lucid

Dream Lucid Note

First i woke up at 6 am after going to bed at midnight. I took the trash to the curb and fed the dogs while thinking of my dream. All i remember was a tiny fragment. I have been playing Assassins Creed 2.
Delivering a package in Florence in 1488

I went back to bed at 6:30.

My friend is tasked with finding a special flower that only grows on the top of a mountain. He has been off tryign to find it for quite a while now. I decide that I want to go visit him so I go to a special room in the castle and find a door there. I put a key of intention in the door and then strike the door with a blast of power. The door blows off the hinges into a mountain snow storm and when it lands on the ground the whole room I'm standing in suddenly becomes the mountain too. I see that the door that landed on the ground has turned into a snowboard. Remembering LD teleporting I am shocked into happy lucidity for just a moment thinking that was a pretty awesome teleport. The surprise shocks me into my body and I wake up.

ok so this isn't a recent dream but this is the one I can remember the most...

so for some reason, I found myself walking through the halls of my Middle school. I went inside the gym and found a huge party. So I went looking for this girl I liked [it was never gonna work out], instead I found my best friend Miranda crying. I asked her whats wrong and she asked me if I loved her. I was silent for a few minutes, then she ran out of the gym crying... After that I woke up

I was blind and knew I was dreaming. I walked around to make the dream stable. I put my right hand to my belt and pulled out a sword, which I used to cut my own hand to validate that senses where just as strong in the dream world. I felt a sharp realistic pain. I then put the sword back on my hip and tried to open my eyes. I first imagined a fireplace but that got old. I then decided to let the dream suprise me. I forced my eyes open and say a pale stone room, that I payed little attention to. I then jumped and flew through the wall. I was then in a forested area watching my character from WoW turn into a wooden block and fly. I become him for a minute and tried to fly around, it was hard. The dream ended.

I made a sword come from nowhere my dream control is improving.

I was at my schoo, at the south building talking to some friends of mine. I knew I was dreaming, but I just played along how the dream went. I went to the north building, and there were some people repairing the wall that was broken. A women asked what I was doing here and I said nothing. Suddenly woke up.

I was in my house, in my room getting changed. I put on some underwear, and then started to pull up a pair of shorts when I thought.
"Wait a second - I never grabbed these shorts off my chair!"

I RC'd, and sure enough, I was dreaming! It was sometime around mid-day, there was bright sunlight coming in the window, but I had my blinds shut and the light on in my room. I looked up and saw the mirror, remembering one of my goals to look in a mirror and try and see detail in myself. I looked into the mirror, it didn't reflect the room, instead it was a blackness with two of my reflection in it. One of me was normal, and the other.. darker somehow. It was too hard to focus and get detail out of the mirror, and I didn't want to focus too hard so I continued out of my room.

I went into the kitchen, it didn't look how it normally did. There was no 'kitchen' items in here, it was just a room with a bench to eat on. I continued out into the lounge room, oh here's the kitchen in this house! It was beautiful, the walls were painted a modern white with blue accents all around. A fresh breeze blew in through the front windows, which now overlooked the ocean. Awesome!

My mum and dad walked out of the office together and started talking to me. I ignored them, knowing they were trying to put me back onto the dream plot, but then decided 'heck, perhaps I can shake this DC hard enough to draw my dad into this dream bubble.' I grabbed my dad by the shoulders, looked him straight in the eyes and said
"Dad, where are you?" He looked blank.
"What are you doing, where are you going? Isn't this weird? You're dreaming!" He looked around the room, confused and then it hit him. I allowed him to stabilise.
"Focus, dad. Focus on the feeling of my hand."

Once he had calmed down, we started talking. We talked about how weird it was, he bought up how close of a connection this is and something about how painful it would be to experience a death in a dream accidentally while lucid. We sat down on the floor in the loungeroom near a window, the sun was shining in. I slowed myself from falling as I sat, I didn't want to hit the ground, but I did. I swung myself around hanging on to his arm, jumping up and then slowly falling back down. It felt somewhat like repelling down a rock climbing wall, but sitting. The dream started to fade.

"No! Pull me back in!" Crap. DEILD, DEILD, DEILD!

I woke up in full vibrating sleep paralysis, and started repeating my DEILD mantra "I am dreaming, I am dreaming." I stayed in this state for 2-3 minutes until it started to fade, and I woke up and wrote down this dream.

