lucid

bedtime 00:00
2mg melatonin
remee on

+ a young arrogant manager is haranguing my father that he needs to update his skills, I'm listening, I feel sorry for my dad I'm trying to stand so they can't see me, I offer my dad to play some pick-up basketball to make him feel better [we've never played basketball together that I can remember], someone throws a basketball hard at another guy and hits him smack in the head

+ observing as a "playa" picks up a girl, he says "baby you so fine, what I gotta do to get in yo pants!?" he takes her to room in a building, where there are animatronic people, young men and women, they sit down at a table, and he needs to decide which ones to keep in the room and which to kick out

+ building and operating some game cabinet with (simulated?) guns, it's incredibly fun like playing an amazing video game, I'm swiveling all over the place shooting things like crazy, I notice from through a door Elijah Wood is observing me. Outdoors, I fly by a giant being of some sort. Standing on the ground in bright daylight in the street , talking animatedly and excitedly about Star Wars with people, and can't remember Harrison Ford's name, I try to remember it for a while

+ crazy tennis: I'm observing a tennis game in some club on a mini-court, I pick up a tennis ball with a quarter embedded in it (under the fuzz), I pull it out and the ball goes completely flat. I pick up another ball that has a hole in it and is flat. I see a container of balls from the group that was just playing but there gone now, I step on to the court, I'm playing against and older woman. I try to bounce-serve the ball but there is a really low net (6 feet) over the whole court that gets in the way, I try a few more times. Then I"m sort of wrestling (standing up) with the woman over position: the point of our game is to shepherd some large blobby jello-y transparent thing on the ground into a goal, the advantage goes back and forth between us for a while.

broken WBTB
eventually BTS

+ walk past woman, whisper "I'm Dreaming!" into her ear and walk on (ARGH!), I feel entirely and totally awake, she calls after me something like "Good for you!" (not sure of wording); riding on train, see kitschy old fast food store fronts passing us on the left, I think they're in amazingly good shape for being so old, sort of dark faded colors. The train stops at a restaurant, I'm there with my kids to order food, there is a bunch of food including a chocolate cake on display on tables in front of the store. I'm trying to enter the store together with my kids but a man gets in my way, we eventually enter and I see that the restaurant is not operating, they're just accepting orders at this time, I sit down with my kids to place an order

+ I'm standing on a street corner in a foreign country with 3 native guys, they're making disparaging remarks about tourists/foreigners, I plan to give foreign-language retorts to each of them. I think they could become threatening to me at any moment. A woman comes to stand in the group. I look behind me and notice the pedestrian walk signal on the crossing is green for me, so I take the opportunity to get away from the guys and hurry across the street.

On the other side up the street a bit (this seems to be the N area of B at E and H streets), I enter a restaurant. I'm looking at the dishes of food displayed on steam trays, it looks really good. I hear someone calling my name, and look back into the restaurant, unsure, they call again and I see a table of 3 guys I don't know gesturing to me, I go and sit with them. One of them claims to be a guy I know, he mentions his face being different? I don't recognize them still but I do get a good look at his face, he's about my age.

+ I return to this restaurant later, and manager at cash register says I can choose an already-prepared dish at a discount, or order a new one at full price, there are a few plates of food on the counter at the register, and I see really good looking dishes (cheese lasagna?, super juicy and cheesy and saucy) at the steam tables.

+ I'm at a table in a restaurant with friends our order hasn't arrived, I leave to get some things; in a different place I watch a young man prepare batches of skewers of meat in a special device, I put a few skewers on the grill to cook(?) a bit farther in, I'm picking up bottles of mayonnaise and drinks, return to the friends with the shopping cart, pick up some drinks and juggle them in my arms as I rejoin my friends at the table, I see that the food has already come and they finished eating already, they ate my order leaving me the wrong one. I see one of my friends hasn't finished a really good looking ground-beef burrito in red sauce so I pick the whole thing up and stuff it in my mouth. Friends are saying that they should leave me 2 orders worth of food since I had ordered two things.

I'm at a crowded party in a large sloped room with two girls. Everyone is lying casually on the floor. One girl starts kissing me. I go along with it! Is quite pleasant. The other girl is like 'my turn now!' And takes over This is less pleasant, as she is going a bit mental with her tongue. Was pretty gross actually...

