non-lucid

02.21.2012

Stamping images on Lady's Ass, Riding Bicycle and Finding Kaomea?, In Car, Alyzarin's Garden?

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm still looking for Kaomea, but I'm also looking for Alyzarin. Funny thing is....I had a dream where I SWEAR she was there (Kaomea).

The other dream on the other hand....I don't know if it was Alyzarin or not, but damn did I wake up with an erection. O.O

Dream 1: Stamping images on Lady's Ass

Note: I just say it was a threesome because it seemed like I was recalling what happened AFTER we did whatever we did. Kind of like just cuddling and admiring this random woman's ass

I was in bed with some lady, I couldn't get her facial features, all I saw was her ass, I think she was standing up wanting to get her butt stamped with some kind of logos (Like wtf lol, this doesn't make sense, it looked like a pedobear logo, but it's too small to assume about that lol). There was some other random dude, but I don't know what he was doing, he was probably just there to look or something.



I'm wondering why the hell she wants that, but I see stamp somewhere near the bed, and I think me or the guy joining in on the fun just start stamping, but the logos weren't showing up (thank goodness it wasn't a pedobear logo ).

Then someone comes in the room, and when I look quickly to see how it was, I saw that we were doing this weird scene near some place that looked like it was going to be a garden!



There was this DC that looks like he's in his 30's, and he comes in and sees what we're doing I think. I quickly try to hide my naked body (I think it's naked) with a blanket. I'm not too sure on what happened next, except that the same person who came was apparently going to be interviewed or asked a few questions.

I'm wondering why would he be asked questions after the questionable stamping of me putting barely noticeable logos of the something....or maybe it was the other guy who did the stamping....yeah I think it was the guy stamping the girls ass.

Even though we were inside a room, looking beyond the glass structure of the entrance (glass door and everything), the ground was brown with stone and everything. The leaves of the trees were very green and lively.

To be honest, I think I may have been closer to finding Alyzarin in this dream if I was lucid, but these are dreams from NON-REM most likely since I woke up around 4:45 AM (slept around 12:45 AM, but probably went into deep sleep around 1:30 AM I bet).

Dream 2: Riding my Bicycle in Circles and Finding Kaomea again?

I was riding my bicycle in circles. This dream, like the one above, is vivid (I'm wondering the reason why it's vivid is because Alyzarin smoked some stuff to help her make them clearer ....probably just me entering the deeper stages of REM, but I'll still be open-minded to that possibility).

The environment represented the University I'm in, and I believe I'm at a dead end when I'm riding the bicycle. I turn around and see a figure that might look like Kaomea, but my memory of the facial features was hazy (but with shared dreaming attempts, I think it's better to feel their energy signature rather than speculating on what they look like).



I don't know what I did after, but apparently I saw a glance of some meeting of random people asking how much of their time they spend working or going to class.

I think most said they did 75% college work and 25% in having a job (but I'm not too sure on those percentages, I just believe it could've been related to Kaomea).

Dream 3: Study Hall in High SChool

I'm in a school setting again, and it feels just like the Study Hall class I took as a Senior my first semester in Mayde Creek High School. I'm near the entrance of the room, and it looks almost exactly like the class room structure. I'm talking with random DCs that I can't really pick up on facial features, but they were trying to tell me how to find someone.

(Now that I think about it, they were probably showing me how to find Alyzarin....since this is the first time in a while since I had a school related dream....but I'll still be open to the possibility that this dream was just an association with waking life....but again...I feel it was created by my intention to find Alyzarin).

I'm trying to pay attention to where they were pointing and explaining, but they were pretty much gave useless information, or maybe it was me not paying attention. I turn my back to see the small window on the classroom door to see if anyone was there, but I don't think I saw anyone.

Then I turn back to the classroom again, and I try to move my head and neck to see who's in front of the class (the seating arrangement was where the desks where facing opposite of the classroom door).

I know I saw random DCs, but it was too bland and simple for me to really know they're faces.

Dream 4: Mother is Driving (DILD)

I'm inside a car with my mother, and she's driving. Eventually, I know that I'm dreaming after we argue over trivial things (couldn't remember them, probably wasn't even an argument in the first place), and I tried to move, but I wanted to just looks at the traffic ahead of us. I saw the sign that signals people to walk or stop, but the dream starts to fade away because I stared too much at the view for too long.



