non-lucid

Date: 08-02-10
Length: 15 Minutes
Vividness: 8/10

My friends, Mitchell, Graham and I all went to this Crèpe restaurant and were hanging out like we used to.
It was raining outside, and we had just finished eating.

We walked to the car to drive back home, but I realized I forgot my bag back at the table, so I went to go get it.
I started freaking out because I remembered that I left my computer in my bag.
When I got back up to the table, Graham and Mitchell had left a bunch of their stuff too.

I tried carrying everything, but it was way too heavy, so they came over and helped.
I remember small fragments of being at Graham's house, but it was different, and a lot bigger.

-frenchblablabla

Non lucid, I did have control over the dream though and it was quite vivid. Don' bother reading the first paragraph it's fairly boring but it's something I need to note.

The dream started with me driving down a dark road, it was raining outside or at least felt like it was cold. I was smoking a cig driving down the road minding my own business. I suddenly drove by a Dairy Queen I don't remember if there were even any other buildings around it but it was there I saw a friend that I'm trying to avoid in real life through the window, she took a glance at me so I knew she saw me. It meant I had to go in and say hi to her I walk in the back door for employees only, this place is huge for a DQ lol it feels like I walk through 10 different areas or hallways. I was meeting all sorts of people managers, workers, and everyone was friendly and said hi. The manager that I saw in there was the manager of a Carls Jr near my house in real life. I finally came up to the girl I was trying to avoid and said hi to her she wasn't mad like I expected but was very happy to see me. We talked for a moment she asked where I'd been and how I've been. I just shook it off with saying I was ok and asked her how she was. At that moment something interrupted the conversation, I think it was a customer that needed help so she said she had to go.
When I was about to leave she asked me to hang out with her and go for a run.. I said sure and that second she started sprinting out of the place, I kept up with her until I got outside which is when I saw my cousin Trevor. he wanted to go on a room with us also, so we started running together and the girl suddenly starts to sprint again and gets way the hell in front of us, we were running in a dark park like area with a paved trail about 15 feet wide. My cousin was like damn that girl can run, I was running as fast as I could to keep up but couldn't. I didn't feel tired or anything, but it felt really good to just run full speed. we never ended up catching her and all of the sudden very quickly someone appeared and said I had broke the law and gave me a $300 ticket, it was a voucher like ticket that listed my offences and the amount I owe. The figure told me I had to appear in a court and pay this off right away. The charges were ridiculous, it said I was going over the speed limit running.... and that I had been caught with maryjane on me (lol). The weed charge was a lot less than the speeding charge for some reason :x So I had to navigate my to the stupid court house and pay my fines, I finally got there and there were tons of people standing in an airport like setting waiting in line to pay their tickets. I was comparing tickets with my Cousin and his was only $23 I was pissed. Other people around me had very small charges also. I should have known I was in a dream because the amount I owed kept going up and down, like I was making up for some of it and also accumulating more debt at the same time. That's the end not an exciting dream at all but it was very realistic and vivid while in it, I woke up several times in this dream back into real life but I honestly just needed sleep and didn't feel like trying a DEILD, though I thought about it.

There was this huge line. I was following some friends and we were sort of cutting lines. Anyhow, when we stopped i stood in frond of G. Then he told his friend in dutch, she is standing on me. I turned around because i was astonished, first because he spoke dutch (fact is he is german) and second because he said i was standing on him whereas i wouldn't know how. I said no i am not standing on you I got pushed.

We were watching a competition of some sort and I was sitting and enjoying it. Then G sat next to me and started to talk to me. I remember I had dry skin so i took out some cream and put it n my face. Afterwards he picked up my cream and looked at it and he touched me cheeks. He said aaaw, your cheeks are so cute and then started to poke them.

I was at a gas station (the one i stopped at yesterday) and we were walking towards the car. Then we hugged each other and I was a bit cold. He had a black leather jacked and i reached underneath it. I remember feeling the contours of his body, I remembered his well shaped body (and ass.)