The party ends, and as I am leaving I find myself staring at a girl standing on the exit stairs. She looks a bit unreal and her image seems unstable. I move my hand across my view of her and notice that she's disappearing every so often. 'Cool!' I think. I tell her something like, "wow! do you know you're disappearing?"

I then realise I'm dreaming. I look at my right hand to try and stabalize the dream. This wasn't working so well and I almost blacked out, but I managed to bring it back. I walk outside into what looks like the historical centre of a fancy town, with large open paved spaces and a Cathedral. I pay careful attention to my surroundings until all becomes vivid.

I then remember my dream plan: to summon and embrace my shadow! I recall my planned words, 'I wish to meet my shadow, the part of me in conflict'. I then look at the sky and shout out, "shadow, now!" My voice echoes dramatically, and the sky turns a bit darker. Ominous! I then look around to see if anything has changed, reminding myself that this is a dream and I now have an opportunity to practice fearlessness. I try to fly onto the roof of the Cathedral, but a force pulls me back down to the ground after a brief lift off.

I see an unnaturally tall dark and slightly bent figure down the street. 'Aha!' I think, 'this must be it!'. I walk towards it, preparing myself to face whatever it is with love and acceptance. But to my surprise, it's my dad! "Dad!" I say smiling, and put my hand on his shoulder. We walk and talk. He tells me about what he's doing with Mum at the moment in the waking world, and that all is well. I entertain wondering if any of this is actually true. Unfortunately I can't remember what he said to test it out!

Dad leads me through tight corridors and crawl spaces, like we're in the bowels of a submarine. There's an almighty force pulling me back, making it very difficult to move. I remind myself this is a dream, and that recognition makes my walking a little easier. I then suddenly find myself blacking out.

I feel around to see where I am, and realise I'm back in bed. I do a nose pinch test just in case I'm still dreaming. And I am! I feel chuffed with myself for remembering to RC It's dark and I try to turn the bedside lamp on. Doesn't work, and I remember that that's normal in dreams. I get up and go to the door. 'This is it' I think, 'my shadow is through this door'. I feel both excited and nervous.

I open the door, and a goblin like creature jumps at me! This gives me a shock, but I'm soon smiling and giving the creature a hug. "It's okay" I say, "I love you!". Looking down, the goblin has now turned into what looks like a giant microbe with a big mouth and many tiny razor sharp teeth. He's munching down on my hand, which is completely in his mouth. This feels quite uncomfortable, like intense pins and needles. But I keep smiling, reminding myself this is just a dream and this hand muncher is a part of me. "No fear", I say to it, and hold it close to me as it keeps munching away. The thought 'well I guess it's a part of me now' comes to mind, as it has now become a physical extension of my arm. I wake up wondering what it will be like to have an arm munching microbe for a hand from now on...

Night of March 2, 2015. Monday.



An unknown dark-haired young girl is somehow driving a stagecoach. At times, it seems to be around sunset. I am not certain if I am actually “in” the old west or if it is a strange attempted reenactment of a western scene for a movie or a club. I float, seemingly disembodied, on the right side of the vehicle. The girl somehow remains hovering above the front part of the stagecoach. This is not to imply a strong wind or great speed as it sort of suggests, but a simple ability or occurrence of casually floating in the air (apparently under her own control for the most part) remaining in the same general area relative to the coach and somehow controlling the horses as well. There are no mishaps and no drama. In fact, the girl seems to be mildly amused or at least cheerful about her endeavor. At times, she seems to be a silhouette inside the stagecoach, but this is ambiguous as she is continuously the driver.

I found a good looking woman in a hallway I happened to be heading down. I decided to have sex with her, and finding her willing, I did so. At first I was a bit hesitant, because anyone could see us doing it here. It only took a second for me to realize that finding privacy in a dream is a hard thing to do, and ends up just wasting dream time. In other words, the DCs show up in the places you think are private anyway. There is a doorway next to us and I hear people in the room, so we back up a little ways out of line of sight through the doorway. That was just so we could feel a little more comfortable getting things started.