But there was NO way in hell I was going to fail this time....I woke up, but I believe my eyes were closed....I was sort of dissapointed that I actually knew I was dreaming, but I didn't want to move. It was one of those moments where you just sit and wonder....and you're like...holy $$$$. But I wasn't excited from this dream inside the car with my mother, I just had a realization

Dream 5: Appering Inside Alyzarin's House? (WILD or DEILD)

Again, this could be a WILD, but it was most likely a DEILD since I don't remember waking up again after Dream 4 to do a successful WILD. I apologize for the rambling, but I'm just PUMPED UP and excited from this!

(I think the reason why I rarely became lucid in my dreams, it wasn't the fact that I just sucked, it's just that I didn't stay up long enough for the WBTB...I stayed about for about an hour and 45 minutes before going back to sleep....well....at least I know the rough estimate to be aware of my dreams quickly now!)

And I know this dream wasn't pretentious since it's still lingering in my mind, and I sure as hell knew I was lucid because of the nose plug RC.

I remain still, seeing the black of my eyes, still in the state of being half awake/sleep from the previous dream.

I see images rushing through my head, and I swore I saw an image from a character from the avatar, and I heard music playing as well, and it sounded familiar like the video below. (The guy at 18 seconds to 19 seconds....and 38 seconds until the end of the video is part of what I experience (not exact, but it's a pretty accurate experience I had)...




As I'm seeing more images flash before my eyes, I see this yellow background, and it turns into this wormhole kind of structure, and I'm just sliding along for the ride to enter the dream state.

But before I'm literally being pulled into this wormhole/blackhole/whatever...for some reason, I said to myself "Alyzarin's Garden....Alyzarin's Garden....Alyzarin's Garden..."

(We had the intention of meeting each other in a school related dream, but something just came over me that time, but I just went with whatever thought was in my mind to just go with the Garden thing...sorry about that Alyzarin!)

Anyway, I'm being grabbed into the dream state, and then I wake up...but it's a False Awakening. I'm pretty sure I know I'm dreaming, but I just wanted to make sure since my eyes immediately opened (I wasn't able to gradually open them).

I let myself linger a little bit while in bed to speculate, and then I decided to get up. I do a nose plug RC, and I'm breathing through. Definitely dreaming! YES!

I stay calm surprisingly (since I'm long overdue for a lucid dream), and I'm looking around my bed a little bit in the dark, trying to take in th environment and stabilize the dream (but I knew I should've done more stabilization) I'm floating a little bit, and then I reach the ground (I wonder if this was an OBE/AP...since I'm usually always on the ground when lucid).

I open the door in my bedroom, and I'm in this area that is very unfamiliar to me. The wooden floors had that shiny wooden polish to it, there were several windows to my right that helped me realize it's still night time or just early morning for me being inside this house.

I think I even see a fancy white fireplace to the left of me as well, but I didn't pay too much attention to this.


I had a hunch that I was inside of a house where there was a garden outside. I saw one of those fancy marble statues of some figure that I can't depict too well. I'm still wondering where the heck I am, and I just look around for a little while.



Then I decided to open the door in front of me to see to verify that I'm dreaming and am in someone's house. I open the door slowly, and I see the backyard of someone's house.

The grass is really green and clean, but I didn't pay too much attention because the moment I opened the door, the alarm initiated, and it sounds just like the one in the other house I use to live in for vacation before heading to college.



I quickly go towards the alarm, trying not to panic too much, so I thought that since this sound is familiar, obviously the code I use to deactivate it would work.

Nothing works, I even tried switching the last two entries in deactivating the alarm, but NOTHING works!

That's when I started to panic.....I'm definitely in someone's house. It feels quiet too, like no one is in the house. I didn't feel afraid or anything, it's just this alarm, and me wondering what I'm going to do in order to deactivate it that woke me up slowly.

I think when I was thinking about going to Alyzarin' Garden, my mind honestly wanted me to be transported there, but just inside of her house (possibly)...I guess it's up to Alyzarin to see if she had a similar experience.

But the backyard garden itself would've been a pretty nice environment to look at. I felt as if I was the only person in this setting, which would've been perfect for a potential shared dreaming with Alyzarin....oh well. Next time!

Hopefully I can have another success with the WBTB by staying up for a while. Just have to sleep earlier.