I was at a very uptight school and every on was wearing uniforms. I was with someone who got all freaked out and said that if we didn't leave now we would be late. So we started to move but then she froze and was like, our uniforms were not correct and we had to change but i said that if we did we would not be on time.

I was in a swimming pool. I had to participate in a swimming competition. We had to do 4 different strokes. We started with breast stroke nothing wrong with that. Immediately afterwards we had to do the back stroke. It was odd because some already went into the water and they stared to swim different strokes. Then we had to do another one and I started to late so I didn't dive in but i jumped in the water. At the end I had to do the butterfly stroke and that went well. After I was done I saw someone I knew. We went to a smaller more warm pool and went in. Then there was this girl who was chasing him and we went under the water to try and avoid her. It unfortunately failed. Somehow we wanted to get rid of her and then i was kissing her? And actually luring her to the exit. Then we pushed her out and I was with that guy again. We started kissing and went into the big dressing room of Marveld swimming pool. I remember seeing a lot of couples,,, being intimate with each other. I was still kissing him and upon arrival at the big dressing room, which was empty, we got intimate as well. Then one wall suddenly collapsed and we went somewhere else, meanwhile still kissing each other after every several steps we took.

1) My mother and I were somewhere in front of a hotel or whatever and it was supposed to be a new one in HK. It was a purple building and we wanted to book a room for me and mom and grandma. We had to pay 1300 per person and my mom acting all business like asked if she could use the phone. She called someone and then confirmed it could not be cheaper. Then we booked a room saying it was for 2 people only but all three of us went there.

2) I still lost my camera. I was in a shop where they sold lots of stuff including lots of small tubes to put your stuff in for the airplane. Suddenly there were two bags and Tony said I had to look in them. I was looking and still could not find them.

3) I was somewhere with 2 other people and I was cleaning very large stairs which were covered by leaves. Then i was playing a game. My perspective turned into 3rd person and it was as if i was playing a harry potter game. I was walking around searching through caves and using spells.

4) I was in a cafe and i wanted to drink something. Then i remembered reading that Damon Salvatore drank bourbon so i decided to order a glass of bourbon. I was at the bar and was looking at a lot of bottles that was put up as decoration and then asked the bartender whether he had bourbon.

5)I was wondering what to wear. I eventually chose to wear grayish things so I wanted to match those with my high heeled grey boots. I couldn't wear them however because it was so hot outside. Somehow i made my hair colour silver by spraying something on it. Suddenly i also had bangs again. I met up with A. and sat somewhere in front of the cafe because we were waiting for other. We thought we could spot them easier if we sat in front. I was texting and then got a text that they were sitting in the back. There were 4 people. N, K, and 2 others i don't remember. They then came over and sat with us. I remember thinking, why didn't we walk over there? Because there were 4 of them and 2 of us.

6)I was in Maastricht sitting outside in the evening alone wondering and waiting. Then my brother passed by and asked me whether i wanted to join him and his friends to go out. I said no i am waiting for some people. Then 2 people appeared, those who I was waiting for. Then we went to a club and I wanted to find my brother. Suddenly I was somewhere else, it seemed like a forest and I saw pokemon walking around. I saw a lion and I was amazed. I kept on walking until I reached a sort some elemental gates. There were a lot of other people who also wanted to get in. I remember walking to the side and we had to do something prior to get in. I passed and then I walked towards the main door. Which was apparently a fake door. I felt embarrassed and then continued to the smaller door at the side. It was a huge building, almost castle like and I got lost. I walked around for a bit and then found several people i knew from my old student association, and i remember feeling a huge relief. I then went to a huge table to sit alone because i needed the space for the others to come but the other unknown people went to sit there as well. Then I went to another table where a lot of people i knew was as well.

