lucid

1. I was in my house, and there were many young kids over, each kid about 10-12 years old. I was just chilling, but they were playing around in my room. I remember going downstairs and out of my house, into my backyard, and then into a huge shed. Once I entered this shed, I started looking for the cookies that I had bought from a store in an earlier dream this night. I looked around, and the entire shed was packed with stuff.
Eventually I found my cookies and took two of them and enjoyed myself. In that earlier dream, I had went into a store of some sort and bought 3 small white, vanilla cookies, and 2 big red cookies with red sprinkles. They looked delicious. When I bit into the vanilla cookie, it tasted amazing. I felt as though I could eat them forever. After I finished eating 2 cookies, I went back into my house and into my room once more.
Inside, the kids were still playing around, and now my sister had joined them. I don't remember what I myself did during this time, but I remember that minutes later I became really mad when I asked the kids, "where are my cookies?! Who lost them?!?". None of them knew where they were. Immediately I ran downstairs and out into the shed. When I got inside I looked for my cookies, but I couldn't find them. My sister came down along with all of the kids and they helped me look for them.
After a minute or two, I finally found my cookies. They were right were I had put them before. I felt satisfied and ate another cookie and then exited the shed. Upon exiting, I saw a Latina woman that was really tan and had a few tattoos. I walked over to where she was standing, under our patio, and talked to her. She asked me to give her a massage on her back while she was standing up, so I did. I started with her left shoulder and then I proceeded down. At one point I felt uncomfortable as I was starting to have to take off her clothes to go down, but she said, "No it's fine, Im letting you touch me."
She was wearing a tank top, so as I continued the massage I slid down the top of her tank top off. "Whoa, am I dreaming?". Immediately without question I knew the answer without a doubt. I came in front of the Latina lady and drew her close to me, and as I did so I grabbed her ass and started kissing her on the neck. I continued going lower and into her breasts. Finally I realized that I was wasting time and that I needed to be following my dream plan.
With that thought, I walked away from the woman and flew up into the air. Seconds into flight I focused on myself too much and I woke up.

2. I was outside somewhere and it was nighttime. I don't remember how I became lucid, but I was. I took off and flew into the air. I remember "feeling" that I was a perfect flyer before I took off, and as I took off I found myself in perfect control. I remember flying really high and then looking down and feeling a little unnerved so I descended my altitude a little bit. I continued flying around for quite some time, the entire time I felt in really good control.

.../I'm in sort of a first person shooting game which name is 'Combat' or some. We're in a patrol moving across a road, we know the enemies are hiding at the left side of the road. To the right there's a precipice. We're preparing to cross an open place where it's supposed to be an enemy entrenchment. Got our weapons ready and we cross shooting everywhere to cover our run. Once we crossed it I notice there's no more road and stop just at the edge of the precipice which is now in front of me. Another guy stops to my side, and I'm like "It was really close!" When I sit to see the landscape to the front, there's a beautiful lake in the middle of a jungle down there. which most of its color tones and perspective look something like this:



although the lake starts some hundred meters to the front because there's some jungle ground between its shores and the bottom of the precipice, it extends to the sides and there's no river from my point of view, it just goes to dark green, almost black to the rear of the dreamscape. I'm amazed with this view and I want to tell my pal it looks like a dream! Now every thing makes sense, I don't need to RC to confirm it. I'm just blown away with the dreamscape. The lake looks awesome, its waters seem to be deep in some parts although it's not homogeneous. My first impulse is to jump off the cliff and start air surfing, I want to fly above that view for a while before doing anything else. I ask my partner to move on because his legs are impeding me to move and stand up and run some before jumping. It's impossible to get a proper distance so I stand up and just jump off the cliff to start surfing on the air. It takes a while before my motion turns to the front in stead of free falling, like in a wing-suit jump. There's a moment when I think I'm going to crash to the ground, I stop looking for a while but then I go on looking to the front thinking it's not good to close my eyes, finally I'm flying above the lake. I'm totally excited with it, while I start to air surf almost above the waters at a high speed, I remember the TOTM. I realize it's too late to think about it because of I'm in the middle of an adrenaline rush and it would have been better to do it before the jump. Anyway, perhaps it's not that bad, I look for some ground to land as I get closer to the surface and calm myself down. It turns in a tropical swamp with some weird plants around. I remember the shoes task. As I'm getting about to land, I see a pair of white velcro shoes with orange-yellow tapes for girls, in the middle of some vegetation. Great imagination buddy boy! Ok, it doesn't say it must correspond to my gender. I land, and look for the shoes, when I see more pairs here and there, some sneakers are good, but all are for ladies. C'mon can you put something more interesting? It's getting too long, so I pick up the first shoe I see close to me, again it's a girls sneaker, size for kids. Just one! I don't see the other one. I decide to pick up the next pair I see. Another pair of sneakers for kids, light purple with laces. Ok, it doesn't matter, they will fit, I know it. Next step, find a place to change mine. I walk around looking for a comfortable place while feeling the shoes in my hand and looking around to avoid fading away. I try to keep calmed, but I'm little bit over excited. I find some ground to sit. while opening the shoes because of the laces are too tight. I pull off my left shoe to find it's laced around my ankle. Great idea right? I look for the lace with my fingers to pull it off. Finally I got to free my foot and put on the first shoe.


