non-lucid

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was somehow talking with a private detective or remembering a past discussion with a private detective. It was like I was seeing either real life or a video of "my family's house," with possible clips of the detective in the house, while also hearing the conversation between myself and the detective.

The detective had been sent to my family's house. Some other member of my extended family had accused either my mother or my sister of doing something bad. This may have included abusing children or stealing money from an extended family member.

I didn't feel like my mom or my sister had actually done anything wrong. So I didn't want the detective to do whatever kind of investigation he was doing on them. But the detective was actually mad at me. He told me that I wasn't helping him enough. He needed to get into the house. But I was keeping everything closed. He told me that the least I could do for him would be to keep a window open.

At some point I saw the detective in the living room. The room, like all the others, was cluttered with all kinds of papers, though it also appeared to be cluttered with other things, such as flannel blankets. The detective was shuffling through a stack of white papers that looked like some kind of government documents.

Dream #2

I was in a living room The room was kind of nice. I stood in front of a big entertainment center. I was remembering a conversation with my mother. At some point in the conversation, my mother asked me how much money I was making. I told her my salary. She said, "Good. Now it's time to go out there and make even more."

I had the feeling that this living room was my mom's living room. I had been living here, but now I was getting ready to move out. It was part of the next step in my life.

I stood looking at the entertainment center. There was a TV inside the entertainment center, but it was sat on some kind of coffee table which sat on the floor. In fact, the entertainment center didn't seem to have any shelves or drawers in it. It just seemed to be some kind of six-foot-tall shell made of fake wood. But I still thought it was pretty cool. It may have had some potted plants hanging down from its roof.

I wondered if I was going to be able to take the entertainment center with me. I couldn't remember if it was mine or my mom's. But now I was having trouble remembering whether my mom was coming with me.

I walked through the entertainment center. The right side of it had a little doorway-like structure. I thought to myself that the entertainment center added a lot to the feeling of space in the house. I thought that good taste in interior decoration must mean something like being able to fill your house with all these things that seem to add to the feeling of space in the house.

Dream #3

I was in some wide, short space with concrete floors and cinder block walls. The place may have been like some part of a school building. The floors were waxed and shiny. The only light was from windows at the far end of the room. I may have seen myself in the middle of the room, as if I were separate from myself. I may have looked like a junior high or early high school student.

I was running around in a bit of a panic. For some reason, for a really long time I had been trying to remember a L'arc en Ciel song. But I kept remembering the wrong song. I finally slowly began to remember the lyrics to the song I had been trying to remember.

I also began to "remember" that this song had been taken by some group of people to make some statement on women's menstrual cycles. It was then being used to make girls feel bad about themselves and about having sex.

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I'm in a temple. There's a priest there too. I kill him and steal his knife. The knife is beautiful and there are jewels on it. I get a feeling that it's a magic knife. I use it as a key to open a door. An evil zombie queen lives on the other side of the door. The knife doesn't open the door, but it activates the queen. After that I stand back to see what happens. Some army people appear (A man and a woman I think). Zombies start coming through the door. The army guys start shooting at the zombies, but there comes more and more zombies and they aren't able to kill them all. I start helping them by throwing things at the zombies. When that's not enough I pick up a body (I'm not sure if it belongs to a zombie or a human) and throw it at the zombies. All the zombies it hits die instantly so I pick it up again and touch other zombies with it until they're all dead.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1st Dream:

I was in the dirt road outside of my house with my dad and sister. It was night time and pretty dark- I usually don't have dreams about the night unless they are bad or scary (I'm a day person ). We were playing basketball and using one of our cats, Uno, as a ball. I know that might seem kinda messed up- but Uno seemed to like and was just fine with it and it didn't hurt her. After using her for a minute- I wanted to use an actual ball so I spawned one in my hands.

We had fun playing for a few minutes, as our cat watched us and purred. A few cars went by, so we had to move. After about 4 went by, Uno thought it would be a good idea to try and cross the road to meet us. All of the sudden a car went by really fast as it was chased by a cop without its lights on. I screamed "UNO! NO!"- but it was too late. It was literally the worst sound I ever heard in a dream. I woke myself up right after that happened.

2nd Dream:

I was in the cafeteria, only it looked like the cafeteria at Manchester Central- not the school I go to. It was sunny out side- and I was sitting with my friends. I remember Steven was there and same with Max and a few other people. I got up to go to the kitchen and buy something. The kitchen area looked just like it does at the school where I go. As I went in side, I realized that the only thing they were selling was muffins. They had so many different kinds, but for some reason they all had what looked like celery coming out of the tops. I realized Bobby was in the kitchen trying to decide what to buy, too. I said "Hi" to him and I don't think he answered. I picked up a cinnamon muffin and went on my way to the table (I don't remember actually paying for it). I was going to sit down with my friends- but people sat down in my spot. I just sat at the table next to it and kept looking at where my friends were sitting.

