non-lucid

I barely got any sleep last night, so I didn't get up until 3:47 p.m. I don't remember anything save for that my mother and baby brother may have been involved.

Before I went to bed, I almost got an FILD again. I felt the weightlessness.

Dream 1

I'm in the side yard at my old house. Two other people are here: a boy and a girl. I'm picking some 'vegetables' off of a vine while they watch. These 'vegetables' just look like maroon potatoes. They tell me to be very careful with these since they'll be going to some rich people.

Dream 2 (fragment)

I see a large, glass display case. It's cylindrical at the bottom but rounded off like the top of an egg. The few shelves inside are full of plates of all kinds of chocolate cake. They're all labeled, decorated, and incredibly delicious looking.

Dream 3 (fragment)

I make a chocolate cake and eat it all out of the pan.

Dream 4

I'm in Sacramento with my mom and sister. We're at a restaurant (by the water?). I really enjoy the presence of out waitress and want her to come home with us when we have to leave. I want to at least leave her a tip, but can't find any 5's or 1's when I look in my wallet. I do notice that all the bills have 'God' crossed off on the back.
When we get home, we watch a music video on the tv. It shows a scene scene of some old ladies sitting in a line and moving to the music.

The first dream I remember involved a topless female. She was a little heavy set with big boobs. She was wearing a top but it was pulled down around her stomach. She laid down on a bed and was playing with them. I believe I interacted with her but I don't know for sure. She looked like someone I know from back when I lived in Iowa. There was a lot more to this dream I forgot.....unfortunately

Dream 2 just involved me texting a guy who is always forwarding me annoying religous texts. I texted him back and asked him to stop. The message I sent was rude and he replied upset.

I remember being in a place that looked like a airport, I was sitting down somewhere with my Dad and brother. This girl I know from school walks up to us and starts talking to us about something. I can't quite remember what she said but I remember her saying about her being pregnant from prostitution. Anyway the others were talking to her like they knew each other. She looked over to me and asked me if I agree'd with something, I remember just saying yeah. My mind was elsewhere, it seemed like I was close to becoming lucid.

I was carrying a box of chicken and chips for some odd reason and was walking down the road with my Dad. I don't know where he was going but I waited on the road for him. I saw many people walk by whom I knew. Some were people that I had known ages ago and were good friends with. I tried to avoid being seen because I feel it would have been too awkward.

I was at school, but it looked nothing like my school in real life. So it started off where I was walking to PE class. For each class you check in with a student volunteer who does the attendance. I checked in and he said "You're tardy" and I reply "No, I'm not!"
He told me that I would probably loose my electives and school days would become super boring. I was confused with that and didn't really believe him. I walked onto my next class which was computers. It was a weird class because it was in a courtyard outside. The teacher who stood outside looked like a llama, and it was even more funny because some random kid sitting next to her was wearing a llama costume. "You're gonna loose your electives" the teacher said. I got really pissed off and just said "You might as well put that costume on because it would fit you perfectly." and walked into class.
I was excited for lunch to come to I could see my best friend, Jayden, and hopefully she'd cheer me up. But the dream turned really scary after that and I never got to see her at lunch.

It's all broken up. I had a dream that I was at the library and there were many chairs lined up like at the airport, and if you wanted to connect to the internet, you had to sit in a chair and connect with an ethernet cord. I saw Neil Patrick Harris sitting in one of the chairs a couple rows from the front, and there was an empty seat on either side of him, and I thought about sitting next to him, but decided against it because I'd probably act ridiculous and nervous around him. Other than that, it was hard finding a seat because the place was so packed. When I finally did, I discovered that I didn't have an ethernet cord with me anyway. I think there was a guy playing guitar there on the other side of the room.

I had a dream that my brother was driving me home at night and we stopped near a field to see the deer that were in the field, and some of them were quite close.

I had another dream with Fawnlock. I don't remember anything except for a flashback that was supposed to be a story about Fawnlock showing cowardice where Fawnlock (with big antlers on his head and a satyr's lower body) and a bunch of other fauns are in this castle courtyard that's guarded on the outside by humans, and I think they were kind of slaves under humans at the time. There were some fauns on guard and some fawns that were just hanging around. The ones on guard were all perched on a high, precarious point, and they held a bar with two cages on each end that had heavy things inside to keep them balanced. On one end of the courtyard, Their perches overlook a very high and deadly drop. Fawnlock was standing nearby when suddenly, part of the castle on that end crumbled and one of the fauns on guard fell. Fawnlock ran from the scene and watched crouched behind a small black fence some feet away, while some other fauns ran to the scene and looked over the crumbled edge. The man who was telling this story voiced over this part and said, "No one knows why he jumped" even though from the scene it seemed that he was tossed down by the crumbling castle.

