non-lucid

It was Halloween and my and my brothers were out trick or treating. we only went to two houses because it was really dark and we were scared. The second house we visited belonged to an old lady. Her face was full of scars, basically in pieces just stitched together very crudely. There was a go kart type thing on her lawn. My big brother asked if he could use it (god knows why) and the lady said he could as long as he doesn't break it, but I said we should really get going. As we were walking back she said that the busses' schedules were reversed (?) and at that moment a school bus drives by. I say thank you and we keep walking. We start to get scared so we run home really fast. My little brother says it would be funny if dad tried to scare us. Sure enough, as we got to the house he was hiding behind a column at the top of the stairs. As he jumped out I kind of got scared, but at the same time I was expecting it, so not so much.

AWAKE
DREAMING

I'm blaming 'the slender man' for the whole in my recall last night.

DREAM 1:
The sky and land are white, everything is white, no recognizable features or landmarks anywhere. Faceless men are running at me and I kill them with what appears to be a lightsaber, they just keep coming.

DREAM 2:
I'm SCARED! I don't know how I got here but I am running for my life through a very foggy forest, I can hear what sounds like a baby laughing only deeper. I can hear loud footsteps behind me.

1. Playing D&D, which transitions from a traditional fantasy universe to a Western, and then into a LARP Western. I walk into a bar, where I meet a girl named Alice Smith, who's crying over some form that requires the sheriff's signature. I take up her case, and as I converse with her I read through a book of frontier law (failed RC). I eventually go get the sheriff's signature, but as I'm coming back to give her the form, I see a wanted poster for Alice as a Canadian spy. Disgusted, I leave, and meet up with the rest of my party in a nearby arcade. I notice a bunch of college friends at a restaurant table close to the arcade, but I don't go to meet them.

2. I come across two very attractive women on the porch swing at the front of my old house. They are disdainful of me, but after a bit James Bond falls from the roof onto the porch in front of them, completely naked. They start cooing over his manliness, and this is so ridiculous I sort of wake up. I almost manage a semi-lucidity and insert myself into James Bond's body, but this is more of vivid daydream level of reality instead of true lucid sensation. I can't honestly count it as lucid, especially with poor recall as to subsequent events.

I was on a quest. I was on a roof. I am hiding stuff. Or building? It was like I was playing a game and was in the game. I also recall home and Don Bosco.

I was walking with sir Ted, going to a class. I recall a bus and a magnet train. Then I was going to use a parachute with someone, and to do a paraglide. Or I think there were two different pairs doing each.

I went to a school of some sort, where there were toys and stuff.

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Dreamsigns:

Quest (my life is far less exciting than that right now)
On a roof (I don't climb on roofs. Or at least not lately)
Don Bosco (it's been years since I've been there)
Sir Ted and class (we're not in the same school)
Train (rarely see those here)
Parachute and paraglide (never see those here, LOL)

I recall a boat and rough seas, with friends/allies, in a war/battle. We landed on land, and I was surprised that we ended up on level with the dock, despite the terrible waves and the storm and dark skies.

I was walking with someone, down the Manapla town road. We went to tito Ric's place. It's being renovated. I was gonna take the rice and stuff, but it was too heavy. Mom was there. She suggested we get an artist to help carry the stuff.

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Dreamsigns:

Mom's suggestion of carrying the sack of rice with the help of an artist (yeah, he'll paint all the way home)

So... I don't remember my whole dream, all the correct details. Just... I remember standing in my house. Except it was much bigger. And... Cliff was there, and someone else. I don't know who the other person was. As usual they would taunt me and say mean things. Now, in reality, I hate Cliff with all of my heart. But in my dream... I was trying to get him to like me. I was trying to look attractive and walk sexy like. Maybe I do kind of like him. At the end of my dream, Cliff and the other person are about to walk out my back door of my house, when I start to walk slowly and suductivly away from them, into the other part of the house. They look back and give them a faint look over my shoulder where I can see them out of the corner of my eye and they are staring in awe. Then I wake up and I'm almost shaking.

I admit... I like Cliff a little. Maybe I want to impress him. He pretty much doesn't like me at all. Last night... I talked to him on Facebook for the first time in months. Maybe that's why I dreamnt about him. He was saying he was sorry for everything and anything. I brushed him off and didn't believe a word he said because he always says "I'm sorry" and then goes back to being an asshole.

