lucid

I remember this to be a very stable, vivid LD, yet I have not much recollection about it, seeing that several bouts of dreams followed this one.

I am in a long, white room. It seems like a game room of some sort. (Like a pool room without pool tables.) I become lucid in a way I can't remember, perhaps automatically. At first I have difficulty moving, but thankfully it subsides when I begin talking. "Since this is only a dream, can you answer a question?" I ask the big crowd made up of my class. They are standing in very neat rows, and I in front of them.

"What do I do with Sho?" I ask. (Somehow I know he is not present) Howard comes forward and instantly answers.

"You need to let go of the things he doesn't know you don't have," he says.

I am dumbstruck. I had expected an insightful answer from my own mind to help me solve my life problems; instead I get utterly nonsensical and 100% incomprehensible garble. Even for dream talk, this is ridiculous. (Now that I think back, what did I expect? It was a dream; it's my subconscious after all. And a little bit of analysis in waking life allowed me to decipher its meaning.)

"What?" I answer. He instantly repeats the sentence he'd said, louder and more impatiently.

I decide to move on with my dream goals. I spend a little time thinking. When I look down, two bright pinkish-red high-heeled slippers are waiting for me. I put them on, stand in front of the rows of classmates, and click the heels, thinking, "I wanna go somewhere Sho is." Weirdly, this doesn't happen. He appears in front of me instead. I think he then shoots me with a cannon or something, but I don't remember anything that happened after that.

I open my eyes, im in my bedroom looking up at the ceiling. i roll out of bed in almost a pouncing manner, land on my feet facing my door, its open for some reason, this almost never happens.

I slowly walk outside to the landing, something isn't right. im growing pretty suspicious of my surroundings, i do a nose plug RC and BAM i can breathe!
The dream sort of flashes and i dont want to lose it so i bury my excitement and shout "I'M DREAMING!"
I kneel down feel the carpet, and the textures of the wall, i decide to bite a chunk out of my door. I imagined it to taste like chocolate, and it did. I giggle and decide to see where this dream was going to take me.
I start to walk towards the stairs then think "im in a dream, screw walking" so i decide to float. I float to the stairs and then down them, at the bottom i lose concentration cause im so happy i did it and end up sort of stumbling and landing in a heap. I laugh to myself.

I open the door to my living room and sat on the sofa are my parents and grandparents. They look at me and ask me what im doing, "well, im dreaming and im gonna go outside for a little fly if thats ok?"
They shrug and look a little confused.

All of a sudden i am back at my parents house, i walk up to the double french doors and jump and smash straight through them, i go through in slow motion and watch as the shards of glass twist and turn through the air.
For some reason at that point i hear somebody shout "your not making enough noise" whether it was sarcasm or not ill never know!

I walk into the garden and float upwards, im trying to fly over the fence and away, i start off well, then my speed just dies, its like something is stopping me, so i decide to turn around and float back down to the ground, whilst doing this I decide i would like a fight, ninjas or something, but i really didnt concentrate hard enough, still far too excited to control my thoughts. Instead of ninjas, a reddish glow appeared on the patio infront of me, i see this and think, meh, good enough, ill try to take it out with a fireball. I hold my hand away from my eyes and imagine energy pulsing through it, getting hotter, i look at my hand and there is a fireball right there! I launch it at the reddish glow and it disappears.

My dad walks through the broken glass of the doors, looking pretty angry, i guess hes the best my subconscious can do for now and i still want a fight, so i raise my arms out to my sides and shout, "oh its big man daddy, bring it!"
He walks up to me, slowly and tries to punch me, i block it and grab him by his throat and lift him off the ground. I suddenly remember im looking for my DG! "say, do i have a dream guide?"
"yes" he replies. "can you set up a meeting for me?" i ask, he looks at me and says "why would i do that?" I laugh at him, "why? Hmmm, cause im dreaming and ill kick your arse if you dont?" he closes his eyes, "it is done" he says.
I slam him into the ground chokeslam stttyyylee! and i then wake up.

