lucid

I've never really done anything like this before although I've always wanted to...

Last night my dreaming began normal but quickly changed. Over the years I've noticed a pattern that whenever I have a nightmare about something its usually a situation in which I'm trapped and can't escape. So last night was no different. My dream began with me sitting in class and the cruel irony of it all is that I stopped going to school years ago...but I guess no matter how much I avoid it my brain knows I secretly would love to go back if it werent for dealing with people....anyway...I was in class and I felt this sense of unease. The teacher was speaking but it was just drivel in a low tone. There was a distinct clock ticking sound and I think people around me? Anyways as soon as I decided I couldnt handle it anymore and tried to get up and leave the ground caved under my feet! I fell into a long flat hallway and at the end there was a teacher shouting at me. At this point I realized I was dreaming but that didnt really help. If anything the idea that it was all a dream and that I didnt know how to wake up made me feel even more trapped. The hallways got smaller and smaller and turned to this odd dark blue shade. The whole time I was running my body started to feel tired and stressed and I could still hear yelling in the background. I came to a door at the end of the hall that opened to a precipitous drop and was faced with a stupid decision. Then I woke up? Oddly enough I was just angry when I woke up. Mostly frustrated at the dream itself. I drank a can of mountain dew voltage (I know it was the morning and that was gross) and then went back to sleep where I went on to dream that I was swimming in yellow rice...which was pleasant, but not pleasant enough to make me feel any better about school. Ugh.

Thursday,11th Sepetmeber 2014

Moon: 89% illuminated Waning Gibbous in Arries
Tarot Card of the Day: 4 of Wands
Mayan Calender: Yellow Self - Existing Warrior

Tecnique: MILD
Mantra: "I am dreaming"

A blonde hair blue eyed girl with a slightly plump build leads me into the female toilets.
She's my friends ex-girlfriend, and I feel slightly guilty about our promiscuous intent, although the testosterone gets the better of me. She darts off into one of the cubicles telling me she needs to "prepare herself"
I stand in the brightly lit bathroom,and infront of me lie many white shiny basins sunk in a garnet red marble countertop.
A rectangular mirror streched just above the basins toward the door.

It seems as though a jolt of spontaneous lucidity emerged within me, but i figure it was probably because I had a look at myself in the mirror and noticed some discrepancies.
I started to complete an arbitrary stabilization technique ream character that a DC taught me in a previous dream( possible false dream memory)involving putting a pen in your right hand then touching it onto my brow. I couldn't tell if the dreamscape vivified or not, leaving me with the notion that it was unsuccessful.
Either way, the dream was vivid enough to complete the task of the month, and with black pen in my hand to use as a wand i expected it to be a breeze.
"Expecto Patronus"I stated out aloud while looking at my reflection in the mirror.
Silence followed.
"EXPECTO PATRONUS!"I exclaimed.
Still nothing. I repeated this a few times without any results.nada.zilch.
I looked at the pen in my hand and it seemed to have swollen slightly, thats about it.
I figured i needed a wand for this to work, and looked under the red countertop, expecting to find it.
The cupboards which lie underneath of it was completely empty.
Then a weird sensation of dissociation happened with my arm and it seemed as though it had a mind of its own.

I must have lost lucidity after that,as i cannot recall the rest.
Ah well, guess my SubC wasn't working with me lastnight.

I was having a regular dream about something I don't remember. (The only thing i recall is playing baseball with Dcs and trying to eat blueberries.)Than suddenly I appeared on my bed and thought I woke up. But than something invisible pulled me and I thought it was something bad so I started praying but than noticed it was a dream. I started to feel the invisible thing to see what it was and it felt like a average size person who was a bit taller than me. I got off the bed and pushed it and asked who it was. I started to interrogate the dc a bit. Unfortunately when I turned I saw another invisible person. He was starting to become more visible and looked like a white haired guy from a old war or something. I screamed and put the other Dc in front of me than ran past the dc. Out of no where the living room became like a war zone. There was a specific Dc trying to shoot me down. He almost got me but my allies helped me out. Soon enough the war was over and we won. I went to the kitchen to check on two Dcs who were doing something than woke up. In my next dream I recall flying around and running past stores trying to get away from a DC. Weirdly enough at the end of it there was plastic in my mouth and I tried putting it back in than woke up.

