non-lucid

Awake - Dream - Lucid

Before I being, I must note that I haven't bothered to type these out online for quite awhile. 10 days at least, I think. It's because I don't like my keyboard at home and my Laptop is broken. I'm at a friend's house now and his PC blows but the keyboard is new. I thought I'd might as well enter all these in while I'm doing nothing.

Tried to stay up late to have a REM rebound. I only managed to keep awake till 2:20AM before giving up. There was nothing to keep me up because there's no games to play. I tried to WILD but knew, deep down, it would be pretty impossible without a WBTB first. Before I knew it, I was asleep.

I'm not going to detail too much about this dream. Mostly because I don't want to. I know I should recall all dreams but some dreams you just don't want to remember. Basically the dream was an extended, much scarier version of Source Code. I remember that Stevens was still alive but like in the movie, only the small part of his body was there. He was quarantined because of some kind of virus that he carried and only one nurse could be with him.

I woke up around 4AM, went to the bathroom, took a drink of Apple Juice, then went back to bed. I tried again to WILD, more confident that I'd be able to seeing as I'd just woken up after sleeping for awhile. I laid there for over an hour before giving up. I mostly gave up because after laying there for so long, I wasn't really feeling the physical connection to my body anymore. I knew I had to be getting somewhere then out of nowhere, my legs jerked. Threw me back into reality and disappointment. I passed back out and woke up at 11AM for good but don't recall any dreams.

Interruption
I watched Source Code earlier that night so I'm not surprised at this dream. I loved the movie till they showed Stevens' body... or what was left of it. I even knew that I'd have nightmares about that so of course I did.

I was in our school in college. I am with some friends. I needed to pay the rent.

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Dreamsigns:

School in College (I'm not in school right now)
Needed to pay rent (I'm not renting anything)

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1. I'm talking about traffic density with one of my brother's classmates, Sam S. We have a nice visual aid as we discuss, a projected map of Earth with different traffic patterns as different colors. There are black/white and red/blue modes that show routes of transit quite clearly. Sam gives the example of dogsled races as an unforseen variable that brings lots of traffic to untraveled areas, and illustrates this with the map. The display changes to a 3-D view, showing the swath of tree destruction caused by tourists to the races. Obviously I'm disturbed by this, so I get my family to travel to Alaska to check it out.

Transition to outside the home of one of Alaska's most prominent breeders. We talk about the science of breeding; for whatever reason my parents call heritable traits "actions." Conveniently, the breeder has a poster that's basically an illustrated Punnet square for nose shape, with each genotype's phenotype shown and discussed. My dad talks about technique, and speaks of backcrossing by "taking the best female dog and getting offspring with her son."

We continue to walk to the breeder's backyard; I feel a cool breeze quite vividly. Finally we see the breeder, who is on a deck high above us. He pays us no notice, as he's managing an owl on his shoulder with an unusually big head. He releases the bird, and as it flies down to earth it seems to grow larger. It's practically human sized as it hits the ground in the neighboring yard. This belongs to an apartment complex, and two pretty girls clad only in towels giggle (and maybe flash us) as we look up at them. I comment to myself that it must be cold up there, but the owl has my attention. I marvel at the breeder and say "I want to be the guy!" My dad smirks and says, "You probably already are." Dream ends, but that's probably the best dialogue recall I've had in a long time.

2. I'm playing a Terminator 3 arcade game. It's quite high-tech, with Kinect type technology, but it keeps glitching and showing the body recognition data instead of the game proper.

I had just finished school and some friends asked me if I would go to their house for a 'day party'. I didn't know what that meant, but I said yes. They took me to their house, but on the inside, it was vast and infinite in all directions. He said he heard I liked Minecraft and designed a day party like it. I was too shocked to say anything, but he gave me a stone pickaxe. I went up some stairs someone built and found a chest. I saw a pair of wings in them and a backpack. I crafted the backpack with something else in there, a powered rail. It created a powered backpack. I had an idea, and put the pair of wings in the backpack. I said "Backpack, fly" and the wings came out. Instantly I was caught up in the wind and flew in the air. Strangely, the ground looked like I was looking in the air. I dived down and tried to swoop back up. My swoop let me land safely on the ground. I was somewhere in an arena with a strange giant tan monster in it with me that resembled a rancor. I was very scared at first. It rammed into me and sent me flying into a secret cave. In it were different suits of armor that allowed me to do different skills. I picked one that said "jet armor". Strangely enough, though, it was some weird robes and two lightsabers as well as a pistol. I charged the beast but the sabers did nothing. I deducted they were only for blocking. I held the blaster as well as a saber in one hand and a saber held backwards in the other. I jumped out of the way the next time he charged. I was suddenly floating. I shoot a couple times before falling. I landed and repeated the technique. One I used the sabers to block a charge and turn him around. It was mostly fragments for the most part, though.