* I wake up pushing my foot in the same direction

Before bed.
I smoked a lot. ( I had taken a smoke break for at least a month,
surprisingly didn't do much for my dream recall. ) I had some milk.
I woke up at 6 a.m. as usual. I went to the bathroom, played on my
phone and talked to some early bird/night owl friends for a half hour or so.
Fell back asleep. I think this is what did the trick.

I had a lucid dream the other night, it was one of the most
LDs I've had since my first one, almost two years ago. I ended up having another LD last night.

The recall is a bit hazy compared to my usual dream recall for LDs.
I know it started as a non-lucid dream. I was in a bedroom, that was my bedroom.
I felt like a child again. All the things in the room were coming to life, personifying.
( It all reminds me of Beauty and the Beast, looking back. )
Nothing too scary, I was having friendly conversations. I remember looking down at my end table,
and it started growing and transforming into a T-Rex. I got a feeling of anxiety, I knew it was going
to become a nightmare. I became lucid at that moment, as I often do. I sort of changed the direction
of the dream to be a bit more lighthearted. I remember looking at a toy or something that had personified
in a friendly way. I asked it why I was afraid of the dinosaur. The toy grabbed a book and opened it up,
there were a bunch of scribbles and writings that almost looked like journal entries of my own hand writing.
I remember reading some of it, but can't remember what it said. Some of it I couldn't even decipher.

I looked to another personified object, and I asked it what my biggest fear was.
Hand written words started appearing on the wall in the same sort of journal entry look. Again,
I couldn't really decipher them and even the ones I could, I can't remember.

When I asked these questions in my dream, I felt a sense of anxiety. As if my inner self wasn't ready to ask/hear the answers to questions like that? I've been going through some hard times, both with myself and relationships.
My boyfriend of a few years just moved out yesterday, then I had this dream. I was excited that I even remembered
to ask myself these sort of deep questions while lucid. I usual always forget.

I thought I had awaken in real life but little did I know it was only a false awakening. I can see my mother and father both sleeping, I got off from the floor and was approach by my brother. He told me he knew what I am doing and I quickly responded with yea and place my head down to get more sleep. But then a few more seconds later I realize this can't be right what are all of them doing here? So I check my fingers and confirm that I am dreaming. I got up and open my Father door and can see it's night. I started saying at least I'm lucid now thank you brother. I was about to unlock the back door but that's when I heard my Father shouting as he gets up. He heard me preparing to leave and told me what am I doing and where am I going? I told him I am dreaming and was planning on leaving. My Father becomes enrage and quickly runs back to his room slamming the door very loudly shouting he's going to slam my head in. I begin to run to the front door and I unlock it and began running on the front road. I check behind me and saw my Father chasing after me with a black metal bat in his hands. I kept trying to run as I turn to the next coming side, the sky was now foggy morning as my Father was catching up to me. I started yelling these nightmares have to end now. I turn around and aim my hand directly toward my Fathers direction and use my level of dream control on him. My Father began to stop running and seem quite lost. He starts saying who was I going after? I can't remember who it was. I couldn't believe it made him lose some of his current memories. I began walking in till I heard my Father says he remembers now and shouts it was a far guy in the distance as he runs pass me to a person home and enters in it. As I observe while walking seeing him terrorize other people in their homes. I then made it to the next up coming road and decided to walk on the grass instead of the side walk.