method: I-AM, WT: 4.50 from REM sleep, 22 repeat, around 3 repeats and then DILD at 6.00
comments: pretty happy as method worked well again, with the tight window before our alarm goes off at 6.20am

Dream: I am in our bathroom with my wife and washing dishes in our out of place large metal freestanding tub. I am telling wifey that I have missed out on my chance to LD, she suggests changing the time to do a wake up and I suddenly think 'this is it - I'm dreaming'. I remember the TOTM challenge and rub my hands together as I charge down our hall towards my daughters open door yelling out (to no one in particular) 'I need some shoes!' (cheesey eh!). I get to her doorway and I can see out her window and wonderfully even the hall and her room are as exactly in real life the view is completely different. Rather than the neighbours roof and trees there is an open view of rolling green hills spreading to the horizon and a pinkish glow to the air - unfortunately this is just a glimpse as as soon as I reach her room the dream fades.
I am in the void and try imagine rubbing my hands on the carpet, but this doesn't work, so I imagine rowing - this works better I can almost feel myself on a skiff but it never quites happens. After awakening I still lie soon and slowly get some increasing visuals of walking up into a CTU type office, but by then my wife is up and I have to get up.

thoughts: next LD going to concentrate on stabilization before running off, I really need to connect with the environment, I had enough time to do this but focused on the task too quickly.
Also the rowing could be a good DIELD trick for me, the motion seems easy and natural.

I had the first genuinely good dream in a while. I was in a fort of mats dancing. A dance teacher was there. Music was playing. I went to change the music, and one of the CDs said "Dream Incubation". It had a disturbing drawing on it, maybe a snake. I don't remember what happened before the dancing.

After the dancing, we went out to play basketball. I think my brother was there. He kept throwing my ball away from me and I would chase the ball to get it, and then there were annoying black bugs by where the basketball was and they were touching my skin. I woke up at 1:10 a.m.

The next dream I woke up at 3:05 a.m. From 3 to 3:30 is the hour where demons wander so I went into my mom's room after writing down the dream. The end of the dream was lucid. I was at a camp with a bunch of people, events were going on. I did a back flip and landed on my feet and then fell down on my back and hit my head and it hurt, so I thought this is real not a dream I finally did a flip and landed on my feet. Then I was given a schedule on a napkin. A bunch of people, girls, decided to go for a run and left the building, so I dropped the napkin and followed them. They got ahead of me and I couldn't catch up. There was a steep grassy hill and I almost fell down. Part of it was as steep as a cliff. I saw a graceful thin woman dancing at the bottom of the hill/valley/cliff. It was a beautiful sight. I started to fly, and I realized it was a dream. I thought, I'm dreaming. I flew back to the building and pushed through the people, a fat man with short black hair. I went into the bathroom and closed my eyes and tried to stay in the dream, and woke up. I now realized that the girl dancing at the bottom of the valley/cliff was me, a graceful woman thin and strong not afraid to climb down to the valley, good at dancing and heavenly, the person I will become after years of being in heaven. I was seeing my future self dancing.

Later in the night I dreamt I was laying in a bed with a boy and I was upset about something and he was hugging me calming me down. I forget the rest of that dream.