11.06.2011

4th Lucid - odd shaped room (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yeah, I just realised i posted this out of order.. whoops!

I don't remember too much about this dream, but I rc'd and then I got lucid. There was a lady in the dream, she was brunette. The room was red and very oddly shaped but reminded me of a kid's childcare centre. There was a box that looked like a charity box, but i'm fairly sure it was the entry fee.
The red dot was me, and to the left of me was a door.

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07.06.2011

3rd lucid - As A Ninja (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream started out at a sort of temple/hall with Cameron, Alex (Dark_Merlin) and I. We walked out of the hall into a hallway, it was held up by big red wooden pillars and lit up by candles on the red pillars.
We reached a round kind of 4-way-intersection in the hallway. Cameron and I decided to duel with our swords. He stood across from me, we circled once and then leapt at each other. Our swords clashed in the middle. After about a minute of two of slow sword fighting, our speed and strength increased by far. With each clash, the metal of our swords clanged and the sound of steel hitting each other filled the hallways. Alex disappeared when the fight started.
I noticed a crowd beginning to form around the circular intersection. They were all wearing robes, samurai-styled robes. I think we were a clan of ninjas. Cameron must have lost his attention, or i struck him by surprise. He toppled over in pain.
In looked down on the ground, his arm was sliced off. A clean slice, but no blood spilled out. The arm looked like plastic. The crowd emerged on us and healers came forward, the healers were taller and wore binge coloured robes, like Chinese monks. They carried Cameron onto a small mattress and address his wounds. I don't remember seeing them pick up his cut-off-arm but I saw his arm bandaged.
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cut in dream
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The next the that happened, Cameron and I were in a tower of a castle(our ninja clan's castle, presumably), within the tower was like a mosquito net, I think it was supposed to conceal us. We were being attacked, Alex's clan members were running infront of our castle. They wore a full navy-blue ninja set. Taking out his bow, Cameron looked at me and said, 'Good thing, now I snipe these bitches.' He alway's was the sniper type.
Arrows were shot up at us with rope attached to the end of them. I pulled out my samurai sword and sliced the arrows in half lengthwise. I grabbed the arrows by the end and pulled them out of the wall, all while Cameron started shooting at the enemy clan.
I jump out of the tower and over a fence. The next thing I know, i'm in my bedroom. Sneaking out the hallway, i checked the kitchen before i walked out. Then I went to check the main loungeroom. IMPOSTERS! There were 3 navy-coloured ninjas. I threw the arrows I was holding at them, but it did nothing. I leapt at them and swung my katana. They went down easily.
I got lucid here. I summoned a hot chick to the right of me. I'm fairly sure i received a BJ. Thinking of one of my dream goals to manipulate time using a door, i jumped back to my room. Then I woke up.

I was in my house and I just knew I was dreaming. I decided to fly out of the house, so I flew through the wall and I was out. The dream started to get dark but I could still see everything. Instead of me seeing it with what felt like my eyes I saw it like I was imagining it. I flew through some other objects that I dont remember. I then decided to teleport to the frost giants yard area. I rubbed my hands, but then i dissconected from the dream. I thought I woke up and I told mom in the computer room at 12 PM about my lucid dream. Even tho my clock read 4 AM before the lucid. I did a reality check and it said i was awake. The dream ended.

I need to start using two reality checks.

So last night was one of the first nights a few of us decided to try and dream share. The goal was to meet at the top of The Empire State Building in NY and set of a beacon of light so others who were looking to do the same thing might be able to meet with another dreamer.
To prepare for the night I did some light meditation and mantra to focus on completing the main task at hand. I also watched youtube videos of the Empire State Building as well as NY at night in order to gain detail about the surroundings themselves.

Well last night I attempted such a task and here are my dream results.

My first dream (or the one I could remember) happened between the hours of 12am to about 4:53am EST. The setting was not NY however but a sort of bayou (sp?) that you would expect to find maybe down south in Louisiana. I did not achieve any sort of lucidity in this dream but it was quite vivid. I was at this particular location because I was supposed to get an interview for a local newspaper. I was supposed to interview the owner of this sort of mansion style home that was located right on top of a swamp. The setting for this dream was at night, and I remember hearing crickets surrounding the area. The trouble was that a tornado (I know, weird in the south right?) was predicted to just tear right through this home. I was also with another woman, maybe my partner on this particular article. She was taller than me, maybe about 5'8" and had curly brown hair and glasses. We were afraid for our lives because of the more dangerous weather but the owner of the home did not seem as concerned, as if he dealt with this sort of thing on a daily basis. The winds started to pick up, and that is when I awoke to reality.