#9

Me and a few others all travel across the world, not to see the world but because we are stealing basically goody bags from the planes. The planes would for some reason land outside the airport and we would sneak out of the plane, attach a bomb to a compartment, and blow the inside black backpack out. This happened three times with us not even pausing in the country we were in. Then the fourth time something went wrong I think Noah lost his backpack outside, and we all got super spooked and had to lay low. I remember going back to my seat on the plane and frantically searching through everything I had sure that something was going to set off the alarms at the airport, but the actual airport was a breeze. So we stayed in a hotel room and we all were having a good time like it was a vacation. Me and Ryan met this girl and I was flirting with her and it was working but the girl wanted me to go spend a day with her and her mom, and I wanted to chill at her house and watch movies (if you know what I mean). But she seemed to guess my intentions and said she wasn't ready for that. I think I just left after that (I'm a dick in my dreams) and went back to the hotel. We met some people at the hotel and went somewhere to party with them. One guy and girl were trying to talk to me but it was entirely drunk/high mumbo jumbo. Everybody was getting drunk and high, but for some reason I wasn't. I remember walking back to the hotel and Drew was yelling at his girlfriend because she was accusing him of something. The next day we all took a run around the city we were in (Was not america, but I don't think it ever was dubbed anything in the dream) I met a man while I was running who was also running and we began to freestyle while we ran (haha). This lasted until I woke up.

Yesterday, I played BF3 all day up until I went to bed - about 14 hours. Nearly all of that day consisted of me playing on Metro, leveling up my Support class as well as Medic.


The dream started by the stairs, and apparently I was on RU team because I was gunning down the US with my M429. Below is a picture of the weapon for refrence (except I have the extended mag, foregrip, and the Holographic optics on it):

It seemed like I had unlimited ammo, and that the trigger was stuck on because I never stopped shooting at the seemingly infinite supply of US troops. I probably killed like 200 people. After awhile, I kept seeing these red things in the corners of my vision, and ran like hell to avoid them, because of course they're grenade warnings.

After awhile, the dream seemed to alter itself after almost fading away. Instead of looking down the stairway on the level, I was looking up (thus I was on the US team), and must have been a medic because I saw tons of revive symbols. Being the good Medic I am (), I decided to whip out my defibrillators and start going revive-happy on my teammates. Keep in mind I am still running like hell every few seconds from the red circular grenade warnings.

Anyway, after awhile, must have decided I was invincible, because I whipped out my MK3A1 (aka Jackhammer) and charged up the stairs. Below is a picture of the weapon for reference:

I have the extended mag and the same scope I have on the M429 on this gun; the Holographic one. In the dream, it seemed like I had infinite ammo once more, because as I ran up the stairs with my explosive frag rounds people started blowing up like I was playing Unreal Tournament 3. Bullets kept hitting me and bouncing off. The feeling would be comparable to being hit with a paintball through a pillow.

I just kept pushing what seemed like a hundred of the RU team back with explosions until we got like... I'd say 3/4 of the way to base A, then my Dad woke me up to go to the Dentist.

I am in my room sitting down on the floor looking at something (I forgot what exactly). My friends are with me two. We are sitting in 2 rows and singing the songs of Little Shop of Horrors. Our music instructor is on her knees in front of us. I am not singing and just sat there admiring this thing in my hands. I also think I am upset and don't feel like singing. We go through all the songs, and finally get up hoping we will get a break. The music instructor goes one by one, telling us if we individually did good or bad and whether we deserve a break. She gets to me and says I could take a break. She then comes back to me and goes off telling me that I did not sing at all and I was just looking down at the thing in my hands, and that I am really lazy and do not deserve a break, but she was going to give me one anyway. I am totally ignoring her at this point cause I am sick of her and the director telling us we are terrible when obviously we've got talent. (They are like that in RL) So my friends and I plan on going out into Skyrim and meeting in the plain in front of Whiterun as werewolves. We are planning for an awesome time, and I am wondering whether to bring a really detailed map or a general map of the province. We go outside and instead of going to Whiterun, we are in front of my house playing hide and seek. There is an extension to my house that is not there in RL. I noticed that that was weird because it was never there before!!!.....but did not do a reality check!..so I brushed it off. I believe the dream jumps here and I am this house meeting with this woman. She is very formal and I don't want to offend her, so I try to act as stiff and quiet as possible lol. I take a seat and she does, too. She turns out to be really nice, however. Her husband comes in and we greet each other, but they have a weird way of doing this. He greets me and his wife, but because he was the last to greet, he had to go to the door, open it, and stick his hand outside... I think that that is a really strange custom and I also think it weird that he went all the way across the room to open a door when there was another door right next to us ...but AGAIN I forget to do a RC because I thought that it was just a custom of theirs (I am apparently in another country), and brush it off once again!! . (Writing this I am realizing how aware I actually was in this dream I'm so proud lol). So i go over to the fireplace and talk with the wife. I ask her if she has any tea hiding in her house somewhere. (For some reason I think we are in Britian). She gives me an awkward smile and says she hates tea. I flip becuase I really don't like tea either! I think this is strange also. I stereotypicaly remembered that British people like tea..But she tells me that she is Italian haha. The dream skips again and I am on a train! I am looking out the window. The sky is cloudy and we pass by this open field. In the field I see about 4 people crucified on huge scrap metal put together in the shape of a cross. I stare at them because 1) I have never witnessed someone crucified in person, so I thought it was horrific, and 2) I was curious why the cross was made of junk metal when it should have been wood. But I forget to do a RC once again and the train continues on. The next thing I remember is that that man's son I had met earlier was missing and I needed to find him. I stop in this town square and go to this random house. I believe Selena Gomez was with me for some reason! We enter and this random couple tells us something I don't remember. They go on to tell us that the man's son had joined this group that performed dark magic and betrayed them or just quit, and now he was fleeing from them because they were going to kill him. I walked outside into the square and looked up. In the sky I saw a boy riding a broomstick and behind him were thousands of knives flying after him! He keeps flying and eventually one by one the knives drop to the floor, thank goodness. I go back into the room and the couple tells me something else. I remember that I had dreamt of this before, but did not put two and two together and realize I was dreaming!