Trucks were falling from the sky in a very slow fashion. I look back and it resemble real life perfectly, that's when I saw these groups of kids walking on the road and decided I wanted to ask them a question. They wonder who I was but I wanted this encounter to be brief so I told the girl how would you feel if I told you everyone is dreaming right now? All of them laugh as the environment changes to a forest with a one way road. I ask them to be serious what if Reality is just an illusion, what's you answer? None of them seem to care and one said that would be impossible to know. I decided to think to myself well I know for a fact that this is a dream I am experiencing. I wonder if it's possible it can go the other way around where I know for a fact that Reality isn't real either. We all began walking inside a tunnel where this shining blue light was going to take us to a city. I decided to tell all of them as a spoiler that I was lucid so it didn't matter what they would say. One guy said I should've help him get lucid. Then we all laugh, I for some reason realize I was eating jolly ranchers that seem to appear out of no where in my mouth. It was very crunchy and I found it to be very uncomfortable due to it's unusual size. I quickly found a spot of bricks to spit it out and realize some of the kids just experience the same thing. I then continue walking till my vision rapidly faded to Reality, I was awake. Lucidity Time 6 minutes.

I was in a factory and was lowered on a platform in till a lot of Japanese zombies in doctors attire came at me. I begin fighting all of them at once and killing as many as I could. However the number grew overwhelmingly high of how many machines were producing them. So I jump down to the ground and witness the sub leader. She wasn't a zombie but I could tell she orchestrated the entire plan so I become lucid and grab her by the throat in till she kick me in the chest. As I fell to the ground we continue to fight when suddenly the leader appears and joins in. Going against both of them was very difficult so I basically pull out a knife and quickly counter the sub leader attack and once again grab her by the neck. I place the knife carefully close to her neck and told the leader if he takes one more step it's over for her. The leader quickly took this as an opening and pulled out his trident and made several attempts to stop me. I slit the sub leader throat as she mumbles things in Japanese. That's when I see a trident coming right at me that wakes me up. Lucidity Time 1 minute.

10.09.2014

Sending love to a Spirit with a spell and wrapping old school TVs (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream started at a apartment complex and I was aware that I was dreaming. I was outside and it was a pretty sunny day. There were a lot of 3-4 story buildings and several neighbors walking around. As I was checking out something in my cell phone, a girl who had a crush on me was looking at me from her door. I could hear she was telling someone that I was very cute.

I felt it was her Spirit (she passed due cancer recently, she came to me during my meditations as a Spirit in addition in showing up in some of my dreams.) I knew she needed love and light to cross over, so I imagined I was casting a spell on her called "Dark Pulse" from Secret of Mana videogame, but of course, instead of darkness I visualized love instead.

I was able to successfully cast the spell, and I could see small orbs hitting her, however, these instead of being made out of shadows, were made out of pink and red energy. After a while, huge hearts that were very luminous started to spawn around her (making the same noise as in the game.) After this, she vanished.

From here, I appeared in an electronics store, but it appeared to be a store from 50 years ago, so I decided to explore it. Apparently, based on the plot of the dream, I was working there, and there were a few employees asking me where I was. I wanted to explore the store and see what my subconscious had for me, so I just said I was sick and walked around the store.

I was asked to prepare five TVs for shipping for clients. I was amused in how old the TVs looked:







They were wrapped with tapes and only half boxes. I saw a bunch of the floor. The store was very dusty and had a ton of old school electronics.

As I wanted to explore more, one of my cats woke me up.

Date: 3 Sept

Mini-wbtb: lecithin

Decided not to wbtb, no latte, but had a natural wake. Didn't quite concentrate on lding, but had some thoughts about it.

LD Frag: In a classroom and I see one of the classmates that greets me. At some point my awareness increases and I realize that I'm in the room with my class and dreaming. One of the long term goal experiments comes to mind (learn to recognize DS by experience from the dream). The room is full of classmates sitting behind the desks and I start my mantras despite there being some instability "I see classmate, I know that I am dreaming, etc." and make them all repeat this with me. I list a number of classmates and stress the dreaming part. One thing that strikes me is the synchronisation between my thoughts, my words, and the words that come out of all classmates - it all happens exactly at the same time, and it's as if I can feel this invisible causality connection.

After going through a number of names in alphabetical order, I decide that this amount of information is enough for now and that no more should be repeated. An unknown DC teacher wearing grey comes closer, not a very pleasant one. I decide to change him a bit and give him a hug. He seems so touched by this that he sheds a few tears that fall down his shirt, leaving realistic wet marks.