I immediately wrote down in my dream journal, not really a summary but key words as it was dark and I did not want to forget anything. I got a glass of orange juice, knowing that it may help with my recall. I remember that people who had successfully achieved a WILD would wake up in the middle of the night and try to jump back into a lucid dream, I figured now would be as good a time as ever to try it. (Personally I am a light sleeper so getting up even the slightest amount keeps me up a while) So, after returning to bed just 5 min after I originally awoke I found it hard to get back to sleep and it took me about an hour to finally fall back to sleep. (which was not easy because at this time bird were beginning to sing).

My second dream was about the same as far as vividness but I believe I might have been semi lucid....I remember actually being inside the Empire State Building. I had made it to the target destination. I had gone to the top to find dozens of people up there. It was night and it seemed like the reason that they were up there was because of some sort of death match between two human opponents. They were fighting on platforms that were suspended in mid air just beyond the ledge of the building. (I assume the loser of the match would fall to his death). I remembered that I needed to create a beacon of some sort but I couldn't remember why I needed it. Basically I did not achieve enough lucidity to actually dream share. I manifested the yellow light and pushed it up in the air, I also made the beacon kind of pulsate light. The beacon was set and I was at the top of the building, but as I said I couldn't remember where to go from there. That didn't matter anyways because as soon as I set the beacon the dozens of DC on the roof all went completely ape shit and began to fight and gang up on one another intent on killing each other. I helped those that were about to get beat or tortured. It seemed like the people doing the beating were intent on cutting their prey with box cutters and razor blades. The ones I saved I made sure got to the elevator ok. Then I remember reloading the box cutters with new blades and saying to the attackers. "If anyone attacks me I cut your throat, got it?" Needless to say the DC stayed away from me. Then I saw my ex inside the building. I was concerned for her safety so I tried to follow her and get her out of the building. Then my dream kind of shifted to me going after my ex and the people with her in my dad's mini van. I had finally caught up with them and come to find out that the girl I thought was my ex was really just a disguise, a ruse to get me out of the building. Unfortunately I was unable to get back to the building because I soon woke up after my discovery.

So like I said, not really lucid but I think its great progress seeing as I actually got to the location and was able to manifest the beacon. My hopes for tonight is that I will become lucid and clear the roof of the building of any pesky DC and just wait to see if I make contact with another dreamer.

So as i said my dreams are alot vivid this days.. i think banana's help alot ;D
so i remember i was in my restaurant where i work... again .. then i went out of kitchen and went to bar.. and i Lucid Dream there , i saw 2 Hot girls eating ot drinking and talking..
then i started touching both they're breasts lol , then i said in german get naked for me?
she said i did before ... lol
then i woke up ....
it was very short LD...
like 15 secs max.

so what i remember more is... i was in cyprus and somewhere else also.. and i was running swimming too i dont know what the f..
but one moment i had to ride with 2 friends with bicycle somewhere "On other World"
i was riding fast with bicycle and also with 1 Road in the air... almost fail ..
then i went to the right it was like valley ...... there were like 10 feets people flying and trying to catch us , we also could fly and run away
then my friend found 1 girl doing gymnastic.. she was almost naked and he went there he raped her in 2 secs finished lol.

what imore remember is i was swimming but that wasnt much vivid .


thanks for reading

I was at my school bar. I decided to buy a special toast that they had. It was a toast with sausage. Pretty cool. I picked it up and it turned into a mustard toast. I ignored it, because it looked delicious anyway. I went to buy it, but the lady told me that it was only for students that had reserved the books. I complained to her with my wallet on my hand. I looked at the money and it had exactly the same amount of money that my wallet really had irl. I was dreaming. I decided to fly one more time, because the other attempts failed in other dreams. I crouched, lifted my arm, and jumped with all my strenght. I went throught the ceiling and in a second I was in space. I teleported myself to the ground, and decided to fly straight ahead, really close to the ground. I got out of the bar and went throught a tight, long space that somehow showed up in the middle of my dream. I went along it and ended up in a place with those huge metal warehouse boxes. There were two girls. They were both from my English classes. One was in a car and the other one was in front of me. I got in the car and she started driving, and the other girl went guiding the car running in front of it. Fragments from a bulldog. When we arrived, I jumped out of the car. I don't remember well where it was. I remembered about the Task of the Month, so I crouched, lifted my arm and jumped again. Like in the Matrix. I arrived at the red spot of Jupiter in a second. I was very dusty and windy. It had a lot of creeks.