I remember walking on some grass that was on a mountain, near a house. A computer screen popped up and then I saw my mouse moving but I wasn't moving it. I didnt freak because I thought it was my friend Avery who is a big computer wiz and knows how to hack; I thought he was fooling with me. But I soon discovered it wasn't him and I started freaking out. I was then at my house and started going over how I would call the people who were hacking me and I was discussing asking my uncle for the phone and stuff (I know that doesn't really make sense but I'm trying to describe it as best I can). So then I went on the phone and was freaking out at them and then said that I would get my friend Avery to hack them then I troll laughed and hung up but it didn't really hang up so then I asked my uncle for the phone and then the hackers heard it and started laughing.

That's pretty much it.

Talking with a girl bout bisexuality. She has a girlfriend i know that . And i asked her if she's a lesbian or if she goes both ways. She answered something but i forgot. I got kind of comfortable with her and i sat close to her so we touched a little bit. (i mean we touched out arms !! i do . ) i liked ^^, as close as im gonna get with her, cus she's lesbian and all.
She said something about the sex being difficult. Because one is doing all the work while the other one is just lying down. That's always so unfair and we fight about who'se turn it is now. haha.

I almost forgot to write notes down about this dream but i'm glad i did. I just can not for the life of me imagine i'm talking to a lifeless dream character in dreams like this. Such a personality and cleverness in her just like she is normally, she has to be more than just a DC. She is a recurring character in my dreams and i like having her in my dreams. I think these are either shared dreams or she is a VERY GOOD representation of herself in real life. Since i don't really talk to her that much i've gotten to know her real well just by dreaming of her. More than i could ever know....

WBTB
bed @ 11pm
wake @ 4am
bed @ 5am
wake @ 7:45am

8g galantamine
2mg melatonin
250mg choline

galantamine fail. could be due to previous nights huperzine use

I was at a party with some of the women from the 'scene', the 'other' April and maybe Ali was there. I just remember being on a couch hanging out, then in a room where April handed me two cookies and said, "Here, eat these." I did, and then I started to feel high. I asked her if they were 'special' cookies and she said yes, and I was upset because I have been clean for 6 months and didn't really WANT to get stoned (gee, galantamine, a little lucidity would have been nice here...).

Snippet of a guy being unhappy with his girlfriend, I remember some kind of rock n roll dude that picked his gf up like a doll and showed her to me, she was blonde with colorful tats along her shoulders, I was thinking something like they made a good pair.

At some point I was trying to find my shirt because I was sitting around in only my panties feeling exposed.

I was massaging a guy's neck and woke briefly from the dream to find myself massaging my right thigh.

vividness: 6
Lucidity: 0
I was at a ice skating rink, and i remember that i had just left, i had a gram bag on me. i saw a cop and wanted to run away. I ran about 200 ft over a few hills and under a bridge. This was the hobo sanctuary, there 2 hobos sleeping in the beam above us with a board in between the beams to make the surface. There was a black lady that wasn't sleeping i remember how nice she was to everybody. There were trees under the bridge that were almost hitting the top of it. They grew every fruit imaginable, and it wouldn't have been the sanctuary without them.
-Skip
I left the ice skating rink, and went to my friend Jordan's mom's house. We all headed up to his attic to smoke, my friend Colby was there to, and I remember this one girl being there that liked back in seventh grade, but i haven't seen her much in high school. I remember thinking in my head "could i get lucky?" We were going to smoke, but suddenly i forgot to call my parents to tell them I went to his house. I went to call them and the phone just wouldn't work. I would go to hit a number and a letter would come up, or the number symbol #. I finally decided to walk home. I got to my house and told them i was staying at his house, and i wanted a ride back.
-Skip
There was a medical marijuana clinic that had just opened, you could take your weed there and get the baggy stamped, and it would be legal. I was going to have this done and go over to Jordan's (came up a lot in this dream). I went to get up in line and they said they needed to see my card also, I remember i had 2 gram bags and another pinch in this one bag. I only took one out in case he would notice I'm not a real patient, and take it. I simply said that I left my card at home, and would be back later. I remember this freshman being before i walked down the street, and was talking to him on my way to Jordan's. He had been one of the shortest kid in the high school that some one could probably mistake for a elementary school kid, I remember talking to him in the mourning in real life. He had gotten a gram bag stamped(he doesn't smoke in real life) and was all ready pretty stoned to begin with. I headed off to Jordan's and we went out separate ways.
-Skip
I got to Jordan's and remember the garage door being opened i walked in, and Colby, and Jordan were already smoking out of the bong.
-Skip
We had gotten new fish in our fish tank and i was looking a them asking my mom when we had gotten them. I forget what she said.
-Skip
I watch a documentary yesterday on the moment of death, and how they would use hypothermia to save lives when people were in cardiac arrest. My pet bird had been frozen solid some how. I got some hot water and was worried that she would die, and it wouldn't work. I dropped her frozen body in the water and she flew right out.