We were about a minute into it when another woman walked by up ahead of us. She glanced to her right, looking at us for a second, then as she faced forward again she smiled as if she enjoyed seeing us engaged in sex. She was walking past on the adjoining hallway up ahead where our part of the hall ended in a T. The woman's approval of us made me feel powerful and even more sexually aroused. We were able to go all the way. When we were done and the dream faded out, I woke up.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Dream 1 - In a desert (LD)
I wasn't sure if this was a lucid dream at first, my recall for it was quite bad... I thought that I might have just had a dream about a lucid dream or something O_O. I was walking up a desert road, I think I looked at my hands and noticed I was dreaming, I felt that it was a really strong lucid dream (which sucked because I can't really remember it and it was early in the night so it didn't last long) which was stable and had a high amount of clarity. I decided to test my control of the area around me, at first I tried to shape a small pyramidal dune of sand into a large square/rectangle. This was extremely hard for some reason, but I was managing to slowly control the shape of the sand dune... I think I woke up shortly after this because like I said, it was quite early in the night and the dream stage didn't last long.

Dream 2 - getting tested by an eftpos machine
So I remember being in the geology department of a building, it seemed to be a white-coat kind of lab. I had bumped into another geologist who was bald or something. A time/space jump occurs and I'm in front of a eftpos machine, except it seems to be testing me, and the bald guy is going through a similar experience. I get 18/19 for my score, he gets 13/17 (didn't notice that the total amount you could earn wasn't meant to be different sadly, didn't get lucid ). His son comes up and helps him out and punches in some buttons, I don't remember much after this.

Dream 3 - Unknown
There WAS another dream that I fully remembered having between the dreams above, but I completely forgot it randomly before >_<

I’m no golfer (more a gopher), but I did manage to recognize that my game was a bit off, and beyond ridiculous, so I became lucid in this Dream Induced Lucid Dream (DILD). Here’s what happened.

An old friend and I were at a golf course in Calgary on this cloudy, fall day. I watch him tee off and make a perfect swing (Smack!), sending the ball sailing down the field. My turn! I walked up the teeing ground, stuck my tee halfway into the earth, and placed the golf ball on top. As I rose to stand, and very unexpectedly, the entire teeing ground became covered in about 3 inches of ice cubes, and my friend said, “Ah, that’s better! Now it’s nicely iced.” It was indeed nicely iced and I slipped and fell onto my side, and then I scrambled to get back up onto my feet because it was freezing cold! My golf ball was buried in ice cubes, so I leaned over to sweep the ice cubes away from my ball, but I accidently knocked the golf ball off the tee.

I dug around in the ice and found my golf ball, but now my tee was gone. I asked my friend to help me find it, and he reached down into the ice cubes and pulled out a wood screw. He said, “Here it is!”, and he threw it at my face, and it bounced off my forehead and went back into the ice cubes. That wasn’t a very nice thing to do, I thought. I dug around and soon found my gulf tee. I placed it back in the earth and placed my ball on top. I stood back up to take my swing, but then my gulf ball turned into a lawn bowling ball! I thought ‘what on Earth’ is going on around here? I kicked the bowling ball of the golf tee and placed another golf ball on top of it. I gazed down at the green, and I saw that it was behind some rolling hills, and we were surrounded by suburbia. As I swung my driver backwards, in preparation for my swing, it hit a square cement post that had magically appeared on the teeing ground. Okay, I get it! This has got to be dream! There’s no way waking life could possibly be this messed up. I’m Lucid.

My friend was hiding behind the cement post, so I peeked around the corner, and looked him right in the eyes. Now his eyes were glowing silvery blue. Not his regular eye color, and since when do people’s eyes glow? I stayed calm, and decided to hide my lucidity and investigate this dream figure, so I asked him, “How’s Erin doing (his wife)?” He then looked at the ground and started to kick the some ice cubes around with the point of his foot, and he didn’t answer me. Then I asked him how his son is doing. Still, no response. Well, I thought, this is obviously not my friend, but whatever, I’m good with it. All the ice cubes disappeared. My lucidity started to fade, so I said, “Please wait here, because I have to swirl.” I began to swirl to bring back my clarity, and dang it, he vanished. I began to think about flying as I was swirling, and not surprisingly I slowly started to rise upwards. Now I could hear the wind howling in my ears and blowing against my skin, and all was dark. I was swirling and flying at the same time. I tried to think of place that I wanted to go, once I was done swirling, so I started to call for my daughter to come, but I ended up waking instead.