I do love dreams. Even though I cannot give myself fantastic dreams, I do enjoy their bizarre messages.

[I][COLOR="purple"]Cannot recall much. Me standing on a castle wall gazing below at some creatures climbing frantically up the stairs towards me.[/COLOR][/I] [I]I then woke up. This fragment felt like I was in a sort of castle defense game, even though I provided no defense.[/I]

[I][COLOR="purple"]I was in a forest. People, acquaintances, were here. Littered about everywhere, partying. I had met my close friends, whom I had warmly greeted. They ignored my presence and talked amongst themselves. A girl approached them, which I greeted also. My greeting was met with silence, so I moved on. I climbed up a small hill into a little area protected by what seemed like willow leaves.[/COLOR][/I] [I]I then woke up.[/I]

I'm in the forest with my family heading towards this giant lake where everybody is pretending its like a beach and chilling out there. I'm carrying my wakeboard walking downhill toward the lake and we find a place to put our stuff. I'm walking toward the lake by myself. I see this German-looking girl (blonde hair) who I thought was average looking. She comes up to me and says, "Hey, you're not that bad looking." So then I go over to her, and right next to her is my best friend Justin. They both want to go wakeboarding. Now the dream fast-forwards and we are on this gigantic dock in the front of the life waiting to wakeboard. I'm finally up and the guy asks, "where's your wakeboard?" I totally forgot to bring my wakeboard. Everyone on line is blocking my path off the dock so I say excuse me, excuse me, excuse me, don't take my spot, excuse me..... Then I run back up this path and on the way I see two red wakeboards that weren't mine. I keep going and look for mine. I made a wrong turn I realize. I walk some more and end up on this strange path. I walk under these arches and I hear a voice. I don't remember what they said. I awaken

I'm at a party in this mansion
There are soo many people. I'm on the second floor helping out the staff throw cookies onto the first floor for people to eat. After chucking many, I take a cookie for myself. I'm bit embarrassed because everyone thinks that was more than my 1st cookie. Now Samir from BK comes over to me and gives me this double cookie because he doesn't want it. It's soooo delicious. Its chocolate-y goodness sends orgasims down my throat. Now I somehow find myself upstairs not remembering how I got here. I see my food science teacher, Mrs. G, and I go up to her. Right before I'm about to say something, Mr. R, the administrator of extracurricular activities goes up to Mrs. G and compliments her on the food. He says two distinct compliments that I cannot remember. Then he goes away and I say thank you to Mrs. G for a wonderful year and give her a hug. AWWW

Wednesday, June 22nd

I. “Scared of Doing”

This dream takes place in another unfamiliar location. What really stands out to me about this one is the fact that I am coherently reading music off of a sheet of paper. The lines make sense and everything, meaning that this is a composition that occurred inside my head without my conscious effort. The strange thing is, in the dream it is Joe Chambers (who I am incredibly fortunate to be studying with) that wrote this tune. Unfortunately I can’t remember it, only that the changes are similar to Charlie Parker’s “Donna Lee.” I am trying to solo over it on a piano, and while I cannot follow the chord tones of the II-V’s very well (I’m not a piano player so that’s not surprising) I am playing stuff in F minor over mostly the whole thing (Donna Lee starts off in Ab Major so this is actually plausible) and that works over a lot of it. My part is a harmony part; the part Joe is playing is the melody. T.S is sitting behind me and has my same part.

I think the task in the dream is that everybody present in the room has to try and play over it. After I’m done, K.M (somebody I have not talked to, come into contact with or even thought about in at least 4 years) comes up to me and asks how soloing over changes works. I don’t remember my explanation but it seems inadequate. M.B is sitting next to me, and turns to me and says “You know what it is? I think she is scared of doing.” I'm not sure whether or not I understand the meaning of that.

The end of the dream is J, a classical vocal major, trying to do the same thing and having a huge amount of trouble. She very quickly becomes frustrated and lets out a whole string of ‘fuck this’s and ‘fuck that’s.