1. I was in my house, and there were many young kids over, each kid about 10-12 years old. I was just chilling, but they were playing around in my room. I remember going downstairs and out of my house, into my backyard, and then into a huge shed. Once I entered this shed, I started looking for the cookies that I had bought from a store in an earlier dream this night. I looked around, and the entire shed was packed with stuff.
Eventually I found my cookies and took two of them and enjoyed myself. In that earlier dream, I had went into a store of some sort and bought 3 small white, vanilla cookies, and 2 big red cookies with red sprinkles. They looked delicious. When I bit into the vanilla cookie, it tasted amazing. I felt as though I could eat them forever. After I finished eating 2 cookies, I went back into my house and into my room once more.
Inside, the kids were still playing around, and now my sister had joined them. I don't remember what I myself did during this time, but I remember that minutes later I became really mad when I asked the kids, "where are my cookies?! Who lost them?!?". None of them knew where they were. Immediately I ran downstairs and out into the shed. When I got inside I looked for my cookies, but I couldn't find them. My sister came down along with all of the kids and they helped me look for them.
After a minute or two, I finally found my cookies. They were right were I had put them before. I felt satisfied and ate another cookie and then exited the shed. Upon exiting, I saw a Latina woman that was really tan and had a few tattoos. I walked over to where she was standing, under our patio, and talked to her. She asked me to give her a massage on her back while she was standing up, so I did. I started with her left shoulder and then I proceeded down. At one point I felt uncomfortable as I was starting to have to take off her clothes to go down, but she said, "No it's fine, Im letting you touch me."
She was wearing a tank top, so as I continued the massage I slid down the top of her tank top off. "Whoa, am I dreaming?". Immediately without question I knew the answer without a doubt. I came in front of the Latina lady and drew her close to me, and as I did so I grabbed her ass and started kissing her on the neck. I continued going lower and into her breasts. Finally I realized that I was wasting time and that I needed to be following my dream plan.
With that thought, I walked away from the woman and flew up into the air. Seconds into flight I focused on myself too much and I woke up.

2. I was outside somewhere and it was nighttime. I don't remember how I became lucid, but I was. I took off and flew into the air. I remember "feeling" that I was a perfect flyer before I took off, and as I took off I found myself in perfect control. I remember flying really high and then looking down and feeling a little unnerved so I descended my altitude a little bit. I continued flying around for quite some time, the entire time I felt in really good control.

.../I'm in sort of a first person shooting game which name is 'Combat' or some. We're in a patrol moving across a road, we know the enemies are hiding at the left side of the road. To the right there's a precipice. We're preparing to cross an open place where it's supposed to be an enemy entrenchment. Got our weapons ready and we cross shooting everywhere to cover our run. Once we crossed it I notice there's no more road and stop just at the edge of the precipice which is now in front of me. Another guy stops to my side, and I'm like "It was really close!" When I sit to see the landscape to the front, there's a beautiful lake in the middle of a jungle down there. which most of its color tones and perspective look something like this:



although the lake starts some hundred meters to the front because there's some jungle ground between its shores and the bottom of the precipice, it extends to the sides and there's no river from my point of view, it just goes to dark green, almost black to the rear of the dreamscape. I'm amazed with this view and I want to tell my pal it looks like a dream! Now every thing makes sense, I don't need to RC to confirm it. I'm just blown away with the dreamscape. The lake looks awesome, its waters seem to be deep in some parts although it's not homogeneous. My first impulse is to jump off the cliff and start air surfing, I want to fly above that view for a while before doing anything else. I ask my partner to move on because his legs are impeding me to move and stand up and run some before jumping. It's impossible to get a proper distance so I stand up and just jump off the cliff to start surfing on the air. It takes a while before my motion turns to the front in stead of free falling, like in a wing-suit jump. There's a moment when I think I'm going to crash to the ground, I stop looking for a while but then I go on looking to the front thinking it's not good to close my eyes, finally I'm flying above the lake. I'm totally excited with it, while I start to air surf almost above the waters at a high speed, I remember the TOTM. I realize it's too late to think about it because of I'm in the middle of an adrenaline rush and it would have been better to do it before the jump. Anyway, perhaps it's not that bad, I look for some ground to land as I get closer to the surface and calm myself down. It turns in a tropical swamp with some weird plants around. I remember the shoes task. As I'm getting about to land, I see a pair of white velcro shoes with orange-yellow tapes for girls, in the middle of some vegetation. Great imagination buddy boy! Ok, it doesn't say it must correspond to my gender. I land, and look for the shoes, when I see more pairs here and there, some sneakers are good, but all are for ladies. C'mon can you put something more interesting? It's getting too long, so I pick up the first shoe I see close to me, again it's a girls sneaker, size for kids. Just one! I don't see the other one. I decide to pick up the next pair I see. Another pair of sneakers for kids, light purple with laces. Ok, it doesn't matter, they will fit, I know it. Next step, find a place to change mine. I walk around looking for a comfortable place while feeling the shoes in my hand and looking around to avoid fading away. I try to keep calmed, but I'm little bit over excited. I find some ground to sit. while opening the shoes because of the laces are too tight. I pull off my left shoe to find it's laced around my ankle. Great idea right? I look for the lace with my fingers to pull it off. Finally I got to free my foot and put on the first shoe.