So I had my first false awakening today.. crazy because it seemed really real in my dream! I had fallen asleep normally, hoping that my subconcious would be aware that I was dreaming. In fact, the opposite happened. Fell asleep, and awoke around 2-3 am in the morning, I was like ughh and went back to sleep. This is where I had my false awakening. I woke up again, this time in my dream. I swear it felt real. I had also taken 300% vitamin b6 before bed. When I woke up in my bed, it was dark and everything so I couldn’t really see anything, but the feeling I got was pretty realistic. I looked at the time, and this time, it said 12:00 am! I was like WTF? Last time I woke up it was around 2-3 am. I’m so mad at myself for not relooking at the clock, because I only glanced at it once. I eventually concluded that when I woke up around 2-3 am, THAT was a false awakening, so I was like “hmm, whatever.” I then got up for some odd reason and went to the bathroom to take a piss. As I was peeing, no pee would come out. I kept trying and trying, but still none. This is when I woke up. I PROBABLY would have gone lucid had I not woken up, and I probably was being more and more suspicious of me being in a dream- which is probably the reason why I woke up. I don’t remember my thought process at all when I was in the bathroom, but I sure know that I was getting pretty close. When I woke up, I looked at the time: 4 am. At this point I was majorly confused, and did multiple reality checks. They all passed. This was when I concluded that I had a false awakening, and I was pretty astonished lol.

Unfortunately I remembered a few more dreams but I have now forgotten them, because I had some busy work to do as soon as I got up in the morning and had no time to write them down right away.

Saturday, May 7, 2011*

I'm in a room I don't recognize. It's not too big and quite dark. The only light comes from the drape covered windows. My brother Blake is with me and a few other kids I don't know. There are only two beds so I have no choice but to share a bed with them. After a while of them hogging all of the *comforter I get up and decide to sleep on the floor. At first I lay down next to a huge window and it's quite sunny. I can feel the light hitting my eyelids. I'm laying vertical to the window so I turn to my left and position my body horizontally. This position is better and I manage to fall asleep. I'm awaken by a presence on my back. Experienced with this kind of occurrence I turn around unphazed by what I'm about to experience. I see an old hag sitting over me. I grab her arms and fight her off with the strength I can muster. I'm not afraid because I know this must be a dream and I cannot be hurt. She is quite the ugly bitch too. She has long gray hair, a face full of worts especially her nose. She has purple colored eyes and horrible teeth.

I begin to insult her as she laughs. My voice is quite distorted and I sound even more menacing then she does. She looks puzzled as if she's asking herself why I'm not afraid. I can feel her push a sort of scary presence over me like she is trying to scare me, but I laugh and tell her to fuck off.
I then close my eyes and relax and I feel a boom of white energy envelope me. Now with a renewed source of energy I kick her off of me and she smashes into the wall. She disappears just as quick as she appeared.*

I walk over to my brother Blake who is awake. I tell him we should watch each other while we sleep or dream and that if we see the witch going for one of us we should say the secret word. I try really hard while writing this but I cannot remember what it was.*

A while later as we fall asleep, I hear my brother talking in his sleep. I can hear him say the word. I seem to be dreaming inside his dream and I bolt up out of bed and charge the witch. I catch her off guard and choke slam her into the wall and she disappears once more. I return to bed and when I close my eyes I start to experience SP like symptoms. I start to see bright white lights and I can hear movement in the room and I'm awaken by my brother. He tells me the witch returned and he put her in her place.*

We both went back to bed and we knew she wouldn't come back again.
I wake up for real this time and I'm happy. I feel victorious by how easily and non frightening this bitch was.

May 7, 2011

lucid (MILD), non-lucid, fragment

I am throwing boomerangs with a few other people in a large open area with a treeline off in the distance and grassy rolling hills. The words 'lucid dreaming' are rolling through my thoughts, and I begin to hear them in the dream as if they were distant thunder. I become lucid and realize that it is due to my mantra as I was falling asleep that I became lucid. The boomerang I have is a bright yellow, and as I throw it and it comes back to me, it turns into a triangle shape. I decide to make it into a frisbee. I press against the side of it with my thumb, and it splits into multiple brightly colored triangles. I realize that this will not work, so I give it a good snap with my wrist, hear a loud crack, and it becomes a regular frisbee. I throw it, and it flies up, circles around me, and lands back in my hands. The remainder of the dream is me throwing the frisbee and flying after it.