Going to bed 1:15-1:45
Goals eat something
Was startled awake in early morning around 6 so I didn't bother trying to remember anything then, I tried WILDing for a while after i woke up with no success and finally just fell back to sleep around 8:30 Im guessing
9:22 I rem working at a restaurant with mary and angela among many other people i dont recognize. We seem to make mostly sandwiches and tacos. I rem it looking similar to the restaurant i would dream i worked at in the past but it also was connected to some other buildings i havent seen. I rem in the dream we got a new employee, i just remembered that guy jade is ther too. I rem one part carrying a big tub of beans and rice into the hallway and setting it down against the wall. All the workers were just standing around hanging out.

Just remed that earlier in the dream a girl had given me a bowl of like guacamole and lettuce to take home. When we are talking with the others im talking to mary about something and she gets mad and punches me in the balls. I fall to the ground and drop my guacamole on the floor. She laughs and half apologizes while i get up. I rem the new guy, i rem him having a white shirt, somewhat dark skin, and really short hair, was laughing at this and said something about getting punched in the nuts. I rem thinking about going to ask for some more guacamole.

Then i rem jade walking around and an employee i dont even see says something like, watch out for jade he calls himself a kung fu master. The new guy commented on this jokingly and jade said something to him and then pretended to stretch like he was gonna bust out some kung fu. they both just laugh though and i dont really rem anymore.

*Had a dream i was at my house with jessica. I rem she was getting ready to leave but i believe we were cooking some food first because we kept walking to the kitchen. Someones at the door although i dont rem if the bell rang or if it knocked. My sister opens the door and i hear austins voice asking if im here. He walks in and starts going back to my room but i tell him im in the kitchen, he comes in and i say jessica is here too but she is taking off soon. Dont rem pas this

*Short flash of being in a classroom and i think jessica is there. My teacher is my art apreciation teacher from a few semesters ago. We are doing presentations via powerpoint or something similar. I rem seeing several presentations but cant rem the specific people or subject of them, but i rem being very entertained in the dream so it could have been some cool stuff. I rem seeing austins project come up last, it had a picture of him with a goofy ass smile on the left side and then pictures of stuff he had edited for the class.

I rem one picture was of me, but it was edited to look like i was choppping my head off with large scissors. I was making a funny face in the picture and looked like i was screaming with blood squirting from my neck. Cant rem any other pics or more of the dream.

*I feel i may have been in a big ass theatre again but have no memories to back it up.

Okay, so, I was in a dream in a log cabin. I don't remember anything about it other than where it was from the main road. My roommate decides that we're moving, so me moved like, eight houses down, for some reason.

Well, eventually, I'm taking a girl home with me, and I take a different route, all of a sudden, the car and girl disappears. I'm on a grassy hill, near a highway, and wouldn't you know it, a trooper about 250 meters away from me. I thought he was coming towards me so I just start running, I see my house after a minute or so, and I run faster. Well, I guess I got to running so fast that I went past my house, I start hearing about the Exit 8 girl that police were setting up a roadblock for, when I run out of grass. I'm now sliding on the road, on my stomach, it hurt so bad, but I kept going and going, I had to swerve a few times, when eventually, I hit the side and fly off, there's this embankment that I crash into with the back of my head, and it hurt a lot, and then I was flipping around and around, cops were after me, when I see this pipe. I slide into it somehow, and it closes behind me once one officer gets in. He gets eaten by a sewer gator.