So I looked out of the window, and noticed the sky was weird again, and knew I was dreaming. When I walked outside, it felt like I had shades on and hood...everything was really dark. I didn't know what to do other than pretend to pull them off. I tried it a few times, and then I just removed my shirt. Day shifted into night, and the sky was beautiful. There were hundreds of stars in the sky, and there were clouds swirling around that looked like Chinese dragons. I saw a space ship, and decided to follow it. All of a sudden, I'm in outerspace flying at hyper drive speeds. It slows down, and I find myself aboard it. There are these aliens and humans there, and I just went through destroying all the aliens. Eventually it was time for plan B.

I'm not sure if I became fully lucid, but at least partially lucid. It was a long dream but I only remember part of it now. I was congratulating my friend from graduating while he was at a desk at school, and then he insulted me I think. I was in a washroom next but then the power went out. It was really creepy so I decided to get into the limosine with my friends who were waiting outside. They said that someone else was going to get picked up next so I would have to push over. I remember looking out the window and thinking that as long as I tried to use all of my senses and really focus on my surroundings the dream wouln't end. But it wasn't an aha! moment.

I am at a strange school and carrying some things for someone. I am outside where some railroad tracks used to be on elevated ground on the side of a field. It is a heated moment, and there are people who are very angry and almost rioting. In this dream I have children, and they are yelling at me about them. Why are they in school!?!? I just kindof end up on the bottom of the hill and curl into a ball crying. Ask them! You'll have to ask them!!! I spit out with lots of tears. My mom and sister are suddenly there, and there is a person with a gun. The three of us start to run down the old tracks as fast as we can. I encourage them on and tell them not to stop. We get to the entrance to some woods, and there is some silky material hanging down, and for some reason this is safe so we stop to make camp because it is night time. I wonder why this silky stuff makes us safe, and am a bit afraid that the gunman is going to sneak up on us in our sleep.

First Dream
I was in my house and found a secret door that led to a side of the house I have never been at (like a 5th side). There was a porch and there were neighbors that I had never met. During this dream I remember there was something after me but I didn't know what it was and it made me feel really uneasy when I awoke. I became partially lucid and tried flying but failed. Then while I was running away from whatever was after me I was taking extremely long strides like I was running on the moon.

This dream occurred after taking 2 Tylenol PMs (I was really not expecting to remember my dreams because of this) and falling asleep at around 1:30 AM.

Second Dream
I was going on a school field trip and had to get on a plane. I had weed in my backpack and I took it out and buried it right before we walked in the airport, which was a very small building. After waiting in line I was pulled aside with some other kids and put in some kind of jail cell / holding cell until everyone boarded the plane. I was released and was told that they had found weed in my backpack and had pictures to prove it. I spent the rest of the dream arguing with the chaperones.

This dream occurred sometime between 6 and 8 AM.

Third Dream
I was walking to Walgreen's through the parking lot like I do in waking life. When I turned around to see where I had been walking, everything was covered in snow. I figured that it was summer and there cant be snow and I must be dreaming (confirmed with reality check.) I became pretty damn lucid and vividly remember the coldness of the snow while I trudged through it. I tried thinking of crazy smells and tastes to experience so I could have good stabilization but I soon woke up.

This dream occurred during a nap between 5 and 6 PM.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

July 3, 2011: I am in my old bedroom. I see a door that I hadn't noticed before, beside my bed. It is a walk in closet, with a bathroom and a window. I am amazed that these rooms are here.
I then pinch my nose and realize I'm dreaming.

I stabilize and remember my task.
There is a TV in my room. I put my hand on the screen and say "Take me to the Dream Views Academy." There is a bright flash of light, but I am still in the same room.
I go to the kitchen and find a tall man. I say to him "You were going to tell me how to work the portal."
The man reads from a small booklet "Deposit pennies into the sea." It's like a password.

There is another TV in the kitchen. It is coin operated, so I put a coin in and I say to it "I want to go to the Dream Views Academy please, to deposit pennies into the sea."
The man smiles and seems encouraging.
I have some trouble saying it all correctly, but I say it and then the scene disappears and I feel a pleasant sensation.