* I wake up pushing my foot in the same direction

Before bed.
I smoked a lot. ( I had taken a smoke break for at least a month,
surprisingly didn't do much for my dream recall. ) I had some milk.
I woke up at 6 a.m. as usual. I went to the bathroom, played on my
phone and talked to some early bird/night owl friends for a half hour or so.
Fell back asleep. I think this is what did the trick.

I had a lucid dream the other night, it was one of the most
LDs I've had since my first one, almost two years ago. I ended up having another LD last night.

The recall is a bit hazy compared to my usual dream recall for LDs.
I know it started as a non-lucid dream. I was in a bedroom, that was my bedroom.
I felt like a child again. All the things in the room were coming to life, personifying.
( It all reminds me of Beauty and the Beast, looking back. )
Nothing too scary, I was having friendly conversations. I remember looking down at my end table,
and it started growing and transforming into a T-Rex. I got a feeling of anxiety, I knew it was going
to become a nightmare. I became lucid at that moment, as I often do. I sort of changed the direction
of the dream to be a bit more lighthearted. I remember looking at a toy or something that had personified
in a friendly way. I asked it why I was afraid of the dinosaur. The toy grabbed a book and opened it up,
there were a bunch of scribbles and writings that almost looked like journal entries of my own hand writing.
I remember reading some of it, but can't remember what it said. Some of it I couldn't even decipher.

I looked to another personified object, and I asked it what my biggest fear was.
Hand written words started appearing on the wall in the same sort of journal entry look. Again,
I couldn't really decipher them and even the ones I could, I can't remember.

When I asked these questions in my dream, I felt a sense of anxiety. As if my inner self wasn't ready to ask/hear the answers to questions like that? I've been going through some hard times, both with myself and relationships.
My boyfriend of a few years just moved out yesterday, then I had this dream. I was excited that I even remembered
to ask myself these sort of deep questions while lucid. I usual always forget.

I thought I had awaken in real life but little did I know it was only a false awakening. I can see my mother and father both sleeping, I got off from the floor and was approach by my brother. He told me he knew what I am doing and I quickly responded with yea and place my head down to get more sleep. But then a few more seconds later I realize this can't be right what are all of them doing here? So I check my fingers and confirm that I am dreaming. I got up and open my Father door and can see it's night. I started saying at least I'm lucid now thank you brother. I was about to unlock the back door but that's when I heard my Father shouting as he gets up. He heard me preparing to leave and told me what am I doing and where am I going? I told him I am dreaming and was planning on leaving. My Father becomes enrage and quickly runs back to his room slamming the door very loudly shouting he's going to slam my head in. I begin to run to the front door and I unlock it and began running on the front road. I check behind me and saw my Father chasing after me with a black metal bat in his hands. I kept trying to run as I turn to the next coming side, the sky was now foggy morning as my Father was catching up to me. I started yelling these nightmares have to end now. I turn around and aim my hand directly toward my Fathers direction and use my level of dream control on him. My Father began to stop running and seem quite lost. He starts saying who was I going after? I can't remember who it was. I couldn't believe it made him lose some of his current memories. I began walking in till I heard my Father says he remembers now and shouts it was a far guy in the distance as he runs pass me to a person home and enters in it. As I observe while walking seeing him terrorize other people in their homes. I then made it to the next up coming road and decided to walk on the grass instead of the side walk.