At this point, I recall the shoe task and start looking around for shoes. The are shoes scattered around but from different pairs and sizes. The room becomes someone's apartment. In addition, again, I become too picky trying to find a pair of shoes that I like. (And we know what this usually means). Finally, I find a pair of colorful moccasins, very nice ones and get on with the task. There are papers into the first one, so I have to take them out before putting the shoe on. I grab the second shoe and as am about to put it the dream ends.

FA: I have a task of the month thread FA where I read my current dream post and another dream that includes OpheliaBlue and Schmaven.

Another fragment/mini-dream: I appear somewhere more like outdoors and realize that am still dreaming, though I have the definite certainty that am going to lose lucidity (like feeling your mental sharpness going down) and I continue forward focusing on maintaining the alertness.

Frag: It's like the same apartment again as I figure out 'dreaming, same place'. These are like wildlets in reverse as I'm in the process of waking up.

Wake up, brief review.

Frag: Only remember the ld part. In an appartment again, this time I find a pair of slippers and put them on without any issues. Wondering what to do next, I exert a great deal of effort to recall the other tasks that I didn't plan on performing tonight. The fortune cookie task finally comes to mind and I head towards the kitchen. There's lots of stuff on the counter including pieces of cookies but for some reason I decide to have a DC do the work for me and skip the cookie altogether. I look to my left and see two DCs (think they were from the non-ld part), both of them holding a piece of paper in their hands. I take the one from the nearest DC and try to read it, the words change to something like 'crazy couple'. I consider the task complete and get distracted with the dream to lose lucidity.


Shoes & Cookies Part II

Date: Sept 10

Decided to skip wbtb due late bedtime. Woke up naturally and had trouble falling asleep until couple of mins before the alarm.

LD: I finally fall asleep and find myself starring at...myself. There is a doppelgänger DC right in front of me, seated near where the desk used to be in my old room. But she looks more like doll, an object rather than a real person even though she is looking at me. I decide to ignore her and turn to the other side where under pressure (due to alarm), I go to recall immediately my tasks. The ones I had planned to try don't fit the place and current time constraints so I decide to go with basic totm instead.

I recall the shoe task and have a look at my feet - bare, the next second my mind produces a pair of shoes exactly like the slippers I had when I lived in that room. I take them off and look for another pair of shoes next to me. There are a few actually and I'm conveniently facing the wardrobe. The ones that look from the same pair and right size are orange flip flops that I put on. My attention is briefly caught by another pair of rather fancy high heel shoes that I figure belong to my mom. I'm excited to try them but at this point my feet's motion translates into physical motion...Yet, the dream still holds together despite a brief wave of instability.

Since I'm still here, I decide to do the the fortune cookie task, moving on to the place of the old desk. There are lots of items on top of it and I scan for a fortune cookie while thinking about one. There is a misshaped fortune cookie and a piece of paper coming out of it. I notice at first that there are only black and white drawings of snoopy or a simialr character but the other side of the fortune reveals a conversation next to the character. The drawings disappear to leave an ever changing text. In its last version that I try to memorize it is an old German proverb that repeats the same word three times. It looks like an old Latin proverb (dream knowledge) translated into German.

After completing the task (though later forgot the saying), I get a surge of confidence and decide to try another pair of shoes this time with laces for the bonus wings. There is a pair of purple sports shoes on the floor and I grab and start to untie one of them. It feels pretty accurate and not messy at all. This excites me that once they are untied I will put them on and tie them, no problem. As I prepare to put one on, I notice that there are papers inside again. I take one piece out and decide not deal with the rest of the paper, but rather press my foot inside. My foot presses against the papers to make space and then my physical foot moves again and this time dream is gone for good.

Disappointed but after a while with closed eyes, sleep resumes.

DEILD: I'm back into the same room, but this time it's dark as if midnight. This is not welcome as I hope to find my shoes somewhere nearby. With a touch of sarcasm I decide to order more light, though I know it's rather difficult to turn on the lights either by a switch or by command. To my surprise the space in front gets lit up as if there is a screen behind me that casts bright light ahead.

Alas, the alarm rings at that very moment...

I tried wild in the morning
multiple dream formed , I was aware . But there were no SP's.