It is dark. I try not to wake up. I stabilize the dream y rubbing my hands together, licking my hand, rubbing my body, and moving my limbs.
My vision returns. I am on a flat platform area, near the edge. I look over the edge and see small buildings, like they are very far below, but also like they are just models made of paper.

I think it is possibly a town near the academy. I want to find a castle, so I say "When I flip this switch it will make the castle appear."
There is something like a bed post. I twist the end of it, using it as the switch.
Then I see something like a castle that is built on the side of a mountain in the distance. I start to go to it but then lose lucidity and the scene changes.



Notes: Next time I try teleporting to the castle, I will have a specific part of the castle in mind. Maybe the front door, or just inside the entrance hall.

Bed @ 10:15pm
Wake @ 5am
Bed @ 6:30am
Wake @ 8:50 am

(before wbtb)
400mcg Huperzine-a
4mg Nicotine gum
2 tabs Theanine Serene
1 Natra Sleep

When I woke up the first time I realized waking up so late was a mistake, but it was worth a try, and I'm surprised I had the success I did. It just took so loooong to get back to sleep, hence the extra supps to get to sleep.

I don't remember the first part when I first became aware, just that there were a lot of people around and I realized it was a waste of my dream time so I flew out through the ceiling. My intended task was to dialog w/my inner self about the pattern/habit of punishing and abusing myself for perceived mistakes, for being in pain, for being weak, etc. I was flew through the ceiling, asked the dream, "hey, dream, what's beyond this dream?" and
next I was in room with my dad. My dad was lying on a mattress on the floor to my left, head away from me. He seemed young, and we were talking really comfortably, with an affinity that I usually don't feel IWL (due to an abusive past). It seemed to me that he and I were "on assignment", and I was trying to wake him up to help him remember his true self. I felt so tender and loving toward him, it was a little awkward in the dream. I said something to him, and he said something like he was remembering, it was coming back to him.

He then held up his right hand and a green light was blinking from inside his wrist.."There's a transmitter" he said. I looked at his left hand, and saw a digital "10:44" shining through his wrist. I lifted his hand, surprised, and remarked on it, there was some kind of device under his hand that now showed a different time. (In the dream, it wasn't a clock or a watch.). Then I moved up by his head, and he turned on his right side and I asked myself, "What does he need?" and then I held him very tenderly. That also felt kind of weird to me, to be so close and so tender toward my father, but I knew I was dreaming and went with it.

There were some non-lucid snippets of being in a room lying on air mattresses with my ex, "T". I was unconsciously moving toward him to have sex with him and some other part of me kept reining myself in, saying "noo nooooo nooo, that's not what I want, remember? I don't want to have sex with him."

I became lucid again and flew again through the ceiling, and said, "Hey, dream, I want you to take me to a beautiful healing temple where I can be alone in a room and collect my thoughts." I began moving at warp speed through a light tunnel, I heard a chorus of beautiful voices that sounded like angels and I felt ecstatic and a little uneasy because I heard the voices singing, "Righteous.....righteous....righteous....righteous ....". It was beautiful and not like a taunt, it still made me wonder, though. I emerged in a plain beige room (yah, thanks so much subconscious) with a nerdy-looking older man wearing a beige suit, glasses, with brown hair and a brown beard.

His back was to me at first, I approached him and asked him, "What do you know about "righteous"?", thinking, my subC dumped me there so he could help. He said, "I can't say I "know" anything about it..."
Me: "Okay, what can you tell me about it?"
Him: "Well, it's complicated. It's a paradox."
I hear someone approaching, and he gives me a look like I better get out of there. I'm thinking, it's a dream, maybe I should face this...but the guy is directing me with his eyes to get out so I left.
There was a gap, next thing I know, I was kneeling by a window on the floor (like one of those basement windows, only it was inside) and a woman in a blue "prison" shirt with dark hair is trying to pull me in where she is, and a long line of women behind here are all holding each other like a conga line, all trying to pull me in together.
I'm pulling back, holding my own, and asking, "WHAT DO YOU NEEEEED????"
I don't remember if she said anything, I was a little frantic, and I said, "I send every one of you one hundred pieces of love..." (totally ganked from Robert Waggoner, lol).
They were still pulling on me, and I yelled out, "God give these women what they need!"