Trucks were falling from the sky in a very slow fashion. I look back and it resemble real life perfectly, that's when I saw these groups of kids walking on the road and decided I wanted to ask them a question. They wonder who I was but I wanted this encounter to be brief so I told the girl how would you feel if I told you everyone is dreaming right now? All of them laugh as the environment changes to a forest with a one way road. I ask them to be serious what if Reality is just an illusion, what's you answer? None of them seem to care and one said that would be impossible to know. I decided to think to myself well I know for a fact that this is a dream I am experiencing. I wonder if it's possible it can go the other way around where I know for a fact that Reality isn't real either. We all began walking inside a tunnel where this shining blue light was going to take us to a city. I decided to tell all of them as a spoiler that I was lucid so it didn't matter what they would say. One guy said I should've help him get lucid. Then we all laugh, I for some reason realize I was eating jolly ranchers that seem to appear out of no where in my mouth. It was very crunchy and I found it to be very uncomfortable due to it's unusual size. I quickly found a spot of bricks to spit it out and realize some of the kids just experience the same thing. I then continue walking till my vision rapidly faded to Reality, I was awake. Lucidity Time 6 minutes.

I was in a factory and was lowered on a platform in till a lot of Japanese zombies in doctors attire came at me. I begin fighting all of them at once and killing as many as I could. However the number grew overwhelmingly high of how many machines were producing them. So I jump down to the ground and witness the sub leader. She wasn't a zombie but I could tell she orchestrated the entire plan so I become lucid and grab her by the throat in till she kick me in the chest. As I fell to the ground we continue to fight when suddenly the leader appears and joins in. Going against both of them was very difficult so I basically pull out a knife and quickly counter the sub leader attack and once again grab her by the neck. I place the knife carefully close to her neck and told the leader if he takes one more step it's over for her. The leader quickly took this as an opening and pulled out his trident and made several attempts to stop me. I slit the sub leader throat as she mumbles things in Japanese. That's when I see a trident coming right at me that wakes me up. Lucidity Time 1 minute.

10.09.2014

Sending love to a Spirit with a spell and wrapping old school TVs (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream started at a apartment complex and I was aware that I was dreaming. I was outside and it was a pretty sunny day. There were a lot of 3-4 story buildings and several neighbors walking around. As I was checking out something in my cell phone, a girl who had a crush on me was looking at me from her door. I could hear she was telling someone that I was very cute.

I felt it was her Spirit (she passed due cancer recently, she came to me during my meditations as a Spirit in addition in showing up in some of my dreams.) I knew she needed love and light to cross over, so I imagined I was casting a spell on her called "Dark Pulse" from Secret of Mana videogame, but of course, instead of darkness I visualized love instead.

I was able to successfully cast the spell, and I could see small orbs hitting her, however, these instead of being made out of shadows, were made out of pink and red energy. After a while, huge hearts that were very luminous started to spawn around her (making the same noise as in the game.) After this, she vanished.

From here, I appeared in an electronics store, but it appeared to be a store from 50 years ago, so I decided to explore it. Apparently, based on the plot of the dream, I was working there, and there were a few employees asking me where I was. I wanted to explore the store and see what my subconscious had for me, so I just said I was sick and walked around the store.

I was asked to prepare five TVs for shipping for clients. I was amused in how old the TVs looked:







They were wrapped with tapes and only half boxes. I saw a bunch of the floor. The store was very dusty and had a ton of old school electronics.

As I wanted to explore more, one of my cats woke me up.

Date: 3 Sept

Mini-wbtb: lecithin

Decided not to wbtb, no latte, but had a natural wake. Didn't quite concentrate on lding, but had some thoughts about it.

LD Frag: In a classroom and I see one of the classmates that greets me. At some point my awareness increases and I realize that I'm in the room with my class and dreaming. One of the long term goal experiments comes to mind (learn to recognize DS by experience from the dream). The room is full of classmates sitting behind the desks and I start my mantras despite there being some instability "I see classmate, I know that I am dreaming, etc." and make them all repeat this with me. I list a number of classmates and stress the dreaming part. One thing that strikes me is the synchronisation between my thoughts, my words, and the words that come out of all classmates - it all happens exactly at the same time, and it's as if I can feel this invisible causality connection.