And then this one started
I was walking out to the coast of the danube river
A girl and a boy was with me , we were talking about why are foreigners came here and sell stuff..
I realised that most of the foreigners are english speaking , suddenly I got a Billy Mays feeling.
So we go there and we see that the coast is full of foreigners selling stuff, it was some kind of festival
I got a feeling of being in a bazaar, we walked on and then I realised that we're in some kind of monk clothes, a bit weird but ok ...
Night approaches, then we still talk about the festival and we don't know why the heck they came here
then the guy says that probably because the olympics are gettind holded in this city.
then I watch down and I see theres a plus shore , we're the highest , down there are muslim people selling stuff ...
Night approaches
So we dismissed that we go home , but I stayed to look around, suddenly everyone's gone!
I run into the place where the festival was , now theres nobody,
I look around and now I see a big structure made of wood
and there are little houses, I guess this is where they gone
I look back at the ones with me , but they started going home
I scream "DONT LEAVE ME HERE"
I run up, but its too late, they're gone
I started to walk back
"This place is so weird, the city lights are beautiful hmm... This could be a dream? Everything is too smooth to be a dream"
I look at my hand , and yes

I became lucid

I look at everything, wonderfull
"This place... everything..."
The grass starts to grow extremely as I realized that I need to contact with the dream enviroment in order to stabilize
I touch them , seems real. Then I walk on, trying to shoot flames with my hands , but It fails.
As i walk on I meet with an old woman, y'know, the grandma type.
"Come , let me lead you on the way"
Idk why , but I followed her, I guess my lucidity dropped at this point
We start walking , I try to drop flames again, then she says "dont scare me, you look like a crazy person!"
we walk on ,and then suddenly teleporting happens
now we are in a suburb like place mixed up with a place near my workplace.
I see oldies talkin' , I check my hands and now I have about 10 fingers on one hand
"Damn, atleast, I could fly... YES! I should try fly"
I start to run , jump one, relaxing my hands and getting energy out of it
and unstable fly starts
and then the dream fall apart

It was awesome anway.

09.09.2014

Big Store Event, Not Attending (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It’s just one of those dreams where the virtual experiential reality is so high, that I’m slightly shocked for not having some existential questioning going on if this was a dream or not. One part of me wanted to delude myself into thinking it’s real, just for the sake of not being apathetic towards the dream characters, and the dream’s potential value in general.


Judging by the body sensations that I’m experiencing, there’s a lot of tension, almost as if there’s some big event where me and the dream characters that look like some of my co-workers are going to participate in. It’s the type of feeling where all the other challenges you had to face creep up on you, but then you come to a realization, and a satisfaction that you overcame them.

I can feel my feet tingling, traveling up to my knees, and finally near my stomach. I started to feel an emptiness inside that was oddly comforting. So I just let time pass by, letting the conversations from other co-workers become diluted, and slowly getting accustomed to this highly vivid virtual experiential reality. There was a female there whom I had a deep affection with, though I feel the word is too strong seeing how the relationship in real life wouldn’t really go that far.

She still expressed the type of disposition where she would take advantage of her looks to fill the void of the insecurity that she has of not having something to love her; this dream character existed in a way where every single quality I could possibly use retrospect and analysis about her was clearly exhibited, and all she did in the dream was pass through the small lane in the middle of the bus to get out and go somewhere.

I reign in these odd feelings of affection towards this dream character, most likely because I already have predispositions to avoid those kinds of interactions with them so that those feelings won’t bleed onto how I communicated with them in waking life.

Everyone else just felt like random noise, and I did my best to show some interest with the existence of this dream characters. But when one of them stated that we’re not attending whatever event we’re close to, I immediately lost interest in the dream.

Instead of trying to accomplish some goals of mine I’ve had on my mind for -insert x entity- knows how long, I just get bored, and just drifted back into non-lucid dreaming.

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09.09.2014

I'm Too OP in Runescape (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I realize I’m playing a MMORPG that has a Runescape-esque feel to it. I figured I might as well enjoy watching what’s going on. I believe I’m playing as some old man with a long gray beard, and all he’s wearing are some white desert robes in the cold.

The overall color schemes consist of blue and gray, and I had a feeling that the area I was going to would be the God Wars Dungeon, seeing how there’s a huge pit with a rope hanging on the side. I had a feeling that if I’m only going into a pit with only a white desert robe, and a staff that looks like the Polypore staff, I’m probably really powerful in this dream version of Runescape.