Had a dream that I was in Minecraft and it was nighttime and I found a lot of cool, interesting stuff with a group in this dungeon-like place. I made a couple chests and put them inside at the entrance of the building so I wouldn't lose them if I died. Later, it's daytime and there's a blonde girl there who speaks to me about something that I don't remember. She's the type of person I'm uncomfortable being around, and I can't tell if she looks down on me or not. Later, she's leaning out of a window speaking to me and I'm down on the ground with my chests. She says something rude again and I spit at her (and then immediately regret it: thinking, "I can't believe I did that! I didn't mean to do that! It just happened!"). She says, "Ew, that's disgusting!" or something like that, and I just go with it since I can't really apologize for something like that, and anyway, I do wish she'd leave me alone. As she walks away, I call after her, "Get (stay? keep?) the f*** away from me!" As I suspected would happen, when I left, she and her friends started stealing things from my chests. First I retaliated, but it wasn't really worth it since she had so many people against me. I considered apologizing, but knew she wouldn't buy it. I wanted to just take everything left and make a house somewhere else, but there was such little left that it'd be very difficult that way.

In a later dream, I don't remember much, but I need to build an enclosure for these cat people that are pretty much what Fawnlock was, but with cats instead of goat/deer.

In another dream, VALVe has released a new update for the first Portal, and I'm very excited to play it. The dark room is full of people playing Portal, but when they all leave, I am left still obsessing over it. Someone who works there but doesn't really play video games asks me if I think it's the best video game (series), and I say that it depends on what type of video game you like. She says something like, "oh, really?" as if she didn't know there was such a variety of video games, or maybe she didn't know that there were different preferences.

3-22-10

I was at the beach and seeing all kinds of cool sea life along the shore. I pulled out my camera to take some pictures. But when I pushed the button to take a picture nothing happened. Plus the battery was almost dead.

I said to myself, "Dang....why does this always happen to me?"

Then I thought, "Doesn't this always happen to me in dreams? Too bad this isn't a dream. This is way too real."

And then I thought, "Well, maybe I should just make sure....."

And I took off running for the water and jumped...and I started soaring over the water.

And I thought....."Well...what do you know....it's a dream after all."

I flew over the ocean for a moment then dropped into the water.

And then....my alarm went off.

I had about 15 seconds of lucidity.

7/6/13

Last week or so, I seem to be waking up just a few minutes too late. I still know I had a long dream, remember a few fragments and feelings, but that's it. Need to get back to my schedule.

Last night, bed 12:30am - 5;55am

4am - IRC was a real thing. #DV and other channels were real buildings. When people talked, text appeared underneath, like a subtitle, scrolling up, as new text appeared on the bottom. Text highlighted when username mentioned.

I'm running between buildings. There is a sniper, but if you make it first 15 sec, he can't get you. Or at least so they say. I ran up the long stairs into the building, sit on a toiled and lean to the left, so he can't get me.

Oh yeah. I think I may have been probed by aliens last night. Had this dream, going through some medical exams with lot's of others. Kinda like what you see in movies, when bunch of recruits stand in line going from one screening station to another one.

So I come up to this contraption. Two chrome stirups. You kneeled on them and held on to the something behind it. Then I felt the probe and doctor was talking to the MRI? tech, if he got the picture. hrm.

Dream 1:

I was driving on these crazy roads. There were right out of a Dr. Suess book...up in the air going at very steep angles up and down and twisting. I was getting really nervous driving.

Dream 2:

I was in a crowded place and suddenly saw Yuri. I wondered if he would recognize me. I walked up to him and said hi. I could tell he had no idea who I was. I told him my name. He still looked at me blankly. Finally I told him how he knew me and I could see a faint light bulb going on. Next thing I know we are in bed together. I knew he wanted to get intimate. I remember telling him that there were two reasons we couldn't have sex.

Dream 3:

I was in what was supposed to be my backyard. There were little ponds all over. I could also see fish that had jumped out of the ponds. I ran to one particularly fat fish. It was about 18 inches long and looked like a carp, but was really round. I quickly scooted it back into a pond.