I was going to look for Eye but changed my goal to looking for Kiro since i thought it might be easier.

I woke up in my old room and Santa Claus was next to me. I left him and went to look for Kiro but found some of my family members listening to old music in a room instead. I asked if someone could call Kiro for me and a lady suggested that I play a music that might signal him to come here. I put the music inside the CD machine and heard a lady singing. It was nice but it felt like i was wasting my time so i turned it off. I Kept telling someone else to bring Kiro and they told me to wait in the corner. So i did. The person i told was cleaning the room than lay on the ground to reach under a wall to get something.

The dream than shifted and i was now in a daycare room filled with kids. Many of them were misbehaving so I and the others there did our best to calm them down. But it did not work until our boss came in. She was walking fine but than i noticed her face was really pale and a different color. Than suddenly she collapsed. I and another lady rushed to help her and someone else went to call 911. I quickly fanned her hoping she would wake up. But it did not wake her up. I got up after that for some reason i don't recall than turned back and noticed she was gone.I thought someone must have taken her somewhere else when i wasn't looking than went to go look for my fish sandwich lunch that i put away.

I found a lady who i'm familiar with at my workplace and she said that the doctors determined that the real reason she collapsed wasn't because she was sick with the flu. She had cancer.It made me sort of anxious to hear her say that so i left to go look for my lunch and cup of coffee but somehow ended up on a street near a airport.
I flew up than back hoping i wouldn't get hit than landed on the ground. But as i was walking the dream shifted and i was now viewing a group of cartoon looking reapers. They didn't have their weapons with them though and they were speaking in Japanese. They looked harmless and it seemed like they were getting ready to take the school bus to go on a trip or something like that.

-In my bathroom and my friend is also there (don't ask why).
-We started fighting for some reason.
-I was swinging really slow so i thought "this must be a dream"
-Looked at my hands, had 6 fingers.
-found my dad who was in his room, told him we were dreaming (don't remember his reply)
-tried to fly (or levitate?) in my house and couldn't.
-Opened the window to try and fly out but I got scared to
-looked at my hands again now they were really disformed but this made me happy.
-Couldn't think of anything to do so I went to my sisters room and told her we were dreaming.
-Looked at my hands again and woke up
-What a waste...

I started out in one of the dollar stores somewhere in the neighborhood(I don't remember which one). I was shopping with my mother. As I was walking, I noticed this individual staring at me giving me a nasty look. He was a lot taller than me, so I knew I wouldn't stand a chance against him. He then came charging after me but before he could touch me, I flew up in the air and hovered above the aisles in the store. As I was flying in mid-air, I kicked him with my feet as hard as I could and taunted him.

Later on in the dream(after waking up, I think), I woke up in a preschool(one I haven't seen before in my life). I saw one of the teachers I worked with back at the preschool I volunteered for in waking life. She was helping me out with how I'm supposed to handle the classroom. We were both inside a classroom with a full set of kids and a couple other teachers. It felt happy. It felt so happy good to be in a job like this because there was happiness all around.

At one point, the person teaching me have done an activity that required us to remove our shoes and socks, walking barefoot. I'm not sure why, but seeing how this is preschool, I didn't question the creativity of improvised activities. I was sitting down somewhere in the back of the classroom where I was talking to the teacher. She wanted me to go somewhere, as confusing as that may sound.

I then somehow appeared to be at an assembly along with a large crowd of people around my age. We were all seated in desks. In front of us was a huge black screen television(as big as the cinema ones). When I was in there, I noticed every student(what I thought) belonged to a specific group based on their past, kind of like the scene in Mean Girls where the geeks sit with the geeks and the jocks with the jocks. I'm not sure which group I was in. I just seemed to be observing everything in the area I was in.