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I go inside the pit, and I find myself in an area that’s a very spacious battle arena. I do a quick walk around, and I have to fight some purple tentacle creature that seems to be rotating its whole body, or tentacles vertically at rapid speeds. It’s pretty hard to comprehend the existence, and locomotion of the creature in general, and my initial reaction was to activate some prayer abilities like Protect from Magic, or something like that. I even see the Prayer screen as well, though it didn’t seem to me that I activated it at all.

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I believe I’m switching to a melee weapon since I got pretty close to the tentacle monster, though I’m pretty sure I used Mage, or Ranged on it. I’m paying close attention to my health bar, and it seems that I need to activate Soul Split, especially when I came into this place with no food whatsoever. I realize this before going into the pit, but it was already too late since I couldn’t really get into the dream that way to start changing the environment, i.e., I was too indulged in the task of playing this game.

I hear the sound effects of the Soul Split, which I presumed was working, and fortunately it did. I manage to kill the tentacle monster with ease, and I didn’t even bother to check if I had a Prayer limit. I guess it was implied that I could use any Prayer ability without worrying about my Prayer points being drained.

If playing as an old man with a gray beard and having to rely on a Prayer ability doesn’t imply religious implications unconsciously being expressed to me, then I don’t know what the purpose of this dream is.

And just went I thought I could get out of this one, another weird creature appears. The overall composition of it is akin to a dolphin, and it has a light blurry violet color to it as well. It apparently can levitate, and shoot high pressed air at a high rate. Or maybe it was steamy water that was high pressured.

I honestly don’t know how I dealt with this one, but I do know that I spent most of my time just running away from it, and dodging when it shoots the high pressured stuff at me. Whatever happened, happened, and the next creature is very hard to recall its overall body composition.

I just knew that at that point, if I could handle the previous entities with ease, with only having a few moments where I thought I was going to die, then I’m obviously over powered in this game. I defeated all of them, and I forget what happens next.

Oh, and there's another non-lucid dream where I tell one of my relatives (female) that I liked the Naruto Shippuden villains more than the protagonist, but again, not going to invest time in recalling this dream.

I was thinking about Eye as I was falling asleep. I recall I appeared somewhere in a city and did non lucid things. After that I started thinking about how it must feel to Wild in a dream. Suddenly I felt I was being pulled into another scenery. Something invisible pulled me to a room and it's appearance became more apparent. It was one of my favorite dream characters Dawn. He started talking to me and asking me about some things I don't remember. I think he asked me if I liked him or Eye more. I thought about how I wanted to see Eye too but suddenly I appeared on my bed. I thought I woke up but I was still dreaming. I tried getting into a comfortable position when I noticed I couldn't move. My face was in front of the pillow and I thought I would fall asleep and suffocate myself so I tried moving. Something small and invisible grabbed me after that and tried positioning me in a way. I started thinking about my dead grandfather after that and wondered what it would be like to have a dream about him. But tossed the idea out cause it would be weird. I noticed a name floating behind the invisible dc that read Lydmason I think. It was kind of creepy so I tried getting out but than....My neck snapped in the dream and broke when I lifted my head up. I was super scared cause I thought what if it did snap in waking life. The invisible thing pulled me and tried to distract me from my broken neck I think. That's when it tried to do it with me but I wasn't fond of the idea. I pushed it away but it kept trying. But I had a small FA after that,than woke up.

Dream
Lucidity
Notes

I somehow became aware I was dreaming. I started exploring the house, the area was very bright, unlike my other lucid dreams where it's usually dark or gloomy. I went into some rooms, which were all empty. I tried teleporting with a door and once I opened it, the room inside was distorted but eventually turned into a regular room. My teleportation failed so I went outside, saying "I want an F22 to be parked outside." Upon opening the door, the area was very bright and I was in a beautiful suburban neighborhood with trees on the other side of the street. I looked for the Jet but didn't see it. Instead, a Volkswagen was parked under a covered parking spot.
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On the forums, I had read a guy asking if people usually have dreams inside or outside, so I started drawing a little box or circle on my journal depending on whether I was inside or outside. It was an extremely short dream. The 2 girls that I see in a lot of my dreams yelled at me, saying not to put so much stuff on my dream journal, which startled me and caused me to wake up. Ever since, I haven't put whether my dreams have been indoors or out

1. I was outside somewhere next to an open field at nighttime. There were buildings to the left of me, and I was just standing around. While I was standing around though, I was talking to a group of people. In the middle of our conversation I looked up into the sky. It was a deep dark blue in color and was filled with vivid yellow stars in the shape of a geometric star. The entire sky was filled with these kind of stars, and on top of that, they were all twinkling continuously.
The entire appearance of the sky itself amazed me, everything was so vivid and detailed about it. "Whoa, holy crap, Am I Dreaming?", I thought to myself. I continued a steady train of thought for a second over this, but almost immediately seconds after, I was distracted by the group of DC's I was talking too and lost my focus.