After going through a number of names in alphabetical order, I decide that this amount of information is enough for now and that no more should be repeated. An unknown DC teacher wearing grey comes closer, not a very pleasant one. I decide to change him a bit and give him a hug. He seems so touched by this that he sheds a few tears that fall down his shirt, leaving realistic wet marks.

At this point, I recall the shoe task and start looking around for shoes. The are shoes scattered around but from different pairs and sizes. The room becomes someone's apartment. In addition, again, I become too picky trying to find a pair of shoes that I like. (And we know what this usually means). Finally, I find a pair of colorful moccasins, very nice ones and get on with the task. There are papers into the first one, so I have to take them out before putting the shoe on. I grab the second shoe and as am about to put it the dream ends.

FA: I have a task of the month thread FA where I read my current dream post and another dream that includes OpheliaBlue and Schmaven.

Another fragment/mini-dream: I appear somewhere more like outdoors and realize that am still dreaming, though I have the definite certainty that am going to lose lucidity (like feeling your mental sharpness going down) and I continue forward focusing on maintaining the alertness.

Frag: It's like the same apartment again as I figure out 'dreaming, same place'. These are like wildlets in reverse as I'm in the process of waking up.

Wake up, brief review.

Frag: Only remember the ld part. In an appartment again, this time I find a pair of slippers and put them on without any issues. Wondering what to do next, I exert a great deal of effort to recall the other tasks that I didn't plan on performing tonight. The fortune cookie task finally comes to mind and I head towards the kitchen. There's lots of stuff on the counter including pieces of cookies but for some reason I decide to have a DC do the work for me and skip the cookie altogether. I look to my left and see two DCs (think they were from the non-ld part), both of them holding a piece of paper in their hands. I take the one from the nearest DC and try to read it, the words change to something like 'crazy couple'. I consider the task complete and get distracted with the dream to lose lucidity.


Shoes & Cookies Part II

Date: Sept 10

Decided to skip wbtb due late bedtime. Woke up naturally and had trouble falling asleep until couple of mins before the alarm.

LD: I finally fall asleep and find myself starring at...myself. There is a doppelgänger DC right in front of me, seated near where the desk used to be in my old room. But she looks more like doll, an object rather than a real person even though she is looking at me. I decide to ignore her and turn to the other side where under pressure (due to alarm), I go to recall immediately my tasks. The ones I had planned to try don't fit the place and current time constraints so I decide to go with basic totm instead.

I recall the shoe task and have a look at my feet - bare, the next second my mind produces a pair of shoes exactly like the slippers I had when I lived in that room. I take them off and look for another pair of shoes next to me. There are a few actually and I'm conveniently facing the wardrobe. The ones that look from the same pair and right size are orange flip flops that I put on. My attention is briefly caught by another pair of rather fancy high heel shoes that I figure belong to my mom. I'm excited to try them but at this point my feet's motion translates into physical motion...Yet, the dream still holds together despite a brief wave of instability.

Since I'm still here, I decide to do the the fortune cookie task, moving on to the place of the old desk. There are lots of items on top of it and I scan for a fortune cookie while thinking about one. There is a misshaped fortune cookie and a piece of paper coming out of it. I notice at first that there are only black and white drawings of snoopy or a simialr character but the other side of the fortune reveals a conversation next to the character. The drawings disappear to leave an ever changing text. In its last version that I try to memorize it is an old German proverb that repeats the same word three times. It looks like an old Latin proverb (dream knowledge) translated into German.

After completing the task (though later forgot the saying), I get a surge of confidence and decide to try another pair of shoes this time with laces for the bonus wings. There is a pair of purple sports shoes on the floor and I grab and start to untie one of them. It feels pretty accurate and not messy at all. This excites me that once they are untied I will put them on and tie them, no problem. As I prepare to put one on, I notice that there are papers inside again. I take one piece out and decide not deal with the rest of the paper, but rather press my foot inside. My foot presses against the papers to make space and then my physical foot moves again and this time dream is gone for good.

Disappointed but after a while with closed eyes, sleep resumes.