I remember more dream fragments that also seem very vivid, and possibly lucid, but I am unsure if they are parts of the same dream. It's a great feeling to finally be lucid again.

Dream - Lucid

All I remember from last night is a dream about killing people...I don't remember the details. I think the people were people that I knew. It was kind of like a video game. There was some goal that was being achieved by me killing the people.

I saw Grim, Mandy and Billy, fromt that show name thats in the title. Grim was putting a blanket on billy and carrying him around then taking the blanket back off, claiming it was teleportation. Billy believed it of course. The blanket was green, the carpet grewyish-white. It was my room. Mandy was holding a course rope, tanish in color. She said "We need to tie Billy up, so he doesnt get in trouble." Grim agreed, then mandy reached down her mouth and pulled out her intestins and used those to tie him up with. She the set off with the tan rope, for reasons unknown. Grim then played the teleportation game with the tied up billy again. The dream ended.

Grey and I where both inside my house. The carpet was whitish-grey, like it usualy is. They walls where a grayish, but also had a some white parts, I dont remember much of the sceanery. I decided to take on the tough black belt, even tho I am only a senior white. I started it off with a front side kick using my left leg, but he grabed my foot and threw me to the ground. I Shifted my weight as I fell and rolled to my right and onto my feet. I got up and blocked a punch and tried to inside kick his legs with my left foor. He dodged to his left and my right. The dream ended.

Lucidity-0
Vividness-9

I'm in a barber shop. It's small and leaking from the ceiling slightly. An old man is cutting people's hair. I wait for the person to be done and get my hair cut as well.
Dream Skip
I'm the old man. I know i'm not supposed to be him as i remember being my normal self. I play it off as if i were the old man to make the other employee seem as if everything were normal. Things feel harder to do as an older person. It hurts to get up. Sometimes my limbs would kinda go numb.
Dream skip
I'm still the old man. I'm in the back seat of a car. I start coughing. I tell the other people in the car that i don't feel well. We pull over at a small store. Somehow i manage to find a bed. The store then proceeds to turn into a castle. I'm in a random room in the castle. I feel myself falling asleep on the bed, but it doesn't feel like a normal falling asleep. I force myself to stay awake. I try to get up but i can't manage to get up more than a few inches. I yell for some help. No-one comes. I yell again several times and clap to try and get someones attention. Nothing. I start feeling myself falling into a long sleep. I try to fight it but it continues on until i die in the dream.
Dream Skip
I'm back to my normal self. I tell my brother all about it. He asks details of it that i don't remember. I just tell him that it felt odd and yet relaxing.

In this dream me and my band class had just gotten back from a music event called KMEA, and we were supposed to go to a gattiland but ended up in a movie theater. The movie was really weird and the entire time there were two black kids arguing with a white guy who told them to be quiet so he could watch the movie. The movie was about master chief, ( I'm a ps3 guy btw) Master chief was played by Charlie Sheen. He was in the desert and was dying, then he found out he could keep himself alive by putting ladybugs on himself. They somehow hydrated him. Then the ladybugs started to suffocate him somehow. He couldn't get them off fast enough before he died. I then found myself inside the master chief suit choking to death. Then I woke up.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I read two comic book stories which had an American comic book style, but which were put together in a manga-like book. But I think the book read from left to right, not from right to left. Both the stories involved a woman seducing a very young girl.

The first story I read was near the back of the book. It was very colorful, and it seemed to have Buddhist images somehow, something like mandalas or tankgas (?).

The second story I read was all done in black and white. It looked almost like a Love and Rockets comic. In this story, a woman had a little girl lying on the bed on her back. The little girl wore only a miniskirt. The woman holding something that looked like a small tea pot.