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had two weird dreams last night.

23.00: Sleep

05.30: Demolition at work
I'm at work, looking at the huge cranes at the nearby construction site. Suddenly one of them starts to spin really fast. It hits the nearby crane which starts falling. People are holding on for their dear life, trying to fasten themselves to the crane with ropes. A ladder falls and a guy falls with it. A third crane topples and a fourth starts spinning. It's pure chaos. Soon all the cranes are down on the ground, smashed to pieces along with everyone on them. Strangely they had a whole bunch of workers up on them. The last crane spins like a big amusement park ride. It's got weird white cogwheels with people in them. It spins downwards slowly and after a minute or so it lands, everyone on it safe and sound.

I'm amazed by what just happened. I can see the construction site where the buildings they started on, and it's almost empty. "Oh well, I guess they have to start all over now" I say to the guy nearby. He's really short. I know I'm the tallest one at work, but this guy is almost a dwarf. Two more people show up, it's my boss and another guy. Both of them barely reach up to my chest. I pick one of them up for fun and put him down again.

05.30: Ice Cream
I'm running towards the train when I see a billboard with all the times on. 'Crap! Just missed it... Oh well, might aswell have something to eat then.' I spot a small shop selling snacks and ice cream. I walk up to the guy at the counter and I decide to buy some expensive Ben and Jerry's. "What's that flavor?" I ask and point at one. "It's cornflakes!" he tells me. "Uh, okay. I'll just have some strawberry" I say and ask for the price. "Fifty two crowns" he says. An increase by two then... I give him the money and change my mind in the last second. "I'll have blueberry instead!" I get my ice cream

The dream skips. I'm in some kind of Japense wok place, only the backroom is filled with hot steam showers.

05.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

dream 1 - I met Katsuno's crush. She confessed to me that she liked Katsuno too....lol...... I didn't recognize her face but she had blond hair. we were at some kind of shiny garden? tree-resting place...

dream 2 - My brother and his friend and I went to somewhere. I get frustrated for some reason.

dream 3 - did WILD! but the scene was too foggy and unstable... I imagined of being Stella (my character) as a johan with Amy beside me. I could feel her that she was near me but the dream was really unstable. I fight several johans using daggers and kung fu, jumping and kicking.

Birds

I was in a car with unknown DC's. The scene out my passenger-side window was a very large bush on the left and one on the right. They must have been 15 feet tall and 10 feet wide. Between them was an opening.

Behind and between them was open space. I saw a bluebird hanging in the air as though perched on a branch. I thought that was very odd. I told someone to look at it, but then the bird was on a tree branch.

In the background was a large oak. The trunk was behind the bush on the left. The branches, bare due to the season, and now the blue bird was in the same position, but perched on a branch.

Now there is a Macaw perched in the tree. I was trying to remember the name. I finally identified it as a Scarlett. It had a white beak and red feathers. It seemed to be in poor shape. Its feathers were matted and it seemed a bit sickly.

I tried to give it a nut or a seed or something. I was afraid because it was such a large bird, but I didn't really think it would come to me. I showed it the nut and it started to fly to me. I was really afraid.

Then there was a bird that looked like an Egret, but it was black. It also had some speckles on it. Then there were two or three of them with several other large birds. They were all together as though they formed a little eco-system.