Later on, it was time to leave. Everyone began leaving the building. I was getting my items together but I remember having trouble finding one of the objects. Because I didn't know it was a dream, yet, I kept looking for it. Sooner or later, without knowing how exactly it happened, I became lucid. I'm not sure how, but I did. I didn't perform any reality checks. Once I did become lucid, I spent most of my time observing the room I was in. What seemed to be a huge theater, was not a small bedroom.

I walked around this bedroom figuring out what to do. I couldn't think of much to do after becoming lucid. I enjoyed the feeling of it, though. After a while of staring around the room, I had a sudden sense that the dream started to fade. I didn't want to leave yet. I performed the spinning technique to try and prolong the dream. I remember trying to focus on my body as I turned and turned. I even tried telling myself that I was dreaming and that I want to stay in the dream longer. Seconds later, my vision began becoming darker. The dream ended. I didn't even try to attempt the DEILD technique because I knew I would have a hard time going back to sleep uncomfortably with my arm laying just under my body.

February 28, 2015

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Water Fountain Woes

I was at the math/science center I went to in High School. I walked past a water fountain that wasn't turning off. It was always on, so I pulled it out of the wall to try to fix it. But I pulled it too hard and disconnected it from the water intake thingy. I hooked it back up and the water kept coming. I eventually gave up trying to fix it, and got a drink from it before leaving.



Creepin'

I was visiting the admissions adviser for my grad program, but I was being a super creeper and like walking around her back yard. The neighborhood seemed familiar to me, as if I've been there before. I could see inside the house but I never went inside. I noticed that the snow was all melting and it was getting warmer, so I assumed spring was coming very soon. When I got around to the front of the house again, I saw some of my students playing by the street. I went to talk to them and they got really excited and wanted to show me their homes.



Ceiling Troubles

I was at home, holding my girl cat and snuggling her. The whole room seemed larger than IWL, and a LOT cleaner looking and brighter. My dad came into the room from the backyard, and said, "Gotta feed mah CATS!!" When the cats went to eat, I realized my old dog was in the room as well. She was flopping as she tried to get up to get to the food. My dad came over and nudged her a little to help her up. She's been gone for almost 5 years now, so I was very confused until I realized it was a dream. oh right. I'm at Zukin's asleep on her floor right now. "I'm dreaming." I said, looking at my hands, which oddly enough looked completely normal. I still knew I was dreaming, though. My dad looked up and said, "What? You're crazy."

I ignored him and went to my bedroom. I looked up and decided to use the ceiling as a portal. I jumped up and expected to go through the ceiling into another land, but ended up smashing into it, making a hole and getting stuck in it. I looked around the attic and made the hole bigger by smashing pieces away, until I could look down at my dad, who was standing there looking up at me. "WTF are you doing Kestrel...?"

"Oh, just hanging around."

Me and my dream humor. Then I woke up.

2/27/2015

I saw myself appear on the bed i was sleeping on and was thinking about how I wanted to enter a dream lucid during my nap time. I couldn't move and slowly started to fall a sleep.I saw black darkness than sudennlly light began to appear.After that I flew onto a platform above a football field.I wanted to see Dawn again and began shouting his name. In the distance i could see someone running on the field. It was a guy with Dawn's long white hair. Even though he didn't look like Dawn I still felt like it was him anyways.I hugged him but got too close to him and forgot that i didn't want myself to do that anymore. Suddenly I was pulled from him and the dream world began to break apart. I was like "NOOOOOOO!'. Than i saw blackness and slowly started to appear in a room that looked just like the room i was sleeping in. I was curled up to the side of the bed, heard static and a mechanic random sound(sounded like a coin being tossed in a room with lots of reverb) and my vision was black and white and a little bit blurry. I kept telling the dream i wanted to see Dawn but it didn't listen to me. I couldn't move and felt so stuck. Sudenlly i heard a dream character walk into the room. It was a lady. She said "So you want to be like a sixteen year old that wants to go and party huh!?"Than she started to beat me with a blanket and her hands while i was paralyzed."Well now i don't have to worry about this anymore!!I'm sick of it!!" she said as she kept hitting me. I kept thinking of the dream becoming more kinder to me but it gave me nothing and than the lady punched my stomach. I was real mad now. "OK!!!!IF YOU DON'T WANT TO CHANGE THIS DREAM THAN I WILLLL!!!" I said than broke free of the hard paralysis. The lady began screaming and fell on the floor.She was a chubby, dark skinned woman with a apron on. I sounded sort of like a monster when i shouted at her too. I than used my mind and hands to grab the lady and twist her and squish her.She shrunk and was distorted as i was doing this to her and than changed into a twisted blanket. I felt that the dream world was going to throw me out for this but i didn't care. Than it did just that and i woke up.((ヾ(≧皿≦ﾒ)ﾉ))How could you be so cruel to me dream world!?....Perhaps this was because i did what i wasn't suppose to do to Dawn though. Even so she didn't have to hit me!!*flips a table*Ok I'm done raging now.