It was some weird shit.

This dream starts off with me running up some steps. I feel as if I'm escaping from something, and that becomes true as I'm tackled from behind by some person. Because I fall on my belly, I can't tell who it is that attacked me. I struggle for a bit in an attempt to get away, but I'm hit in the back of the head and I black out. The next time I'm awake, I'm on my back on a gurney and all my clothes are gone. I look around the room. It looks like the inside of a morgue, but has the feeling of a hospital room due to all the machinery and chemicals. When I look down at my arms, I see that I have a couple of these machines hooked up to me, and that one is pumping a thick black liquid into one arm, and the other is pumping a strangely orange looking fluid into the other arm. I can feel the two liquids burn where they enter and as they spread, but I'm too lethargic to do anything about it. When I look to my right side I see a man with long, dark hair in a similar position as me. However, his liquids look a different color and he seems a lot more like he was enjoying the situation. He's awake, and when he notices me looking at him he begins to scream in a very lunatic matter, "Awake! Awake! Awake!"

Two scientists quickly run into the room at his loud screeching, one to my bed and one to his. They both pick up a syringe filled with a radiant green liquid and insert the needle up the insides of our arms. While he accepts it very calmly and drifts into unconsciousness, I panic because of the severe pain it causes and begin screaming myself. It's a short lived one as I quickly black out as well.

This time when I awake, I'm sitting in an auditorium with a group of my classmates. Our principal is walking around the room speaking about something, and then she begins pointing out people to come join her. I end up being one of the six chosen. At first I'm confused as to what's going on, but suddenly I get the urge to want to please someone's wishes and a smile comes across my face and the faces of the other five chosen. One by one we begin demonstrating our powers. When my turn arrives, I begin shifting into a few animals and pick my true display of power to be a medium-sized dragon and kill and devour the first row of students. I can sense that it bodes very well with whoever my masters are. The rest of the students chosen with me show their equally ferocious powers, and then our principal walks back downstage and begins pointing out students once more. These seem more terrified than us, and I realize that I was once in their position. In the earlier part of my dream, I had been chosen to become a weapon and had been escaping from it. However, the fact no longer applied to me, so I stood passively on the stage with my fellow beings and watched as the chosen students were taken out of the room.

As for the rest left behind, we six were allowed to do whatever we wanted. The result was gore and utter chaos and destruction. As we're killing the last of the ones left behind, I wake up from my dream.

must.. rembember.. more dreams..

recurring dream about a girl on msn without her boyfriend name in it.. it's like the 6th time now or so.

some guy made mushroom tea, said it failed so he gave it to me. i drank it, tasted like mushrooms.

When I woke up last night after this dream, I didn't have any way to write it down, so I mostly forgot it. I think it was a medium-length dream. I was on a boat trying to give out CDs to needy people, who would paddle up in their canoes to get their CD and then paddle back to land. But for reasons I can't remember I was really worried about something.

*I am somewhere around highway or motorway. There are several train lines and I can see many trains staying as if there was some train traffic jam. I can recognize one of the trains, it is Pendolino with its typical white, blue and yellow colours.

**I am walking down a long street at night (dream sign). It looks like a motorway with two lines in each direction. I notice green lane for cyclists. As the cars pass in both directions it creates the lines as when one takes picture with long exposure. I notice that the lights reflect on the street, it must have been raining recently. Then I notice that along the road, cyclist lane and pedestrian lane are light slopes everywhere, with colourful rings as the light sources. I am amazed (not realizing it’s a dream). !!!I think to myself, that they should turn down the intensity of the lightning because it burns too much energy (as it hurts my eyes), but then I think to myself, “This is just the way it is these days.”
By my right hand side is a large garden surrounded by forest. It has precise rectangular shape and there is a large mason like house at the far end. Then I get this (as if) message from my mom and my brother to go home, to that house, where I apparently live. (I am not sure I can see them though). I realize that it’s the 12th of March. It’s my birthday!!
Next I am in one of the room of the house. There are two large sofas, one of which is facing away from me and the other facing along...on which my mom and my brother sits. I look at them and then I notice that behind the of the sofas are some presents. I can recognize foldable green bike and a big box of LEGO and some other things. I feel touched. I feel like crying out of happiness or being loved. My mom asks me what’s up. I only shake my head to give her a sign that I am fine, because I feel that if I start speaking I would cry.