It was like the Grand Canyon, but the creeks where smaller. It was so dusty I couldn't breathe, and I felt the strong windy in my face. I flew to the Earth and woke up.

May 20, 2011
Lucid Dream 235: Mystery Warehouse
Series: The End of Days, Episode 3
DILD



I was in some sort of strange warehouse building. There were bulk supplies scattered all around the large room. Instead of a ceiling, there was a thick layer of fog. There no walls either. Instead of surrounding walls, there were heavy, black stage curtains. Me and my friend Ryano were sitting on stack of pallets, smoking a blunt. He hopped down and started climbing up a giant stack of fold-out metal cots. I could see the tower of cots starting to lean and I said, "Ryano, you big bastard! Those are definitely going to fall over." He kept climbing anyway. Sure enough, the stack of cots fell over on top of him. One landed on his right leg and broke it. It was pretty brutal actually. His broken tibia was sticking out of his leg. He howled in pain for a bit as I lifted the cots off his leg. He then told me thanks and stood up. He started walking around with his bone sticking out of his leg and acted like nothing was wrong. I thought, "There is no way he show be able to walk right now." I asked myself how that was possible and I began to suspect I was dreaming. I performed a nose pinch RC to confirm.

I look at Ryano as he lets out an overly dramatic sigh and hunches over a bit. I asked him what was wrong and he said, "My legs don't match. I need to break the other one." I laughed and helped him find something to break his other leg. I found an aluminum baseball bat and asked him if I could have the honor of smacking him with it. He agreed. I took a Happy Gilmore swing and cracked the bat against his left leg. I heard his bone crunch and he toppled over. He stood back up and now had bones sticking out from both of his legs. He now seemed very happy.

I then decided to explore this strange place. I took flight and busted through one of the nearby curtains. I arrived in what seemed to be a ninja store. There were katanas, ninja stars, and tons of ninja-like gear. I grabbed a crazy looking curved-blade sword with dragon hilt. I then sliced through one of the curtain walls and entered another store. This one appeared to be a chinese antique shop. There were many decorative looking items, statues, and a vending machine with only green tea. I decided to trash the place with my dragon sword. I smashed up the glass, broke some statues, knocked over the vending machine and took a drink of green tea. I thought to myself, "Yup, this shit is just as disgusting as in waking life." Needless to say, I didn't take a second drink.

I cut through another curtain and found myself back in the warehouse where me and Ryano were earlier. Cliff, Chris R, Deej and some random DCs were in there as well. I started doing some ninja warrior-style cliffhanger climbing on the various structures. The DCs seemed impressed as I jump-hanged from structure to structure, using only my fingertips to catch myself. One of the DCs below started preaching to the rest of us. He was shouting, "The anti-christ is nigh! Soon it will all be over." I ignored his ramblings and took flight once again. This time, I flew up through the fog (ceiling). I was now in a large room with solid walls. There were tons of empty cages and the room was fairly dark. I heard something that sounded like a growl. I looked down one of the aisles of cages and saw a dog snarling its teeth at me. Suddenly, about 20 dogs swarmed me and began biting my arms like a police dog does. I pulled away and took flight. I began swooping down at the dogs and snapping their necks. I noticed that the preaching guy was in the room also. He started yelling, "It has begun! The anti-christ has let out his hell hounds. Today marks the beginning of the end!" The dogs were now engulfed in flames. The preaching guy rambled on and on as I battle the hell hounds. During this battle, I awoke from the dream.

Series Details
In the dream series, "The End of Days," the world is coming to a close. With the hype surrounding 2012, many of these doomsday dreams have been popping up. See the events of the apocalypse unfold with more entries to the series.