-I was with my cousins arguing for something that supposedly took us back in time. They didn't want to let me stay in the past even though i told them it was none of their business. Than suddenly we started hitting and pushing each other and the room became a mess. I noticed my missing gold earring on the floor near a broken painting but decided to just leave it there since it didn't matter to me anymore.Than a girl from the past came to me and told me that if i was going to stay in the past i needed to take my medicine. She showed me a tea spoon with a white thick fluid and told me to drink it. I said no at first because i didn't think i had to. But when she said i would get really sick if i didn't, I just drank it. After that i felt like it wasn't worth it if i was just going to get sick. So i decided to leave back to my own time.

-I was inside my backyard with others and was running from a mosquito or something that was there.I don't recall when this happened though.


-I was inside a building thinking of what else to add to my drawing of my dream characters and I. Than ran down the stairs and ended up inside my house.Inside my house was a bunch of cartoon looking animals and creatures. A pink cartoon looking cat started to tell me a story and the story of the scene began to show itself in front of me. "One day a group of mermaids were playing with a girl under the ocean."said the cat.It looked like they were tickling her under water and she was holding her breathe but still smiling."Than she met a guy and didn't want to leave back to her mom who wanted her to come home." said the cat.Than the scene stopped playing and i was in the downstairs hall of my house."If I was the guy i would have told her to go home and left her" I said. Than one of the creatures said they would have too.After it replied i said that i felt bad for her and the cartoon cat said it felt bad for her too. Than as we were walking i started to get thoughts of a dream journal.

JadeGreen's dream journal began to come to mind. A entry about kindergarten began to present itself. Than the cat caught my attention and began to show me a quiz on the internet.I thought about how it looked like a quiz JadeGreen would create because there was a guy with a buzz cut,dressed like a adventurer to the side of the quiz that looked like he was drawn in Jade's anime art style. I began to take the quiz but some of the questions were upside down. There were pictures to the side so i guessed what the question was. I saw a ax and other weapons near the question i was looking at and guessed itwas about what weapon do you prefer. I thought about it for a while than chose the staff. I'm not a fan of slicing people into pieces. Than i scrolled down and it asked what power would i want. To the side it showed how the power would be used by a chi-bi person that looked like a maple story character. I didn't see any healing ones so i chose the power that lights you up all around and you hit the ground so the power/force is shot all around you and hits the enemies. Than i went down again and saw a weird rectangular box with mini trees, a mini skull on the top and a health bar that was red and kept going down. The skull kept opening and closing its mouth and apparently was taking down my health." What am i suppose to do!?" I asked trying to click around the trees. But my health kept going down. Than i started to click below the rectangular area and two small wooden smiling mask popped up. The skull disappeared and my health was fine now. I thought about how fun this was but woke up before i could go on to the next.