Not sure of the sequence of this part - I walked into a room, and had some big some kind of being stuck to my back. I thought of "monkey on my back", and also think I noticed there was a small hand and also thought it might be related to an experience from the past I'm not quite over yet. As soon as I walked into the room, I saw something that looked like a metallic red hair dryer (come to think of it, it would be more in function like a creme brulee torch) and I walked over to it, pressed the top that I knew would make a flame come out, and turned my back on it so the thing on my back would catch the heat from it. (I guess I was thinking it was like a tick...if you put a flame close to a tick it will detach itself and crawl away). I think it did come off but I'm not sure.

The scene changed, I was flying again, and I said, in a voice that surprised me by how lyrical and strong and confident I sounded, "I want to experience being FREE!". Suddenly I was immersed in and swimming through ocean water that was deep blue and so beautiful. I was somehow in a building that reminded me of a church because it had dark wood frames and stained glass, yet I was still in the water. The building shrank and got smaller, while I was still in water, until I felt as if I were in a coffin. I felt slightly claustrophobic, and reached for a wall, wondering if I should try to break out, or try to wake up.

I reasoned that, I'm dreaming, I can breathe in the water, and I'm not going to die, so let's just see what happens.
I noticed the texture of the 'coffin' changing, to leathery, and a crack appearing above me. I thought "reptilian egg', and saw black filigree spine plates like a stegosaurus pass by the crack, and heard a roar. I was frightened at first, then wondered if I was one of them, if I was a dinosaur about to hatch, in which case I was one of them and belonged and it would be ok to hatch. I pecked at another part of the 'egg', and saw a hand reach through to pull a chunk off.

I thought, "oh, wow, I'm getting help!"
More pieces came off, and I found myself face to face with a muppet, who reminded me of one of the "yip-yips", only he was bright red, and was wearing a viking helmet. He had great big plastic saucer eyes.

I was like, "wtf? a muppet? whut tha wha?" and struggled to stay in the dream, but woke up. I was too awake to get back into it.