I go to my recent ex's ("N") house for something important. When I get there, a lot of people are there, which is unusual in waking life. I see a blunt on the ground, partially ruined. I also see a glimpse of a girl, "D," on the couch with N and a few other people. This upsets me and I feel awkward so I run out of the house, grabbing the blunt as I leave. When I get to my car, a bunch of "white-trash" people in their crappy cars pull in and start driving all around me so I can't get out of the driveway. I have a feeling that they are D's family members in the car. I honk my car horn in an effort to get them to let me out. At the point a car hits me and a huge, bald man gets out and tries to burn me with a cigarette and hit me. I try to call the cops but for some reason I am unable to.

Later, I am camping and we are on a back road riding in the flat bed of a truck. The road is very bumpy. One of my friends/ex-coworker, "J," is there and talks to me telepathically. I am taken aback and interested. Just then, we hit a bump and another friend/ex-coworker of mine (from he same job as J) falls on me and I am torn from the internal conversation.

I can't remember very much from my dream last night, I know I had it at one point but I forgot it, very annoying -_-. I remember being at my "house" but its not the house I actually live in, and my friend lived across the street and came to ask to borrow some tape. I can't remember anything else from the dream, so this is pretty disappointing.

The house is infested with biting gnomes. The run around frantically and chomp down, HARD, on your legs. I go to school and we are forced to write out dreams in a journal there. My ex boyfriend, "N," doesn't to the assignment out of laziness. At home, my mom tells me I have half a soul, one half I got from her and the other is potential soul from my dad. (The situation between my dad and I never really bothers me, my parents split what I was about 7 and I still see my dad.)

I am at work topless (I'm a female). I am drinking a ton of soda, juice, and water.

How adorable. I'm caring for a BUNCH of baby white mice. My friend, "LL" gave me the mice in our art class we are taking together in my dream (we never actually attended the same school, let alone took any classes together). The mice are on the counter while I clean their cage. One of them runs away and falls into the garbage disposal and my mom does nothing to save it except turn on the disposal and kill it. I SCREAM at her and am mortified (this is exactly how I would respond in real life too, I love animals)! During all of this I am living in a creepy apartment with a few "typical teenage" guys who always eat all my food.

Later I am at class in my college. We are doing this weird bathroom project and we are all crammed in the restrooms. I start to feel like I will faint in the bathroom and I have to lie down on the floor in the college hallway.

Later, LL draws me a picture of Taylor Lautner (the "warewolf" from Twilight, mid you I have no interest in this) for me to turn in as a project for our class since I slept in. He has a really long pointer finger in the picture. LL and I are doing some photography for the class after this and I touch a pot of flowers and they turn frosty and die. Then I revive them by kissing them.

Later, my mom gives me a folder with something in it and a lady comes by and staples a CD ROM to the folder.

22.06.2011

Meeting the teachers daughter. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a short dream that I was at my old school and I was out side walking around. I had my long blue coat with me because the weather was cold and windy. One of my teachers I don't know called Mrs. Lin wanted me to see her and her daughter in front of the school. I was unaware what was going on. I was walking down the path from the court yard to the front of the school. The court yard was in the back of the school, while I was walking the wind started blowing. It stopped and I saw a girl sitting down by her self from a long distance. So I waved to her and she didn't notice me. So I went on and continued walking, As I was walking the wind got heavier. I've kept walking until I got to the front of the building.

The wind got stronger once I've reached the corner. I started walking forward while the wind was blowing. It got so strong I had to put my arm to cover my eyes so dust wouldn't get in it. I finally reached the front and I saw my teacher Mrs. Lin and her daughter sitting in on a old red wagon like you see on a Ferris wheel.




It looked like those except it was red and rusty and it was on the ground. It looked like an antic. It had no hood on it either like it does in the picture I showed you.

I said hi to Mrs Lin and her daughter asked me to climb up and sit with the thing and sit next to her. So I did and Mrs. Lin said are you ready for a magical journey? I was looking at her like she was crazy. Her daughter held my hand and said don't worry it'll be fine. The bar suddenly drops down by its self on us to keep us safe. The wagon farris wheel like thing started spinning around while we were in the ride and the daughter kept holding my hand. While we were spinning around I saw a heart shape figure while the daughter was holding my hand. After that we teleported to another location. Then I woke up.