1. I was inside of a really big, spacious room. It looked more like a section of a warehouse than a room though. Around me there were all kinds of people that I didn't know. I got up out of a seat that I was sitting in and I walked around this room. As everyone else in the room was talking and socializing, I started thinking about something to do. "What else is there to do here?" I thought to myself. Finally an idea came to me, Go-Carts. I then remembered that all of the people in this room where a group, and I was part of it. We were touring the warehouse to see what everything looked like.
"Hey Tour guy!" I yelled, "Can we ride around in Go-Carts?". I was expecting a definite no, but to my surprise this guide answered, "Sure, but it's going to cost you a quarter." I reached into my pocket and pulled out my wallet. "Crap, please tell me I have a quarter on me right now" I thought to myself. I shuffled around in my wallet and eventually did find a quarter. I pulled it out and as I did, the Tour guy told me to throw it "right over there". I looked to where he pointed and discovered that he wanted me to throw my quarter under a garage door. I stopped for a second, thinking of how this was supposed to give us go-carts.
Suddenly everyone in the room starts hurling their quarters at the garage door. For a good 20 or 30 seconds, all I can hear is those quarters slamming against the garage door, which I am standing right next to. After that everything quieted down and the tour said, "All right everyone, follow me into the store!". He then proceeded to fast walk out of the warehouse room we were in, and everyone followed him. Knowing that I didn't have any time, I skipped throwing my quarter at the door and I rushed out with everyone else.
Right as I walked out of the warehouse and into the store, there was a major change in the environment. The floor was a nice white, shiny, tile. All of the aisles of items were nicely packed, organized, and clean and nothing was dirty at all. I continued following the group of people and eventually we arrived at the center of the store. Here, everyone came to a halt and the guide started talking again. "If you didn't put your coin in, you better do it now because the store has a way of knowing about those who steal". Crap. I then told the guide that I still needed to pay and that I would be right back. He acknowledged this, and so I left.
A guy my age also came along with me, and if I remember correctly, his name was Max and I knew him from school. He was wearing a neon green hoodie with black basketball shorts and matching shoes. He followed me back to the garage warehouse room. We started walking there and in about a minute we were back, but the warehouse room was gone. When we opened the door to get in, there was only a hallway in front of us with multiple doors. I do my teeth reality check and become lucid. However, I am still intrigued by this, so I maintain a strong awareness and go along with the dream for the moment.
As I walk through the door and into the hallway, I instantly pick up a negative vibe. At the end of this hallway a door flies open. On the other side of this door there is a small room with nothing in it but a mirror and a small golden button in the middle of the floor. "We have to throw our coins onto that gold button" Max told me. Great. Max throws first, and he makes it. I get my coin out in my hand and aim. Then, I throw the coin. Somehow my aim was off and now my coin went to the right of the room I was going for and down into another hallway.
I ran to the end of the hallway to get my coin. As I passed the small room with the golden button, I heard a deep growl. A little bit of fear comes into me because of how real this all feels. As I turn the corner into the other hall where my coin is, I see it on the ground. I glance up and down this second hallway I see that it is slowly getting dark somehow. Suddenly electric bolts start flying past me and I hear more growling. I grab my coin and start running out. As I pass the room with the golden button, I toss my coin into it hoping to make it. I hear my coin hit the button by luck and then I hear another loud noise that sounds like some sort of alarm.
I run out of the hallway, close the door, and then find peace realizing that I am now back in the store. I remember that I haven't flown in a while, so I lift off of the store ground and start flying high above all of the aisles. Max can somehow fly as well and follows me. The ceiling of this store is so high that I can fly at least 30 feet above every aisle and still have plenty of ceiling space above me. As I pass by the middle of the store I see the entire group of people and the tour guide waiting. I land real quick and tell them that they can go without me. With that, the tour somehow makes alot of Go-carts instantly appear. Everyone gets in them and starts driving around the store. "How sweet" I thought to myself saracastically, "Driving in cars on the ground". Flying was so much better.
I lift off again and continue to fly. As I'm flying around, I get the sense that somebody is following me. I glance behind me and I see an almost naked blonde haired babe flying towards me. Max is no longer following me. I turn around and fly towards this babe. Once we reach each other, we start getting intimate in the air. I only have time to grab this girls ass before she flies off. She's teasing me. I follow her quickly. "I've fallen for this trap once again" I thought to myself. I always have a weakness for dream girls (lmao, I'm not proud of it).
This girl lands on the ground and now we are both running instead of flying. At one point the girl stops, looks back, and starts teasing me by dancing in an extremely sexual way. In the time that she is doing this, I catch up to her. As I get next to her, she automatically submits to me with no force on my part. She is now laying on the ground fully naked. I've never banged a chick directly in public on the floor, but hey, there's a first for everything lmao. I get on top of her and start intercourse. I can feel the hotness and sweat on her body already. After a minute or so of intercourse I turn her over and give it to her doggy style. She starts moaning loudly and I know that everyone around us can hear it, but no one seems to care. No one is stopping us or watching us or anything.
I continue to dominate this girl. As I stay strong I close my eyes to really enjoy the moment(lmao). However, when I do this, I do it for too long and it ends up making the dream end. This was also due in part to me thinking to much about my body at this point. As I wake up, I turn over satisfied and fall back asleep. About 10 seconds in, another dream starts. I am baffled. It literally feels like my eyes are completely open, but I know I am in a dream. A loading screen pops up in front of me and the dream itself tells me that I am going to be OrionJay, my personal super hero, in the next dream.
I am still in awe about my eyes being open even though they are closed. The dream starts and now the loading screen is gone. I am completely aware but I don't jump into the dream yet. I am merely watching. I know that I am doing a DEILD by accident. I willingly wake myself up by focusing on my body because I want to remember my entire first LD.