DEILD: I'm back into the same room, but this time it's dark as if midnight. This is not welcome as I hope to find my shoes somewhere nearby. With a touch of sarcasm I decide to order more light, though I know it's rather difficult to turn on the lights either by a switch or by command. To my surprise the space in front gets lit up as if there is a screen behind me that casts bright light ahead.

Alas, the alarm rings at that very moment...

I tried wild in the morning
multiple dream formed , I was aware . But there were no SP's.

And then this one started
I was walking out to the coast of the danube river
A girl and a boy was with me , we were talking about why are foreigners came here and sell stuff..
I realised that most of the foreigners are english speaking , suddenly I got a Billy Mays feeling.
So we go there and we see that the coast is full of foreigners selling stuff, it was some kind of festival
I got a feeling of being in a bazaar, we walked on and then I realised that we're in some kind of monk clothes, a bit weird but ok ...
Night approaches, then we still talk about the festival and we don't know why the heck they came here
then the guy says that probably because the olympics are gettind holded in this city.
then I watch down and I see theres a plus shore , we're the highest , down there are muslim people selling stuff ...
Night approaches
So we dismissed that we go home , but I stayed to look around, suddenly everyone's gone!
I run into the place where the festival was , now theres nobody,
I look around and now I see a big structure made of wood
and there are little houses, I guess this is where they gone
I look back at the ones with me , but they started going home
I scream "DONT LEAVE ME HERE"
I run up, but its too late, they're gone
I started to walk back
"This place is so weird, the city lights are beautiful hmm... This could be a dream? Everything is too smooth to be a dream"
I look at my hand , and yes

I became lucid

I look at everything, wonderfull
"This place... everything..."
The grass starts to grow extremely as I realized that I need to contact with the dream enviroment in order to stabilize
I touch them , seems real. Then I walk on, trying to shoot flames with my hands , but It fails.
As i walk on I meet with an old woman, y'know, the grandma type.
"Come , let me lead you on the way"
Idk why , but I followed her, I guess my lucidity dropped at this point
We start walking , I try to drop flames again, then she says "dont scare me, you look like a crazy person!"
we walk on ,and then suddenly teleporting happens
now we are in a suburb like place mixed up with a place near my workplace.
I see oldies talkin' , I check my hands and now I have about 10 fingers on one hand
"Damn, atleast, I could fly... YES! I should try fly"
I start to run , jump one, relaxing my hands and getting energy out of it
and unstable fly starts
and then the dream fall apart

It was awesome anway.

09.09.2014

Big Store Event, Not Attending (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It’s just one of those dreams where the virtual experiential reality is so high, that I’m slightly shocked for not having some existential questioning going on if this was a dream or not. One part of me wanted to delude myself into thinking it’s real, just for the sake of not being apathetic towards the dream characters, and the dream’s potential value in general.


Judging by the body sensations that I’m experiencing, there’s a lot of tension, almost as if there’s some big event where me and the dream characters that look like some of my co-workers are going to participate in. It’s the type of feeling where all the other challenges you had to face creep up on you, but then you come to a realization, and a satisfaction that you overcame them.

I can feel my feet tingling, traveling up to my knees, and finally near my stomach. I started to feel an emptiness inside that was oddly comforting. So I just let time pass by, letting the conversations from other co-workers become diluted, and slowly getting accustomed to this highly vivid virtual experiential reality. There was a female there whom I had a deep affection with, though I feel the word is too strong seeing how the relationship in real life wouldn’t really go that far.

She still expressed the type of disposition where she would take advantage of her looks to fill the void of the insecurity that she has of not having something to love her; this dream character existed in a way where every single quality I could possibly use retrospect and analysis about her was clearly exhibited, and all she did in the dream was pass through the small lane in the middle of the bus to get out and go somewhere.

I reign in these odd feelings of affection towards this dream character, most likely because I already have predispositions to avoid those kinds of interactions with them so that those feelings won’t bleed onto how I communicated with them in waking life.

Everyone else just felt like random noise, and I did my best to show some interest with the existence of this dream characters. But when one of them stated that we’re not attending whatever event we’re close to, I immediately lost interest in the dream.