*I am at some construction place. It seems like there is some supermarket being build or so. At one point I can see thick metal wires going up from the ground and it could be some 30 meters high. Around each of them are spined two plastic, orange pipes with holes as if some DNA model. I return to the place later and those pipes are already drowned in concrete. The construction must have progressed greatly. I am there with someone else. I am not sure who it is, feels as an old friend. I am on the top of the concrete block and I can see the pairs of holes to the concrete where the pipes were. I think it must be some kind of ventilation system. We are thinking of throwing something in, but because we don’t know what is it for we don’t do it.
**I walk down a long street, and there are many small houses along the street. I don’t think I live in the house where I am going, but I go there because of some pictures or painting. I remember that I have been there once or twice before. There are two girls waiting for me there. It’s a nice modern house but for some reason it feels like it has been build really quickly. I walk up the stairs made of light wood which are turning 180 degrees. There is a huge sliding glass door leading to a kitchen. The kitchen is nice and bright with a wooden floor. I look right and see a small room at the end, some 15m away... so I walk towards it, I fell thats where I need to go. I enter the room, its small room looking like an atelier or so. There are the two girls. I always bring a few canvases and these two girls paint some painting on it for my flat. One of the girls is my sister. There is also some Brazilian girl living next door and she is making eyes on me, but my sister and the other girl say that she is pretty easy. She asks me to go for a coffee with her. She also says that she lives somewhere near Sheffield, which is near German borders. She says she will call me.
Then **I walk down a long street, and there are many small houses around the street. I don’t think I live in the house where I am going, but I go there because of some pictures or painting. I remember I have been there once or twice before. There are two girls waiting for me there. It’s a nice modern house. I walk up the stairs made of light wood which are turning 180 degrees. There is a huge sliding glass door leading to a kitchen. Then I turn right, which leads to a small room. The kitchen is nicely bright with wooden floor. Then I entre the small room and I always bring few canvases and these two girls paint some painting for my flat. One of the girls is my sister. There is some Brazilian girl living next door and she is making eyes on me, but my sister and the other girl say that she is pretty easy. She asks me to go for a coffee with her. She also says that she lives somewhere near Sheffield, which is near German borders. She says she will call me.
Then I am in my sister’s room in Zasada, but it is mine now. I think I am ill and my sister offers that she paints a picture for me. Then I go to sleep and when I wake up I see that she painted on the wall. I admire those paintings because it looks really well. On the left of the Window that faces our green house, there is a really good painting of a stylistic giraffe. It is partially like robot; with its head down as if through the window and its head is in between the window and radiator. I really admire how good it is. On the opposite wall there is some abstract painting. It is very colourful, yellow, orange, blue, and green. But then I think I go to sleep again or walk out of the room. When I wake up or come back to the room it’s all different and it surprises me greatly. So I do reality check, just in case, I look at my hands and both thumbs are to the right. So I realise it is a dream!!! And my mom walks in the room. And I am so excited that I tell my mum “Mom I am dreaming, I am dreaming!” ( I am very excited about it). I tell me sister to continue painting....and I wake up.
***I am at some area that reminds me of Berany. It’s a hill with a road running in serpentines up the hill and a running and cycling race is taking place there. There is my brother and my father with me. We tease each other about the race and my father suggests that one of us will race. We have to let the bike tune up and it takes approximately 30 min. When I come back, it looks like my dad is going to race as he already has a number on him. I say that I want to go too, so he says I need to go to register in the office. I walk there but the lady says that it’s too late now even for the run.
Next I am running up the hill so I can see the race, but there I see two men in some Viking suit running up and down the hill in a kind of fight. The one that is at the bottom of the slope throws his wide, undecorated sword at the other one but misses. Then the one high on the slope throws his sword at the bottom one and hits him in his ankle. I don’t think they notice me. As I run I pick up one of the swords but drop it a few meters later. The two warriors notice and run after me. I keep running and because I know the place I lose them. I am running very fast. As I run I also pick up a green blanket (???) but also drop it. When I return to the bottom of the hill, there is my dad without the number and he tells me that he raced already. He says that it was very difficult. We are going home, we live in a little house nearby and there are two huge stones in front of the house. I still have a feeling that those warriors are hunting me. I slide between the stones. I am wearing jeans and jacket and as I slide through there is something that looks like pea & ham and it messes my trousers. But I think its ok and it washes away easily.

Class and Securing the Hill

I was in a class, but don't know what I was learning. We all chose net-books for the day. They were all unique.
One computer had a problem.

Dream skip?

I went to a grassy hill and was going to fight some machines. Everyone in my unit or on my team had a vehicle
that served as protection. I chose a place on the hill that offered protection from ahead and from behind.

These dreams repeated. When I went to class again, I knew one of the computers had a problem. I got the same
computer I had had before because I knew that one worked.

I saw some meat that had been flattened and salted. It was raw. I ate some and realized some how, not by the taste,
that the meat had been poisoned. I started to spit out the meat. Every time I spit, I had a lot more spit to spit out. I
spit enough to fill a baggie half way. I left the class.

I was on the hill again. Someone had a boa constrictor--possibly a red tail boa. It was about 8 feet long. They were letting it get very close to me. It was trying to bite me. Eventually I was trying to hold it anyway. I tried to get it behind the head, but being tired in waking life (I guess), I couldn't focus on it much. I ended up holding it by the tail and letting it crawl on the ground.

Then I was positioned on the hill again. My spot was now vulnerable from the rear. I didn't like that at all. I had a premonition that we would be attacked from the rear. I ended up in some kind of a room that was walled by tough, nylon strapping material. I had a machine gun. It was like a cross between an AK-47 and an AR-15. I liked having it. I shot about 15 bullets and then thought I should stop in case I hit someone. I wanted to get out of the room, so I started pulling the strapping and it was coming loose. Eventually I guess I did get loose with someone else who was in the room with me.