May 22, 2011
Lucid Dream 236: Chalices of Fate
Series: The End of Days, Episode 4
WILD



I woke up after a relatively uninteresting non-lucid dream and decided to WILD. I performed my technique and go into SP after about 15 minutes. I felt my entire body sliding up and down. I was laying on my stomach and my face rubbing against the pillow causing friction. It started to burn and I had to remind myself that this was all a hallucination. I was able to take my mind off of it and my body started floating around the room. After a bit, my body stopped and I knew I had completed the transition.

I stood up, turned, and dove head first out of my window. I took flight before landing and flew toward the horizon. I decided to fly into the clouds. I flew in and out of the clouds and they made "puffff" noises whenever I flew into them. I started scanning the ground below for something interesting. I saw a lake, so I flew down to take a closer look.

I landed on the boat dock and saw a man wearing a shiny blue robe. He seemed to look vaguely familiar. As I approached him, I recognized it was my dream guide, Merlin the Wizard. I said, "Where the hell have you been?" He looked at a loss for words. I said, "You are suppose to be my dream guide and you haven't showed up in over 2 years!" He said, "You really didn't need me anyway." I thought, "What a dick." I asked him why he was there now and he told me that the fate of the world was in my hands. He said Armageddon was coming soon and he had to give me something. I noticed Merlin's eye were red and puffy. I said, "You could have at least came and smoked some weed with me every now and then." He looked at me and seemed to zone out. After several moments of silence he gave a chuckle and said, "Yeah." I laughed and thought to myself, "He is fuuuuuucked up."

Merlin then reached inside his robe and pulled out two golden cups. He told me that they were the chalice's of fate. He said I had to use them to strike down the dark lord. He handed me one of them and then held the other one up in the air. He seemed to be admiring the way the light made it shine. Suddenly, the cup slipped out of his hand, clanked on the dock, and fell into the lake. Merlin let out an unconcerned curse and pushed me off the dock and into the lake.

I cursed his name as I dove down to retrieve the chalice. The lake was pretty deep, but the visibility underwater was awesome. It noticed the bow of a wooden ship was sticking out of the sand at the bottom. There were also many fish swimming around the area. Some were as large as I was. I spotted a barracuda and thought it may attack me. I cursed for letting the thought enter my mind. Seconds later, the barracuda snapped at my feet. I was able to dodge it easily and realized I had excellent agility, even though I was under water. Pretty soon there were sharks, barracudas, and these strange alligator-dolphin hybrids all trying to attack me. I spent a long time just dodging the fish in a comical way. I was mocking them and then dodging at the last second. A couple times, i grabbed one and threw it into the other fish.

Finally, I dove down to the very bottom of the lake and started digging around in the sand. I expected to find the chalice slight buried and I eventually found it. I saw several treasure chests scattered along the bottom of the lake, but somehow I knew there was nothing in them. I then looked out into the lake. I just saw a massive wall of dark blue and I got a little freaked out. I swam quickly toward the surface and took one last peak out into the deep water. I saw the shadow of something massive. I mean, this thing was 100+ feet long. I freaked out and felt the dream fading. I prepared to DEILD.

Series Details
In the dream series, "The End of Days," the world is coming to a close. With the hype surrounding 2012, many of these doomsday dreams have been popping up. See the events of the apocalypse unfold with more entries to the series.



May 22, 2011
Lucid Dream 237: The Marathon
Series: Sexcapades, Episode 10
DEILD



I transitioned smoothly back into the dream state upon waking. I was now laying on the lake shore. I noticed there was a large group of people in the sheltered picnic area. As I approached, I noticed there were tons of attractive females in the group. I walked up to the front of the area and shouted, "Ok ladies. It is time to start the marathon. I have no doubt we can break the guinness world record. I then took the hand of a nearby female, unzipped my pants and she began blowing me. All the females got into a line behind her. I walked down the line and let each one of the blow me for a bit. I think a couple of them were grandmas, but I let them have a turn anyway. Many of the girls were getting naked also. People started dancing and the scene changed to a club. I continued to jump from blowjob to blowjob. Some of the girls, I couldn't feel anything. Some of them, it felt amazing. After a while of this, I shouted, "We did it! Celebration orgy time!" Everyone in the club started stripping and it turned into a massive orgy. I spotted a sexy asian and walked over to her. I began kissing her when the dream began to fade. I couldn't hold on to it and I woke from the dream.

Series Details
Class is thrown out the window in the dream series, "Sexcapades." Not unlike your favorite porn video, I unleash my inner "Ron Jeremy" and give those DCs what they are looking for ! Stay tuned for more entries to the series!