I was trying to catch one of the birds, or give them food ore something. I can't really remember. I was up against a wall as the scene unfolded now. There was some issue with a toy and who it belonged to. The birds were still around.

The End

Dentist

I was at the Dentist. It was a really cheap office, but I didn't mind. I thought it was a Mexican dentist's office, but the guy himself was American.

The room was large and baron. The walls were a medium shade of green. I thought how my brother would have never gone there because it wasn't good enough. I liked it because it didn't have the feel of a regular dentist's office.

The dentist had done some work on a back molar (in good shape in waking life). On some adhesive material was inscribed that there was some deal on the tooth. He had to write it on the tooth to get the discount.

Then I had to write it in the next tooth up to get the deal. I had to write "Superior" or some shit like that. I was trying to scratch it in with my fingernail and it was not working at all. I explained the trouble I was having, so the dentist put on a bracket as though I needed braces. There was some adhesive cement that went on the top of my tooth.

The dentist said that I would be messing with it for a while. He meant that I would feel it in my mouth and my tongue would be going to it to feel it for a while until it wasn't messy anymore, or until I got used to it.

I wasn't happy about it, but now it was done.

The End

Breasts

I saw to girls with sandy blonde hair. They were very attractive with nice, full lips. I kept getting profile shots of them with the sun in the back ground, but the pictures were not washed out. I could see the color of their hair and lips very well.

Then they were lying down next to each other. I looked over at them and their shirts created a space so I could see their breasts. I kept trying to see their nipples. At first I couldn't, but eventually, their shirts got into position so that I could.

My eyes were so heavy, it was really hard to keep them open. I got a few more peeks. The top of their breasts sank a little into their breasts so I couldn't see the whole thing. I was a little disappointed, but just kept trying to see their nipples.

Then my eyes go so heavy I couldn't open them at all. I was trying to open them with my fingers and couldn't.

The End

February 20, 2012
YAY!!! I am no longer in my mini dry spell . I recalled 3 dreams and had a lucid dream (successful WILD attempt).

1) I'm hiding behind bushes, looking at the entrance to a large brick building (I think it's a baseball park). I am trying to smuggle in an alien who is hidden away in my backpack, disguised as a teddy bear. I finally decide to go for it and walk out toward the entrance where a guard guy is standing and letting people in. Before I enter he stops me and tells me he has to check my phone before I enter, so I hand it to him. He gives it back but tells me in a very nasty way that if I were to be doing something I shouldn't, bad things will happen. I walked in but I kept coming out for some reason. When I finally go in the room I enter is not the ballpark but an area behind the bleachers in the arena where people sit on mini- bleachers, watching the game on TV. I walk towards the place where my mom is sitting (I suddenly have a bike with me). I set down the bike on the bleachers but my mom then yells at me and tells me to move it. I try to put it in theis small area away rom the people but it is a little too small for my bike. My mother continues to lecture me until I decide to leave. I'm not sure where I put the bike but I end up in this room that looks like the place I used to dance when I was little. I take out the alien dude and talk to him- my objective being to get him to his home planet. There are others of his kind around him. After that I wake up.

2) when I fall apback asleep I have my second dream. I was at this band thing where I play in a large band with other kids from around the state. The conductor leads us into a warm up, I play my clarinet. When we start on the real music I get totally confused, I'm playing horribly and don't know what I'm doing. A friend of mine, who doesn't play an instrument in RL, turns around and tells me something, but I can't hear her. I finally decide to leave because I didn't want to be there. I turn to my friends mom who is sitting next to me, checking in students and giving them passes to leave and such. It takes a while to get her attention. When I do I ask her If I may borrow her phone to call someone so I can leave. She hands it to me and I get up to use the phone in the hallway. When I get out there I run into one of the women who runs the whole and thing and she asks why I am not in there, like I should be. I lie and tell her I'm really tired and don't feel well, so I'm going home. I don't know if she believes me or not but she leaves. I start to walk down the hallway again and run into a friend of mine. We start talking as we walk and I try to call home. When I look down to dial the numbers there is no phone, just a small hair tie. I try to untangle the strings on it because apparently it can be used as a phone, but it doesn't work. I ask my friend if I may use his phone and he agrees. After he hands it to me he leaves. After I used the phone I am walking down the hallway a little more where I run into another person from school- one that I don't really know. We talk for a little bit and sit on the steps near the front of the building. I look into the gymnasium and see the girls basketball team. For some reason they are in there getting their blood drawn . I then got up because I needed to get my instrument and such, but I was reluctant. I didn't want to run into anyone else and answer questions. I figure that If I leave my stuff my friend's mom will bring it home for me. I woke up before I could make a decision.