Just a side note about the last dream, in the end I actually did sit with my friends. After I sat down at my friends table- someone went on 4chan but I don't really remember the reason.

I don't remember much of this dream. My grandma visited us but nothing else happened. I only remember a tiny bit but I won't bore you with it.

My dad and I are in a snow covered wooded area. I have a feeling we are on snowmobiles. To my left is a rusted 5m tall fence. Behind it is a sloped area void of trees with two 1m diameter rusted metal pipes on either side. I ask what they are for, and my dad says that they are for skiing. I ask how to ski, and we continue on our way. (dream skips) I am at the starting line for a skiing race. It is dusk. I get 2 practice runs before I have to start. The entire course is very short. Before I start each time I have to stand behind the starting line, throw a ball forward, and then begin. I do my two practice runs, and when I do the actual one (I'm racing a girl named T) I drop the ball. The thing starts and when I finally pick up the ball, she's ahead if me. I catch up and it's neck to neck, but at the last second, she pulls ahead and we enter a green plastic tube. We continue in the tube, not racing now, but T will abruptly stop at times making me bump into her, and makes me a bit annoyed. The tube is weird and slants at times at impossible angles, and suddenly drops into tubes below. (dream skips)

1. Fragment:
I walked down the hall in my dream house to the bathroom where my mom was drying her hair. I picked up a second hair dryer and started drying my own. Miraculously, my hair was straight and sexy as hell. (IRL I have an afro)

2. Non-lucid Dream:
Hard to remember what order things happened in... In the beginning, there was a flash flood. The water seemed to flow uphill, which I knew was in contradiction to my real house, yet I was standing in my dream house. I walked to another side of the house and watched the water roll down the hill from a pine tree grove and crash against the house gently like waves. When the water cleared, people started showing up at the house and I had no clue why. The only two faces I remember distinctly were my mother's and that of a guy named Julian who I hardly even know. More people showed up and it turned into a party. This change didn't occur smoothly. The dream seemed to skip around and my dream house's interior completely changed (to all wood. It was quite nice, actually). By the time the dream was solid again, everybody was totally smashed. I went upstairs to my dream sister's room. (I call her that because she neither looks like, nor has anything to do with my real sister.) There were about four or five kids sleeping up there. I was looking for something but I didn't know what, so I felt stupid for even being in her room. I remember seeing in my particularly vivid search, a magic 8-ball in its box and some stacks of Nintendo DS games including versions of pokemon that don't exist (yet? Maybe I foresaw the future of pokemon?? ) I don't remember anything after that nor do I remember where or how the dream ended.

I was with MA. She had a blue mohawk and was wearing black eyeliner and pink clothes. I was sitting beside her. We were playing some game or something. Somehow it turned into MC, and I was watching myself, but in block form, swinging from a vine across a large pit of gravel.

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I was in class. One of my friends was sitting beside DA. They had poutine on their desk in a tiny little cup. I wanted some. I went over to the two desks and the poutine was now on the corner of DA's desk. I decided to take some and eat it. I had my phone in my hand. I said something along the lines of "Sorry for stuffing my fat ass in front of your face." in a humorous tone. DA looked at me strangely, and told me that it was his poutine. He didn't seem to mind, but then he said something in an angrier tone. I was slightly embarrassed.

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I was at some random ranch. I was riding a large grey flecked horse bareback. It had a black mane and tail. The reins were more like a lead rope attached to each of the halter; the rein was one, and it was so short that I had to lean over the horses neck to keep it from pulling on the horse's mouth the whole time.

I was riding around some large hallway in a building that had many people, showing off the beautiful horse. I loped around. Then I tried to trot, and realized that the horse wouldn't trot for some reason. At some point when I loped it seemed really fast, and I was having a hard time keeping my balance and adjusting to the speed.

Eventually I had the notion that I had to prepare some horses to take my friends on a trail ride. I rode back to some random barn. It was attached to some pens. I accidentally opened a pen for the small cows, and one of them escaped before I had realized that they weren't ponies. Alarmed, I quickly fought to close the gate against the other cows, and chased after that one, but it was lost out of sight.

I journeyed out to the much bigger and larger pen, looking for ponies. I was annoyed at the thought of taking them two by two rather than funnelling them into a pen, but I wasn't sure how to go about that. Then I got distracted; the pen seemed to turn into a village, and there were many little stands selling food. There was one stand that was selling flavored eggs. I asked for one, but they said they had run out.