Instead of trying to accomplish some goals of mine I’ve had on my mind for -insert x entity- knows how long, I just get bored, and just drifted back into non-lucid dreaming.

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09.09.2014

I'm Too OP in Runescape (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I realize I’m playing a MMORPG that has a Runescape-esque feel to it. I figured I might as well enjoy watching what’s going on. I believe I’m playing as some old man with a long gray beard, and all he’s wearing are some white desert robes in the cold.

The overall color schemes consist of blue and gray, and I had a feeling that the area I was going to would be the God Wars Dungeon, seeing how there’s a huge pit with a rope hanging on the side. I had a feeling that if I’m only going into a pit with only a white desert robe, and a staff that looks like the Polypore staff, I’m probably really powerful in this dream version of Runescape.

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I go inside the pit, and I find myself in an area that’s a very spacious battle arena. I do a quick walk around, and I have to fight some purple tentacle creature that seems to be rotating its whole body, or tentacles vertically at rapid speeds. It’s pretty hard to comprehend the existence, and locomotion of the creature in general, and my initial reaction was to activate some prayer abilities like Protect from Magic, or something like that. I even see the Prayer screen as well, though it didn’t seem to me that I activated it at all.

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I believe I’m switching to a melee weapon since I got pretty close to the tentacle monster, though I’m pretty sure I used Mage, or Ranged on it. I’m paying close attention to my health bar, and it seems that I need to activate Soul Split, especially when I came into this place with no food whatsoever. I realize this before going into the pit, but it was already too late since I couldn’t really get into the dream that way to start changing the environment, i.e., I was too indulged in the task of playing this game.

I hear the sound effects of the Soul Split, which I presumed was working, and fortunately it did. I manage to kill the tentacle monster with ease, and I didn’t even bother to check if I had a Prayer limit. I guess it was implied that I could use any Prayer ability without worrying about my Prayer points being drained.

If playing as an old man with a gray beard and having to rely on a Prayer ability doesn’t imply religious implications unconsciously being expressed to me, then I don’t know what the purpose of this dream is.

And just went I thought I could get out of this one, another weird creature appears. The overall composition of it is akin to a dolphin, and it has a light blurry violet color to it as well. It apparently can levitate, and shoot high pressed air at a high rate. Or maybe it was steamy water that was high pressured.

I honestly don’t know how I dealt with this one, but I do know that I spent most of my time just running away from it, and dodging when it shoots the high pressured stuff at me. Whatever happened, happened, and the next creature is very hard to recall its overall body composition.

I just knew that at that point, if I could handle the previous entities with ease, with only having a few moments where I thought I was going to die, then I’m obviously over powered in this game. I defeated all of them, and I forget what happens next.

Oh, and there's another non-lucid dream where I tell one of my relatives (female) that I liked the Naruto Shippuden villains more than the protagonist, but again, not going to invest time in recalling this dream.

I was thinking about Eye as I was falling asleep. I recall I appeared somewhere in a city and did non lucid things. After that I started thinking about how it must feel to Wild in a dream. Suddenly I felt I was being pulled into another scenery. Something invisible pulled me to a room and it's appearance became more apparent. It was one of my favorite dream characters Dawn. He started talking to me and asking me about some things I don't remember. I think he asked me if I liked him or Eye more. I thought about how I wanted to see Eye too but suddenly I appeared on my bed. I thought I woke up but I was still dreaming. I tried getting into a comfortable position when I noticed I couldn't move. My face was in front of the pillow and I thought I would fall asleep and suffocate myself so I tried moving. Something small and invisible grabbed me after that and tried positioning me in a way. I started thinking about my dead grandfather after that and wondered what it would be like to have a dream about him. But tossed the idea out cause it would be weird. I noticed a name floating behind the invisible dc that read Lydmason I think. It was kind of creepy so I tried getting out but than....My neck snapped in the dream and broke when I lifted my head up. I was super scared cause I thought what if it did snap in waking life. The invisible thing pulled me and tried to distract me from my broken neck I think. That's when it tried to do it with me but I wasn't fond of the idea. I pushed it away but it kept trying. But I had a small FA after that,than woke up.