Then I was in a military aircraft. I was never in the military. We were preparing for something. I was trying to get my machine gun it a case because I didn't want to leave it, and I didn't want to walk around wherever I was going with an open machine gun.

One of the other guys with me, a superior I think, threw a jacket out of the plane. I was upset because I think it was my jacket. It was as though I wasn't supposed to keep the military property (including the gun). I quickly put on another jacket so as to claim it. That meant the jacket thrown out was someone elses.

OGF

I met a girl who looked like someone I used to date. I was my current age--she was the age I met her. I approached her nervous of how she would respond to what I wanted to tell her. I told her that I know I am much older, but I just wanted to tell her that she looked like an ogf. She looked exactly like her. I was in love.

Later, she responded more to my liking, and I became semi lucid, or at least controlled my dream. I started holding her. I was taking my time to go up her shirt because I was enjoying being with her, but I realized I may wake up soon, so I started going further up her shirt. I got so far as to feel where her breast started. I didn't go further because I wanted to save some of the enjoyment. I never got to feel her breast, but I was enjoying looking at her face too much.

Nondream - Lucid - Nonlucid

WILD!
I actually wasnt planning on doing a WILD, It wasnt even a WBTB, it just randomly happened while I was just trying to get to sleep.
So I went straight to bed at around 11 like I usually do, not even thinking about lucid dreaming.
and somehow, as soon as I hit SP, my mind just 'woke up' and I knew what was happening.
Sweet, I just took all the hard work out of WILDing

It was SP but I wasnt just hearing random stuff this time,
I was listening to my dad lecture me, cool stuff.
I reminded myself to stay as calm as possible, and ofcourse..
My heartbeat starts going Nuts.

My heart starts beating extremely fast, i mean like machine gun fast. Its never even beat this fast in real life.
Crap. I was gonna wake up for sure.
Wellllllll, I DIDNT wake up, I guess it was just some prank,
Good game subconscious, good game.

I finally felt the dream coming, and that familiar buzzing feeling of finally entering it.

Im standing in my room, funny how most of my lucids always start in here.
I remember to stabilize, and stabilize I did.
I made sure to use all my senses, I looked around at my room, I rubbed my hands together,
I sniffed the air a few times, though I did forget about sound, but there wasnt anything to really listen to anyways.
I let myself become more aware of my surroundings.
It worked, amazingly. I actually felt the dreams stability, and even my vision was decent.
Then it hit me, how should I say this, I really really really wanted to try um, Lucid.. 'Love making'
Im not a perv I swear, I was just curious yknow :)

I stepped through my window, it felt natural by now,
And found myself flying through the side of a hotel, there were a bunch of balconys,
but I ofcourse was dodging them all like a boss.
I was flying pretty fast too, or at least faster then I usually do, but I wasnt really thinking much of it.
It was a nice sunny day, there were some interesting figures standing on each of the balconys I passed,
unfortunately I cant remember any details.

I made my way to an opening, It was a big area overlooking the ocean,
It was full of tables and chairs, like some restaurant had just set up near it.
There were plenty of people, this is perfect I thought, and landed from my flight.

My eyes were busy sweeping back and forth around the crowds, a smirk clearly stamped on my face,
I saw a girl my age, I knew her, I used to go to school with her, this was it.
The thing was though, she was surrounded by a group of guys, who I knew to be kids from their school, I walked up anyways.
I went straight to her, she looked up at me and smiled, I knew what had to be done.
I took her by the hand and carried her, and looked for a more private place, I didnt wanna do it out in the open..

Though looking back I guess I shouldve just done that, It was a dream after all.
I started walking away from the scene, carrying my prize in my arms,
and ofcourse, the guys she was with werent too happy I was walking away with their girl, and immediately started chasing after me.
Great. Well, I started running, why I didnt just blast them with some cool energy attack, or even just fly away, I will never know.