I guess you could say this was a semi-lucid.

No more Food

I was drawing happily on a table in my parent's room anime characters. Than my cousin walked in and complimented my drawings. I was happy but felt hungry so I went to the kitchen. I opened the fridge and saw a empty box of chicken nuggets. I got mad. I observed my brother and saw him opening another pack of bread. He was going to eat his second breakfast and my mom was complimenting him for eating more. It made me sooo mad I started fighting him. When he fell on the floor and I grabbed his leg it was than I realized I went too far. I said I was sorry but all of a sudden there was a cut on my finger and it kept bleeding. I wrapped it with my shirt and told my mom to take me to the hospital.She was surprised and said she didn't notice I was bleeding. I woke up after that. I wasn't lucid but it was still disappointing to know I did that in the dream. Hurting people for food is so stupid. :/

Aliens

I was having a normal lucid dream of being on a ship on a icy ocean but suddenly appeared on my bed. The lights were on and I was facing the wall unable to move. My dad walked in and I told him I felt something pressing on my stomach. He was like "Oh yeah?" than walked out. I noticed that the walls were dirty with yellow stuff on it and thought i saw a picture of tweety bird. I tried moving again and shifted. I wanted to go searching for my favorite dream character Eye.Suddenly I noticed a small girl doll come out of a jar. I struggled more than broke loose. I felt the pressure on my stomach increase than thought what if I start thinking about Aliens and they start dissecting me. Than thought about the alien thread, shadow people and scary demons. After that three shadow characters appeared. One of them grabbed me than took me to a building room. I struggled to get up and eventually broke free. I appeared at my house and it chased me. I started to call Eye and punched it in the face. Than ran to my younger bros room where he usually use to appear. But no one was there. Than i woke up.

9/9/14
*Lucid nap or 3rd wbtb (one wbtb during night, one got up for about 30 minutes and ate one portion of oatmeal 8-8:30am, third one simply got up to use the restroom and straight back to bed quite sleepy! ~10am? led to DEILD or in dream DEILD)

~1115 350 wbtb very tired! Browse pictures on phone until semi awake but still exhausted but got to some interesting dreamlets before dozing off.

Held #hostage and I say that I need to get my asthma inhaler in my backpack but I plan to pull out my gun. #clever Woken by wife.

During the 3rd mini wbtb I repeated out loud "I'm dreaming" repeatedly maybe total of 40 reps with breath/breaks. I either had and in dream DEILD or I had a mini awakening and DEILD in which I thought I heard someone at the door downstairs and I decided to take it as HH's (and as I'm saying this into my dream journal there was a quite loud creek/pop at my bathtub and the goosebumps are apparent! I realize it is just normal settling of the house but it sure was louder than normal.) Anyway when I heard the sound in the dream that sounded like someone at the front door I took it as HH's and I just focused on going back to sleep. When I do, I get very strong vibrations and I knew I was entering a dream if not already in one. The first sensation was of someone coming behind me and rocking me around in the bed. Then I start lifting up off of the bed and I am happy for this, it feels fun and is further confirmation that I'm already dreaming. Then the third sensation is of me sliding backwards like on a roller coaster laying sideways like I think I am laying in bed actually at the time and just going and going and going backwards at a good pace. There's even the sound of a roller coaster and its wheels rolling along the tracks at high speed. This goes for what feels like a good minute and I think to myself well enough of that and I seem to be kind of floating in a bit of a foggy void. This is late late in the morning and I'm guessing that my dreaming mind doesn't have much left to offer up. I do start getting a vague image of a sexy woman and we start having sex floating in this void. At one point I turn her over and

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stick it in the other way.

It feels great but the image quality is still very poor. I turn her back over and decide I will experiment with an

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even larger penis and have some more fun. She keeps repeating "your huge **** is too big for my little *****" as she continues to pull me into her!