I dream I am driving around a parking lot in a pink Bug with my Dad. We pull up by a small playground and see my ex-health teacher Mrs. Wolfe. She wants to speak to my Dad for some odd reason. He suggests I pull up onto the sidewalk, but Mrs. Wolfe denies the idea. So my Dad gets out and goes with her. I continue to drive in circles. I stop and get out shortly at another small park area where some of my friends are hanging out. After awhile I get back in the pink Bug and drive. But the keys aren't in the ignition, and I begin to roll down a hill. I see I'm on a dead path to hit a car and panic. I finally get the keys in and attempt to turn out of the way. To my luck, the wheel is down and won't turn because its rubbing against my legs. So I quickly pull the adjustment lever and it goes up and I turn out of the way, barely missing the car.

Next I dream its the last days of the next year of school. It feels like it went by in just a flash. I'm in the hallway of the school, which looks more like a prison than a school. I find my two friends Joey and Mark and we talk about how fast the school year has gone by. It literally felt like yesterday we started the year. Later on I'm going by classrooms and a teacher I had two years ago stops me and hands me a very odd plant.
"I noticed you're going to be in my class again next year, so you'll need this," she says. The plant looks somewhat like a small tree. It's entirely green, and has a massive stem, with green little "branches" hanging on it. And small little grey flowers are on it.

That's all I remember.

The funniest non-lucid I've had in a while. The story was about a serial killer, locked up in a room on the third floor of a mental institution. The whole dream was stylized like a Quentin Tarantino flick, and made a lot of sense. In a flashback, I saw how the killer (I knew his name, I forgot) used to work with children in a day-care center. As the other adults played with the children, he sat there motionlessly, lost in thoughts. Until the voices in his head told him to kill children. He was in his late twenties at that moment. He was quickly prosecuted and locked away, and as my consciousness temporarily merged with that of the killer, I could see reports of "my" arrest on TV. It was big. I was the next Ted Bundy, just worse because I mass-murdered children.

So, the killer was on the third floor of the institution. When the orderlies had left, he scanned the room looking for a way out. There were windows, and they didn't appear locked. I guess they were hoping prisoners wouldn't try to escape that way, because it was on third floor and it was a long way down. Some smaller hatches in the walls (?) probably lead to the attic. Suddenly, I heard voices. "Where is he?" The killed had moved out of sight of the door, and the orderlies were worried he had escaped. "I" took control of the killer, and quickly lay down on my bed to do something - like read a book (I'm not sure what I did anymore). They came in, and saw everything was fine. Then they left again.

The killer went to the window, and started opening it very slowly. It made a lot of noise, however. Outside of the building was a large lawn, where orderlies and nurses cared for less dangerous inmates. He kept opening the window all the way, and crawled outside onto a balcony. It had bars to prevent escape. Sadly, two of the female orderlies on the lawn looked up, alarmed. I whispered to the killer that he had been noticed. The orderlies gathered below the balcony, awaiting his next move. The side of the balcony was exposed, so "we" (it was as if I was the spectator of the 'film', as well as the voice in his head AND the one controlling his actions) started climbing down. The two female orderlies followed my every move, and were waiting for me. They looked pretty smug, as if I didn't stand a chance in hell to escape. I think I used telekinesis to kill one of the orderlies, by tossing some of the bars of the balcony into her face. The surviving one looked shocked for a second, but quickly regained her composure. We struggled for a moment, and I extended my arm to push her away telekinetically. Sadly, my power didn't work. She injected me with a sedative into my arm. She looked so amazingly smug about stopping me, I still wish I could hurt her.

I found the killer back in his room. This time however, there were four guards there with him, guarding him 24/7. Two orderlies, and two special agents, dressed in neat suits and sunglasses, each with a big calibre pistol. Some of them were watching TV, and doing random things to stay occupied. I looked around, and noticed escape was out of the question like this. I became the voice in the killer's head, and told him he needed to "kill them all".

He came up with a clever plot. A friend came to visit, and pretended to sell him a dog (yeah). While they were talking about what race it was, they secretly exchanged something (a key?). Either way, the plot worked, and suddenly our serial killer had a chainsaw. He went on a rampage, and brutally murdered everybody in the room. The friend was pleased, and congratulated him. But the killer could not be trusted. He killed his best friend with a stroke from the chainsaw to the face. It was all rather graphic. The top of his head was just... gone. I saw a quick info-video about how the body works. It said that if you cut off any limb, the body is drained of blood completely. If you cut off the top of his head, he doesn't lose that much, but he would eventually die of organ failure.