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I was with MA again in some large studio room. She was playing TS2. There was something drawing in cartoon style.

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I was at my house with KA, KA, KR, and DO. I randomly blurted out something about lollipops.

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Had an FA about having cereal for breakfast, but then realizing I would be really hungry throughout the day if i had something that wasn't filling like that.

Had a storm dream again. Whenever I dream about storms, they're very vivid, and I find they enter my dreams a lot. I really need to start using this as a dream sign, Hey, subconscious, did you get that? Okay, good.

It was me, T, and my son in this house that had two levels, but I'm not sure if it was a two story or if there was just sort of a loft like thing, but I was up there with my son. There was a window looking out on the storm, and the window covered the entire left wall. It was really pretty, I remember telling T he needed to come look at this. Also, the house we were in was sitting upon a hill overlooking the surrounding area, so it was very good view. In the distance, as I observed the storm, I could see tornado formations. I wasn't scared, like I usually am, I felt safe.

There was more to the dream, but this is all I can recall at the moment.

So for the past few nights, I've been having some interesting sexual dreams. I have been very happily with my boyfriend for over 3 years, and even after a child our sex life has remained very healthy. The dreams involve men who I have been attracted to in the past, usually that I went to high school with. While I'm having these dreams, they are very vivid and very pleasurable. I wake not necessarily feeling guilty. Also, after having the dreams I feel a very strong pleasure looking back on them. I am very nervous about telling my boyfriend, really I'm not sure I even should. Could someone give me some insight as to what they mean?

Performed many nose reality checks but wasn't totally sure. Decided to look at my hands over and over. They were normal?!?! hands FAILED me!!! Then forgot i was dreaming. Was in a large grocery store with allen. He was being super annoying, almost drunk like. A lady kept calling me to do plastic surgery with her. There were special offers on pairs. I kept agreeing to go with her but I had no intention of fallowing through. She sits lonely in a bed for my phone call. As we walk through the store, a small child looks up at me and tells me im pretty. I smile at her and her father.


Allen and I were at a big science fair thing in a warehouse. We were walking around looking at pics and sculpures of the moon. Allen told me that he was going back to London to buy acid. He said that he was leaving tomorrow and wasn't sure when he.would return. I was pissed. I told him that he better get what he's looking for unlike the last time he left fir europe for a month. I kept being really bitchy because I was sad. Went to the bathroom and walked out. Saw him talking to some people about it laughing saying that he's probably not coming back. I was sad and cried.

[B][I]Anger[/I][/B]

I am eating a cheap lunch with a carpenter. He tells me he is charging me by the hour.

I am paying to eat with you? But, you wouldn't charge another carpenter!

True! he laughs with his mouth full of food. Asshole. I knock him off his chair, driving him against a bar counter, forcing my forearm into his throat.

"You going to rip me off? Fuck you. I only have $___ in the bank, you ass." He turns into my ex-friend, Deneb. Deneb looks slightly confused. "Fuck you. You're an asshole."

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[I]
I wake up from the anger. It's 4:30 am. I go back to sleep, trying to WILD, but I fall asleep too quickly. (This happens to me every day. I need to get more sleep!) I don't WILD, but, I at least remember the tail end of my dream.)[/I]

[B]Pain[/B]

I am in a large SUV or van with extended family. We are going to a family dinner. I see a graffiti artist's van. BLEST is on the side of the blue, black, and orange scheme. I realize it's the local tagger's van here in Hawaii. (My late cousin's DJ name was BLEST, and he got it from a tagger in Colorado uncannily.) The van swerves crazily, and loud dance music is blaring out of it. I don't feel like I am crying, but tears pour down my face. I can't help it. I want to be strong for my family... but,

I wake up.

[I]I realize it was actually Bobby AKA DJ Sabertooth AKA Saber driving through my dreams, but because I was not lucid, I thought it was the other guy. I smile to myself, and look forward to seeing him in dreams again.[/I]

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Little sleep, but three dreams isn't bad.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: School
I'm back in school. Suddenly I can hear a strange sound, it sounds just like an alarm. I realise people around me are running. It's the fire alarm and we all have to evacuate. I go further into the school and exit into a yard in the middle. Someone's built a greek temple in the middle of the yard and I head up the stairs with a few others. I walk amongst the columns and spot a pool up ahead. Two asian girls are swimming butt naked in it. One of them spots me. "You can't be here. Are you new or what?" she asks me angrily. I turn and decide to walk away. There's a big board on the wall. It's a schedule for tomorrow. "I thought we were going to get the day off!" I say. The fire should have closed up the school, crap!