This feels even better then I get the sound of my bedroom door opening and then the feeling of someone grabbing both my feet and tugging on them once as if to say hey what are you doing still asleep. I get a strong urge to confirm whether or not this is actually happening and as I am apparently dreaming of myself rolling around in my bed and feeling like I'm completely naked I notice that I can't open my eyes. This makes me suspicious that I'm still dreaming and I sit up in bed (still in the dream) and I blindly growl like a crazy person having a bit of fun. I get the strong urge again to make sure that I'm still dreaming and I then force my eyes open to a view of my sleep mask actually now fully awake but eyes still wanting to close some more. If it were not for this strong urge to make sure someone was not inside my room I think I could've gone on dreaming some more but perhaps with weaker recall of all that happened before, who knows. I'm at the moment of transcribing this trying to decide if I should try again but it seems too late and probably a waste of waking life since the odds are very low. I have also become quite awake now transcribing all of this. I also feel that over-sleeping will cut into my dreaming tonight. Although the visuals left much to be desired, I am very happy that my presence in a lucid dream was back very strong as compared to my last several lucid dreams. I had a much stronger sense of self. Also, the sensations were very strong. With my day practices becoming rote again yesterday, I looked up and did exercise 4B from the open beta exercises and it drew some inspiration for me. The mechanics of this particular wake back to bed and DEILD are still unclear to me. 200


Quick notes on previous 3 LDs:

9/7/14 (September 7th)
"Consternation" 12 530

Time doesn't make sense=lucid. #timeInconsistent . Time was showing much earlier in day when it was just night. Bounce/float in house=fun. Peek out front. Go out back to 2 different neighbors. Maybe 3 minutes. Wake otherwise might have forgotten. Low recall. 199


9/6/14

Mom visiting soon IWL. In dream she brought my eldest cousin on her side and we had a long hug. I wanted my #Mom to give me #hug too but my cousin really seemed to miss me. Too much? Then she is accidentally brushing her hand against my junk? #dcBoldness Wait she keeps doing it. I ask her if this is a dream and then realize a DC could give me any answer true or not so need to RC but still hugging. Try float then glottal RC. The lucid was almost lost with glottal RC which confirmed I am dreaming. Though almost lost, it still felt very dreamy and I caught that it wasn't over and extended dream patiently waiting in void-like fuzziness/grayness imagining a beautiful blonde unfortunately got one that seemed to be based off another cousin but wasn't an exact match for her. Undressed her and had intercourse. FA recording dream. 198

Friend has an assistant named Wuellda? So and so said she would be here..wait no she told me that...what in a dream?..exactly! #dream thought of.


9/4/14
11? 230 I'm finally turned 21. A countdown clock or app confirms #tracking. I can finally get into that cool #club and will go tonight. No one can hold me back anymore. Gambling on a cards table game to get #money for something. This feels like it would be my son's dream as I recall no excitement when I turned 21. #casino

*440 experimenting on the edge of sleep zoom floating closer and closer to ceiling tiles (none above bed IWL) try to go back to #waterPark or anywhere. Earlier there was a fight in lazy river where floating with son. Before people #fall from water slides not following rules. Before I am #driving and getting directions from passenger to a 15 floor building, repeatedly asking is that it...no, I see it is just a water slide tower. FA caught: talk to wife from edge only air escaping sound #gasping and some hand movements. I think if I am more on the waking edge of sleep, she may get scared and may be thinking of scene from Intruders. 197

I was in a psychiatric hospital laying with my online friend Jes. We were in love with each other. Later I realized I shouldnt have layed with her because it is a sin to act homosexuality. Then I got to an elevator and I chose down because I didn't want to get to the top of the building and jump off. It was heaven or hell though, I should have chose up. I got to the bottom and walked out and there was a man sitting at a desk. I asked him if he was Jesus. He said yes and i sat next to him, and i knew he was lying and that it was actually the devil and I was in hell. Then I was walking outside millions of people were walking and I saw my cousins Preston and Hannah. Then I did a sidekick because someone shoved me. Then 3 old men grabbed me and they were cannibals and they were eating me with white plastic spoons. I was praying to wake up, I was saying Jesus wake me up. I wasn't able to kick or defend myself in any way. The old men eating me was a metaphor for me being afraid of growing old, that I would be consumed by old age and be no longer strong and beautiful and able to do figure skating and gymnastics. I already died though so I won't grow old. Scary dream though. Lucid the whole time or most of the time.