At some point the woman darted her body closer to the little girl. I could almost see the woman's movement, and I heard a sound like steam.

Dream #2

It was a clear, sunny day. I was running on a track with a group of other people. Almost all, if not all, of the other people were black. We were probably all in a race, although nothing about the race felt particularly focused.

At the first curve of the track I may have been in glaring sunlight. The track may have felt large and wide, and it may have felt like there were large grandstands on the final stretch of the track.

At some point there may have been a man behind me, taunting me and trying to intimidate me with his movements. I decided to run even faster (although we may hardly have been doing little more than jogging in the first place) to get away from the man.

I hit the second curve. The fist part of the second curve was shaded by tree canopies. The second part, going into the home stretch, was sunny.

The activity of the people on the track became even more unfocused, or more relaxed, than it had been before. There were some people just running back and forth across the width of the lanes. Other people were stretching or warming up on the grass.

I found myself being passed by a lot of people. I may have been wondering why I hadn't been running fast all along. Now I'd slowed down again, and I was mad at myself for having slowed down. I tried to speed up, but my legs were frozen. I could barely move them, and it was getting harder and harder to move them.

A woman passed me and ran through the end of the curve of the track, to the final stretch. She was tall, with light brown skin, a mucsly frame, and pale red-brown hair. She wore a white, bikini-style two-piece running suit. The bottom seemed a little loose on her. As she ran, her buttocks flexed really hard and became like big, tight spheres.

As I reached the end of the curve, I may have seen a shiny, silver UFO in the sky. It may have looked like a flying saucer with a silvery lighthouse-top attached to it. It may have shot out an orange-red ray.

(Side note: I'm kind of doubtful about the image of the UFO. In other words, I'm not sure if it was part of my dream or something that came in after I woke. But the image was so strongly "there" that I put it in my journal.

Last night I went to bed reading the book Measure of Madness by Cheryl Paradis. It's a series of stories from Dr. Paradis' career as a forensic psychologist. In one of the stories, a man shoots a couple of sanitation workers because he thinks they're aliens.

I think my sight of the UFO in or after the dream was somehow influenced by that story.)

(There is a "trigger warning" on the content of this dream.)


I cannot remember the beginning of this dream but the main character is Link from the Ledgend of Zelda series, but instead of a green tunic he is wearing jeans, t-shirt and a black leather jacket. He is also carrying a dark blue napsack over his sholder and does not have a sword. It is night and Link is walking through a small town that looks abandoned. All the lights are out and there are no cars or people on the streets. The houses and buildings lining the street are completely dark and even the street lamps are out. The only source of light is the full moon.

The town gives way to a huge parkspace with many trees and cobblestone paths. In the very center of the park is a colonial mansion sitting in from of a large stone fountain. Link is drawn towards the colonial mansion because there are lights burning on the bottom floor and he thinks it may not be abandoned like the rest of the town seems to be.

As Link approaches the house he sees a young woman standing alone near the corinthian pillars at the house's front facade. Suddenly a black van comes speeding up to the house's driveway and stops right in front of the fountain. A heavy built, beaded man jumps out of the van and grabs the young woman and throws her down on the ground. The hairy man undos his pants and tries to rape the young woman but Link jumps in and hits the man with his napsack. The young woman runs away as Link kicks the rapist in the head a few times. The hairy man crawls back into his van and tries to drive away but crashes his van into the fountain, causing water to flood the mansion's driveway.

Link can suddenly hear many voices coming from inside the house, as well as rock music, and follows the sounds to a large room where many people are sitting around little tables drinking beer while a live band plays in the back. It actually looks like Link has just stepped into a seedy bar of somekind, the only difference being the large bay windows that look out over the park.

There is a man in a dark suit of great importance at the largest table, surrounded by body guards and gyrating women, and he signals to Link to join him at the table. They have a conversation but I cannot remember what was said now, though near the end I vaguely remember Link telling the other man that he does not want to be enemies anymore and is just trying to get along with him, or something.