05.10: Game
I'm playing a doom like game, but it's extremely hard. I'm with another guy but we keep dying right away. I throw two different nades into an alley the monsters are coming from and my team mate calls me noob. We manage to hold them off and actually advance in the end after a few resets. I use my rightclick to bash them with my weapon and I enter a tower. I have to make the water that is coming through the opening (apparently water now instead of monsters) go in the right direction. I make lines in the sand and direct it just right. I exit the tower further up(?) and end up on a highway. My friend Henrik is on the other side. "I made it Matte!" he yells at me.

05.10: Spiders
I'm with a group of people in a pharmacy. We've all got different coloured "Cross spiders" as pets, and everyone's got a different number. I keep taking down a jar of B6 vitamin from a shelf but decide to stop acting like a fool and put it back. We all are going on a trip for some reason. We divide into two lines and line up for the train that is coming.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: Nothing

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Dream - Lucid - AP

My tattoo's colors looked strange and faded. I decided to go get it touched up. My brother and I went to the tattoo parlor where I originally got my tat. We walked into one of the rooms. My brother was going to touch it up for me. We wanted to get it done as quickly as possible so they didn't find out that one of their tattoo artists wasn't doing it.

I laid on the table, and told my brother to put on some latex gloves. He got them out of the box and put them on. He then implanted these tiny seeds into my body that would bloom into the colors of my tattoo to touch it up. I told him that's what Josh, the guy who originally did my tattoo did.

We went to the counter to pay. The girl asked what Josh did. I told her it was a touch-up. She asked to see my tattoo, and I told her it was on my back. I turned around anyway, and she looked down the back of my shirt. I saw the tattoo somehow; it looked like a temporary tattoo. The colors hadn't taken yet. I was worried that she'd notice, but she didn't say anything about it. My brother paid for it. The girl took the money and took the tip out of my brother's change, maybe $5 or $6, and put it in the tip jar. My brother and I left. On the way out, we saw Josh, the tattoo artist, working in a room on a tattoo on a girl's back.

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I was in my house. I had 2 small daughters--they were about toddler age. They were Ryan's children. The older one had very short red hair and freckles, and was very fussy. The younger one had longer brown hair, and was calm and content. She looked older than the redhead even though she wasn't.

I remember playing with the younger one in the downstairs bathroom. I was asking her if she wanted to play with all these toys. I kept pulling them out of these drawers of a toy-holding cabinet thing against the wall. They were my brother's old toys. She asked me a question about the moon. I answered. She then asked me if the moon was big because everyone in Africa could see it the same way. It was kind of a question, but more of a statement or observation. I thought for a second, and agreed with her. I thought about how intelligent she was. I thought she may already be smarter than me.

Then, I left the bathroom to get the red-headed daughter from upstairs. There was a boy's baseball team practicing up there. They were wearing white and blue uniforms. It looked like they were outside, but they were inside. Weirdness. The red-headed daughter was up there with them. A fat guy, resembling the guy from my "Dreaming of Not Sleeping" dream, was holding her. He was yelling and cussing for some reason. I got really pissed off that he used that language while holding my daughter. I took her from him and started screaming and cussing at him. He was screaming back, but I kept screaming over him and interrupting him. He got the team together and they left.

I then remember seeing my friend Grace in the house, and telling her what happened. I then realized how ironic the situation had been.

I took the red-headed daughter into the downstairs bathroom to play with the younger one. I remember the older one crying, and me picking her up, which stopped the crying. I then forgot their names, or at least the red head's name. How embarassing. I was talking to someone about the redhead, and kept referring to her as "her" because I couldn't remember her name.

The redhead then turned into my cat, Belle. She ran off with a toilet brush in her mouth. I took it from her. I hoped she wouldn't get poisoned.

I kept thinking about how smart the younger one was. I remember bragging about her to someone.

I also remember the living room being decorated for Christmas, with the tree and everything. I hoped the baseball team wouldn't come back.

Haven't posted in a while... Here goes

My two brothers, their girlfriends, and my two friends Paul and Kyle all arrived at someone's appartment along with me. I didn't know whose appartment it was. We walked in and everyone was really friendly and making jokes, so i guess they were close friends. For some reason, I was really tired, so I lay down on the couch when everyone left. When i woke up, the sun was shining into the room, so i guessed it was morning. I saw my two friends hanging out and laught at one of the rooms. I walked over to see one of my brothers eating out his girlfriend :O I woke up after bursting out laughing on the floor