In the next scene, the killer escaped, and calmly walked away from the institution. The camera went to the stage of a concert hall, where the headless guy suddenly appeared in the spotlight. All the people started screaming and bolted for the exit.

DREAM:
[FONT=Verdana][COLOR="#800080"]I was hanging out at a flat block near mine with a girl named Cami and another named Diana.I was waiting for Cami to come ,but apparently her mom was scolding her for some reason.Her mom had a big butt and a big purple and pink afro hairstyle and she was wearing a maid costume(pink with white of course).She was holding a broom(a big one).Then I saw myself near a entrance to a school and I was with Diana she was worried and laughing at the same time and I was angry and I started to curse :|. Then Cami came to us and started to laugh.Then I laid on the ground(I was wearing some pink crop tank and some green shorts) and asked Diana to drag me :/ (Where,I don't know) then she hold my hands and she dragged me and I was very happy(for some reason) then she stopped it and left me there.Also some boys was sitting near me and said: Ayy girl,Can I buy you a drink? XD.Then I screamed for Diana and I told her to come back and drag me again.She was laughing for some reason then she came back and drag me again to another entrance now(for a house).There was Cami and her mom again with another old woman.We weren't angry anymore. Cami's mom was talking with the old woman and I tried to sneak into the house but she scolded me and she wanted to hit me with her broom but I kicked her.Then I got into the house(The colors were dark purple-light purple-red-pink) And there was my sister and I asked her if she wanted to move the bed from the living room in the bedroom(and move the one from the bedroom to the living room) cause It will match better.(She had 2 beds in the living room) She said:Hehe,No,Thanks. Then I said: Ok..Then I woke up.[/FONT][/COLOR]

FRAGMENT: [COLOR="#800080"] I was somewhere on a beach jogging.[/COLOR]

Another FRAGMENT:[COLOR="#800080"]I remember a girl face.[/COLOR]

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was browsing dreamviews and i was counting score, i already had great score from three lucids on 5th ( ), also i had some cards with unit icons from AI War. I went to nap.
Then i wake up(Forgot RC!) and can't find cards for a while but then notice them, they were moved to a different place, then time is only 01:00, which makes me realize that i am dreaming, i have that dreaming feeling but then i wake up.

Finally I remembered a good chunk of a dream.

1. [non-lucid]
Were in a very dark corridor, 3 kids are walking slowly, the kid in front has a torch I think and the kid at the back (Tom) was very worried about a man he just saw in the darkness which happened before the dream started. We come to a corner (theirs some sort of wooden pillar on the corner), as they are walking round it Tom suddenly stopped and said "the man was my/the murderer" the other kids just think he is being silly and laugh it off, Tom is now petrified about the man.

Sidenotes:
As Tom said "the man was my/the murderer" I became really scared as if I was in fact Tom. I felt an emotion
Tom had spiky dark brown hair.

2.
Was to focused on the first dream to remember.


I think I hit the start of a WILD as I kept hearing noises and I felt like I was slipping off my bed, the problem was this was before I had any sleep at all and I know WILD's don't work at the start of the night.

I'm with my friend and her dad in a car. He drives us to what looks like a tall, covered well covered by a wooden roof with four wooden support beams. We pull up to it as if it's a drive through but then we park a few yards away. When I exit the Excursion I see that it is a sunscreen dispenser. I've already put some sunscreen on and when I look at my friend I see that she's got some on her smiling face and a huge clump in her hand.
Now, I am by some water (a creek?) and im looking down at the ground by the water's edge. I see a spiky caterpillar. Looking closer, I see many more. Some are crawling out of the dirt. I look in the water and see a tan, wood something. It's half of a wood carving of a small yin-yang symbol. I find the other half and decide I'll keep them to add to my collection (that I don't have IWL).
The setting changes again, and im looking at my friend sitting in a seat that's about eye level. I hand her my carton of orange juice so I can climb up. After climbing up, I now find myself standing on an outdoor stage. Its an Eagle's concert. In front of the stage are some rows of seats and tents. On the stage, I see two guys trying to close a lid on a tupperware. They then take comments from the audience before announcing their new album/song called either Dark Waters or Troubled Waters.