Note: I still didn't fully recall my entire LD, this is only what I remember. I know for sure that I was in this dream for what felt like a few hours.

28.02.2015

Mirror to the world o' jell-o to mirror the dark realm (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Been very busy with dentists and literally swamped by readings and healing sessions, I have hours worth of dream in my paper journal and I need to update here... but this one has to come as it is the ToTM!

I was going to some meeting with a friend. It was some sort of meeting to do a banishing ritual in a house, as they had some evil spirits messing up with their lifes and I had to get rid of them. My twim flame was with me to do the work and we were driving to the house. Out of this, I turned lucid because I realized that it was a different car that my own or my twin's, and upon checking my hand, I was able to validate that I was dreaming.

The dream quality was okay, not amazing so I took a flight to bring more quality into it. After flying for a while, I recalled the ToTM so I landed in some suburbian area. Most of the houses were brown and white with small bushes and cacti as their front yards. I went to the house I had the closest to me. I opened the door (I believe it was like an indoors door, a regular door to a bedroom) and luckily, I was able to open it with no issues apparently going on.

Inside the house, there was a small dog, who apparently was super happy to see me. The house did not have a lot of furniture, but it did have a x-mas tree and a lot of crystals, mainly quartz. I went to a couple rooms to find no one, but furniture. The house looked like one of those model homes that you can see when you want to buy a new house, as each room was featured with one theme and it was spotless and lifeless.

Satisfied with the basic done, I looked for the bathroom (I believe there was a mirror in one of the bedrooms but did not think of it.) I placed myself in front of the mirror and pushed it with my hands and head. At first nothing happened, but then it felt like jell-o and it started to move in an odd way. I started to fly through it and I got inside of the mirror. Everything was super blurry and wavy and I almost woke up. After a while, I was in another room, said room was very old, dusty and very dark, even though I could see fine. There was a huge wardrobe that had one old school creepy mirror:



Much more creepier and very dusty but can't find a better one. This whole world was made of jell-o as all the stuff was waivy. I thought of exiting the house as it would be cool to see the world I was in, but I decided to go through the creepy mirror once more. I was able to easily get inside this one and I was in a void of nothingness... all darkness, I could feel wind in my face, as now I was flying, but it was all blackness until I woke up.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

Dream - Very short LD
I'm walking on the pavement towards a dairy (quite a famous dairy where I live called Rob Roy) in the town I'm currently staying in, I decide that I should look at my hands and as I do this I realize I had done this pretty recently (for like 5 minutes before going to bed) and simultaneously just became lucid. I stop in the street kind of noting where I am and instantly try to shout 'clarity', but my voice is quiet and the dream isn't stable. I wake up, I lie in my bed and go back to sleep straight away, this time I decide not to open my eyes and try to 'hear' the dream world. I can hear the wind, and I know that I should hear the cars but there aren't any... I open my eyes but I don't enter the dream world, instead I'm just lying in bed awake >_<.

The whole thing was extremely short, must have been about 10 seconds and it's the only dream I can remember from last night. It's also the first time I've looked at my hands before going to bed, while I did couple this both WBTB and SSILD I think it aided in getting me lucid.