The date is June 27th, a Monday. I woke up this morning around 6am with only little memory of the dreams I had during the night, however I didn’t get out of bed, I instead lazed around on my couch ‘till about 7:30am. I put in some earphones and sort of slept on and off until about 9am when I achieved lucidity in two dreams, one followed directly by the other. The first dream was what I learned is called, a false-awakening. I awoke in my room just as I would any day, however upon leaving my room I found my home to be slightly different than it is in real life. It wasn’t any bigger or smaller, there were just small things such as the railings on the basement stairs, the exterior of the house and the yard that differed. Once I realized the difference, I started to observe the house and the way my family acted. It felt like an alternate universe after noticing some odd behavior in my family, but I deduced that I was most likely dreaming. I questioned this immediately by trying to change a simple object, an odd lemon shaped clock that seemed to appear from thin air. I assumed that since I was dreaming, I could change the clock into whatever I wanted, so I decided to change it into a star. I failed however, and my dream became unstable near to the point of waking me up. Instead of waking up, I found myself in new setting. A second dream, one in which I was sure that I was dreaming, and instead of questioning whether I was dreaming or not I decided to try to take control of my dream. The first big step was the fact that I was able to control my own actions fully, where I went and what I said. I had complete control over myself, thus making this the most lucid dream I’ve ever experienced. I don’t remember the dream as well as I did when I first woke up however I do remember the following events. Firstly, I ran into my cousin inside the dream and I tried to explain to her that we were in a dream. She argued that we weren’t but once she began to believe me she changed into a different person and kicked me off of the carriage we were riding in the school-like setting. Afterwards I walked down the hall and entered the nearest door which led to another hall that seemed as if it led to the boiler room. I followed it and found myself in an ominous looking area. I don’t remember if it was a boiler-room or a locker room, and the events that followed are a bit fuzzy. I remember seeing a cooler and some towels in the room, so its probably safe to say it was a locker room. From what I can remember, the school was seemingly some kind of hangout/night club for teenagers, and there was a garage like area in which the local teens would play video games in what appeared to be vanity mirrors placed on top of dressers. It was in this room that I realized it was nighttime, as I looked out the opening that a garage door would usually cover. There was a cul-de-sac outside, accompanied by a street pole. I interacted with someone in the room though I don’t know why, or what we discussed. I just remember that I woke up shortly after, possibly after trying to alter another object. I looked at the clock and it was 9:58am. I lay still thinking about what I had experienced until finally getting up from my couch to confirm that the dreams had ended. I did exactly as I did in the first dream, though this time everything was fairly normal.

I was at the farm house. I got up and got ready for school, left on the bus, classes flew by. I don't remember anything I learned. I got on the bus and came home. Tyler was at my house when I got back. I got mad at him and started walking down the gravel road back to school. I thought "the library should be open there is a game tonight.". When I came to the T in the road I went to the left. When looking both ways to see if a car was coming I seen 2 guys behind me. This made me really nervous because I was followed before by 2 guys in grade school. (They didn't get close to me cuz I ran home) then I became less nervous after thinking "they are probably on their way to the game too". So I kept walking and finally made my way to the school, again. I walked up to a girl that was standing by herself and asked her " do you think the library is open now?" And she responded in annoyed tone "it should be". And walked off and started talking to someone else. I began to see if there was someone else I could ask and then every one then walked away from me and grouped together excluding me. Then I thought " Even in my dreams people ignore me ;(". Then a bus pulled up and we all got on it. It dropped us off at a place like that was a huge play area with games and slides. All kinds of fun.. I find Jr and Simon there. I started playing games with Simon. There is a basket ball hoop we are shooting at and I was helping Simon try and make a basket. Some guy on the playground above starts cheering him on too. This kinda weirded me out a bit but not enough to change anything we was doing. Me and jr walked away up the hill and let simon play. There were people at a shed trying to get bee's out of it. There was a fence around the shed. We couldn't go in to the building because of the bee's. So we walked back to the play area. When I got to the area with the tube slide, some guy asked me "would you help me get my stuff out of the hole in the slide? I dropped it while I was sliding down". So I am glad to help. I walk over to the slide and see the hole. I then reach in to pull the stuff out and then a kid pops out of the slide almost taking my arm. I keep trying to get the stuff out of the hole idk how many times and every time a kid pops out every time I start to reach in. Finally after many attempts I retrieve his things. I found a handful of things, beads a bronze looking lighter with people doing the 69 on it and another item I put into my pocket but couldn't recall what it was upon waking. The sun was starting to set, we decided to leave. We walked up onto the hill again (it was the way to leave) and I noticed jessie with morrigan and a couple guys. She's talking to the people at the shed. She asks them "why are you guys allowed to put a fence up, but we can't?". Then they started talking about the bee's and I woke up.