3) after I woke p and recorded my last dream I figured I would try to WILD. I lay in my bed for a while, just trying to fall asleep. When I realize I am just abou asleep I start to focus on staying alert. I can feel my whole body shaking slightly and eventually I enter the dream. Right away I knew I was lucid. I was on this boat, sailing down a river. I don't remember much but I think I talked to someone. After that I lose my lucidity and the dream continues for a few seconds. I wake up suddenly and go back to sleep. I'm not sure if I tried again but it was my very first lucid!!

4) Me and my family are going to stay at this hotel-resort-thing. When we first arrived it was very snowy and everything was white. We walked in and checked in with the person at the desk. Right away we notice that the hotel is disgusting . I think my cousins joined us a one point and we all went searching for our room. We walk down this hallway but at the end the wall is blown out and our room isn't there. The mother of one of my friend's leads us to the parking lot, saying she found another little place that the hotel set up for the guests. I don't see it at first but when I turn a row of cars I spot it. It looked like a bridge with a bunch of small rooms on top. Me and my family go up. When we reach our room it isn't a room anymore, just our car. There is a lady in front of us who is staying in her car. She says something but I can't recall what it was :/. We get in the car and I sit down. One of my cousins is forced to go to there own car to make room for my brother.

My dream then skips to us driving in our car. It isn't snowy anymore but bright and warm. In front of us are my aunt, uncle, and cousins riding in a golf cart. It is too small for all of them so one of my cousins has to hang on to the outside. Someone said "They're not going to fit!" I look around but don't see anything they won't fit in, so I just assume it is because of the branched on the trees. Before I wake up I think that maybe I missed something and there is a tunnel up ahead- but I don't get to find out in time. After that I wake up.

I am VERY happy I had my first lucid dream!!
I tried out my new dream inducer app last night and clearly it worked extremely well ^.

So my first dream started out with me driving my car to a massive rave. I was looking around for parking at a huge lot and once i found one i got out right away. While walking towards the entrance some guy approached me asking if i had some molly's with me(x). I told him that i had 3 on me and would sell one to him. After i told him that, my dream skipped to where I was in the middle of the huge crowd inside the rave just jumping and dancing, i couldn't hear the music too well since this was a very short sequence, i remember the DJ picking me up and everyone going crazy but I woke shortly after.

I fell back asleep and found myself going into a huge movie theater. From what I got out of the dream, it seemed that the movie I was going to watch was made for people who were rolling and they give you 3d glasses to enjoy the show as well. I popped one before i got in and sat down. The theater was big but right next to me was my old friend nick and some girl i didn't pay attention to. He asked me if i had an extra molly which i did, so im pretty sure i gave it to him. Once the movie began, i Woke up shortly after. BTW im not a drug dealer or anything but I do know some and have been offered many times

So this was a false awakening but it was not vivid enough for me to think its real and not clear enough for me to realize im dreaming. I woke up in bed and when i looked at the clock it was about 10:30AM. I felt really pissed I just slept in and missed work so i called my boss right away as he gets pissed when i dont call in before work actually starts. As soon as he answers he starts telling me "So your calling me at this time to tell me your not coming in today, after ive told you many times to always advise me before 8:30 (when work begins)" I started telling him in a very sick tone that Im so sorry i didn't even wake up before, something must have happened to my alarm, and it wouldn't happen again. He immediately realizes i sound horrible and says its okay just get better and ill see you tomorrow. I tell him thank you and hang up. I wake up for real shortly after...

I didn't get to sleep as much as normal today, but I will probably get a nap later to make up for it. In any case, I have a couple short fragmented dreams, but nothing big. Hopefully the fun, vivid dreams will happen when I get my last couple hours of sleep in this afternoon.

Dream One: On a whim, since I haven yet to become fully lucid in a dream, I tried what I think might be called a WILD, where I laid in bed and tried to picture what I wanted to dream, and stay conscious when I slipped into sleep. I don't really remember much of the dream. I think there was a car in the dream at one point. The only clear impression I have of the dream is running around with a guy and a girl around my age. I feel like we were searching for something and/or trying to protect someone. I woke up feeling really happy, so it couldn't have been a bad dream, but it just completely eludes me as to to what happened.

