and it tasted like some yummy, sweet candy. I felt very dizzy immediately like I was about to pass out and I did a reality check. I started talking to Dreamer and then I woke up.

WILD:

I slowly formed a dream by staring at a beautiful blue sky in my mind until it became very vivid. Dreamer was there and we did stuff together. I got a bit too excited and started to ignore her while focusing on the sky again. I saw a balloon slowly drift towards the ground. I turned towards another DC that was there and asked her to turn on the lights, since it was night time. Then I turned towards Dreamer and asked her to show me how she turns on the sun with her photoshop skills. She walked over to a brick wall and flipped an invisible switch while asking me, “Have you tried this yet?”
I woke up.
Stayed still, waited to DEILD while focusing on the image of the blue sky again.
I appeared back at the same place, Dreamer was waiting for me while sitting on the ground. The sun was out now and she excitedly got up to give me a hug. I got distracted with sexy stuff until I woke up.

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https://www.dropbox.com/s/fbrwsco9fu...28-15.mp3?dl=0

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https://www.dropbox.com/s/925nnohd2h...26-15.mp3?dl=0

Did WILD, emerged in bedroom. Decided trying to disingtergrate my duvet was a good reality check. It became a bunch of black particles that floated away in a nonexistant wind. Felt my sheet for a bit to boost clarity, went into front room. Uncle was not sleeping on the futon, as was usual, but was on the sofa instead. Rather, his feet were on the arm of the sofa with the rest of his body lying straight off the edge, but supported by nothing. Contemplated having a moon rock, decided cheesecake was a better idea. Went into kitchen and opened fridge, but, true to real life, there was no cheesecake to be found.

Tried to create a slice through dream control, failed. Noticed a partially drunk bottle of coke. Decided to finish it. Tasted like coke, but felt "distant" and, therefore, disappointing. Went outside debating what else to do, woke up.

Fragment from subsequent failed WILD attempt, may have had slight awareness: Engineering area (I just knew it was) that resembled a server room. Was with uncle. Two "engineers" left. The monitor attached to the servers was oddly designed, being circular and growing. I identified it as a "protostargate" based on the interesting symbols rotating within the monitot. Woke up.

#465 - 4:12AM - DILD

I have a long dream segment where I am at some version of my first job ever; Long John Silver's. I am revisiting as my current self and watching the manager cook. I join in and fry some fish.

Now I am riding in a car. I see a Sonic restaurant that is totally black with huge billows of smoke coming from it. I watch as we get closer and I can hear some theatrical and dangerous-sounding-music. Suddenly, the scene dims for just a fraction of a second. Then, I hear a short fart (lol) and some happy sounding music as I find myself riding in the same car, but in a very normal looking neighborhood. I notice the Sonic building is completely gone, and because of this, I instantly become lucid. I look at the driver and see my wife. I tell her how weird that glitch was and how this is all a dream. She keeps her eyes on the road with both hands on the wheel and only smiles in reply.
I continue, " So we can fly. Go. Fly us away."
The car lifts up into the air, but I lose visuals at this point and find myself floating in a bardo. I recognize this for what it is and try to stimulate some feeling by making swimming motions. After a few seconds, I begin to feel like the air is thickening into water. I see something... some movement. An animated electric blue outline of a shark emerges from the darkness and opens its jaws. It all looks very psychedelic so there is no fear. Instead of moving away, I pretend to be the bigger fish and open wide ready to bite. I wake up before we collide.

2.37 am woke up and sat up for wbtb - after meditation mantras - speaking to my sub saying that we are one so help me be aware in my dreams ect -" smooth entry" - from wake to sleep with consciousness - some visualising of green fields with abridged to another place but imagining the water under the bridge is drying up so one could walk there where wild flowers are growing...Water all around tho

Set up for sleep at 3.45am - l lay on my back - for wild
at 5.11 woke up after LD - event noted ;

During Wild attempt I am very calm and really feel the transition to the still open space of ( what I think might be ) Delta/nrem - almost like I feel physically lifted to another space - it was more obvious than ever before - I thought for a bit I had gotten too interested in this transition as I seemed to lay there like this for quite a bit longer but consoled myself that I must wait and not turn over - it was still possible the dream was around the corner I muddle with a bit of Sild and played with imagining my dream scene of grassy green banks for a while - at some point I must have drift off as I cannot remember the transition I don't think. Oh yes I was feeling for my dream body a few times but dreamland has not kicked in yet -
Suddenly I am in the dream and doing something I am doing quite often - Cleaning! scrubbing a carpet, I could see the stains on it and I was determined to get it clean - Something made me question myself and in an instance I know I am dreaming !
I know my sleeping body is in bed and suddenly I felt that fact as I lay in bed but I know instinctively I can move my dream body and easily - excellent!

I sit up then stand up and begin walking away from my body, it feels great as I have been wanting todo this for a while now! I can feel the pull of my physical body so i know I need to get on with grounding myself into the dream - I rub my hands together and as I look down at my hands I get a glimpse at them although its dark and it makes me smile - the feeling of my hands rubbing together feels strangely soothing to me. I can still feel the pull so do some mantras -
" Om mani pema hung " - I look and see a sphere of light coming from my body starting to light up the darkness as I say the mantra - It is delightful and I feel a deep happiness inside me
However I then find am back in my physical body in bed now delighted with the oobe experience

Later NL dreams included helping a very old lady get her will to live back although she may not have much more time - I helped clean up he abode and joked with her - she looked lively and happy in the end when we parted

Another NL dream where I was living a second life so couldn't let my friends know where I lived at night - I set off away from them in the darkness of the night and headed down some dodgy/off the beaten track pathways not knowing if I would be safe -'I had to get out of view quick tho as someone seemed to be following me - off I went into the dark night with my bag.