Up ahead I saw a bathroom, cool I'll hide in there..
I sprinted to the mens section, then realizing they could still follow me in here, I corrected myself and ran into the girls section,
And sure enough they stopped right outside the door, which was wide open by the way,
and started moaning and whining about how they couldnt follow me in, yay dream logic

The bathroom though was just Tiny.. And I was just some two inches from the open door,
where the douches were being held back by some invisible force field, but I knew my shield wouldnt last forever.
In front of me was a stall, this was the only way to get deeper into the bathroom, and finally get away from the guys chasing us,
And to finally 'get to know' this girl I'd been carrying the whole time.
I reached for the door handle, It was my time to shine

...

Locked.
SHIT. Why??!?!?!?!?!?! HOW could somebody be taking a piss at a time like This?!
The guys behind us had woken up and viciously grabbed and PULLED me out of the bathroom,
I fell backwards.. Falling, and landing on my bed, still mourning the loss of my prize..



Well, at least I had a lucid dream

I was laying in bed trying to WILD and remembered that it has been awhile now and that I don't feel the change btween awake and dreaming. I did a reality test and realized i went into a lucid dream. I got out of bed and I couldn't see. I immagined what was in front of me and acted as if I was focussing intently on it, it then slowly came to be in front of my eyes. I walked over to my closet and decided to go to a frosty land. I opend the door after verbally stating I wanted to go to the cold north, I only saw my closet rearanged from what it normally is aranged. I closed it and tried again only to fail. The dream faded and I found myself in bed again, where all my WILDs start. I thought that this might not be a real awakening and I was right. I got up and tried again hopeing no zombie was in the closet. There was no zombie. The dream faded and I was in bed again. I got up and remembered what Yoshi told me about flying where you want to go. I got up and looked at everything focusing on very small details and the feelings I had to stable the dream. I then walked to my living room door and tried to run through it. I only stoped short of going through it many times. I then opend it and worried that my real body might be sleep walking and get hit by a car. I got on the edge of the porch and jumped off. While I was flying I looked at a map and went north. Suddenly it was snowy and I was joined by some gryphon riders from WoW. We said no pleasantrys. I started to fly higher into the sky near the clouds. I didn't want to lose control of flight do to no referance point. I figured out a new way to steer my self up and down while flying. I flew up to a cave with an Alliance banister from WoW besides it, there where 2 in fact anlong side a steam tonk. The dream ended.

Woot I learned a new way to get rid of dream blindness and to fly better.

I woke up at about 6am this morning..2 hours earlier than I planned to, so I figured it was too early to have passed an REM cycle. I got up, browsed some sites on the computer for a while, then went back to try a WILD at about 7am.

Green = non-lucid
Red = moment before lucidity
Sky Blue = lucid

First Attempt:

I knew I had nearly done it when I felt a huge tingle all over my body, which at some point just broke. It kind of feels like your body "disconnecting" if you were to describe it. Behind my lids, I was seeing some flashes of pictures in the distance, and I was attempting to focus on them. However, I feel like I got too excited at this new sensation, and the pictures soon went away and simply turned into blackness. I opened my eyes to find myself lying in bed.

Second Attempt:

Not willing to give up, I decided to try one more time. It was a strange mix of non-lucidity and brief lucidity, but I am getting there. I once again felt the telltale sign of that "disconnecting" feeling, and this time let it overtake me without trying to focus too hard. Unfortunately, I believe this thought of completely letting go caused me to lose consciousness and I fell into a non-lucid dream...

I was in some type of either spaceship with narrow corridors. I knew I was in danger, I believe I was also with my girlfriend. There were howling noises in the background like wolves, and we were hiding in this dark room, but still light enough to faintly see each other...we were on a chair and I remember hugging her..but for some reason we didn't care about the danger and well it was starting to become "feely."

At this point that dream fades out, and I open my eyes to find my room...or so I thought.

I "woke up" and lay in bed for a few seconds just looking out my window. But something didn't feel right. Outside the window was another building..with a gated fence in front of it. It was also at ground level, when I live on the top floor of an apartment building. At this moment I realized it was a dream.