Dream Two: I am sitting in a car,. It's one of those teeny tiny compact cars, and it kind of reminds me of a Volkswagen beetle. No sooner do I find myself in the car, the thing starts filling up with water! There's no rain or water outside the car, just on the inside. I open the car door and crawl out, but the water doesn't empty out, it stays in the car and keeps filling up. As if there's some sort of invisible water barrier holding water in the car. I notice there's a car beside mine, that looks like mine only a different color. I think one was red or green, and the other one was blue, but it's hard to remember. A girl climbs out of the other car, and I immediately recognize her as being with me. I can't recall her name or anything, but I'm sure I know her and have spent the entire day with her. She starts cursing. I ask what's going on, and she tells me that a spell was cast on the cars to fill them with water and slow us down. She grabs a phone and calls for a tow truck. It appears instantly. The tow truck moves our cars out of the way and into a grassy yard. I walk over to my car, and I think it was blue. I open the door thinking the water will stay inside like before, but it doesn't. Water pours out of the car and makes a big puddle on the ground. The puddle is clean, and I notice somehow a kiddie pool has appeared under the door and caught all the water in the car, so my feet aren't even wet. The other girl calls out that the spell has weekend, but we still can't drive the cars far until everything dries out. She pulls her car forwards and angles it so the sun is shining into the open door, and I do the same. Then I take off my shoes and walk back to the kiddie pools. Suddenly I'm in a bathing suit. I dip my feet in the kiddie pool and the water is very warm and comfy. I think that since we can't go anywhere until the car dries out, I might as well relax for a while. Then I wake up.

Dream Three: I dream that I am in the old house I lived in with my grandma when I was a teenager. I'm sleeping in my bed, but my little boy is there, sleeping in the big bed with me. I wake up, and decide to go get a drink of water. When I get into the kitchen I see movement in the sun room. I walk into the sun room, and in the predawn light find my best friend Ambies in her pajamas as if she had been sleeping in the bed, only she was sitting up looking around. I ask her if she's ok, and she says she's scared. She heard a faint creaking door, and then a very scary scream. She said if she heard the door creak, it had to be one of the neighbors close by, and since she heard a scream if scares her that something bad has happened to someone, and if so whoever hurt them might come over and hurt us since we're so close. I'm a little unnerved by this myself, so I peek through the curtains trying not to disturb them as much as possible in case anyone's watching from outside. I don't see anything but woods, so I try to relax and tell her it must have been a bad dream. I go to the bathroom, then go back to the bedrooms. This time, instead of going to my bedroom, I go into my brothers room. My brother isn't there, but my grandma and my daughter are and they are sleeping in what should be his bed. I peek through the window in that room, and see a white dog in the woods. It reminds me of a white German Shepherd I've seen. It digs around in the bushes a minute, then turns and sits down, looking out across the yard. I leave the room trying not to wake anyone up, and then go back to my room. I peek out my window, and see that it's raining. The neighbors across the street have their garage and front doors standing wide open. I wonder it that's where the scream came from. I watch as a man in a suit and a round dress hat walks into the house with a briefcase. I find it odd he doesn't wipe his feet as he goes in. I yawn and decide to go back to sleep. As soon as I lay down my little boy rolls over and buries his face in my back. I wake up.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was out in front of my great grandmother's house in the daytime. I stood looking in through her front window, which IWL was too high for me to look right into.

My great grandma appeared in the window. I probably knew that she was dead. I think I had the feeling that this was either a dream or some kind of paranormal experience allowing me to see my grandma. So I just told myself to keep calm and let things happen.

My grandma slid up the window, as if this were a double-paned window, which it was not IWL. I believe I asked my grandma how she was doing. I didn't believe she would give me an answer, as my "imagination" wouldn't be good enough to "create" a spontaneous answer from her.

But my grandma did answer. She very gently said she was doing fine, but that she was here more to get an idea of how I personally was doing. She told me I should be more concerned about that as well.

My grandma said she had to go take care of something in the house. She may have directed me to come into the house.

I was now in the house, alone my grandma's "guest room," which I spent a lot of time in as a kid. The lights may have been off, but there was natural light coming into the room.

Suddenly I was aware that my mom and my oldest nephew were under the bed. I could hear them talking. I must have felt that they weren't actually quite my mom and my oldest nephew. I felt like they were supposed to scare me somehow.

The lights now went out in the room. I could hear a switch click -- like the daylight coming in through the windows was controlled by a light switch. The room was now dark as night, with just a bit of light coming from the hallway.

My nephew's voice began laughing insidiously, like he was really trying to scare me. I got the feeling that he wasn't really my nephew, but a demon.

I yelled at the voice, "I'm not afraid of you! You can't scare me!"