nad ranem moj umysl byl na tyle rozbudzony, zeby zapadajac ponownie w sen, przejac nad nim kontrole...

bylam w duzym budynku pelnym ludzi, cos jak hotel, architektura wiktorianska albo cos w tym stylu, kamienne schody, itp. Wszystko bylo niesamowicie wyrazne, jak w zyciu, wyostrzone kontury, struktura przedmiotow, kolory, do tego stopnia,ze w pewnym momencie zaczelam sie zastanawiac,(z jakiegos powodu, pewnie ze strachu) czy nie jestem moze w spiaczce, i od razu gdy o tym pomyslalam, sen zaczal znikac, robic sie ciemny, jakby na potwierdzenie ze tylko snie. Wtedy szybko pomyslalam, ze nie chce sie jeszcze budzic, ze jest swietnie, i ponownie wszystko zrobilo sie wyrazne. Caly czas mialam szeroko otwarte oczy w moim snie , az czulam sie obudzona, chociaz spalam- smieszne uczucie. Polazilam po tym miejscu, nie wiem w ktorym momencie ale chcialam zobaczyc sie z P. bo wiedzialam, ze jesli go chce przywolac to moge, ale niestety, pojawial sie rozmyty, nie wygladal jak on, byl pod prysznicem, weszlam zeby z nim pogadac ale mnie olal, trwalo to bardzo krotko i zniknal...chodzilam po budynku i zaczelam wykrzykiwac jego imie, nawolujac go (mialam wrazenie ze krzycze 'w prawdziwym zyciu', i cieszylam sie ze nikogo nie ma wdomu). Nie udalo sie, nie pojawil sie, ciekawe czy to moja blokada psychiczna, czy cos wiecej? Moze w takich snach naprawde 'widzimy sie' z dana osoba, i musimy miec jej mentalne przyzwolenie na widzenie?
Potem szukalam faceta, o ktorym albo pomyslalam, albo ktorego zobaczylam tam, mialam wielka ochote na seks, ale nie w wulgarny sposob, czulam do niego bardzo cieple, pozytywne uczucia, i bylam bardzo podniecona. znalazlam go w koncu w wielkiej sali z ludzmi(sala konferencyjna?), wlasnie cos sie konczylo i mogl ze mna isc, mial na sobie garnitur, krotkie wlosy i klikudniowy zarost. Szukalismy miejsca ,gdzie moglibysmy sie kochac, ale wszedzie bylo pelno ludzi, weszlismy do jednego pokoju, ale byla tam jakas laska, co ciekawe, ja zaczelam przygladac sie scianie, byla na niej jakas ramka, zaczelam podziwiac, jak niesamowicie prawdziwie wyglada, jej struktura, kolor, wrazenie 3d, nie jak w normalnych snach. Przeszlismy gdzie indziej, stanelismy naprzeciw lustra, widzialam w odbiciu jak stoi za mna, dotykajac mnie w intymnym miejscu, widzialam sama siebie zupelnie jak w rzeczywistosci, (czasem w snach mam zaburzony wizerunek samej siebie), bylam bardzo podniecona i na granicy orgazmu, ale on przestal zanim doszlam. Mam wraznenie, ze to moja wewnetrzna blokada, czesto w snach szukam zaspokojenia, ale nigdy nie moge dojsc, bo albo sie budze, albo ta osoba ze snu tego nie robi, ciekawe i irytujace. Potem kojarze ostatnia scene, rozmawialam z tym facetem, nie pamietam o czym niestety, wtedy obraz zaczal znow sie zaciemnac i znikac, powiedzialam 'im losing you', i obudzilam sie. Bardzo chcialam ponownie zasnac, ale nie moglam...bylam taka szczesliwa i zrelaksowana, to bylo niesamowite, pozytywne, jak drugie zycie.