It felt incredibly stable at first. I walked to the window and looked outside. The sky was dark, everything was shaded in gray, and I was at ground level, inside a black fenced enclosure that looks like one of those city parks with all cement. I felt scared like there was a sense this would be a nightmare, but realizing that I was dreaming, I braved it and stepped outside my window. I believe this is the moment I got ahead of myself: I walked for a bit, then immediately wanted to test the ability to create things. I looked at a spot on cement lot and imagined Holo(anime) standing there. It worked and it didn't. As I did this, it felt like I was focusing on my body lying in bed to work the imagination, rather than my dream body. I became aware of myself lying in bed and try as I might to get the dream to come back, it was too late.

I am definitely going to try more tomorrow however. Now that I know more or less what sleep paralysis feels like to me, I know what to expect and will be able to take things slower.

non-dream - non-lucid - lucid

03-07-11 I slid out of bed during WILD attempt and knew I was dreaming as I never lost consciousness. When I feel a tingle down my right arm I recognise it as paralysis. I start experimenting. I start off by being able to move a phantom arm outside my normal arm and then things pick up speed as I rotate within my body. After this I slide out of the bed somewhat falling somewhat levitating.

My room had a wall where the windows normally are and there were two tellies. Another difference is that there is a guitar hanging above the computer table accompanied by some strange decorations. I start falling through the floor and my breathing is impaired, which frightens me a bit. Although I am fully separated from my physical body location wise I can still feel my breathing and I draw in a deep breath. I decide to brave it and although the image is fading I shout out “I want to remain lucid” (I actually scream this in English though it is a second language). At first my voice is blurry and I am having trouble getting the words out. This isn't new to me however so I scream it again and again. Might do it 4 times in total. As the dream stabilise a bit I notice it is sunny outside so I go towards the window intending to find Mitzu (to clarify if that yellow eyed man eater is actually my dream guide). I start calling her name and start flying through the window. For a brief second I expect problems with the window, but to my surprise I manage to go through it with no issues, however it is as if I am looking from inside the glass for a substantial amount of time, which distorts my vision a bit blurring things. My flight is working fine and as I look down I notice a lot of clutter on the terrace below, some of it is plants the rest I don't figure out in time as the dream ends.

Notes: This was an unintentional WILD. I had tried for an hour before with no success after 2-3 hours of pre-sleep. Think I was too caught up in awareness when I compare the first try with this. Second time I kept sorta singing the Hakuna Matata (LK-WILD FTW!! ^^) mantra as I really wanted to rest, seeing I am ill and all. There were some few spontaneous breath focusing when I saw HHs, but very limited awareness compared to the almost meditative states I experienced before. This mini-awareness was enough for me to recognise though when SP kicked in and I just went for it.

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

DREAM 1: I was in a train station. I suddenly though of doing an RC. After realizing I'm dreaming, I didn't actually tried to accomplish one of my dream goals, but to look at my surroundings to see what my dream looks like. I looked at an analog clock. It looked really weird and unreal. It didn't had any numbers from 1 to 5 except for 3 which looked more like 3,5.
DREAM 2: I was at my computer, talking to a bud. He was playing a game that he didn't wanted to give me and I really wanted it cos I was bored and had nothing to play.

This dream was very faded and unclear...its unclarity almost made me vomit!
I really need to make my dreams more vivid.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I didn't really intend to write anything today as I'm babysitting my brother. Had alot of dreams last night but I didn't write any of them down. My 100th lucid!

01.00: Sleep

09.00: Fragment
*I'm with some guy when I turn lucid. The guy starts telling me something. "What?" I ask him. He starts mumbling and I'm annoyed. "Whatever man" I say and walk away. "Wait, hold on!" he tells me but I just ignore him. I walk for a bit and arrive at a pyramid like building. I start spinning around and close my eyes. I start to feel the handles of paper grocery bags with my fingers with each spin. Like they're lined up on a wall around me. I imagine them being in my room, but I don't see anything.

11.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 10 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! My 100th lucid since starting! I remember getting lucid and telling myself it was my second time, but sadly I can't recall the dream before.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!