I got the feeling that the body for the voice had actually transformed into a monster like a Chinese dragon, with something of a human body, and that the monster would soon jump out from under the bed to attack me.

Well, my dream recall really gets better, tonight I dreamed 2 dreams Tried to attain lucidity, but didn't happened.

First dream was somehow about a telesell thing and basejumping. I don't know much about it.
The second dream was about something at a show, I wanted to buy a protractor or so, and I opened the boxing and the protactor was blank with no markers and a security guy came to me and took me to the police. Don't know, didn't shoplifted something in Real Life and didn't commited any crimes. Really streange. But the recall gets better....

I should have written it down when I woke up. It was such a vivid and interesting dream.

A young witch gave birth and I had to protect her baby. I held it underwater in the sea so the enemy couldn't see it. It didn't look like a baby; it was a grey tube with holes on one side.
I went to the principal in magic school and he informed me about the education there. I think I was in charge of raising magical children because I was there for a different child.
I returned to the principals office after exploring the school. The young witch was sitting at his desk and glared at me. I found out she was an evil witch and I knew the baby was already converted. I wanted to help her anyway but she yelled at me and wanted me to leave so I did.

I was in a line with some people all working as cashiers someplace other than my actual job. It had a grocery store feeling and the main color I remember from the fragment was a light brown.

02.19.2012

Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?, Random Black Girl Typing on Computer (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm even more motivated in finding Kaomea now after a few events that she was able to relate to. I slept pretty late, so I couldn't get a good description of the dreams I remember, but there have been strange things going on.

The first dream, before I slept, I tried to do a MILD by repeating that I would meet Kaomea in a lucid dream several times. I should've done it again when I did a WBTB when I set the alarm to wake me up around 3:45 AM, but I just dozed off.

And I don't think I even had any dreams when I slept again, it was until later on in the morning at maybe 6-8 AM where I started to see the first dream I could recall.

But now I'm more motivated in finding her, and hopefully do some things to help know that I'm looking for her. She knows I'm trying to find her, but now I'm going to get serious.

I'm going to try to do the Astral energy thing (sounds a bit too ambitious since I've only had 2-3 OBEs or so throughtout the months of being on this forum), but I won't say specifically what I'll do with the energy with Kaomea if I meet her (false entities of myself might confuse her).

This feels like a romantic adventure lol, maybe it might fail because....never mind, I shouldn't think that.

Dream 1: Lady in Red on Facebook...Kaomea?

I was on Facebook, and I see some lady's profile picture on the Homescreen post some status that said "♥Ake", and several people liked it. The girl was wearing a red dress, and she was smiling.




I couldn't tell if it was similar to Kaomea's red dress on her avatar, but she was doing that pose where girls would have one hand on their hips and lean to the side, and I think she cropped the picture since the picture was taken with someone.



There was one person that I knew in real life that liked her status, and her name is Mehak. Then someone commented on her status, but I couldn't remember what she said. Then I think the Kaomea look-a-like (somewhat), said something about "divorced" or "happy divorced."

Then I think she added another comment that her "♥Ake" status was actually a spelling error, and she typed the status as "Make*." (yes with the star at the side to)

The next thing I did, I'm not so sure, but I look on the top left of her Facebook Wall Page, and I saw a cropped picture of a random ocean. I could see the waves and all of that.

I think she was using the "Timeline" feature.

I would like to think that was Kaomea, but I do admit I was on Facebook for a few minutes before going to sleep, so it was most likely a day association for that, but again, this dream happened later on in the morning, and after the WBTB, so whatever I actually dreamed was forgotten, so maybe it was a new dream created out of my intent from the Mantra.

I even decided to listen to Hymn for the Missing by Red before I slept as well, kind of to get into the mood of what I wanted to show her. She'll know what I'm talking about, if I can get consistent dreams with her.



Also, I'm eradicating the mentality that I have to go into her head or something, that's just too crazy, I should think of it was just as a MEETING to her subconscious, like her "house" (I got the shift in mentality from a shared dreaming thread somewhere in this forum that a person posted....makes things a lot easier now).

I told my mind that I would meet her in the dream plane, but I think I just used that I would meet her in a lucid dream instead, I felt a little....eh nvm...too much rambling.

Dream 2: Random Black Girl Typing on Computer

There was this overweight black girl typing on the computer, I don't know if she was on Facebook or anything, but she was drinking a Berry drink on the right of the screen I'm watching her.



She looked like she was enjoying it and smiling, and I saw a few quick flashes of her Facebook wall, but it was just a bunch of useless information that didn't make sense to me.